“The first form is darkness; the second is desire; the third is ignorance; the fourth is zeal for death; the fifth is the realm of the flesh; the sixth is the foolish wisdom of the flesh; the seventh is is the wisdom of the wrathful person. These are the seven powers of wrath.”
- Mary 9:18 - 25, The gospel of Mary Magdalene
The “powers” “sins” or “demons of the ego. Meggan Watterson, Author of “Mary Magdalene revealed” believes these are the seven demons that Jesus expelled from Mary, referred to in Luke 8:2.
Mary’s Gospel is an ascent narrative as it describes the path navigated to liberate the soul during life. Mary is regarded as the first apostle because she followed in Jesus’s footsteps and witnessed his death and resurrection. The Gospel reveals the wisdom that Christ gave only Mary, and features her telling the Disciples what they spoke of.
The powers are the states we humans embody through life, that keep us stuck, and separated from God. They are regarded as sins only by their nature of adultery. I interpret this as betraying God. They are what makes us human. Christ was both equal parts human and divine, he went on this journey to ascend, and shared his wisdom with Mary.
Then Peter said to him, “You have been explaining every topic to us, tell us one thing. What is the sin of the world?” The Saviour replied “There is no such thing as sin; rather you yourselves are what produces sin when you act in accordance with the nature of adultery, which is called ‘sin’. For this reason, the Good came among you, persuing (the Good) which belongs to every nature.”
- Mary 3:1 - 5
Radical, huh? No wonder this gospel was hidden underground for safety, and not considered canon. Discovered in Egypt in the late 1896, written in Coptic and said to have been written in the second century, before the bible was complied in the third century. There are three known copies found. It’s a gnostic text and is part of the Berlin Codex.
Meet the Demons: a deep dive
When someone says they’re “facing their demons” these are what I think of. If it’s our humanness that makes us sin, then are we inherently sinful? I’m not sure I agree with that. We’re humans, that isn’t wrong or shameful. This is what the Gospel is telling us. These “demons” are parts of our identity we shed when we become more like Jesus. It’s not a infinite state we’re always in. We’re not God. We return to ourselves every time we return to God. We become more like Christ when we return to God. Our Salvation is within us all along.
Learning about these powers made me feel seen, humble and grateful to not be alone. This perspective allows me to see my behaviour and allows me to confess and forgive and pray. I’m less likely to judge others, and it gives me hope on my journey of faith.
Darkness
- hopeless, lack of faith, despair, depression, heaviness, trapped, stuck, loneliness
Desire
- clinging, craving, attachment, not accepting what you have and how things are, wishing for things to be different, greed, insecurity, lack
Ignorance
- lack of awareness, voluntary ignoring, small mindedness, unconscious state we fall into and act from. not indicating to the deficient of character or intelligence, ignorance can save us (only handle so much at once, freeze response, disassociation- not moral failing)
Zeal/Craving for Death
- not necessarily suicide, but gluttony. Making choices that neglect and endanger the health of others or ourselves. Extremes of pleasure that harm body. Destruction and hurt to ourselves. Soul is forgotten.
Realm of Flesh
- enslavement to physical body, when we fully identify with body and forget we are more than that, a soul, not just a physical body with needs. Relates to lust and greed when we put our temporary gratification over someone else’s. Forcing physical needs on someone who dost not consent.
Foolish wisdom of Flesh/False peace of flesh
- sloth. Patterns of inaction, lead to not wanting to do anything. Procrastination, fear, reluctance to Change, stagnation, would rather suffer than accept the reality and make a change.
Wisdom of Wrathful Person
- anger is healing, responsibility to not hurt others with it. Not see others as worthy of disrespect, worthy of harm and pain.
Isn’t the power that is harmful, but the presence of the power and absence of the soul.
I live my life based on the Bible, The Gospel of Thomas, Philip and Mary, and the Love Ethic described in bell hooks book ‘all about love’
God Bless <33
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Research Notes
Artists to research:
Marina Abramovic
Joseph Beuys
Chris Burden
David Critchley
Nan Goldin
Hilma af Klint
Bruce Nauman
Barnett Newman
Nam June Paik
Mark Rothko
Martha Rosler
Richard Serra
David Wojnarowicz
Research Interests:
Psychology of, neuroscience of, philosophy of, psychedelics and, the religious experience
Religious Studies, specifically arguments for the existence of God
The Sublime/The Divine/The Vast etc.
Psychology of Trauma/Generational Trauma
Ritual and Performance Art
Sadomasochism and Endurance
Sensory Deprivation
Hallucinations and Schizophrenia/Bipolar Disorder
Catatonia, excited and stupor
Ecstasy
Political Philosophy
Protest Art
Western Philosophy vs. Eastern Philosophy
Kundalini Yoga and Tantric Sexuality/Energy orgasms
The Gnostic Gospels
Religions of the Book vs. Eastern Religions, esp. Hinduism and Taosim
Taichi Ch’uan and Taosim
Bible History
Existentialism & English and Russian literature
Horror and horror film theory
Meditation and Mindfulness
Art Education
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