#Just pretend the events of Evil Dead Rise didn't exist and our girl is alive and happy and in love with reader

[lifeislikeasong]

I Have Always Loved You - Ellie Bixler (Human) x Fem Reader fic!

ATTN: @heartof-flies @gaym0m

It's here! Thanks for your patience, my sweet little followers. I had so much fun with this story. Human Ellie has a special place in my heart, and like I've said before, our girl deserved better.

WARNING: So, Jay is a complete dick in this. So is their Mom. There is a mention of S.A and domestic abuse.

I truly hope you enjoy this story as much as I enjoyed writing it (it's a particularly long read)

A/N: Please do not share to other sites without my permission.

Happy reading, my loves! xxx

EDIT: I'm considering turning this into a series - so, if anyone's interested let me know and I'll see what I can do! 😘

PROLOGUE:

Making your way towards your usual cafe at the end of the street, which is conveniently adjacent to Beth’s music store, Ellie’s tattoo studio and your law office; you thought about your two best friends, and smiled at the fact that you still continue to catch up in the exact same spot after all these years.

You often meet up three times a week for coffee or lunch, depending on how busy you all are. In between those times, you would all spend your free time at each other’s apartments. Conveniently, you all lived in the same building; a beautiful big Brownstone with apartments either next to or above the other. During those ‘down times’ the three of you often spent time helping each other out; whether it was yourself and Beth helping Ellie babysit her kids, you and Ellie cleaning up Beth’s absolute mess of an apartment, or Ellie and Beth making sure you had a fridge full of food for those long work days. Your evenings always ended in the company of your two best friends; no matter how the days went.

So it’s suffice to say the three of you were inseparable. 20 years of friendship will do to you.

However…there was always something more between you and Ellie.

She knew it.

You knew it.

Even Beth knew it. She even teased each of you about it; not while you were in each other's company, of course…cause - awkward!

See, Ellie had a way of making you feel alive; like she had awakened something in you that you previously didn’t know existed. For the life of you, you couldn’t explain why you suddenly found yourself smiling more often than not, or why your heart beat just that little bit faster whenever she entered the room, or why you suddenly missed each other after an extended period of time apart. 

Ellie always found herself gravitating towards you whether you were out in public, or at home. You often found yourselves sitting close together on the couch or at the dining table; your legs and shoulders gently brushing up against each other caused goosebumps to appear on Ellie’s slender, but incredibly strong arms. The mere scent of her perfume drove you wild; a burning feeling always sitting low in your belly. 

You often complimented each other and always offered supportive words of encouragement; as friends usually do. But still, there was always a deeper meaning behind every action, and each and every word. Beth would tease the two of you if you would playfully bicker like an old married couple; usually over who forgot to put the milk back in the fridge or put the laundry away. There were times when she would catch you two staring at the other, blissfully unaware of the longing gaze plastered on your faces whenever your backs were turned.

Beth would also tease you over the fact that you would often make excuses to see each other in the middle of the day, memorising your favourite coffee orders and dropping it off at your respective workplaces. 

Even something as simple as text messages or phone calls would make your stomach flutter. A genuine, loving smile would appear on your face at the sight of her name popping up on your lockscreen. Ellie always seemed to reach out at precisely the right moment; somehow sensing you needed a distraction while under pressure at work. She’d try, and fail miserably to send you memes, which you found absolutely endearing. 

You would also leave each other voice messages. Ellie had panic attacks ever since she was a kid which continued well into her adult life. You were the one person who she could depend on to calm her down, so she’d immediately call you; you’d answer every call you possibly could, but on the off chance you were away from your phone, you’d leave her a voice message with everything she needed to hear. Ellie would sit back, close her eyes and focus on the sound of your voice, feeling instantly soothed and calmed.

You and Ellie were fans of 90’s R&B band, Boyz II Men. Your joint favourite song was ‘4 Seasons of Loneliness’. Whenever you heard that song on the radio, or even playing randomly in Beth’s store, you couldn’t help but think of each other; imagining slow dancing in each other's arms. Beth would sometimes play it on purpose to get under your skin, as cheeky as she was. It was undoubtedly ‘your song’; it said everything about how you feel towards one another and then some. You lost your band t-shirt recently, and unbeknownst to you, Ellie still had hers; she very thoughtfully gave it to you, but, as worn down as it was, since she knew what it meant to you; it being the first concert you ever went to together. You were touched by her sweet gesture and wore that t-shirt to bed or when you're lying on the couch at home watching movies. There were times you’d subconsciously wear the shirt in Ellie’s presence which made her heart soar to the heavens above. It still has Ellie’s scent on it, and everytime you wear it, you feel wrapped up in her warmth.

There were moments when you thought for sure you would finally get together; the sexual tension between you palatable. Your gazes lingered, your hugs always lasted a few seconds longer than regular hugs with Beth and the kids; and you offered to give each other massages to help ease the stress after long, tiring days. Ellie fussed over you and worried about how much pain you would be in after sitting at a desk for hours on end or how your muscles would tense up when you’d be deep in thought about a new case. You also knew how hard she worked, sitting hunched over while tattooing her clients or cleaning up after her kids.

Insisting on sitting between each others’ legs, long fingers worked gently, slowly and tenderly to work the large knots that formed in your shoulders. No words were spoken between you as you just simply enjoyed each others’ presence; the closeness and romance simmering beneath the surface; only little sounds of contentment, sighs and moans escaping lips. Your minds wandered, thinking about what other sounds you could entice out of the other. 

What would happen if I gently kissed her neck, just there? I’d give anything to slowly wrap my arms around her waist right now, hold her close and never let go. You’d both be thinking. 

Eyes wandering to necks, thinking about lips running down the side, over collar collarbones; back to lips…

It felt so good to have each other so close; but hurt to be so far away…

When she married Jay, it broke your heart even though you knew she didn’t love him. You did your best to be supportive, but seeing her with him devastated you.

It shattered Ellie’s heart when you got together with your previous girlfriend; she tried her best to hide her jealousy. Yes, although she was married, it pained her to see you with someone else. 

Even so, while you were with your respective ‘partners’, you still couldn’t help but seek out each others’ presence. There wasn’t really any love between you or your previous girlfriend. Sure, you cared deeply for them, but something was missing. They didn’t make you feel the way Ellie did, let alone loved you like you deserved. When you were with them, they were emotionally distant and manipulative; taking you for granted - you felt alone; not able to be your true self; like you were with Ellie. Regardless, you knew they were cheating on you and while you refused to acknowledge it, you tried your best to make it work; wanting to block out your true feelings.

In the end you couldn’t take it anymore, ultimately breaking up. 

Yes, you had one night stands with other women - wanting to fill the void, but nothing ever came close to what you wish you had with Ellie. No amount of sex or alcohol could stop you from feeling incredibly lonely.

Ellie and Jay were going through their own turmoil. He was an abusive, controlling husband and was only with Ellie because she was successful and somewhat wealthy. In other words, he used her for sex and money before cheating on and divorcing her, relinquishing his parental rights, taking off with his new girlfriend and marrying her in another country. 

Ellie confided in you and Beth that she was never in love with him, as she was more or less forced into marrying him because of her mother - since she got pregnant with Bridget in her first year of college at a frat party. Ellie was drunk, and Jay took advantage of her.

Beth and Ellie’s mother cared about social status and felt it wasn’t a good look for her eldest daughter to have a baby out of wedlock, regardless of the abuse Ellie was subjected to. Not only that, their Mom knew Ellie was gay, so she did whatever she could to hide that fact from her socialite friends; thinking Ellie’s ‘lifestyle’ would reflect negatively on her; impacting or discrediting her social status. Thus, making the decision by coercing her daughter into marrying a horrible excuse of a man. She was fully aware of the abuse Ellie suffered, but none of that mattered to her. 

When her mom died, Ellie finally found the courage to put an end to her sham of a marriage and move on with her life.

All of this had taken place four years ago…

She too, had slept with a few women, but no one could fill that void; the love she so desperately wanted - the love she wanted from you.

God knows you wanted to be together, but for whatever reason time never seemed to be on your side.

In truth, you were both scared of being open and brutally honest with each other; either in fear of getting hurt again, or losing each other.  The last thing you each wanted to do was ruin your friendship.

Which is probably why you’ve wasted the last four years….

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CHAPTER 1:

Your mind raced as you tried to find the confidence to break your news to your friends. It had been brewing for the past month or so, but you didn’t say anything until it was set in stone. You figured there was no point in upsetting anyone in case nothing ever came of this promotion.

You had a habit of overthinking, and did your best to calm yourself down before arriving at the cafe.

As you eventually made your way to the end of the street, you were snapped out of your deep thought process by the sound of Ellie’s voice.

Your stomach fluttered at the sight of her.

“Hey, Y/N”, she beamed at you, her voice as sweet as honey.

“Hey, Ellie”, you smiled back, a little reserved.

She reached for you and brought you in for a hug. You lost yourself in her for a few seconds, briefly forgetting the news you had to share. 

Tensing, you let go of her.

Ellie frowned, slightly taken aback, as she bent down to look you in the eye.

You avoided eye contact and she knew instantly that something was wrong. She slowly reached up, placing her hand under your chin; you leaned into her touch; finally looking her in the eye - silently apologising for making her worry. You hadn’t intentionally worried her, but she knew you would open up eventually.

“Beth’s late again?”, you asked.

“Isn’t she always”, she laughed softly, trying to soften the mood.

You giggled as she smiled.

Yes, I got her to laugh again. God, I love that sound. She thought to herself.

As if on cue, Beth appeared in the cafe and greeted you both, apologising for being late.

“Go grab a table, it’s on me”, you told your friends.

They smiled and sat down. Collecting the order, you passed out the coffee as you all began discussing the day so far.

Beth filled you in on the weird and wacky customers that invaded her store, while Ellie shared some crazy stories about her clients. You sat back and listened in awe, proud of your friends for following their dreams and supporting their small businesses.

Beth asked how work was going for you and you tensed again, which didn’t go unnoticed by the Bixler siblings. It wasn’t like you to be nervous when talking about your job; you were nothing if not confident, but humble.

You clenched your jaw before relaxing, smiling softly.

“Y/N? You okay?”, the older sibling asked.

You felt Ellie’s eyes on you; almost piercing through your soul.

Looking up at your friends, you began to talk.

“Sorry, I don’t mean to be distant; it’s just been a long morning”, you said quietly.

They sat, still looking at you, waiting patiently. Ellie couldn’t help but think how beautiful you look; that woman is so desperately in love with you, it was painfully obvious to everyone around you.

“What’s up?, Ellie asked kindly.

“Uh, well, that deal I’ve been working on for our biggest client…We settled this morning. We got the contract”, you said.

“Corporate were impressed that the turnaround was quicker than we thought; and offered me a promotion to–”, you continued.

“That’s great news, Y/N!”, they said in unison, interrupting you.

Looking at Beth, you saw her beaming at you. Clearly she was proud of you for working so hard and achieving something you’ve always wanted. You gazed over at Ellie who looked at you with unwavering amazement, in absolute awe of you.

“What’s the promotion?”, Beth asked.

“Partner”, you said simply.

They shared a look, knowing you’ve wanted this for so long.

“Congratulations! You’ve worked so hard, Y/N - you deserve this”, Ellie said.

Smiling, you thanked your friends; chewing the inside of your cheek, contemplating whether or not you should rip the bandaid off with the next bit of news.

Now or never. Stop delaying the inevitable; be honest. You told yourself.

“Y/N?”, the siblings said, drawing you out of your thoughts yet again - not noticing you checked out for a few seconds.

“Oh, sorry…There’s more”, you said, uncomfortably shifting in your seat,

“The law firm has plans to expand the company and open up new offices in London and Sydney. Since I’m the new partner, they’ve asked me to oversee everything for the Sydney office”, you said nervously.

Beth and Ellie listened intently, sensing your hesitation. 

You didn’t dare to look at Ellie.

“They want me to relocate to Sydney in six weeks”, you said hesitantly.

“Well…that’s, uh. How long?”, Beth asked.

“Three years”, you said.

A beat of silence passed through the three of you, Ellie taking a slow sip of coffee to calm her nerves.

“There’s a lot to consider; almost too much…We only got confirmation things were moving ahead this morning; we’ve known about these new offices for a little while now, but didn’t expect it to happen so fast”, you continued hesitantly.

You heard Ellie suck in a breath, from the corner of your eye you saw her look down at her hands, instantly picking at her nails; Something she did when she was scared - a habit she picked up as a young teen. 

Beth looked between the two of you and spoke up again.

“Wow”, she said.

“Yeah”, you said.

Beth kicked Ellie’s shin under the table.

“Ow, what the fuck?”, Ellie snapped.

Beth gestured towards you and Ellie finally acknowledged you.

You met each other's eyes. Sadness, worry and despair reflected through them; it broke your heart yet again as you anxiously waited for Ellie to say something.

“I…I’m happy for you, Y/N. Excuse me, I need to get back to work. Thank you for lunch”, she said quietly; the hurt was evident in her voice.

A few seconds of awkward silence passed between you and Beth as Ellie up and left.

“I...don’t know what to do”, you said.

“What do you mean, Y/N?”, Beth asked.

You sat quietly for a few seconds, before speaking up again.

“I don’t know if I can leave and move away so quickly. I can’t pack my whole life up in six weeks. I can’t leave my family; this is happening all too fast. I accepted the promotion, but told my boss I’d need time to consider moving. It’s a fucking huge decision”, you reasoned, looking sadly out the door, watching Ellie quickly cross the road and down the street.

Beth watched you; her eyes squinting at you. She knew there was another reason why you were hesitant.

“Look, you’ve worked so hard for this. Don’t let this opportunity fall through - take it; you’re great at negotiating, so why don’t you take the time to speak to your boss and come up with an alternate decision”, Beth said.

“You know Ellie - she just needs time”, she continued.

Your eyes snapped back to her. She smirked.

“I know, okay. I’ve always known”, she said.

“I….”, you mumbled.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Beth. We should get back to work”, you said.

“Don’t avoid it. Take the time you need; just know I’m happy for you, and will be here if you need anything”, Beth smiled kindly.

Hugging you, she thanked you for lunch and you each headed back to your respective workplaces.

On your way back to work, Beth’s words played on your mind. It hurt to see Ellie’s reaction; deep down you understood why; but it still scared you.

You had a lot to contemplate. You felt lost; you wanted this opportunity, but you didn’t want it to affect your…situationship or whatever unspoken thing you had with Ellie. 

You arrived back at work, putting your feelings aside to go about the rest of the day; compartmentalising.

You would come to a solution eventually. You just needed to get used to the idea before making any concrete decisions.

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CHAPTER 2:

Later that same evening, you headed home - thoughts of Ellie invading your mind. You had a feeling she was thinking of you, too…and you were right. 

Across town Danny and Bridget were studying at their friends’ house, and little Kassie was fast asleep; so Ellie threw herself into cleaning the apartment, doing laundry, scrubbing the bathtub - doing anything she could to stop the ache in her heart at the thought of losing you.

Upon entering your building, you automatically smiled at the sight of Ellie’s apartment. Your smile soon faded as you didn’t hear the usual sound of old school R&B playing in the background. Instead you heard sounds of clanging pots and pans and cuss words. Just as you were about to knock on her door, Beth appeared from her apartment next door.

“She’s been doing this for almost an hour; the kids are gone for the night. She won’t talk to me”, she said, attempting to keep her voice low.

“Maybe…I could try and talk to her, help her calm down”, you said.

Suddenly the door opened; Ellie appeared.

“What are you doing?”, she asked, annoyed, her voice slurred.

You took her in; she looked like she’d been crying…and drinking. 

Shit. It had been a while since you saw Ellie this drunk.

“El, we were just talking…”, Beth said.

“Well can you keep it down? Some of us have things to do”, Ellie replied, beer in hand.

She stumbled forward bracing herself on the door, slipping slightly.

You stepped forward to catch her.

“I got you, Ellie”, you said warmly.

As drunk as she was, she looked you square in the eye; registering your presence. Losing herself in your eyes before speaking, turning angry.

“Oh, just drop the act, Y/N. If you had me, if you cared enough about me at all, you would have told me from the beginning, instead of stringing me along this whole time”, she hissed, stepping away from you.

“How long was this planned, huh? Did you know all along? The minute you finally get somewhere in life, make something of yourself, you think you’re better than everyone else and just leave? Is this life not good enough for you? Was this your plan all along; move away from the only family you have; move away from the person who lov- Mmm”, she seethed, stopping herself from finishing that sentence.

“You don’t care. You’re selfish. Look at you”, she laughed; taking a swig from her beer.

“So much for telling each other everything”, she said.

Her words cut deep. Then you remembered she was drunk; and tried not to take her words to heart - as harsh as they were.

Did Ellie really think you didn’t care? After everything you’ve been through together, how can she stand there and say that? She never spoke to you like that before.

She didn’t even stick around long enough to hear you question your promotion; she just took off. Scared; running from her true feelings again. Maybe you were more alike than you originally thought…

“She doesn’t mean that”, Beth said, noticing the hurt on your face.

“Don’t speak for me, Beth”, she snapped.

Turning her attention back to you, Ellie’s eyes looked a little bit clearer; almost like she snapped out of whatever trance she was in, seemingly realising what she had said before she spoke again. 

You braced yourself for more harsh words, but this time they didn’t come. 

“I don’t feel too good. I’m going to bed, so I need you to get out of my face before I say something else I might regret”, Ellie said sadly, her voice cracking.

“Ellie, I…”, you whispered.

With that, she firmly closed the door in your face, but not loud enough to wake Kassie.

You stood staring at the door for a few seconds, wanting to comfort your…friend, but decided against it. It was best to leave things as they were, as painful as it was. Ellie wasn’t thinking clearly, and now neither were you.

Beth stood there, shaking her head in the direction of Ellie’s apartment. She knew her sister was a real hot head at times, and wasn’t going to let this go lightly.

“I’m sorry, Y/N”, Beth said.

“It’s okay Bethy-boo. It’s not your fault”, you said sweetly, offering a meek smile.

“I’m just going to go to bed, I don’t really want to talk right now, if that’s okay. It’s been a long day”, you continued.

“Of course”, she said.

You gave her a grateful hug, squeezed her arm in thanks before heading upstairs to your colder than normal apartment.

You showered, attempting to wash this day away. Ellie’s words playing on your mind like a broken record. You couldn’t deny those words stung; you tried to remind yourself it was the alcohol talking - not Ellie. Not your sweet, kind, beautiful Ellie.

Climbing into bed, you reached for Ellie’s shirt; clutching it as you cried yourself to sleep; feeling absolutely sick to your stomach over what the next few days could bring.

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Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.

That was the sound of your alarm clock going off at… 

Groaning, you rolled over to peek at the time.

4:45am. Great. 2 and a half hours sleep. Fuck this day. You thought.

Laying there for what felt like an eternity, which in reality was only 15 minutes; your mind cast back to yesterday’s events and Ellie’s reaction. You couldn’t bring yourself to face her today; this being the first time in 20 years - her words cutting your soul. Another thought crossed your mind…

Was she comparing me to Jay? Why did she have to ask pointed questions like that? She knows I’m nothing like that scumbag ex of hers. 

That thought shattered you yet again. Sighing, you got out of bed and went about your normal routine; making your bed, running on the treadmill for 20 minutes, making your protein smoothie, got dressed and walked out your door. Your heart ached as you looked at Ellie’s apartment; in that moment, all you wanted to do was go in there and make sure she was okay, hold her close and tell her everything will be alright. But you decided against it; she genuinely hurt you last night which was a first and you needed time to sort your own headspace out.

You threw yourself into work, not daring to think about Ellie. 

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CHAPTER 3:

Back at the Brownstone, Beth snuck into her sisters’ apartment to clean up the mess Ellie had made; literally and figuratively, while she slept off the grog. It was rare when Beth took on the role of ‘Mother’, but when she did, she was a damn good one. 

Little Kassie sat at the kitchen table as Beth served up her famous chocolate chip pancakes.

“Aunty Beth?”, she asked.

“Yeah, Kass?”, she responded.

“Why was Mommy yelling at Aunty Y/N last night? They never fight”, she questioned innocently.

Beth paused.

“Mommy was just stressed and very tired, Kassie. She’s been working too hard. That’s all”, Beth said.

“Okay…”, Kassie said, only half convinced.

“C’mon, eat your pancakes and I’ll take you to school”, Beth said, ruffling her niece's hair.

Heading towards Ellie’s bedroom, Beth slammed the door. Ellie groaned.

“What…the fuck”, she mumbled.

“Ellie”, Beth said.

No response.

She stood quietly for a few seconds watching Ellie. It was obvious Ellie still didn’t register her presence; or if she did, she wasn’t interested.

Sighing, she walked over to the window and opened the curtains. That got Ellie’s attention.

“BETH! You bitch!”, she yelled.

Right, I’ve had enough of this shit. Beth thought.

“Alright enough! Get up, El or I’ll move you myself”, Beth said sternly.

Sitting up slowly, Ellie rubbed her eyes taking in her surroundings. A few seconds later, a guttural groan came from her throat; a wave of nausea washing over her.

“You look like hell”, Ellie said.

“You’re one to talk”, Beth replied.

Then, it all came flooding back to her. 

Your news. Her reaction. The way she treated you. How cruel she was.

Fuck. She screwed up big time. 

Beth just continued to stand there quietly observing her sibling, seemingly reading her mind.

“I hurt her, didn’t I?”, Ellie said, her voice hoarse.

“Hurt is probably the understatement of the year, sis”, Beth replied.

“I didn’t mean what I said; that’s not how I feel at all”, Ellie expressed.

“It was…I was… Surprised. I got scared. Oh, God I’m sorry”, she tried to reason.

“Hey, I’m not the one you need to apologise to”, Beth said, putting her hands up in surrender.

