#Job Dekho

[hashi-thatta]

I am one of those people who watch movies critically but this so called cinephile syndrome leaves whenever SRK performs on the big screen.

Dunki emotionally hits you. A Rajkumar Hirani + Srk combo is expected to be exceptional. Although it is a great movie, it could have been better.

We always expect the best from the Best.

The cast did a wonderful job. Vicky Kaushal was so on point. Srk + Boman Irani jodi was something I was looking forward to and they didnt dissappoint. The reunion of Srk and Tapsee was giving full VeerZaara wali vibes.

Ab jao jake movie dekho, kyuki, "I am the Last of the Stars"

[desiarthoe]

21 years of k3g; an evolution in style, music and drama

yesterday marked the day when 'Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham' hit the theatres in 2001, setting off a an unprecedented domino effect that would be felt even 21 years later. Set on the most melodramatic premise known to man, where a son gets disowned for marrying below his social status, his brother goes from a chubby kid to having an eight pack and a sixth thumb; where the second lead drives to school in a lambo, it has got it all. The melodrama of it all is not why it lives in my head rent free, it was the colours, mood and the ambiance that K3G introduced me to.

This movie was my first introduction to a pastel based wardrobe, everything that 'Poo' wears in this movie can only be categorised as Y2K classics. Starting from the pink jacket and choker ensemble in 'Dewaana hain dekho' to the cream colored beaded 'Sharara' in 'bole Chudiyan', Manish Malhotra and Kareena Kapoor set the bar high for the metric of serving looks. Kapoor's backless spandex-leather outfit in 'you are my soniya' absolutely mesmerised millions of girls like me and definitely did set a template in mind for club aesthetics- sleek, sparkly with just the right amount of skin. I think it's worth mentioning that Kareena's outfit in 'Bole Chudiya' did kickstart the trend of bell bottomed salwar suits, and started my love for rhinestones. One could say, 'Poo' was the purveyor of the desi coquette aesthetics, for her use of pastels, brands and obviously, her brother-in-law's money.

One cannot just speak of the characters and not be reminded of the flowing and the beautifully fusioned music of the soundtrack. Jatin-Lalit, Sandesh Shandilya, Aadesh Shrivastava did a wonderful job of blending the 2000s bollywood with a sensual R&B of the western end. In my opinion, Anil Pandey absolutely outdid himself with the sensual lyrics of 'Sooraj Hua Maddham', with the Egyptian background and Sonu Nigam and Alka Yagnik's voice, it was heard to cut through the palpable romanticisim of the song. Additionally, being the revolutionary that KJo is, he introduced us to one of the best wedding songs of all time; the fact that you'll have to think a bit to pick your choice says enough.

Yesterday marked not only the 21st years of the release of a era-setting film but also the capstone of core memories for desi millennials all over the world. With its memeable dialogue, wonderful visuals and playback button hitting songs, K3G will forever live on in our heads.

[ramayantika]

So I heard what was I made for just now with great courage because I sobbed at the theatre when it was playing.

I will be moving out too, and probably it will be my brother's uni. Kismat ka game dekho. Khayr and my brother before moving out was a little nervous and tensed about how he would cope up with studies and the curriculum (well that's a fair point for his life story)

Now coming to mine, every day as it dawns on me that I am leaving, I see that after me Maa will be making lunch alone for herself, watching her series while cooking and washing the dishes. She wouldn't randomly knock my door (yes in this house room band kar sakte ho) and give me the latest gossip or ask me how that one popular trendy reel step is done. There will be no more enlightening conversations at the kitchen counter but questions about well being and studies when I get in to hostel. Maa won't do my dress and I have to quickly learn to wear my saree for college events and dance functions. When I heard the song now, all I could see Mummy and my baby self. I always used to sleep with mumma and my brother with nana nani. (I was cuter obviously that's why) anyway and the life she has led, the choices she was forced to make and the choices she wasn't able to make because of the society then, my mother has always wanted me to excel the most. No doubt she loves me and my twin equally but I am her daughter, a girl and to be a woman next. I wish I could tell her that she is not a failure because she couldn't have a job and her financial autonomy. It was her wish which did not get fulfilled because she had to marry early and then she gave up working for her kids. I have seen her eyes light up differently and now when I think of it I have tears in my eyes because sometimes that brilliant gaze is the reason for an unsurmountable amount of confidence and is also the reason for my biggest fear of not becoming her even though I know she is enough. She always was. The reason I broke down while watching Barbie after the mother daughter line was this. I am not emotional for missing home and family, I am sad about the loneliness my mother has to go through until papa comes home. Well she has her painting and story telling and one thing maa learnt to overcome is to not be so attached to children that when they leave, despair sets in. So she will be okay, and years down the lane I hope her eyes still light up the same way when I get those degrees from the best colleges, and when she sees me dance. It's my dream yes, but to push me for it was her.

