#Jari Boy

[helmarok]

[dance-world]

Maurizio Giunti and Jari Boldrini

[ambiguousdisorderken]

bobby was there jack was there john and mary were there sam was not quite there but alive on earth so WHAT was dean looking for through the, oh my god, multiverse. or who. hmmm.

[kunthug]

Boihood

All I ever wanted to be was a song—  something soft and light held in the mouth  sung sweet beneath the coming dawn.  I return to that first desire—its gingham blouse 

rubbed against the heavy pull of flesh hovered  in a dark that I can only recall as that dark. I ask what grace awaits that tender tendril’s suffered  stretch of green wide enough to tear a stark 

light out from under a troubled sky? I return to the center of that smallness and sing its wounds— jagged rasp crooned until edged out and earned. I was the only boi I knew dreaming in soft bruise. 

And it made me as beautiful as the blood’s slow sprawl at my knee, right before punching a bullying boy to crawl.

about the poem—

“The sonnet here is an ode to the ‘in-betweenness’ of my childhood concerning gender and the body. It is also an origin song of the kinds of love/lovelessness I sustained as a child, due to gendered expectations placed on my emerging self. The spelling of ‘boy’ here represents both the Black masculine and the center/genderqueer iteration of the word, spelled ‘boi,’ as a means of honoring the many bois like myself forced to learn to love themselves at and beyond the margins.” —Jari Bradley.

[gothcarmelasoprano]

am i fooled by the angle but is jari's jacket really oversized 💀💀 not to mention the collar

[lintubintu]

I mostly write Käärijä fics on Ao3:

Käärijä/Tommy Cash:

Splinters (Horror gore, 4 Chapters, 7000 words) - The direct aftermath of the „It´s Crazy It´s Party “ music video

Jere/Jesse:

The Lanyard (fluff, 1350 words) - Jesse is Jere´s tour manager and friend. Will he ever get to be more?

Tapestry (smut, 2850 words, part 1 of 3) – Jesse is done taping setlists to the stage and has his way with Jere.

Single Player None (smut, 3250 words, part 2 of 3) – Jesse is sick and Jere takes care of him on their day off.

Halfway Whole (poem, hurt/comfort, mild gore, 900 words) - Jesse is worrying himself sick and Jere has to step in to help his friend.

Marbled Blood (Angst, Blood Drinking & Cutting, 1320 words) - Jere and Jesse are Vampires performing a vicious and violent pole-dancing act for a faceless but bloodthirsty audience.

Jere/Jukka:

Solid Ground (comfort, fluff, 850 words) – After The Kiss from the Käärijä London gig on 23.10.23

One Night Lies (smut, 2380 words) - Jere has been bothering Jukka all day because of some blisters. If he wants to be a pain, he can sure take some.

Jere / Häärijä:

A Silent Canvas (smut, 3050 words) - Käärijä won´t calm down after Böle when Häärijä needs a quiet night in. Good thing he brought handcuffs and wax.

Jere/Jari:

A father figured (hurt/comfort, fluff, 1000 words) – Jari & Allu drive Jere home after a strenuous concert.

Jere solo:

I am me (comfort, 1250 words) – Jere finds comfort and growth in expressing himself through makeup

Käärijä/OFC:

Birds (humour, light smut, 2 chapters, 3150 words) – First they share a toilet, then they share a bed.

Misc:

A four-legged cloud (fluff, comfort, 1250 words) - The boys are out walking Chelsea in a park and Jere falls prey to her soft fur.

WIPs:

Solo Jere (pole dancing, light smut)

Part 3 of Jere/Jesse (smut)

Jere/Jesse (cozy fluff)

Jere/Nace (hurt/comfort)

Käärija/reader (bite kink, not explicit)

Jere/Tommy Cash (cannibalism, gore)

I don´t take requests right now.

[imsobadatnicknames2]

Does anyone else remember when there was a surprisingly big (considering that it's not even a big or well known band or anything) Wintersun fandom here that blorbofied Jari Mäempää the same way Kpop ppl do with their Kpop boys or was I just in a very weird pocket of tumblr mutuals back in 2016-2018?

[inabun]

Day at the beach for my boys

Jari hates it cause he'd rather be at home sleeping, but he has a hard time saying no to Lucy. He'd also rather be there with him just to make sure that no one even dares to talk to him

[mrsarnasdelicious]

TLK Christmas - Christmas with Sihtric

"Just in time for Yule." You murmur, as you watch your husband dismount his dapple grey steed.

His eyes are scanning the crowd for you and once he has spotted you, he smiles widely. He hands the reins to a stablehand and hurries over. "My love." He murmurs. He is tense with anticipation. "Husband." You demure. He smirks at you and then takes you gently by the hips. He pulls you against his and noses at your neck.

"I have missed you, so much. For a good while I feared I would not be back in time for the Yule. But I am on time and I brought gifts for you and the children." He murmurs against your skin. "Having you home is the only gift I could need." You reply. "Yes, but I think the children would like some toys." Sihtric teases. You have to concede there. "They would." You agree.

Sihtirc takes your hand and together you walk to your large long house. The children are all gathered by the doorway, eager to see their father again.

Amoung them are also Cynlaef and Aethelstan as well. They blend in perfectly with the children you have birthed. Both boys are ten now and they are as good as your sons. "Hello, my sweets, it is good to see you all again." Sihtric crouches and opens his arms. Not all his sons and daughter fit in one embrace, but he does his very best. You crouch too, to close the embrace from the other side. All young children are loved.