“I was surprised too. But that didn’t give you the right to treat her like that, Ellie. You really fucked up last night”, Beth continued.

“I mean, what were you thinking, huh? Y/N isn’t Jay! That was cruel. You should have seen the look on her face. You know, after you so rudely walked out on lunch yesterday, she was telling me she doesn’t know if she should go. She said she had too much to consider”, Beth said bitterly, putting her sibling in her place.

“I know what I said, and I saw her face. My God, I wish I could take it back”, Ellie cried, her head in her hands.

“She is nothing like Jay. I never meant to hurt her”, she continued.

“I’m just… terrified of losing her, Bethy-boo”, she whimpered.

“And why is that?”, Beth questioned.

“Because I’m in love with her. I’ve always been in love with her”, Ellie said without hesitation, finally looking Beth in the eye.

“I love her so much, I do”, she repeated, teary eyed.

Beth smiled.

“I know. Now get up, and go make it right”, she encouraged.

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You tried your best to get on with your day, but Ellie still invaded your mind. You had received some texts from Beth, who was checking in on you and only answered a couple of them. You had important meetings with the firm's big clients so couldn’t allow outside drama to affect you. 

Placing your phone in your pocket, you went about your business.

Two hours and a half hours and two meetings later, you found yourself back in your office attempting to take a small break.

Checking your phone, you noticed 3 missed calls, 1 voicemail and 6 text messages - all from Ellie. Your heart sank at the sight of her name; missing her instantly. You debated listening to her voice message, thinking it would break you.

Before you knew it, you pressed play.

“Y/N…Hey. It’s me. It’s Ellie. I suppose you know that already; fuck what am I saying?”, you could tell just from this sentence alone Ellie was inwardly cringing. A small smile crept on to your face as you continued listening.

“I’m at the cafe waiting for Beth, I hope you’ll make it. Listen, I am…so sorry. I’m an idiot and never should have said what I said. I never wanted to hurt you, please know that. I just…*sigh* You know what, I can’t do this over the phone; I miss your face and need to see you”, she said, sounding sorrowful.

Even through the phone, you could tell she was genuine…but it still didn’t undo the hurt.

You were surprised over how abruptly the voicemail ended, and as if on cue, you heard a knock on your door. Without thinking, you got up and when you answered it, Ellie appeared holding a large cup of coffee as a peace offering.

A beat of silence passed through, taking the other in. 

While Ellie looked as beautiful as ever, it was clear to you that she was hungover, but had also been crying; her eyes sunken in and as heavy as her heart. She glanced at you; she could tell you hadn't slept all night, your eyes sore from crying; the guilt weighed heavier than ever.

In that moment, all you wanted to do was forget yesterday ever happened and hold each other the way you’ve always dreamed of. 

“Uh, hi”, you mumbled.

“Hi, Y/N”, she said meekly, smiling softly.

“I bought you a coffee, I know you can’t make it through the rest of the morning without it”, she said, awkwardly handing you the steaming cup.

You stood there equally as awkward, the tension growing steadily between you. Reaching out, you accepted the coffee; your fingers accidentally brushing against each other almost as if reigniting a spark. Ellie tried wrapping her pinkie around yours, but you stepped back at the last second.

“Can we talk?”, she asked, sounding remorseful.

“Not right now. I’m working”, you answered, more bitterly than intended.

With that, you turned to walk back to your desk but Ellie ever so gently caught your wrist, stopping you.

“Please”, she whispered.

Turning back to face her you saw tears forming in her beautiful green eyes, silently pleading with you to give her a chance. 

“Fine”, you quietly said.

Gesturing towards the opposite seat at your desk, Ellie closed the door and sat down. You stayed quiet.

“Y/N, I’m so sorry. Really. I know what I did, I know what I said, and I absolutely hate myself for it. I was drunk and stupid…I know that doesn’t make it okay; I was just surprised”, Ellie blurted out, evidently nervous.

“That person you saw last night; it wasn’t me. You know that. Listen, I’m so proud of you. You’ve worked so hard and deserve everything that’s good. I know you didn’t plan this, and I never ever meant to say you were selfish; or that you were anything like...him. I just…I just got scared”, she continued.

“Oh, so you don’t hate me then?”, you questioned.

“What? Of course not; I could never hate you”, she answered; slightly offended.

“Well that’s not the impression you gave me last night. I am not Jay”, you snapped.

“I know…I know. I’m trying to apologise, make it right”, she said sadly.

“No, Ellie. You don’t get to compare me to your abusive ex and then say I’m the selfish one just because you got scared”, you snapped again.

“Please, Y/N. Just - give me a chance to explain. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt you”, she said.

“Yeah, well you did and now you’ve got me questioning everything….I’m sorry, but I can’t do this right now”, you said, standing up.

“C’mon, Y/N. This isn’t us, this is not how we deal with things”, Ellie pleaded.

“This isn’t the time or the place”, you said, suddenly feeling drained; but indicating this conversation wasn’t over.

She followed you to the door, gently touching the side of your waist. It took everything in you not to go to her. She felt you giving up resistance ever so slightly; before you were hit with another wave of anger, stepping sideways.

“There is no us”, you said.

Shit. I shouldn’t have said that. You thought.

You didn’t mean it. Glancing up at Ellie, you knew she knew that.

“Please, just go”, you whispered.

With sad puppy dog eyes Ellie took one last look at you, defeated and walked out of your office.

I’m still not giving up. Ellie thought.

Slinking against the opposite side of the door, you began crying again.

Why is everything suddenly harder than it needs to be?

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CHAPTER 4: 

Almost three weeks went by with virtually no contact from you. Time went by far too quickly, as your proposed flight date grew closer. You just focused on work, taking this time to consider the full promotion, avoiding Ellie even though you live in the same building.

You received a handful of texts from Ellie, who just kept apologising over and over again which you ignored. You did bump into her a few times, of course; when she was carrying a load of laundry or grocery bags while you left for work or the gym. She smiled at you, to which you acknowledged her, said a quick hello, then went on your way. She respected the fact that you needed space, and trusted you would speak eventually; as much as it pained her not to be around you.

Even though it had only been a short amount of time since your last conversation, it was obvious you two were struggling with how much you missed each other. If this is what it felt like when you were in Australia, then you didn’t want it. 

If you did go to Sydney without seeing or talking things out with Ellie before you left, it would kill you. You haven’t felt this much pain since she was forced to marry Jay.

You received messages from Beth and met for coffee twice. She told you Ellie was miserable, and that the kids knew something was wrong. She accused you of both being hotheaded and stubborn, but also told you she thought you were being equally as cruel by avoiding her when you knew you had to talk. 

Upon reflection, Beth was right. It was time to communicate; you didn’t want to punish Ellie anymore.

While on a break at work, you decided to text Ellie.

“Hey, Ellie. I think it’s time we talk, would you like to come to my place tonight?”, you sent.

Almost immediately, your phone chimed.

“Hey, Y/N. Me too - I’d like that”, she replied.

“6pm?” you asked.

“Perfect”, she wrote.

Smiling softly you placed your phone back in your pocket, anticipating seeing your best friend again.

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The night rolled around quicker than you realised. You arrived home at 5pm, cleaned up, showered and prepared some food and drinks. This evening could go one of two ways but you were willing to work through it.

Checking the clock, you saw it was 5:58pm. Ellie knocked at your door once before you leapt from your spot on the couch and opened it. 

There she was, beautiful as ever. 

Two minutes early, and just as keen to see you.

“Hi”, she said nervously; trying to hide how delighted she was to see you again.

“Hi”, you smiled, albeit anxiously.

You gestured for her to step inside. 

“Can I get you a drink?”, you asked, breaking apart and instantly missing the closeness.

“Uh..yes”, she said.

You poured two small glasses of whiskey, sitting in close proximity to each other.

“How are the kids?”, you asked.

“Good; Beth’s with them tonight. They’ve been asking about you. They…they miss you”, she said quietly.

“I miss them, too”, you said.

Silence grew around you again as you maintained precious eye-contact. 

“So…”, she started.

“Ellie, I’ve missed you”, you said, deciding to jump right into it.

“I’ve missed you, too”, she said.

Relief swept over the two of you after hearing those words. The air suddenly shifted around you. You couldn’t take it any longer and engulfed Ellie in a tight hug, which she readily returned; her strong arms feeling like home. Without saying a word, you stood there holding each other for what felt like hours. 

“I’ve been thinking, and…you were right. This isn’t how we do things. I’ve hated these past few weeks without you. I should’ve handled this whole thing better than I have. I just wanted to say I’m sorry; truly - for everything”, you said.

You held on to both her hands, clutching tightly.

“You don’t have anything to apologise for, Y/N. It’s me. I never should have walked away from you; I’m an idiot for speaking to you the way that I did. But like I said the other day, that person you saw wasn’t me. I need you to know that, more than anything”, Ellie pleaded.

“Y/N, I know you’re not Jay. What I said…it - It was absolutely uncalled for. I know how hard you’ve worked for this. You’re not selfish; you are somebody - somebody special and a damn good lawyer. I know you’re never going to abandon your family. I’m happy for you, I really am…it’s just, you’re my best friend and I don’t want to lose you”, she said.

“We’ve been through so much together, and if I’m being honest it will hurt to see you go; but I promise I’ll support you. I just don’t want to stand in your way; again, I’m so sorry I hurt you. Can you forgive me?”, Ellie asked, on the verge of tears.

Taking a beat, you answered.

“Look, I know you never meant it. I know you’re not that person. These past few weeks haven’t been easy for either of us; we’ve both said things we don’t mean, but I promise you, you’re not going to lose me. For the record, you have never stood in my way, Ellie. In fact, you inspire me.…and, yes, I’ll forgive you. I hope you can forgive me, too”, you said.

Ellie sucked in a breath; finally letting a few tears escape her eyes.

“I forgive you”, she uttered.

You reached out and gently dabbed them away with the base of your thumb. She closed her eyes, as you sweetly stroked her cheekbone.

“I’m sorry I said there is no “us”, Ellie”, you said quietly.

She opened her eyes and studied your face.

“What?”, she whispered, her eyes now clear and hopeful.

You smiled.

“Wha-what about your promotion? Sydney?”, she asked.

You sighed. 

Standing up, you walked slowly towards the window, closing it; suddenly nervous about the next obvious conversation. 

Picking up your whisky glass, you took a slow sip before you spoke.

“I’ve decided I’m not moving”, you mumbled.

Ellie couldn’t believe what you said. 

“What do you mean, ‘you’re not moving’?”, she asked.

“I negotiated a new deal. I’ll still go to Sydney eventually, but it won’t be for three years. Most of it will be remote, while the building is constructed; then I’ll only have to travel there twice a year for 5 weeks”, you said, staring out the window.

“I’m staying”, you said, turning back to face her, your expression pensive.

A sense of relief washed over Ellie. 

“I can’t do this anymore, Ellie”, you continued, as tears formed in your eyes.

Her heart sank for a minute, thinking the worst.

No, this isn’t how it’s supposed to go. She thought.

Ellie stood from her place on the couch, heading in your direction. Your heart started beating faster the closer she came to you; her eyes silently searching yours for any hint of uncertainty. She ever so slowly extended her hand, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.

“What are you talking about, Y/N?”, she asked quietly, her voice low and smooth.

“I think you know, El”, you said equally quiet.

You reached up, taking hold of her hand against your chest as you looked deep in her mesmerising eyes, stepping closer so there was no more distance between you.

“El, we can’t ignore our feelings any longer…I-I’m deeply in love with you; I always have been, and that’s why I’m staying; I’m tired of running. I’m done being stupid. For the first time in my life, I’m choosing love; Ellie, I could never leave you behind”, you said, your voice full of warmth and adoration; your smile reaching your ears.

Oh my God. I can’t believe this is actually happening, she thought.

“Y/N, I’ve been in love with you since the moment we met. I never knew this type of love existed until I met you. No one has ever made me feel the way you do. That’s why I got scared; I don’t just want you; I need you, Y/N. You’re my heart. You’re the only person I’ve ever truly loved, and I couldn’t bear the thought of being without you”, she said; her tone matching yours.

“Well, it’s a good thing that you won’t ever have to worry about that. I’m not going anywhere”, you said lovingly.

“I can’t believe you’re really staying”, she said, pressing your foreheads together.

You wrapped your arms around her neck; her long arms going around your waist.

“You better believe it; I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Ellie”, you said.

“Really?”, she smiled; teary eyes searching yours.

You began swaying gently in her arms.

“Yeah, really”, you beamed.

“In that case, Y/N, will you be my girl?”, she whispered.

“Always”, you whispered back, your eyes darting to her lips.

Since you were slightly shorter than Ellie, you had to stand up on your tippy-toes. She giggled softly, meeting you halfway to join your lips in your very first kiss.

It started off sweet and slow, little sighs and moans escaping lips. You moved your hands up to her neck, gently cradling the back of her head as she held your waist, tenderly stroking your skin.

“I love you”, she whispered into the kiss.

“I love you too”, you whispered back, smiling against her lips.

A burning feeling ignited low in your bodies, as all your senses were heightened; completely wrapped up in each other.

The kiss progressively grew deeper, more passionate; your hands beginning to wander down each other's bodies, exploring, as you slowly began making your way to the bedroom; never breaking away from the embrace. Once inside, you locked the door - shutting out the rest of the world.

That night, you and Ellie became one. For better or worse.

It was the first night of the rest of your lives. 

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EPILOGUE: 6 months later

The house was loud and lively for a warm Saturday night; everyone was home for a nice change, so Ellie thought it would be nice if her family watched a movie together. After much deliberation and bickering between Danny, Bridget and Kassie, Up! was eventually chosen.

Beth sat on the floor, as Kassie insisted she braid her hair. Danny sat lounging on a spare recliner, with his trusty headphones around his neck as he mindlessly played a videogame on his phone. Bridget sat on the opposite side of the couch reading her protest book. 

You and Ellie were in the kitchen washing up the dishes from dinner, playfully slapping each other on the butt with a tea towel while stealing sweet kisses along the way.

“Mom! Momma! Hurry up! The movie is starting!”, Kassie yelled from the living room.

“We’re coming! Hold your horses”, Ellie giggled.

You planted one last kiss on her lips before taking each other by the hand, and headed towards the living room. Ellie sat down and immediately made grabby hands at you; you smirked at her adorable neediness and sat down next to her, resting your arm across her chest. She kissed the top of your head, burying her fingers in your hair.

“Okay, guys come on. You wanted to watch this movie, so get off your phone and put the book away. Kassie, put Staphanie down”, Ellie said.

20 minutes into the movie, Danny realised there were no snacks on the table.

“Mom, can you get us some popcorn?”, he asked.

“Uh, no. I asked you before if you wanted anything and you said no. If you want it, get it yourself”, Ellie said.

“Yeah, you loser. Go and get some”, Bridget teased.

Danny picked up the nearest pillow and yeeted it in Bridget’s direction, hitting her in the face, knocking her book off the armrest. She poked her tongue out at her brother, who stuck his middle finger up in response.

Everybody giggled, before Danny asked again.

“Seriously, Mom? Can you make us some?”, he asked.

“Can you bring us some candy, too?”, Kassie called out.

“Ugh, alright, alright!”, she joked.

Ellie groaned. She was comfortable snuggling up to you; enjoying the feel of your hands playing with hers. She didn’t want to move, but got up anyway.

“Wanna come with me, babe?”, she asked suggestively, raising her eyebrows.

Your stomach fluttered at the pet name.

“Of course”, you smiled; rubbing your nose against hers affectionately, picking up on the double entendre.

Getting up, you walked back into the kitchen.

“I want M&M’s!”, Bridget called out.

“And SKITTLES!!”, Kassie bellowed.

Ellie groaned again, throwing her hands up in surrender. 

“These kids, I love them, I do, but I swear they get on my last nerve…”, Ellie said, with a hint of mischief in her voice.

You laughed and rubbed her back as she placed the popcorn bag in the microwave.

“Aw, my poor baby”, you said sarcastically, smirking at her.

Ellie turned sideways, sauntered slowly over to you and grabbed you by the waist.

“Oh, so now you’re being a shithead, too? Think you’re funny?” she asked; her eyes glistening with cheekiness. 

“Maybe”, you winked.

“You know they’ll officially be your kids, too in a few months, my love. Are you sure you want a lifetime of this? Last chance to back out”, she teased, inching closer to you, knowing it’ll get under your skin.

Your breathing quickened as Ellie backed you up against the benchtop; trapping you sexily, clearly enjoying the playfulness between you.

“Hey, I proposed to you. Of course I want this, honey; they’re all a mini version of you. Who wouldn’t want more of that?”, you said, meaning every word before squeezing her butt affectionately.

Her heart skipped another beat.

Smirking, Ellie bent down slightly and hooked her long, strong arms under your legs lifting you with ease, placing you on the kitchen bench to stand between your legs. Snatching the tea towel from your hands, Ellie twisted it in hers, using it as a makeshift scarf to pull you impossibly closer, placing a tantalising kiss on your lips. 

You giggled, placing your arms loosely around her shoulders.

“That’s sweet, dear - but as I recall I proposed first…we just happened to plan it on the same night”, she insisted.

“If you say so”, you teased.

“I do”, she replied, proud of herself.

“You know you’re supposed to say that on our wedding day, don’t you? Not now”, you teased again.

“So? I said it now, I’ll say it again, and I’ll say it on our wedding day. I’ll continue to say it until the day I die”, she said, her tone changing from cheeky to sincere.

You got lost in your own little world for a minute; eyes searching, gazing lovingly, adoringly at each other - taking a moment to appreciate this tender moment.

“I can’t wait to marry you, baby”, you whispered, inching closer to her lips.

She cheekily dodged your lips to place tender kisses on your neck; smirking at the way you moaned and leaned sideways to allow her more access.

“I can’t wait to marry you, future Mrs…Bixler”, she whispered back, finally capturing your lips between hers.

Before you knew it, you engaged in an intense make out session; completely forgetting the snacks. She cradled your face, softly stroking your cheekbones with her thumbs. You slid your hands under her oversized t-shirt, leisurely dragging your nails along her abdomen; she moaned at the touch as her stomach clenched; growling softly in your ear; a sound you’d never get tired of. You chuckled, loving the effect you had on her.

Just as she began sliding her hands up your thighs, you remembered the snacks.

“Babe, we should stop”, you husked.

“Do we have to?”, she whined.

“Yes”, you whimpered.

Suddenly, Bridget walked in - putting a stop to your little romp.

“What’s taking so long?”, she asked.

“Oh. Oh, man! Get a room!”, she exclaimed, after catching you in an embrace.

You broke apart enough so you were decent, but still cuddling.

“We had one before you walked in”, you joked, smiling at your soon-to-be adopted daughter.

“We’ll finish this later”, you quickly whispered to Ellie, who smirked.

“I swear to God, you two can’t keep your hands off each other for more than five minutes!”, she teased.

You and Ellie shared a look, feeling coy.

I wouldn’t want it any other way, was the unspoken, shared thought between you.

“Now if you two are done, can we please finish the movie? Danny’s being a smart ass, and it’s taking everything in me not to stab him”, Bridget said, deadpan.

She grabbed the snacks and walked back towards the living room; not before she took one last look at her Moms and smiled.

“I’m glad you’ve found each other again”, she said.

“Hurry up Bridge!”, Danny and Kassie bellowed, interrupting a sweet moment.

“Yeah, we’re getting hungry out here!”, Beth called out a few seconds after.

“ALRIGHT! Fuck!”, Bridget yelled.

“Hey, language!”, you and Ellie yelled in unison, giggling at each other.

“Moms were making out in the kitchen again!”, Bridget announced, walking back into the living room, laughing at the collective groan from her siblings and Aunty.

As soon as Danny spotted the food, he leaped out of his seat, snatching what he wanted out of Bridget’s hands. Kassie then snatched it from him, then Beth snatched it from her.

“Bagsies! Mine!”, Beth laughed.

Kassie jumped on Beth and soon after Bridget and Danny joined in, attacking their Aunty with countless pillows as Beth squealed.

You and Ellie peaked in, watching the commotion unfold.

“Help! Sis? Y/N?”, Beth laughed.

“You’re on your own with this one, Bethy-boo!”, Ellie chuckled at her sister, kissing your forehead.

Helping you off the kitchen bench, Ellie took your hand and lead you back to the couch. She took the opportunity to wrap her arms around your waist once again, as you put your hand on her chest, placing your head above her heart, listening to her now steady heartbeat; the two of you laughing at the chaos in front of you.

Taking in the amazing image in front of her, Ellie couldn’t believe how many years were wasted. But instead of dwelling on what was, she continued to look to the future. You seemed to be thinking the same thing as you looked up at her, kissing her cheek affectionately.

“I love you, Ellie”, you said, smiling lovingly at your fiance.

“I love you, too, Y/N”, she replied, her smile reaching her eyes once again.

Sharing another sweet kiss, Beth and the kids began mocking the two of you. You laughed as Ellie flipped them the bird, before you all turned your attention back to the movie. 

Yeah, this is us.

[arieladkins-world]

The cities of #Sodom, #Gommorah, #Admah, #Zeboim and #Zoar, that are still by the Dead Sea in #Israel, were stoned with white #sulfur stones that burned blue and purple #hell fire.

The cities still stand today like they were built with the ashes of the dead and the only thing alive are the millions of white stones that still burn if ignited.

The one who wiped out of existence the 5 cities, #God the #LORD, says, as bad as those sinners were, it shall be more tolerable for them in the day of #judgment, then for our #religious generation.

Mathew 11:24

When God the Creator #LORD sent the two Angels to stone the sinners of the 5 cities, the time for #repentance was over.

Today, the seven #Angels in #Revelation are saying our time to repent is almost up.