Omg this was so sad jdjsjks bye goodnight. May mummy never find out about my tumblr

[vyankarak]

Dekho bhai, I am not trying to defend anyone at all, but tumhe agar kuch malum naa ho apne unsolicited opinions idhar udhar mat fenka karo. GET OFF THE INTERNET JESUS CHRIST. Do you even know what grooming fucking means???????? When did the word grooming became so casual???????????? (I am a victim of grooming so dont you fucking shove it up my ass I will fuck shit up) Dont come to me with the classic "theres a mental difference between a minor and an adult" without knowing how much of space nikamma bhaiya gives to awaara ji. You have no idea what goes on behind the doors. So STOP SHITTING YOUR INTERNET GENERATED EDUCATION AND OPINIONS EVERYWHERE. MIND YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. You dont know how nikamma bhaiya is, you dont know what their relationship. GET A JOB. GET A LIFE. God hes literally just existing and y'all have to climb up his ass. If you dont like it, just scroll. Unfollow, block. Who TF ARE YOU ON THE FUCKING INTERNET TO "PROTECT" SOMEONE. shut up. Sit down. Noone asked you.

[jehlumjk]

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[apnahichutiyapfelahuahai]

Pyaare bachho ek baat batata hu pta h k kya hua tha apan galat fahmi ka shikar ho gye they ha bete kuch aisa hi, khud pr bharosa to h ye andr se feel aata h jo ki achi baat h lekin kya hi fayda jab aap usko utilize na kro hein! Kuch aisa hi hua h ab iff and buts rh gye h, but fir bhi abhi positive rhne ka socha hua h k ab positive rhege aage bdege, apn acha kr skte h bss usi pr hi focus krna h vrna yrr bta rha hu abhi bhi zindagi m 7-8 saal piche chl rha hu or ye bht hota h.

Kya hi kh skte h usko ab? samaj ni thi, knowledge ni tha ,vision ni tha, goals ni they, mtlb yrr ek anjaan ajnabee type scene ho rakha tha bss jee rhe they ye bhi ni tha k ache se jee rhe they, survive kr rhe they fight ni kr rhe they ye kh skte h qki agr fight krte to abhi scene kuch different hota boss, abhi yaha ni hote zindagi behtr hoti ab dekho na yrr ek phone lena h usme bhi behenchod kitna sochna pad rha h emi pe lu? Job ka kya? Cash m le lu? Sare lag gye to!! Zrurat pad gi to fir kya kruga.

Dekh rhe ho na mtlb kesa scene h ek chota sa decision bhi ni liya ja rha ,but again aisa ni rhne wala h scene badlega hum badlege,

ABHI HUM ZINDA HAI!!

[emaraldhotelsandresorts]

Trends in Indian Resort Tourism

Trends in Indian Resort Tourism

While skepticism prevails on Indian resort tourism getting back to its feet post-pandemic, affairs are not so, thanks to elements like revenge tourism and work-from-anywhere nomads. Reportedly a majority of Indians seek complete culture shock, meditation getaways and business travels have gained accelerated intensity.

This author here remembers reading somewhere about an arrow moving backward to shoot forward being correlated to hospitality gaining momentum after a catastrophic pandemic episode.

Post Covid Transitions in Indian Resort Tourism

After the taxing covid phase, it is almost a rebirth for Indian resort tourism struggling to balance trends with the traditional approaches. Despite the advent of apps, chatbots and hyper-personalization, most Indian travellers prefer a warm welcome from hotel staff and to get tipped by them on optimizing their stay.

More professionals approach resorts to combine business and leisure in bleisure travels, sleep tourism, health tourism and others seek memorable locations for destination weddings.

Government’s Role in Enhancing Indian Resort Industry

India’s G-20 Presidency has invited more attention, especially from the MICE sector. With a bid to alleviate MICE business by 2 per cent in the forthcoming 5 years, the Ministry of Tourism has introduced a strategy that would transform it into a lucrative opportunity.

Besides, ‘Dekho Apna Desh’ flagship scheme, encourages Indians to explore India instead of options that are located abroad. Apparently the budget for 2023-24 focuses on huge potential for tourism.

The Finance Minister has announced a series of measures, described as ‘mission mode’ which includes developing 50 new tourist destinations, promoting eco-tourism, building new airports and railway stations that improves connectivity.

Working in Bleisure

Facilities like ayurveda, campfire, trekking, houseboat and backwater locations are exactly an escape that a high-profile professional requires. This, combined with delectable cuisine rejuvenates one’s self.

While hotels in Kerala’s Kochi, Calicut, Wayanad, Pulamanthole and Ooty in Tamil Nadu embrace visitors with nature’s bounty, other hotels in Delhi and Chennai offer an equivalent relaxation despite the hustling urban ambience.

Traveller’s Take

Reportedly, travellers in the past couple of years prefer privacy, hygiene, flexibility, convenience with growing preferences for rented villas. Hoteliers, on the other hand, have shifted attention to cost efficiency, out-of-the-box ideas in the visitor’s interest, technology adoption and leaner operations.

Trends in Wellness and Health Resorts

Wellness tourism, highlighting ayurveda, yoga and meditation have gained importance over adventure tourism and have apparently been endorsed by millennials and young professionals.

