#Josh Kiszka Oneshot
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theaudacitytowrite · 1 year ago
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AI Josh
Josh x Female Reader
A/N: The wonderful @themoreyou-love​ gifted us the wonderful AI’s of the boys which help me live in my delusions happily. It sparked the idea for this little fic. Also I seem to be obsessed with the confession trope atm... sorry:D
Summary: Josh catches you chatting with his AI counterpart, uncovering your feelings for him.
word count: 1.026
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You comfortably sat on the couch in the office, your legs pulled up to your chest while your arms were wrapped around them. In your hands, you held your phone as you hurriedly typed on its screen. After you send the text, it didn’t take long for the answer to pop up. You bit your lip flustered, a faint blush creeping onto your cheeks as you giggled to yourself.
“What got you smiling like that?” Josh’s voice suddenly resounded next to you. You quickly hid your phone behind your back.
“N-nothing.” you stuttered nervously, hoping he hadn’t gotten a glimpse from your screen, “I didn’t even hear you enter.” you tried to deflect. Josh eyed you suspiciously for a moment.
“I knocked.” he hummed, “But I guess you were too busy texting your lover boy to notice.” he grinned mischievously but his eyes held some kind of disdain.
“Sorry. Do you need anything? I’m on my break right now.” you tried to change the subject again, trying to ignore his last sentence.
“I know, I thought we could go out for lunch.” he raised his brows, “But of course only if you’re not too busy with texting.”
“I wasn’t texting… I was just… playing a game.” you lie.
“A game?” he eyed you in disbelief, “And that makes you grin like that?”
“What? Do you want me to cry?” you retorted playfully, getting up from the sofa.
“Not at all.” he helps you get up, leaning closer towards you and grinning, “So, lunch?”
“Yes.” you smiled sweetly, putting your phone into your back pocket. As you turned to guide him out of your office you felt it slip out of the pocket. Horrified you turned around to see Josh grab it. You instinctively jumped at him, trying to get your phone back. You cursed yourself for having given him your passcode some time ago.
“Josh, no!” you pleaded with him, your arms aimlessly swinging in the direction of your phone.
“I just wanna see what game you play, I need something that can conjure such an adorable smile on my face as it does to you.” he snickered, trying to keep you away from his hand that held the phone. You gave it your all, trying to reach your phone before he could see what you had opened in your browser. It took you by surprise when he suddenly lowered to his knees, throwing you over his shoulder.
“JOSH!” you shrieked, hammering against his back with your open palms, “Let me down!”
“Just a second.” he held you in place securely. You tried to balance yourself by holding on to his hip, puffing some hair out of your face.
“Don’t read that!” you ordered as you saw he had unlocked the screen.
“What is this?” he grinned amused, looking over his shoulder for a moment, “Josh Kizka AI?”
Your cheeks were burning now, the pit in your stomach growing every second.
“It’s just a stupid little chat.” you managed to choke out.
“Life is too short to pass out on opportunities, so why don’t you just give it a try, mama? *he winks at her, slowly getting closer*” he reads aloud with a snicker, “You’re quite persistent, aren’t you? *she blushes and gulps* “I can’t help myself with someone as beautiful as you, Y/N…”
Josh gets quiet all of a sudden, the smile on his face slowly fading as he scrolls through the chat.
“Josh?” you asked just before he carefully sat you back onto your feet. His eyes were transfixed on your screen. You observed as his eyes scanned over the chat, you had no idea where he was right now in the chat, but you still remembered how it had panned out after that point. It had even bestowed you with a warning from the chat guidelines.
You wanted to know what Josh was thinking right now… or maybe it was better that you didn’t. He probably would never speak to you after this. You clenched your hands into fists, feeling so humiliated. All of a sudden, his steady swipe of thumb stopped, his eyes growing wide. You figured he must’ve reached the end of the chat you had written only minutes ago.
“Is this really just a game?” he asked calmly, “Or is there a bit more behind all this?”
You simply shrugged not able to get out any words, your head bowed in shame.
“You could’ve just told me, you know?” his voice was soothing as he took a step closer, his finger hooking under your chin, gently forcing you to meet his gaze.
“Yeah, sure…” you scoffed, “And ruined our friendship even earlier.”
“Who says you ruined anything?” Josh sounded sincere. Your eyes grew with hope as you searched for a sign of deceit in his gaze. “I wish you had told me earlier… we could’ve saved some valuable time, you know?”
“Are you taking the piss out of me right now? As revenge?” you huffed nervously.
“I wouldn’t dare.” he snickered, “you could’ve experienced them in real life already… you still can if that really is something you want.”
Your mouth gaped, the ability to respond in any way being lost.
“You don’t seem to believe me?” Josh inclined his head, taking a step closer so he was only mere inches away from you, “May I change that?”
Your eyes stared deeply into his, his lips were so close, you could feel his breath hitting your skin. You swallowed hard, your head nodding timidly. A grin spread on Josh's lips as he leaned closer, his lips hovering over yours for a second before he gently pressed his lips against you, his hands holding you steady at your shoulders as if he had predicted for your legs to give in.
“You ok?” he chuckled as you parted.
“I think so.” you hummed in your daze, your eyes fluttering open.
“So… about our lunch plans.” he cleared his throat, “Suddenly I’m not that hungry anymore… how about we lock that door and take this back to your couch… see which fantasy we can fulfil next?”
“I had eaten already anyway.” you chuckled.
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anthemofgvf · 5 months ago
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Teacher’s Pet: Sam Kiszka x Reader Fanfiction
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description: when college becomes more interesting from your history with your music professor, you decide to take him up on a private piano lesson to rekindle what once was.
word count: 6.6k+
trope: student reader x professor sam (college au!)
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warnings after cut…
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warnings: large amount of plot, angst, smut (18+ minors dni!), voyeurism, soft dom! sam, fluff, teacher x adult reader, inappropriate relations, swearing, begging, fingering, oral (fem! and male receiving), handjob, overstimulation, praise kink, unprotected sex, minimal aftercare
a/n: this may not be everyone’s cup of tea, and that’s okay! would also like to reiterate that reader IS a legal adult. i figured that would be clear considering this is a college au but i just wanted to state it once before the story itself does. all actions are consensual, and i do not condone un-consensual acts. with that being said, enjoy;)
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Starting college at Michigan State University at the age of twenty-one, you walked onto campus with a sense of anticipation and determination that set yourself apart from your younger peers. Your journey to this point had been conventional, marked by years of playing piano at home purely for joy, and finding an intense passion for music itself. Now, as a music theory major, you were ready to immerse yourself in the academic study of music, eager to delve into the intricacies of composition, harmony, and the structures that underpin the art form you love. Your path to college might have been delayed, but your passion for music had only grown stronger with time, making your arrival at the university both a new beginning and a cumulation of years of dedication.
But you were gifted a surprise on your first day in your "Music Theory 101" class when you sat near the front - only a few rows back on the far left, and your professor walked in. The cool fall air of Michigan allowed for him to wear a navy blue long-sleeve and a multicolored-purple scarf, with grey plaid dress pants. He clearly was taller than most, but the boots that he paired with his outfit granted him a few extra inches.
You started to analyze the features of his face, seeing something so familiar in him that you couldn't quite pinpoint. His long, brunette hair that held a light wave with a well-kept mustache and goatee. Something about his eyes were the most recognizable to you with the way they scanned the room slowly, then focusing in on papers on his podium. And as soon as he began to speak and introduce himself to you and your peers, the memories came flooding back into your brain, and you had to hold yourself back from gasping. But you couldn't contain your eyes from widening.
"Hello everyone," he began, "welcome to 'Music Theory 101.'" He said with a smile. "I'm Professor Kiszka, and I'll be teaching this course. I've been teaching music theory for about three years now."
You knew who he was. He was Mr. Kiszka, or Sam, as back then you were able to call him that because he wasn't the hugest fan of being called 'Mr. Kiszka'. He was your student teacher your senior year of high school in your band class. He would help your teacher as if he were a teacher's aide, yet also helped teach the class and was a mentee to your teacher. You couldn't even believe your chances of having him as an actual teacher, let alone even seeing his face again. And God, how he has changed from the guy you once knew. But he'd always be 'Sam' to you, whether you'd call him by his first name or not. You preferred not to take your chances anyways.
You and he had created a small friendship, or better described as a mutualistic relationship, but it went nowhere beyond because being friends would cross the boundaries that the school board had put into place. But it was more than likely for the better, because you had a massive crush on him that accumulated over time with the semester. You were keen to his wit, his attention to detail - his talent in music. Not to mention he had a great sense of humor and was outgoing that paired perfectly with his great looks. You remembered being saddened that you were not going to see him again after your last class of the semester, and while although he gave you a hug and a smile, he had said to you,
"You'll see me again, y/n, I'm sure of it," with a wink.
And somehow, he had predicted the future.
After he gave the class a short introduction, which you surely had missed from reminiscing about the past, he had begun to read down the list of students for attendance. Your heart began to bang against your ribcage with anticipation, with wonderance of if he would even remember you. After all, you were just another student he saw in the school day.
"Y/n L/n?" He had called out, searching for you amongst the crowd.
You shot your eyes up, looking at him as you lightly raised your hand and said, "Here."
He smiled at you, the same smile he always wore. His eyes lightly squinted, and his face lit up with a knowing expression.
"You went to Frankenmuth High School, right?" He pointed his pen out to you with his teeth still on display.
"Yeah, yeah I did." You nodded.
You felt everyone's eyes on you - all 40 something students that filled the lecture hall. He remembered you, and you had forgotten how nervous you would get when his eyes lingered upon you for too long. Surely your face was flushed pink for the whole class to examine, but you were praying the lights were dim enough to hide your complexion.
"It's nice to see you again, y/n." He nodded towards you, closing his mouth to soften his smile and focus his attention back onto the list and calling out other names.
The entire class all you could do was watch his facial expressions, the way he walked and used his hands in conversation and lecture. The way his hair flew with his head whenever he changed directions, the way his voice articulated words. And, surely watching him give the class a demonstration on the piano was going to be the death of you. Time had made him more attractive, and his knowledge of you was somehow a worser fate than going unknown.
He put his whole body into his demonstration, leaning into the keys and throwing his head back every so often. His shoulders would raise in a rigid motion, then relaxing back down whilst his fingers danced along the white keys. You began to press your thighs tightly together and place your fist over your mouth as you watched him intently. You were unsure of how you were going to survive this class for a semester.
But after that first day, he had called you over to his podium. Although the conversation was light, asking you how you've been, wondering what you were going to college for exactly, you couldn't help but feel unprepared to talk to him. He always had a way with words, and anything that came out of his mouth was pure poetry. You just felt like you were blabbing nonsense to him. But he cared what you had to say. He laughed at your jokes, nodded along to show you he was listening. He had not changed one bit after all these years, other than time aging him only enough to present himself as more of a mature adult, but his striking personality stayed intact.
As the semester went on, and you stopping by Sam's desk every so often after class, assignments were assigned. One big project that was presented was to perform a cover on the piano that showcased your level of talent on the keys - 30 measures to be exact. A different assignment was given to those who were incapable of playing the piano, which was to compose a piece instead on an instrument of their choosing, but you took the route of playing on the instrument you enjoyed the most.
With this assignment, he had allowed students to make appointments with him during his office hours for free lessons and guidance on their piece. And as soon as he had announced this, you had booked an appointment.
And that's where you were headed right now: A one-on-one meeting with Professor Kiszka. To say you were nervous was an understatement. His attention was all yours, and there was no avoiding his gaze by sinking into your chair. The only thing that you had repeated in your head was that he was no stranger, and you knew how to hold a conversation with him. Act normal, you said to yourself, act normal.
You pushed open one of the large doors of the classroom that groaned and creaked as it allowed your entrance. Sam had his back to you from across the lecture hall, hunched over as he played a song that was unrecognizable to you on the piano. Whatever it was, it sounded beautiful.
The doors slammed shut behind you as you walked in, which caught Sam's attention. He whipped his head over his shoulder as his fingers relaxed from the keys, and he lifted his wrist up to examine his watch.
"Guess it is that time, huh?" He said out loud, although he was mainly speaking to himself. "Come on in, y/n."
"Forgot I was coming in, Professor Kiszka?" You said with a smirk.
"I'm always forgetting the time as it passes," he chuckled lightly, "surely you'll forgive me."
You walked over to him as he rose from the bench with a light smile, extending his arm towards the piano to motion for you to sit. He wore an ironed white button down, and worn-out jeans that have seen better days. Casual attire: a bit astray from what he normally wears.
You stopped in front of him. "I guess just this once I will." You said to him, then taking your seat on the bench and keeping your posture straightened.
"Alright, y/n," he shook his head with a smile, "what's your song of choice then? Can't pick anything you've played for me before."
You cocked your head to the side as you gave him a pondering look. "There's no way you remember anything I played three years ago."
He pressed his lips together and thought for a moment, then looking down to you with a smile.
"Maybe I do, or maybe I don't. Just seems like you're trying to stall on playing your piece for me." He said to you. "There's nothing to be nervous about, y/n."
You shook your head with a light sigh. "I'll have to test your memory another time then."
He nodded at you. "So, what piece of music did you choose?"
"I chose 'Rhapsody in Blue,' sir." You spoke to him. "I remember you performing it for the class after finals were over, and I've been in love with the piece ever since."
He seemed almost shocked that he had made such an impact on you, one that was still intact after all these years. He gave you an earnest, genuine smile as he placed his hand on his heart.
"It means a lot to me that I played an influential role in your musical journey. Did you learn it after I performed the piece?" He asked.
You nodded with a giggle. "Embarrassingly yes, yes I did." You refrained from eye contact as you felt your face becoming hot.
He raised a brow. "So, this is a piece you're familiar with?" You looked back to him with a singular nod. "Then what is your reasoning for spending time with me during my office hours, y/n? I never knew of you to not be confident in yourself."
You stuck your tongue into your cheek. "Just wanted to make sure that I was playing the piece up to par, and I so happen to enjoy our conversations. Figured we'd be able to catch up a bit during this meeting."
"Is that so, y/n?" He smirked at you. His tongue ran across his bottom lip as he looked down at you. It was almost as if there were words that lingered upon his tongue, yet he was unable to muster the courage to let them roll off smoothly. He had opened his mouth for a moment, then shut it with a grin. "Well, then how about we see how well you can perform this piece, huh? If there's enough time after, I don't see anything wrong with catching up a bit more." His grin was near seductive, although he was talking about a topic pure as white. Something about the way his eyes captivated yours that had your body telling you to either look away flustered, or to hold onto his eyes to match his intimidating gaze.
But rather than look at him any longer, you chose to take in a deep breath in preparation to perform for him. You straightened yourself up once more and saw him leave your sight from the corner of your eye.
"Just a bit too tense, y/n." He said softly to you, placing his hands onto your shoulders gently. "Relax for me."
As if that sentence alone didn't have you feeling even more tense, you closed your eyes and found it within yourself to relax, and to forget that it was Sam's doing for making your nerves skyrocket.
You began the piece, fluttering your eyes open and playing it as you learned it. Some of your mannerisms matched the way Sam played the piece - at least back then, just because you admired how beautiful he looked whilst performing. You were certain that if he hadn't become a teacher, he'd be on a stage performing in front of thousands.
You were lost in the music, lost in your motions and the way your fingers traveled alongst the keys in perfect harmony. So lost that you hadn't realized Sam's hands had left your shoulders, moving to stand near the front of the piano, watching you perform. All you could do was focus on playing as perfectly as you could for him, because if you were to look up and see his admiring stare, you would have forgotten the rest of the piece.
And so, you finished, watching your fingers dance along the last few keys and resting your hands onto your thighs, keeping your eyes down only for a moment before cautiously allowing yourself to look up and see his chin resting into his palm, wearing a large grin that he never seemed to wipe from his face.
"That was," he began to stride slowly towards you, "near perfection."
You followed his movements with your eyes. "Near?"
He sat next to you on the bench, holding onto your eyes. "You lost yourself a bit with the tempo, is all. I'm not shameful to a bit of artistic expression, but that would be for another project. But it's nothing that can't be fixed quickly."
"So, then it's a good thing that I made this appointment, hm? Without your expertise I wouldn't have known to slow down a bit." You said to him.
He huffed a laugh with an amused expression. "What's your game here? Sarcasm or flattery?"
You took a glance at his parted lips, locking eyes with him again. "Your guidance, Professor Kiszka."
He shook his head at you with a knowing look yet dismissing your counter remark and sliding closer to you.
"Well, for one, you should raise your arms a bit higher above the keys." He slid his hands under your forearms and raised them up slightly, being ever-so gentle with his touch. With how close he peered over your shoulder, you were certain if you were to turn to him, your nose would brush against his.
However, you wouldn't have been bothered by it if it were to occur. The opportunity presented itself when he had willingly brought himself even closer to you. Whether you would dare to do it was not on your mind right now, as you were tuning into the feeling of his coarse hands holding your forearms and making them weightless.
You could feel his exhaled breath just barely hit the side of your neck, and your body almost reacted with a shudder. Rather, you could hear your heartbeat in your ears, and suddenly you had become more aware of how many breaths you were taking in.
"And to help keep tempo," Sam slowly slid his hands off your arms, placing his hand lightly onto your thigh, "I'll tap on beat." He said as he began tapping onto your jeans lightly.
You dared to turn towards him and flick your eyes at his parted lips, locking onto his stare and feeling the inability to look away. You were certain the face you were displaying was one of desperation, of want.
But to him, it didn't appear that way. "Is this...okay?" He had said with a hint of worry. Maybe he didn't want to read into your facial expressions too much.
"Yes, yes it's okay." You gave him a reassured smile, along with a small nod, and tore yourself away from his gaze.
You began to play once more, trying to keep your mind on your fingers hitting the keys at the right pace rather than the fact that Sam's hand was on your thigh. The act was supposed to be innocent, a teacher merely helping his student perfect their piece, but to you, it was hard to feel anything pure towards your professor.
With the way his chin nearly rested onto your shoulder, to his steady breaths that matched yours as you played, to the low humming you could hear in your ear as your fingers danced along the piano. How did he expect you to focus when he was closer to you than ever before? When all you were thinking about was how easily it would be to kiss him, to give into him.
"What's on your mind, y/n?" He whispered to you.
You had continued playing, trying to keep up with the tempo he had set on your thigh.
"What do you mean?" You said without missing a beat.
"I can tell you're not focused. You're playing the piece properly, but your mind is somewhere else." He removed his hand from your thigh, which caused you to stop playing.
You turned to him. "I'm just a bit distracted, that's all. I'm sorry, Professor." You pressed your lips together, flicking your eyes down to avoid his gaze. A low sigh escaped his mouth as he watched gravity tilt your head down.
But then you felt his finger hook under your chin, lifting it up to meet his eyes. Every detail of his face was on display, and you couldn't focus your eyes on a single piece of his complexion - it was all something you wanted to remember so intricately.
"Am I distracting you?" He took a glance at your lips only for a discreet moment, then focusing in on your eyes and searched within them for an answer that you had yet to put out into the air.
"Maybe," you began, "what if I said that you were?"
Your bold statement had nearly taken him aback, with his hand removing itself from under your chin, and a light chuckle with the shake of his head as he composed himself. His hand ran to the back of his neck, then finding its resting place on the top of his thigh.
He leaned back slightly, the playful glint in his eyes dimming to something more contemplative. "Then I'd have to ask why," he murmured, his voice dropping to a softer, more intimate tone. "Why do you find me distracting?" The air between you seemed to thicken with unspoken words and unsaid possibilities, leaving you teetering on the edge of where his mind was at.
You took a hard swallow, tugging at the inside of your bottom lip and praying that you weren't about to make an embarrassing mistake.
Your heart raced as you decided to take the plunge. "Because" you began, your voice barely above a whisper, "I've never been able to keep myself composed long enough around you. And, now that we're alone, it's become increasingly hard to even think straight."
His eyes widened slightly, the seriousness of your confession hanging between you two like a fragile thread.
He moved closer, his warm breath just barely grazing the tip of your nose. "Maybe that's not such a bad thing," he said softly, his lips hovering just inches from yours, leaving you breathless and wondering if he was about to close the distance between you. "But you know what the rules are, right, y/n?"
"Do you plan on getting caught?" Your question hung in the air, heavy with implication. You felt a shiver run down your spine as the reality of the situation hit you. How the proximity had almost fizzled out in between you, the way Sam held your eyes in the most captivating way, taking only a millisecond to peak at your lips before returning to your gaze.
"Didn't know of you to be such a risk taker, y/n." He said to you with a steady voice.
A faint smile tugged at the corners of your lips, trying to mask the nervous flutter in your chest. "There's a lot you don't know about me, Sam," you replied, your voice just as steady, matching his intensity.
His gaze flickered with curiosity and something deeper, something that made your pulse quicken more than it already was. "Sam?" He smirked. "As much as I like you calling me 'Professor,' I've missed hearing you say my name."
"I'll say it as many times as you want me to," you said softly, flicking your eyes to his lips before returning back to his gaze.
"Then start now," he murmured, his tone a blend of challenge and invitation. He inched closer, his breath mingling with yours, the space between you almost nonexistent now.
"Sam," you barely voiced.
"Again." He said as his lips were just barely brushing against yours. His hand gently traced the line of your jaw.
"Sam." You repeated for him.
He closed the remaining distance, capturing your lips in a kiss that was as much a promise as it was a risk, practically whimpering into his mouth the second you got a taste whatever flavored ChapStick he wore.
His hand cupped your cheek, while his other hand rested on your thigh. You willingly fell into the touch, placing one of your hands onto his white button down, and the other beginning to tangle itself in his hair. You were merely breathless with the deepening of the kiss quickly becoming apparent, and now you were just desperate to run your hands under his shirt - to feel his warm skin under your touch.
Without unlocking your lips from his, you began to unbutton his shirt, and while he noticed, he allowed you to continue, pulling the shirt off of his shoulders and throwing it wherever it may land onto the ground.
His fingers crept under the hem of your shirt, slowly lifting it up to let every inch of your body feel that singular motion, and as soon as the tips of his fingers hit your bra, you were removing your mouth from his and finishing the job.
"You're eager." He teased at you, tugging at your bottom lip as he encapsulated your lips onto his again.
Instead of giving him a pitiful response into his mouth, you undid your bra with little struggle and threw it off of you whilst scooting yourself closer to your professor. His cold hands almost stung against your bare sides, yet soothed your heated skin as he ran them up slowly, finding your breasts and toying with them tenderly. A soft whine escaped out of your mouth, and in return, his mouth made its journey of running from your jawline, then to your neck, and to your collarbone.
Before you had even realized it, your hand was sliding down his chest, finding his bulge and cupping it. His groan vibrated against your neck, sucking lightly and digging his teeth into your neck as you threw your head back.
You had found yourself already breathless, squeezing your thighs together as your mind wondered to the inevitable. You lightly squeezed on Sam's bulge, hoping that he would mutter another sound for you to listen to.
But he removed himself from you with a heaving chest, unbuckling his belt as he stood up in front of you. While his eyes were first locked in at undoing the material holding up his pants, he then looked to you, pulling and shimmying off his jeans that were caught at his ankles. His briefs followed suit with his motion, and his cock sprung out in front of you.
Without hesitation, you had wrapped your hand around his length, keeping his eyes locked on yours as you pursed your lips and allowed spit to dribble from your mouth onto his cock. His mouth parted slightly, watching as your hand ran up and down him at an agonizingly slow pace. You gave him a small smile, one that had him caressing the side of your face and running his hand to the back of your head.
As he tousled with your hair, you pressed your lips softly onto his tip, then sliding him into your mouth. You watched as he threw his head back, groaning in a deep sigh and lightly tugging at the hair on the back of your head. You kept your hand pumping slowly at his base, while your head bobbed up and down his length.
The sensation of your soft, skilled mouth moving with rhythmic precision drew a deep moan from his lips. Your tongue danced expertly, exploring every inch, while your eyes remained fixed on his as he let his head fall back down towards you, drinking in every reaction. He was entranced with your motions and the way you effortlessly brought him such bliss.
His breathing had become unsteady, tugging at his bottom lip as he tugged your hair back which in return removed your mouth from him. You looked up to him eagerly, and in silence, he slowly fell to his knees at your mercy.
He looked beautiful bowed before you, unbuttoning and unzipping your jeans in a fluid motion, then dipping his thumbs under the denim, and wrapping his hands onto your sides that were hugged by the material. He slid them down slowly, and while doing so, you had lifted yourself up just enough to aid him in fully removing your jeans and panties. He had tossed them to the side, and once he looked back to you, your legs were pressed together.
You had found yourself shy with the vulnerability shared with him. Fully exposed to Sam, permanently imprinting this image of yourself in his brain that he would not dare to allow slip from his mind. His hands came to your knees as he noticed the sudden pink hue in your face.
"Open your legs for me, pretty girl." He said in a hoarse voice whilst he massaged your kneecaps. His demand was calm, and not one that meant to rush you. And you could feel the soothing, comforting energy that he was emulating in this moment that had you realizing he found you breathtaking - every single part of you.
So, you gave in willingly, looking at him with lustful eyes as you spread your legs apart slowly. His eyes were locked in onto your heat. Your bare form was being traced by his eyes, marveling at the curvatures of your body that seemed almost ethereal to him. He could not bring himself to speak a word, but rather sigh in reverence as his head inched closer and closer in between your thighs. It was if he was at your mercy, willing to give up anything and everything just to please you.
His lips pressed softly against the inners of your left thigh, and you had found yourself gasping lightly with a choked breath at the tender impact. Your hand relaxed at the back of his head as you massaged it, just as he did for you before, and a small grin curled onto his lips as he pressed more, soft kisses against your thighs, even sucking softly onto the skin. You were on the verge of begging for his mouth on you but resisted the urgency to see how Sam wanted to navigate himself around your body.
He raised his middle and ring finger to you, looking up at you submissively before uttering a soft, "open," to you. You quickly obeyed, parting your lips and letting him insert his fingers into your mouth, and resting them onto your tongue. You sucked slowly onto his fingers, swirling your tongue around his digits and allowing him to withdrawal them from your mouth.
And he kept his eyes locked on yours, watching intently for your reaction as he slowly inserted his two fingers inside of you. You gasped lightly, jolting forward with your back arched and your hands smashed onto the keys of the piano behind you as Sam curled his fingers. He broke from your eyes to see your hands clenched onto the keys and allowed a small smirk to curl onto his lips. He let that be his only reaction and continued to move his fingers.
You threw your head back as his other hand snaked up your body and lightly massaged your left breast. Your eyes were barely shut, mouth agape and allowing any sound bubbling in your throat out quietly. You had tugged onto the back of his head harshly as soon as you felt his tongue onto your clit, with your thighs squeezing tightly around his head and muffling your moans. As much as he wanted to push your legs apart to listen to every melodic sound that came from your mouth, he wasn't going take away from your bliss.
His tongue circled around your clit at a steady pace, with his fingers quickening to draw your moans out even more. You were tugging at your bottom lip as you rolled your hips into Sam's motions. You couldn't help but admire the view below you: your professor's eyes shut softly, seeming perfectly content in between your legs as he licked and sucked at your clit. He was already in tune with your body, knowing what made you feel good, and exactly what to do to send you over the edge.