But #Catholicism, #Christianity, #Hinduism, #Judaism and #Islam swear by their dead gods that they have nothing to repent for.

They further claim that their specified rituals, laws, holy days and religious dress codes are enough.

God says however, these 5 religions have innumerable victims and blood has reached to the horses bridle in heaven.

Therefore all their laws and strange rituals are nothing more than #Devil worship.

The 7 Angels in Revelation are not standing around God's throne just to look good in angelic garb.

At the time appointed, they will take all people out and off the planet to extinction as written in the Holy Bible.

But instead of religion, namely Christianity, repenting for being more wicked than Sodom, they are praying to Jesus the corpse.

A savior that supposedly rose from the dead like a #Zombie who is dead and alive at the same time.

If that were not evil enough, the revisors of the Holy Bible added to the name Jesus the title of Christ.

The cursed Christian Church tries to say that Christ is just the Greek interpretation of the anointed Jesus.

But when have the Greeks ever known God?

Their religion was limited to a witch named the #Pythia at Delphi and #Medusa whose hair was snakes.

The Christian Church just settles for whatever though and can't grasp the basic knowledge of life and death that is #Christianity 101.

But looking further back for the Christ, we find that he was a priest of #Apollo at #Delphi named #Chrestes who by the way was really anointed.... in #python oil.

The Holy Bible has been damaged, defaced and changed.

The only thing in there that the money grubbing ministers practice is the do-or-die #graveyard laws of #communion, #tithes, the #sabbath and water #baptism, to name a few.

The ministers tell the gullible congregation that they have to keep them in order to be blessed.

But the veil of the temple divided the sanctified laws from the cursed deeds of the law.

So any #Christian or #Saint that practices the forgotten laws of #Moses are not just sinners of Sodom but transgressors.

As written in 1 Corinthians 15:56,

"the sting of death is sin, but the strength of sin is the law".

Islam tells their believers that #Mohammed (a man who married a 9 yr. old girl named Aisha) wrote in the Koran that women have to wear a hijab and Muslims have to keep #Ramadan to be halal.

God says not so, and turns his eyes away from Muslims for that and for the promise they make to themselves to walk from #Medina to #Mecca.

What makes Islam think that God cares about walking around the #Kaaba in circles to nowhere?

The Kaaba was originally a shrine for 360 little statues and idols.

Allah was chief idol with his three daughters who were the goddesses named al-Lāt, al-Uzzā and Manāt.

The other chief idol was a little man named Hubal who had a gold hand.

These were venerated and invoked through a variety of rituals, including pilgrimages and divination, as well as ritual sacrifice.

Although Mohammed would later throw out 300+ idols out of the Kaaba shrine, he kept the chief idol Allah and his goddess daughters to create Islam.

Later on, and in order to make Allah God, his three daughters were thrown away like trash.

(Some Arabs continued to worship Hubal.

It must of been hard to throw away a little fella with a gold hand though.

Just like the Pope can't stop wearing a Jesus idol around his red neck either.)

Sodom, Gomorrah, Admah, Zeboim and Zoar were destroyed for their idols and surreal #sins.

But they didn't swear that their idols were the God of Heaven.

The world hadn't fallen that low yet.

They were low enough though in that they lived to trick and torture others everyday.

If strangers and their children happened to just pass by, the Sodomites would pretend to love them and invite them to stay at their house for free.

Then after a while, they would say, how long are you going to take advantage of us good people.

Pay what you owe or we'll take you to the judge.

These cities had already set up fake judges just for this reason.

The person would take the stranger to the judge who would judge against them.

The poor man had nothing but his children and so the Sodomites took them to abuse, torture and sacrifice to drink their blood.

Then they would take everything he had and leave him naked and tied up in a cage like a beast.

The five cities would all agree not to help him at all.

No one would give him water or food as they watched him starve to death slowly.

This was their thing to do everyday.

If there were no strangers, they would make victims one way or another.

Then at night, the 5 cities were sexual deviants with each other.

First they would drink the babies blood fresh from the womb.

Then they would cover their faces and call the #Devil from #hell to come up and join them in sexual body submissions.

There were no rules of decency against raging appetites of sexual insanity.

All 5 cities went to hell willingly by having sex with children in Satanic orgies that would lead to sacrificing them after their excruciating abuse that lasted in unending time.

The children would cry in agony against their tormenters and God heard it.

God the Creator LORD whose voice is like thunder sent two Angels with orders to take the lives of all the people who lived in the five cities that were guilty.

Those who were not guilty by engaging in unholy acts against the children either agreed, were helpers in some way or those who looked the other way, were all judged by God as guilty.

Then on the day, two Angels walked in the city as the people were planning their evil night of lewd sex that also included animals and even corpses.

These Angels were strangers dressed like men and the moment the cities saw them, they thought they had "fresh bodies" to fool, then rape and watch them starve to death.

But the dumb men and hoe women had another thing coming that would melt their bodies to dust and burn their souls in the forever land of red hell fire.

Lot, the nephew of Abraham saw the Angels coming in the city and invited them into his house.

When the wicked Sodomites saw it, they started to bang on the door to get the Angels.

Though it appears that Lot saved the Angels, the Angels were about to save Lot and his family from the white stones of death.

The Angels took Lot and his two daughters out into a safe place as a dark cloud hovered over the five cities.

God thundered to open the cloud and rained brimstone with fire on the heads of the fathers, mothers, brothers, sisters, sons, daughters, nephews, uncles, grandma and grandpa.

The brimstone (sulfur) was fire in a white stone that burned from the inside out, so that it was self-fueled with #blue fire hotter than #red fire against Sodom, Gomorrah, Admah, Zeboim and Zoar.

This is a archeological find of a heavenly marker to be true as also written in the Holy Bible of that great event.

If you think that Gods judgment isn't coming, then believe this evidence with your lying eyes.

For many days of sin, the raw sinners of Sodom thought that God loved them with unconditional love (just like today) until that day.

God has a time limit and once it's fulfilled, and in one day, the 7 Angels come on our reality to take us out to the forever land.

So let us be like Lot and his family who feared God to do the right thing by repentance to God himself under laws of common good.

Let us not be fooled by the highly deceptive ministers who say that all you have to do is keep holy days and practice rituals.

The Catholic and Jesus Christians and Islam are murdererers in history that can't be denied.

God the LORD whose eyes are like lightning, don't forget the unrepented sins that are in the #DNA of the sons and daughters down to the third and fourth generations.

Catholic, Christian and Islamic history is close to our day that we remember in the #Holocaust, #Slavery and the #NativeAmerican blood on my wounded knee.

The people don't learn nothing from history.

Hear this though, God didn't send no man named Jesus to rise like a Zombie to save the world!

I know this for sure because, the world who follow this son of sin, are not saved.

The Savior is the one who created the Earth in 6 days and the one who gives us breath and takes our breath.

God himself, the Creator LORD.

If not, then the future is stones of blue fire in sulfur to take all people to a mass grave and send their souls to hell fire.

Amos 8:3

Jeremiah 25:33

"The slain of the LORD shall be at that day from one end of the earth even unto the other end of the earth.

They shall not be cried for, neither buried. They shall be dung on the ground."

Just like Sodom, Gomorrah, Admah, Zeboim and Zoar didn't come back from their death to rebuild their cursed cities, the World is not coming back from this next visit from the 7 Angels.

Job 17:1

Our breath is corrupt, our days are extinct, the graves are ready for us.

Isaiah 43:17

We shall lie down together.

We shall not rise.

We are extinct.

Job 34:14-15

If God set his heart upon man, if he gather to himself his spirit and his breath, all people shall die together and the people shall turn again to dust.

Hebrews 3:7

[lifeislikeasong]

Bambi Eyes - Human Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader

@the-gaming-cat-mom, @sssappling2004, @gaym0m, @dymttz, @heartof-flies, @onionringlord

It's here, again! I think this is my favourite work to date; I've had so much fun writing this, but also broke my own heart because this single girl is incredibly lonely and I've always wanted a love like this 💜😩

Ellie's large eyes were the first thing I noticed the very first time I watched the movie; I was captivated immediately, which is why I titled this fic 'Bambi Eyes'.

A.N - this GIF of Ellie has me in a chokehold...just imagine her looking at you like this though when she realises you're the one 🥰

P.S - I'm sorry if I forgot to tag anyone 😣

Enjoy, my loves! xx

Since finally getting together with Ellie a few months ago, the two of you set a couple of nights aside each week, usually Wednesday’s and Saturday’s for date night. It didn’t matter what you did, as long as you were together and happy. Some evenings, you’d stay in, order takeaway, watch old romance films and make out like teenagers while Beth looked after Kassie next door, while Danny and Bridget were studying at their friends’ houses. Other nights you’d go out to dinner, which would be followed by a movie, dancing or strolling along the beach, hand-in-hand.

Tonight was a little bit different. You and Ellie decided to go to a different part of town; and check out the new French Quarter inspired restaurants and dusk markets.

It is a cool Autumn evening; a sense of excitement burned through your body as Ellie stepped out of the bathroom looking as ethereal as ever in her new skinny jeans, thigh high patent leather black boots, a grey low-scoop t-shirt and form-fitting black leather jacket to match. Her fine, freshly washed red hair was straightened, cascading delicately down her shoulders. 

The moment Ellie clapped eyes on you, she smirked as she slowly slinked over to your shared bedroom vanity, where you were donning the last of your jewellery.

Smiling at her through the mirror, your breath hitched as your mouth dropped. 

My God, she’s so beautiful. You thought as she inched closer towards you.

Ellie was eager to get her hands on you, so she wrapped her long arms securely around your waist as she rested her head on your shoulder. You leaned backwards, your whole body fully relaxing into her as you collectively sighed. She buried her face in the side of your neck, sniffing the little crook behind your ear as your eyes closed; enjoying this tender moment.

“Mmm, you smell good”, she husked.

She placed a sweet little kiss in the spot she knew made you weak. Feeling you shiver in her arms, Ellie giggled. She loved having this effect on you. You opened your eyes and met Ellie’s; taking in the sight in front of you once again, you noticed Ellie had put on a thin line of mascara, accentuating her seductive Bambi-like eyes.

Turning in her arms, you draped your limbs loosely around her shoulders; immediately getting lost in her large, captivating eyes.

Ellie never failed to take your breath away. Her eyes were one of your favourite features; you loved how they made you feel - safe, warm, protected and loved. They were lively, full of love. You loved the way her eyes would search yours, almost penetrating the very depths of your soul. With Ellie, you always felt seen - in every sense of the word. She had this way of making you feel naked, bare in her presence; with just one look, this amazing woman seemed to completely and wholeheartedly understand you. Ellie’s large, innocent, safe Bambi eyes are always seeking out yours; drawing you back to her, no matter where you were.

“You…my love, look absolutely beautiful”, you said, your eyes conveying all the love you felt for her.

Ellie smiled, reached down and cupped your rear. 

“Thank you, sweetheart. You look stunning”, she said, her eyes reflecting back at you.

She moved her arms back to your waist, squeezing tenderly as she rocked you slowly side-to-side. 

Twirling you, Ellie had a good look at your outfit. She took in every detail of your short, v-neck, little black dress and heals. You noticed a particular twinkle in her eye; the one that said she unapologetically wanted you, needed you. If this woman continued to ogle you, you wouldn’t be leaving this room any time soon; not that you would’ve complained, but you had a reservation to get to…

Kissing her softly, you smiled before pulling back slightly.

“Ready to go, honey?”, you asked sweetly.

Bringing her lips back to yours for a few seconds, she nibbled your jawline.

“Always”, she said quietly, her voice smooth and low.

Taking each other by the hand, you walked out of your shared house towards the car. Opening the door for you, Ellie stepped to the side as you went to climb in. You caught her off guard as you cheekily placed a loving kiss on her lips before sitting in the passenger seat.

You enjoyed toying with her as she stood there dumbfounded for a second, her brain trying to process the kiss as you sat there and giggled.

You could tell this night was going to be adventurous…and you couldn’t wait.

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While making the 40 minute trek across town, the car ride could only be described as delicious torture. You and Ellie stayed silent for about 15 minutes, playing little games with each other, enjoying the growing tension.

She reached across the centre console, placing her hand delicately on your knee, tracing little patterns. You shared little cheeky glances here and there, and you couldn’t stop thinking about her eyes.

They were the biggest, brightest, kindest eyes you had ever seen and you felt like you could get lost in them forever.

Pulling up to a set of traffic lights, Ellie’s voice lulled you back to the present.

“You okay, sugar?”, she questioned sweetly.

“Absolutely”, you said smiling, reaching for her hand to place a kiss on her knuckles.

You spent the last half of the trip flirting like crazy, singing along to the radio and talking sweetly about your relationship. You gently played with Ellie’s earlobe; your arm stretched over the back of her driver's seat, scratching her scalp lovingly; her hand never once ceasing its movements on your thigh.

Upon arriving at your destination, you and Ellie strolled through the beautiful new estate towards the restaurant. You were certainly a good looking couple; many people turned their heads as you passed by. Ellie suddenly went into protective girlfriend mode, possessively placing her hand on your hip, glaring at those who perved on you as you wandered through the crowd; as if to say “back off, she’s all mine. I’m all hers”

You smirked, finding this side of Ellie insanely sexy but incredibly endearing. You caught her eye again, silently conveying your thanks and unwavering trust in one another. Smiling, she relaxed a little, but didn’t let you go.

Heading into the restaurant, you sat at a quiet table in the corner away from prying eyes. You two were blissfully off in your own little world; laughing and smiling like there’s no tomorrow. 

Dinner was amazing; your conversation neverending. You and Ellie talked about everything and nothing, while enjoying the comfortable silence when the moment called for it. The chemistry and flirtatious energy was off the charts; your hands always searching to hold one another, eyes flickering to lips, playing with each other's fingers, playing footsies under the table, her eyes wandering to your cleavage, as your own wandered to her now-exposed forearms.

Leaving the restaurant, you made your way back to the dusk markets hand-in-hand. Live music filtered through your ears as scents of Sandalwood, pumpkin, cinnamon, cider and chai permeated the air surrounding you.

Stopping at a few stalls, Ellie expressed her interest in a beautiful, gold eagle winged necklace that had her favourite gemstone, the aquamarine, embedded in the middle. You didn’t hesitate, and bought the necklace for her. Strolling through more market stalls you spotted a gorgeous silver infinity bracelet, encrusted with moonstones; your favourite gemstone. Ellie bought it for you instantly.

Not wanting this amazing night to end so quickly, you decided to take a long walk by the riverbank; ending up on the opposite side of the restaurant. She wrapped her arm around your shoulder as you wrapped your own around her waist; kissing the top of your head, Ellie smiled.

“I’ve had such a great night with you, hon”, she said, her happiness evident in her voice.

“Me, too babe”, you smiled back.

Walking a few hundred metres in comfortable silence, you spotted an outdoor bench under a cute tree in the distance which was covered in fairy lights. Taking a seat side by side, you and Ellie watched the festivities from afar as you cuddled up together. You draped your arm over her knee as she pulled you impossibly closer; engulfing you in a bear hug. 

A sudden change in temperature made a chill run down your spine. Ellie was so sweet, taking off her own jacket to drape lightly around your shoulders.

“Thanks, sweetie. Won’t you be cold?”, you asked.

“Ahh, it’s nothing that a big old hug and kiss from you wont fix, my darling”, she winked.

You smiled; reaching up to cup the side of her face. Ellie closed her eyes at the sensation, your thumb stroking her cheekbone. Closing the gap between you, you and Ellie kissed so sweetly. Little gasps and cute smiles were shared between you as you kissed lovingly for what felt like hours.

Breaking apart, Ellie bumped her nose affectionately against yours as she reached for the box containing your bracelet.

“Here, baby. Let me put this on you”, she said quietly.

Gently holding your wrist, Ellie clasped the delicate piece of jewellery around it before kissing a sensitive spot on your hand. You smiled.

Reaching for Ellie’s gift, you instructed her to turn around. Placing the chain around her, you fastened the necklace. Gently moving her hair to the side, you placed an affectionate kiss on the side of her neck; giggling at the way she moved sideways to allow you more access. 

You indulged her for a couple of minutes before she leaned back in your arms, silently indicating she wanted you to hold her. You gladly obliged; snaking your arms around her abdomen as she played with your fingers.

You watched the side of her face intently as she stared out towards the water. You still couldn’t believe how beautiful her eyes were as they glistened in the moonlight.

“What’s on your mind, El?”, you asked softly; kissing the side of her head.

Inhaling, Ellie hugged your arms closer.

“You. Me. Us. Y/N, baby you make me so happy”, she said, her voice emotional, brimming with unwavering happiness.

You noticed a little tear escape; cascading slowly down the side of her face. Moving her gently, you encouraged her to face you. Ellie looked at you with so much love, trust and warmth, that it took your breath away yet again. You reached out, catching the tear on the base of your thumb. 

“I never thought I could love someone this much; or that someone could love me the way you do”, she whispered.

“Oh, honey, you’re my everything. I’m just glad we finally came to our senses because I know I can’t live this life without you. You deserve to be loved the way you’ve always dreamed of, and I feel incredibly lucky that you chose me. I love you; and your beautiful Bambi eyes”, you said tenderly; your eyes searching her gorgeous face once more.

“Bambi eyes?”, Ellie asked sweetly.

“Yeah. I’ve never felt so safe and so loved than when you look at me. Your eyes are the kindest, most soulful eyes I’ve ever seen. Baby, when you look at me; I’m home”, you said.

“No one’s ever said anything like that to me, before”, she whispered.

“Get used to it, my sweet love. Because this; us right now, is who we’re meant to be. It’s you and me, forever”, you whispered back.

“Forever and always”, she affirmed.

Pulling you closer, Ellie hovered her lips above yours.

“I love you so much, my darling”, she whispered.

“I love you, too, Bambi Eyes”, you smiled.

Closing the gap between you, you engaged in another sweet kiss; one that indicated this night was definitely not ending anytime soon….

[lifeislikeasong]

Fight for You - Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader

@scarletblink (tagged as requested! 😊)

My new fic is finally here! BUT:

🚨 Trigger warning! 🚨

As I mentioned in a previous post, this will contain depictions of family violence, assault and homophobia.

If you are triggered, please don't come for me. I was also triggered during the writing process as some of this is inspired by things that have happened in my own life...I won't elaborate any further than that.

An anonymous follower asked "Could you do an Ellie x reader with this “get behind me” prompt where someone is harassing them in public and Ellie tells her GF to get behind her?" So here it is!

I hope you enjoy it!

NOTE: Y/S/N (your sister’s name) or Y/O/S/N (your other sister’s names)

NOTE: Y/S/N (your sister’s name) or Y/O/S/N (your other sister’s names)

During one of your daily work coffee dates, you and Ellie stood in line waiting to order as you discussed your days together. Ellie enlightened you with a funny story about a client who was afraid of needles and you giggled, listening intently. She smiled when she saw the little crinkles form at the corners of your lips. 

Collecting your order you walked hand in hand towards a small park, happy in your own little world; taking the time to snuggle up on a park bench. It was a beautiful, warm sunny day so it was nice to take advantage of the weather for a change. It was also quiet for that particular part of the working day; you counted about five people in the vicinity, including yourself and Ellie - so that was a bonus.

Just as you were leaving the park forty minutes later, you heard your name being called.

You froze. You knew that voice anywhere.

Ellie saw the look on your face and immediately went into protective girlfriend mode. She’d only ever seen that look when you were talking about or surrounded by your family. 

You’ve always had a very strained relationship with your family; your siblings and mom were abusive; beating you emotionally and physically on an almost daily basis simply because you were a lesbian. Well…That, and the fact they were notorious alcoholics and drug addicts. Your sisters were known as the “town bikes”, sleeping with almost every and any man that came their way, regardless of age; mostly in exchange for narcotics. He did everything he could to get the support your siblings so desperately needed; but they pushed him away, absolutely breaking his heart by stealing from him, lying to and threatening him. Your Mom had been cheating on your Dad for years with his brother and your sisters knew about it. 

You had your suspicions about their cagey behaviour and came home from school early one day to find them together in the kitchen. Your siblings and mom threatened to kill you, so you were forced to keep your mouth shut. It hurt your Dad’s heart to see what his family were doing to you; you tried your best to put on a brave face around him, not wanting him to worry about you, but after that particular threat, you caved - finally telling him the truth about what they were up to; including telling him about the real reasons behind your beatings. Ultimately this led to him filing for divorce, seeking sole custody of you when you were thirteen. 

The two of you left town not long afterwards. It was a real shame, as your Dad was a respected, loved and well-known man within your community; working as a High School principal. While many people were shocked and sad at the news, they all understood your move.

Your mom claimed she didn’t care, and went on to marry your uncle. Your sisters however, blamed you for tearing the family apart after the divorce. 

You and your dad had a very close bond. He was evidently the only member of your family that took care of you, who genuinely loved you; and supported you after you came out. He always encouraged you to be your true self, and love who you want to love - no questions asked. 

While your dad was absolutely disgusted with your siblings for their behaviour, he still loved them, of course. He would be kind enough to send them birthday and Christmas presents; and even went to visit them if he was ever back in your old hometown, visiting his own mom and the only other sibling he speaks to - your Aunty.

You both got a new lease on life after he landed himself a new job as a college professor, and you went on to a new High School where you met, and quickly became friends with Ellie and Beth.

Things were really looking up for the both of you; your Dad had found love again with a fellow college professor, but tragedy soon followed as she later passed away in a car accident six months after getting engaged. Almost eighteen months later, your Dad was diagnosed with leukaemia. You became his primary caregiver for four and a half years, while juggling your final High School exams and part time job. He eventually succumbed to the horrible disease after you graduated when you were eighteen; you believed he held on to see you achieve the start of your dreams, always making sure you were well looked after before his time was up. Losing your Dad broke you for a long time but you always knew he was with you, in whichever direction your life took.