Top travel houses including ayurvedic resorts in Kerala, have invested in spiritual getaways and heritage tours which are sought fervently by those who seek a break from hectic corporate routines. Kerala houses best ayurvedic resorts in India, are known for their unmatched expertise in stress management and detox programmes.

Resorts for Events

Resorts have become a part of one’s lifestyle, with more people booking resorts for family events such as birthdays, family get together, weddings and bachelorette parties. 

Trends in Indian Resort Workforce

The Indian resort tourism did receive a huge blow when the workforce who lost jobs during the pandemic opted for other sectors. In another instance, the hospitality industry by itself was shortening its workforce.

To optimize human resources, many resorts employed people who were cross-trained in multiple departments. These multi-skilled employees operated at different departments in different times of the day which not only reduced labour cost but also improved efficiency.

Employees are encouraged to acquire new skills and train themselves in the resort operations. Traditional hotel operations are now redefined and appropriate training programs were implemented, much to the delight of travellers. Resorts collaborate with hospitality institutions and announce leadership programs for their staff which promotes internal learning and development.

Summing Up

India’s prospects for tourism are an ever-brimming sector, thanks to the country’s expansive culture and detailed geography. The buzz is that by the end of 2024, India might see less than 100 new hotels in the 4 and 5 star categories.

Domestic travellers, with most seeking worcations, would promote short term and long term stays. Technology and enhanced guest service are bound to improve the above-mentioned prospects.

The matchless expertise of Emarald Group of Hotels and Resorts, especially Wild West resorts located in Kerala is equipped with the above-mentioned trends. These resorts also insist on constant updation in technology and infrastructure, much to the delight of their patrons.

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[badedramay]

NDBNJQWH when is gashmeer completely leaving the show... har roz watching sumbul tag him is irritating me omg and then his annoying fans using it as a proof ki dekho even the fl doesnt want arylie, this offscreen drama is genuinely putting me off the ship like feels khatm ho rahi hai meri

I do think the current Pagdandiya track is his final. his AKT will marofy an exit there. asdkjaehawkejad wahan pe Aditya is fighting for his life idhar Tripathi khandaan party karraha hai xD the writing of this show is truly stupid.

And the offscreen drama is PATHETIC. I am soooooooo not keeping tabs on any actor offscreen. what they do in their personal life is literally none of the fans' business as long as onscreen content remains unaffected by it. people forget that Sumbul is young like omg she's just a child! she has worked with Gashmeer for over a year..i am sure he has been more than a co-actor for her and has helped her settle in her role as a lead actress considering his own experience in the acting industry. of course him and adilie are more special for her..audiences come and go but these actors live these roles.

sure Sumbul doesn't promote Arylie but LMAO neither does Fahmaan! does that mean we don't get arylie content? heck no! they are professionals and doing their job as required! the makers + the channel is promoting the ship..Sumbul and Fahmaan both have a good bond off screen from whatever little we have seen through theirs or others' social media. aur kyaaaaaaaaaaaa chaiye? ainvayi fuzool ke drame. khali dimag shaitaan ka ghar..this week was so blah in terms of arylie that fans have gone pagla with vellapann.

urgh! I hope Gashmeer leaving will give us some sanity for some days at least before the tamasha with the new AKT starts. oh, joy.

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 30.11.20 lb

ok we’re just gonna skimmmmmmmmm through the first half of the ep coz i really do not care about the shaadi ceremony; i’m just here for the drama once V arrives.

varmalas exchanged.

i am really feeling for dadi. she’s literally dying from sad.

some gloating from this fuck. (SOMEONE TELL ME WTF HE SAW IN THE CONTAINER HOUSE AND WAS LIKE OHHHHHHHH TOH YEH HAI TUMHARA PLANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.......... DID HE SEE V???? DID HE OFFER HIM $$$$$$ TO SWITCH OVER TO HIS TEAM???? WHERE IS ALL THIS OVERCONFIDENCE COMING FROMMMM?????????)

dadi is jhoolofying between stage 2 and 3 of grief, and this fucker is like do kanyadaan no pls. sau jootein naa maaruuun mein isko dadi ko itnaaa pareshaan karne ke liye?????

anyway fwd fwd fwdddddddddddd.

mangalsutra time and lol........... mangalsutra is missing.

growled threats to riddhima, ki i’ll burn this fucking house down and then uske raakh se tumhare maang mein sindoor bharoonga. which again, is a concept taken from naagin 5. Y’ALL NEED TO BE SITTING AT THE OPPOSITE SIDES OF THE CLASS, SINCE YOU CAN’T STOP COPYING YOUR SHIT OFF OF EACH OTHER.

ishani isn’t noticing, but riddhima is actually throwing her the tiniest grateful smile. god i wishhhhhhhhhh they were teamed up, they’d be sooooooo damn formidable together!!!!!!!!

“good job, ishani!”

