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squishychimminie · 4 years

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Peter Parker as Spider-Man MASTERLIST!

I have read and loved all of these

Just gonna let em hate | StarryKitty013 | incomplete

340,950 words

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It’s not like anything changed much.

Peter is usually great brushing off all the shit everyone gives him for being himself. It usually doesn’t matter what they think; what anyone thinks really.

So why is it getting so hard for him to do that recently?

TW: um… a lot

I Will Carry You | Lansfics7 | complete

257,056 words

Summary:

Tony Stark goes on a mission with the Avengers to infiltrate a discovered HYDRA base. He has orders to kill everyone involved with the operation and he plans to follow those...until he comes across a 16 year old kid with curly brown hair and brown eyes who has spent the last 9 years as HYDRA's prisoner. Instead, Tony helps him escape and they slowly grow closer. But Peter can't truly escape his past; it seems to follow him wherever he goes and put the people he cares about in danger.

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The Lost and Forgotten | Litcraz | complete(?)

272,315 words

Summary:

In order to save everyone's lives, Peter is forced to give up memories - their memories of him. As a result, he is left entirely alone in a world where no one knows he exists. After finally moving on with his life, a new threat arises, bringing Peter back directly into the Avengers' path.

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The Web Heads | Strength_in_pain | complete

48,468 words

Summary:

Not quite the Breakfast Club, but similar. When the Web Heads meet in detention for the first time they are completely different: a geek, a bully, a homecoming queen, a social outsider, and a mysterious dork. But when they decide to hack into the schools ‘website’ to change their grades, the ‘Web’ Heads are formed. The group will soon use their internet Web skills to help one another through personal struggles. After a while, one thing becomes apparent, nothing was as it seemed.

TW: rape, abuse, & eating disorders mentioned

If They Knew About You | MsHermia | Ongoing

332,813 words

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Tony Stark had lost his son when he was only 2 years old, stolen away in broad daylight with nobody the wiser of what exactly happened. Years later, Tony has just made it through the disaster with Ultron. He is trying to keep himself and the team together but relationships are strained and tempers are running high.

Then a random turn of events leads to his path crossing with that of a particular vigilante. They are strangers to each other, or so they think.

Peter Parker is on top of the world. After a few shitty years, losing his parents and then losing his Uncle, things are finally looking up. Sure he lives in a crappy little apartment with his Aunt but he might have just found his mission in life.

TW: anxiety & gore/blood

Peter is a [Genius Playboy Superhero] Orphan | squishychiminie | Ongoing

62,296 words

Summary:

Losing Gwen was more than just heartbreaking for Peter Parker. It shattered him. That’s three people he loved, and failed to save. But, he must piece himself back together, swallow his misery, and do what has to be done.

Can he keep the glue from cracking?

The one where an angsty kid owns a small but thriving business and is also one cool mf guy!!

TW: drugs, alcohol, abuse, depression, & mentioned death of a loved one

yes, the last ones mine hehe

i'll but updating this or like reblogging this with updates or smth! I have tons of favs but these are the ones I wrote down :)

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starrykitty013 · 4 years

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Last Chappy everyone!!! Thank you all so much!!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/18502681/chapters/68474183

#fanfiction #fanfic #spiderman #avengers

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tristemente100 · 4 years

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that's it y'all, forget both the marvel fandom and the twoset community, I'm becoming a @starrykitty013 stan

In other words, go read her amazing fic: just gonna let em hate :)))

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peter-parker-recs · 3 years

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It’s not like anything changed much.

Peter is usually great brushing off all the shit everyone gives him for being himself. It usually doesn’t matter what they think; what anyone thinks really.

So why is it getting so hard for him to do that recently?