Things became tricky after his tragic death as your Mom and siblings came after you for money; claiming it was the least you owe them after “what you put them through”. You had to fight for your Dad’s rights and wishes; which involved you as being the sole beneficiary of his estate. 

They caused more trouble for you than you could have imagined; which is why you haven’t spoken to them in 15 years. 

That voice called your name again. The icy, sarcastic, cruel tone coursing through you like a tidal wave. Tensing, you turned around, standing face to face with your estranged sister. You swallowed hard, mouth agape, staring at her like she had just stabbed you in the chest.

Taking her in, you noticed on first glance that she looked clean and sober. However, you noted the sunken look in her eyes, looking like she was completely whacked out of it; or just tired. She was dressed in skin tight jeans, four inch heels and an old midriff crop top that was one size too small. She also had a rather expensive looking gold chain around ner neck; probably a gift from her latest fling.

“Cat got your tongue, sis?”, she smirked.

You remained quiet; feeling like you had just retreated back to a pre-teen again, and tightly gripped Ellie’s hand. She sensed your hesitation, seemingly knowing where your mind drifted off too, and immediately whispered to you.

“Get behind me, baby”, she said.

You did exactly that as she stood between you and your sister, using her height to her advantage; almost daring your sister to challenge her. 

“What, you’re still deaf and dumb? Need your… girlfriend to fight your battles?”, your sister said, her face full of disgust, as she glared at Ellie.

“Well, say something, Y/N”, she continued laughing, stepping forward.

“Hey, Y/S/N, don’t speak to her like that!”, Ellie said, defending you; extending her arm.

“It’s alright, El”, you said meekly, touching her elbow.

“What are you doing here?”, you questioned.

Your sister peered at Ellie who moved closer to you, gently caressing your hand with her thumb. 

Your sister noticed, rolled her eyes again before smirking at you.

“Oh, relax El - I just want to talk to my little sister”, she said.

“Not that it's any of your business, but I’m visiting my new boyfriend’s family for the weekend”, she mumbled.

“So, sis how are you? I see you’ve done well for yourself; using Dad’s money to get yourself through college and pay for this…whore, I see. I’m surprised she hasn’t dumped your pathetic arse. My guess is she’s only with you for the money. Who’d want you anyway?”, she seethed, immediately changing the subject.

Ellie stood there staring back at your sister and spoke up.

“Excuse me?”, she asked; utterly offended.

“What the fuck did you just say?!”, you asked, finally stepping in front of Ellie as anger coursed through your body.

“Okay…You need to leave - right now!”, Ellie said, her voice raised. 

“You heard me”, your sister said, ignoring Ellie.

“No, no, no, I really didn’t, sis. Why don’t you say it again?”, you questioned; squaring up to your sibling.

Ellie looked down to see your hand clenching itself into a fist; she called your name, but you didn’t hear her over the loud ringing in your ears.

A beat of silence passed between you as you challenged your bitch sister. You couldn’t help but think of the irony in this situation.

“Alright…I see you’ve used our father’s money to get yourself through college, getting a degree you don’t deserve, getting a fancy job to spite us and - pay this…woman to be your live-in whore”, your sister said slowly and bitterly; emphasising on the words “woman” and “whore”.

“What the fuck is wrong with you, Y/S/N?!”, Ellie said, her voice raised a couple of octaves.

“You bitch! Fuck you!”, you bellowed, at the same time Ellie spoke up.

That was the last straw for you. Lunging forward, you reached out to wallop your sister across the face as she stepped backwards, dodging you, threw her hands up in mock surrender and laughed. 

Ellie grabbed your elbow to stop you from hitting her; encouraging you to take the high road.

“She’s not worth it, Y/N”, Ellie said to you, staring at your bitch of a sister.

“There it is; that temper. I always knew you were a feisty one, Y/N. It’s just a shame it took this long for me to finally get to see it. You never once fought back; always cowering in the corner - just like a pussy. But no, I was wrong about you, sis”, she said.

“Ignore her, babe. Let’s just go”, Ellie whispered to you.

You nodded, turning to walk the other way before your sister jumped in front of you, speaking again again; slowly and bitterly. A chill ran down your spine as you watched her. Ellie tightened her grip on you, protecting you.

“Unless… you are still that scared little girl inside, who is only putting on a show for your whore…and all of this is to cover up the fact that deep down, you know the life you’re living is wrong. You are a sick human being for living this lifestyle, and I think you know it. Am I right, sis? ”, your sister said, still aiming to get another rise out of you.

You and Ellie walked faster away from her but she chased you, stopping you dead in your tracks. 

You glared at her. Silent. Ellie placed her arm on your waist, protecting you. She could feel you struggling; shaking under her touch. She knew your sister had gotten under your skin. Glancing at Ellie, you saw her face turn a dark shade of red, her eyes growing devilish. She couldn’t stand there, listening to your sibling berate you any longer. You could tell she was itching to do something, anything to protect you.

“Hmm…I rest my case”, your sister said proudly after you were unresponsive.

“You will always be nothing but a worthless, sick little slut”, she said, her voice suddenly growing angry; borderline demonic; jumping forward to attack you as she spat on your shoes, knocking Ellie out of the way. You reached out to steady Ellie on her feet, but she was too quick for you as she lunged forwards.

“Alright, that is ENOUGH! How dare you?!”, Ellie yelled at your sister; pushing her backwards.

“You’re a homewrecker!!”, she said as she slapped your face.

Ellie couldn’t take it any more, so she backhanded her hard right in the jaw. Your sister spun around before turning to face you again.

Although there were a few people around, no one seemed to notice (or really care) what was happening, seeing as fights and disagreements usually occurred in this part of town.

Wow, Ellie really did a number on her, you thought as you took in the red welt and blood dripping from her nose and lower lip.

“Just who the fuck do you think you are?! What, do you get off on hurting others because your own life is so sad and miserable?! Don’t you EVER lay a hand on her again! ”, Ellie shouted.

This time it was you who held Ellie back.

“Ellie, stop. Please! Just let it go”, you pleaded.

She turned to look at you, and you knew she wasn’t going to let her off that easily.

You sister ran her tongue over the cut on her lip; before smirking at Ellie.

“She’s a tough one, Y/N; I’ll give her that. I think I see why you’re interested in her. Like to be roughed up, do ya? Nothing’s really changed then, huh?”, she questioned, smirking.

She went to retaliate; reaching outwards to slap Ellie’s face before Ellie caught her hand and whacked her again.

“Y/S/N - did you not hear me the first time? I said LEAVE. NOW. Y/N can have you charged!” Ellie said.

“For what? You’re the one that struck me”, your sister teased, not backing down.

“Y/S/N. For God’s sake; Ellie’s right - just drop it. I can’t do this anymore!”, you yelled.

“You need to grow up. You’re too out of it, and I doubt you’ll remember any of this tomorrow! Dad left, and yes, for a long time he was sad and even questioned himself over his decision. You should be grateful; because he never forgot you, or Y/O/S/N birthdays. Even after everything you put him through, he still made the effort to see you because he loved you; even when you didn’t deserve it…yet, you guys were always too busy gallivanting around town with your new toy boys or too high on God knows what to even see him. Not to mention, aiding Mom’s alcoholism and affair with Dad’s brother!”, you yelled.

Ellie stood there watching you, listening as you recalled some of your most painful memories. While she knew it was hard for you to do, she couldn’t help but be in awe of you; finally standing up to your sister after all these years was a huge deal so she couldn’t help but feel an overwhelming sense of pride and love for you.

Glancing towards your sister, Ellie smirked at the pitiful look on her face as you finally laid everything out on the table once and for all.

“You seem to have forgotten the thousands of dollars you stole from Dad when you were sixteen to blow on drugs and alcohol. The endless lies you told him…He bailed you and Y/O/S/N out of your own shit time and time again, and did you even thank him once? No! You just continued to do the same shit over and over again. You treated him so poorly”, you continued.

“Don’t even get me started on the fact that you didn’t bother to see him once when he was dying! It wasn’t you that looked after him, cared for him, tended to his needs - it was me! While you were off screwing some new guy, looking for your next quick fix, I was looking after our sick father while juggling multiple things! I was only seventeen for fucks sake! Ellie and Beth were there for him more than you ever were! You broke that man’s heart so many times that I’ve lost count. What gives you the right to think you were entitled to any of his estate - after EVERYTHING you’ve done?!”, you said, yelling louder.

Your sister stood there in utter silence, seemingly taking in every word; shocked at how far you have gone with the facts.

Ellie continued listening, placing her arm on your hip. You instinctively reached for her hand, holding it in place. She could feel how tense you were, feeling you shake; so she gently squeezed your side in support.

“What about the beatings you used to give me, huh? Simply because I’m a lesbian; and because I didn’t want to follow you down the same path you and Y/O/S/N’s took?! Paying your boyfriends to rape me broke me in more ways than you can even imagine! Being a lesbian does not make someone a bad person. I am still me. I always have been. I’m making a difference in people’s lives; not ruining them! I’ve fought hard to get where I am, and I’m damn fucking proud of it, too. You, on the other hand, are nothing but a worthless…washed up junkie, trying to stay relevant. Look where the alcohol and drugs got you, Y/S/N!”, you shouted; tears brimming in your eyes, but you refused to let them fall.

“How dare you disrespect Ellie and call her a whore?! Ha! You’re one to talk, sis. I don’t even want to hear her name come out of your mouth again. Don’t you ever touch her again. She is an amazing woman who has been there for me, shown up for me; and Dad, for that fact, time and time again! She is the best thing that’s ever happened to me, and I won’t stand for you or anyone else treating her with such disregard! Ellie is a better person than you will ever be! I love her. She loves me; simple as that”, you bellowed.

“So don’t you stand there and act the martyr! You should be ashamed of yourself, Y/S/N! I know I am. Even Dad was; he never said it to me, but I could see it in his eyes. You’re a disgrace! I hate you and want nothing more to do with you”, you continued.

Your sister blinked. Ellie softly giggled under her breath.

“You finished?”, your sister asked.

“Why? You gonna spout more bullshit? Hit me again? Hurt Ellie? You can’t hurt me anymore than you already have - I’d like to see you try”, you said bitterly.

Your sister stepped forwards again and Ellie stood between you once more; eyeing her down like she was prey ready to kill. You held her hand as the two of them challenged each other silently; daring the other to make the next move. 

You suddenly noticed a wet substance on the palm of your hand; looking down you saw blood on Ellie’s knuckles from the punch she landed on your sister. You felt terrible seeing how much blood was covering her hand, and gently supported it. It was rare to see Ellie angry, but when you did; you swore you could see a demonic presence take over her when she went into bat for the ones she loves.

Your sister must have noticed it too, because she suddenly backed off.

“I should go”, she mumbled.

“Wow…That’s the first correct thing you’ve said this morning. I think you should, too, Y/S/N”, Ellie said angrily.

“Stay away from us. I don’t ever want to see you again”, you said to your sister.

She threw her hands up in surrender before high tailing it in the opposite direction. Ellie stood there watching her; her nostrils flaring.

“El?”, you asked.

She turned towards you; the look in her eye scared you. She noticed, quickly blinking, apologising and taking you in her arms.

You embraced her kind and loving hug before pulling back and immediately cradling her injured hand.

She slowly reached up, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear with her uninjured hand.

“Are you okay, baby?”, she asked gently.

“I’m fine. I’m sorry she hurt you, Ellie”, you said quietly. She looked you dead in the eye and knew you weren’t okay, but didn’t push.

“She didn’t. She had it coming; I’ve gotta do what I can to protect my one and only”, she said, smiling softly.

“I know, honey; and I love you for that. C’mon, let’s get your hand cleaned up; we should get back to work”, you said.

Walking back to your respective workplaces, you lead Ellie inside your office where you administered First Aid.

You instructed her to sit on your desk as you gently cleaned and bandaged her knuckles. Ellie winced in pain a couple of times, but relaxed as you soothed her. She watched your face the entire time, knowing you were doing your best to not fall apart.

“You know none of what she said was true, right?”, she asked, gently trying to get you to open up.

“Yeah…It’s just…I can’t believe she still hasn’t grown up. She’s almost 50 years old, acting like a child. Rehashing what we went through with Dad was bad enough - but to disrespect you and our relationship; that’s what did it for me. I hate that bitch with everything I am. I’m sorry”, you said angrily, finally letting a few tears escape.

“Oh baby, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make you cry”, she said kindly.

“It’s not you”, you said, wiping them away.

“I know that, my love. I’m so proud of you for holding your own. Thank you for fighting for us; I love how passionate you are about us”, she said lovingly.

“No, thank you. You protected me, like you always do. I’m so grateful for you, Ellie. I hope you know that”, you said, getting lost in her captivating eyes.

“I do”, she smiled, tears now forming in her eyes.

“I’m just sorry you got hurt”, you said, drawing your attention back to her injured hand.

“I did? Hmm… I don’t even feel a thing. It must be healing quickly”, she smiled as she affectionately bopped you on the nose with her other hand.

You giggled as you finished tending to her sore hand, and brought it to your lips, placing a soft kiss on the knuckle.

“Thank you, sweetie”, she said.

“Any time”, you smiled.

“Honey?”, she asked.

You looked at her beautiful face.

“I want you to know that I will always fight for you, for us, in every lifetime. I love you, and nothing or no one will ever change that”, she said, her tone sincere and affectionate.

You cried more tears, this time however, they were happy; as you draped your arms around her shoulders, kissing her on the lips.

Ellie sucked in a breath as she held on to your waist.

“I’m going to tell my boss I’m working from home for the rest of the day; I can’t deal with anyone else’s problems right now”, you mumbled.

“I’ll cancel my last few clients”, she said.

“No, it’s okay honey. You don’t have to do that”, you said, feeling guilty.

“It’s okay; they were just getting some touch up. I’ll reschedule. Besides, I need my sexy nurse to tend to my war wound”, she winked.

“I’d much rather be with you if you need me”, she said.

“I’ll always need you”, you smiled.

“Then it’s settled. Let’s just go home and snuggle up on the couch together. We’ll talk about what happened later”, she said, nipping at your jaw.

“Sounds good. Let’s go home”, you said, placing a kiss on her forehead before gathering your stuff and heading home.

[lifeislikeasong]

Sleepy Time Cuddles & Kisses - Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader

A number of you requested more fluff. More specifically - sleepy snuggles and kisses with Ellie after a long, tiring day at work. I'll admit this isn't my best work, but I'm still happy with the result. I hope you enjoy it; it was fun to write 🥰

For @scarletblink and all the Anonymous followers who reached out to me.

Feel free to send through more requests, and yo' girl will see what she can do! 🤭😉 xx

You have been working longer hours than usual; putting in overtime for a job that would immediately replace you if you died tomorrow. Ellie was worried about you burning out from the lack of sleep, working back to back shifts and endless amounts of caffeine you had consumed to get through, but you had assured her you were fine and would sleep once you had completed your tasks. A bank holiday weekend was around the corner, so Ellie was hoping you would take these few precious days to sleep. She missed you and wanted to make sure you were well looked after. 

One late evening, Ellie found you sitting at the dining room table slumped over your computer; fully engrossed in whatever you were doing. It was safe to say you looked like death warmed up.

Sighing, she walked towards you and closed the laptop screen.

“Hey, Ellie! What the fuck? I’m working here!”, you said, tiredly but not angrily.

“Yes, I know. I can see that; but you really need a break. You’re already half asleep, so don’t try and say that you’re not tired”, she mused.

“Babe, I’m not tired”, you said, attempting to blink.

“Are too”, she teased.

“Am not”, you teased back.

You were so tired that you didn’t seem to notice that you had keeled sideways in your seat. Ellie giggled as she stood next to you so you wouldn’t completely fall off.

“C’mon, honey. Take a couple of days off; you need to rest. You’ve been burning the candle at both ends, I’m worried about you”, she said gently, stroking your hair.

“I’m fine, El”, you insisted.

“Baby girl, if you’re not gonna do it for yourself, then would you please do it for me?”, she asked kindly.

Looking up at your girlfriend, you noticed her smiling sweetly at you with a hint of concern in her striking blue eyes; almost silently daring you to challenge her again.

Considering her for a moment, you clenched your jaw as if challenging her back. She raised her eyebrow at you, knowing that would make you cave. She often did that when she wanted to get her own way; but also knew it could melt you.

Damn Ellie and that sneaky eyebrow, you thought; albeit slightly amused.

“Okay fine, you win. I’m going for a bath first. Wanna join me?”, you said.

Ellie’s eyes widened ever so slightly before she smirked.

“Absolutely”, she said.

Heading into your shared bathroom, you and Ellie sat in the bathtub together. She sat behind you, taking the time to gently massage the tight knots that had evidently formed in your muscles. Moaning, you leaned back in her arms as her fingers worked magic. You enjoyed the feeling of being close to her again. Every now and then, you felt Ellie place a tender kiss on your neck as her movements gradually ceased.

“Just hold me, please”, you whispered.

Slender arms wrapped around your middle as you snuggled backwards into your girlfriend. 

Soon after, you must have drifted off to sleep because you heard Ellie cooing gently in your ear, rousing you from a nap.

“Y/N, babe. We need to get out now, the waters getting cold”, she whispered.

“Mm, no. You’re my comfy, fluffy pillow. Wanna stay”, you mumbled incoherently; not daring to open your eyes

“You’ll be more comfortable in our bed”, she giggled.

“Mmkay”, you said cutely, but not budging.

“C’mon, my love. Let’s get you in bed”, she chuckled.

Stepping out of the tub, Ellie dried herself off before helping you up and leading you to the bedroom where she helped dress you. Climbing into bed, you got comfortable before you suddenly noticed how cold the room felt. Opening your eyes a smidge, you saw Ellie wandering back to the living room.

“Ellie, where are you going? Please come back. The bed’s cold without you”, you mumbled.

“I’m just turning the lights off, sweetheart. I’ll be there in a second”, she whispered.

True to her word, Ellie climbed in bed behind you a few seconds after. You immediately reached for each other; she opened her arms for you as you draped your limbs all over her. She giggled at how extra affectionate you were when you were sleepy; lapping it all up. She lived for moments like this with you.

“See, isn’t this better? I knew you were tired”, she said lovingly as she placed a tender kiss on your temple.

You slid her hands under her sleep shirt and lazily dragged your fingers along her abdomen. 

Sighing, you felt her hands leisurely caressing your back.

“You were right, baby”, you mumbled.

Ellie smirked.

“Oh, I know. You fell asleep in my arms before. It was kind of adorable”, she murmured, very pleased with herself for finally getting you to admit to it.

“I’m not adorable”, you whined.

“I beg to differ”, she teased gently, the smirk evident in her voice.

“Yeah you would”, you mumbled back with a small smile on your face, as your leg .

Nuzzling into Ellie’s neck, you placed a sleepy kiss in the crook as she shivered slightly.

“I’ve missed you”, you whispered.

“I’ve missed you, too, Y/N”, she whispered back, her voice now sounding equally as tired.

She cuddled you tighter, placing another kiss on your forehead.

“Don’t let go”, you mumbled, snuggling impossibly closer to her.

“I won’t, beautiful girl. Not now, not ever”, she said, sleepily.

“I love you, Ellie”, you said as you finally succumbed to a deep slumber.

“I love you, too, hon. Sweet dreams”, Ellie said, allowing her tired body to drift off to sleep.

[lifeislikeasong]

Dirty Office Dates - Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader

@scarletblink (tagged as requested)

🚨 SMUT - minors: DNI Or you will be blocked! 🚨

Soooo...this one is purely self indulgent, I'll admit. I haven't been able to stop thinking about this scenario all week, and it's been bugging me 😂👀

Also, this is my 2nd attempt at smut, so I hope it's good and not too cringey! LOL 😂 If you don't like it, don't read it.

There's two callbacks to previous fics...who can find where they are? 🙏🏽

Also...this GIF again, 'cause 🥵💦🙈🙉🙊💛

Don't worry folks - I haven't forgotten your requests, it's just this one has been at the forefront of my mind, so I wanted to get it out of the way before I start the others.

Happy reading 😜

You and Ellie had a romantic dinner date planned for this evening; however due to unfortunate circumstances, you had to stay back late at work; much to Ellie’s disappointment, and yours too, for that matter. She was very understanding though, and you promised you’d make it up to her.

Around 6pm, you began to feel the day weighing heavily on your shoulders. You really missed Ellie and wanted to go home and be with her. You haven’t spent much time together for the past few weeks or so, and it made you feel sad. Sighing, you removed your reading glasses, rubbed your eyes, as you looked at a photo of the two of you sitting on your desk. You took in every inch of Ellie’s beautiful face as she beamed brightly at you; hugging you around the waist, your foreheads touching, eyes shining. There was so much love in that one photo that it made your heart squeeze. You rested your head on the back of your chair, wishing you were with her rather than stuck in this dreary old office. Closing your eyes for a couple of minutes, your mind drifted to sexy thoughts of activities you wish you were doing right now before you remembered you were at work and forced yourself to refocus.

Another thirty minutes or so went by when you heard a knock at your door. Still up to your neck in work, you called out to the person on the opposite side of the door, thinking it was your co-worker, Rebecca.

“Come in!”, you said.

Staring at your computer, you didn’t register this person’s presence until you heard their voice.

“Hey, baby”, Ellie said happily, smiling.

Looking up, you saw her leaning against your now-closed door with a bag of take-out food in hand. She looked beautiful in her casual blue denim jeans, white, form-fitting racer back tank shirt and black and white sneakers.

“Hi, sweetheart. What are you doing here?”, you smiled, delighted to see her.

Getting up from your chair to greet her properly, you walked over to her, still smiling. She quickly placed the food on the small table next to her before wrapping you up in her arms; you stretched forwards, kissing her soundly on the lips; moaning collectively at the feeling of being in each other's presence.