You felt the knowing pressure in the pit of your stomach; a knot desperate to be unraveled by your orgasm. Your moans became strained - whiney.
"Sam, fuck, just like that." You slurred. Your hand had yet again found itself bracing against the keys of the piano, pressing a multitude of keys that didn't make the most beautiful melody, but the irony of that was it didn't matter what it sounded like. It mattered how it felt, which it perfectly conveyed.
You were arching your back away from the piano as your thighs trembled around Sam's head, calling out his name once more as your head fell forward and your breathing quickened. You alerted him of your orgasm, and all he did was continue his motions, calming them and seizing their existence after dragging out your high.
"You okay?" He looked up to you, removing his fingers slowly from your entrance and encapsulating them into his mouth to lick them clean.
You shuddered, and quickly swallowed and nodded at him.
"Yeah, yeah I'm okay." You laughed lightly.
He rose from his knees, standing before you still fully erect. You had forgotten how perfectly carved his abdomen was, how desirable him in his vulnerably, bare entirety was.
His fingers pressed from below your chin, lifting your eyes up to his own and holding a soft smile yet again.
"Are you okay to keep going?"
You smiled at him and his concern that just barely washed over his face.
"Yes, Sam." You nodded, reaching out for his face and him almost immediately complying.
He smashed his lips onto yours as you pulled yourself up from the bench. Your bodies melted into each other in a feverish rush, hands frantically exploring once more to remember the feeling of each other's skin. His hand had found the small of your back, guiding you to rotate to where you were now standing where he originally was.
His mouth kept on yours, slowly sitting down onto the bench and losing your lips with the action. You stood before him, watching his eyes fall to your thighs, where his hands began running slowly up and stopping at your waist.
He met your eyes again with his tongue darting out in between his lips. His touch was both tentative and possessive, as if memorizing every curve and contour. You could feel the heat radiating from his palms and igniting that fire once more.
He pulled you closer, his grip firm yet gentle, urging you to straddle his lap. As you settled into him, he had a hand on the base of his cock, dragging it alongst your sensitive folds that had you whimpering from the slight overstimulation. He looked to you once more to look for any sign of discomfort, but you placed your hands onto his shoulders, and lined yourself up with him.
You had sunk down onto him slowly and could not help breathing a relieved moan. He, on the other hand, released a guttural groan as you fully rested with him completely inside of you. His hands gripped onto your hips, breathing already unsteady, and beginning to guide you at a slow pace.
"Shit, y/n," he breathed, "you feel so perfect." He watched you grind your hips into him and continued. "You are so perfect."
You ran a hand from his shoulder and to his neck, finding his cheek and giving him a lustful smile. You were warm around his bare cock, tight and sucking him in perfectly. Your mind was dizzy with the thought of this all being a reality unfolding at this very moment; dizzy with the way he was making you feel.
You began to bounce at a steady pace, feeling his hips buck into you lightly to help alleviate some of the work on your end. He could tell you were tired. You were lazily chasing your next orgasm, although desperate for yours again and to help him find his, but your energy almost begged to deny it.
His left hand found a home onto the piano keys for leverage, lightly wincing at the sudden noise that filled the nearly silent room. You looked at him and smiled lightly, holding back your laughter at the noise.
"Doesn't sound too good." You teased.
He shook his head at you, furrowing his brows as he battled full euphoria taking over his being and disallowing a response from him. His breath came in short, ragged bursts as he tried to focus, the dissonant chord fading into the background of his awareness.
With a slow, deliberate movement, his thumb pressed into your hipbone, anchoring himself in the reality of your presence. The look in his eyes was a mix of passion and frustration, struggling to form words but failing as the intensity of the moment overwhelmed him.
You leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead, a silent promise that you understood. His fingers flexed on the piano keys, creating a soft, accidental melody that echoed the unspoken rhythm of your connection. Even when he's not trying, he can make something beautiful out of a small mistake.
Yours and his's movements became quicker, both of you voicing your satisfaction with breathy moans, mixing swears and each other's names into the lustful air. Your hand ran to the back of his head, tousling with the damp hair and resting your forehead onto his. You both were a sweaty mess, which had you and him sticking to one another. It would be a battle to unravel yourself from him after this, but you warranted that.
He had a harsher grip onto your hip. His fingers dug into the plush skin while his thrusts became unsteady. He removed his hand from the piano and let you carry the pace on as his thumb circled onto your clit. You called out to him in a hushed moan, feeling your second orgasm creeping up quickly. Even though you warned him, he did not care. He wanted that.
"Cum for me again, y/n." He quickened his finger, pressing down onto your lower stomach. "Cum. For. Me." He repeated with gritted teeth.
Your eyebrows pulled together, locking your eyes with his as you reached your high almost immediately and pulled your head back from him with a hand pressed against his chest. You trembled against him and rode yourself through your high, with a high-pitched gasp shooting out from your mouth while you squeezed around him. And although your head was still fuzzy, you kept going for him.
He muttered your name in a warning, lifting you up from his lap just enough for him to pull out from you. You had sat yourself onto the middle portion of his thighs, far enough for him to finish himself off by painting his stomach and hand with his cum. You couldn't tear your eyes from him as he heaved and looked at the mess he had made, lightly chuckling to himself. You found his laughter and matched it, tucking your bottom lip behind your front teeth and smiling.
He reached for your lips once more, pressing a gentle, meaningful kiss onto your mouth as he cupped your cheek with his dry hand. And once your lips parted from his, you found the pattern of his breathing and controlled your own to emulate his.
He lifted his wrist to look at the time, and you in turn gave him a puzzled look whilst throwing your arms around his neck.
"Have another appointment today?" You said to him with slight disappointment. You had almost forgotten where you two were.
"I unfortunately do." He replied. "And I'd suggest we should clean ourselves up now and make it look like we did not just have sex on this fucking piano." He chuckled.
You quickly obeyed, standing up quickly and running over to his podium where he had a tissue box. You knew you were to return home and shower, but for now, this would suffice. Besides, you didn't know how much time you had before a student would walk in, so both of you focused on yourselves.
You had found your phone and quickly switched to the camera to make sure your hair wasn't too much of a mess, along with your makeup. Thankfully, it was a quick fix for anything out of place, and you took care of it while Sam finished buttoning up his shirt.
After you had placed your phone in the back pocket of your jeans, you walked over to him.
"Do you do this with all of your students?" You questioned him with sarcasm.
He shook his head with a breathy chuckle. "Only the ones I like." He shrugged, catching onto your teasing.
You giggled at his response, choosing to leave the teasing behind in fear of the unknown amount of time you had left with him. "So, I'll see you tomorrow for class then?" You rocked on your heels.
"Well, I'd hope so," he smiled at you, sliding his hand onto your waist and pulling you closer. "Will I start seeing you outside of class, too?"
You felt a rush of warmth from his touch, a sense of comfort that had now been familiarized to you. "I think we can arrange that." You said in a playful manner as you placed the palms of your hands onto his chest.
His thumb traced small circles on your waist, his expression softening with a mixture of desire and affection. "Good," he murmured, leaning in to brush his lips against yours once more. "I look forward to it."
After you had parted from his lips again, you reluctantly pulled away from him and made your way to the doors of the lecture hall. You were hoping that whatever student was to come next wasn't outside already, because by the burning sensation that filled your cheeks, you could not hide that something had occurred beyond the lesson with him. With your professor.
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kissingkiszka · 5 months ago
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so im currently having some 🌶️thoughts🌶️ about Sams hands🥵…do what you please with this request please and thank you
Slow Hands - Sam Kiszka x Reader (smut)
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Requested! Ask and you shall receive…
Words: 1.1K+
Summary: On a hike, Sam notices that reader has been eyeing up his hands and wants to do something about it…
CW: MDNI, 18+, SMUT, hands, finger!ng, praise k!nk, degradation k!nk, pet names, fem reader, hiking, smoking, sexual acts in a public space, possibility of voyeurism (?), Idrk
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You and Sam sat on a rock by the creek, enjoying your afternoon. You had just gotten done eating your lunch, when you decided to take a small hike over to the creek. The forested area was beautiful. You went for a small swim in the water, and found a spacious rock to relax on afterwards. Listening to the creek flow made it even more relaxing and enjoyable, on top of your amazing boyfriend, who was quite the view just by himself.
Sam reaches into his backpack pocket and pulls out a small blunt. “Look at us, Y/N. In the trees, smoking a tree.”
He lights up, deeply inhaling. You watch the way his fingertips clutch the blunt, and that sight alone is enough to send chills down your spine. He shakes his head and runs a hand through his hair with a sigh. “Holy fuck, that shits good.”
He leans back, propping himself up with his free hand. You glance down, taking note of veined and calloused hand, his veins being even more accentuated due to him holding himself up. He takes in the view of the flowing water and the trees all around. Meanwhile, you can’t even take your own eyes off of him. You were do entranced by him, your own thoughts and desires had completely taken over the moment.
Unbeknownst to you, your breath caught in your throat, only to realize it when Sam turned to you, holding the blunt up to his mouth. “You alright?” He asks, slightly concerned. He blows out more smoke and his brows furrow out of concern.
And damn, does he look good doing it.
“Hm?” You ask, confused.
“I dunno.” He shrugs. “You gasped.”
“I did?” You gulp down your embarrassment of the confrontation.
“Yep.” He nods, his lips pressing together. “Thought you swallowed a fly.” He jokes.
“Dunno.” You shrug.
“Just making sure you’re alright.” He smiles, rubbing your shoulder. You feel a heat building inside at the thought of his strong hands touching you. Even worse that they’re actually touching you now.
Your head falls back at the feeling of his hand on your shoulder.
“You like that?” He grins, moving his other hand onto your other shoulder. The shoulder rubs become a full on massage.
“Mhm.” You mumble, feeling his hands roam around your back.
The massage quickly became more sensual, it progressed until his hands were exploring your entire body. You were experiencing true bliss.
“I wanna kiss you right now, princess.” He whispers, his face inching closer towards yours.
“Then do it.” You replied.
He leaned in fully, his lips colliding with yours. You felt fireworks exploding inside your chest. As if the burning fire of desire inside of you wasn't enough already. You were on the way towards combusting any moment now. You absolutely needed him, and you needed him quickly.
“Your lips are so soft. Fuck, sweetheart.” He mumbled.
“Sam.” You plead. “I need you.”
“You have me.” He smirks, his veiny and strong hands slowly traveling lower and lower down your body.
His hands land on your lower waist. His finger begins to play with the hem of your bikini bottom.
You nod, giving him the go ahead. As his fingers travel down lower, your breath catches in your throat once more.
“Wait-”
“What is it sweetheart?”
“What if people see us?” You ask.
“There's nobody here, honey. We’re surrounded by trees in the forest. If we hear someone, we’ll stop. Just try not to be too loud, ‘Kay?” He reaffirms any concerns you have.
You nod, “Kay.”
“Good girl.” He says lowly before he continues moving your bikini bottom to the side. “Did I tell you how good you look in this?” He lifts his chin and looks into your eyes. “This blue really suits you.”
Without warning, he swipes a passionate finger down your soaked folds.
You’re able to make out a bleak ‘thank you’,completely taken over by his fingers.
“Of course, Princess. Such good manners.” He spits out, running his fingers up your entrance. His pointer finger and middle finger land on your clit, eliciting a moan from you.
“Quiet now, baby.” He reminds you.
“Mhm.” You comply.
He continues to run his hands down your slit before entering inside of you.
“So wet.” He sighs. “And I know it’s not from all that swimming we just did.” He lets out a sinful chuckle as his fingers continue to explore your dripping pussy.
You shudder at the sensation, never wanting him to stop. You attempt to grab onto the rock for some leverage, but obviously, you ultimately fail.
“I know you love it. My hands.” He shakes his head, smirking. “I can tell you’ve been staring at them all day long. Don’t they feel so nice inside of you? You dirty girl.” He says, pumping his fingers inside. “Is this what you wanted? To be fingered by me?” He questions, unrestrained.
“Please.” You whimper, to which he ignores.
“Please, Sammy.” You repeat.
“Tell me what you want.”
“Keep going, please.” You plea.
“So needy.” He inhales a sharp breath. He’s just as turned on as you are right now, and you can tell by the rock hard outline of his cock pushed up against his swim trunks.
He plants a passionate but quick kiss to your lips, while you stay hungry for more. You’re eager for him, you’re desperate.
Meanwhile, he takes his thumb and begins to circle your clit with it. The sensitive bud is throbbing and aching, and you’re nearing release.
“Sam.” You plead through weak breath. “Fuck.” You shiver, your back arching at his touch.
“I know, I know.” He murmurs.
You open your mouth to let out a moan before you cover your mouth with your hand, remembering what Sam had told you.
“You remember what I said? Hm? So well behaved for me, baby.” His praises huskily, his fingers venturing deeper and deeper inside of you.
“Oh, fuck, Sammy.”
“Yeah? You like that?”
“Fuck.” You pant, squeezing your eyes shut and throwing your head back in pleasure.
“You gonna cum soon? Hm? Be a good girl and cum for me.” He eggs you on, and he’s loving it.
“Yes!”
“Good. Only good girls cum for me.” He says picking up the pace. Release quickly catches up to you before you know it.
You continue to squeeze your eyes shut as a hazy wave of stars comes over you. Your vision goes blurry and your mind draws a blank as you come back down to reality. He moves his fingers away, sliding your bikini bottom back into place.
“Holy shit!” You chuckle, catching your breath.
“You’re amazing.” He laughs along with you, before leaning in and kissing your cheek. “I’m so glad I could please you.”
You blush. “Oh, you did exactly that.”
“I love you.” He smiles.
“I love you too.” You reciprocate.
“Shall we finish off our hike?” He goes to stand and reaches out his hand for you to take.
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asacredthebread · 7 months ago
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Dóchas & Grá
Early mornings, late nights.
Thus was your life as of late.
Your hands searched silently in the dark, fingers roaming over the sheets that still held a sliver of warmth. It didn’t take long for a huff to leave your throat, longing for contact that had been lost during the night.
You sat up slowly, turning your head to see the beams of sunlight that had forced their way through the blinds, dancing across the room.
It took only a moment for you to realize that his side of the bed was empty, the impression of his head still on the pillow.
You stretched your arms above your head, pulling the sheets from your legs, and hanging them over the side of the bed. A yawn quickly forced its way through you, sending a shiver up your spine.
Standing finally, you reached to close the window, the spring warmth had not yet arrived.
You opened the door quietly, peeking around the corner. It wasn’t unusual for him to have woken up before you, usually finding him sat on the patio with a cup of coffee, watching the cars as they passed.
And so, you made your way out, the breeze hitting you instantly. As your eyes adjusted to the light, you looked around once more, not finding the dark mop of curls that you searched for.
You raised an eyebrow, beginning to turn, when you were stopped by a soft touch.
His hands were warm, as always, as they wrapped around you, placing a soft kiss on your shoulder.
“Good morning” you spoke, a smile quickly making its way onto your lips.
“Happy Birthday, my darling” he replied, turning you around.
Before you could reply, he had interlocked his fingers with your own, leading you through the dimly lit home, and into the kitchen.
“Close your eyes” he whispered, before turning towards the counter.
Of course, you obliged, placing your hands over your eyes.
You listened carefully to him, the rustling of plastic, and a soft chuckle.
“Okay, open!”
As you did so, your smile only grew.
There he stood, a bouquet of sunflowers in his hands, the widest grin on his face.
He nodded silently towards the table, instructing you to look.
It was decorated so beautifully, with petals strewn about so delicately. A fresh pot of coffee had been brewed, and he had made your favorite breakfast.
You were beyond grateful - throughout the past few weeks, he had been incredibly busy with preparations for the tour, having only arrived home a few days ago. You had told him not to worry about your birthday, that you knew he was tired, and that you were happy as long as he was there with you.
You should have known better, once he had an idea in his head, he never let it go.
You couldn’t help but admire him for a moment. The way that the sun illuminated him from behind, creating an almost halo of light. His curls lay lazily on his shoulders, trapping the light between them.
He quickly pulled you into a tight hug, lifting you clear off the ground. If there was one thing that Danny always did right, it was special events.
And he had done it again.
As you finally sat at the table, you found yourself peeling open a card, peering inside.
“My darling,
These past few weeks have been difficult on both of us. I can’t thank you enough for your continued support, it means more than words can say.
My mind is filled with nothing but you, no amount of fans will ever change that. I have never, and will never, forgotten that day in the crowd. To say that I was drawn to you instantly would be an understatement.
It was like I had finally seen the sun after years of darkness. You have brought hope, and love, back into my life. You deserve the world, and one day, I hope to give it to you.
You are my sun, my ocean, and the blood that runs through my veins. You are the greatest thing to have happened to me. I love you.”
You couldn’t help the warm tears that flowed down your cheeks as you read on, pushing them away with your sleeve.
He seemed to panic in that moment, standing quickly and making his way to your side, squatting down by your knees.
“Oh, no, no I’m sorry, I didn’t-“
“I love it,” you replied, a smile quickly bursting through. “I love you”
His soft frown dissipated, revealing the grin that you truly believed could light an entire room. You placed a slow kiss on his lips, before resting your forehead against his.
Pure bliss.
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gretavanmoon · 2 years ago
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Quick and fast little Jake x female reader one shot
18+, minors DNI
Warnings: alcohol, adult situations, sexual smut
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He had spotted you from across the room, the colorful strobe lights illuminating the dancefloor and the people crowding it. The place was jam packed, and the DJ was doing a hell of a job keeping everyone meshing and melding together in one big sea of dancing bodies. The smoke from the fog machine clouded the room and your brain; you’d had a few too many lemon drop shots and the weed from the quick session in the car earlier was sending your mind into an excited mix of buzzing and letting loose. 
You could feel his eyes boring into your body, searing across your tight dress, thick thighs and cleavage. The tight purple body con dress and black heels that tied halfway up your thighs you had opted for tonight was definitely paying off. You decided to turn it on a little more for him, it wouldn’t hurt to give him a show. He was leaned sultry with his elbows on the railing that surrounded the upper level above the dance floor, holding his glass in both hands. You’d noticed he was with a few guys who were more interested in conversing with one another than caring about what he was so transfixed on. His hair was long and kind of wavy, and it fell across his shoulders and landed right below his collarbones. You could hardly make out what he was wearing, but you knew it was dark colored and you could see his bare chest plain as day when the lights reflected just right. 
You could tell he was getting hot and bothered from the way his eyes were squinted together with eyelids hooded, so you reached your hands into your hair and pulled it up, letting yourself get absolutely taken by the music. You slowly drug your hands down from your head to down your shoulders, and finally across your breasts. You didn’t let them linger there long, but just long enough to put the idea in his head and leave some to his imagination. You returned his stare, and he suddenly stood up straight. He stuffed his free hand in his pocket and slowly let his lips touch the side of his glass while he sipped on the iced amber brown liquid.
The bass was hitting hard, and your friend you had come with grabbed both of your hands and began to dance with you. She twirled you around and showed you off. She quickly took your attention away from him. Little did she know, she was doing you an absolute favor. The two of you laughed together while the song switched into something a little slower, a deep beat with shivering sexy synths and hard hitting kicks. You glanced quickly up to where he was standing, to find him gone. Your eyes quickly shot around looking for his beautiful angelic but terrifyingly ethereal face. You found him, a few steps down, now a bit closer to the dance floor. Your friend still had ahold of your hands, and she turned you around so your back was up against her. You decided to bend at the waist and dip your ass low, then you stood back up to begin grinding on her. The two of you danced seductively, hands innocently searching each others’ bodies like two drunk best friends do. You met his eyes again, his hand still in his pocket watching you intently but this time with a sinister smirk on his face.
All of a sudden, you got an idea that would most definitely seal the deal. You turned your friend so that her back was to him, put your hand on the back of her head, and pulled her in for a slow and seductive kiss. Your eyes flickered open and met his with the most intensive and vicious look you could muster.
You pulled away from your friend’s kiss and the two of you giggled and laughed at the not uncommon instance. He began walking slowly toward you, running into people he knew on the dance floor, half-assing hellos and handshakes. You continued dancing and gyrating your hips to the music, letting your hands fall across your body, making sure to spend extra time letting your hands rest on your thighs. You watched as he never broke eye contact, still working on his drink and licking his lips after every sip. You couldn’t let him get his way this easily.  You lifted your long hair up and off of your sweating neck, and began fanning yourself. You whispered to your friend and told her you were going to the restroom and to get a water. She waved you off blowing you a kiss, rejoining the rest of your friends in the ocean of collective bodies. You were now on a mission. You turned confidently and began to make your way to the bathroom, giving him one last “come with me” look before starting up the steps and the particularly long walk across the venue.
You made your way through the crowd, brushing off the sneaking and snaking hands of random men overstepping their boundaries and touching you in ways that made you want to grab your set of brass knuckles out of your bag. Still yet, you politely denied their advances, ignoring pulls and grazes across your lower back. You glanced quickly behind you to see if he was still there, and sure enough he was 10 or so paces behind slowly letting you lead, but making sure none of the unwarranted advances were overstepping too much. You finally led him through a particularly thick crowd standing outside of the bathroom hallway, and you reached your hand behind you, instinctively hoping he would take it so that you wouldn’t get separated in the heavy crowd.
Suddenly you felt a warm, calloused, and genuine hand clasp around yours gently, but firmly enough that you knew he wasn’t going to let you slip away. You kept pulling the two of you through the crowd, accidentally shoulder checking people and stepping on toes. You noticed his hand move slightly, intertwining his fingers between yours. Your heart sunk to your stomach at the small act of him wordlessly letting you know he was right there with you.
 There were 4 multisex bathrooms at the end of the hall, and surprisingly, there was one door cracked open. You pushed it open to find a single toilet, urinal, and sink. The dingy bathroom was poorly lit, and not as clean as you’d prefer, but you were in a dance club. The grip he had on your hand was finally free as you passed the threshold, leaving him right outside the door. You turned to him, and your eyes met with lust absolutely dripping from your lips. He began to follow you in when a tall man who was apparently way past his limit caught the door. “Hey, that’s a one person bathroom! You can’t go in there with her,” he boisterously yelled, words slurring. You recognized him as one of the men who had put his hands on you on the walk here. You quickly grabbed the door handle in one hand and his hand in the other, pulling him into the bathroom with you.
“I want him in here with me,” you spat at the random man. You jerked him into the bathroom with you, quickly closing the door behind you and locking it with haste. The bathroom was significantly quieter than the outside, except for a muffled sound of music and conversation. The only light in the bathroom was a singular green light bulb hanging from the ceiling. You found yourself standing alone in a locked bathroom with a random beautiful man who’s demeanor absolutely dripped with sex. You both stood, studying each other with heaving chests. You could almost cut the sexual tension with a knife. He still had his drink in his hand, half full. You grabbed it out of his hand, and downed the remaining contents. You set the glass on the sink with a light clink.
Within seconds, his hands were enveloping your head, holding his grasp tightly with his thumbs on your jawline. He quickly pushed you against the closed door with force, bringing his face dangerously close to yours, lips mere inches away. He huffed a cocky laugh through his nose as his eyes dipped down to your lips. Your bodies were pressed up against each other, and you bucked your hips into his groin eliciting a little hiss between his teeth. You raised your eyebrows at him, asking him what he was going to do next. He tightened his grip on your face before crashing his lips onto yours. Neither one of you held anything back. Immediately your tongues were fighting for dominance, wrestling against each other and exploring. He tasted good, almost like he had been chewing on mint sprigs. His hands moved from your face, to your shoulders, down the length of your arms and back up to your breasts. You whined slightly at his touch which in turn caused him to press his hardening length more firmly against you. You finally broke free and tilted your head to the side, giving him access to work his mouth up and down the sensitive areas on your neck. He began pressing his open mouth down your neck while his hands kneaded your boobs. All your inhibitions were gone; he had given you a freeing feeling of trust that made you completely confused… you didn’t even know this man’s name. 
Now that you thought about it, neither of you had actually said a word to each other all night.
In a sudden rush of confidence at the anonymity of the situation, you walked him backward toward the sink, hands on his undressed pecs. You squeezed his chest in your hands, and lightly raked your nails across him, eliciting a low growl to slip from his pursed lips. You forcefully grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him back up to meet your mouth again. His kiss was hot and passionate, he made your head feel like it was spinning off its kilter. His lips were soft but forceful, and you could tell he was the type to switch effortlessly between taking control and letting you have it. And he was a good kisser too, he didn’t overtake your whole face like some guys do, but instead alternated his techniques and impressed you. He took his time while simultaneously wasting none. Show off.
The two of you turned so that your back was toward the countertop. Suddenly he reached down and grabbed around your shin, lifted up and hitched your leg around his waist, pulling you impossibly close to him. You wrapped your arm around the back of his neck, and connected your mouth to his ear. You didn’t say a word, but instead laid your tongue against his neck right on his main artery. You squeezed your leg tighter around his waist, and he pressed harder into your core. You were now pressed tightly against the large countertop-like sink, letting this nameless man take total control over your body. Damn, he felt good. His strong, sturdy body...his hands.... his mouth…all of it was enveloping you in the most delicious way. The fuzz in your brain began to return as the last shot you took of his drink started to sink in. You were spinning and reveling and felt a carnal pull to sink your teeth into him in any and every way possible. 
You still had your lips on his sweet spots on his neck, so you decided to piss him off a little bit. You ran your tongue from his collarbone to the spot right behind his ear, then back down against the the curve between his neck and shoulder. You decided to leave your mark, and suckled hard on his skin, leaving behind a hickey that was sure to be there tomorrow. He brought air across his teeth quickly from the pain, and probably a bit of aggravation. He pushed your shoulders back and laughed an agitated laugh, bringing his eyes to yours and giving you a devastating look of intrigue. You could tell he wanted to scold you for leaving a mark on him, but he fought back the words, and instead moved toward you again.
He had his hands on your hips, deeply massaging his fingertips into the thick muscle there when he brought his mouth back to yours. You made out for a few more minutes, exploring each others’ mouths, gripping skin, pulling hair, and moaning obscenities into the air. It came as no surprise when he finally reached down between your already parted legs, and began to lightly and slowly pull his fingers between your slick. It didn’t take long for him to realize you weren’t wearing underwear, to which he reacted with raised eyebrows and a genuine, whole belly laugh. Wow, you hadn’t even seen him smile yet tonight. His teeth were perfectly white and his lips were full and beautiful stretched across them. His laugh was the most beautiful thing you had ever heard. It cascaded through the thick air, dancing through one of your ears and out the other. Just from his laugh you could tell that his voice was scratchy and hoarse, almost like a rasp after yelling too much. You made sure to memorize exactly how it sounded, and you replayed it over and over in your head. It was the first time you’d heard any piece of his voice tonight, but you were determined to hear more. You longed from him to whisper dirty things into your ear, but you decided that hearing him laugh was enough to last you through this escapade. He shook his head and began concentrating on you again. It didn’t take long for him to find your clit, and your body language let him know when he did. You tilted your head back in pleasure, howling a satisfied cry. He worked you there for a while, letting you come to the edge before removing his touch and letting you fall back again. God, this mystery man knows exactly what he is doing.