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WE STAN THIS KANJI EYED KHURAFAATI COUPLE WHO WON’T STAND FOR ANY FUCKERY WITH VANSH BHAI. BADA MAZZAAA AAAYEGA AB SE INKE SCENES MEIN.

kabir paid off the shady panditji who’s like ok no issues kal tak pehna dena mangalsutra.

phera time.

this b never fated to have a shaadi with her consent. how does someone get into this situation not once, but TWO (2) wholeass times?????? at this point, you have got to realise that the problem is YOU.

AAKHRI FUCKING PHERAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. 

god knows what she threw in the fire but as the song goes..........

sis poori taiyyaari ke saath aayi hai. had tucked in one of her 3000 zeher ki sheeshis into her lehenga/kafan. taking a shot like she’s at her bff’s bachelorette party. 

aaaaaaaaaaaaand.........................

“the fuck is going on in this house?????”

isski batteeesi toh dekho. lmao. too cute. she gets such few opportunities in this show to smile genuinely, and it’s nice to see her be truly happy in a moment!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS BITCHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! SAAJAN-JI GHAR AAYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(whaddya know????? he coordinated his outfit and everything!!!!!!!!)

poor dadi had justttttttt reached the depression/acceptance part of grief and le.............. naya shock. 

also i cannot stop lmao at angreeeeeeee. hahahahahahahaha. 

khee khee khee khee. kabir currently hearing this music in his head.

meanwhile riddhima’s internal soundtrack is going.........

asldkfjdlsafldskjfldskjflkdsjlfkjdlsflsdflkjdsl the look he’s throwing at kabirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

kabir:

lmaooooooooooooo riddhima is about to murder V for his shenanigans

“hero ki entry aisi hi hoti hai, riddhima!” lmaooooooooooo. he’s gonna get bitch-slapped for this the moment they’re alone together.

lmao he quickly just hugged her again to shut her up. v. cute moment.

angre is still in shock lmao, i can’t get over it.

once again the Murder Look has been set on kabir. lmaoooooo i really wouldn’t wanna be him rn.

“inspector kabir. vansh raisinghania apni riyaasat mein waapas laut aaya hai. swagat nahi karoge humara?”

can’t deny, there was a lotttttt of swag in this moment.

also riddhima the dumbass stillllllllllllllllllll doesn’t realise even now that this is vansh??????? you can have trained him as much as you want, but THIS WHOLE ~~~~AURA~~~ AND VOCABULARY AND THE VOICE AND THE EXPRESSIONS????? THAT CANNOT BE TAUGHT, MY SIMPLE-MINDED SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lmao pairrr chooooein dadi ke. 50,000 ka phatka for riddhima, as per rate card. (plus how much ever the 2 hugs would have cost..............)

AW MANNNNNNNN, LOOK AT HIS BABY 🥺🥺🥺 FACE. AND DADI’S HAPPINESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS A GENUINELY GOOD MOMENT! THIS IS THE SHIT I WATCH TELLYWOOD FORRRR.

but this bhagwaan talk is not very vansh-y. huh. guess there’s nothing like surviving falling off a 1000 foot cliff to become religious.

I???????????? AM?????????? GENUINELY?????? SO??????? SOFT????????????????????

“yeh kaise ho sakta hai??? poori zindagi mein maine itna daraawana sapna nahi dekha hai!!! aur yeh toh haqeeqat banke aa gaya!!”

snortttttttttttttt. i love itttttttt. I LOVE ITTTTTTTTT.

i got distracted by the fly crawling all over K’s varmaala. reminiscent of the mike pence fly!

“mujhe toh nahi lagta yeh vansh hai. [...] it’s just not possible!”

ASDKDJFSDLKFJLSDKJFLSDJK THE MOMENT I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR!!!!!!!!

bhaiiiiiiiiiii has to manaaofy roothi behenaaaa firsttttt. yesssss ishaaaniiiiiii make him work for itttttt. bhai dooj bhi miss kar diya manhoos ne apne dramay karne ke chakkar main!!!!!

lmaooooooooooooooooooooooo kabir’s reaction at his ek hazaaron mein meri behenaaaaa hai getting taken tf back. besttttttttttttt.

“mere chote prince ya princess ka kya haal hai? khayaal rakha uska?”

“jaan se bhi zyaada.”

“par ab aap aa gaye hain. toh thodi careless ho sakti hoon. haina?”

WHEN I TELL YOU I YELLED SO FUCKING HAPPILY AT MY SCREEN AT THIS MOMENT?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!??!

question about siya. and promise ki ab main aa gaya hoon na, sabbbbbb theek kar doonga. haaaaaaye, old shivaay waali feelings i’m getting yaaaar, when he was Best Big Brother. god, i really love this tropeeeee. yeh waala tellywood set hamesha aise bade bhaiyyon se aabaad rahe!

angre still like wHoo aRe yOu tHo??????

RAM BHARAT MILAAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lmaooooooo vansh turning around to look at chachi and her fakeasssssss

chachi twitter/insta fandom ki awaaz hote hue is like your beardddddd tho :’((((((((( and V is like hospital staff ne hulia bigaad diya. BITCH MORE LIKE IMPROVED IT 1000x. ugh so stinkin hotcutegorgeous you are right nowwwwww.

like this face he made???????? i just cannot standdddddddddddd how fucking good he looks in this ep?!?!!?!?!?