“I’ve missed you and wanted to make sure you ate something. I know you - relying on caffeine all day, I bet”, she said, gesturing to the new coffee machine in the corner of your office.

“So, I brought some food from the Deli down the road”, she said.

“Thank you, baby”, you said, placing another kiss on her lips.

She noticed how exhausted you looked, and tucked your hair behind your ear.

“I’m not interrupting you, am I?”, she asked.

“No, not at all. I could use a break; and besides, I’ve missed you, too”, you said quietly.

She smiled and kissed you again.

Sitting on your couch together, you ate the food she brought and shared a glass of wine; catching the other up on your days at work. You told her you were sorry for having to cancel tonight's date, but she reassured you it was all okay, claiming she is glad to still spend time with you like this. 

Sharing some cuddles, you two started flirting, which lead to kissing…which lead to you pushing Ellie backwards and climbing on top of her; engaging in a sultry make out session. Hands fondled, fingers undoing zippers, buttons and belts, while lips explored necks and chests fervently.

“You know, I’ve been thinking about you all day, Bambi Eyes”, you whispered.

“Oh yeah? Well it just so happens that I’ve been thinking about you, too”, she whispered back.

“Really? I couldn’t tell”, you teased, which made her giggle; pulling on the back of your neck.

Kissing her again, you flicked your tongue against her lips, requesting access to which she accepted instantly.

Your computer chimed, indicating you had just received an important email; one that you’ve been waiting on all day. You didn’t want to, but you put a stop to your sexy shenanigans, laughing at Ellie’s obvious pent-up horniness; placing a quick kiss on her lips in apology. Her eyes were hazy, and her hair was a complete mess from your hands running through it. She huffed in frustration before sitting up, watching you. You were fully aware she was staring at you with a particular gaze that said she unashamedly wanted you; and if you knew Ellie, you knew your girl always gets what she wants.

Putting your glasses back on, you heard Ellie gasp; knowing she found it hot whenever you wore them, especially in your work attire. Stealing a glance, you noticed she decided to manspread in front of you; the look on her face was absolutely predatory. You swallowed hard, not daring to look her in the eye.

Oh, she is so going to pay for that. Ellie thought as she ran her tongue over her teeth, grinning at you.

You were trying to finish writing an extraordinarily annoying document, and it didn’t help that Ellie was eyeing you down.

She frowned when she saw the look on your face change.

“Everything okay?”, she asked.

“Yeah…yeah, all good. This is just doing my head in”, you said, rubbing your temples; taking your glasses off as you bit down on the end of them, frustrated out of your mind.

Ellie took this as an opportunity to distract you in the best way possible. Getting off the couch, she sauntered over to you, standing behind your chair.

“Do you need any help with that?”, she asked, rubbing your shoulders.

You shut your eyes at how good her hands felt on your body; letting out a low moan.

She smirked. 

Bending her tall, lean figure over you while still rubbing your shoulders, Ellie’s eyes scanned the said document. Your eyes were still closed, enjoying her gentle caresses. Suddenly, you sensed she was closer than you realised and you opened your eyes to see her chest in your face, blocking your view of your computer. Ellie noticed you swallow hard, listening as your breathing quickened. Grinning, Ellie gently moved your hair out of the way before she peppered kisses down the length of your neck with passion; her soft hair cascading down in front of you. Your eyes closed…again. Moaning, feeling Ellie smirk against your skin. Opening your eyes once more, you saw her peering at you; her eyes hooded, dark. Pulling away, she stood up straight; smiling at the look of sheer lust on your face, before pretending to walk away.

I’ve got her right where I want her. She thought.

You grabbed Ellie’s wrist, pulling her back to you; she giggled and straddled you almost immediately. She was still quite tall, even sitting on your lap; so she bent down, grasping the back of your neck, kissing you enthusiastically; you held on to her hips, kissing her back equally as eager.

“You know you’re a naughty girl for teasing me, right?”, she whispered, taking your bottom lip between her teeth.

“What are you gonna do about it then, Mommy?”, you whispered, squeezing her waist; knowing Ellie goes utterly feral at being called Mommy. 

She shivered in your arms.

“I think I might just wanna play with you a little bit, my darling one”, she said, her tone dropping a few octaves.

“Wait. The door’s unlocked”, you said, grabbing her wrist gently.

“That’s half the fun, baby girl. Just relax”, she whispered.

“You’ll be in for it if someone walks in and catches us, you know?”, you warned cheekily.

She ignored your warning and attacked your neck with kisses again. You whined.

“Oh. Want me to stop, then?”, she teased; thrusting her hips forwards.

“I really wish you wouldn’t”, you mumbled.

“Oooh…you better be careful what you wish for, honey. You know I’m nothing if not giving”, she said as her hands started sliding up your thighs.

Reaching your underwear, Ellie’s fingers came into contact with your covered core; instantly feeling a certain heat pool against her.

“Well, well, well. Would you look at that? You’re already so wet for me and I’ve barely touched you”, she groaned in your ear.

She stroked you through your underwear a few times before pulling away, amused at your growing neediness.

“I want you”, you moaned.

“Where do you want me?”, she asked, knowing the answer; her fingers slowly pulling your underwear down, 

“You know where”, you murmured.

“Tell me, Y/N”, her voice deep.

Frustrated, you grabbed Ellie’s hand, placing it back on your vulva. She instantly pulled away, smirking again at your groan.

“Uh, uh, uh. Nah, you’ve gotta say it, babe”, she said, nipping at your lips.

“I want…I want your fingers inside of me”, you said, reaching for her hand again, indicating that you wanted her fingers inside of you.

“I think I can do better than that”, she said, lowly.

Sliding off your lap, Ellie proceeded to get down on her knees, disappearing under your desk. Your mouth went dry as your eyes rolled into the back of your head in anticipation over what was about to transpire between the two of you. Ellie glided the bottom half of your dress up over your hips, deftly removing your underwear; smiling at the white piece of lingerie she gifted to you on your anniversary a few months ago.

“Be a good girl and open up now…for Mommy”, she said, her voice demonically deep. 

You growled as you felt Ellie kissing your inner thighs, her hands expertly massaging your calf while her unbelievably soft hair was lightly tickling you. Inching closer to your core, Ellie peered at you, smirking again.

“Look at me when I’m making you feel good, my sweet”, she whispered, her tone still quite deep, but loving.

You instinctively reached out and stroked her cheek with the palm of your hand; Ellie leaned into your touch, kissing the base of your thumb, before taking the digit between her lips; sucking gently before turning her attention back to your vulva.

Engaging in intense eye-contact, Ellie squeezed your thighs before she sniffed you; her eyes glazed over, brimming with sheer lust as she darted her tongue out, licking you with purpose. You practically jumped out of your seat at the first touch of her tongue against your vulva; feeling her chuckle smugly against you. Your hand naturally held on to the back of Ellie’s head, scratching your nails through her scalp, holding her in place while the other searched for her free hand; holding on for dear life.

Ellie whimpered at the feeling of your fingers buried in her hair; that groan vibrating against your clit, making you buck your hips forward. Losing eye contact, you threw your head back against your chair; in utter throws of passion - this was the third time you and Ellie had sex in your office, but first time she ate you out under your desk. There was something about the sight of Ellie on her knees in front of you, licking you tenderly and relentlessly, that turned you on to the point of no return.

“Baby! Please, right there. It feels so good”, you moaned.

Ellie smugly smiled to herself, hitting that spot again as she gently plunged two fingers into your folds.

“Oh, my god!”, you whimpered.

Just as you felt your orgasm approaching, a knock was heard at the door.

You both froze.

Looking down at Ellie, she ceased her movements…for now, giggling.

“Don’t keep them waiting, babe”, she teased.

Rolling your eyes, you answered the knock.

“Co-come in!”, you said, clearing your throat.

Ellie cheekily thrusted her fingers in you again and you moaned.

A few seconds later, your co-worker, Rebecca walked in asking after the documents.

“Hi, Y/N. Have you finished it yet?”, she asked.

You moaned, feeling Ellie lightly stroke your clit, playing with you.

“Ah! Oh! Uh- excuse me. Mmm…not yet”, you said; trying to concentrate on Rebecca and not the Goddess between your legs.

Rebecca looked at you inquisitively. 

Ellie opened you up and began vigorously licking you again, which made you jerk. Her tongue was relentless; going after every inch of you.

Flinching, you closed your knees; inadvertently nudging Ellie out of the way, making her hit her head under the desk.

“Ow!”, she said softly.

You chuckled lightly at Ellie falling backwards.

Rebecca frowned.

“Are you alright, Y/N? You look…flushed”, she asked.

“I’m fine, I just bumped my knee; my leg fell asleep”, you said.

Ellie slapped your thigh playfully.

“Hmm…Must’ve been a pretty hard bang”, Rebecca said.

Ellie started laughing at Rebecca’s choice of words.

Oh, that poor woman has no clue what’s really going on here; but she’s right about one thing - it is a pretty hard bang. Ellie thought.

You placed your hand over her mouth so Rebecca wouldn’t hear her. She nipped at your fingers; you yelped, claiming to have bumped your knee again.

“Yeah, well. I suppose sitting in one position all day will do that to you; my old college injury flares up sometimes”, you said; trying to sound as believable as possible.

Looking down, Ellie repositioned herself, staring at you with so much love; but you noticed a hint of impatience growing in her beautiful ocean blue eyes. She clearly didn’t care that anyone else was in the room and went back to place her tongue strategically on your clit; just hovering above it.

Groaning, you tore your eyes away from her to focus on Rebecca.

“Right, well; if you could come and find me after you finish the draft that would be great. I’ll be here for a while”, Rebecca smiled.

“Yes, okay. I’ll, uh, I’ll COME and find you soon”, you moaned; your voice changing slightly as Ellie hit another sensitive spot; feeling her smirk against you once more.

Rebecca walked away, closing the door behind her and Ellie stopped her actions frustrating you.

“My God, I thought she’d never leave”, Ellie said.

“What do you think you’re doing? You better not stop now!”, you said, agitated.

Ellie danced her fingers along your knee, placing a feather light kiss on your thigh.

“You know…it wasn’t very nice of you to nudge me out of the way like that baby girl”, she said, her voice sweet and innocent.

“I think Momma needs to punish you a little more”, she chuckled.

Diving right in Ellie fingered you agonisingly slowly; taking long, leisurely laps of your pussy; groaning as your hand found its way to the back of her head again. You moved your hips in time with her, mumbling incoherently at how good it felt.

“Ellie. Honey, please let me come”, you moaned.

A few minutes after delicious torture, Ellie decided it was time to give you your much needed release. 

Thrusting her fingers deep inside you three more times, she curled them at the right moment; hitting the underside of a very sensitive spot; her tongue ruthlessly flicking your clit. You came hard, grunting and moaning her name as she helped ride you through your orgasm. Ellie didn’t let up, this time placing gentle, little kitten-like licks on your clit; as you rode through your aftershocks before cumming again.

Very pleased with herself, Ellie cleaned you up, putting your underwear back on and pulling your dress down over your knees before she eventually crawled out from under the desk. You pulled her onto your lap as she straddled you; her hands wrapping around your neck as you held on to her waist, sliding your hands up her back. The heat simmered between you as you kissed slowly, passionately; enjoying being so close again.

“That was…amazing. You’re incredible, my sweet love”, you mumbled, dreamily against Ellie’s lips.

Ellie chuckled, placing one last kiss on your lips before breaking apart to look you in the eye. She studied your face, post-orgasm, noticing how relaxed you were; all the tension that had been previously built up had drained away; quite literally into Ellie’s mouth. 

Opening your eyes, you smiled lovingly at Ellie; who matched your energy.

“No, you are. Y’know, tonight was even better than I imagined”, she whispered.

“Yeah?”, you asked.

“Yeah, I know how hectic your work schedule is; and I’m so grateful to spend some quality time with you. Because, not only did I get to see you in your element; working hard, looking ridiculously sexy, I also got to make love to you. I’ve really missed you”, she said; placing a little kiss on your lips again. 

“I’ve missed you, too; El. I’m sorry we haven’t spent much time together lately, but no matter how busy I get, you know I’ll always make time for you. For us”, you said, affectionately; looking deep in her eyes; feeling guilty at the sad gaze in her eyes. 

You could tell she was trying her best to be understanding and you loved her for it. But, you didn’t want your work to interfere with your relationship so you came up with a solution to remedy the time you’ve spent apart.

“How about we do something together this long weekend? We could take the kids to the beach, or the state fair? Maybe you and I can spend some proper adult time together after the kids have gone to bed; reconnect?”, you asked, smiling as you saw Ellie’s face light up.

“I’d love that”, she smiled; kissing you again.

Whispering sweet nothings and kissing for a few minutes, you two were content in your own little world as Ellie cuddled into your side, resting her head on your shoulder. You held her even closer as she hummed at the feeling of being so close to you again.

“Tonight was pretty great; and not just because of the mind-blowing sex; but - for the record, seeing you under my desk was hot”, you whispered; kissing her forehead.

“It was, wasn’t it? I think it’s safe to say we both enjoyed it”, she winked at you.

“Mm-hm. Y’know, baby I’ve gotta return the favour; so…I’m gonna do a lot of dirty things to you when I get home. You better be ready for it”, you teased.

Shivering, Ellie moved ever so slightly, still wrapped up in your embrace just enough so she could look you in the eye.

“Is that a threat or a promise?”, she asked.

“It’s both”, you replied.

“In that case, I can’t wait”, she said.

“I’m sorry you hit your head. Are you okay?”, you asked, worried that you hurt her; looking for any sign of blood or a bump. 

Ellie smiled at your care and concern but reassured you she was okay.

“I’m fine, baby. I’m better than fine; I’m with you”, she smiled.

“You can always make it up to me later”, she winked.

Talking for another few minutes or so, Ellie decided it was time to leave so you could get back to work. She figured the sooner you finished up at work, the sooner you could get home and start the weekend together.

You walked her to the door and gave her a kiss goodbye; one that promised your night was far from over. Watching her walk away, you smiled; missing her almost instantly. You went back to your desk, feeling energised and ready to finish this annoying document; wanting nothing more than to be in the arms of your girlfriend.

[lifeislikeasong]

Arm Day Pays Off - Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader

@scarletblink (tagged again as requested)

My first real smut story featuring our lovely Ellie and reader is heeerrreee!!!

Okay - I know these stories have been coming thick and fast recently, but yo' girl is still out of action for a lil' while; so have nothing better to do but to write. I appreciate all my sweet readers, and hope you enjoy this.

Thanks Anon for the following prompt:

I would be the happiest woman alive if you can write an Ellie x reader fic where Ellie uses her height to her advantage with this prompt “I went to the gym, so I will be able to hold you up even longer.” from the smutty one liners list.

I made myself blush writing this one 🥵😉 Also, side note: It is set in the I Have Always Loved You Universe 💜 Bringing this GIF back because, well... 🥵💦🙊🙉🙈

Fluff, romance and smut ensue!

Minors - DNI

It was a cool Saturday evening. The apartment building bustling with lively neighbours; music playing on the rooftop garden. Beth was asked to DJ for a friend's party, and knowing Danny was itching to get his hands on the turntable; she asked him to join her. Bridget decided she was going to hang out with her new boyfriend while Kassie was having a sleepover at her best friend's house.

You and Ellie had decided to stay in tonight. See, you two had been working overtime lately, and with the kids ever changing schedules, you didn’t have much time for some adult interaction. The last time you two were together was well over a month ago. There have been a few windows of opportunity, but everytime you think you can get somewhere, something always happens that ruins the mood and alas, the window is shut again; whether it’s the kids arguing, Beth deciding to raid your fridge instead of her own, a client demanding a last minute touch up on their tattoos, or your boss calling you to the office for meetings via Zoom or FaceTime; it’s safe to say that tonight you and Ellie were going to have sex again. You were desperate for each other, flirting and teasing each other like crazy all day in anticipation of the night to come…literally.

Ellie was undoubtedly itching to get her hands on you tonight, no matter what. You couldn’t help but laugh at her enthusiasm as she practically shoved the entire family out the door; locking it behind them. To say you wanted to jump each other's bones was an understatement, but you were determined to romance each other first after an entire month of utterly missing the other. 

Instead of cooking together for once, you decided to order in from your favourite Italian restaurant. Ellie told you she was going to have a quick shower, so you took the opportunity to set the table and light candles all around the living room.

A few minutes later, Ellie stepped out of the bedroom wearing a low cut black tank shirt, accentuating her muscular arms, new tight blue jeans that showed off her ridiculously long legs and her eagle pendant around her neck. Your mouth watered at the sight of a particular bulge in her pants, and you swallowed hard as she smirked and sauntered her way over to you. She giggled at your frustration, as she was clearly moving slowly, swaying her hips on purpose to get you riled up. You tried your best to tear your eyes away from the protruding member as Ellie cleared her throat.

“Hi. Y-…you look…you’re so beautiful”, you said, your mouth suddenly dry as your eyes raked over her body before finally meeting hers.

“Thank you”, she said proudly.

When she finally got close to you; you hooked your fingers in her belt loops; tugging her down so you were on eye level; she smirked, bending her knees - loving the height difference between you. You felt her smirk widen against your mouth as she reached out and gently grasped the back of your neck; placing a hot kiss on your lips, making you groan.

She moaned as the little member inside of her jolted slightly and you giggled; suddenly feeling a wet patch form from deep within. Tearing her lips away, Ellie looked around the room. She took in the scent of her favourite cinnamon chai candles permeating the air around you; touched you went to an extra special effort to make this night romantic.

It was your turn to shower since the food hadn’t arrived yet. A warm feeling set low in your belly as you thought about tonight's activities. You missed Ellie deeply; this had been the longest time since you were last together and couldn’t wait to remedy that. 

Opting for a short, little black dress that sat above your knee with a plunging neckline, you made your back out to the dining room, where you found Ellie humming to the music she had playing softly in the background. Smiling, your eyes darted around the room as you noticed she had the fireplace going and numerous pillows and blankets adorning the floor. Your smile widened and heart beat a little faster as you registered the music playing - Boyz II Men. 

Stepping into view, Ellie set her sights on you. This time, her mouth went dry as she ogled your figure; staring right at your chest. She cleared her throat and her hands went clammy.

“Ohh…baby. You are breathtaking”, she murmured; her voice low, taking three giant steps towards you.

You giggled, pulling her by the belt loops again. She wrapped her arms snugly around your waist as you moan simultaneously at the feeling of her bulge pressing up against as you engaged in another sexy kiss. She ran her tongue along your lip, requesting access; you parted your lips as she darted her long tongue inside your mouth. You ran your hands down her arms, noticing how muscular and firm they felt.

The kiss came to a halt as the doorbell rang; your food had arrived.

You took your time to separate, enjoying the feeling of being so close again, but the doorbell rang again. Ellie answered it as you finished setting the table.

“Mm…This smells good”, you said as she placed the food on the table.

“It does, but not as good as you”, she winked.

Sitting down, you and Ellie talked about everything and nothing. The flirtatious energy was off the charts, the chemistry absolutely simmering. You couldn’t stop staring at her arms throughout dinner. She smirked.

After dinner, Ellie asked you if you would like to dance. She extended her hand, and you saw her muscle flex. It sent a shiver down your spine. Looking up at Ellie, you took in her features; a serene smile gracing her face.

Taking her hand, you danced slowly to your song, 4 Seasons of Loneliness. Staying silent for a couple of minutes, you swayed as your mind wandered back to various moments in your relationship.

Ellie began having similar thoughts, as she gently pushed your chin upwards looking into your eyes.

“I’ve missed you, my darling”, she whispered.

“I’ve missed you, too, honey”, you whispered back.

Stepping up on your tippy-toes as Ellie bent downwards, you kissed her with gusto as she readily returned the kiss. You traced your fingernail along her arm and she moaned.

“You’ve been working out, baby?”, you asked.

“Yeah. I had to do something with all my pent up energy so I went to the gym…which means I’ll be able to hold you up even longer”, Ellie replied, her voice dropping a few octaves as you sucked in a deep breath, kissing you again.

“Well…Hmm, uhh - we should put your efforts to good use, don’t you think?”, you said, flustered.

“You are correct”, she winked.

Diving right in, Ellie kissed you with everything she had as she gently pushed you against the nearest wall, bending at the knees; effortlessly picking you up as you wrapped your legs around her waist. You kissed frantically, as you reached for her jean zipper. She began kissing your neck and chuckled as she caught your reaction to the strap-on vibrator she had been concealing from you for most of the evening.

Ellie looked down as you began slowly stroking her member. Moaning at the sight, she continued to hold you up with one arm, as the other made its way up your thigh. You were utterly impressed over how strong she was as you felt heat pooling between your legs, anticipating her next move.

She met that heat with her fingers and groaned when she realised you weren’t wearing any panties.

Her eyes rolled into the back of her head.

“Surprise”, you whispered sexily in her ear.

“You cheeky minx”, she whispered back.

“Maybe I need to be punished…Mommy”, you whimpered, nipping at her lower lip.

She shivered at the tone of your voice before she softly danced her slender fingers around your vulva; playing gently with your clit.

“Baby, please”, you moaned.

Ellie bent her head, kissing your neck as she lightly teased you. You began rocking your hips in time with her fingers and yelped in surprise as she slipped effortlessly inside of you. She pumped her fingers slowly, working you steadily as you groaned and moaned in her ear. The cool metal of her engagement ring coming into contact with your clit every now and then made you shiver.

You gripped her bicep hard as she thrust her hips forward. With your free hand, you stroked her strap on.