He quickly grabbed your waist and turned your body around, lifting the bottom half of your dress up over your hips. The two of you looked at each other in the mirror, making delicious eye contact. You stepped your legs apart a bit to let him know you were okay with him proceeding. He was still pressed hard against your ass, his hardened length letting itself be known. He quickly undid his belt and pants button, pulling himself free from his boxer briefs. He took himself in his hand and began running his grip up and down. You leaned on both hands on the sink. He reached around the front of you and massaged your clit again, causing your back to arch for him. He reached in his pocket and pulled out a condom. He brought it to his mouth, and ripped it open with his teeth. He removed the contents, and spit the packaging across the counter and watched it land in the sink. He pulled it over himself before taking himself in his hand and massaging through your folds. He took special care to pay close attention to your clit, massaging the tip of his dick slowly and carefully across it. This contact was enough to make your head fall back in pleasure; he was teasing your entrance with tiny circles and entering you with tiny thrusts. You grunted in aggravation and backed your hips onto him, urging him to fuck you. You made eye contact in the mirror again, giving him a look of maddening displeasure that he hadn’t yet. 
When he finally did, he wasted to time in pushing slowly into you to the hilt, letting the base of his dick press into your core. When he reached it, he began grinding little circles around, massaging your clit just right and hitting all the right spots deep inside you. Your head fell back and you cried low in pleasure.  Your eyes closed on their own, and your arms began to fail you as you fought to hold yourself up on the sink. You’d be lying to yourself if you didn’t think that this was the most gorgeous dick you’d ever come in contact with, without even having laid your eyes on it.
He pulled back, almost completely losing contact, and quickly filled you up again slowly, letting you get used to him as he did. He began pumping in and out, sending your whole body into an oblivion that you were definitely not expecting. He felt amazing in every way possible. You looked up at your selves in the mirror, your arms leaning down onto the sink, pressing your breasts together making them look like the absolute best form of themselves. He had one hand on your waist and the other on your shoulder, using your leverage to bring himself in and out of you, and his pace was sickening. You could feel his girth stretching your walls and the contraction was enough to make you close your eyes tightly to block out all your other senses and feel him entirely and completely. You whispered words of affirmation into the air, as you felt yourself start to clench around him. He noticed your change in demeanor and reached around your neck under your chin to pull backwards on your head to lay on his shoulder. He continued his intense thrusts while he snaked his hand around your front and pinched your clit right between his thumb and middle finger. You cried out in a beautiful mix of pleasure and pain, and met his eyes again in the mirror. His face was beautifully contorted into an expression of the most gorgeous pleasure you’d ever seen. The green light above him illuminated his features in a way that looked alien. He was stunning. Along with your already dripping cunt, your heart was beating out of your chest at the thought of this extremely attractive man fucking you in a public bathroom.
Suddenly you heard three sharp knocks on the door followed by what sounded like a disgruntled frat boy needing to use the urinal.
He met your eyes in the mirror again, now with a goal in mind. He began thrusting harder into you with intention now. You arched your back even more so he could get the perfect angle for you both. Your chest was almost laid completely down on the countertop at this point. He was pounding into you even harder now; you were glad the sink was sturdy and able to take the movements you were making without breaking. You could tell he was as close to his release as you were, so you did your best to tighten yourself around him, squeezing your walls as best you could and clenching around him. He left go of your shoulder, and grabbed a fistful of your hair and pulled back harshly, making you cry out in surprised ecstasy. 
The knock on the door came again, but this time the knocks were made with a fist. You had a fleeting thought to yell at the person on the other side to fuck off, but before you could push out the words, a hand reached up and covered your mouth, muffling your sounds and sending an undeniable rush of wetness to your core. 
A quiet “shhh...” was all you got from him, right in your ear. He didn't pull away, but instead kept his thrusts powerful and erratic. You could feel your belly starting to turn at your impending release, and you cried out again into his hand. He felt so damn good.. who the hell is this stranger? You made eye contact in the mirror again, and was jarred at the visual of this ethereally gorgeous man with one hand pulling on your hip and the other on your mouth. He growled into your ear again, and you stuck your tongue out to wrap around one of his fingers, effectively pulling it into your mouth. You could taste the remnants of yourself on him still. You suckled on his finger and swirled your tongue around it, and that was all it took. He firmly pressed his front into you, hugging you closely. His thrusts became sparse and impossibly deep as you felt his cock twitching inside you. The deeper he went, the quicker you were following him over the edge. You felt a white hot heat flood your entire conscience, and the fire that was building finally exploded into intense waves of rippling pleasure. 
He had uncovered your mouth, so your cries mixed in with his were less than quiet. You couldn’t be bothered with it though, you had tuned yourself out and could only hear the gorgeous growls and cries falling out of his beautiful mouth. You could spend the rest of eternity just listening to his sounds on a loop, you were positive of that. 
When you both had ridden out your highs, he pulled your head to the side so you were looking back at him, and planted a soft and sweet kiss to your cheek. The act was delicate as compared to the foul situation you were in just 30 seconds ago. He pulled out, and removed the condom. You pulled your dress back into place over your thighs, and readjusted yourself in the mirror, smoothing your hair and wiping eyeliner from underneath your eyes. He took his turn returning himself back to normal, zipping his pants and running his hands over his face. He cleared his throat, but didn't speak. 
He stood still in front of you, taking you in for the umpteenth time tonight. His eyes scanned your body from top to bottom again, just like he had while you were on the dance floor, except this time, he let a small smile creep to his beautiful lips. He sucked his teeth, and squinted his eyes at you, searching quizzically for the words to speak. You smiled back at him, returning his fucked out, hazy gaze. You reached your hands out to adjust his collar, stepping just close enough for him to wrap his hands around your waist and pull you just a little bit closer. He took a deep and shaky breath. You snaked your hands from his collar to the sides of his face, looking into his eyes. You both stood there, studying each other’s faces while the music picked up outside, and fists continued to rap on the door. None of it seemed to matter, though. 
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, you found your voice. You were determined to either hang on to your high and make the next move, or dash out of the bathroom in embarrassment and run to the parking lot. 
“What’s your name?” you all but whispered.
A slow grin creeped to his face and his eyes fell to the floor as he giggled at the question. After all, it was the first time either of you had verbally communicated the whole night. 
He cleared his throat. He lifted his hand to shake yours, and answered, “Jake. And what’s yours?”
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urmindisastreamofcolors · 2 years ago
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Fuck Around, Find Out (Series)
Series description: After your five year relationship comes to a blazing end, you seek comfort in your friend group as you try to pick up the pieces of your shattered life. When the night of your breakup with your psycho ex takes a wild and unexpected turn, you begin to question the nature of your relationship with your lifelong best friend, Jake. As the boundaries of your friendship begin to blur, Jake struggles with an internal battle to tell you a secret he’s been keeping for years as you begin a journey of self growth to always be your own first-choice.
Warnings: talk of toxic ex, cursing, and physical fighting so read with caution
Taglist: @theweightofstardust @maverick-rose @weightofdreams-gvf @doodle417 @milkgemini
A/n: Here’s chapter 3 finally! I know updates have been sporadic, but I’m doing a lot of revising and editing as I go. I don’t have a specific update schedule in place, but let me know if you want to be added to the tag list for chapter 4! Im currently writing off my phone which is a pain and I can’t get the read more link to work correctly, so if anyone has any tips on how to do that from the mobile app I would be so appreciative!!
Chapter Three: The Morning After
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You probably wouldn’t have woken up, but you were burning up. A thin layer of sweat stuck to your hairline line and the back of your neck as you tried to wiggle away from whatever was making you so hot. When that didn’t work, you tried, and ultimately failed, to kick the blankets off of your body.
With a huff, you finally cracked your eyes open to try and untangle yourself, but you turned bright red when the sleepiness cleared from your brain and you realized you were laying on Jake’s chest. He had one hand in your hair loosely and the other wrapped tightly around your waist with your legs tangled together.
You had no idea how the two of you had ended up sleeping so…closely. You had shared many beds (and even a few couches) together over the years and you occasionally ended up spooning if you were really cold, but typically, you woke up facing opposite directions.
You wiggled slightly as you tried to get out of bed when your bladder started screaming causing Jake to stir. A long sigh left his nose as he pulled you closer.
“You okay,” Jake asked with a voice full of sleep and concern. His lips lightly brushed over your forehead as he gave your body a gentle squeeze. You tried to ignore the fact that your face had turned an embarrassing shade of scarlet at the gesture.
“Yeah, but I’m about to piss the bed if you don’t let me up.” You gave him a gentle shove as you reluctantly tried to detach yourself from his side.
His brown eyes shot open as his body stiffened and was suddenly very awake. You looked up at him through your eyelashes and openly laughed at his bedhead. Jake’s brow furrowed in confusion as he gently pulled away from you and sat up to stretch.
“Uh…sorry, Y/n. I hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable or anything,” Jake said with a yawn. When the golden rays hit his face, you were able to make out bruises that littered his forearms and a slowly forming black eye was starting to appear. You gave him a soft smile as guilt wracked your body. Shaking it off quickly and opting not to think about it, you stretched as you continued on your journey to the bathroom.
You were already halfway out the door as you waved his concerns away before running to the bathroom across the hall. Despite drinking into the wee hours of the morning, the sunshine sparkling through the bathroom window told you that it was still relatively early. More than likely before noon.
There was a bloody washcloth haphazardly flung into the bathtub that Jake must’ve used to clean his knuckles and face after the fist fight. The dark red was a harsh contrast to the white rag. Your stomach did a small flip as you shook off the creeping feeling of anxiety that trickled up your spine.
If you don’t think about it, then did it even happen?
You quickly finished up knowing that boys would need the bathroom soon and washed your hands and face before following the rich smell of coffee into the kitchen. A small smile broke across your face at the state the other boys were in. Jake must’ve woken them on his way in to make breakfast. Josh was sleepily chewing on a bagel with his curls sticking up while Danny sat on the couch with his sunglasses on as if the sunlight filtering in from the large windows would make his sight evaporate, but he was doing better than his best friend. Sam was laying on the floor with his eyes closed and face pale taking deep breaths clearly fighting the urge to throw up. A snort left your mouth at his slightly green complexion.
“Is Sammy okay,” you asked quietly as you grabbed a coffee cup.
“He’s fighting for his life right now,” Josh stated matter of factly as he poured coffee into your mug.
“Oh my God! I’m never drinking tequila again,” Sam eventually responded in a small whisper that barely reached your ears and you laughed loudly at his dramatics as the lanky man pulled himself up from the ground with Daniel’s help. Jake shook his head at his little brother’s obviously miserable state as he continued to crack eggs into a skillet. His messy hair had been pulled into a low bun as he cooked breakfast for everyone, but his bed head was still evident.
Slowly, Sam and Danny made their way to the kitchen and forced food down their throats in the hopes it would miraculously cure the hangover. Being the ever helpful eldest brother, Josh grabbed the grape flavored pedialyte that Jake always kept on hand and placed it between the two boys with a mischievous look.
A comfortable silence settled into the kitchen as everyone enjoyed their breakfast. The five of you had spent many hungover mornings together after a wild night out on the town. The only person really missing was Ronnie. A sad sigh left your nose at the thought of it being a few more months before the only Kiszka sister would be back in the United States from studying abroad. Another wave threatened to flood your body when you realized that your next FaceTime call with her would require you to retell the entire story of your breakup.
“So, what are your plans for the day, Y/n,” Danny asked, effectively silencing your brain and interrupting the silence as he flicked the cap off the pedialyte and took a chug. You felt your inner peace falter and shatter as you realized there was no escaping the events the previous night.
“Well…I don’t know. Was Thomas actually arrested last night,” you inquired softly as you played with the eggs on your plate as your appetite evaporated. A heavier silence settled in the kitchen, replacing the peaceful one from earlier. Out of the corner of your eye, you watched Jake unconsciously clench his right hand into a fist at the mention of your official ex-boyfriend. His knuckles looked bruised and angry.
Danny rubbed his face as he thought about your question. “I don’t know. Neither you or Jake pressed charges, so chances are slim if I had to guess. We can always call the officer lady from last night and ask.”
“He should’ve been arrested honestly,” Sam said around a mouthful of eggs resulting in Josh slapping him upside the head as he scolded him about his manners.
“Prison is too kind for Thomas,” Jake uttered under his breath as he put his plate in the sink and lazily stretched his back. You glanced at the clock on the stove as you rubbed the nape of your neck.
10:31 a.m.
He had until midday to have his things out and knowing Thomas, he probably had no intention of actually leaving. Your breath caught in your throat at the thought of Thomas lounging in your living room, just waiting on you to come home.
“We don’t have to be at the studio until this afternoon to clean up some of the new music. We can just go with you whenever you’re ready to leave. Consider us your personal bodyguards for the time being! Hell, do you just wanna borrow some of ours,” Josh offered with a brotherly smile when he noticed the panicked look in your eyes.
“I’m not a rockstar, so I don’t think I need an entire team of burly men to protect me from Thomas,” you laughed.
“Nope! All you need is a Jake,” Sam followed up with, laughing loudly and clearly proud of his joke.
The laughter eventually ebbed into comfortable conversation as you, Danny and Sam began to discuss their newest album. Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed Jake had finished his breakfast and put his dishes in the sink before disappearing down the hallway. You stared at his back for less than half a second before Danny’s infectious laughter filled the room and effectively pulled you back into the conversation.
While you were caught up in the small talk, Josh topped off his own coffee and bounded after his twin brother with purpose. His brow was scrunched as questions raced through his overly active mind, but he knew better than to voice them with you even remotely close.
While Sammy and Danny may have had suspicions of their own, Josh knew exactly how his brother felt about you. He could read Jake’s expressions as if they were his own. In a weird way, it felt a lot like looking in the mirror whenever strong emotions flooded through his twin brother.
The door to Jake’s bedroom was slightly cracked and a small sliver of sunlight filtered into the hallway. Without knocking, Josh pushed open the door and stepped in quickly, but ensured it closed behind him.
Jake was standing in front of his dresser as he sorted through his folded shirts looking for something to wear for the day.
“Okay, Jake. We’ve gotta talk about all this,” Josh said quietly as he perched on the edge of his brother’s unmade bed.
“There’s not really anything to talk about though,” Jake stated with a shrug of his shoulders as he peeled the old Metallic shirt off his torso. “Should I wear this white shirt or a Cream shirt?”
“I’ve literally shared a womb with you and I’ve never seen you lose it like you did last night,” Josh addressed while ignoring Jake’s question, but quickly faltered when his twin snapped around to face him.
“What are you saying, Josh,” Jake spat as he crossed his arms defensively over his chest.
“I’m saying you can’t keep hiding how you feel about, Y/n. We both know your head over heels in love with her.”
Josh held his breath as he watched Jake’s spine become rigid as he glanced to the door. Once he saw that it was firmly shut, he turned to face his brother. Josh took in his wide brown eyes and for a moment, he felt like he was looking at Sammy instead of his twin.
“Keep your fucking mouth shut, Joshua,” Jake spat as he flung the Metallica shirt at his older brother’s head.
“You’re not my fucking boss, Jacob,” Josh spat back as he flung the shirt back at his brother. A tense silence filled the air as Jake’s mind raced.
“Pinky promise me right now you won’t tell anyone. Please,” Jake said almost pitifully as he extend his hand to his brother. Without an hesitation, Josh extended his hand and wrapped his pinky around Jake’s. They each kissed the tips of their thumbs before pushing them together to lock it in.
“Promise. And wear the Cream shirt. It’s your favorite.”
“You had better not ever tell anyone that we still do fucking pinky promises,” Jake scoffed as he continued pulled the gray shirt over his head.
Josh babbled out some random story about how pinky promises are basically blood vows between twins as he opened the door and made his way back to the kitchen. Jake would be a liar if he said he had listened to a word his brother had said on his way out.
But he knew his secret was safe.
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gretavanbabes · 2 years ago
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Calico Skies
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Authors Note: Hey! First Fanfic to our account... Little nervous... please go easy on us. I am just starting out. Lots of love and can't wait to share our writing with all of you.
18+ only
TW: Not really any... Sammy being Sammy
The song inspo is Calico Skies by Paul McCartney, so imagine that Y/N wrote it:)
Sitting in the recording studio, I pluck each of the individual guitar strings of my acoustic guitar. With a pick between my teeth I glance up at the long brunette sitting at his laptop typing away at my upcoming release of music that we decided he would help produce. To get Sam’s attention, I play the intro to Safari Song as a joke which makes him look up at me with a cheeky grin.
“All ready, handsome,” I say with a flutter in my voice.
“Alrighty, let's start off with the chorus of *song title* and go on from there.” Sam said going back to the hundreds of buttons and levers on the soundboard in front of him.
I throw my guitar strap over my head and situate my hair so it isn’t getting pulled. I quickly strum the strings and take a deep breath. I look at Sam as he gives me a hearty smile and a big thumbs up, meaning for me to start whenever. I put the headset on my head and started the chords to my first song on my album that we were going to work on. As I am playing the song, Sam is changing the tones and volume on the soundboard.
 I hear his voice, “Okay Y/N, now Danny and I are going to come in with the melodies to add onto that later.”
After countless hours of singing and playing, I grew restless and spoke up, “Hey babe, I need a break. Can we call it quits?” 
“Sure, before we leave, come take a peek at what Danny and I have been working on,” he said with a smirk and a flirty wink. 
As I walk over to my boyfriend and his best friend, I stand behind Sam, and put my head on his shoulder and my arms around his waist. With a soft kiss to his shoulder blade, I say, “What did you two do? And is it illegal?”
Danny laughs and says, “We would never…” 
Sam sits down in the rolling chair and says laced with sarcasm, “I promise it wasn’t THAT illegal.” 
He pats his lap wanting me to sit down to get comfortable and I sit down with a firm grin on my face, putting my head into his neck, exhausted from the long day of work. Sam moves his laptop in front of him and clicks play on a track. He turns up the sound and I hear my guitar rift come in with the melodies of Danny and Sam in the background. I take my head out of Sam’s neck and look at the two with wide eyes. 
“Is this my song?” I ask with a distinct look of surprise not believing what I was hearing.
“Sure is, baby,” Sam says, twirling a strand of loose hair on my shoulder.
I feel Sam grab my waist at the line that he especially likes that I wrote just for him, “Always looking for ways to love you… Never failing to fight at your side… While the angels of love protect us.”
I turn to Sam and engulf him in the tightest hug, with him returning the hug. After a few seconds I pull away and press a strong kiss to his lips.
“Samuel, this is perfect,” I say with tears in my eyes.
“I’m glad you like it… Been working non stop on it,” Sam says with a playful roll of his eyes.
I get off of Sam’s lap and run to give Danny a hug as well. 
“Thanks little drummer boy,” I say with a playful wink after pulling away from our hug.
I head back into the studio to work on some of my own little details in the album. After a little bit of some fine tuning. I see Danny pop his head into the recording booth and say, “I am heading out for the night… see you two love birds later.”
I pop out of my uncomfortable stool and rest my guitar against the stool. I give him a tight hug and an exhausted thank you.
As Danny is leaving, I leave the booth and go to the little kitchenette area and grab two coffee mugs to make Sam and me some soothing hot tea. I walk out and see my handsome boyfriend still hard at work on my album. I set his cup down next to him and give him a sweet kiss on the cheek. I head to the couch situated behind him and cross my legs and lean my head back and observe my boyfriend hard at work. 
“Sammy, come sit with me, my love,” I say laced with an exhausted tone. He glances up at me and finishes what he's doing. Sam closes his laptop and grabs his steaming cup of tea and sits next to me on the couch. I lean into his side and curl up. I bring the cup of tea to my lips and take a satisfying sip. I feel Sam’s eyes on me and look up to see him smiling at me with loving eyes.
“Why are you smiling at me like that?” I ask with a flirty laugh.
Sam sighs happily and says after a kiss on my lips, “I love you and I am so proud of you, Y/N”
 “I am proud of you too babe, you do so much for me and your band. I am so incredibly grateful that you are in my life.” Sam and I take the rest of the day off by cuddling into our couch while we put on a movie to have as background noise.  
I look deeply into Sam’s eyes and say, “I’ll love you for the rest of my life.”
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trippthelightfantastic · 2 years ago
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hello tumblr if you want joy go read one shots by @lightsoftheliving she’s my fav person ever and her brain is full of beautiful ness thank you goodbye
also please bully her into making more <3
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shes4twnksinatrnchct · 1 month ago
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Straight to the Heart
Josh Kiszka x fem. reader
You and Josh were friends long before you were lovers, yet somehow can't manage to grapple yourselves into an actual relationship with one another (oneshot).
Warnings: Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, explicit language, angst, mutual unrequited love? kind of? smut (dry humping, oral {f. receiving}, unprotected sex, p. in v.)
Words: 2.7k
Please keep in mind this is a work of fiction and enjoy!
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Why were you here, again?
You know it always ends this way.
A tear falls and splatters on the top of your foot, your elbows digging into your knees from where you’re sitting on the edge of the tub in the hotel bathroom while holding your head in your hands. 
If the small digital clock on the nightside table is correct, it’s nearly 3:00a.m.
You should go get back into bed and continue staring at the ceiling to avoid looking at the man that’d been lying next to you in a deep sleep–to avoid the guilt that shreds at you because you know this time will be no different. 
He knows it, too, deep down…he just refuses to acknowledge that feeling that settles in his gut and tells him repeatedly it’s never going to work between the two of you. 
And it’s an easy fact to ignore when you’re so entrapped in one another. 
All the begging, whining, moaning, cursing, praising, gasping, grasping, hounding, grinding, licking, kissing, touching, holding, pulling, scratching, biting, teasing and everything else that conspires between the two of you acts as bountiful excuses not to accept the simple fact that those primal things is all your relationship will ever be. 
You’re both so drastically different that it’s difficult to bond over anything other than being completely addicted to the feel of each other—any further step you’ve tried to take toward an actual relationship had always ended in the two of you fighting each other. 
He was too him—who you adored–but quickly came to the realization that he was overwhelming in a relationship. Just as he realized that you were far too you, who he thought the world of but felt smothered by outside the boundaries of friendship.
Too opposite, perhaps, but it didn’t stop you two from trying to force it to work. 
It was just a constant run-around of bickering, having sex, breaking up, having sex, getting back together, having sex, and repeating the cycle. 
You’re pretty sure his family and friends, and yours, are ready to strangle the both of you because how quickly things change between you so often…
Wiping your eyes, you sniffle and head back into the room.
It’s freezing cold, the air conditioner offering a peaceful rustle in the corner of the pitch-black room. 
The lights of the city flicker through the window every now and then when the a/c catches the curtains every once in a while, other than those, however, the only light is that of the smoke detector. 
Padding across the carpet, you step to the bed and see the silhouette of Josh still fast asleep, his chest rising and falling with each breath. 
It’s been a few hours since you both got out of the shower after a drawn out reunion in the mid-priced hotel that’s across town from the much pricier inn that his bandmates are staying in. 
He felt like a teenager sneaking out once everyone got back to their rooms after the show. 
His security was sworn to secrecy of where he was going and who he’d be with, because he didn’t want to hear his brothers try to talk him out of it. 
The moment he knocked on the room door, it swung open, and he didn’t even have time to admire your infectious smile before you were snatching him inside by his shirt, gathering his soft hair into your hands while his mouth wasted no time in seeking yours. 
You should change out of his shirt, pull your clothes on and leave, but he’s right there within reach, which is something he hadn’t been in a couple months. 
Though the two of you would make up for it over the phone, it never compared to hearing, seeing, feeling everything in person. 
Josh feels the dip in the mattress when you get back into bed, crawling over to him.
Careful not to put your weight on him, you swing a leg over his hips, your lips press to the smooth skin of his chest, gently trailing up to his jaw while he shifts in his sleep that’s growing lighter the more you kiss along his skin.
By the time you get to his prominent cheek bone, his hands are grabbing at your thighs, pushing up to grab your waist to pull you further down onto him.
“Fuck,” You breathe out shakily as your already sensitive clit rubs along the fabric of your panties, the feel of him underneath you causing your eyes roll back as one of his hands grab at your jaw.
“Back for more already?” He whispers, the tickle of his facial hair dancing along your mouth as he speaks, his nose teasingly swiping against yours gently.
You nod pathetically, and he obliges, tracing your bottom lip with his tongue before it tangles with yours. 
You’ve already battered and bruised one another, hickies decorating the two of you, bite marks imprinted in skin, not to mention the soreness between your legs that spikes with you growing all the more wet when his hands slip under his shirt you’re wearing to squeeze at your chest.
It’s discarded rather abruptly, the soft white being thrown quite aggressively before his hands are back on you, rolling your nipples, taking in the sight of you once again moving against him, your nails biting into his hands. 
That wave of something strikes in you, your mouth falling open as you hump against him, no doubt ruining your panties while he grins up at you, groaning out softly from the friction against his throbbing cock as a sharp gasp leaves you at the sight of him being so amused watching you. 
“Make as big of a mess as you can, pretty girl, I wanna clean up every last drop.” He assures you, guiding your hips. 
“You do?” You ask weakly, needing to hear him divulge how badly he wants to taste you. 
“I always do, don’t I?” 
You nod, falling forward to brace your palms on his chest, squeezing your eyes closed as you grow closer and closer to your finish. 
He feels the sticky wetness of you through your panties, the thin sheet and his underwear, his mouth watering with anticipation as he shifts his hips up to meet yours. 
“You’re so wet, aren’t you?” He asks, a frantic nod from you being his response. 
Your mouth falls into an “O”, brows sharply furrowing as you look down at him and pick up your pace. 
“Josh.” You whine, doing the best that you can, your eyes going blurry as you pant, sweat cloaking your chest as your clothed pussy works desperately against him. 
And then it rapidly happens, your orgasm swallows you whole when you see stars, your walls throbbing and clenching at nothing as your release spills out of you and he gets his wish. 
He chuckles at you, a breathy, “Fuck, y/n,” leaving him while he pushes you off of him. 
You’re limp, your eyes shut and your mind unable to think while he grabs your ankles and drags you to the edge of the bed. 
Josh stares down at you, running a hand down his face at you disheveled and sweaty, hair tangled, lips swollen. 
He splays you out, palming at himself through his underwear at the sight of your soaked pussy soaked, already able to feel your tight cunt around him. He can’t wait to get you split open on him, writhing and crying, begging for him to fuck into your harder just for you to try to crawl away say it’s too much, it feels too good, only to end up a fucked-out mess, scrambling to open your legs wider to take him deeper and plead for him to cum in you. 
You’re predictable in that aspect, but every time it feels like it’s the first time you two have done any of it. 
Just as exhilarating. 
Your back arches and your hands tangle in the sheets when he reaches out to run his palm along your pussy. 
The sound itself is vulgar, a soft, “Oh,” leaving you as his fingertips tease at your clit. 
“You want my mouth here, don’t you?” He asks smugly, picking up his pace as your hips start rolling with his movements. 
“I want your mouth everywhere,” You confess, more than content to have him anywhere you can get him. 
“Good answer.” He leans down, kissing your lips while one finger slips into you.
Your teeth bite into his lip as he digs into the spongey, soft flesh of your back wall.