“meri soch se kahin zyaada achche se sambhaal raha hai yeh sabhi ko.” lmao riddhima, you dumbassssssssss. you are just so fucking stupiddddd istg.

lmao his ice cold look at mummy’s fakeassery.

backstory toh plan kii thi in dono ne, lekin riddhima ne itnaaaaa zyaada bhi nahi training dii ke itnaaaa chhaaaaaa jaaaye lol.

sdlkjdslkfjlskdjfldkfjldskjfldskjfldksjfldskfjlkdsjkl time for sexxxyyyyyyyyyyy

i just want someone to look at me with as much lust and mirth as vansh looks at kabir. that’s all i’m asking for.

riddhima looking at this like danggggggg i about to lose both my men. that too, to each other.

asdflkdsjflkdsjflkjdslfkjdslkfjlksdjflkdsjflkdsjflkjdslfkj he literally gave K the european “up yours” gesture while showing him his ghaav. i truly do love V2.0

“shareer ke ghaav bhar lenge, kabir. lekin dil ke ghaav....... zindagi bhar ke liye dard de jaatein hain.”

OMFG THIS DUMBASS STILL DOESN’T REALISE THAT IT’S VANSH?!!?!?!?!?!!? THIS IS LITERALLY THE SAME DIALOGUE *SHE* TOLD HIM THE DAY SHE DISCOVERED RAGINI AND THEY BOTH HAD INJURIES ON THEIR HANDS AFTER HE PUNCHED THE CUPBOARD!!!!!!!!!!!! RIDDHIMA YOU LITERAL DINGDONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

V demanding answers of mummy ki just what this asshole doing in my house, and ishani is just tooooooooo happy to fill bhai in on the goss. lmaooooooo i loveeeee ittttttt!!!!!!!!!

V like hmmmmmmmm seems a little too nicely wrapped up for my liking.

lmao chachi is like oh god if he catches their kaand, then ours is just thaaaaat much easier to find out, and she’s putting in a good word for mummy and K. koiiiiiiiiiiii faayyyda nahi hai. even in the unlikely event that he’s not vansh, photuuuuu dekh ke hi pehchaan gaya tha vihaan ke tum log awwal number ke draamebaaz ho.

kiskoooooooo pattttiiiii padaaaa rahe ho tum log haan???? bhai apna hardware/software/anti-malware sabbbbbbbb upgrade karwaaake aaya hai. aise nahi phasne waala.

chaachi is like IT’S ALL RIDDHIMA’S FAULT! SHE’S THE ONE WHO LET HIM IN!!!!!!!!!!

welp! :) :) :) :)

BEST EPISODE I’VE EVER WATCHED OF THIS SHOW?!?!!?!?!?!? YUP!!!!!!!!!!!! VERY PSYCHED FOR WHAT’S COMING UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bareillykibarfis]

mess(ed up)

[ GUYS!! Thank you so much for 200 followers!! So, as a gift to you guys, I present to you a Karman fic!! It is based on this post by @legendarilymessedup. Thank you for giving me inspiration to write something!! Hope this reaches your expectations!! ]

You can also read it on ao3: here.

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Kartik makes sure the flag is correctly set around his neck.

He isn’t nervous. He probably should be, considering what he’s gonna do, but there’s this rush of adrenaline in him, and he feels invincible.

He is so thankful Rajni convinced him to do this. This was his Amitabh Bachhan moment, and he’d be damned if he didn’t saviour every moment of it.

He takes a deep breath. With the microphone in his hand, he steps forward, so he is in everyone’s view.

“Bhaiyon aur Behenon” He does a dramatic turn, ready to give a speech on homophobia, that was bound to leave them speechless. (He’d prepared for it the entire time they’d taken to reach here, and he was proud of it.)

As he turns around, the first thing he sees is all the family gathered in front of the tree, looking at him. He has an audience, exactly what he wan-

And then he sees it. Aman. No, not Aman. A framed photo of him. And the garland of flowers around it.

His heart drops. He looks at the scene below him, frozen. There’s the pundit, and there’s the entire family… except for Aman.

“Chalaa ja yaar.” Aman had said. But, Kartik hadn’t listened. He’d been selfish, he’d stayed. And now…

“A-Aman..”, he whispers. His eyes fill with tears, his throat tightens, and there’s this ache in his chest. Everything hurts.

Aman. Aman. Aman. Where have you gone? It’s unbearable how he feels. He’s crying and crying, and his heart feels so heavy. He drops down on his knees.

“Arey khana to khaale yaar”, Aman always pestered them before they went out for their job.

“Bas kaar na!!”, Aman had laughed that day, when they were both in their bed, and Kartik wouldn’t stop throwing the pillows at him.

“Kya baan raha hai?”, Kartik always asked, himself not helping Aman at all, letting him do all the work in the kitchen. Whatever was the answer, the food was always god-tier. “The secret ingredient is love.”, Aman would always say when asked how he cooked so good.