Deciding she had teased you enough, Ellie withdrew her fingers; looking you in the eye as she licked them clean. Moaning, you clasped your hand around the back of her neck and kissed her hard. She tightened her hold on you as she nudged your legs open wider to accommodate her strap-on. Ellie groaned at how easily she slipped into you; once you were both comfortable, she reached down and turned the vibe on to your mutually favourite setting. 

A low hum came from the device as she pushed her hips forward at a pace you both enjoyed, smiling as you simultaneously hit each other's sweet spot as your kiss softened. Wet sounds and moans filled the room as you rocked together; pouring all the love you felt for each other into the kiss.

You thrusted and gyrated together in unison for what felt like an eternity; the vibe pushing deeper inside of you as you became one, thoroughly enjoying each other.  

“My God, baby you feel so good”, Ellie husked in your ear, throwing her head backwards in pure ecstasy.

“Cum with me”, you whimpered.

She bucked her hips once more and you came together, screaming each other's names.

You felt Ellie’s grip on you loosen while you struggled to keep your legs in place around her middle as you rode out your orgasms.

She slipped out of you and helped steady you, removing the vibrator out of her body. You rode out your aftershocks together as you kissed softly, murmuring sweet nothings to each other.

“I love you so much”, she breathed.

“Oh, my baby - I love you, too”, you whispered back.

Finally settling down, you draped your arms over Ellie’s shoulders as hers instinctively went back to your waist.

“That was…perfect”, she said, her eyes hooded and filled with so much love for you.

“Mm-hmm. It really was; it always is with you”, you affirmed.

She closed her eyes, humming at the feel of your fingers playing with the baby hairs at the back of her neck.

“You wanna…”, she asked suggestively, eyebrows raised.

“You have no idea how much I still want you”, you winked.

Ellie slowly trailed her finger downwards, coming into contact with your clit. Another pool of wetness dripped out of you as you shivered. She circled you a couple of times, feeling her own wetness grow.

“Oh, I think I do”, she winked; loving the effect she had on you.

You took her by the hand and led her to the mountain of pillows and blankets, gently pushing her backwards. Climbing on top of her, you engaged in another hot kiss, tongues battling for dominance. Ellie’s breathing quickened - getting excited, feeling your fingers slide through her wet vulva. You started kissing down her body before settling between her incredibly long legs.

She pushed herself up on her elbows as she watched you. You met her eyes and saw the same hooded look reflected back at you.

“I’d say arm day certainly paid off, don’t you honey?”, you asked sweetly, your fingers dancing along the inside of her knee.

She was too wrapped up in the sight of you between your legs to answer.

“I think you deserve a reward”, you said, smiling cheekily.

She stroked her fingers through your hair, swallowing hard.

“Please”, she said.

“Please what?”, you teased.

“You know what”, she breathed.

“I want to hear you say it, my love”, you said lowly,

“Eat me out”, she said, her voice deep, almost unrecognisable.

You smirked.

Dipping your head down, you swiped your tongue along her slit as she bucked her hips at the sensation; moaning together at your first taste of her.

“OH! Baby!”, she whimpered.

You pushed two fingers into her folds as she rocked in time with your mouth; soon you found a blissful rhythm. Ellie’s moans and your tongue strokes filling the room once again.

“Please let me cum”, she whispered breathlessly.

You wasted no time and gently took that little bundles of nerves between your teeth, sucking gently as your tongue flicked against her. You held Ellie’s hips in place as you helped her ride through her second orgasm of the night; once again screaming your name; reaching for your hand.

When she came down from her high, Ellie made grabby hands at you, immediately wanting to snuggle up with you.

“You’re amazing”, she said, kissing you.

“No, you’re amazing”, you said, kissing her back.

Engaging in romantic pillow talk, you and Ellie agreed to make time for yourselves again and not let moments like this slip through your fingers. You agreed to make each other a priority again, no matter what.

You two spent the rest of the night making up for lost time, taking the next few rounds to the bedroom; sharing words of affirmations, giggles, kisses and cuddles before falling asleep in each other's arms - blissfully happy and loved up.

[lifeislikeasong]

Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader - NSFW Alphabet

I had so much fun writing this 🤭 🙈🙉🙊 This GIF alone gives me...butterflies 🦋😏 My mind has gone...😉

@scarletblink - I hope you enjoy it! Momma Ellie is everything, and I hope I did our girl justice 👀

A= Aftercare (what they’re like after the act)

Very doting and loving

She gives you a glass of water

Followed by lots of snuggles and kisses

Tells you how much she loves you

Refuses to leave your side

You wouldn’t have it any other way

B= Body part (favourite body part their own or their lovers)

Ellie likes her arms; she loves holding you up against a wall as you wrap your legs around her waist while she fucks you

She goes to the gym 3 times per week in order to keep her arms strong

Her favourite body part of yours are your hands, or more specifically; your fingers, because she loves how they make her come undone 

She also loves your neck; placing hot kisses at the nape and in the spot that makes you weak as she marks you with her teeth

C= Cum (anything that has to do with it)

This woman loves making you cum; she could eat you out for days if you’d let her

She never wastes a drop of yours and laps it all up

She loves it when you come in her mouth and vice versa

Ellie also loves to cum on your fingers and watch you lick them clean; moaning as she stares lovingly at you

D= Dirty secret (Pretty self explanatory)

She doesn’t have any secrets hidden from you

But she has fantasies about sleeping with you in exotic countries

E= Experience (do they know what they’re doing)

Ohh… Ellie has so much experience; it’s insane

She knows exactly what she’s doing and loves the effect she has on you

Adores the fact that no one else can take you the way she does

She loves taking her time; appreciating every inch of you, making you feel as loved and as wanted as you make her

She smirks at you as she brings you to the brink of an orgasm before pulling away, teasing you a little bit more, telling you how beautiful you are and how much she loves you before finally giving you sweet release

F= Favourite position

69

The Delegator

Missionary

Face sitting

Against a wall

G= Goofy (how serious are they)

Ellie is all for goofy moments during sex

Like when you two are eager to kiss and end up bumping foreheads, Ellie and you will giggle and she’ll up tickling the underside of your ribcage

Sometimes someone’s leg or arm gets tangled between the sheets and you can’t help but chuckle

She loves making you laugh

Other times though, (such as anniversaries etc) she will be serious; focusing 110% of her energies making you feel like you’ve just died and gone to Heaven

H= Hair (grooming habits)

She is well groomed and only has a little bit of hair in that particular area

She gets fully waxed on special occasions

As do you

I= Intimacy (in the moment romantic or rough/dirty)

As we’ve already established, Ellie is extremely romantic and gentle

After her experience with…him, she prefers to love and be loved softly and tenderly

However, with her rare jealous side, Ellie will fuck you roughly against a wall if she reaches her jealous peak

She is a fan of phone sex when you are away for work for weeks on end and isn’t afraid of dirty talk during those moments

She loves maintaining eye contact as she goes down on you

J= Jack off (do they masturbate and how often)

Ellie will masturbate when she misses you or can’t be with you for extended periods of time

The only sex toy she owns is a vibrator; which she will use while sniffing your pillow or wearing one of your t-shirts

During phone or Facetime sex, she will touch herself as you two engage in dirty talk. You will watch her face closely while she comes undone after hearing you say how much you love her

K= Kink (kinks what they like possibly unusual)

She loves using her handcuffs on you if you’ve been a bit naughty

She will tease for for hours on end as you beg for sweet release; laughing and smirking at the fact that no one else gets to see you like she does

She also loves tickle torture (some of the time)

L= Location (where they like to get it on)

In the privacy of your bedroom

The shower/bathtub

Her tattoo studio

Your law office after hours (if you’re working late)

Fancy hotel rooms or AirBnB’s when you go away for romantic weekends

M= Motivation (things that makes them tick/turn ons)

The mere sight of you turns Ellie on

That woman is always ready to go as soon as you walk into a room

She gets super turned on when you walk out of your bedroom every morning, dressed in your office/court clothing and just wants to pounce on you like a kitty-cat

She gets further turned on when listening to you speak with law terminology (your brain and thought process is a big tick with her) 

N= No (turnoffs or absolutely won’t do)

Ellie will never do anything you’re uncomfortable with and vice versa

She will always make sure you’re feeling safe and comfortable

She takes your trust in her very seriously, so the last thing she wants to do is hurt you

Will not have a threesome

Prefers not to watch porn

Will never be rough with you unless you ask for it; even when she is, she will consistently check in with you, making sure you’re okay

O= Oral (receiving or giving and how skillful they are)

As outlined in “E”, Ellie loves both giving and receiving 

She knows exactly what she’s doing and loves the effect she has on you

Adores the fact that no one else can take you the way she does

She loves taking her time; appreciating every inch of you, making you feel as loved and as wanted as you make her

She smirks at you as she brings you to the brink of an orgasm before pulling away, teasing you a little bit more, telling you how beautiful you are and how much she loves you before finally giving you sweet release

P= Pace (how fast they are and how long they last in bed)

Again, Ellie is always slow. She can last for hours and would stay in bed with you for days if she could

She has so much staying power, it’s actually scary

The woman is a fucking goddess and seems to last longer than you thought was even humanly possible

Q= Quickie (do they prefer fast and hard)

Once again, she prefers soft and gentle

Sweet and slow

Will only fuck you hard and fast if she’s jealous, or just really, really worked up

R= Risk (do they like to try new things)

She was the one who suggested you try having sex in her studio; and after much success, you decided to have sex in your office one night after working back late

She gets off on the thought of someone catching you

There have been multiple times Beth has walked in on you two fooling around on the couch after the kids had gone about their business on weekends. You were slightly embarrassed, but when you looked at Ellie, you saw that the cheeky little shit was grinning like a Cheshire cat

The kids have also walked in on you getting frisky; like the time Bridget wandered into the kitchen to find Ellie standing between your legs, her hands sliding up your thighs

Danny once walked into the bathroom, catching you about to go down on Ellie in the shower

Little Kassie burst through your bedroom door wanting to play when you and Ellie were under the sheets, battling for dominance. Kass had asked what you were doing, so Ellie told her youngest you were wrestling

S= Stamina (how many times they can go and how long each round lasts)

She has the stamina of a panther and can last up to at least 5 rounds a night

Each round can last up to 45 minutes

Ellie loves to drag things out in the best way possible

T= Toys (are they game for using sex toys on themselves or lovers)

The only sex toys you two own are a couple of vibrators, blindfolds and handcuffs

The vibrators are only used if you are separated for a period of time apart; and during phone/Facetime sex

The blindfolds and handcuffs are used if you are both feeling frisky

U= Unfair (how do they tease or do they enjoy suspense themselves)

She enjoys building up your orgasm, bringing you to the brink while whispering sweet, loving words in your ear as she teases you

When she’s had her fun, Ellie will then give you the release you so desperately crave

You get her back though, enjoying your own sweet torture by watching her writhe under your touch; smirking with glee as she moans your name

V= Volume (are they loud, what sounds, and do they talk)

Because you live in a bustling, busy house with 3 kids and a soon-to-be sister in law, you and Ellie have had to learn to be quiet

But when you have the place to yourselves, you are as loud as you want to be

Kissing sounds and little groans/moans fill the room when you two go at it under the covers

W= Wild card (random sincannon of any sort)

Ellie sometimes likes to roleplay; taking turns to be a cop and criminal (cue the handcuffs!), a masseuse and client, or the classic - doctor and nurse

X= X-ray (what’s down below in dem pants)

This goddess practically undresses you with her eyes any chance she gets

Sometimes her stare is too intense that you think you might break, but you wouldn’t want it any other way

She has memorised every inch of your body

You have also memorised every inch of hers and she loves that you make her feel wanted, needed

Y= Yearning (sexdrive level)

Very, very, very high

She longs and yearns for you every day

Everytime with you is like the first time

Every moan, gasp or groan is like music to Ellie’s ears and she will never tire from hearing you call for her

Z= Zzzz (do they sleep after if so how quickly after)

Ellie falls asleep fairly quickly if you have gone for multiple rounds

She’ll turn into a soft, tender teddy bear; always wanting to cuddle up

You will take turns being the big or little spoon; wrapping limbs around each other as you listen to the others heartbeat; content, loved-up, and in your own little world

[lifeislikeasong]

Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader Fluff Alphabet

It's heeeerree!! Hope ya'll enjoy 🥰 I fucking LOVE writing for Ellie so much 😩🥹 (set within the IHALY Universe)

For @onionringlord, @hediiiiedlottie and @scarletblink 😊

Activities – What are their favourite things to do with you? How do you spend your free time?

Ellie loves spending every possible second with you

She loves cooking meals while spontaneously dancing in the kitchen

Or cuddling on the couch during family movie night

Playing board games with the kids, too; while insisting you sit on her lap for extra snuggles

If the kids have gone out with Beth or their friends for the day, Ellie loves going out for little coffee dates, walking along the pier. Sometimes you will even catch a movie or go shopping

Ellie loves clothes shopping with you as it gives her a chance to see you in the dressing room. She’ll get too excited seeing you in short or low cut clothing and follows you into the changing room and push you up against the wall; engaging you in an intense makeout session

Boo! – How do they feel about surprises, giving and receiving?

Poor Ellie scares easily. Don’t ever sneak up on her because she’ll backhand you hard in the nose

But then she’ll feel bad about it after she makes you bleed

She insists on cleaning you up and gives you lots of apologetic cuddles and kisses

In terms of other surprises, Ellie loves surprising you at work. She’ll often bring you a coffee or have flowers delivered to let you know she misses you and can’t stop thinking about you

Other times, she’ll surprise you at home with little gifts or if you’ve had a long day at work, she will cook you dinner

You love surprising Ellie by also buying her little gifts. When travelling overseas for work, you always buy her something from that country that you’ll know she will love

The first time you went overseas after getting together with Ellie, you surprised her by coming home earlier than expected when you realised how much she missed you, too. You would tell Beth over Facetime you’d be coming home, so she’d offer to have the kids over at her place for pizza and game/movie night

You would sneak back home, order Ellie’s favourite takeout, light candles and have Boyz II Men playing softly in the background as you drew her a nice, hot bath

It’s safe to say Ellie was ecstatic to have you home again that night. Many tears and kisses were shared between you. That was one of Ellie’s favourite surprises from you

Comfort – How do they comfort you when you’re upset? When the tables turn, do they come to you, or try to handle it themselves?

Cuddles. Always cuddles.

And kisses.

When you’re upset, Ellie tries to make you laugh by deliberately embarrassing herself; often doing something silly and goofy

She won't hesitate to engulf you in protective, momma bear-type hugs, giving you forehead kisses

When the tables are turned, she seeks you out for soft snuggles and kisses

She loves it when you stroke her back gently as she wraps her arm around your stomach

Ellie will sometimes ask you to sing to her to help her calm down

If you and Ellie were to ever argue, which is extremely rare, you always talk it out before it gets any worse. But, to be honest, your arguments are not even big to begin with. Either way, you both apologise and make up by cuddling and kissing each other softly

Dance – Do they like to dance with you? How good of a dancer are they?

Oh…. Ellie is such a good dancer; and because she’s so doting and absolutely in love with you, she prefers slow dancing just to have you close to her as humanly possible

You love impromptu dance sessions in the kitchen while cooking breakfast or dinner together

Sometimes the kids will walk in just as you’re about to kiss and fake-vomit but laugh; following up with a smile as they see how happy their Mom is

Since Ellie is significantly taller than you, she uses that to her advantage to hold you gently from behind as she sways slowly from side to side in rhythm to the music

Excitement – How do they act when they’re excited? What excites them?

Just the mere sight of you makes Ellie excited

She still gets butterflies whenever you walk into the room and instantly breaks out into a smile

Ellie melts at the sight of baby animals. She squeals whenever she sees cute Golden Retriever puppies or Ragdoll kittens

You will catch her watching adorable puppy and kitten videos on YouTube and TikTok. She’ll sometimes put a hand to her chest, clutching her heart over how cute and adorable these babies are

Future – What are their plans for the future? Do they see themselves getting married, having kids?

Ellie proposed to you 6 months after finally getting together. You proposed that same night and sometimes bicker over who actually proposed first

Your wedding will be next year, on the first anniversary of when you got together

Although Ellie already has 3 amazing kids (with an absolute prick of an ex), she has expressed interest in having another baby with you

She’s always known you’ve wanted a baby of your own; you have told her that being the kid’s new (adopted) Mom was more than enough for you, but Ellie could tell you still wanted a baby deep down

“Honey, you’ve said that you love those kids because they’re, and I quote, “a mini version of me, so who wouldn’t want more than that?”, you’re a fantastic parent and I know if we were to have another baby, you would be an amazing Momma. Besides, I for one, would love to have a mini you”, she told you one night after seeing you read a baby magazine

The thought of you being pregnant with Ellie’s baby sent shivers down your spine, and Ellie’s too, for that fact

She would jump at the chance to take care of you when you were pregnant

Gifts – What do they give you as presents? How often do they get you gifts?

Ellie loves buying you flowers, jewellery, chocolates and stuffed teddy bears

You buy Ellie the same things, but when you’re overseas, you try to buy her unique gifts from whichever country you’re travelling in

Hold – How do they hold you? Cuddling, sleeping, holding hands…

She’s 100% the big spoon in bed

You are never separated when sleeping, if you aren’t cuddled up, your hands are always searching for each other; holding hands or elbows

When in close proximity, Ellie will always stand behind you and wrap her arms around your waist, resting her head on your shoulder

She loves holding hands out in public, or placing a hand on your hip to let everyone know that your hers

During family movie night, sometimes you’ll take turns lying in each others lap while one plays with fingers as the other strokes fingers through the others hair

Your go-to position when standing involves Ellie’s arms wrapping around your waist as your own drape around her shoulders

Ideal – What’s their ideal date like?

Her idea of a perfect date varies. Sometimes Ellie loves staying in and watching a movie under a pillow and blanket fort with a bottle of wine or scotch after the kids go to bed

Other times she loves going out to dinner and the movies; followed by a midnight walk in the moonlight along the pier

Sometimes Ellie loves going to museums or concerts with you

Jealousy – Do they get jealous easily? How do they handle it?

Ellie completely trusts you and knows you’ll never waiver away from her, its other people she doesn’t trust

If you’re at a social event and get separated for whatever reason, if Ellie sees some cute girl hitting on you, her face will go red with jealousy and you swear you can see steam coming out of her ears

You often tell these women that you are happily engaged and your fiance will be back any second

Ellie sidles up to you and possessively places her arm around your waist, kisses you on your cheek before pointedly looking at the person in front of you. She politely introduces herself while staring the woman down, silently telling her to get lost. Her death stare is quite scary.

You’ll turn towards her and kiss her square on the lips; she’ll drag you to a private corner and engage in a heavy makeout session, marking your neck with her teeth so everyone can see who you belong to. She will walk passed the woman, smirking, clearly very pleased with herself

Kisses – How do they like to kiss you? How frequently do you kiss?

You two love kissing any chance you get

Ellie loves sweet, slow and tender kisses

She prefers it after what she went through with Jay

She loves taking her time; making you feel loved, wanted and appreciated

Every kiss feels brand new with Ellie; from the quick, rushed goodbye kisses, cheeky, teasing kisses, to the longer, more lingering kisses during sex

Love – How do they show you that they love you?

Ellie tells you multiple times a day

She always adds pet names at the end of her “I love you’s”

She goes to great lengths to show you how much she loves you by planning romantic dates, sending you flowers at work, texting you names of songs that make her think of you, making your favourite foods on your birthday or anniversary, running you baths and giving you back massages

Melt – What do you do that absolutely makes them melt?

If she sees you holding a puppy or kitten, she will turn into an absolute mess

Ellie turns into a puddle when you shower her with all your love and affection; especially when you plan a romantic birthday surprise

Nicknames – What do they call you, and what are their favourite things to be called?

Ellie loves calling you all the cute nicknames under the sun, but her favourites would be: honey, sweetie, babe/baby, darling, beautiful…one time the kids overheard her call you sugar plum during a cute moment between the two of you and now they tease her about it

The kids grew up thinking their Mom hated pet names or was “too tough” to use them, especially the words “sugar plum”, so now they tease her for being a complete sap for you

Ellie loves being called my love, honey, babe/baby, darling, sweetheart, beautiful

Obvious – How obvious do they make it that they like you?

Ellie blushes a lot and nervously plays with her hair

She is always finding a way to touch you and loves stroking your hand and playing with your fingers

Always give you compliments

Pets – Do they have pets? Do they want them?

She has no pets…yet

But - she doesn’t know you have plans on surprising her with a 6 week old ragdoll kitten for her birthday

She would love to adopt a Golden Retriever puppy, too

Quiet – How are the calm, quiet moments with them?

These moments are wonderfully tranquil; especially early in the morning before daily grind begins. You and Ellie share loving words of affirmations, adoring cuddles and sweet kisses

On weekends, she loves sleeping in with you before getting up eventually making breakfast together as you dance slowly to the radio she has playing softly in the background

Romance – How romantic are they? What are their go-to ways of being romantic?

Ohh… I think we’ve established Ellie is a romantic. As mentioned a few times already, Ellie goes out of her way to romance you

She absolutely adores you and loves taking you out for fancy dates, but also the more subtle, secluded dates

On one of your anniversaries, she drove you up to the mountains for an entire weekend where she strung fairy lights throughout the cabin, lit scented candles, made a pillow/blanket fort in front of the fireplace and spent the whole time telling and showing you just how much she loves you. She gave you a very expensive silver locket with containing two of your favourite photos of the both of you, as well as a matching bracelet with an inscription expressing her love for you

Safe – What makes them feel safe and comfortable around you?

She has never felt safer than when she is with you

She loves how comfortable and safe you make her feel

You two are extremely protective over her; especially over what happened with Jay and you wouldn’t hesitate to throw hands with those who disrespected your fiance 

Tend – How do they act when you’re hurt or sick, and vice versa?