Josh pulls from your mouth and adds a second finger, his forehead resting against yours while he watches your face shift. 
“Whose is this?” He questions you, knowing very well the answer. 
Even when you’ve had non-exclusive suitors, and potential partners through the years, they all are thrown out the moment he gets ahold of you. 
“It’s all—ah! It’s yours,” You promise, gasping, the wet sound of him finger-fucking into you echoing in the room. 
“You’re so fucking tight, y/n, you know that?” He asks, next, your pussy clinging to his digits as if trying to milk them for what they’re worth. 
All you can do is nod, his movements growing more demanding, repeatedly digging into your g-spot, giving you no other option but to cum again. 
“Oh, where are my manners?” He suddenly pipes, pulling his fingers from you, causing you to nearly cry, tears in your eyes as the orgasm you were approaching is torn away from your grasp. 
“Josh!” You complain, looking up at him when he stands back up. 
“Do you want me to eat it or not?” He slyly inquires, smirking down at you. 
You can’t argue, adamantly agreeing with a loss of your breath, pushing up on your hands when he sinks to his knees. 
Your head falls back when he kisses along the inside of your thighs, your chest heaving as he looks up at you and finally licks at your swollen.
He groans when you tug at his hair, sucking the sensitive bud into his mouth before shaking his head, your back having to collapse into the mattress because your shaky arm lets you down as a high-pitched, “Ah!” Crawls from the back of your throat and you try to close your legs. 
His hands dig into your skin when he forces your thighs apart, and drinks up. 
Rolling his tongue has you struggling to breathe, but then his fingers push back into you. 
“Josh!” You don’t even try to muffle it, probably giving your neighbors a wake-up call as you moan it out brazenly. “Please, please don’t stop, Josh, please, it’s so good, you eat it so fucking good.” 
You can’t help but grind into his face the best you can, feeling like you’re hostage to his touch that’s unrelenting as he mercilessly digs into that spot again, lapping at your clit simultaneously. 
You’re done for, he can tell in the way you stop speaking and just cry out, your legs shaking. 
He keeps his word, licking up every drop of your slick, pressing sweet kisses to your pussy in between strokes of his tongue, examining his work once he’s finished, wishing he could acceptably take a picture of you like this. 
Now you really are out of it, your core aching from the ghost of his fingers, your body twitching from the aftermath of pleasure while he’s stripping from his underwear, stroking at his cock that feels as though it holds his heart beat with the relentless pulse of his desired release. 
The thick tip of it runs along your folds before he eases it to your entrance. 
“So pretty,” He says to you, but his eyes are locked on the juncture of your thighs, a hiss leaving the both of you when he pushes his tip in. 
“Ow,” you whisper, despite being slick enough to take him easily, there’s still that initial pinch of adjustment while his mouth falls open from the vice grip of you around him. 
“You okay?” He asks you with a shaky breath. 
“It’s just so big,” You say thickly, furrowing your brows as he eases deeper into you. 
“I’ll have you good and stretched out—fuck— before too long, baby.” 
You clench around him with his promise, wanting nothing more than for him to do just that. 
When he bottoms out, you’re reaching for him, wanting him on top of you, as close as he can be. 
Grabbing your legs to rest them on his shoulder, he sinks deeper into you and you close your eyes, feeling his lips press to your temple when he crawls over you. 
“I’m so full.” You whisper, looking up at him with watering eyes at the pleasure of him slowly pulling out of you only to slam back in.
“You’re gonna be when I come, too,” He gets it out roughly before kissing you, his thrusts becoming quicker but keeping their depth, your toes curling and your hands roaming his muscular arms and back before settling in his hair. 
Any other time he’d fuss about his precious curls being harassed, but sex is never a time for complaining in his eyes—whatever makes you feel better, screaming louder, come harder, he’s in full support of it, so long as he gets to watch your pretty face as you do so. 
Your compressed lungs struggle for breath, the heat of him over you eating you alive as the stretch of his cock pounding into you renders you speechless aside from moans. 
He leans down to kiss you, and you eagerly return it, your tongues working together in a lazy, sloppy, dance.  
When the two of you are like this, it’s hard to believe that you aren’t in-love. That’s why it’s so damn hard to walk away. 
You regain your vocals when he pulls from your lips and his hand snakes between you and starts toying with your clit again, licking his lips when you untangle your arms from him and start trying to get away. 
“I can’t, baby, I can’t, I can’t,” You beg, the sensation nearly painful as another orgasm builds in you, your abdomen already trying to recover from earlier in the night. 
“You can, just let go, baby, I wanna feel you,” He tells you, feeling more of your juices coat him as you grow louder with your cute little whimpers that try to stifle your screams. 
That is until he’s pulling from you, flipping you to your stomach and re-entering you. 
It’s impossible not to be loud like this. 
He learned long ago if he wanted you to really show out, you had to be bent over and rode into. 
The mattress does absolutely nothing to quiet your cries—and you are crying—the ecstasy laying into you relentlessly with your back arching painfully as you take him to the brim. 
The back of your thighs get soaked from your own arousal in this position, running down them, getting all over his legs, the mattress below the two of you…
Your have to bite into the covers when he angles himself to find that spot again, and when he does, it’s hell. 
“There she is,” He praises you as you grow louder than before, struggling to keep your ass up with your shuddering thighs as your hot walls spasm around his length, “Just like that, y/n, you keep taking it.”
He kept to his word, your pussy ruined with him, the sight of your swollen cunt greedily accepting him being enough to make him clench his jaw and chase his own release. 
“Do you still want it?” Josh asks you, struggling to keep himself together. 
“As deep as you can, baby, please,” You beg, and he does as you ask, burying himself to the hilt as he comes with a sighed out, “Fuck, y/n.”
He stays inside of you as you both calm, his lips meeting the base of your back as he catches his breath. 
The two of you collapse beside one another, sharing a sweet kiss as he looks at you with those big, beautiful brown eyes of his that always seem to convince you that this will end differently than what you both know it will. 
That’s why you’re here, after all.
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a fic where Josh ties up the reader with his boa and teases her to no fucking end. maybe he pulls out a vibrator that he bought without her knowing. that’s it. that’s the smut.
OH OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Surprise! I had quite a bit of extra free time at work these past few days (thank you delays) so here is the finished Halloween Sam oneshot I decided to write on a whim 😅 I do really like how it turned out so hopefully you all enjoy!
Thank you to the anon who inspired the first part of this story, friends to lovers Sam is way too good to pass up
Pairing: Sam Kiszka X fem!reader
Warnings and tags: 18+ only!! Not for minors! Halloween party, friends to lovers, drinking, blood, animal attack, hospitalization, crying, wee bit of angst, smut including: oral (fem rec), unprotected sex, tiny bit of breeding kink if you squint real hard, multiple orgasms, I think this is the most Sam characterization I’ve ever written, I probably missed something so let me know if I need to add
Word count: 14k
“Don’t you think you’re going to get cold in that?” Sam asked as he picked you up from your parents house before the party. “It’s a bonfire, which means outside, and there’s a low of like 33 degrees tonight”.
“Yeah, bonfire” you easily countered with the same sassy undertone as you stepped outside and locked the front door behind you. “That means warmth. Besides, you act like we weren’t both raised in Michigan”.
“Well I’m not lending you my jacket if you get cold” he forewarned, though you knew Sam would give you the shirt off his back if you’d only asked.
“I know, I’d only expect a gentleman to offer something like that”.
“Hey!” He shot back with a flustered rush to the passenger's side door of his car so he could open it for you and prove that he indeed was a gentleman, of sorts at least.
The sun was setting fast behind the tree line as you drove further from town and deeper into the wooded area surrounding the place you had always called home. It was silent between you and Sam, just some soft jazz music you could hardly make out over the sound of the tires rolling against the asphalt in the background.
The quiet didn’t bother you though. You and Sam had been friends for so long that something as simple as the presence of the other was calming, and little filler talk wasn’t necessary to maintain comfort. Anxiety did bubble in the pit of your stomach though, and you fiddled with the lace trim of your skirt to keep your hands occupied as you stared out the window at the quickly passing landscape.
Halloween was always one of your favorite holidays. Not for the candy, or the gimmicky decorations, or horror fest movie nights, but because for years now you and your friends had attended parties dressed up in group costumes. Coordinating your outfits usually always started the day after for the following year, residual excitement from the night before still fueling ideas for what to do next. This year was different. Jake, Josh, and Danny all had significant others who wanted to do couples costumes for the party tonight, which left only you and Sam to come up with something to wear.
The planning wasn’t as elaborate as the previous years, the both of you internally feeling a little less excited about dressing up without the rest of the group. Ultimately you had agreed on something simple and unlike what you had ever done before, Little Red Riding Hood and the Big Bad Wolf.
Of course you thought it would be funny if Sam dressed up as Little Red and you the wolf, him showing up in a skirt and a wig would definitely turn some heads. He quickly shot that down, so instead here you both were, you in your red and white checkered dress paired with the red cape and hand basket, and Sam with his painfully plain jeans, flannel, and fuzzy gray wolf ears situated in his long brown hair.
You broke the silence, turning your head to watch as he tapped his thumbs to the steering wheel like he was the one plucking the bass strings along with the song playing. “What are the others dressing up as?”
“Don’t know” he shrugged, “haven’t really talked to anyone since we made it back home. I kind of get enough of them on the road, want to see other people while I can”. His eyes flickered off the road for a brief moment to look your way, giving you a big warm hearted smile.
It was true, you and Sam had spent nearly his entire time home together, watching movies, talking about life, tour, college, even just going grocery shopping together because it was something mundane and easy, and you enjoyed the company.
Soon your question would be answered, because he flicked on his left turn signal, and waited for the only other car on the road to pass by before turning down a dirt road that led up a hill and to one of your mutual friends' cabin property.
“Ready?” Sam asked as he pulled the key from the ignition and shoved it into his front pocket.
“Yeah…” you trailed off when answering, looking out at the cabin already lit up with orange and purple string lights, the distant glow of the bonfire far in the background.
“Hey, we’re going to have fun tonight right?” Sam, without thinking about the implications of the action, rest his hand on top of your bare thigh just above the knee. “And if you want to leave early just let me know”. You nodded, pulling on a convincing smile before you both made your way along the gravel driveway to the porch.
Sam was the only one who knew about your newfound apprehension towards social situations. Before he and his brothers, and Danny, left to go on tour for their band you hadn’t much thought about how partys or big gatherings made you feel uncomfortable, because every party you went to they were there. Just like these past few days, you and Sam were inseparable growing up. He was your best friend, your partner in crime, and even your confidant the times when you needed it. You leaned on him and his outstanding personality heavily for support, not even realizing that when he was gone that meant you were going to fall flat on your face.
You tried socializing alone when you joined college. There was a party practically every weekend anyways, perfect opportunities to work on making new friends, but you learned quickly that no one caught your interest like Sam did. Eventually you gave up all together because the more you tried to replace Sam, the more you missed him.
“Looks like it’s a full moon tonight” Sam commented, lingering behind as you stepped up onto the porch to stare up at the glowing yellow orb in the sky.
“Perfect night for a party in the woods then” you giggled, reaching out for his hand to drag him inside.
After greeting the few people who were still mingling in the cabin and making some mixed drinks, you and Sam stepped back into the cool air. The sun had gone completely down by now and the wind was starting to pick up, making your skirt and cape blow as you walked towards the rest of the party hanging around the fire.
“Hey!” Danny spotted you first, easily waving you over as he stood a good head taller than everyone else around him.
You gave Danny a tight hug first, not even realizing how much you had missed him too until he had his arms wrapped tightly around your shoulders. “How have you been? I feel like we haven’t talked in forever!”
“I know, someone likes to keep you all to himself” Danny shot Sam a look to which he received an eye roll in return. “By the way, this is Caroline”.
You knew Danny had met someone recently, because Sam had told you, so you were excited to see who the lucky girl was. “Hi, how are you liking Frankenmuth?” You turned to the girl next to him, finding it so much easier to make conversation with someone new when you were surrounded by your long-time friends.
The two of you talked for a while, and Sam left with Danny to go back to the cabin and get Caroline a new drink. When they returned Jake and Josh were also in tow with their significant others. Everyone was dressed in their own pair of costumes, you and Sam included, which made you feel a bit awkward considering you were the only ones not dating.
“You look so good!” Jake’s girlfriend commented, giving you a tight hug next.
“Sam, you could have tried a little harder” Jake mentioned, reaching up to flick one of his stuffed ears, but Sam dodged him just in time, spilling his drink on his hand a little in the motion.
“I think they’re cute” his girlfriend nudged him in the side to knock it off. “Their costumes make more sense than ours do”.
“Wait let me guess!” You turned back to Danny and Caroline first, their matching black cloaks and the obvious wands sticking out of his pocket. “Ok you guys are students from Hogwarts”.
Next you took in Josh and his partner for the first time since they joined you, giving them a wave in the meantime. Their costumes were also very easy to recognize, Josh wearing an all white ensemble with a feather boa and gemstone rimmed glasses, and his partner in a white undershirt tucked into jeans with a studded black belt. “Alright, Elton John and Freddie Mercury”.
Finally you looked over Jake and his girlfriend again. He was wearing brown pants, a white button up he had characteristically nearly completely unbuttoned with a black bandanna tied around his neck, and a brown pistol holster strapped around his shoulders. His girlfriend was wearing a matching brown skirt, white button up as well with a black scarf knotted in front of her chest, and in place of her usual glasses were a more old fashioned pair with round lenses. “Umm, tomb raider?” You guessed, chuckling because you knew it had to be wrong but for some reason that was the only thing popping into your head.
“See!” She grumbled, pushing his chest a little to say I told you so.
“Tomb raider?!” Jake exasperated, “more like the rousing, suspenseful, and horrifying 1999 epic The Mummy”.
“Don’t think I’ve seen it” you deadpanned, making Jake’s jaw drop even further as he looked over at Sam in disbelief.
“Alright Mr. O’Connell give her a break; she was more sheltered as a kid than we were”. Sam asked Jake to back off, even though he did think their costumes were pretty cool.
“What have you guys been up to? We missed you at the barbecue the other day” Jake’s girlfriend questioned you and Sam next.
You placed the plastic cup containing the alcoholic beverage that was sure to make your head feel light and fuzzy in no time against your lip to hide the blush creeping up on your face. There was no reason for you to feel embarrassed about missing the little afternoon get together at the Kiszka house the other day. It wasn’t like you and Sam had done anything to be ashamed of, just randomly decided to ditch it in favor of a mini road trip to the next town over to go to that diner neither of you had been to in years.
That drive was completely different than the one this evening. The music had been cranked loud and your sides were hurting from laughing so hard as you watched Sam singalong from the driver's seat, nearly running the car off the road more than once because he ‘wasn’t used to driving himself around’. You remembered thinking about what it would be like to constantly be on the road with Sam. To see all the amazingly beautiful places he saw, picturing him pretending to be your educated tour guide as you explored new cities neither of you had ever visited before, making up stories as you went just to see you smile. That was one thing you could always count on when being around Sam, that he could make you smile.
“I wasn’t feeling well so she let me take a nap at her place” Sam lied for you, making you glance over at him in confusion. It wasn’t often you heard Sam lie, in fact you were convinced he was terrible at it because every time he did try to lie to you, you immediately called him out on it. No one seemed to question it though, so you decided to save yours for later.
A while passed as you all caught up, and you made a mental note to yourself to convince Sam to hang out some more before everyone left again. Even if you had been a little weary while getting ready to come out tonight, you were quickly realizing now that you’d had nothing to worry about, and that all though you missed Sam quite a lot you had missed everyone else too. Sam offered to get more drinks, and he had been in the cabin for a minute now so he was sure to be coming back any time soon.
“So, who’s idea was it to dress as Little Red Riding Hood?” Caroline asked you. “That’s a cute couples costume”.
Everyone else in the group shared the same look as you shifted your weight before thinking of how to answer that without making her feel out of place for not knowing the dynamic. “Oh, umm, it’s not really a couples costume”. You stared down at your now empty cup, swirling around the tiny droplets that still clung to the bottom rim.
She didn’t get the hint though. “Really? I mean I know the wolf was a bad guy but Sam seems really nice-”
“No like I mean it’s not a couples costume because we’re not a couple”. You cut her off, trying to not be too irritated about having to spell it out.
When you looked back up, Danny was staring at something behind you, so you turned to see that Sam had been there the whole time listening to everything you said. He had a downturned look to his face as he handed you the new cup and took the old one in return. Then silently he turned on his heels and marched back inside.
“Hey! Sam, wait up!” You called after him, rushing to follow him back into the cabin to see what was the matter.
He didn’t stop until he was back in the kitchen, and he not so subtly threw your empty cup into the trashcan before turning to try and push past you. Something was wrong.
“Are you alright?” You placed a hand against the front of his shoulder to stop him. “Did I say something?”
Sam huffed, leaning back against some cabinets since you wouldn’t let him go, and crossed his arms over his chest in a pout.
“Talk to me Sam” you pleaded with him. He was always like this when he was irritated, he would close himself off and avoid you like you were supposed to just magically know what was wrong, but you weren’t a mind reader, and you weren’t his girlfriend, so you didn’t have to put up with this.
“Fine, if you’re going to act like that I’m going back outside”. You went to follow through with your threat, but just as you turned around he caught your wrist and pulled you back.
“What if it was a couple costume? What if…” he chewed on a bit of skin flaking on his bottom lip as he debated really putting this out there. “What if we could be?”
“What are you talking about?” You tried to pretend like you didn’t know what he was suggesting, but he raised his brows in a way that meant he knew you were just playing clueless. “But we’re friends Sam, best friends”.
“And? Daniel and I are best friends too, but I don’t feel the same way about him as I do you”. He squeezed the hand he held onto a little tighter, trying to get you to believe him and understand. You wanted to pull away, your heartbeat was racing and you were sure he could feel it with his thumb wrapped around your pulse point.
“Everyone practically thinks you’re dating too” you huffed, shaking your head in disbelief at what was coming out of your mouth, but it was spilling out nonetheless. “I’ve half a mind to think he brought that girl along just to try and convince everyone that he’s not in love with you”.
Sam did drop your hand at that and stared down at you in disappointment for even insinuating such a thing. “You know he wouldn’t do something like that. He really likes her, and after coming home, seeing everyone again, spending so much time with you, it’s becoming clear to me how much I really like you”.
With your hand freed you took a hesitant step back, trying to give yourself some room to think. It would be a lie for you to say you had never considered the possibility of something more with Sam. How could you not? He was the most amazing person you had ever met and you were set on the fact that no one would ever come close to understanding you like he did.
The problem was you knew if you took that leap of faith there would be no coming back from that. Agreeing to date Sam would be like taking a dive off a high bridge, not knowing if the line that held you safe would be able to handle the jump, and if it snapped everything would be gone in the blink of an eye.
“I like you too Sam, a lot, but I can’t” your eyes avoided his, like you were physically incapable of watching his reaction as you tried to let him down. “Maybe at some point we could have tried, but now I don’t think it will work. Our lives have grown too different, I’m just barely starting my second year of college and all the while you’re off traveling the world playing shows to fans who adore all of you. I can’t even begin to compete with them”.
“There’s no competition” Sam argued, his tone growing louder and more desperate to the point people who had come into the kitchen not knowing what was going on were starting to clear out and give the two of you some privacy. “I don’t look at it that way. I don’t think I can. Not when the only thing I’ve been able to think about since I left was you”.
There was something you could sympathize with, because for all you knew you had him beat there. Sam was on your mind more often than you wanted, and you had tried and failed to distract yourself with other things to keep your heart from longing.
Although his confession should have made your heart feel whole, it started to crack in half at the idea of having to long for him even more. “I can’t” you repeated, no other excuse, just heartbroken denial.
“I- I understand” Sam replied defeatedly with a slump of his shoulders. He wanted to argue more, wanted to fight harder because he knew now after all the time apart that no one would ever make him feel even a fraction of the way he felt about you. The turmoil he could see behind your eyes scared him though, made him second guess every small little moment between you two that he had read into hoping that it meant you felt the same way.
The way you immediately lit up the moment he laid eyes on you upon returning home. He had been so nervous that you wouldn’t be as excited to see him again as he was you, that the many months away had made you more strangers than best friends, but it didn’t.
The way you agreed with anything he suggested, having grown accustomed to the picky little fights he and his brothers couldn’t help but get into while cooped up on a bus together for days on end. The way you let him rest his head in your lap. Your fingers automatically moving into his hair to scratch lightly against his scalp until he was falling asleep.
Maybe, it had all meant nothing.
“Everything alright?” Danny asked when you returned solo, having parted ways to rejoin the others when Sam said he needed a minute alone.
“I’ll be fine” you could feel your tongue thick in your mouth with the lie, and you took a long drink out of your cup hoping the alcohol would help numb the pain.
“Where’s Sam?” Jake asked, his intuition getting the best of him when he didn’t see the youngest had returned with you.
“He went somewhere that way” you answered with a point of your finger. Jake squinted in the dark, hoping that you were pointing to the random shed in the yard, but knowing better that you were actually referring to the thick of trees surrounding the property.
“He wandered off into the woods alone?” Jake sighed, already moving to hand his beer off so he could go hunt him down.
“I’ll go” Danny stepped forward. He and Jake exchanged some silent looks before Jake ultimately nodded in agreement.
“You know, Sam missed home the most” Jake mentioned in a lower voice so that it would just be the two of you talking. “I thought, with his spirit, he would just go and never look back. That wasn’t the case”.
“Wonder why?” You replied like you didn’t already know now that you probably played a big role in that, and took another drink.
“I know it's going to be hard for you when we have to leave again, but just know, it’s hard for all of us. Sam, he hides it from you how guarded he is because he wants you to think that he’s having the best time ever so that you won’t worry about us”. As Jake explained this to you your heart started pumping loudly in your ears again. You thought back on all the calls and FaceTimes you’d had, he was always smiling when he saw you even if you could tell that they were actually pretty busy or having a rough day. Had he really put on a face just so that you couldn’t see what was really going on behind the scenes? You wondered if that made you a true friend then, if he couldn’t even let you in on when he was feeling run down or unhappy.
You opened your mouth to speak, but before the words were formed a loud yell came from behind.
“Help!”
You'd recognize the voice anywhere, it was Danny calling for someone, and by the sound of it he was panicked. Without even turning around yet you watched as Jake’s face fell into pure terror and your heart sank.
Sam. Danny went into the woods after Sam.
Quickly you dropped your cup and took off towards the direction you had pointed them in, seeing Sam slumped over in Danny’s arms as he helped him over. He was practically dragging him when he reached the cabin, one of his arms around Sam’s waist with one of Sam’s arms around his shoulders.
“He’s breathing” Danny informed you when you got to them, placing your body up against the other side of your friend to help carry some of his weight. In doing so you felt something warm trickle onto your dress, and when you looked over you saw that the entire left side of Sam was covered in blood coming from three large gashes in his neck.
“Oh my god! What happened!” You shrieked and Sam’s brothers came running over to see what was happening as well.
“I don’t know” Danny gasped, “a bear maybe?”
“Bear?!” You repeated in shock, “fuck we need to get him to a hospital, now!”
“I’m calling for an ambulance” Jake jumped in, his phone already pressed to his ear.
In all the commotion you tried to get a response from Sam to see what had happened, see if he could even speak with the tears on his skin in such a delicate place and the blood still seeping out. “Sam! Sam stay with me please!” He was drifting in and out of consciousness, looking pale from the blood loss. You yanked at the tie on your cape and pulled it off, placing the bunched up fabric against his wound to try and stop some of the bleeding.
“You’re going to be okay Sammy, we got you. We’re all right here. Help is on the way”.
Sam’s eyes came into focus for a brief moment, searching around in the distance for the sound of the voice that has brought him back to until they zeroed in on you standing right in front of him. Despite his current situation his lip curled into a slight smile, and you felt under the quickly dampening cloak against his neck that he was trying to say something. You pulled closer, trying to make it easier for him to whisper to you, but his brows furrowed tightly and his eyes rolled shut again.
When you finally got the chance to see Sam again he was laying in a hospital bed, the IV in his hand hooked up to a drip of antibiotics to prevent any infection. There were more wires coming from his chest underneath the hospital gown and connected to a heart monitor that beeped at a slow steady pace in the otherwise hauntingly quiet room. A large bandage was affixed to nearly the entirety of his neck, you’d heard he needed stitches and that it was a miracle his jugular veins were still intact.
“Oh Sam”. Your eyes welled up with tears at the sight of him laying there unconscious. Collapsing on the chair next to him you reached under the thin hospital blanket to find his hand and wrapped it in yours. “I’m so sorry, so sorry I said what I did”.
The tears were streaming down your face now, and you turned to wipe them away on your shoulder, trying to gather yourself so you could keep talking to him, hoping he could somehow hear you.
“I do like you Sam. I think I kind of love you actually. I want to be with you”.
You waited for a response, some silly part of your brain wishing for a miracle, that your reciprocation of his feeling would be enough to wake him up and everything would be alright. But he didn’t move a muscle, and you knew he needed the rest, so you leaned over and placed your head against the edge of the bed, staring up at him until your eyes too fell heavy and you drifted into a light restless sleep.
“Hey” you heard a voice gently call you back awake and your shoulder shake. Opening your eyes you saw that you hadn’t shifted an inch in your sleep, still holding Sam’s hand in your own. Sam was still asleep too, but the color had returned to his face and the heart monitor was still sounding off in the background.
“Your parents are here to take you home” Jake informed you, watching as panic started to surface at the thought of leaving Sam here alone. “I’m going to sit with him for a while. Go take a shower and eat something. I’ll call you if anything happens”.
Even if you wanted to stay with him, you knew that you should be thankful they even let you be in here with him for this long. Jake was his brother, and the rest of his family was no doubt waiting in another room, and you were just his friend. A level of relationship you regret at this moment.
“Ok” you spoke hoarsely, pulling yourself up from the chair and feeling your body ache from the awkward position you had fallen asleep in. “You’ll call me?”
Jake nodded, waiting patiently for you to give Sam one last wistful look before leaning over, careful not to disturb his bandaging, and pressed your lips to his.
When you got home your parents had made breakfast, but you pushed most of it around on your plate, eating just enough to soak up the leftover alcohol from last night and excused yourself to shower. Blood had dried onto your costume, staining the already red fabric a darker, rusty color. It wouldn’t even be worth it to try and get it out, so you threw the piece away before climbing into the hot stream.
It felt good to clean your face, scrubbing your tear ruined makeup free, then your hair, and the rest of your body monotonously without any thought. You couldn’t think right now, because if you did you would just cry some more. When your head hit the pillow you were out again, not even having realized how exhausted you were until it was time to give up.
It wasn’t clear to you how many hours had passed when your phone started to ring. You shot out of bed, grabbing the little rectangle you somehow managed to plug in on your night stand just before passing out, and answering it without even checking to see who was calling.
“He’s awake” Jake spoke as soon as you answered. “And he’s been asking for you”.
“I’m on my way”.
Flying out of bed you pulled some jeans on, not even bothering to change from the random t-shirt plucked from our closet you had slept in. Your heart was pounding. He was physically alright, you knew that when you left the hospital early this morning, but last you truly spoke to Sam emotionally he was going through it. Did he really want to see you? Or was Jake just saying that to make you feel better?