Who would take care of when and what he ate? Who would love him? Who would he have pillow fights with now?? Who would he call family now??

Kartik’s cries have turned into screams, and they’re horrifying, pain-filled screams. His cheeks are damp with all the tears, and yet they never seem to cease.

How will he ever live with this? It’s all his fault. All of this. He should never have insisted they come here, he should never have kissed him on the train, he should never have stayed. Aman was.. dead.. and it was because of him.

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Down at the courtyard, the entire Tripathi family is looking at Kartik with a baffled look on their faces.

Champa is the first to realize what’s going on. She looks at Kartik, who is on his knees, and then at the base of the tree, where there’s Aman’s photo, with the flower garland around it, and suddenly it's all clear. Her heart drops for a second.

Kartik is shouting now, and there’s agony written all over his face. Champa decides she has to do something. Something before...

She shakes her head, removing any negative thoughts, and starts going towards the roof. Shankar and Chaman Tripathi, both clueless, watch as she goes past them. “Kaha ja rahi ho?”, there’s an edge to Shankar’s voice, but Champa ignores him. She starts ascending the stairs.

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Rajni enters the gate. At the sound of the door opening, both men look towards it. Seeing Rajni enter, Chaman’s face immediately lights up with a smile.

“Rajni!! Beta tu aa gai?” he asks. But Rajni pays no heed to his question, she’s looking at Kartik, who is shouting. She’s confused. This wasn’t what they’d plann-

She looks at the courtyard and sees Aman’s photo. And the garland around it. She immediately brings up both her hands to cover her hands, her whole body numbing.

Aman wouldn’t… he couldn’t have.. Shankar and Chaman follow her gaze, and they both finally realize what is going on.

“Nahi.. Beti nahi. Esa kuch nahi hai..”, Chaman starts moving towards his daughter.

“Aghe maat aana aap.” she says, her voice breaking. “Khush hoge na aap log? Ho gayi na aapko tassalli? Tut gayi na Kartik aur Aman ki jodi!!!” She is crying now.

-

Champa reaches the roof. Kartik has stopped screaming and now looks more broken than ever. He’s whispering, “Aman. Aman. Aman.”, like it’s a prayer that will bring him back to life.

“Kartik.” she says. He doesn’t seem to hear her.

She reaches out and puts a hand on her shoulder. He flinches and turns up to look at who it is.

The look on Kartik’s face breaks Champa’s heart. His eyes are red and swollen, his cheeks are wet with all the tears, he looks heartbroken.

“Kartik. Kuch nahi huwa hai. Sab thik hai.” But he ignores her, and goes back to staring at the floor, whispering the same word, tears falling from his cheek to the ground.

Before she can explain any further, she hears Rajni shout.

-

When Sunaina and Aman get out of the room, Champa is trying to console Kartik, Rajni is crying while Shankar and Chaman are trying to explain to her that everything is fine. “

"Arey, yaha kya ho raha hai??” Sunaina asks. At the sound of her voice, Rajni turns to look towards her.

She sees Aman.

“Aman?” her voice is filled with disbelief. She runs towards him, and hugs him tightly. Aman is confused, but hugs her back. He feels her teardrops on his shoulders. He breaks the his, looks at her and asks, “Kya huwa? Sab thik toh hai?”

As she looks at Aman, she’s reminded of Kartik.

Oh God. Kartik.

“KARTIK!!” she shouts, turning towards the roof.

Champa looks towards them. Rajni points to Kartik, so as to ask her to make him turn around.

-

Kartik feels his entire world crumbling. He feels numb. He has nothing left to live for. His heart is still aching, and he feels so powerless.

“Beta. Dekho toh sahi.” Champa chachi is saying, but he ignores her.

“KARTIK!! KARTIK!!” Rajni’s voice reaches his ears. He turns his head to look towards the direction of the voice.

His vision is blurry from all the tears. But he sees that Rajni is pointing towards someone… Aman?

He wipes his eyes to make sure he isn’t hallucinating. He really hopes he isn’t. He can’t afford to have his heart broken again.

He looks again. Aman. Is. Still. There. Aman. He’s alive.

The feeling he feels in his heart is unreal. This, he realizes, is true happiness. He slowly stands up, his legs shaking. Champa holds his arm, giving him support. He shakily comes down the stairs, looking at Aman the entire time, not blinking even once, afraid he’ll disappear.

Aman has a tired look on his face. He’s wearing glasses, and a shirt which Kartik knows wasn’t Aman’s choice. He looks fed up, like he’s gonna let the world win. Like, he’s ready to give up.

“Aman.” he says just this one word.

“Woh ab Aman nahi hai. Hum usko naya naam de rahe hai. Mar gaya hai Aman.” Shankar Tripathi says, in an icy voice.

Kartik feels anger boiling within him. “Aur kitna karoge aap??” he snas. He points towards Aman. “Dekha hai aapne bete ho?? Halat kya ho gaayi hai?? Khush lag raha hai kya vo?? Kya paaoge ye kar kar??”