Ellie turns into a full Momma Hen when you’re sick; that woman will fuss over you like there’s no tomorrow

She’ll make you tea and chicken noodle soup; make sure you have all the right medication, give you back rubs and extra cuddles, run you a long, hot bath

She will also make you comfortable in bed so you can watch all your favourite movies and TV shows on your laptop

When the tables are turned, you do the exact same thing for her and even take time off from work to be there for her 24/7

Unique – What’s an unusual thing about them that’s oddly charming?

Her eyes. When she’s angry, they seem to glisten - you swear at times that they seem to change colour, which is a little scary

When she’s teasing you, she’ll stare you down as she slowly saunters over to wherever you’re standing; and you feel like she’s gazing into the very depths of your soul, which makes you feel naked

Variety – Do they prefer to keep things the same, or spice it up?

Ellie prefers to keep things the same, but if she’s jealous she’ll get a bit kinky with her handcuffs and blindfolds

However, she will never do anything that makes you uncomfortable and vice versa

Wash – What’s it like taking a bath with them, or helping them wash up after a fight?

She loves taking baths with you on weekends after the kids go to bed. She loves lighting a few candles and playing music softly in the background. Because of your height difference, Ellie loves sitting behind you

When showering together you love taking turns washing each others hair

When doing dishes, she’ll stand behind you with her arms wrapped around yours, holding your hands as you wash the dishes together. Little kisses are often shared, and the kids and Beth pretend to barf

XO – How do they show you affection? How much PDA are they willing to show?

Again - Ellie is very affectionate and is not afraid to show it

In public, she will always hold your hand or wrap her arm around your waist

She loves sharing sweet little kisses

During dates, she’s extra affectionate (if that’s even possible); she will tease the absolute fuck out of you and enjoy every second of it. She’ll get you all hot and bothered by whispering dirty things in your ear as she kisses your neck and slides her hand up your thigh before pulling away, leaving you frustrated

Yearn – What do they do when they miss you?

Since it’s been well-established Ellie is a complete sap, it’s safe to say she misses you from the second you both leave for work and loves sending you cute texts messages throughout the day

At work, Ellie keeps a photo of you at her desk; often reaching out to touch it throughout the day

You two are each others phone backgrounds, and smile every time your phone chimes

When you’re overseas she will wear your t-shirts and perfume to feel closer to you; at night, Ellie will snuggle up with your pillow, imagining you next to her

She will also listen to songs that remind her of you

Zzz – How do they act when they get sleepy? How is it sleeping in the same bed?

It’s Heaven on Earth. Ellie turns to an extra fluffy marshmallow and gets grumpy easily when she’s disturbed by one of the kids or Beth

She will tighten her grip on you and wrap her leg around your hip, making you stay in bed with her longer, and you wouldn’t have it any other way

Ellie loves it when your hands find their way under her sleep shirt as she caresses your back

She is 100% a blanket hogger

If she sleeps in too late, you will go into your bedroom to find her under a mountain of blankets

She’ll open one eye and pretend to go back to sleep, but when you start peppering her face with kisses she’ll laugh and drag you back into bed with her; making you squeal as she climbs in top of you, tickling you before engaging you in a morning make out session

[lifeislikeasong]

Sick Days Calls for Soup & Snuggles - Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader

@scarletblink tagged as requested!

Happy to tag others so you never miss a story 💜

Here it is! If anyone wants me to slow down the pace of my posts, please let me know 😊

A few of ya'll have requested sick reader and Ellie content. Thanks Anon for the prompt: When you get a chance could you write one where she takes care of her sick gf?

Keep an eye out for a particular movie quote!! 👀🎥

Hope you enjoy xx

Tumblr prompt: When you get a chance could you write one where she takes care of her sick gf?

You had been feeling run down lately but you tried to convince yourself that it was nothing; soldiering on and working long hours as usual. One day however, you slept through your alarm which concerned your girlfriend. Ellie knew you were an early riser so for you to miss your third, and then fourth alarm, was worrisome.

Walking into your bedroom at 6:30am, she sat on the edge of the bed watching you as you didn’t even flinch. 

“Y/N?”, she asked quietly.

No response.

“Y/N, sweetheart, it's time to wake up. You missed your alarm”, she whispered.

You groaned, turning away.

Ellie frowned and reached out to feel part of your forehead. You were hot to the touch.

“Are you feeling okay, my darling?”, she asked.

You pushed the covers down and faced her; your face green and eyes jaundice-like.

“I’m fine. I just overslept; I need to get ready for work”, you answered sleepily; looking like hell.

Attempting to move, you were hit with a horrible wave or nausea and fell back into bed. Your throat felt like it had been cut with a thousand razor blades, and your nose was as stuffed as a Christmas stocking.

“You’re not fine, you’re obviously sick, baby”, she said, helping you lay back down.

She felt your forehead again and noticed you felt warmer than you did a few seconds ago.

“I have to get to work”, you whined, sitting up again in protest.

“You’re not going anywhere. You’re burning up and need to rest”, she said.

Another wave of nausea hit you; this time you bolted out of bed, running towards the bathroom. Kicking the door closed behind you, you heaved into the toilet bowl as last night’s contents found their way out of your stomach.

Ellie knocked on the door, concerned; listening to you struggling. She had only ever seen you really sick twice, and you were always grumpy and stubborn each time. You weren’t the easiest person to be around when you were ill, but in truth, you were embarrassed about Ellie seeing you like this. 

She didn’t care though, loving you in all your forms. It hurt her heart to see you feeling so ill and all she wanted to do was scoop you up in her arms and make you feel better.

“Go away”, you mumbled, then immediately feeling bad that you spoke to Ellie like that.

“C’mon, baby. Let me in”, she said, lovingly, jiggling the door handle.

“No”, you whinged.

A few seconds later you chucked up again, before shakily flushing the toilet and wiping the puke off your chin, opening the door to see your concerned looking girlfriend watching your next move.

“I’m sick”, you cried.

“Aww, sweetpea. I know”, she said, giggling softly.

“Don’t laugh, it’s not funny”, you murmured, feeling embarrassed.

“I’m sorry, I know it’s not. I’m just worried about you”, she said as she reached out to steady you.

“Okay, here’s what we’re gonna do; I’ll run you a warm bath and change our sheets; make sure you’re comfortable before I run to the store and get you what you need. I’ll come home and we’ll cuddle up and watch movies together. How’s that sound?”, she asked.

“What about your clients?”, you asked meekly.

“I’ll reschedule; you’re more important to me”, she said, kindly.

“But”, you protested.

“No. No arguments; let me look after you”, she said, putting her index finger to your lips.

You were touched by her gesture, and finally agreed to allow yourself to be taken care of. You could never say no to Ellie even if you tried.

Leading you back to the bathroom she filled the tub to the brim, infusing the water with all of your favourite scents, adding a little extra bubble bath mixture for comfort. She helped ease you into the tub, making sure you were as comfortable as you could be before going back to the bedroom to change your sheets.

Coming back a few minutes later, Ellie insisted on washing your hair and back; seeing as you were too weak to do it yourself. Her long, slender fingers gently moved along your scalp as she massaged the shampoo into your roots; you didn’t realise how much tension was built up in your head and moaned softly as Ellie effortlessly caressed it away. She then turned her attention to your shoulders, focusing on the unbelievably uncomfortable knot on the top of your right shoulder. Taking her time as not to hurt you, Ellie began humming a little tune. You were so relaxed at this point, as you turned to rest your head on her shoulder; listening to her angelic humming. Noticing that the tune was one of your favourite songs, All My Life by K-Ci & JoJo you smiled for the first time since getting sick. Ellie looked down and noticed, smiling; pleased with herself.

All the built up tension was seemingly gone, so Ellie instructed you to climb out of the bathtub so she could help you get dressed and dry your hair. She giggled at your relaxed state, surprised you complied with her request; thinking you’d backchat. Knowing you’d feel warm and comfortable in her clothes, Ellie chose your favourite pair of her pyjamas before drying and brushing your hair.

“C’mon, let’s get you back into bed”, she said quietly.

Just as you began to move, you fell to your knees at the toilet bowl vomiting again. Thinking you were done, you hurled once more; feeling utterly embarrassed. You insisted on cleaning your teeth, holding on to the basin as you did so. Rinsing your mouth twice afterwards, you were finally done and ready to crawl back into bed.

Wrapping one arm around your waist, Ellie gently lead you to the bedroom where she had darkened the room; closing all the blinds. You sighed as your body fell against the fresh, crisp sheets and almost fell asleep instantly. Ellie tucked you in, placing a comfy blanket over you.

“Y/N?”, Ellie whispered.

“Mm?”, you answered.

“You’ve got paracetamol and water next to you; I’m gonna run to the store now, okay? I won’t be long, I promise. Your phone’s here if you need to call me. Try and rest, beautiful”, she said sweetly.

“I love you”, she whispered, leaning down to kiss your forehead.

“Love you, Ellie”, you whispered, half asleep.

She smiled before closing the bedroom door behind her, heading off to the nearest supermarket.

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45 minutes later, Ellie returned with all the essentials and then some. Checking in on you, she saw that you were fast asleep but your temperature was still fairly high. She went to the medicine cabinet, grabbing a cool washcloth to place on your forehead, hoping that would bring it down a little bit.

Ellie then went about making you chicken noodle soup from scratch before cleaning up the rest of the house, catching up on laundry while letting you rest; checking on you every now and again.

Two hours later, once the soup was done, Ellie decided it was time to get some nutrients in you; so she very carefully carried a tray containing her delicious-smelling, steaming hot bowl of soup, Gatorade and ice cream into your room. Placing it down on the bedroom vanity, Ellie gently woke you up by stroking your hair and whispering to you.

“Honey, it’s time to wake up. You need to eat something, my love”, she said.

You cracked one eye open enough to see her looking sweetly at you. Blinking, you ever so slowly sat up, your ribs aching and stomach clenching from vomiting. Ellie quickly grabbed a few pillows, fluffing them up as she placed them behind your back, making sure you’re comfortable. 

Smiling gratefully at her, your eyes adjusted to your surroundings. The smell of her soup wafted to your nose and your stomach growled at the scent; nausea long gone. Looking around the room, you noticed another familiar scent. 

Frangipani. Your favourite flower.

Your eyes finally settled on Ellie as she sat back, watching you intently. Looking down, you saw she was holding a beautiful bouquet of yellow and pink frangipani’s, a block of your favourite hazelnut chocolate. and an adorable mini stuffed Golden Retriever plush, that was fluffy as hell and had a tiny rose protruding from it’s collar.

Your heart clenched as Ellie beamed at you.

“I wanted to make you smile”, she said; her voice as sweet as honey.

“You are amazing. Thank you, sweetheart”, you said, your voice hoarse.

You coughed, wincing at the pain in your throat; reaching for the glass of water.

“I also made you some soup. It’s packed with every vitamin and mineral my baby needs to feel better”, she said proudly, picking up the tray.

Your arms still felt incredibly heavy, so Ellie insisted she feed you. Blowing on the soup so it wasn’t too hot, she lifted the spoon to your lips.

“Open up now, like a good girl”, her tone soft, and sweet.

A shiver went down your spine as the rest of your body tingled for some unknown reason. Accepting the food, you moaned at the taste; appreciating the lengths Ellie had gone to in order to make you feel better.

The tender tone of Ellie’s voice with the combination of the look of utmost love, care and concern on her face was too much for you to handle, that you began to cry after she fed you.

“Oh, sweetie; what’s wrong?”, she asked.

“I just…don’t like being sick, it’s embarrassing; and you are just so wonderful, and loving and I feel so lucky to have you in my life”, you mumbled.

She wiped your tears away with the pad of her thumb; you closed your eyes at the sensation.

“My darling, everyone gets sick. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about; you don’t ever have to feel that way with me, okay? All I want to do is make you feel better, because I love you - in every form. Sick or not; you’re my everything. I’m the lucky one”, she said tenderly.

“I love you, too”, you smiled.

“How do you feel now that you’ve eaten something?”, she asked.

“A little better. Can we watch a movie together now?”, you asked sweetly.

She smiled.

“Absolutley. What do you want to watch?”, she asked, already knowing the answer.

“The Bodyguard”, you said, coughing again.

She quickly bundled up the dirty dish, putting it back in the kitchen before walking back into the bedroom with her laptop. She insisted on giving you another shoulder massage as you sat between her legs; her computer on your lap.

As the movie started, Ellie’s fingers began working on that nasty knot again while you two watched the movie together; sharing the chocolate block between you as she encouraged you to drink your fluids.

Twenty minutes later, she wrapped her arms around your middle; leaning forward to kiss your cheek, as she rested her head in the crook of your neck. When your sleep shirt rose upwards, her fingers lightly traced patterns on your tummy in an attempt to soothe the pain.

She placed a tender kiss on your neck before kissing your cheek again.

You hummed at the feeling but then thought of something.

“You could get sick from doing that”, you said quietly.

“I don’t care. If I wanna kiss my girl, I’mma kiss my girl; sick or otherwise - so deal with it”, she said cutely, poking her tongue out at you.

You giggled.

Yes, my baby’s coming back to me. Ellie thought.

“Well, if you do get sick, then I get to return the favour”, you mumbled, bantering back.

“I’ll hold you to that, my sweet. C’mon, let’s finish the movie”, she whispered in your ear.

You leaned further back in Ellie’s arms; enjoying the feeling of being completely wrapped up in her, loved, safe and cared for.

“Thank you for looking after me, Ellie”, you whispered.

She tightened her grip on you ever so slightly; comforting you.

“Always”, she whispered.

[lifeislikeasong]

Height Advantage - Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader

Hello again, guys! I'm sure some of you are probably sick of me posting on a daily basis; and I apologise if I'm pissing anyone off with these constant posts... 🥹

But...a girl's gotta do what a girls gotta do: GIVE THE PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT! Soooo...Here it iiiissss 💜😉

Thanks Anon for the following request:

Tumblr prompt: Can you do a one-shot where Ellie deliberately puts her girlfriend's stuff when she can't reach it? (It could be Ellie's love language)

Whoever you are, I hope you enjoy it xx

Ellie was known for being a notoriously cheeky shit when it came to her height. She often used that to her advantage over the years; whether it was messing with Beth or hiding snacks from the kids. With you, she would hide your favourite items and laugh as you attempted to jump and reach for them; that would allow Ellie to wander up behind you and reach with you; placing one hand on your hip and the other on the item as she spun you around and kissed the pouty look off your face.

One night after dinner you decided to get your own back; deliberately eating slowly so you’d be the last to put your dish in the kitchen sink where Ellie was washing up. You knew she hated doing the dishes, so couldn’t resist getting one up on her; or at least attempting to.

Slinking up next to her, you strategically placed the last piece of crockery next to her now empty dish rack. 

Ellie turned to look at you.

“Oh, you little cow”, she said jokingly, trying to look annoyed but faltered as you battered your big brown eyes in her direction.

“What was that, Ellie? Another height remark?”, you teased.

“Yes, I believe it was, short stuff. You place a dirty dish in my sink; I get a free pass to remark on your height”, she said, kissing your cheek, grinning at your annoyance.

“Fuck you!”, you said laughing.

“Maybe later. Now, go get ready for bed - Momma’s gotta punish you for putting another dirty dish in the sink”, she winked, slapping your arse.

True to her word, Ellie finished the dishes and punished you for a good portion of the night…

The next morning, however, as you were getting ready to leave for work, Ellie sat at the kitchen table drinking her morning coffee, scrolling through the news app on her phone; pretending not to watch your every move as you frantically looked around the house for your favourite pair of high heels and new sunglasses. You had your work outfit sorted and ready to go since last night, which included the shoes.

You groaned in annoyance and Ellie couldn’t contain her amusement any longer.

“Babe, this isn’t funny. I know you hid my shit”, you said.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about”, she said, lifting her coffee mug up to her lips to hide her smirk.

“This has something to do with me putting that dish next to you last night, doesn’t it?”, you said.

“I told you, I don’t know what you’re talking about, my darling”, she said sweetly; a cheeky twinkle appearing in her eye.

“Bullshit”, you said.

She sat back in her chair, watching you intently and laughing at your frustration.

“Two can play at this game, El”, you said, leaning up against the table; spreading your arms across a chair, ready to challenge your fianceé.

“Oh? Is that so?”, Ellie asked.

“Alright…If you don’t give me my stuff back, I’m withholding sex and kisses until further notice”, you teased, as you cheekily unbuttoned the top of your blouse; exposing more of your cleavage, smiling sweetly at her shocked face.

Ellie looked down at your chest immediately and gulped.

“You wouldn’t dare”, she said, getting up out of her seat to stand in front of you.

“Try me. Give me my shit back; or no sexy times”, you challenged.

“You know, I love you baby… but, I have to say you’re a lot less threatening at this height”, she challenged back, patting you on the head. 

You played a cheeky cat and mouse game; staring the other down, attempting to get each other to break. Ultimately, you won - Ellie caving rather easily after you raised your eyebrow; knowing you meant business, but also aware you two were just joking around.

“Hmph… fine”, she mumbled.

Taking you by the hand, she led you to the coat closet next to the front door. She brushed her arm against yours; chuckling at the goosebumps appearing on your forearms. Opening the cupboard, she leaned over you and reached up to the top shelf, pulling down your shoes and sunnies. 

“Here you are, sweet pea”, she said, her voice as sweet as honey; battering her eyelids at you as she handed over said items.

“Thanks”, you said, still trying to hide your fake annoyance and failing miserably.

“Can I have a kiss now?”, she asked, pouting playfully as she towered over you.

“Nope”, you teased; your eyes glistening with sheer amusement as you looked up at her.

“But why?”, she whined, purposefully like a child.

“Cause you’re still a shithead”, you teased again.

“A shithead you happen to love”, she corrected you.

You smirked at her; feeling bad for denying your annoying girlfriend some affection, albeit playfully.

“Fine”, you said as you grabbed her by the waist to pull her to your height, kissing her soundly on the lips as she moaned appreciatively.

“Happy now?”, you teased.

“Of course, my little pint sized queen”, she winked; her arms holding you around the waist.

“Why must you hide my stuff?”, you questioned as you laughed at her affectionate term of endearment; holding on to her arms.

“Because… I find it amusing; and I get to enjoy moments like this with you. I love holding my sweet little sugarplum close to me. Especially when you want something you can’t reach - like me”, Ellie teased again.

You also enjoyed moments like this with her, too, but looking at her smug reaction, you didn’t want to give her the satisfaction of admitting it but she could tell how you felt by the way you kissed her cheekily; getting her flustered on purpose.

“You are very lucky I love you, Ellie”, you said cutely.

She swayed softly, reaching down to squeeze your butt cheeks, engaging in one last kiss before separating. 

“Okay, now I’m really gonna be late. I love you”, you said.

“I love you too, my sweet. I’ll see you later. Have a good day”, she replied as you walked out the door.

Ellie closed it behind you, smiling as she lent against it; biting her bottom lip as she wondered how lucky she truly was to have you in her life before going about the start of her day.

[lifeislikeasong]

Green With Envy - Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader

Christmas came early! 😜 @scarletblink

I was too excited to wait another day to post this, so I can't help but share it with ya'll now!

Thanks Anon for the following prompt: Could you write one where Ellie’s gf tells her that one of her coworkers flirts w/her even though she knows about their relationship? 

Like I said in my previous post, Ellie is insulting in this and I had so much fun writing about another side to everyone's favourite (human) Mommy.

Be warned though, it's a long one (but not as long as my very first fic 😊)

Happy reading xx

You sat in your office reading through the latest pile of tests from your students when your eyes began to flutter and you yawned. You had been at the office since 6am diligently working through without a break until well after noon.

This is doing my head in. Time for a break. You thought.

Heading towards the teachers lounge kitchen, you waited as the coffee machine roared to life when you heard your name being called behind you.

“Y/N!”, the voice called.

You inwardly cringed; wanting to avoid this person.

Harper. You really didn’t have the energy to deal with her right now.

“Y/N, hey! How are you? I haven’t seen you all day!”, Harper said, a little too cheery for your liking.

Turning around with your coffee in hand, you met Harper’s eyes as she stared at you; not even attempting to hide her heart eyes. You knew Harper was mostly harmless, but it still doesn’t excuse her inappropriate behaviour or making you feel uncomfortable.

This woman has had a crush on you since day one and constantly flirts with you even though she's aware you have a girlfriend. You’ve even shown Harper photos of Ellie on your phone and she’s seen the framed photo of the two of you on your desk but that doesn’t stop her from flirting with you.

Harper can be very naive, given that she’s only in her mid 20’s and doesn’t have much life experience under her belt. She is known for unashamedly flaunting her sexuality around; like a young Shane McCutheon, which has sometimes seen her in a bit of a pickle…leading to you becoming her mentor.

You’ve been working with her for the last 18 months as her uncle Stuart, your boss, asked you to train her for a substitute teaching position, believing your skills and experience were the perfect match for his niece. He told you that you were the best person for the job, as you were tough but fair; knowing this job like the back of your hand. Stuart also said that he felt Harper could gain a lot of experience by working alongside you, as you could pull her into line instead of going off the rails.

You’ve told her you’re not comfortable with her comments and have asked her to leave you be, but she hasn’t listened; taking your words as a form of playing hard to get. In truth, you felt bad for the young woman as all she wanted was some attention, as inappropriate as it was. You are almost 14 years her senior, which is safe to say you’ve had plenty of lived experiences.

“Hi, Harper”, you said kindly, before attempting to side step her as she got closer to you.

“You look beautiful today”, she winked.

You cringed again.

“But then again, you do everyday”, she continued, looking you up and down.

“Excuse me, Harper, I have to get back to my office”, you said, avoiding eye contact.

“Wait, Y/N. Are you going to the work function tomorrow night?”, she asked hesitantly, touching your elbow as a hopeful look spread across her face.