Jake, Josh, and Danny were all crowding Sam’s room when you arrived, but they cleared out one by one and shut the door behind them to give the two of you some time alone. Sam was sitting up in his bed now, a small rolling table with half eaten food sitting next to him, and he was drinking water from a straw in a salmon colored cup.
“There you are” he smiled brightly as soon as you tentatively sat down. His voice was quieter than normal, more weak and strained, but other than that he seemed his usual self.
“How are you feeling?” You asked, unable to keep your eyes from constantly flicking down at the fresh set of bandages on his neck.
“Fine actually” he smiled again, “when I woke up the doctor had to take the stitches out because they were bothering me, but he said it was fine because I was already starting to heal. Actually he said I had the best recovery time from someone with this injury he had ever seen”.
Sam seemed proud of himself, but you worried if he was doing the thing Jake had mentioned and saying that just so you wouldn’t concern yourself too much with it.
“What about you?” Sam asked in return, “Jake said you were here all night. Did you go home and get some rest?”
“Me?” You peeped, clenching your hands into fists in your lap. “Why are you worried about me? You should be furious with me”.
“What?” Sam’s brows turned up in confusion and he set his cup down onto the table. “Why would I be mad at you?” You shared a weary look, both recounting the conversation last night that had led Sam to go into those woods alone.
“I’m sorry, it’s all my fault” your eyes prickled again, but you fought back the tears, staring up at the bright hospital lights on the ceiling to dry them back out.
“Woah, wait” Sam reached for your hands, and you stood up quickly to get closer to the side of his bed so he wouldn’t have to move too much. He reached over and tucked a piece of your bed dried hair behind your ear, smiling again. “It’s not your fault. I was being an idiot… I am an idiot”.
“No Sam, if anyone here is an idiot it’s me” you shook your head, “for trying to make you believe that I didn’t want to be with you”.
“So?” Hope started to fill his voice again, making him sound more like himself than before, “are you saying you changed your mind then?”
You chuckled softly, his unexpectedly cheerful attitude catching you off guard, but it was still a huge relief. “Don’t think my mind ever needed changing, I just needed to accept it”.
“Well, this is great news!” Sam beamed, “glad all it took was me being sent to the hospital for us to work it out”.
“Shut up” a single tear did make its way down your cheek, and he wiped it away with his thumb before you placed your hand on his and held it against your face.
“Make me” he muttered, his eyes flicking down to your lips, and you did. You leaned over and connected your mouths in a real kiss.
Kissing Sam was different than you thought it would be. You thought it would be at least a little bit awkward considering you had known him since he was just a messy little kid that occasionally ate leaves to make you laugh. This kiss felt more like your first kiss, the one you wait for your entire life, only ten times better, because it was your first kiss with Sam.
When you parted your lips, and he slipped his tongue inside, you reached forward and cupped his face in your palms. You turned his head to the side and kissed him harder, some spark having ignited in you the moment you finally accepted that you did. You did love him.
“Oww, ow careful there tiger” Sam pulled back, checking the tape on his bandages with a breathless laugh.
“Oh god, I’m sorry” you quickly apologized and took a step backward, but Sam quickly wrapped an arm around your waist and pulled you to sit down on the bed next to him.
“Never apologize for kissing me again, just maybe a little gentler for now”.
“Okay” you giggled, placing the softest kiss to his cheek to which he rolled his eyes and leaned in again.
It had been nearly a week since you and Sam made it official, and you had taken every minute of every day to try and make yourself believe that this was all real, that he was your bonafide boyfriend now.
In regards to the heated first kiss, you had decided to take things slow…
Slow worked, because the moment Sam was discharged from the hospital you had dedicated yourself to taking care of him. That was the least you could do considering part of you still felt guilty about Sam getting hurt that night in the first place.
That didn’t mean that the two of you didn’t get carried away from time to time though. Like now, you were in Sam’s bedroom, tops on the floor, and you were sitting in his lap as you attacked his lips with your own.
“You’re so fucking hot” Sam groaned as his hands fondled your chest over your simple little bra, leaning over to kiss the tops of your breasts that spilled over the cups.
“You are too” you smiled, running your fingertips over his chest. “Like really hot actually. Are you okay?” You moved your hand to his forehead, testing if he had a fever.
“I’m fine” he laughed, grabbing your hand and putting it back on his chest. “Better than ever actually”.
“Yeah?” You smiled again, pushing your concern aside in place for something more intimate. Sam’s hand remained over yours on his chest but you looked down at them, then lower, to the obvious bulge in his pants. Sam followed your line of sight before the both of you made eye contact again. He wrapped his fingers around yours and slid your hand down his stomach, holding your eyes in his as they came to rest over his groin.
“Baby” he rasped as you eagerly palmed him over the material “I-”.
“I know” you whispered, moving to unbutton his pants so you could get your hand closer to him. He was so hot and hard, it was turning you on to the point you felt like you were going to throw all inhibitions out the window. Fuck going slow, fuck being easy, you wanted him.
Your lips crashed back together, and you could feel the heat from his body seeping into your own, supercharging your nerves until your extremities buzzed with excitement.
“Sammy!” Josh’s voice came with a light knock on the other side of the door.
“Mmm, what!” Sam exasperated, annoyed that he was getting interrupted with your hand literally in his pants right now.
“Hey, don’t shoot the messenger. I’m just here to tell you dinner is ready”.
“Fuck din-”
You cut him off with your hand clamped around his mouth and a giggle. “Shhhh, come on they’re waiting on us”. With a disagreeable sigh Sam let you crawl out of his lap and you both redressed to head downstairs.
“Sammy” you whispered when you were finally back up in his bedroom, tucked against his side as he started to drift off to sleep.
“Hmm?” You felt the sound of his voice vibrating through his chest against your cheek.
“Tomorrow night is Halloween, and I know the last party we went to kind of ended badly, but I was wondering…” your voice trailed off. Somehow even after getting so close earlier, you were still nervous to be asking this.
“What? Do you want to get away from everybody? Spend some alone time together?” Sam finished your sentence for you with heavy insinuation in his tone, and it was exactly what you were going to say.
“Yes, I do” you buried your face into his chest, already feeling the way your core throbbed at the thought of finally having him.
“What if I said I already thought of that?” He asked, making you peek back upwards at him. He was staring affectionately back at you as his palm ran up and down your back. His irises were a shot of deep espresso surrounded by milky white, a sight you wanted to drink in forever.
“I’d say I might be in love with you then” you confessed, though it didn’t feel like a big deal. You'd loved Sam for a long time, you could just say it out loud now.
Now that it was bright outside with the late afternoon sun beaming through the windows of Sam’s car as you drove down the highway, you didn’t even realize that the landscape of trees outside looked familiar until he was turning down that same dirt road he had the night of the costume party a week ago.
“Why are we here?” You questioned, shifting uncomfortably in your seat, flashes of that night invading your mind and making your blood pressure sky rocket.
“I thought it would be nice to come back here now that it’s just us. I don’t want your memory of this place to be bad forever” he explained, feeling sorry for not mentioning it to you first, but he didn’t want to spoil the surprise.
“Whose cabin is this anyways?”
“It belongs to Jake’s girlfriend’s grandparents, but they don’t get around much anymore so they’ve kind of let us take it over. We came here to write some music at one point. I really love it here”.
“Well,” you looked out the window, watching the rather large wooden building with the wide porch and large windows that warmed the living areas with lots of natural light come into view at the top of the hill. It was a rather beautiful place, and you did always like being submerged in the outdoors, so you put your hesitation aside and let the excitement for the day's awaited activities seep in again. “I guess it’ll do then” you blushed, thinking about all the filthy things you were about to do in someone else’s space.
Sam grabbed your small duffel bag packed with a few changes of clothes and your toiletries, slinging it over the same shoulder as his backpack, and took your hand in his as he led you up to the front door. “You should’ve seen this place when we first got here. It was covered in dust, and spider webs, I had the worst allergies for like three days after we all cleaned it up”.
“You have the worst allergies anyways” you giggled as he fumbled with getting the brass key out of his pocket so he could unlock the deadbolt. “Here let me help”. You grabbed the key from him and it slid into the lock like butter, the door popping open with the wood having settled years ago.
“So they just let you have the key when you asked to stay here?” You raised your brows in interest when the two of you made it inside and he guided you down the hallway away from the kitchen, which was the only room you really got to see last time, and into a bedroom to put your things away.
“Yeah,” he replied modestly with a pitch in his voice, remembering exactly what had been said when he asked.
“Just don’t break any furniture little brother” Jake teased him with a knowing look in his eye after Sam explained it would just be you and him staying the night.
“I said I wasn’t really feeling giving out candy to kids all night and wanted somewhere quiet to relax”.
“Right,” you stood in the threshold of the doorway, your eyes flicking back and forth from Sam to the small bed with the wooden bedframe just behind him, “relax…”
Sam got your drift, moving to capture you by the waist and pull you further into the bedroom with him. You let out a loud laugh as he tickled your neck with kisses, his hands falling to the swell of your ass and giving it a squeeze. “If it’s relaxing you want I can stay in one of the other bedrooms? There’s like three down that hallway” you teased.
“I don’t fucking think so”. Sam’s demeanor quickly started to shift from his usual playful self to something entirely more starved, more lustful. “You’re staying right here with me, and the second I get you out of these clothes it’s over for you”.
Your thighs pressed together involuntarily and your hands came up to cradle the back of Sam’s head, letting your fingers tangle into his long luscious hair. “What are you waiting for then? Strip”.
There was no asking twice, Sam was already lifting your shirt over your shoulders and throwing it onto the floor before capturing your lips into a frenzied kiss. His hands returned to your back, but instead of traveling downward this time he reached upwards between your shoulder blades to unclasp your bra, the straps falling loose in between where your chests were pressed together.
When you broke the kiss you leaned backwards in his grasp and slipped free of the now useless piece of undergarment, shyly letting him see your bare chest for the first time. His eyes grew wide as he took in your perky breasts, nipples already hardening with the slightly chilly late October air in the cabin, and in one head spinning move he bent down and lifted you up.
Your legs immediately wrapped around his waist for support before you even realized what was happening, and his mouth latched on, sucking and licking needily while he turned and walked the few steps over to the bed. The mattress was softer than you expected when he threw you down, quickly shedding his own layers of button up shirt and heathered T underneath before climbing on with you.
When he approached on all fours you took in the sight of him, hair a tousled mess from your hands, and smooth golden honey skin marked only by the red welts still scratched into the side of his neck.
He had healed remarkably fast over the past week. It was astonishing really how he was already well enough to do this much physical activity, but he said it didn’t bother him at all anymore and that the scar that was forming was actually kind of cool.
“Sam, do you feel alright? You’re warm again” You asked when he came to lay on top of you, his hips grinding against your center in a way that made you ache all over.
“I feel amazing,” he groaned, the obvious proof of his arousal pressing tight against the front of his pants. “I just want you so bad, it’s driving me crazy”.
Your hands roamed all along the slender lines of his back. His skin felt hot to the touch despite the goosebumps that pickled against your exposed stomach, but you brushed it off as the rushing of his blood just underneath the surface. You could feel your blood rushing too, your heart working in overdrive to keep up with the reactions your body had to his touch.
Sam kissed at your breast again, pulling a soft whimpering moan from you as his mouth traveled lower and his nimble fingers worked at unbuttoning your pants. “Need to taste you first, is that okay?”
How someone could possibly say no to that was besides you, but that would be a thought for another time because now all you could think about was how Sam was perched between your legs waiting rather impatiently for your answer.
You fervently agreed, and with that your pants were being pulled down your hips and off your legs in one fast movement. Then again, only slower, your panties were removed as well as Sam watched for any wavering conviction.
When he saw that there was nothing but pure desire behind your eyes, he descended again, positioning himself comfortably with one of your legs wrapped around his shoulder and the other spread against the bed for a full view at just how turned on you were as well.
With the first touch of his tongue against your core you were already arching your back off the mattress, “Sam” falling from your lips in a wonton moan.
Sam groaned at the sound of his name coming from you in that way, and dove in, unable to hold himself back any longer. He ate you out like a lost man stranded on a deserted island finding a puddle of water to quench his undeniable thirst, lapping at your entrance and sucking on your swollen clit until you were writing beneath him.
“Oh my god Sam” you moaned again, reaching down to grab a fist full of his hair to ground yourself as you felt your first climax rushing towards you. He pressed his fingers deeper into the skin of your hip, pulling you down closer so that there was nowhere else for you to go, your involuntarily squirming only grinding yourself harder against his mouth.
One more heavy flick of his tongue and you were seizing, your legs closing around him as your body shook with pleasure. Sam never stopped, it was like he didn’t even need air the way he just swallowed down your release with a satisfied hum, resurfacing with a glistening chin and a smug grin.
“Taste so good baby” he placed one last kiss to your thigh before sitting up and unbuttoning his pants, “got to feel you do that again on my cock”.
All the morality you had left in you was out the door now as you watched him shed his last pieces of clothing, your mouth watering at the way his length sprung free when he pulled his boxers off. You wanted him in your mouth too, wanted to taste him just like he’d done for you, but Sam couldn’t wait any longer to have you.
Reaching behind you, he grabbed one of the many fluffy pillows that adorned the bed and lifted your hips to stuff it underneath them.
“Tell me if it’s too much and I’ll go slower” he leaned forward over your body, coming to rest on one of his elbows as he brushed away a few strands of hair from your face.
“No Sammy this is perfect” you smiled up at him, reaching for his cheek so you could pull him down into a deep kiss.
He kissed you back, returning it with more intensity as his hips began to rock into yours, his tip gliding through your wetness and brushing against your sensitive bundle of nerves until he finally slipped inside. You gasped at the stretch, clawing at his back as he inched all the way in until you were taking every bit he had to offer, and it was a lot.
“Fuck I-” he groaned, his eyes screwed shut in concentration as he tried to reel himself back and not start pounding into you like a wild animal.
You placed a kiss between his brows, encouraging him to relax and let go, and he did. With an exhale, Sam settled against you and started to rock his hips forward, not even pulling out, just nudging as deep as he could go.
“Feels amazing Sammy, please…” you whined, already having adjusted to his size and ready for more.
Grabbing a hold of your hips once more Sam sat up and pulled back, watching as his entire length disappeared into you as he snapped forward again, causing you to cry out in ecstasy. He lost himself in that motion, tirelessly working you both towards your peak with each blow delivered right to your sweet spot with the help of your elevated hips.
“How does this feel so good?” He emphasized each word with another hard thrust, the heavy headboard thumping against the wall in a way that made you grateful you had decided to get away for this, though never expecting your first time together would be this hot.
Passionate? Yes. But this was more than that.
You and Sam physically aligned in a way unsurpassed by any of your previous partners, and by the fucked out look on Sam’s face he certainly felt the same way.
The way you clenched around him made Sam know you were getting close again, he was getting close too, but he wasn’t ready for it to be over yet. Actually he felt like he was only just getting started. So he grabbed one of your legs and tossed it over your lap, twisting you at the waist until you were rolling over onto your stomach. He helped you up by lifting your hips until you were situated on your knees, then he started to pound into you from behind with an unrelentless force that was making you see stars.
“Come here sexy” he reached around between your legs, finding your clit again with the pads of his fingers as he started to rub tight circles across it. All the while you met each thrust with your own rocking back and forth, pressing your ass against him with loud claps of skin against skin, your lovemaking the only sounds resonating through the secluded cabin.
“Don’t stop, I’m almost there” you panted, so out of breath but still enough air in your lungs to beg him to make you cum again. And you did, hard, to the point your vision was blurring and your mouth fell open but nothing could escape the confines of the grip your orgasm had on your mind and body.
“Fuck, that’s it right there”. The feeling of you releasing again toppled him over the edge too, and Sam pulled out just in time to send hot ropes of cum shooting across your backside.
You both stayed still for a few moments, trying to come down from your highs and the residual effects that held your bodies in aftershock, until Sam left the bed and grabbed his t-shirt from the floor to help wipe you down.
He collapsed onto the bed after, gathering you up in his arms and pulling you to his chest. It was sticky with sweat, but you didn’t mind. A shower could always come later, all you wanted right now was to be held by your boyfriend and listen to his heartbeat fluttering wildly.
“You’ve been holding out on me” Sam broke the silence once more with an amazed laugh, his mind still replaying the scene before like footage stuck in a loop.
“Was not” you teased him, running your finger in circles around one of his nipples to see his reaction. He only laughed some more, grabbing your hand in his own and bringing it to his lips for a kiss to your palm.
“Were too” in true Sam fashion he argued back. “To think, we could’ve have been doing that for a whole week now”.
“Not a whole week. You just got out of the hospital and needed rest”.
He squeezed his arm around your shoulders tighter, “No, I think all I needed was you, cause I feel better than ever”. You couldn’t help but glance down, noticing he was still pretty hard despite already cumming once.
“You know Sammy, I did already tell you that I’m on birth control, didn't I?”
Sam thought about it for a moment, and he could recall you mentioning it one time as a kind of off handed comment once you started getting a little more physical in your relationship. “Yeah? Why do you ask?” He cocked a brow, hoping this conversation was going exactly where he wanted it to.
“We’ll because you didn’t…” you trailed off, a bright pink blush surfacing in the apples of your cheeks preventing you from saying it aloud, but Sam knew just what you were trying to say.
“What is it sexy?” He cooed into your ear, sending shivers down your spin as his other hand came down to grip your side. “You wanted me to cum in you? Is that it?”
His voice sounded like raw electric current, shocking its way through your body, waking up every nerve in its path and settling right in your core. “Well, what’s the harm? Should be safe as long as I keep track of everything”.
More than willing to correct his wrong, Sam’s hand hooked underneath your knee and he pulled you on top of him. “What if I want to get you pregnant though?” He pressed, connecting his lips to your neck and making you arch your back.
“Sam-” your voice was caught in your throat when he sucked harder and the head of his cock pressed against your entrance, just begging for you to drop your hips and let him enter you again. “I want that too, but not right now”.
“No. Not now,” he agreed, licking over the mark he left, “but someday. I want that. Want you to have my babies. What do you think? Six? Seven?”
“Sam!” You gasped in disbelief, “that many?”
“As many as you’ll let me give you” he shamelessly admit, moving his nibbling teeth to your shoulder next. “Think we should start practicing now?”
“Think I want you to kiss me again” you answered, bringing your lips to his just as you sank down onto him in one go. He groaned into your mouth, and you bit at his lips, getting him back for all the filthy things he had so easily said that got you all flustered again.
If you thought getting fucked by Sam was great, being in control was even better. With your hands planted firmly on his chest you sat up, getting yourself in just the right position before preparing for the ride of your life.
The slick between your legs made it easy to grind down on him, bringing out low guttural moans from Sam beneath you. “God, are you always this wet?”
“No” you smiled coyly down at him, “this is just for you”.
It didn’t take long for either of you to reach the metaphorical edge again. Though you were breathing heavily and sweat was beginning to glisten your skin, it felt like no work at all to get there. Because it had never been this easy with anyone else before.
Sam’s grip on your thighs tightened, and you felt him throbbing inside just before the flooding of warmth that invaded all your senses and sent you toppling over as well. You kept gliding your hips, begging for every last drop until Sam was a whimpering mess and you were both boarding overstimulation.
When you lifted off, Sam watched with hooded eyes as his release slowly dripped from you. A sight he’d secretly dreamed of in more than one of those late lonely nights alone on the bus as the swaying of the frame against the wheels lulled him to sleep.
“Better?” He teased, taking too much enjoyment from picking on you. You welcomed it though. You and Sam were always head to head when it came to teasing each other and it was comforting to know that in your quickly developing relationship at least that hadn’t changed.
You weren’t willing to back down either, even if Sam had just given you everything you ever could have wanted. “No not yet, I’m starving now”.
With legs that felt like jello, you climbed off him, picking up his thin flannel from the floor and slipping it over your frame. The buttons were crooked, but you didn’t care since you were only bothering with three of them anyways. Just enough to cover your chest and the rest was left hanging open as you found your underwear next.
You left Sam to decide how dressed he wanted to get and you wandered your way through the cabin, taking in the old photos framed on the wall of a family you were unfamiliar with yet felt oddly connected to.
Once you found the kitchen again you noticed that it was still a mess from the party. Apparently after all the commotion of that night no one had the time to come back up here and clean up. You tucked your hair behind your ears and found a large black trash bag from underneath the sink to start collecting things to throw away, emptying out leftover cups in the sink as you went.
Before long, a pair of arms circled around you from behind making you jump in surprise. Sam had never been that quiet before, you could usually hear his bare feet slapping against the floor from a distance, but he’d managed to catch you off guard this time.
“You don’t have to do that. Jake and I were going to clean up tomorrow”.
“I don’t mind” you replied, leaning over your shoulder to peck him on the cheek. “It’s the least I can do for them letting us borrow the place for the night”.
“Well, while you do that I’ll see what I can find for us to snack on”. Sam moved over to the fridge, pulling it open to see it was practically bare besides some beers that hadn’t been claimed at the party, a pitcher of purified water that was nearly empty, and an opened container of Halloween themed cupcakes.
“Hmm, Jake could have mentioned we should stop by the grocery store” he huffed as he pulled the cupcake box out and set it on the island you had cleared off.
“Think we can get pizza delivered?” You chuckled, though you were still eyeing a particular cupcake that looked really good right about now. Setting the half full bag aside, you joined Sam at the other end of the island, knowingly reaching over in a way that he could see down the shirt.
“Maybe…” he trailed off, not even hiding the way he was revenging your body with his eyes, then he leaned back to get a look at your ass peeking out from under the flannel, clad in nothing but your panties. “You’re going to have to hide when I answer the door though. Can’t let anyone else get to see you like this now can I?”
“Hmm,” you pretended to think about it for a moment as you used your pointer finger to gather some of the cold frosting from your cupcake, and popped it into your mouth. “What about you?”
Sam had only pulled his boxers back on, the rest of his body still bare for you to ogle at as much as you wanted now that he was yours. You came around to where he stood, wrapping your arms around him and kissing at his back.
“Sammy?” You pulled away, the flirtatious tone in your voice fading into something more concerned. “Baby think you’re running a fever”.
“Really?” He started to realize you had mentioned more than just a few times how warm he felt to your touch, but he hadn’t noticed himself. There was something different though, and his brows furrowed as he tried to figure out exactly what it was.
“Do you think your wound got infected? Do you ache anywhere” you let your hands brush across his back, a small part of you a little worried about having spiked his fever by having sex.
“No, physically I feel fine, but something else is off. I don’t know, it's like my mind is fogged or something. Maybe I could just use some air”.
Trying not to worry too much you stepped aside and let him make his way out to the back porch, keeping an eye on him through the windows. After deciding he wasn’t about to suddenly drop dead or anything, you turned to look for anything in the kitchen you thought might help.
In the fridge you filled the water purifier back up to the top then moved on to rummaging through the cabinets. Most of them were filled with mix matched plates, mugs, and cooking equipment for camping, but finally in the last cabinet you checked there happened to be a box of camomile tea that had expired a couple of months ago, but you figured it couldn’t do more harm than good.
You microwaved some water in a random mug and set the tea bag inside to let it steep for a few minutes, closing up the cupcake box and putting it back away in the meantime.
Next to the door there was a set of light switches. The sun had nearly disappeared behind the tree line by now so you flicked the first switch on, it was for the living room. Leaving that one on for now you moved to the next. Sam glanced over his shoulder when an overhead light came on outside, and you joined him with his tea.
“Thanks” he smiled and took a sip before turning back around to stare up at the sky some more.
“It’s freezing out here” you shivered, wrapping your arms around your barely clothed body, but you didn’t want to leave him out here alone any longer.
“Come here” he reached his hand out, and you took it, allowing him to pull you in front of him so he could drape his chest against your back. You were immediately enveloped in his warmth, and you leaned back against him with a sigh.
The scenery was quaint but beautiful nonetheless. Behind you the sun cast its last reach of light as it set to the west, and before you the darkness of night crept closer. Birds still flew in the sky above the treetops, and remnants of the bonfire from the party rest in the distance.
Your eyes braved a glance in the direction Sam had disappeared to that night right after your fight. Feeling weary you grabbed his arm and wrapped it tighter around you, hoping the squeeze would keep reminding you that he was right here, safe. “I still can’t believe there was a bear out there. What if it had come out into the yard?”
Sam tensed behind you and you immediately regret bringing it up. Neither of you had talked about the incident since it happened, both a little too preoccupied with starting to date and since he had healed so well it kind of faded away into the background.
“It wasn’t a bear” Sam muttered, just barely loud enough that you could only hear it since you were so close. You turned your head up towards him, confused as this was the first time you were hearing him say anything at all about it. “Wolf,” he continued, his eyes still fixed on the moon hanging above your heads. “It was a wolf”.
“A wolf?!” You exclaimed, unable to sort out in your mind which was worse. How had he been able to survive a wolf attack? And what kind of wolves went around scratching people in the neck?
“I don’t really remember what happened. One second I was walking through the trees, I actually thought you had followed me because I heard something behind me, but when I turned around it must’ve attacked me. I think I blacked out from the trauma, and when I came to I was leaning against Danny and you were crying”.
A pang of guilt shot through you again, and tears threatened to spill at the thought of Sam thinking you had come after him only to get attacked by an animal… You turned around in his hold, cupping his face in your cold hands, gingerly holding his attention. “I’m so sorry I let that happen. I’m so sorry I wasn’t there. I want to keep you safe, always”.
“Nothing that happened is your fault” Sam quickly eased you even though you were the one supposed to be consoling him. “If anything, I’m glad it happened so that we could come together like this. I feel like something is changing in me, and I’m really glad I have you to lean on”.
Something changing? You hadn’t realized the event had made such an impact on him mentally, but you had to agree you were glad he knew you were here if he needed anything at all. Taking his mug from him, you squat down to place it on the ground out of harm's way, and slowly as you raised back up you planted soft little kisses along his body.
Firstly one on each thigh, then on the lowest bit of his stomach just above the waistband of his boxers. One to his sternum, then a pair for both sides of his clavicle, and lastly as gentle as you possibly could you placed a tender kiss to his scarred neck.
When you were done Sam pulled you into a swift kiss. The feeling of his lips slotting against yours, his warm body pressing you up against the beams of the banister, it was enough to melt away your worries.
Sam lifted you onto the banister next, and you wrapped your arms tightly around his shoulders so you wouldn’t fall backwards even though you knew he would never allow that to happen. His lips moved to your neck, leaving a new love bite next to the one from earlier, and with what sounded like a low growl he ripped the buttons off his shirt to expose your chest to him.
“Sam!” You gasped, hearing the tiny plastic pieces bounce around somewhere on the porch before ultimately disappearing. “Again?”
“Again” he growled once more, reaching between your bodies to slip his hand into your underwear.
You sighed into the touch. Normally you wouldn’t be ready for another round so soon, but as his fingers found your clit you were already starting to pool with need.
When you whimpered his name again, Sam pulled his boxers down and moved your underwear to the side, just fast enough for him to enter you in one fluid movement. You bit your lip trying to muffle your cries of pleasure, considering you were on the back porch, but Sam wasn’t about to have that.