“Hum jo bhi kar rahe hai, soch samaj ke kar rahe hai. Tum bich me na aao, warna bhari padega tum pe.” Shankar says, glaring at his own son.

“Arey yaha par ho kya raha hai?? Kya kar rage ho aap log??” Kartik says, exasperated, laying his hands in front of him. “Bete ki aadhi zindagi nahi kati hai aur aap log antim sanskaar karne chale??”

“Hah. Hum Aman ki antim sanskaar kar rahe the. Uska naya janam hone wala tha. Ab yaha se chale jao, warna Aman ke saath tumhara bhi karna na pade.” Shankar Tripathi says, his voice curt and blunt, but mostly angry.

“Yaar..” Kartik puts a hand on his forehead, exasperated. “Laga tha aap log to samjhoge.” he turns around and starts walking away.

Kartik. Is. Walking. Away.

Aman feels helpless. He feels like he should do something, anything. He even opens his mouth to say something, but his mother digs her nails in his arm, so as to say, “No”. He looks at her. She isn’t looking at him, she’s looking at his father, who is glaring at him. He closes his mouth.

What is he to do now? Have they lost this battle?? His heart is breaking. Will they ever see each other again? Where is Kartik?? Is he leaving already, without a single goodbye?

“Chalo suru karte hain.” Shankar Tripathi says in a smug, satisfied voice.

They’re all just going to go to the mandap, when Rajni laughs. “Tauji, aapka problem yaha nahi waha hai.” She points towards the roof.

Aman looks. And there’s his boyfriend. Kartik. Shirtless. The pride flag around his neck. (How had missed all these details before??). A microphone in his hand.

“Bhaiyon aur behenon.” he starts, and Aman feels his heart clench with happiness.

The speech he gives is just iconic. And the look on Shankar Tripathi’s face is quite the sight to see. When Kartik shouts, “Homophobia!!! Homophobia!!! Homophobia!!”, each time doing a different pose, Aman feels his face break into a huge smile. He is so so so proud of Kartik.

Aman’s happiness spell is broken when he hears his father say in a voice filled with anger, “Beta.. Tu wahi ruk.”. Shankar Tripathi then proceeds to go inside the house.

Aman now, free from his father’s angry glared, runs up the stairs to the roof. As soon as Kartik sees him, he practically engulfs him with a hug.

“Tu thik hai.” Kartik says, and Aman feels teardrops on his shoulder.

“Main thik hi to hoon. Mujhe kya hona tha??” he is confused. “Arey, tu ro kyun raha hai?”

Kartik breaks the hug, and Aman sees his eyes are red.

“Yaar.. Tu.. Tu.. Tu maar gaya socha tha maine.” Kartik is crying again.

“Par… kyun..” Aman’s voice trails off as he turns his head towards the courtyard, where he sees the sight below him.

“Oh God.. Kartik” Aman turns towards his boyfriend, whose face is red from all the crying. He cups his face. “I’m alright. I’m right here, okay?” He wipes the tears. “Ab isse pehele ki papa aa jaye, nikalja yaha se.”

Kartik wipes his eyes. “Arey mein kaha jaunga? Kyun kahi jaunga? Aaj to ye solve karke rahunga.”

“Nahi yaar papa tujh ko-” Aman begins, but Kartik cuts him off.

“Bas papa ko shoot karne se rokle. Mere last wishes ke list hai yaar. Sun-” Before Kartik can finish, he sees Shankar Tripathi coming out of the house, holding something in his hand.

IS THAT A GUN??!! Please don’t let it be a gun, I’m not ready to die. God, no, you know I have so much left to do. Please don’t let him kill me.

Aman is pulled back by Champa chachi. Kartik is left all alone.

Shankar Tripathi isn’t carrying a gun (Kartik is so thankful). Instead, he’s carrying a stick, a huge one at that. He has this look of revenge in his eyes... 

Suddenly Kartik is once again a helpless 9 year old, he’s back in his room at Punjab.

“Papa, nahi-”

His father hadn’t even let him complete his sentence. “Ladkon ke saath ghumta reheta hai? Haan??? Sharam nahi aati tujhe?” He’d been hit with the belt once, and then again, and then again. It’d hurt, and he’d cried, but his father had been ruthless, determined to beat the homosexuality out of him.

“Agar firse maine tujhe uss ladke, ya kisi bhi ladke ke saath paya na, toh tujhe kaat ke rakh dunga.” His father’s eyes had been red with anger, and he’s been so scared that day.

Shankar Tripathi’s eyes remind him of his father’s eyes. He gets an uneasy feeling on his stomach. Maybe this isn’t such a good idea…

Before he can complete the thought, his eyes meet Aman’s. And he just knows. It’s either him or Aman. The latter one is obviously never going to be an option. So, he straightens his back. Yes, he’s gonna take this. For Aman. He has to. For love, for the-

The first blow lands on his back, and every single thought flies out of his mind. The pain is excruciating. Before he can compose himself, Shankar Tripathi hits him in his shoulders with another blow.