Ok so this felt like a good fic to start with because it is one of my absolute favorites. It basically goes through a super fucked up version of Peter’s life featuring the Red Room, Hydra, Special Forces, and really shitty guardians. It also has the avengers being absolute dicks so if that’s not something you like then don’t read this. This fic is my favorite characterization of Wade and Peter’s relationship because it’s like wholesome but in a super fucked up way, it also features a pretty good amount of Team Red but it’s significantly more Wade than Matt but he does show up. It’s got some really messed up things though and it definitely deserves a TW for Rape/Non-con, Graphic Violence, Child Abuse, Substance Abuse, Self Harm, and just a lot of other stuff, don’t let that discourage you though because it’s all handled really really well and it’s just an overall amazing fic I absolutely recommend this.

#peter parker #team red #the avengers #natasha romanoff #bucky barnes

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ampmiscfiles · 4 years

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All time favorite fanfics?

**The Lost and Forgotten by Litcraz

**Off The Record by crookedswingset

**Just gonna let em hate by StarryKitty013

**Inevitable by Annie_Walker

**In the End by Annie_Walker

**Set Theory by Anonymous

**Rare by LunaRaven09040

Those are definitely in my top list

#ask

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littlemissagrafina · 5 years

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Fics That Give Me Feels

(Angst, whump, hurt/comfort etc.) Regularly adding new fics

Please note that some of these can and will be TRIGGERING for some so please be careful.

Depression, self-harm, mental health, death, etc. Sorry if I missed anything else that might trigger anyone (I haven't read through these properly in a while) if someone spots any triggers will you please let me know?

Stay safe babes, Agrafina out.

After the Storm Passed

Sometimes, Peter felt like he wasn't quite... real. Like maybe he wasn’t really himself but a bad copy of himself. Like maybe he’d come back wrong.

Lost boy's lullaby

"Goodnight my angel, now it's time to sleep

And still so many things I want to say."

- Lullaby, Billy Joel

Peter was surely tired and exhausted.

He has been exhausted since five... years ago? Right? He has been fighting Thanos since that time and he had been beaten up pretty badly. And of course, who would have forget the time that he actually died--disintegrating second by second on an unfamiliar planet, fighting the inevitable of fading away... fading into nothingness. He has been fighting since that time and now, he just couldn't get any break, could he?

i love you 3000, peter parker. whether you believe it or not.

what if, after seeing morgan, tony gets another visitor in the soul realm?

teach me to be comfortable in my own skin

"Mr. Stark?"

Mr. Stark hummed but did not lift his eyes from his work. "Yeah, kid?"

"Does it bother you that I'm not normal?”

Will I Ever Make A Sound?

Mental illness does not discriminate. It doesn't give a damn if Peter Parker is Spider-Man. It takes and it takes and it takes.

But there is hope. There is always hope.

By @losingmymindtonight

Being Alive (is different than living)

The lines between life and death become blurred for Peter Parker and his family and friends when Thanos snaps his fingers. But living again when you were once dead? Well, that's the hardest part. Peter finds that surviving and living are two very different things. It's a cruel and unfortunate thing to discover.

does it ever get better? (a journey through self-harm)

By @imstrandedonthemoon

the courage of stars

Peter falls silent again, exhausted, and Tony takes the time to study the kid carefully. Peter is sullen in a way he’s never seen before, shoulders hunched and weighed down by some unseen force.

He’s just not… Peter.

“Come on, Pete. Talk to me,” Tony prompts. “If you want to see the stars, I can take you. I’ll take you wherever you’d like.”

Sometimes, Peter can't breathe. Tony does his best to help.

mosaic thoughts

Tony watches, face tight with concern, as Peter swallows thickly. The kid’s hands twitch irritably where they rest on his thighs, and Tony’s eyebrows fly up at the increasingly open display of anxiety.

“What’s going on in that head of yours?” Tony prompts gently.

Peter shakes his head fiercely again, face beginning to crumple as tears start to spill down his cheeks. Tony quickly gets up and kneels in front of him.

“Easy, kid. It’s okay, it’s okay. Just take some deep breaths and you can tell me what’s wrong.”

Peter makes another sound before finally choking out, “I can’t - I can’t!”