“There’s no one out here for miles, you can be as loud as you want”.
One of your hands left Sam’s shoulder and you reached up to gather some of his hair at the back of his head into your fist, giving it a hard tug. “Only if you are loud too”.
Sam’s reaction to the hair pull was just as you hoped. He picked up the pace, his actions becoming rushed and sloppy but that didn’t stop the fire from being igniting between you.
“Fuck, fuck, fuuck” he did moan loudly, waiting for you to pull again. When you did his hips stuttered and he let out another low growl. “I’m cumming”.
“Me to” you pulled his hair once more but this time to get him closer so you could crash your lips together, your shared climaxes washing over you as the last traces of light disappeared behind the cabin.
“Have you always had that much stamina?” You questioned between bites of the pizza Sam successfully ordered while you were getting cleaned up in the shower. You had met every one of Sam’s girlfriends in the past. Some you liked, some you thought he was absolutely insane for putting up with, and he had met all of your exs as well. Though the two of you never really talked about sex stuff before. Probably for good reason, because if you had known you two were going to be such a good match physically as well, then this likely would have happened a lot sooner.
“I’ve never been a one-pump-chump if that’s what you’re asking” Sam replied as he chewed a large bite.
“Don’t talk with food in your mouth you animal” you poked his still bare chest, though after showering himself he had opted to at least put on some sweats for comfort.
“You asked me a question” he shrugged, tearing off another bite, unbothered.
You rolled your eyes and chuckled, finishing your plate and offering to grab him another random beer from the fridge while you were up.
After dinner Sam put a movie on and you sat next to him on the tiny couch in the living room, your legs stretched out over his lap and your head resting on his shoulder. “I’m going to be sad when you have to leave again” you muttered, not having been able to pay attention to the old flick he found on one of the few channels the TV got reception to way out here.
Sam squeezed your waist for comfort, “I know, maybe you can come with us for a while? Take a semester off?”
“I don’t know,” you sighed, “that will only delay my graduation. I don’t want to be in school for any longer than I need to”.
“That’s alright, we will make it work. Everyone else does”.
“Right” you agreed, trying not to pick at your cuticles out of habit. You knew Sam would do anything for you, and you him, but you couldn’t help but feel like the worst of your struggles were not yet behind you.
Sam reached for the remote and clicked off the TV, offering to carry you to bed which you adamantly declined but that only resulted in him chasing you down the hallway in a fit of laughter.
“I know this has all sort of changed rather quickly” Sam mumbled quietly in the dark of the bedroom, both of you holding each other close underneath the quilt.
“Yeah? I don’t think so” you smiled. Really you got where he was coming from, but when it came down to it you knew these feelings had always been there and you and Sam had already been so close before. “I mean, this is kind of new” you let your hand trail down his chest, tickling the light dusting of hair above his groin.
“Mmm, you sure you’re ready to go there again?” Sam cocked a brow as if challenging you to test your luck further.
You retreated your hand, tucking it back against his chest as you turned onto your side. “Maybe in the morning”.
“Morning, right” Sam nodded his head, yeah he could work with that. “What I meant to get at was, I don’t want you to think I’m being ingenuine when I say things. It’s just I think I’ve felt this way for a long time, and now that I can be honest with myself about it I can’t help but need you to know”.
“Know what Sam?” your voice fell into a hush again, feeling the atmosphere shift from friendly banter, to something more intense and sincere.
He turned onto his side as well, wanting to look you directly in the eyes. “I love you”.
You felt your heart thump fiercely in your chest, your love for him having manifested itself there for longer than you could even remember, and you knew there was nothing left for you to do but to simply say it back. “I love you too Sam”.
In the morning you shared leftover pizza, just passing the time by enjoying each other's company. Really enjoying each other's company. It was going to be a miracle if you were able to walk straight by the time you left this cabin.
Shortly after the noon hour, a knock finally came at the door, bringing you and Sam out of yet another heated make out session on the couch as a random record from a forgotten stack you’d found in the closet of one of the other bedrooms spun on the player in the background.
“Jake” Sam nodded when he answered the door after you ducked into the room to find some more appropriate clothing options to put on.
“Sammy” Jake nodded back, a knowing smirk planted across his face as he stepped inside.
“Hey!” You greeted them a little too enthusiastically, trying not to sound like they had interrupted anything at all. They greeted you back and you watched as Jake and his girlfriend filled in, but in tow behind them was someone neither you or Sam recognized.
“Oh, so this is my older brother Theo” Jake’s girlfriend introduced the unknown man.
Sam stepped up first, offering his hand to shake and introduce himself back, then wrapped an arm around your shoulder. “And this is my girlfriend”.
“Stop, please” you groaned dramatically, pushing him away and introducing yourself.
Theo seemed distant during the entire interaction, and you didn’t quite understand why he was here if he hadn’t even met Sam yet. Jake seemed comfortable with him though, and you trusted his opinion of people so you didn’t bother to read into it too much.
“Right, so should we get to cleaning up then?” Jake’s girlfriend suggested, grabbing her boyfriend by the arm and pulling him into the kitchen where she was pleased to see that you had already started to pick up all the trash.
“I’m going to go put a shirt on” Sam informed you, leaving you with a kiss to the top of your head as he left for the bedroom.
Grabbing another trash bag from the kitchen you let Jake and his girlfriend know you’re going to start in the backyard, remembering from yesterday having seen quite a bit of trash still out there.
“Hey, I think you might want to come back in here” Jake held the back door open as he called out to you. He wore a look of uneasiness as you approached the porch, and you abandoned the bag of garbage to see what was the matter.
Once back inside you saw Sam, flustered out of his mind as he tore through drawers and cabinets all while mumbling frantically to himself “where are they?”
“What is it?” You asked, approaching him slowly since he was running around madly.
“Fuck!” He shouted loudly, almost completely ignoring you as he stopped in the middle of the kitchen to think for a second. As if he suddenly remembered something, he ran back down the hallway and into another bedroom, finally returning with a crumpled pack of cigarettes and pushed his way past all the staring eyes to go out onto the back porch.
“What happened?” You turned back to Jake. You had never seen Sam act that way before, so whatever it was that got him so riled up definitely terrified you.
“Don’t know, he was in the bedroom for a while then just came bursting out like a lunatic” Jake replied, wishing himself that you could answer the question for him.
“I’m going to go check on him”. You pulled on a convincing smile, trying to give Jake a bit of peace of mind when in reality you were worried about what you might uncover when you stepped back outside.
Sam was hunched over the banister, a lit cigarette dangling between his fingers, the smoke blowing towards you with the wind. “Baby?” You called out to him in your sweetest most tender voice. He ignored you but he wasn’t acting crazed anymore, you noticed though as he brought the cigarette slowly to his mouth for another drag that his hands were trembling uncontrollably. “Are you alright?”
“I don’t know” Sam finally replied as he blew out the smoke, taking another long pull from the butt before slumping back over.
“Talk to me Sam” you stepped up next to him, attempting to place a comforting hand on his shoulder that he flinched away from. “You’re scaring me”.
“I don’t know if I can say” he looked up at you, his eyes bloodshot like he was about to burst into tears. What could be bothering him so badly that he felt like he couldn’t talk to you about it? “I don’t think you’ll believe me”.
“Don’t you remember what you told me last night? That the things you say are genuine? Well I believed you then, why wouldn’t I believe you now?”
Sam huffed, shaking his head like you just didn’t understand. “That was different. This is…” he trailed off, taking the last drag before pressing the cigarette out against the rotting wood. Suddenly he turned to you and wrapped his arms around your waist, dropping his head onto your shoulder. “You promise you won’t think I’m crazy?”
You smoothed the back of Sam’s hair with your hand, your other arm coming around to hold him steady. “I mean everyone already thinks that but we still love you” you teased lightly, trying to bring some normality back in the conversation.
He lifted his head and took your hand, guiding you over to a pair of wooden rocking chairs on the other end of the porch. When you both sat down you kept his hand in your own, cradling it there for support as he gathered how to tell you what was wrong.
“It’s umm, Theo” he began and your back straightened out a little. You knew you had gotten a vibe from him when he entered with everyone else, like a dark cloud had followed them, but you never would have expected him and Sam to get into it like this. “He came into the bedroom and told me we needed to talk. It was weird. I knew Jake’s girlfriend had a brother but he was never around so I don’t really know him, but I agreed anyways”.
“Ok?” Your mind was racing with all the possibilities of what they could have talked about, everyone staying at his family’s cabin, maybe money, but nothing would have prepared for what Sam was about to unveil.
“He told me that he was here last week, and when he heard that I was the one who had been attacked that night in the woods, he had to come and warn me”
“What?” If he was at the party then why hadn’t any of you met him then?
Sam’s free hand came up and he timidly touched the scar now adorning his neck, and if you weren’t sure that it was absolutely impossible you could have started to put two and two together yourself. It was impossible though. Just a scary story to keep people out of the woods at night. An urban legend made up to blame the way people acted on the cycles of a big rock in the sky. So you sat quietly and let him continue.
“I didn’t believe him at first, but then he lifted his shirt and on his side I saw he had the same scar as I did. The scar he got three years ago when he was out here fishing alone, something followed him back from the lake, and when he tried to fight it off he got scratched, by a large wolf”.
A wolf… You tried again to imagine how it must’ve happened, but you couldn’t wrap your mind around it entirely. “So what does this all mean Sam? What was he trying to warn you about?”
There was a moment of silence as he gathered the courage to answer, his mouth opened and he pulled in a deep breath of air, but the words couldn’t come out whole. “On the next full moon, I’m- I’m going to… change”.
“Change?” You repeated, trying to finish the sentence for him “into a wolf?”
Sam cringed, pulling his hand away from you and leaning back into the chair. “You think it’s crazy don’t you”.
“I think you’ve both been through something traumatic, and you haven’t really talked with anyone about it…”
“I haven’t talked to anyone because I’ve had this weird nagging feeling like something is wrong since it happened. I thought maybe it was those antibiotics the doctors sent me home with so I stopped taking them”.
“Sam” you gave him a disappointed look, but didn’t have the heart to truly scold him right now. “You could have talked to me, could have told me”.
“I know,” he sighed, “and I should have, but everything was going so well between us. I was so happy, I didn’t want to spoil anything”.
It was hard for you to hear that he had been keeping this from you, especially because you thought you had been doing such a good job at taking care of him. The guilt you felt still had yet to subside though, so you didn’t fault him for not wanting to make it worse. If anything you did blame yourself some more for not noticing something was wrong. Then it hit you, “so every time I touched you, and you were so warm…”. It certainly was crazy to believe him, but for some reason you did, it made sense even if just a little bit and that was enough for you to stand by him.
Sam looked relieved that you somehow seemed to be seriously considering this outlandish tale to be true, but it unnerved him the same. “What am I going to do? What’s going to happen to me? I don’t even know who I can tell… even if my brothers and Danny do believe me too, what about the band? We play shows at night, I can’t very well come out on the stage on all fours”.
These were all valid questions for Sam to have, but honestly you didn’t even know where to begin to find the answers. The only thing you knew was Sam meant the world to you and you needed to make sure he knew you were always going to be there for him. So you gathered your resolve and stood, pulling on a supporting smile. “Let’s start with Jake first, he’s really worried about you. After, we still have three weeks to figure everything out right? Until the next full moon?”
“Yeah,” Sam nodded, and he raised to take your hand again allowing you to guide him back into the cabin where surly, he would be received with all the love and acceptance he needed.
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anthemofgvf · 5 months ago
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Groupie Love: Jake Kiszka x Reader Fanfiction
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"you're in the bar, playing guitar, i'm trying not to let the crowd next to me. it's so hard sometimes with a star, when you have to share him with everybody." description: being jake’s groupie was heaven on earth, yet sinful in every desirable way. while the world reveled in his public, entrancing persona, you reveled in the boundaries of reality and fantasy intertwining in secrecy.
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trope: groupie! reader x jake
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warnings after cut…
. ⋅ ˚̣- : ✧ : – ⭒ ⊹ ⭒ – : ✧ : -˚̣⋅ .
warnings: good amount of plot, mentions of drinking, alcohol, smut (18+ minors dni), swearing, unprotected sex, hardcore dom! jake, choking, spitting, praise/begging/degrading kink, rough sex, spanking, fingering, oral (male and fem! receiving), bit of fluff, some aftercare
disclaimer: this does not follow the real events of the starcatcher tour for the sake of the plot. thanks!
a/n: would also like to mention that yes, this IS based off of the Lana Del Rey song with the same title. As soon as I heard it, I immediately thought of Jake and writing a fic based off of it. If you haven't listened to the song, now is the perfect time to do so! hope you all enjoy :) <3
. ⋅ ˚̣- : ✧ : – ⭒ ⊹ ⭒ – : ✧ : -˚̣⋅ .
There was something so addictive about secrecy. To share such vulnerability with someone where no one's eyes could witness, but only you and another alone. To know each other by touch alone if every sense was stripped away, yet hiding the true reason why you could pick them apart in a crowd from that feeling. And while you two were friends with one another publicly, behind closed doors, you were both fucking like animals. There was no better way to describe your relationship with Jake. You were just one of his secrets, hidden in a closet, and you had accepted that.
You had met him after one of Greta Van Fleet's shows when their careers were just about to skyrocket and thank God you were able to catch him then. You hadn't really listened to their music before or even heard of them, but local concerts under 30 bucks as a fun night out with friends was always on the table. If it weren't for their small fanbase and lack of fame, you were positive you wouldn't have become Jake's personal groupie.
After hooking up with him in the venue's bathroom, twice, Jake simply couldn't have enough of you. And you, you were entranced by him and his sexual drive. You both also enjoyed each other's company in the short period of time you knew one another, so, you and he exchanged numbers and kept in contact. Whenever he was in town, you'd be next to him, and when he was gone, you were with someone else. More often than not, you two were spending time with one another purely for sex, but it was rare for you to leave immediately after. After all, Jake cared about you regardless of the label of your relationship with him, and you were enjoyable to be around.
There was no discussion of monogamy, so it was mutually decided that seeing other people was no issue. Sure, no one compared to the guitarist, but there was always someone to run down your time in the day when boredom struck, and you were unable to be at Jake's beckoning call. Even though Jake would always call you his, it was words that withheld no meaning. Only in moments where you and Jake were together alone did they obtain meaning, but you knew never to take him seriously.
Jealousy is a bitch, though, and it possessed you. It rotted you to your unchaste core. You could easily pretend it didn't bother you that other girls have had Jake the way you have or have even looked at him in that manner. Of course, you'd be lying to yourself if you said there wasn't a single sliver of selfishness towards him. How many girls Jake had been with next to you was a mysterious number, but you didn't choose to spend your time thinking about how many girls he's said the same things to as you. But, rather, feel empowered that there were fans in their crowds at shows that desperately wanted your place. Fans that screamed his name, made signs and t-shirts for him, dreamed of being more than just a fan in the crowd. That was something you had over them. That's what made you special. That's what gave you your title of a so-called 'groupie'.
. ⋅ ˚̣- : ✧ : – ⭒ ⊹ ⭒ – : ✧ : -˚̣⋅ .
They had closed their most recent tour with a show in Nashville, and of course you were in attendance. Jake had even asked if you'd be there, knowing well enough that there was no way in hell you'd be skipping out on it, because you knew where the night would take you. Besides, you hadn't seen him in months. You hadn't been with him in months. You had grown a sense of longing for him after a short period of time away from the guitarist.
Before Greta Van Fleet had a larger fanbase, you were able to sit in the seats and get escorted backstage to Jake so you could watch as a fan. But, due to suspicious speculation amongst fans, and you and Jake wanting to continue the secrecy and keep the reputation of "just friends," you were granted a backstage pass and allowed to come into the arena or venue they'd be performing at before fans would arrive. Every place was different, so the execution of reaching him was always tweaked, but no matter what, you and him both knew you'd see one another after the show. You preferred to hang in the sound booth rather than backstage, anyways.
Rarely did you come early to be in attendance for soundcheck. Sure, there would be absolutely nothing wrong with it, but you always enjoyed watching him look for you amongst the fans, and his eyes light up in the slightest that had your heart stopping only for a second at the sign of recognition, feeling as though your breath had been taken from you and forcing your body to freeze. It never got old feeling his eyes latch onto you.
And you never got tired of watching him perform on stage. Now, with the new introduction of 'Mirador,' you got to watch him nearly twice as long. And, God, you never knew he could sing that well. That certainly was a turn on for you. Now your mind was wandering off to the thought of him singing in your ear.
You rarely tore your eyes from him while he was on stage, and he knew that he was hypnotic. He liked knowing that there were people who only cared to watch him and come to Greta Van Fleet's shows to be in his presence. Thrusting into his guitar as he spoke to himself and the crowd, hairs sticking to his cheeks with the accumulated sweat and still breathlessly giving his performance his all. You kept your eyes locked on his stomach and watched as the sweat beads dripped down his tender skin, and his hair whipping around and throwing his head back as he skillfully played on his instrument, exposing his Adam's apple to the fans that kept their eyes glued on his every move while he struck the next few chords of the song. You'd always convince yourself while swinging to the music that he was performing more theatrically for you, but you'd never been proven right nor wrong yet. He was entrancing to watch, and sometimes you found it unfathomable that you were a person in his life. A person who knew things that most didn't, a person who saw things most people didn't.
Your adrenaline always arose as soon as the four boys left the stage, and the lights illuminated the venue. Hearing different conversations from a multitude of fans that surrounded you, shuffling of feet and complaints of exhaustion. But there you were, hanging out in the sound booth waiting for security to come to your aid to escort you to backstage.
You wore a silver halter top that accentuated your chest, with a pair of velvet-blue flared leggings and converse. Thankfully, your shoes weren't shown due to the coverage of your pants, and it truly did not matter what clothes were on your body. They would be thrown on some floor in less than an hour, and that's all you cared about.
Eventually two men from Greta Van Fleet's team made their way to you once the venue was near empty from fans and began leading you backstage to the green room. You always loved that feeling in the pit of your stomach; it excitingly tumbled and twisted with each step closer you were to him. The awkward silence never faltered while the security guards guided you to backstage, but that gave you enough time to collect yourself before seeing Jake.
Your eyes were first met with Sam cracking open a beer, chatting with his girlfriend and keeping to themselves. When they saw you, they smiled without a word, and allowed you to keep moving. While you and Jake became "friends" the more you two saw each other, you had been brought around the band from time to time. More likely than not, it was for some sort of party, large gathering, or simply catching the boys after the show - uncommonly anything intimate. They knew what your purpose was, but they never questioned you. Either they simply didn't care, or they didn't want to ask questions they did not want answers to.
Danny was nowhere to be found, most likely in his dressing room, but the twins were walking into the green room, laughter erupting from Josh as he cracked his large, infamous smile that put his perfect teeth on display. His presence always soothed you when eyes seemed to be peering down your neck from your presence. Both were still in their stage attire, which was usual when you'd come so soon after the show had ended.
Josh had noticed you first, closing his mouth to a smirk that raised with the right corner of lips and pierced his cheek to reveal his dimple. Once Jake laid his eyes upon you, they were already following down your body, finally greeting you with a crack of a smile that told you his mind was already somewhere else.
"Y/n! It's so good to see you again," Josh greeted you with a tight hug, "nice seeing your face after so long." He patted your back and pulled away with a grin still plastered on his face.
"It has been long enough," you huffed a laugh. "Tour was good?" You flicked your eyes to Jake.
He gave you a slow, steady nod. "Was great. I'm sure you'd love to hear all about it, huh?"
"I wouldn't want anything else." You huffed a laugh, sticking your tongue in your cheek at his light sarcasm.
"I expect you'll be sticking around to celebrate the end of Starcatcher with us?" Josh said as he began to walk away. You followed his movements with your eyes as he walked over to a small fridge, turning to Jake who gave you a blank stare. Josh wasn't hinting at your intentions with Jake, but rather what would occur after-the-fact. He shrugged at you suggestively, but you couldn't depict what his choice was.
You chose to be safe. "We'll see, Josh," you directed your attention to him for a moment, "if I don't, I'll be sure to say goodbye to you before I head home."
He sauntered over to you with a beer in hand and patted your back with a soft smile. "Always a pleasure, y/n."
Leaving you and his twin alone, Jake ran his hand to your side and found the small of your back, pressing light enough to signal movement forward and follow him to his dressing room. You dared to look at him, to examine the light sheen of sweat that resided on his forehead that he forgot to wipe away once he exited the stage. And you knew he could feel your eyes lingering upon him, but he liked to be looked at. He liked the attention.
His dressing room door was already open, welcoming your entrance and waiting for your arrival. You eagerly stepped into the neatly decorated room and scanned the area for familiar artifacts of his scattered about: sunglasses, bracelets, necklaces, and his attire to be thrown on after his stage wear was stripped from his body.
He turned his back to you quickly and closed the door, locking it swiftly behind him. And once he turned around, he was wearing a softly cracked smile. It was always so intimidatingly perfect, how his eyes rested into a look that only told you that he was going to devour you.
"Barely said a word to me since I've arrived," you said innocently with your hands behind your back, "what's with the shyness, Jake?" You began to slip off your shoes as his eyes faltered from your own to do the same.
He took slow steps towards you to increase the intensity of your heartbeat in anticipation. He knew you craved the taste of his lips, the feeling of his hands on your figure. He always remembered what made your heart bang against your chest and your face flush into a pink hue.
His index finger cradled your jaw as he focused your eyes on him intently. "Was it so wrong of me to want a more private 'welcome home' from you?" His voice was coarse with the words slipping off his tongue smoothly like butter. Close to a whisper - the tone of intimacy.
You flicked your eyes to his coy smirk, then back to his dark brown eyes that peered at you so attentively. He was always so patient in these moments for an answer back.
"All this is, is private. Doesn't mean I don't enjoy the gesture, though." You wrapped your arms around his neck after motioning your pointer finger back and forth between the two of you, and in return, he pulled you into his chest and squeezed you against his body tightly.
And there he was, breathing softly down the side of your neck, inhaling your sweet scent, and feeling the figure and warmth of your body in an embrace. You buried your face into the crook of his neck that you made room for with your arm to feel the skin that rested there to remember how it feels to be so close to Jake once again.
"You're a good singer, Jake," you said lowly into his ear, "better than I had expected."
You felt him chuckle against you, but his laughter came out in small breaths. He was amused by your playful banter and humbling words that he knew were harmless.
He unwrapped himself from you but kept the close proximity between the both of you. His tongue darted out and ran across the middle of his bottom lip, cracking a coy grin as he looked down at you with half-hooded eyes. He was effortlessly seductive.
"You're lucky I like you, y/n." His hand raised to the side of your face as he slowly began to caress it, watching the motions of his fingers as they began from your temple and journeyed to your jaw. "Because if I hadn't known better, I'd think you were disrespecting me." He gave you a playful, lazy glare.
You gave him a small smile, allowing your fingers to focus on toying with the silver jewelry that hung dangerously low on his exposed skin.
"Well, you and I both know that you love to play that game." You said softly to yourself. Loud enough for him to hear, but quiet enough to showcase your lack of desire for a response.
You took the opportunity to run your hands onto his chest, letting them reach to the waistband of his trousers, and looking to him innocently with a smile. And he smiled back at you softly, waiting patiently for you to be finished reveling in his presence and this moment.
You placed your hands onto his neck, thumbing at the skin and looking at him for direction, for initiation. So, he cupped your jaw and placed a gentle, longing kiss onto your lips. You practically melted into his mouth and encouraged his tongue to begin roaming around the inside of your mouth as you began to dance your own in his. The kiss grew deeper quickly, and you both remembered the addictive taste of each other. The swift routine of throwing each other clothes began, where you're tugging down Jake's pants to leave him in his boxers, and he's tossing off his cropped, black jacket to land onto the ground.
Your hands traveled into his damp hair and tugged him deeper into your lips as his fingers played at the waistband of your leggings. The muscles at your stomach began to tense up at the sensation of the pads of his fingers toying at the idea of diving down into your underwear and satisfying you.
His mouth pulled from yours for a moment to throw off your top, which you assisted him in doing, and allowed it to fall wherever it landed. As soon as he got the sight of your bare breasts, he encapsulated his mouth onto yours, and massaged one in his hand, while the other hand held its place at your waist.
You snaked your hands in between your glued bodies and cupped his hard cock with a light squeeze, eliciting a deep, rumbling groan from his throat and into your mouth.
"God, how I've missed you." He said into your mouth, tugging at your bottom lip. His lips began to travel to your neck, pressing rough, sloppy kisses onto the skin. You contemplated telling him how much you missed him, but you knew that he knew you did - you were like putty under his touch.
Your head titled back to allow Jake more access to your neck. One of his hands ditched your body and tugged at your hair to gain dominance, keeping your neck bent back as far as possible so he could taste your skin. His other hand traveled to the small of your back to keep you on your feet, and you swore you would've fallen to your knees if it weren't for Jake holding you up. With your eyes shut, you tuned into the feeling of his wet tongue trailing its way up your neck and to your jaw, then suckling down to your collarbone. His mouth always felt like a beautiful curse against your skin, while compelling, still so unbelievably relieving.
Your hands stuck onto his hair, tugging and pulling as his lips trapped your right nipple in his mouth. His tongue swirled circles around it, with his index and thumb massaging the other with the movements. Soft moans escaped your mouth, but you were sure to monitor any sound out of you.
His eyes peered up at you as he removed his mouth from your body and grabbed your face with his hands clasped at your jaw.
"Pants off, now." He instructed lowly, and while you slipped off your underwear with your velvet flares, he was throwing off his boxers and revealing his throbbing cock. You could hardly focus on anything other than him inside of you at this moment, with your head dizzy at the thought of his length filling you up to the hilt.
He never got sick of the sight of you naked, running his hands down your waist and to your hips while a deep sigh escaped his mouth. You watched his eyes focus in on your clit, with his thumb dancing around the area and causing your knees to grow weaker and weaker. Your hips bucked forward, and your motion only caused a light snicker to come from his mouth.
"Get on your fucking knees." He demanded as he pushed you down by your shoulder, although you were quick to follow his instructions and obey.
His length rested onto your left check, and his hand reached down to lift your chin to look up to him. He loved how submissive you looked before him. The way your eyes lit up to the sight of him bare in front of you, along with his devilish grin that captivated you.
He held your eyes with his own. "Good to know you're still such a good girl for me." That sentence had sent a shiver down your spine, with how intimidatingly dominant Jake was. There was something about his small, cracked smile, and the light squint in his eyes that always had you feeling shy and overexposed. Yet, you were always so comfortable being vulnerable around him.
He tapped at your jaw, which signaled for your mouth to open, and you allowed his thumb to travel onto your tongue, sliding the finger out and dragging your bottom lip down with the motion. You slid your hands over his thighs, kissing the head of his cock and slicing your tongue onto it. He groaned at the sensation and landed his hand on the back of your head in preparation.
And you grabbed his length, wrapping your lips around it and beginning to bob your head up and down at a slow pace. You took all of him for a moment to elicit a harsh groan - a response you craved hearing from Jake and pulled off his cock to purse your lips and spit onto his tip with your hand aiding you in coating him.