You sighed.

“Yes, I’ll be there”, you said quickly.

Harper’s smile grew.

“Ellie will be with me, too”, you smiled, thinking of your girlfriend.

“Oh, right. Ellie; the girlfriend - of course”, Harper said; a little too bitterly for your liking.

How dare she. You thought.

“If you’ll excuse me, I really have to get back to it”, you said abruptly.

“So hot”, Harper mumbled as you walked past her.

“Harper, we’ve talked about this. It’s inappropriate to talk about your boss in that manner”, you said sternly, turning around to face her as she just smiled; evidently not caring.

Walking to your office, you closed the door behind you. As you looked out of the window, you saw Harper still staring at you with a dreamy expression on her face. Ignoring her, you turned your attention to the said photo on your desk and touched Ellie’s face, thinking about her.

You were honest and told Ellie about Harper from the very beginning; it's needless to say Ellie was fuming, but she loves you and trusts you enough to know you would cheat or waiver away from her. You would never do anything to jeopardise what you have with Ellie; and you’ve reassured her time and time again. 

That doesn’t stop her from feeling jealous though. Ellie has voiced her opinion of Harper on numerous occasions, telling you she doesn’t like anyone that’s not her flirting with you or touching you. After all, you spend countless hours in the office and in close proximity to Harper, and the thought of her being so close to you; calling you after hours to “talk about client cases”, when she clearly just wants to hear your voice, trying to touch you or shout you lunch, makes Ellie’s blood boil. 

She has never met or seen this woman before so this function would be the very first time Ellie would come face to face with her; you knew Ellie had a jealous streak and she promised she’d keep herself in check since she knew how important this event was for you, but if she saw Harper blatantly flirting with you infront of her, well, it might be a different story…

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The night of the school function came around quickly. Ellie knew you were anxious about it and did her best to calm you down. She was also attempting to hide how pissed off she was feeling over having to meet Harper; but a warm feeling set low in her belly when she clapped eyes on you walking out to the living room, instantly remembering she’s the one you’re coming home with and smiled lovingly.

You were putting your earrings on as you met Ellie’s eyes. She was wearing a grey scoop t-shirt, black suit jacket, black jeans and flat boots. 

“You look gorgeous, sweetie”, you said smiling, your eyes raking over Ellie’s features.

Ellie’s smile grew as she walked towards you, placing a kiss on your forehead.

“Thanks, love. You…you look beautiful; too beautiful, in fact. I hope that Harper keeps her grubby little paws off you tonight”, Ellie said, possessively wrapping her arms around your waist. 

“Babe, she’s not gonna do anything. The kid’s harmless, really. She knows you’re coming tonight anyway”, you reassured her, reaching up to tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

“She better not, otherwise she’ll have me to deal with. I want her to know you’re coming home with me”, she pouted.

“Aww, it’s cute when you’re possessive”, you teased, slightly amused.

“Can you blame me?”, she asked, her annoyance evident in her voice.

In lieu of answering, you surged forward and planted a tantalising smooch on her lips; one that indicated you loved her and that nothing or no one would ever change that. Just as you turned to walk out the door, Ellie grasped your wrist pulling you back towards her to kiss you again. She reached up and cupped your face; gently grasping the back of your neck, holding you in position as you placed your hands on her chest, thoroughly enjoying the kiss.

Your phone beeped as your loving kiss was interrupted by a message from… Harper. 

Ellie groaned in frustration.

“Hi, Y/N! Are you on your way? The event is about to start and Stuart is wondering where you are :-) I’m really looking forward to seeing you - I bet you are going to look very hot tonight xx”, the message read. 

Ellie’s face changed again, looking visibly pissed as she read the text.

“Harmless, you said? Baby, she practically wants to get in your pants!”, Ellie said, exasperated. 

“Ellie, please. It’s just a crush. It’s certainly not reciprocated. It’ll pass. You just need to trust me, honey”, you said lovingly, trying to calm her down.

Ellie stayed silent for a few seconds just staring into your eyes. You saw a mix of love and jealousy pass through her strikingly beautiful eyes. 

“I do. I do trust you, Y/N. You know that. It’s her I don’t trust”, she said.

Just as you were about to say something, your phone chimed again.

“Y/N? Is everything okay? Stuart keeps asking after you. Let me know when you’re on your way so I can get my annoying uncle off my back! Lol xx”, the next message read.

“Oh, for fucks sake! Can she not wait more than 30 seconds?!”, Ellie exclaimed, her fist clenching.

“Ellie. Please, stop. She’s just looking for attention - but we probably should get going”, you said, squeezing her hand.

“Fine, but if that little peabrain even remotely looks at you, I’m gonna rip her a new one!”, Ellie said furiously, her face turning red.

You couldn’t help but giggle. You very rarely see this jealous side of Ellie and while it concerned you a little bit, you couldn’t deny that it turned you on.

“Baby”, you said, drawing her out of her thoughts.

“Fine”, she huffed, following you out the door.

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Arriving at your offices fifteen minutes later, the building was alive with lights and music while the surrounding streets were quiet. Tonight was a big deal for your school, you all had to do your best to impress the new investors.

Taking a deep breath, you began walking towards the doors. Ellie sensed your hesitation and gave you a quick hug and kiss; instantly grounding you. 

“Hey, just breathe - you’ve got this. I’m so proud of you”, she said sweetly.

Feeling rejuvenated, you strolled hand in hand immediately greeted by Stuart and Tim, the assistant principal. These men were like family to you, often reminding you of your Dad and Grandad, even though they were in their early 50s; their kind eyes and gentle nature always made you feel at ease.

“Hello, Y/N!”, Stuart greeted warmly, giving you a hug.

“Hi Stuart. Tim”, you greeted back smiling.

“Hi, Y/N”, Tim smiled and hugged you.

Ellie stood back watching you with so much pride. You gestured towards her as she stepped forwards, smiling adoringly at you; her arm instinctively resting on your hip.

“You remember my girlfriend, Ellie?”, you asked Stuart and Tim.

“Yes, of course. Hi, Ellie. It’s nice to see you again”, they said as they each shook her hand. 

“Likewise”, she smiled kindly.

“You ladies look lovely tonight”, Stuart smiled kindly.

“Thank you, Stuart. That’s very kind”, Ellie smiled as she stroked your side.

“Where are Luke and Jacquelyn?”, you asked.

“Oh, they’re over at the buffett”, Tim laughed as he pointed to his wife.

“There they go again, bickering as always”, Stuart said, chuckling at his husband’s antics.

“Siblings, eh?”, he asked.

“Who would’ve thought two high performing lawyers would go on to marry two absolutely batshit crazy siblings?”, Tim asked, still laughing.

“I guess it takes all kinds”, Stuart said.

You and Ellie laughed along politely before the older gentlemen excused themselves and went to check on their respective spouses.

Just as you turned to place a loving kiss on Ellie’s cheek, you heard your name called again; knowing instantly Harper was standing right behind you. Feeling Ellie’s grip on your hip tighten, you looked in her eyes and saw that jealous streak flare up again.

“Oh, here we fucking go”, she mumbled; her tone infuriated, eyes seething with rage.

“Behave, please”, you said.

“Y/N!”, Harper called again as she tapped the back of your shoulder.

Spinning around you were met with Harper smiling affectionately at you as her eyes unashamedly raked over your figure; taking in the stylish, grey sheath dress and black belt adorning your waist. Her eyes settled on the small but classy split up the side of your dress as you shivered uncomfortably.

Ellie observed her carefully, and you swore you could feel heat coming off of her body. She cleared her throat behind you, not once removing her hand from your hip.

“Harper”, you greeted, smiling softly.

She completely ignored Ellie’s presence which annoyed the both of you, so Ellie moved closer to you as Harper had no choice but to look at her.

Eyeing each other as if they were in a Mexican standoff, Ellie took in the sight in front of her. Harper certainly was a beautiful young woman with short brown hair, similar to that of Kristen Stewart; she was short in stature and very skinny; her eyes reminiscent of a Disney princess; even though you knew she was far from an innocent princess.

Oh my god, this bitch is so scrawny. I can take her in a fight, the little Leprechaun. Ellie thought to herself; her shoulder twitching.

“This is El-”, you started.

“You must be Ellie”, Harper cut you off, interrupting you as she smiled crudely at your girlfriend.

“And you must be peabrain”, Ellie said, sarcastically sweet, but smiled, tightlipped at the woman in front of her.

You smirked before you elbowed Ellie in the side of her waist.

“Uh, I mean Harper. Y/N has told me so much about you”, she said, her voice changing ever so slightly to annoyance as Harper continued to stare at your figure.

She extended her hand, to which Harper accepted and you noticed Ellie’s grip on her was particularly firm.

“Wow, you’re quite strong there, Ellie; I can see why Y/N likes you; she must like it rough - and yes, Y/N has told me about you, too”, Harper said, still looking longingly at you which pissed Ellie off ever more.

“Harper”, you warned, looking at Ellie who was practically frothing at the mouth, itching to say something.

“Mm, well it’s a shame you don’t listen to a word she says”, Ellie mumbled.

“Excuse me?”, Harper asked.

“You heard me”, Ellie said, loudly; her voice jealous and cold, nostrils flaring.

“Ellie”, you said, stroking the back of her hand with your thumb.

Ellie looked at you and when she met your eyes, which conveyed all your trust and love for her, she calmed down again; smiling lovingly at you. Harper watched the interaction and scoffed.

Ellie heard it and stepped forward, squaring up to Harper.

“Listen here, you pixie - when are you going to get it through your thick skull that Y/N isn’t interested in you? I don’t think I’ve ever met such a ruthless, disrespectful little muppet. You better back off!”, Ellie said, her voice raised.

Harper continued to smirk; winking at you.

Touching Ellie’s waist, you pulled her backwards before she had the chance to thump Harper. 

It’s safe to say Ellie was absolutely fuming.

“Harper, please. I’ve told you this before; I am with Ellie. You’re being highly inappropriate, and I don’t appreciate you disrespecting her, or myself. I am your boss, not your lover or your friend. If you don’t stop, I’ll have to report you for sexual harassment. Now, if you’ll excuse us, my girlfriend and I have to go”, you said sternly.

Harper stood there staring, her mouth agape; not quite sure how to react as Ellie listened to you put Harper in her place. Ellie was in awe of you as she looked at her and smirked. Taking Ellie by the hand, lead her through the building as you walked away from Harper; greeting investors and coworkers along the way. 

“See? I told you you’ve got nothing to worry about, honey. I think she actually listened this time”, you reassured Ellie as you found lead her to your office.

Ellie scanned the room for any sign of Harper. She spotted her watching you across the room, still looking like she wanted you.

You noticed Ellie’s change in attitude again and held her hand.

“Babe, there’s no need to be jealous. Please just let this go”, you said, reaching for her hands, basically pleading with her.

“I don’t like her. I don’t like her at all. I don’t like the way she looks at you; I don’t like the way she flirts with you; and I DON’T like that she doesn’t listen to you! Especially when she knows about us!”, she exclaimed, talking extremely fast.

She caught you giggling at her reaction, and her eyes turned green with envy once again.

“You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”, she snapped, still pissed off.

“Hey, come on! I am not. You need to have a little more faith in me. What will it take for me to convince you that you have nothing to be jealous about? It actually hurts that you think that little of me”, you asked, offended and exasperated.

She sighed.

“I-I’m sorry sweetheart. I trust you with everything I am; you know that. I just…don’t like her. I think you need to report her”, she said as she hugged you tightly.

“It’s okay. I get it, and I will, I promise. Just not tonight. I’ll do it first thing in the morning, okay?”, you said kindly, tucking the loose strand of hair back behind her ear.

Ellie visibly relaxed, letting out the breath she didn’t realise she was holding on to. You peered over her shoulder to see Harper still standing there watching the two of you cuddle. 

An idea popped into your head as you smiled cheekily at Ellie. Her eyebrow raised in curiosity, as you whispered in her ear.

“Let’s give her something to really be jealous about”, you said.

Ellie shivered at your tone and backed you up against the wall of your office. She winked at you before possessively wrapping her long, strong arms around your waist.

“With pleasure; Tinkerbell needs to know you belong to me”, she said, her voice dropping a few octaves.

Diving right in to kiss you, you moaned appreciatively as you wound your hands in Ellie’s hair, scratching the back of her head lovingly. Ellie groaned as she thrust her hips forward, her knee inadvertently coming into contact with your core as she bent slightly to place hickeys on your neck.

“Careful, my love”, you chuckled, holding her hips close.

“What? I’m not doing anything baby”, she said, briefly stopping her actions to wink cheekily at you.

“You know exactly what you’re doing”, you husked.

You stared longingly at each other, eyes heavy with lust.

Briefly tearing your eyes away from your girlfriend, you looked up to see Harper looking forlorn; seemingly getting the message.

Staying in your embrace, Ellie turned her head, following your eyeline and sweetly, yet sarcastically smiled in her direction; clearly pleased with herself.

“Well, it looks like the little creeper finally got the message”, she said, as she watched Harper walk away.

“I like this side of you”, you whispered in her ear; drawing her attention back to you.

“I knew it!”, she exclaimed.

“I’m talking about your possessiveness. It’s incredibly sexy; and I love that you are so passionate about us”, you said sweetly.

“Oh… well of course I am. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, baby girl and I’ll be damned if I let anyone come between us”, she said, her forehead touching yours.

“Wild horses couldn’t drag me away from you”, you said, your voice so loving and tender, that it made Ellie absolutely melt. 

“Not even that garden gnome?”, she asked, her eyes searching yours.

“Not even her”, you giggled; amused at her constant insults. 

Even when she was jealous, Ellie never failed to make you smile.

“Good. You’re mine, Y/N”, Ellie said, inching closer to your lips.

“Always. I love you, Ellie”, you whispered.

“I love you, Y/N”, she whispered before closing the gap between you.

You could still feel her possessive energy in her kiss, but that didn’t bother you; if anything, it turned you on more.

“C’mon, you’ve got an amazing night to celebrate”, Ellie said as the music came to a halt and speeches started.

Walking back to the main part of the building as your name was called, you passed by Harper

“Nice show, ladies”, Harper said, completely pissed off.

“It was, wasn’t it? Now, please step aside so I can watch my girlfriend deliver her speech”, Ellie said, draping her arm across your shoulders.

She pulled you back into her, placing a tender kiss on your lips - knowing full well that Harper was watching. 

“Go get ‘em, tiger”, she whispered.

You growled in her ear, squeezing her hand in response before taking the stand at the makeshift podium, ready to address the room. Ellie beamed with pride as she watched you do your thing. 

Another coworker, Rebecca, came up to Ellie commenting that you make a beautiful couple and that everyone can feel the love you have for one another. She also mentioned that everybody is very grateful for all the work you’ve done.

Harper stood next to Ellie watching you silently; still attempting to infuriate her, but Ellie didn’t take the bait. This time, she stayed as cool as a cucumber - any ounce of jealousy she felt was long gone.

“Thank you, Rebecca. Y/N is great. I’m so proud of her; you know, sometimes I can’t believe she chose me. I just feel so lucky she comes home to me every night. I love her so much”, Ellie grinned as she continued to watch you work the room.

At the end of your speech, you thanked Ellie for all her support and affirmed your love for her. Harper dropped her shoulders and walked away as the final penny dropped once and for all.

Making your way back to Ellie, you hugged her tightly as you stood together, arms wrapped around each other as you listened to the rest of the speeches before dancing the night away; Harper leaving you alone for the remainder of the night.

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Bursting With Pride - Human Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader fic

For @heartof-flies - your wish is my command! Thanks for the prompt; I enjoyed writing this one; It's a little short and sweet, but I Hope you like it 💜

A.N - This is set in the 'I Have Always Loved You' series. Just for fun! 😊

Feel free to send more requests/prompts, precious readers.

Enjoy x

It was a bright and beautiful day in sunny Los Angeles. A few thousand people came together to celebrate Pride Month; the streets bursting with pure joy and happiness while music played loudly as couples, friends and families celebrated one another.

This was your first time attending a pride celebration as a family since you and Ellie came to your senses after finally getting together one year ago. Walking the streets hand in hand, Ellie took in the sight in front of her. Never in a million years did she think she’d be celebrating this historic event with the love of her life by her side.

Sure, she’d been to pride events before, in support of her son Danny but this time she had you in her arms.

Life couldn’t get any better than this. She thought.

Donning t-shirts that read Proud to be His Mother, you and Ellie cheered as Danny took his place at the DJ panel. For years he’d been dreaming of becoming a professional disc jockey, and thanks to Beth’s connections in the industry, she made it happen. Standing stage right, Beth looked towards the crowd and immediately spotted you and Ellie.

Smiling, she winked at Ellie who silently thanked her sibling for getting Danny this amazing opportunity. Bridget and Kassie were dancing beside you; clearly very proud of their brother, but also excited to be amongst the glorious mayhem surrounding them.

Laughing at your daughters’ animated antics, you took the chance to engage with Ellie.

She seemed to be thinking the same thing as her arms circled around your waist.

“Are you happy, my darling?”, she asked, her voice as sweet as honey.

“With you, always”, you replied smiling; your arms draping themselves over her shoulders.

“I love you so much, Ellie. You know that, right?”, you asked as your eyes brimmed with overflowing emotion.

“Oh, baby. I love you more”, she smiled.

“Not possible”, you whispered, leaning on for a kiss.

She indulged you for a minute, softly kissing you before pulling back ever so slightly; her lips just hovering near your own.

“This sounds like a challenge”, she teased.

“Well, we’ll just see about that when we get home, sweetheart”, you smirked.

“Challenge accepted”, Ellie winked.

Laughing, you stood up on your tippy toes to kiss her again.

“Happy pride, my love”, you smiled.

“Happy pride, beautiful”, she smiled back.

Turning your attention back to DJ Danny, Ellie held you close, as a delicious chill tingled through your bodies in anticipation of what's to come.

[lifeislikeasong]

Yo! My human Ellie x fem reader fic is coming along nicely; I'm excited for you peeps to read it... so - who wants a sneak peak of what's to come??? Show of hands, please! 🤲🏼

Bare in mind though, it's nowhere near finished, but what I can tell you is the 1st chapter definitely sets the scene. There's so much in there already; fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, sexual tension, romance - you name it!

Our human girl needs all the love, and I hope I'm doing it justice 💜

[lifeislikeasong]

I Have Always Loved You - Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader 'Sneak Peek'

As requested by @gaym0m and @heartof-flies; here is a little sneak peek of my latest work for Ellie.

This girl needs love, so I took it upon myself to make it happen. I hope you enjoy this little snippet of what's to come. I want to get the rest of this fic perfect before posting its entirety.

A.N - please don't post my work on other sites without my permission. It's come to my attention there's some of that going around. Please remember this is all for fun, not to take it seriously. On that note, I'm gonna shut up and let my dear ones enjoy this little nugget. Much love! Xx

There were moments when you thought for sure you would finally get together; the sexual tension between you palatable. Your gazes lingered, your hugs always lasted a few seconds longer than regular hugs with Beth and the kids; and you offered to give each other massages to help ease the stress after long, tiring days. Ellie fussed over you and worried about how much pain you would be in after sitting at a desk for hours on end or how your muscles would tense up when you’d be deep in thought about a new case. You also knew how hard she worked, sitting hunched over while tattooing her clients or cleaning up after her kids.

Insisting on sitting between each others’ legs, long fingers worked gently, slowly and tenderly to work the large knots that formed in your shoulders. No words were spoken between you as you just simply enjoyed each others’ presence; the closeness and romance simmering beneath the surface; only little sounds of contentment, sighs and moans escaping lips. Your minds wandered, thinking about what other sounds you could entice out of the other. 

What would happen if I gently kissed her neck, just there? I’d give anything to slowly wrap my arms around her waist right now, hold her close and never let go. You’d both be thinking. 

Eyes wandering to necks, thinking about lips running down the side, over collar collarbones; back to lips…

It felt good to have each other so close; but hurt to be so far away…

[lifeislikeasong]

Imagine Ellie Comforting You After the Loss of a Pet

For @heartof-flies 💛 I know this one is very similar to the others; specifically Sidney's but it's only cause I think they're both big softies and would do anything to see their girl smile again xx

@scarletblink (tagged as requested)

Ellie gives you lots of cuddles and kisses

She loves comforting you any chance she gets

She allows you the chance to scream and cry if you need to

She gives you space if and when you need it

She always addresses your pet by their name, out of respect for you

Reminisces over funny memories; like the time they ran away with Bridget’s favourite black t-shirt, burying it in the backyard; or the time they squared off with Beth, peeing in her guitar case; of the time they climbed into the laundry basket to stop Ellie from folding clean clothes so she’d play with them 

Her heart warms at the sight of you smiling, remembering those times

She’ll let you pack away their toys, bowls and collars in your own time and will even wash their absolute favourite one so you can cuddle them

She will watch you as you out in the backyard, looking sad as you imagine your pet chasing after a pigeon; and come up behind you to cuddle you

“I know that nothing I say will make the pain go away, my love. But I know how much you loved Y/P/N. I have no doubt that they are somewhere special right now, watching over us”, Ellie would say

She will even make a photo album dedicated to Y/P/N so everyone has a special keepsake to remember them by

Ellie has even gone to great lengths by having an extra, custom-made pet memorial keepsake done up especially for you

She placed your pets very first collar, an adorable family photo at the park, a tiny figurine that looked like Y/P/N and some of their ashes into a resin mould; in the shape of a pyramid so you would always have a piece of them with you

At night, you would flick the little switch to reveal fair lights adorning the pyramid, illuminating the family photo

She surprised you with this on your birthday; hoping it would cheer you up a little bit

“We will have a little piece of Y/P/N everywhere we go now, sweetheart. They will always be a part of us, and our story”, she said as she kissed you