Anxiety steals Peter's colors, but Tony's there to bring them back.

to build a home

After the snap, Peter comes back, but nothing is the same. He's now faced with near-crippling anxiety, depression, and PTSD. But thankfully, he's got a Tony and amazing friends and family to help rebuild everything he'd lost. Recovery isn't easy, but it's worth it.

teach me how to say goodbye

Tony curls Peter into him protectively. “Don’t hurt him!” Tony warns, and the man laughs.

“Oh, I’m not going to do anything. You are,” he says, placing the gun down on the floor. “Well, technically you have a choice. Either you can kill your boy, or you,” he says, pointing at Peter, “can shoot Iron Man. I’ll leave it for you to decide. The survivor will be free to go, never to hear from me again.”

(In which Peter and Tony face the hardest decision they've ever had to make.)

By @tonystarkstan

I can't find a title for this

By @justme--emily

This hit really close to home and had me sobbing.

Tell Me You'll Be Fine

"Tony." A voice, gentle and warm, spoke from behind him. Tony frowned slightly, that sounded very familiar but..

Tony turned around to look at the boy- no, the young man. Tony balked slightly.

He was taller now, definitely taller than Tony was. He filled into his body well, his muscles thicker and shoulders broader, still lean though. His hair was a little shorter, too, but it was still the same brown curls. The same doe eyes. The same trusting smile.

"You're-" Tony tilted his head, taking a step forward and huffing in disbelief. The boy- no, man, walked up to meet him, smiling softly. "Pete?" Tony asked quietly, hesitantly.

"Hey, Mr. Stark."

You should be here

Since coming back from the snap May and Peter had been moved into the tower, easing the separation anxiety between everyone.

Aunt May had become Pepper’s personal assistant which meant she could see more of Peter.

Not long after the rest of the Avengers were pardoned and moved in as well. It was a little tense to start with but soon everyone was building their broken relationships back up, a lot of crying and apologising involved.

Peter soon found himself with an extended family that he loved very much.

Now it was his Eighteenth birthday, and he’s happy. He is…

by @marvels-blue-phoenix

Through Your Tattered Window Pane

While fighting a battle he wasn't supposed to be in, Tony loses his memory. He slowly regains it, seeming to remember everyone... except Peter.

Am I Just a Shadow You Drew?

Tony has been distant lately. Peter learns why. [AU: No powers]

By @emeraldmoon

broken by my own hand (put back together by yours)

"For the first time he realizes how perfectly the kid fits into his life. In his arms, against his chest, under his chin, in his entire world."

What Do I Need?

He's not coming. If I wasn't such a burden to him before maybe he would have helped me now. Maybe he would come pick me up and everything would be okay. But everything's not okay because I ruined everything. I should have lied more. I shouldn't have talked to my counselor. This. Shouldn't. Be. Happening.

By @scooter3scooter

Diamond of the Day

Peter couldn't let Mr. Stark die. He wouldn't let him die. He had lost Ben, he wouldn't stand by and not do anything.

The Avengers Endgame/Merlin crossover that no one asked for and made me sad

Tumblr Drabble/One Shots

Whumptober 2019

By the stunning @itsreallylaterightnow

Resetting the Bone

"Morgan was being sweet, he knew that. She didn’t understand how Peter was sick. She had heard somewhere- how nobody could guess- that he was hurt on his left arm. She knew he had done it. Not a bad guy.

She’d come up with the idea that he needed a Band-Aid to keep on his wrist. Pride glowing on her face, she made sure he had one every morning. Peter wore it all day for her.

Morgan kept giving him Band Aids every visit. She didn’t give up. She was being sweet. She was trying to take care of him. But he really wished she would stop!"

these christmas lights keep shining on (without you here)

With Christmas right around the corner, Peter doesn’t know how he can move on without Tony. Thankfully, he has his family to help him through it.

By @marvelous-writer

Just gonna let em hate

It’s not like anything changed much.

Peter is usually great brushing off all the shit everyone gives him for being himself. It usually doesn’t matter what they think; what anyone thinks really.

So why is it getting so hard for him to do that recently?