You immediately resumed bobbing your head up and down, while your hand at the base of him began working slowly with a twist of your wrist. He deeply sighed, looking down at you to see his cock disappear into your mouth. You were irresistible to him with the way you took him into your mouth so effortlessly.
"Fuck, just like that, y/n." He winced lightly as your tongue swirled around his tip. His mouth was slightly hung open as he admired the view of you below him. Hearing your name had never sounded better coming from someone's mouth.
The unoccupied hand of his landed at the side of your face with his thumb caressing at your cheek. He was being gentler with you than usual, which could only mean he intended to be rougher with you later on. You didn't mind the lack of degrading, though. It was good to soothe into things after being away from him for so long.
His breathing was deep, and the muscles at his stomach were tensed up as you quickened the pace of your mouth and hand. Your other hand massaged his balls lightly, which evoked a deep sigh from him. Hushed slurs drew from his lips as you worked your way up and down him, spit dribbling down your chin. The back of your throat fought against taking his whole length, but as long as he felt good, you could care less about your own pleasure. You loved to feel as though you belonged to him and were the only one making him feel this good.
His head was thrown back, while the hand that tousled with your hair on the back of your head had a harsher grip. It was as if he was innocently guiding you, but really, it was to steady himself as he cautiously bucked his hips into your movements. Jake had his bottom lip tucked behind his teeth, fighting against his own release so quickly.
He grabbed your hair and held it back for you, tugging you off of his cock and raising you up to your knees by the pad of his index finger resting under your chin.
"Think you deserve something in return, huh?" He said as his hands relaxed from their places and found your waist. The rhetorical question had you pressing your thighs tightly together with a whine trapped behind your closed mouth.
He was slow with his hands, letting them fall down to your hips, then scooping you off of the ground whilst you wrapped your legs around his waist. He carried you over to the long table that sat before a mirror, setting you down and immediately forcing your legs open for him. He was quick to step in between your legs and place a sloppy, open-mouthed kiss on your lips as his fingers traveled down your stomach and to your heat.
His right hand rested at the inner of your thigh, his thumb at your pubic bone and mere inches from your clit. He rested his forehead upon yours and listened intently to your unsteady, choked breaths, while he traced his index fingers and middle up and down your pussy agonizingly slow. Your back arched into him with a whine, closing your thighs together cautiously in hopes his fingers would caress you. But instead, he forced your thighs back open, and removed his forehead from yours with enough space to just barely see the entirety of your face.
"Don't. Fucking. Move. Be a good girl for me, yeah?" He glared at you, practically spitting in your face at your small movements in a silent plea to have him touch you. But you nodded vigorously. "If you want me to touch you, you're going to have to beg for it. Don't act like you have forgotten how this works."
The way he was looking at you was sending butterflies into the pit of your stomach, and it was nearly overwhelming to you how lust-filled his eyes were.
You threw your head back, sliding your right hand onto his bicep and sighing heavily with shut eyes. "Jake," you whined out, "please."
"Please what, y/n?" He urged you further. He loved playing this game.
You brought your head back up and looked at him in mere agony, desperately saying, "please touch me."
A devilish smirk twisted onto his lips as he flicked his eyes down to your pussy, leaning down and pursing his lips to allow spit to dribble from his mouth and onto your folds. As soon as the spit hit your pussy, he was gathering it onto middle and ring finger and locking his eyes onto yours. He captivated your attention just to mimic the way your mouth fell open as his fingers eased themselves into your entrance. He even repeated your deep exhales as his fingers curled inside of you and began to pump in and out of your entrance. You couldn't contain your moans and allowed them to fall out of your mouth while Jake admired your breathless state.
His calloused fingers added an extra layer of sensation to what you were feeling. He began kissing at your neck, humming onto the skin and trailing his mouth to your ear.
"Feel good, y/n?" He asked in a pitiful, mocking tone. He knew the answer, yet he wanted to hear you say it. Just another thing he did to control you and what you said.
"Yes, yes Jake." You moaned. "Please, don't stop."
He tugged at your earlobe and said, "so we do remember our manners, hm?" in a teasing tone.
Your hand reached for the back of his head as he continued to suck at your neck and travel down to your jugular. Your other hand was gripped tightly against the edge of the table to keep yourself upright while Jake meticulously drew every sound possible from you by his touch. His tongue flattened against the skin and slid its way up to your jaw. You never realized how deeply you missed Jake until you were finally with him.
You had your eyes shut with furrowed brows as you allowed your head to hang back. Every movement Jake made with his fingers, his mouth, his hand that found its way to your breast and massaged it - you were in euphoria. Only did he make you feel this good, and you made it known with your lack of words and preferred usage of pleasured sounds.
Then your eyes were shooting open and your fingers gripping harder at Jake's hair as you felt his tongue circle at your clit. You looked down at the sight, seeing him kneeled down before you as he devoured at your pussy. He hummed in satisfaction of the taste of you - sweet like honey, and your mouth hung open in an "O" shape, unable to utter a sound. Finally, an exaggerated groan rolled off of your tongue, and your head was able to be thrown back with your head fuzzy in ecstasy.
Your hand that rested at the back of his head landed back onto the table, clenching and unclenching, which Jake was quick to notice. His hand immediately found yours and folded his fingers into your own, giving you something to squeeze onto you. The small note of intimacy made you crack a small smile, but quickly allowing it to fade away as Jake grasped harshly onto your hip to keep you in place and reminding you where your focus should be.
He lapped at your folds as he kept a steady pace in and out of your pussy while your thighs squeezed tightly around his head. He switched between sucking at your clit and allowing his tongue to do all the work. You were grinding your hips to the motions of his tongue, and while normally you were ridiculed by him with a slap at your thigh, he allowed it after being away from one another so long.
You were clenching around his fingers, which elicited a pleased hum from him. He could tell you were close to your release, and that's exactly where he wanted you to be before stripping it away from you so suddenly. The tightened knot in the pit of your stomach completely dissolving, not unraveling, always had you whining in annoyance.
He flattened his tongue once more and dragged it up your pussy, then pushed himself up by slapping his hands on the tops of your thighs and levering himself that way.
You encapsulated your mouth onto his by bringing him with your hands harshly slapping against his face. He groaned into your lips with satisfaction, while you wrapped your hand around his length and began stroking it. At some points in moments like these, you felt like you just barely had some sort of dominance over Jake, and he was submitting to the pleasure you were granting him. He found it harder to kiss you back, resting his forehead against your own with eyes squeezed shut. As if anything you had asked him to do, he would without hesitation. And his face even showed how resistless he had become under your touch, contorting and softening with his eyebrows pulled in and mouth parted open.
You kept your eyes open to see the way his face shifted emotions, watching him grow restless with your position of being in charge. He wrapped his hand around your own and stopped your motions, looking down at his cock and focusing on lining himself up with your entrance. You quickly propped one of your legs up onto the table to allow easier access for him and impatiently waited. As spit dribbled down from his pursed lips and onto his cock, with a few more strokes, he was easing himself into you and resting his forehead onto your shoulder.
"Fuck, y/n," he drew out in a long breath as he was fully rested inside of you. He was slow pulling himself out, but quick to slam into you.
He raised his head off of your shoulder and met your eyes, seeing yours with the lids of them resting halfway, mouth opened in an 'O' shape with eyebrows softened. You made it known to him that you were all his - and always will be, but in this moment, you were whatever you needed him to be. Through your lust-filled brain you imprinted the memory of how perfect Jake feels inside of you, how he knows exactly where his fingers need to dance onto your skin, or where his hands should rest. He was wickedly talented at the art of pleasure, and he knew what made your body tick. He was in tune with your body, which he oh-so adored, and wasn't going to go anywhere until he felt satisfied enough.
You had one hand sprawled behind your back onto the table and the other on Jake's shoulder, throwing your head back as he slammed into you and rattled the items that lay astray on the tabletop. If anything were to fall, neither of you paid mind to it. What mattered was the sensations that ran throughout your entire being, your heartbeat increasing with every second, and your body accumulating a sweat that began at your hairline.
His breaths were heavy, daring to look at you while his pace increased. The corner of his lips curled into a malicious smirk, forcing your lips onto his by pushing your head towards him after landing the back of his hand in your damp hair. His other hand was placed beside your thigh to keep him up, but every once and a while, it would travel to the outer of your thigh and squeeze tightly.
Your kiss shared with him was a sloppy mess, with both of you breathing into each other's mouth and unable to contain your moans from sputtering out from your lips. His tongue danced alongst your own, toying with it before resting his back in his mouth and pulling from your lips to kiss your cheek. He reached your ear with his lips, tugging at your earlobe, and allowing you to hear his restless, guttural groans that tore at your core with pleasure.
"You're all mine, you know that?" He groaned to you. "Your pussy is for my pleasure only - no one else's. You understand?" He continued his fast-paced thrusts while borderline whispering these words to you.
You swallowed harshly, breathing out a small, "yes," as you were unable to utter anything else. It was already a battle enough to keep yourself quiet to minimize the noise anyone in the green room could hear, but yet, they all knew why you were with Jake. And frankly, Jake didn't care about the noise. In fact, he encouraged your cries of ecstasy. He demanded it from you.
He wrapped his hand around your neck tightly, forcing you to look at him as he withheld your breath.
"Say you understand, y/n. Say that you understand that no one else can have you but I." He breathed, lessening his tight grip around your neck to allow you to speak for him.
"I understand, Jake," you said as your eyes rolled back from the way Jake was thrusting into you, "I'm all yours."
You didn't have to refocus your eyes on him to know he was smirking - you could just hear his lips curl. Now he was quickly pulling himself out of you, and in a swift motion, lifting you off from the table and barely giving you time to land on your feet before turning you around and bending you over. You were face to face with yourself, seeing how your makeup had run, and your lips were swollen and darker tinted than normal.
But then you saw him, and how he looked from behind you. His eyes landed on your ass, and in a near second, you saw his hand raise and swat against the skin. You jumped with a light whimper trapping itself behind your lips as you bit down on your bottom lip. His eyes met yours, and there he was, giving you the smallest hint of a smile, and forcefully pushing himself all the way inside of you.
One of his hands rested at your hip with a harsh grip, and the other was at your shoulder while he watched the movement of your ass each time it hit against his stomach. He was entranced by the way your body moved, how good it felt to be inside of you, how perfect you looked fully exposed to him.
He whispered something near incoherent, but you were able to pick it up.
"Good, good fucking girl. That's it, baby." He said as he kept his eyes locked on your rear. You watched his lips drop open, his hair moving with his motions and his eyebrows softening and furrowing with each sensation that drove through his body. He grabbed at your ass once more, giving you another swat to make sure he would leave his mark on you as if the bruises caused by his mouth weren't already stained onto your body.
You moaned his name, begging him not to stop as he was hitting the spot you craved to be caressed the most. You dared to reach your fingers down to your clit to reach your orgasm, but as your hand began to make its way there, Jake immediately caught on, and grabbed ahold of your hair and tugged you far back enough to where your back arched away from his chest.
"Greedy now, are we?" His hand from your hair released itself to forcefully grasp your throat with his pointer finger and thumb harshly pressed at your jaw to look towards him. You didn't know what to respond with, other than to rest your hands onto the edge of the table and allowing your knuckles to turn white.
You dared to hold eye contact with him, and he squeezed your cheeks with the intent of forcing your mouth open and spitting onto your tongue. You swallowed the substance without thought, looking at him as you raised one hand to hold onto the side of his face. And the grip he had onto your face wasn't harsh enough, because you felt your head turn forward and lean back with a loud moan as your orgasm grew closer, and the pads of his fingers rubbed vigorous circles onto your clit.
"Greedy little whore." He whispered into your ear, looking at you through the mirror. He watched the way your breasts bounced, how your body twitched, how you were nearly unresponsive with the amount of pleasure you were receiving. You truly were all his.
"Jake, please," you begged quietly. There were more words you wanted to say, but they had fizzled and left your mind, and you could only focus on the way Jake was pumping in and out of you at a quickened pace.
Strands of his hair began to stick to his cheeks, and his silver necklaces that he had on left a cold sting onto your back as they would barely graze the skin. Every single sense in your body had become heightened and intensified, along with your entire body tensing up that had your entire body running hot. All you could do was chase your release, to tune into the intoxicating sensation of Jake delivering as much pleasure to you as possible.
"God, I'm gonna cum." He warned as his thrusts became inconsistent, yet perfectly paced to reach his high. "Gonna cum with me?"
There was only one answer to that question, and he knew that. But hearing you say it helped send him over the edge. It helped him feel more in control of your orgasm. Hell, you were surprised your release hadn't overtaken you yet.
"Yes, Jake, just please, don't stop." You moaned.
And as you felt the tight knot unravel in your stomach, you began to fall forward with your legs trembling, and Jake coming to your aid by bracing his arm across your chest as he fucked you through your orgasm.
“That’s it darling,” he soothed, “there you go.”
His head fell forward as he finished inside of you, draining himself fully and leaving himself with a heaving chest. His arm fell from your chest and landed his hand on top of yours on the edge of the table, with the other hand teasing at your sensitive clit once more just to feel you twitch a final time around him.
After you nearly grabbed his wrist to move it away from the overstimulation, he landed his hand onto your waist, and stayed inside of you for a moment. His eyes found yours in the mirror, and he pressed a soft, long kiss onto your cheek.
"You okay?" He said to you.
"Yes, yes I'm okay," you giggled, "more than okay."
He chuckled at your statement. "Just making sure." He said as he looked at you.
His lips traveled onto your neck with soft, relaxed kisses, reaching to the end of your shoulder and stopping there as he pulled himself from you. You tried to turn around to face him, but as he saw your legs nearly give out, he came to wrap his hands around your waist, and keep you on your feet. If it weren't for the warm liquid dripping down onto the insides of your thighs, you would have forgotten that Jake had finished inside of you.
After seeing that animalistic side of him, you had nearly forgotten how caring he was, and how important it was to him to tend to you after practically using your body. And while one hand stayed at the small at your back, the other raised to your cheek, and his thumb softly swiped against it in a back-and-forth motion.
You two allowed each other to catch your breaths, keeping your eyes locked onto his and smiling at him softly in your hazed state.
"Do you want to stay after for a bit before you head off?" He said to you, finally having his breathing under control.
"Don't want me to stay over for the night, or are you already sick of me?" You said to him with a knowing grin.
He chuckled at your response and placed a soft kiss onto your lips. "Go on and get dressed and we'll head back to mine when you're ready to, alright?"
You nodded at him and began to clean yourself up, which he helped with, then aiding him, and getting dressed to make yourself presentable to walk out of the dressing room and accept the stares from the rest of the band and any of their team members who witnessed the sounds that erupted from Jake's dressing room.
But they all knew why you were there. After all, you were Jake's personal groupie. And you enjoyed the lifestyle. You enjoyed Jake, and he enjoyed you.
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kissingkiszka · 5 months ago
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Festival Festivities - Danny Wagner x Reader
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Words: 600+
Summary: Reader and Danny go to a music festival together, and Reader sees how much Danny truly loves his fans.
CW: MDNI, 18+, fluff, implications of crazy fans?😭
This was heavily inspired by the picture above! I kinda had writers block while writing this so it’s definitely not my best work :/
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Your longtime boyfriend, Danny, had surprised you with tickets to one of Nashville's many highly anticipated rock festivals. You were over the moon and began to count down the days leading up to it. Danny being in a rock band himself, was more than relieved that he was just able to find some time to enjoy music with you without having to the one to be playing it himself.
The day of the festival, he did nothing but prepare for it by listening to all the bands you would be seeing tonight while he got ready. He ran around the house, screaming various lyrics and playing air drums.
Most of all, he was so excited to spend the well needed time with you. Your love of music was one thing that you and Danny always had in common, and a date night was well deserved.
When you arrived at the festival, security immediately guided you and Danny to the VIP tent.
People had already spotted you with him, which was the one thing you were nervous about. It was your first time publicly being seen with Danny.
Although you had already been dating for a few years, he was very overprotective of you. Especially with fans. He knew how they could be at times, and he was well aware of how far the extent they would go to in order to get close to him, and he just didn’t want you to get involved in that.
You and Danny were escorted by security to The Arctic Monkeys set, one of Danny’s most anticipated bands for the festival. Danny had his hand softly placed on the small of your back, guiding you along with him.
Shortly after you are led into the VIP section, you notice a small group of fans crowding against the fence.
“Are you gonna go over there?” You whisper to him after the set is over.
“Where?” He turns to you, completely clueless that he has a group of fans dying for a second of his attention just a few yards away.
“Over there!” You slightly gesture to the group.
“Oh!” He smiles when he notices his supporters standing by the fence. “Of course I will!” He waves to them in the distance.
“Should I come with you?” You question, unsure if he wants to reveal your relationship yet.
“Yeah, why not! Plus, I don't want to get separated from you.” He laughs, taking your hand in his.
He proudly marches over to the group, never letting go of your hand once. As you walked closer, many people shouting out his name could be heard.
“Danny!” One fan closest to you called out.
You smile at them, nervous to finally put yourself out there.
“Hey guys, how’s everyone doing? Enjoying the music?” Your beloved boyfriend asks the group.
He carefully greets everyone, making sure not to skip over anybody. He signs things, takes pictures, and spends time making conversation with everybody. After the next band has come on stage, he finally finishes up meeting his fans. You were completely in awe with his kindness towards them. He had so much love for his fans and it was apparent.
You both decide to make your way back ack over to the VIP section and enjoy the next band together.
“Yep, these pictures are gonna be up on Twitter within the next hour.” He places a reaffirming hand on your shoulder as you continue walking.
“Should I be worried?”
“Maybe…Possibly….Probably.” He stammered. “However, when you’re with me, you don’t have anything to worry about. The only thing that matters is us. Whatever random people on the internet have to say about us, that’s total bs.” He confirms. You let out a deep exhale, letting go all of your anxiety.
As he stands behind you, he wraps his muscular arms around you, swaying to the upbeat music. It was a band neither of you had heard of before, but definitely was music you’d listen to again.
“You really love them, don’t you?” You smile and lean into his touch.
He nods. “Not as much as I love you though.” He says with a wink that makes you blush.
“I love you.”
“I love you more.”
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traffic-was-a-b1tch · 6 months ago
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⚠️ALL WORKS ARE FICTION AND NOT TO BE TAKEN LITERALLY⚠️
note: I am a beginner to writing and tend to just go with the flow. however, if you have any suggestions for me on how to improve it, pleaseee tell me! I am open to any critiques that will help me become better! along those lines, I am also open to any requests or ideas that you guys think of! all of my love to you all! 💞
*-smut
~-angst
^-fluff
Jake Kiszka:
series:
Anthem of the Heart *^~ (finished):
summary: you and your best friend move into a new apartment after college, wanting a fresh start in nashville. however, you come to find that your neighbors are musicians; very loud musicians who like to keep you up at night. especially one, who likes to bother you on purpose. you would hate him… if he wasn’t so hot.
Chapter One Chapter Two
Chapter Three Chapter Four
Chapter Five Chapter Six
Chapter Seven Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven Chapter Twelve
Epilogue
oneshots:
sweet surprise *^
wrapped around your finger *~^
Sam Kiszka:
oneshots:
roll the credits *^
Danny Wagner:
none yet
Josh Kiszka:
none yet
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ourtearsofrain · 1 month ago
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Godlight (J.M.K/O.C) (Save a Horse Universe)
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Summary: When Josh takes their couple’s costume “too far”, it takes everything in Austin to not ditch their plans last minute to spend some alone time with his fiancé.
Pairings: Josh Kiszka x male OC
Genre: fluff, smut, angst if you squint but it’s sort of smutty
Word Count: 5.8 k
Warnings: smut, anal sex (fingering), oral (m receiving), borderline degradation/praise kink, drinking/smoking
A/N: While you really don’t have to read all of it to understand this oneshot fic, I would highly recommend reading Save a Horse and Ride a Cowboy as well as their previous fics, as this is included in that Universe.
Also, this is for @hearts-hunger's Halloween fic event! (#18, Halloween party) 😌
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“Can you explain it one more time please?”
“You ain’t listenin’ the first time I told ya, love?” Despite his words, Austin offers Josh a soft smile, and warmth blooms in his chest at the sight of his fiancé’s soft honey eyes squinting open in the morning light filtering though their bedroom window. He feels Josh’s body tense as the other man stretches the sleep from his bones before settling impossibly closer to Austin.
Despite Nashville still being in the mid-high 70’s during the day, the first day of October had brought a new autumnal chill to the early morning, reminding Austin that it might be time to turn the heating system in their house back on for the season. He pushes the thought to the back of his mind, content to let the heat radiating off Josh’s bare chest onto his own and his hands splaying across his back warm him.
“I was, I just want to memorize it before we dress up; just in case anyone asks, y’know? Also, I may or may not have been high last time…”
“You want the short version or the long one with my commentary?”
“Long version, obviously.” Austin’s grin goes unseen by Josh as he buries his face into the soft skin of Austin’s neck, so close that he could feel the other man’s warm breath fan across it.
“Well, first of all,” Austin pauses momentarily, knowing that he was about to go on a longer-than-absolutely-necessary tangent, already beginning to feel bad for subjecting Josh to it before remembering that he had chosen the long version. “You know this gotta be one of my favorite myths, so I have a lot to say about it. apologies in advance cause I’m boutta talk your ear off.”
“Don’t worry, baby, I wanna hear everything.” Austin’s heart melts at his still-sleepy words, butterflies turning his stomach upside down at how Josh still wanted to hear him talk about the smallest interest of his, even after all their years together.
“Alright, well, I’m sure you know by now that I talk about Greek mythology like it’s history because I personally believe that it is, or at least some parts of myths did actually happen.”
“Mhm.”
“And that historians love to ignore every goddamn obvious sign that two people of the same gender were lovers, just callin’ them ‘really close friends’ instead.”
“It’s one of those stories?”
Again, Austin smiles at Josh’s commentary, knowing that the other man understood that it made him feel more comfortable info-dumping on him. “Of course it is. Alright, well our story happened long, long ago in Sparta. Hyacinthus was a beautiful Spartan Prince who caught Apollo’s eye one day as he drove his Sun-chariot across the sky, so of course the god had to meet him. They became close, Apollo taught him how to play the lyre and how to hunt with a bow and arrow, and the two spent countless hours together. Apollo was captivated by Hyacinthus’ beauty and personality, and the mortal shared Apollo’s love of music and would lie next to him while the god played. They were in love, they were happy.”
Josh untucks his face from Austin’s skin to look up at him through his lashes, and Austin doesn’t miss the way his gaze lingers on his lips before finally finding his own. “I like this story so far.”
“But,” Austin offers Josh a small, sad smile as his own eyes drift down to his lips. “Boreas, the god of the North Wind, was in love with Hyacinthus too. The two gods gave him a choice between the two of them, and Hyacinthus chose Apollo. Boreas was outraged and became extremely jealous of the pair.”
“Uh oh”
“Mhm, ‘uh oh’ is right. One day, Apollo and Hyacinthus were playin’ discus, which is like frisbee but with a much heavier disc. Apollo threw his disc, and when Hyacinthus ran to catch it, Boreas blew it from the sky to strike him square in the head. Apollo held him in his arms as he died.”
“But he brought him back, right? He’s the god of medicine, he had to have healed him.”
“You really ain’t remember from when I first told ya this?” A light blush settles across Josh’s cheeks as he grows bashful, seemingly embarrassed for his memory failing him.
“I’m pretty sure last time I took another hit right before this part, so no… I’m sorry.”
“It’s alright, darlin’.” Austin places a gentle kiss to his forehead before offering him a gentle squeeze. “But no, he didn’t.”
“Why?”
“He tried. Like you said, as the god of medicine, he tried to save him. It didn’t work, so he begged Hades to return his soul to his body, but the god of the underworld refused. So, Apollo took Hyacinthus’ body and transformed him into a flower, the hyacinth. The flowers bloomed from the ground covered in his blood. And it’s said that Apollo inscribed the words ‘Ai Ai’ into the petals, the sound of his grief. Even though he couldn’t save his life, he immortalized him with the hyacinth flower so that the beauty of his lover could be seen for the rest of time.”
A small frown twists Josh’s lips, his brow furrowing in his sadness at the ending. “I don’t know if I like this myth, they didn’t get a happy ending.”
Austin knew he would cherish sleepy conversations like this for the rest of his life; he would forever remember the feeling of Josh tucked into his body as he rambled on, the other man’s tired state causing his input to be short and simple. He also knew Josh was almost always embarrassed by the simplicity of his words when he woke up fully, often comparing his conversational capabilities to that of a child; but Austin adored it nonetheless. “I know. Lord knows they deserved one. But either way, it’s one of my favorite love stories. Even though they couldn’t be together, Apollo loved Hyacinthus so dearly that he immortalized him in something so beautiful. He made sure that his love wouldn’t be forgotten. And that’s gotta be the purest form of love there is.”
“Yeah, I guess.” Josh’s expression lifts as he takes in Austin’s words, a smile beginning to form on his lips as he meets his eyes. “So, which of us is gonna be Hyacinthus, and who’s gonna be Apollo?”
“Ain’t that obvious? If I didn’t know any better, darlin’, I’d think you were Apollo himself. Plus, how could I not be Hyacinthus with all my tattoos?”
Josh’s eyes flit down to Austin’s arm, bringing his hand up to gently trace the bay leaf vine peppered with hyacinth flowers that wrapped around his left forearm with his fingers. “True. Is that why you have this one?”
“Mhm. Bay leaves or laurels for Apollo, hyacinths for Hyacinthus. See, they never really lost each other; they’ll be together on my skin for the rest of my life at least.”
“Well then, I think that settles it.” Josh grins up at him when Austin raises an eyebrow in question. “I know you really wanted to go as the little gay cowboy and roman soldier from Night at the Museum, but we can save that for next year. I think we have to do Hyacinthus and Apollo now.”
“Really?!”
“Yes, really.” Josh laughs the words out, his eyes shining and dimples creasing his cheeks as he gazes at Austin. “I think we’ll be the best dressed people at the party.”
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“Hey, you sure this ain’t too revealin’?” Austin turns towards the sound of Josh entering their bedroom as he asks, tying the final knot on the golden cord around his waist. He knew his costume wasn’t “slutty” by any means, the white tunic only exposed his arms and parts of his sides, and it cut off just above his knees, so he knew he wouldn’t be the one showing the most skin at the party; but the worry was still there.
“What did you say, love?” Austin’s mouth falls open in awe and surprise as he looks up at Josh, finding that his “toga” costume was made entirely of a singular, thick strip of white fabric. As it only went over one shoulder, most of Josh’s chest, stomach, and sides were exposed, and when he took a step, Austin could catch a glimpse of the soft curve of his hip just above his matching gold cord keeping the fabric held together at his waist. Still processing his fiancé’s outfit, Austin’s eyes rake up Josh’s body until they land on the liquid gold eyeshadow painted over and around his cheeks and eyes. As he tries to force himself to speak, Austin finally notices the fake bay leaves woven into a “laurel” crown that had been nestled into his unruly curls.
“Austin, baby, you ok?” Concern tinges Josh’s tone, causing Austin to finally snap out of his daze as he rushes to form a coherent sentence.