Kartik can hear Aman shouting something, but his ears are ringing and his body is hurting everywhere and he cannot make out a single word. He can hear Chaman chacha shout out, and he can hear the little gasps from Sunaina’s mouth. But he can’t fathom any of it, because Shankar Tripathi just won’t stop hitting him-

Kartik realizes he isn’t hitting him anymore. He freezes, waiting for the next blow. But it never comes. He slowly straightens his back. He looks towards Shankar Tripathi, who is standing with a pained look on his face, his hand on his back. The stick is on the ground now.

This is your chance, Kartik. You can leave if you want to.

He looks at Aman. The look on his face stops him. There’s a look of helplessness in his face, and it breaks Kartik to see him that way. He’s not gonna run away, because running away means leaving Aman alone, and he cannot have his lover’s heart broken.

So, he picks the stick from the ground, and gives it to Shankar Tripathi, who is too shocked to say a single word. Kartik looks at Aman, and nods.

The beating resumes. Kartik doesn’t even have the time to register his pain from one hit when Shankar Tripathi is on him with another.

He can feel himself getting weaker. He doesn’t know how long he can stand up.

Suddenly, he sees Aman. Coming towards him.

Aman. Aman. Aman. I love you so much.

Aman is coming towards him, and his arms are opening, preparing for a warm hug. But, Aman runs past him, up the stairs. He doesn’t even look back once. Kartik is dumbfounded.

-

His father is beating Kartik. And he’s helpless.

Aman is shouting, and trying to get to them, but Chaman is holding him back. He’s fighting, but he’s too weak. He has to do something. Anything.

Suddenly, he sees his father drop the stick; he’s too tired. He looks at Kartik, who looks just about ready to break.

Kartik. Chala ja. Yeh tera mauka hai.

Kartik even looks like he’s contemplating leaving the courtyard. But then, their eyes meet, and Aman knows. Kartik will never leave him alone.

He cannot let this go on anymore. He loves Kartik, so he really hopes he understands. He takes a deep breath.

He runs towards Kartik. Kartik looks so happy, his arms open. Aman ignores him, and runs straight upstairs towards his room. He doesn’t turn back becuase he knows what he will see will break his heart.

He enters the room, and locks the door. He now knows what he has to do.

-

Kartik stares at Aman’s room in shock. He just.. really went in like that??

For a moment, Kartik is baffled. But then, he realizes. He is trying to get all of this to stop. It only makes sense, Shankar wa-

Before he can complete his thought, Shankar Tripathi is back in his business. It’s even more unbearable now.

Just as Kartik feels like he’s gonna pass out, he hears the sound of the stick dropping, and Shankar Tripathi sighing in defeat. He looks up to see his tired face. He looks around and the entire Tripathi family looks shocked.

He spots a tap at the far side. He staggers towards it, and opens it. He then ducks under the tap so the water falls on his head.

The cold water jolts his body back to life. His steps still faltering, he stands up, facing towards the Tripathi family.

“My sexuality,” he points to himself. “is my sexuality. None of your sexuality.” Immediately after this, he feels his body give away, and he falls, losing consciousness.

[ramayantika]

Mera expressive nahi hona meko andar se maar dega aur dusron ka dil todega

(Is this why I am expressive in dance kyunki saala bahar duniya mein nahi ho pati so I am just trying to talk through stories and acts???)

For real my mother was telling me and my brother that you both never call up your friends not even your own dad. Now my brother is a humanised version of a robot who will do things if told and I am unsure if he really feels other emotions

But I? I don't take the initiative to call him because I feel guilty of not being good enough and whatever transpired these 3 years worsened that. I don't call my friends or text them because I feel I am not worthy to talk to them because I haven't achieved anything and I am not settled. I wish I could change this feeling.

I as a child would say that if I wanted to show love to my parents I would score good marks, get a good job and be very successful not that my parents ever forced me to get those I was quite a natural (abhi na jane kya ho gaya)

And the more I have stayed inwards to myself I see that I have turned people away from me and somehow I would blame everyone else earlier or even fate ki aisa kyu hua unka dekho sab sahi jaa raha hai mera ghanta kuch ho raha hai

The last time I texted my school friends was probably sometime in jan or dec maybe and even now I feel I should delete my text each time I ask them are you free now because they have colleges friends and other commitments.

Sometimes I want to talk to my father, but then I see my report card, my grades, and those pathetic sob nights and feel rehen do kya layak bani hai tu even though I know my dad wants to talk to me.

Sometimes I think I would be worthy to connect with people if I be that dancer or if I go to that prestigious college but that isn't healthy. It's like you know that's wrong but can't help to do it again and again

Even though I am in a relationship it's long distance and we barely get around 15-20 mins to talk I am scared what if when I am finally around him after my exams I give the same treatment. I won't be able to express myself or anything and then I will ruin all of this?

I can't hug anyone now. my hands freeze. My mother hugs me and I am brought to a stand still thinking what to do?

Damn I so need to get a college to set my relationships good

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