By @starrykitty013

cracks in my glass house

Since adopting Harley, the adjustment period had been... hard.

Harley didn’t seem to think Tony cared about where he went or what he did or when he did it. He’d had to bail Harley out of jail more than once already. Harley had brought home girls and boys alike on various nights, only to send them home in the morning and never speak to them again (not that Tony could judge, but by this point he’d passed out more NDAs than he could keep track of).

But it was fine. Everything was fine. Tony loved Harley. He’d do anything for him.

Except let Peter become one of those nameless faces he spent the night with.

TLDR; Harley is a ~bad boy~ and Tony doesn’t want him to hurt Peter.

New Dream

“You ever tried to escape?”

Peter chuckled. “Yeah. Lots of times I end up back here, brink of death. Though, twice Tennison was so impressed he let me have extra dinner and no experiments the next day.”

“Wow, kiddo, living the luxurious life, huh?” it was astounding how quickly they’d fallen into a comfortable companionship.

“There was a guard who helped me once,” Peter’s smile dropped with his volume. “But he had to leave. They never found out he helped me. I was hoping…”

He trailed off and shook his head. “Well, I guess I’ll just have to hitch a ride with you when Captain America comes to bust you out, huh?”

Tony’s heart jumped. Oh, kid, if you knew just how much I wished for that. “Yeah, I guess I’ll let you come along. Only one stowaway allowed, though, you hear me? No weird mutated turtles or rats or something.”

Peter laughed again, and for a moment the cold cell felt warm.

#fic rec #angst #fluff #irondad #spiderson #mental health #dissociation #self-harm #sorry if im missing some... I forget to update tags #character death

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dumbbitchnumberone · 4 years

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i saw someone asking for good fanfics with peter & vigilante’s, so here are a few: Just gonna let em hate By StarryKitty013 We Had A Wham Bam Shang-A-Lang by suckerformagic Antichrist Verse by Crescent_Blues maybe he is born out of grit and hell fire by aw marvel no (getoffmysheets) the webs we weave by apscribbles Making Sense Of Chaos by SparkedToLife and Two Spiders in a web by Vendetta543. these are all amazing and i’d highly recommend for y’all to read em’

Hey thanks, anon!!! I'll definitely read these when I'm feelin' spidery, but until then I hope our other anon can enjoy these!

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irondadfics · 2 years

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HI! So, could you help me find this fic?

I remember that it was on Ao3 and it had around 13 chapters that were LONG, like REALLY LONG each one, and in this story Peter was Natasha's and Bucky's kid bit they didnt know, Peter had been trained since he was a kid in the Red Room, then he met Matt later on i think?? Working w him as a child soldier in missions, there Peter was treated p shittly and i think its mentioned that he slept w the dogs

Anyway, in this au Peter had a good relationship w Fury (kind of?? uncle, nephew typa shit fr) and he had been assigned to do this missions w the Avengers, however the Avengers here disliked him a LOT bc he was rude and snappish to them, so they basically jsut saw him as a brat they were forced to work with

Later on Natasha and Peter have a takk in a rooftop, and Peter tells Natasha that he knows who her kid is but that he isnt ready to see her yet (knowing full well he IS the kid) and says that the kid doing good w life, he monolgues on his head a bit abt how he cant tell her the truth bc she'd probably be devastated and hes doing quite the oppostie of well, then even later on there is a huge thing going on abt Ross, like a human traficking thing that Peter stops, he rescues a girl from a different country who helps a lot w the while investigation thing and then there is this one trial were Wanda is involves Peter helps at!

I also remember that Peter knew Deadpool (like personally, not just as a mercenary) and that at one point the Avengers figured out he was Natasha's and Bucky's son and Peter ran away, there was also this chapters where they watched sm tapes abt Peter's life they found, the tapes had moments like the ones w Matt as a child soldier (that Matt recorded) and sm other moments w Ned and MJ (who im p sure tought Peter was dead as hell) that Peter recorded, Peter was also a fucking genious in the fic, like literally cracked.