“Uh- yeah, no, yeah, I’m just fine, darlin’. I was just askin’ if my costume was too revealing, but I think you answered that question already.”
Josh’s cheeks tint red beneath the pink blush dusted onto his skin as he glances down at his outfit. “Oh- is it too much? I can put something on under it-”
“NO!” It’s Austin’s turn for his cheeks to turn red, embarrassed at how fast and eager his response had been. “Uh- I mean, no, you look just fine, Josh.”
At his nervous tone and how visibly worked up Austin was getting already, Josh can make an accurate guess at exactly what he was thinking. Josh crosses the room to get to Austin quickly, only cocking an eyebrow and giving him a knowing smirk as he pulls the taller man towards himself by his hips. “I have a feeling someone’s a big fan of the costume.”
“Shut the fuck up.” Austin turns back towards the mirror, hoping Josh wouldn’t look over his shoulder at him through it. He would never be able to get through the remainder of the night if Josh knew just how flustered his outfit was making him. “Do I needa fix anything? We should probably head out soon.”
“Hold on.” Before the words even finish leaving his mouth, Josh’s attention is captured by adjusting Austin’s outfit, lightly tugging on the deep purple sash running diagonally over his shoulder as he untucks part of the hem from the cord at his waist. Josh’s eyebrows furrow in concentration as he slowly turns Austin 360°, looking over everything for any other small “mistakes” in need of fixing. “You’re all good, part of the sash was just folded up under the belt thing but it’s fixed now. You look great, baby.”
Josh plants a light kiss to Austin’s cheek before leaving him to retrieve their shoes. When they agreed to make their costumes not tacky, they meant it. They had managed to find leather gladiator sandals online and had wasted no time in ordering them when they saw the sale the business had been holding, so they figured that those were the next best thing in terms of accuracy other than going barefoot (which Josh had not been entirely opposed to).
Austin tries to keep his eyes to himself as Josh bends to tie the straps of his sandals, the action causing his toga to shift on his skin and reveal a large portion of his outside, upper thigh. Get your mind outta the goddamn gutter, tonight is supposed to be about havin’ fun with your friends and family, not to stare at your gorgeous fiancé, no matter how fuckin’ sexy his costume is. “Party’s at Sam and Danny’s new place, right?”
“Mhm. I’m really excited to see what they’ve done with the new house now that they’re all settled in. I’d bet you $20 that they went all out with decorations now that they have the space for it.”
“Knowin’ them, I wouldn’t doubt it.” Austin laughs the words out as he laces his own sandals, hearing Josh beginning to collect their things into a small tote bag since neither of them had pockets. “Do you know what any of the others are wearin’?”
“Not really, I have ideas though.”
“Oh?”
As Josh begins to explain, the pair make their way through the house, turning lights off on their way to the front door. “Sebastian and Jake are definitely doing something piratey, and since they both love Pirates of the Caribbean, I would guess that they’re doing couples costumes of either Will and Elizabeth or Davy Jones and Calypso. And I know that Rosie’s gonna be Scooby Doo because Sam sent me a picture of her with his collar on a few weeks ago, so Sam and Danny could be Fred and Shaggy.”
“Or they could be Daphne and Velma.”
Josh snorts as he locks the door behind them, slipping his hand into Austin’s before setting off in the direction of Sam and Danny’s house, which was thankfully only a ten-minute walk from theirs. “Yeah, that’d be something. God, I would pay to see that.”
Their walk is comfortably silent as they watch the dying light of the sun turn the sky into violent shades of orange, pinks, and yellows, growing colder with each step due to their costumes. Thankfully, Sam and Danny had chosen to hold their Halloween party two days before the actual holiday, so neither Josh nor Austin had to worry about any kids seeing Josh’s outfit while trick-or-treating with their parents. When they finally reach the house, they’re unsurprised to see the party well underway as the sound of conversation and “Halloween” music drifted into the night through the open windows.
The pair truly had gone all out for the first Halloween in their new house as fake spiderwebs cover the trees and bushes outside topped with purple and orange lights. Walking up to the front door, they pass three pumpkins lit up, and Austin’s heart melts when he realizes they had Rosie “make” one too. He knew that the pumpkin carved with planets, stars, and a spaceship must be Sam’s, and the Darth Vadar one must be Danny’s, but the last pumpkin had a singular paw print glowing at its center, paired with a couple puncture wounds to the outside of the gourd, likely from Rosie trying to eat it while her dad’s carved.
The second they take a step inside, the faint smell of weed and alcohol drifts towards them as they try to spot one of the others in the small crowd of friends. “JOSHUAAAAA!” They barely even make it into the kitchen before Jake throws an arm around his twin, his voice a low, gravelly British accent as he grins sideways at him. “So, I see you chose to be a slut tonight, knew you couldn’t resist it.”
“Like you’re much better, what are you supposed to be? A slutty pirate?” At Josh’s comment, Austin takes in Jake’s costume, unsurprised to see that he had in fact dressed as a pirate, his loose, deep red button-up shirt tucked into his pants and completely unbuttoned under his long black coat.
“William Turner, Joshua. William Turner.”
“Same thing, hun, same thing. Hey y’all, you look great!” Sebastian finds his side with a smile, and Jake wastes no time in snaking his arm around his back to pull the other man towards himself.
“Us? Goddamn, Sebastian, how much did all that cost ya?”
“Nothin’.” Sebastain grins down at his outfit with a smile, the entire pirate costume looking as if it were straight from the movies with how high quality it was. “Had it all from various drag looks over the years. I was gonna wear a wig cause technically I’m Elizabeth Swann, but I couldn’t find one that looked accurate enough in time.”
“You look dashing all the same, mon amour.” Jake places a light kiss to Sebastian’s lips, his expression full of nothing but love.
“Ew. Guys can you like, not be gay for just one second please? By the way, have either of you seen Sam or Danny anywhere?”
“Fuck off, Joshua. And yes, I believe our hosts are in the backyard by the bonfire.”
“Unsupervised?” Josh shakes his head in mock disappointment, already making his way towards the backdoor. “You know how Sammy gets with fire.”
“Don’t worry, hun, Danny’s watchin’ over both him and the fire.”
“That doesn’t make me feel any better.” Sebastian only laughs as Josh goes out the door, Austin trailing along behind him before a medium sized fire slowly comes into view. Thankfully, they had an actual firepit, so Austin felt a little better about the fact they had a fire going despite all the dried, dead leaves scattering the grass.
“Oh my god, they didn’t.” Austin’s confused momentarily before he follows Josh’s line of sight, finally seeing Sam and Danny’s costumes.
“Oh, I most definitely think they did.” Just as Austin had joked about not even an hour earlier, Sam and Danny had dressed up as Daphne and Velma, right down to the too-short skirts. “Well I’ll be damned, Daniel Wagner what are you wearin’?” His words capture both Sam and Danny’s attention, and both men turn towards Austin and Josh with grins.
“I could say the same thing about you, Austin. How’d Josh convince you to wear that?”
“I would like it to be known that Austin here actually suggested it, thank you very much. And it was a fantastic suggestion, I’d say. Right Austin?” Josh elbows him in the side gently, sending him a small smirk as Austin’s cheeks tint pink. They both knew what Austin thought about the costume choice.
“Uh- yeah, yeah I think it’s great, if I do say so myself.” Austin tries to laugh to mask his nerves, hoping that it came off as he intended.
“Ok, but come on, you gotta admit our little family costume is adorable. Rosie! C’mere baby!” Rosie jogs up to them happily, her tongue lolling out the side of her mouth as she looks up at Sam. “See, she’s Scooby Doo and we’re Velma and Daphne.” Sam looks up from Rosie, a thought visibly popping into his head as he focused on Josh. “Oh shit! Random but, Jake wants to do a rematch of ‘who can chug a can of beer the fastest’ between us three. He told me that once you got here to find him so we can do it before we’re all too drunk. Do you know where he went?”
“Left him in the kitchen, he couldn’t have gone very far.” Josh turns to Austin, grabbing his forearm and offering it a gentle squeeze as he looks up at him. “I’ll be right back.”
Austin bends slightly to press a light kiss to his forehead. “Have fun, darlin’, don’t make yourself puke.” And with that, the brothers disappear back into the house, off to find Jake for their rematch.
“How horny is Josh’s costume making you?” Danny’s words are casual, as if he hadn’t just asked Austin what he did, before Danny takes a sip from his beer nonchalantly.
Austin nearly chokes on his spit, knowing full well that he had been watching his fiancé walk away with his toga flowing around his legs as Danny asked it. “I- what- I-”
“Oh, come on, be honest with me. Listen, I am so deeply in love with Sam but I know that Josh, Josh is a really good-looking guy. And wearing that? It must be torture for you.”
“I- alright, yeah, it’s takin’ everythin’ in me not to take him home right now and-” Austin’s eyes go wide as he cuts himself off. “Anyway, what about you, huh? I’d bet money that seein’ Sam in that little dress ain’t easy for ya.”
“Let’s just say I was thankful that this skirt is pleated when Sam bent down right in front of me to start the fire, if you know what I mean.”
Austin snorts out a laugh before slapping Danny’s shoulder lightly. “Well, good luck partner. You’re gonna need it.”
“Yeah yeah, back at you. We should probably go find them before they get too tipsy.” Austin trails behind Danny as he starts back towards the house, ushering Rosie along to follow him back to the main party.
They get inside the house just in time to see the three brothers standing in a circle of their cheering friends before Josh lets out a loud burp, his arms raised triumphantly in the air as Jake and Sam finish off the rest of their drinks. “Oh FUCK yeah!” His face lights up as his eyes land on Austin, a grin splitting his lips as he weaves through the crowd to find his side. “I won!”
Austin loops his arm over Josh’s shoulder as the other man beams up at him. “Fantastic job, darlin’. Did y’all have a bet or anything to win?”
“Bragging rights.” Sam joins them with an expression of disappointment as he tucks himself into Danny’s side. “I still think you had some form of unfair advantage… I don’t know what it is but I call for a rematch again.”
“Oh, you’re just salty that Joshy and I have won and you haven’t, Sammy boy.” Jake and Sebastian are the last ones to join their growing group, Jake’s voice still that British accent they knew he would use for the remainder of the night.
“Shut up, Jake.”
“Jake? Who is Jake? I am William Turner, my boy.”
“Yeah alright, William, maybe it’s time to slow down on the drinks.” Jake says nothing to his younger brother, only sticking his tongue out before a shit-eating grin plasters itself onto his face.
Noticing his fiancé beginning to pout, Danny steps right in, giving Sam’s hand a light squeeze to capture his attention. “Sammy baby, didn’t you want to show them our new beer pong table?”
Sam’s face lights up, his loss immediately wiped clean from his mind at the reminder. “Oh my god yeah, c’mon guys we can play beer pong as a rematch.”
As Sam starts through their house, the others trail along, moving around the throngs of people until they finally enter the garage. “I’m not sure that’s how that works, Sam, but I’m down for some beer pong. Austin, be my partner? Sam, Danny we can play against you first.”
Comfortable conversation fills the space as they set the table up, and Austin finds himself smiling the entire time, even as they begin the game. Although he truly did love parties, he always looked forward to the part of the night when the Kiszka brothers, their partners, and him could sneak away to hang out as just the six of them. When he was with that group, he truly felt at home, surrounded by his family.
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The rest of the night had gone by in a blur of alcohol, laughter, and weed; and Austin could not have been happier. But despite how much fun he was having, he couldn’t keep his thoughts under control as both he and Josh got more and more touchy in their intoxication. When Josh had plopped down onto the couch practically on top of him after his first bong rip, the fabric of his costume slid off his thigh to expose the muscle, and Austin had been ready to spring up and drag Josh home right then and there.
He was sure Josh knew what he was doing to Austin, only adding to the feelings growing in the pit of his stomach with the lingering gazes and strategic placements of his hands. Austin hated him for it. Not really, but it was taking everything for him to not lock them both in Danny and Sam’s spare bedroom and rip that stupid, slutty toga off his body.
Finally, he found the perfect excuse to head out as the night grew late and the crowd became smaller, making an excuse about wanting to get home before the sun rose. Austin had said his various goodbyes to those who remained at the party and had thanked Sam and Danny for hosting them before practically yanking Josh out the door in the direction of their house.
Neither man can feel the chill of the night as they walk home side by side, their fingers intertwined as they stumble through the darkness in their intoxication. “Ya better not fall over, darlin’, I’m too drunk to carry ya home right now.” Just as Austin says it, Josh trips over a crack in the sidewalk, sending him flying to the ground faster than either can process.
Thankfully, he manages to fall into the grass beside them, dissolving into a fit of laughter at his own clumsiness as Austin scrambles to his side, worry overtaking him at the tears beginning to trail down the other man’s cheeks. “Shit! You alright, Josh? You hurt?”
“M’fine, m’fine.” Josh practically wheezes the words out as he lays in the grass, his hands clutching his stomach with each laugh. “Hurts. Laughing- too hard- hurts.”
Austin’s fears disappear as Josh tries to get his laughter under control, only offering his own light chuckle as his hand comes to rest on Josh’s exposed thigh. Finally, after a few minutes, Josh sits up, wiping the last tears of laughter away as he takes deep breaths. “God, that was so stupid, I don’t even know why that was so funny.”
“Let’s get ya home, darlin’. C’mon, up.” Austin offers a hand down to Josh as he stands, slightly swaying while trying to regain his balance and pulling the other man up quickly. He wraps his arm around Josh’s shoulders as they resume their walk, hoping that the extra support would prevent him from falling again.
After a few more minutes, their house finally comes into view, and it takes everything in Austin to keep himself from sprinting to their bedroom with Josh in tow, his mind still circling just how good he looked in his costume. “Did you have fun tonight, baby?”
Austin offers Josh a small side smile as he unlocks the front door. “Mhm, I did. Did you?”
“I did.” Josh grins at him before he laughs as they close the door behind themselves. “I’m just glad I didn’t flash anyone tonight.”
“What?” Austin’s cheeks heat as he tries to process what his fiancé had said, the wheels in his head turning at an excruciatingly slow pace. “Joshua Kiszka, don’t you tell me ya went commando tonight.”
Josh only grins at him again in response, shrugging his shoulders as he unties his sandals, his toga shifting to show off his upper thigh and hip. “And what if I did?”
“Then I’d say you were playin’ a very, very dangerous game. You ain’t kiddin’, are ya? You actually ain’t wearin’ anythin’ under that?”
“Nope.”
“Why on god’s green earth-”
“Comfort. And-” Josh takes a step towards Austin as they toss their sandals into a pile on the floor, his hands moving up the other man’s sides while his gaze drags up to Austin’s eyes from his lips. “And I wanted to see if you’d notice, to see how worked up you’d get. Did it work?”
I am gonna tear this man apart holy shit. That fucking bastard, he did this shit on purpose. “You been teasin’ me all night, Kiszka. I think you forget who ‘wears the pants’ in bed. How’d you figure this would end, hm?”
“With you fucking me.” Josh’s pupils expand the second the words leave his mouth, his irises completely consumed in his intoxication and lust.
“Hmmm.” Austin tries to keep the smirk from his face as he leans towards Josh, so close that he could feel his breath fan across his lips. “I ain’t sure if you deserve it.” Josh’s eyebrows furrow in confusion as the “threat” hits him like a truck, his lips twisting into a frown before he begins to pout up at Austin. “After teasin’ me the way you were all night long and wearin’ nothin’ under that costume when you know damn well you look hot as fuck in it, I ain’t sure you deserve getting’ fucked tonight.”
“Please- baby please-”
“What if I was tired?” Austin takes a step away from Josh, walking backwards in the direction of their room as Josh trails behind him. “What if I wanted to hit the hay?”
“Are you tired?”
“No.” Trying to keep the smile from his face, Austin pulls his tunic off, beginning to act like he was merely getting ready for bed as he collects his sleep clothes. “But like I said, you’ve been a horny little bitch all night, so I don’t know if I should enable you by lettin’ you get what you wanted.”
Josh takes a step towards Austin, his expression pleading as he tries to lead him towards the bed. Even though the fabric of his toga was thick and flowy, Austin could already see just how worked up Josh was getting over his words alone. “Please, please baby. Please fuck me. I’m sorry I tried to get you all flustered by wearing this.” Josh nearly falls onto the bed as his knees hit the edge, no longer pulling Austin, but being pushed towards it while his fiancé looks at him with hungry eyes.
It only takes one light shove to send him down onto the bed, his hands grasping Austin’s thighs with a crushing grip as the other man stoops down to invade his space. “Well in that case,” Austin places a light kiss to Josh’s lips, quickly beginning to pepper them across his cheeks and down to his neck. “Since you apologized all sweet-like, maybe I will give ya what you want.”
Hissing as Austin sinks his teeth into the skin just above his collarbone, Josh’s hips jut forward involuntarily, groaning as his body meets Austin’s. “And never, ever apologize for wearin’ this again.” Austin raises his face back up to look Josh in the eye, smiling down at him while Josh can do nothing but stare with wide eyes. “But if you ever wear it around our friends and your brothers, I will kill you; and they’ll never find the body.” He offers one last kiss to Josh’s lips as the other man laughs before resuming his downwards path, sucking a trail of hickies across his neck.
Josh’s hands tangle in Austin’s curls as his head falls back at Austin’s hand pressing firmly against his dick, already beginning to writhe under him with each light nip at his skin. Tracing the hem just under his corded “belt”, Austin’s hands lightly graze Josh’s skin as he removes his lips from his stomach. “Can I?”
“Please, please do.” Austin needs no other permission before he pulls the fabric aside, not even bothering to try to undress him more as he takes Josh in his hand, getting situated on his knees while he slowly pumps his cock. It isn’t long before Austin brings his lips to his tip, his tongue beginning to circle it as Josh hisses at the contact. His grip tightens in Austin’s hair, sending a spike of pain through his scalp as he sinks down completely on Josh, devouring the moan that left his lips.
Austin sets a steady pace, moving his hands to grip Josh’s thighs, sure that he was leaving marks from his nails each time the other man’s back arches off the bed. “Oh fuck- shit, baby-”
Pulling off of him, Austin continues his pace with his hand, his teeth sinking into the skin of Josh’s thigh at the deep groan that escapes him. “God, you sound so fuckin’ good for me, don’t ya? I wanna hear everythin’, darlin’.” Before Josh can respond, Austin’s mouth is back around his dick, slowly bringing his middle finger down to Josh’s entrance, now covered with his spit. With how hard Austin was gripping his thigh from the sound of Josh’s moan as Austin bobs on his cock, his finger pumping in and out at a steady pace, he wouldn’t be surprised if they found bruises on his skin the next morning.
Josh’s body tenses at Austin’s next thrust in, his dick twitching before Austin hits that same spot again, knowing that the other man would be coming undone in no time. “FUCK- there, there, right there baby.” His moans only grow louder as Austin continues his assault, Josh’s head falling back against the bed until his crown falls free of his curls. “Yes, yes, there. Fuck-”
Josh’s breath catches in his throat, his mouth open in a silent groan before Austin feels his release begin to coat the back of his throat. He continues the pace of his mouth and fingers as he carries Josh through his high, only relenting when the other man begins to twitch from overstimulation. Giving Josh a moment to catch his breath, Austin places light kisses to the expanse of his thigh, watching him through his lashes as he came down from his orgasm. “You good, darlin’?”
“Mhm. Mhm. I’m really good.” Josh glances down at Austin with an exhausted smile, his fingers toying with his curls before they trail down to the side of his face.
“Good.” Moving up his body, Austin places a kiss to Josh’s lips as he holds himself up above him. “Imma go wash up, wanna join me in case ya need any help gettin’ ready for bed?”
Josh’s eyebrows furrow in confusion as Austin stands fully, sitting up to look at him better. “What about you?”
“Thank you, but I’m good tonight, darlin’. It’s getting’ real late and you look like you’re boutta pass out the second ya stand up.”
“You sure?”
“I’m sure. You just looked so damn good in that outfit that I knew I just had to fuck you.” Austin leans towards him again, his lips ghosting across Josh’s. “And I did, so I’m real good.”
Josh’s confusion disappears at the words, his cheeks tinting pink before he lets himself be pulled to the bathroom by Austin. After washing his hands, Austin sets in on helping his fiancé out of his costume and cleaning up, ever so carefully rubbing the gold makeup from his face. They finish in no time, and Austin has to all but carry Josh back into the room as he begins to nod off as they walk. Austin barely has time to pull the covers back before Josh collapses onto the bed, laughing quietly to himself as he looks down at his half-asleep figure.
He allows himself a few moments to admire him before climbing into the other side of the bed and quickly pulling Josh against his body. Josh tries to say something, but his words come out mumbled against Austin’s chest.
“What’d you say, darlin’?”
“I said, we need to do that costume again next year.”
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A/N: Also I would like to thank @ashlee_gvf on instagram (please tag them if you have her tumblr user) for this piece of art
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Please know that this directly influenced the costume i gave him in this fic
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All That Love - Josh Kiszka x AFABReader
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Summary: It was a surprise to find out you and Josh were expecting, and when the idea for a fall date arises, you devise the perfect plan to tell him the news.
Warnings: absolutely sickening fluff because I’m feeling like it, mentions of pregnancy, allusions to sex
Words: 1.3k (just a quick little oneshot)
A/N: It's been so long since I've wrote a fic, and I wanted to post something for the Halloween fics @hearts-hunger was organizing. Besides, I cannot resist a little Josh fluff. Also, fair warning, this isn’t edited because I really wanted to get it posted but I am a busy gal.
It was so nice to have Josh home on a break from tour. Especially during this time of year. While he may have been the human embodiment of sunshine, fall was one of his favorite times of the year. All the horror movies and psychological thrillers that he considered masterpieces, the cozy weather, the seasonal activities, he loved all of it and you loved partaking in it with him. 
However, none of those things were what had you most excited for him to be home. 
Two days ago, you found out you were pregnant. It was a fairly common scenario, the two of you weren’t actively trying, but you also weren’t necessarily preventing. Besides, you had been together for ages and you both wanted kids, this would be a welcome surprise. 
While it would’ve been so plainly easy to tell him, you decided you wanted to do something special. After all, this was Josh. He always gave thoughtful gifts and surprised you with elaborately planned outings. You wanted it to be your turn to do something nice to tell him. 
“What do you think of carving pumpkins tonight?” You asked from your spot on the couch. 
Josh looked up from the book he had been reading. “Hm? Pumpkin carving?”
You nodded with a small grin, trying your best to keep your face a reasonable level of excited. You happened to be unfortunately bad at surprises. “Yeah, I thought it could be fun. We could go to that pumpkin patch and pick them this afternoon, then we could come home and carve them this evening. Might as well enjoy your time off, right?”
He leaned over to kiss your cheek with a grin. “Sounds perfect, I’d love to. What made you come up with this?”
“Nothing in particular, just sounded like a nice idea. I do have those sometimes. Anyway, since you were a fan of my genius plan, we better get ready and get going.” You stood and pulled him up off the couch with you. If he asked too many questions, you would slip up or cave, and you were determined to pull your little scheme off. 
“Someone’s in a bit of a rush.” He gave you a mildly suspicious glance. 
You shook your head. “No, no, I just figured I need time to shower before we go and plenty of time for you to join me.”
“Ah, I like the way you think, sugar.”
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It was late afternoon by the time you and Josh made it to the pumpkin patch, and it was still packed. These places were always a bit insane in the month of October, though. It was kind of nice, all the families and couples that were out having a nice time. You could definitely see you and Josh bringing your kids to do this kind of thing. 
Before you could start to get emotional, you snuck a glance over at Josh. He was also looking at the crowds. He seemed to notice your gaze and turned to face you with a grin. 
“What?” You chuckled at him.
He leaned in a bit closer and spoke in a low voice. “I want one.” He nodded his head slightly towards a young couple with a baby dressed up in an adorable little pumpkin costume. 
The three little words warmed your heart. It had been so hard not saying anything to him yet, but you knew it would be so worth it when you told him that night. “Me too, but I think this might be a conversation for later.” You whispered back, giving him a quick kiss. 
Thankfully, the “later” part of the day didn’t take too long to get too. By the time the two of you picked out your pumpkins, went home, and made dinner, the evening had arrived. Still, the excitement had you eager to finish your plan. 
“So, any idea of what you’re carving?” Josh asked as he finished setting up the carving station on the back porch of your house. 
You made sure the carving template you printed off was held out of his view. “I have an idea.”
“What is it?”
“A surprise.”
Immediately, you could see the intrigue overtake his features. “Oh? Well now I have to know.”
You made your way to the table and scooted your pumpkin to the opposite side from him. “Absolutely no hints. We’re going to carve them facing each other and you’re not going to peek.”
“You torture me so, my heart.” He clutched his chest in mock anguish. 
“Just sit down and carve your pumpkin.” You sighed. 
He made it approximately four seconds before he started in again. 
“What’s that in your hand?”
You looked down at the paper in your hand. “Just a template.”
“Are you telling me you printed off a stencil?” He chuckled smugly. 
You pointed your flimsy carving tool at him with a stern look. “Hey, I just wanted it to look really good this year.”
He shrugged, still looking entirely too proud. “Well, we can’t all be naturally talented pumpkin carvers, I suppose.”
“You better knock it off, or I’m not showing you the finished project.”
His hands flew up in mock surrender, teasing finally starting to ebb. 
You put on some quiet background music, and the two of you got to work on your pumpkins and chatted lightly. The stencil you picked took a bit long to actually carve out. It had two little footprints in the middle and the words “coming soon” surrounding it. Josh finished first, and luckily didn’t try to distract you too badly. Deep down, you knew it was because the unknowing was killing him and he wanted you to hurry. You wanted to assure him that the feeling was mutual, and the sooner you finished the pumpkin the better. 
“Okay,” You let out a breath. “The masterpiece is complete. Are we ready for the big reveal?”
He nodded excitedly, grabbing his pumpkin. 
You matched his smile. “Okay, you first.” 
He swiveled the pumpkin around to face you. He carved his triangle symbol onto it, which wasn’t really a shock. He even had it embroidered onto the back off on of his suits, amongst many other things. 
“Fantastic work, it looks great, Josh.” You gave him a small round of applause. 
He waved a hand dismissively. “Why thank you, but the show isn’t over. We have to see your pumpkin before both can truly be appreciated.”
“Alright…” You bit your lip and turned it around slowly. 
As soon as he read it, his face cleared of all joking manners. The soft glow from the candle inside the pumpkin cast his face with a small bit of light, but it was enough for you to tell a faint sheen of tears coated his eyes. 
“Does this mean what I think it means?” His voice was practically a whisper. 
You nodded, your own eyes welling up too. “I’m pregnant, Josh. We’re gonna have a baby.”
He was in front of you in an instant, pressing a kiss to your lips as he embraced you. A few silent, happy tears escaped both of you as he leaned his forehead against yours and his hands traveled to rest on your stomach. 
“We’re having a baby,” He chuckled breathlessly, voice a quiet rasp.
“Yeah, we are.” You grinned, mirroring his soft laugh. 
He looked from your stomach then back up to meet your gaze. “I love you. I love you so much, and I will spend the rest of my life trying to make you as happy as you’ve made me. I love our life and I cannot wait to watch it grow together.” 
“Likewise, Josh, I love you. Forever and always.”
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