ANYWAYS, thats most of what i remember, and ty in advance if u do find it <3

Thank you to those who contributed to our Follower Outreach Program for helping to locate this story!

Just gonna let em hate by StarryKitty013

It’s not like anything changed much. Peter is usually great brushing off all the shit everyone gives him for being himself. It usually doesn’t matter what they think; what anyone thinks really. So why is it getting so hard for him to do that recently?

#found fic #child soldiers #russian!peter

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midmessylife · 5 years

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Fanfiction

Ok, first of all, yes I read fanfiction. Don’t care if you think it’s weird, if so please leave my blog. Second of all, I love it. Absolutely love it. I love the ideas. The plots. The effort authors put in it. 110% love and appreciate fanfiction authors.

So currently, I’ve been into MCU fanfics. Honestly some of these fanfic are better than books I’ve read before. Like Just gonna let em hate by StarryKitty013. There are so many other amazing ones, it’s beautiful. I’m THRIVING

#bored #rant #fanfiction #marvel

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ao3feed-harleykeener · 5 years

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by StarryKitty013

It’s not like anything changed much.

Peter is usually great brushing off all the hate everyone gives him for being himself. It usually doesn’t matter what they think, what anyone thinks really.

So why is it getting so hard for him to do that recently.

Words: 15371, Chapters: 1/16, Language: English

Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage

Categories: F/M, Gen

Characters: Peter Parker, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Nick Fury, James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Harley Keener, Wanda Maximoff, Wade Wilson, Matt Murdock, Bruce Banner, Steve Rogers, Clint Barton, Thor (Marvel)

Relationships: Peter Parker & Natasha Romonov & James "Bucky" Barnes, Peter Parker & Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes & Peter Parker, James "Bucky" Barnes/Natasha Romanov, Peter Parker & Avengers Team, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Harley Keener & Peter Parker, Wanda Maximoff & Peter Parker, Peter Parker & Wade Wilson, Matt Murdock & Peter Parker & Wade Wilson, Matt Murdock & Peter Parker

Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Heavy Angst, like a buttload of angst, but you know me, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, I don't really know how to write it, Peter Parker is a Little Shit, Peter Parker does what he wants, Genius Peter, The avengers are jerks at first, but thats cause they don't understand, Peter Parker is a teenager, Hurt Wanda Maximoff, Natasha Romonov is Peter Parker's Biological Parent, Bucky Barnes is Peter Parker's Biological Parent, Tony Stark is acting as Harley Keener's Parental Figure, adopted Harley, Finding Family, Peter Doesn't Understand, inaccurate usage of political system, inaccurate usage of Science, Team Red, cuz i can't help myself, Tony Is a Good Bro, he tries his best, Tony Stark is kinda good with kids, BAMF Peter Parker, Arguements, I killed aunt May again oops, Drug Addiction, Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction, Starvation, Child Abuse, inaccurate usage of military system, Child Soldiers, Human Experimentation, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Sensory Overload, Child Abandonment

#AO3 works tagged 'Harley Keener'#ao3feed #fanfic #harley keener #mcu #ao3feed-harleykeener #ao3

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ao3feed-buckybarnes · 5 years

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Just gonna let em hate

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2UJCJYk

by StarryKitty013

It’s not like anything changed much.

Peter is usually great brushing off all the hate everyone gives him for being himself. It usually doesn’t matter what they think, what anyone thinks really.

So why is it getting so hard for him to do that recently.

Words: 15371, Chapters: 1/16, Language: English

Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage

Categories: F/M, Gen

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2UJCJYk

#bucky #IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #bucky barnes #james barnes #the winter soldier #james barnes

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ao3feed-clintbarton · 5 years

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by StarryKitty013

It’s not like anything changed much.

Peter is usually great brushing off all the hate everyone gives him for being himself. It usually doesn’t matter what they think, what anyone thinks really.

So why is it getting so hard for him to do that recently.

Words: 15371, Chapters: 1/16, Language: English

Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage

Categories: F/M, Gen

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #clint barton #clint #hawkeye

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