"Did you bring, sweets, Father?" Jari asks. Sihtric chuckles and ruffles his son's hair. "Of course I did." He says warmly. "Can we have them now?" Cynlaef asks. "Will you all go play if I give you the sweets?" Sihtric grins. His eyes cast up at you. You roll your eyes. You know exactly what he is thinking.

He has missed you.

And although you have missed him too, it is better to save such things for when the children are all abed.

"Not now, Sihtric." You cooe. Your husband huffs softly. "I can never win with you, can I?" He asks, though it is in jest. You shake your head. "I am your wife, you admitted defeat when you built me a house to make our family a home." You tell him. Sihtric throws his head in his neck and laughs loudly.

He hands the children the sweets all the same and then turns to you.

"Can I at least get a kiss?" He asks. His dual coloured eyes shimmer with hot mischief. He will never not yearn for you. And you for him. You pull him in for a slow, warm kiss. Sihtric groans against your lips.

Gods, you have missed him! And what a good Yule this is going to be!

[lunar-gl1tch]

15 people 15 questions

got tagged by @isaksbestpillow so now i get to spread this to toku tumblr lol

1. are you named after anyone?

my deadname was that of my mom's first student she got attached to (and my brother too, just the male one) and the current one isn't written that way and not used that way but i'd be lying if i didn't think of Taiga as a name because of Saejima "ya gotta go balls out" Taiga from the Yakuza games

2. when was the last time you cried?

uh yesterday? we watched Mebius Ghost Rebirth/Armored Darkness and is there anything more romantic than when two boys henshin together into one??? i think not. i got a lil misty eyed (if you want cry-cry it was two weeks ago watching the Mebius finale with the squad lol)

3. do you have kids?

hell no

4. what sports do you play/have you played?

I used to play basketball! mostly street basketball because I'm short and have no stamina but I was pretty decent

5. do you use sarcasm?

yeah.....i'm a chronic talk-backer.

6. what’s the first thing you notice about people?

what colors they wear i guess? i haven't really thought about it

7. what’s your eye color?

Gray!

8. scary movies or happy endings?

what about happy movies with scary endings? No but I'm a massive wimp i love scary movies but I get very stressed lmao. I'm also a big softie and i love happy endings although bittersweet endings stick to you longer

9. any talents?

pretty decent writer, great cook, amazing at cutting my own hair

10. where were you born?

Torino, Italy

11. what are your hobbies

crafting, diy, video games, looking for and collecting old doujinshi, i used to go to metal shows and run but i got disabled so now I watch tokusatsu shows whenever my adhd permits

12. do you have any pets?

The cutest kittie cat there has ever been, miss Turpentine that i miss so so much but it's too cold to move by public transport rn so she's still at her holiday home chez uncle Jari (it's -22C)

13. how tall are you?

153cm, barely 5 feet by technicality

14. favorite subject in school?

i don't think i enjoyed subjects so much as endured them

15. dream job

guy who makes the little miniature cities for ultraman to fight in

tagging! @skajador @stickers-on-a-laptop @decadentmousse @doomednarrative @snapple-man @sastheforestspirit @himbonotes @rosemirmir @tiny-tokunaga @offhandway

@hyenatron @heated-drama-between-men @tokutony @sunlightfeeling @denebsapphic

[helmarok]

ash keptchup :]

[faesloiita]

Parenting Bliss ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ ᡣ𐭩

A short little blurb about Maya and Jareth being parents, which I've been thinking about for quite a while (о´∀`о)

"J-Jarie...Chihiro won't stop crying. I don't know what's wrong." Maya pouts, cradling her and Jareth's baby boy as he screams and cries. "I already fed and changed him a-and he won't go to sleep..."

The Goblin King looks down at his precious little queen, his heart aching seeing her so exhausted from child rearing.

"Hmm, very well." Jareth takes his infant son from his lover's gentle hands, holding the small creature close to his chest.

Only a few seconds after settling against his father's chest, Chihiro's cries lessen into quiet, gentle coos. The baby even faintly smiles as he lays his eyes on Jareth, causing Maya to smile as well.

"There we are, my little goblin prince." The Goblin King kisses Chihiro’s forehead, rocking him gently in his arms. The soothing motion sends the little boy into a peaceful slumber.

The young mother Maya moves to rest her head against Jareth’s arm, "It looks like all he wanted was you, Jarie."

Jareth smiles down at the young girl, kissing her temple as he glances down at their child.

"Indeed, my love. He’s such a small creature, is he not? And yet, he has such a strong hold upon our future... and my heart."

[falsesighted]

Headcanon about Aljari’s mother!!

Aljari’s endless dedication to his father is born out of the disdain for his mother and her feelings about his talents. D’Jara wasn’t dismissive of Aljari’s interests, in fact she was the parent to push him in he direction of many interests and activities. As a child she learned to dance, she excelled at archery, loved to cook and bake and could sing fairly well. So, it was only natural that she want her child to have such an exciting childhood too.

The only problem was…it was dangerous. Between running a shop and raising a young boy with endless energy Maddus and D’jara were stretched fairly thin a lot of the time. If she somehow allowed her only son to be killed or maimed or blown up or sent to a different realm her heart would simply shrivel. Yet at the same time she couldn’t bring herself to fully crush his dreams. He’s only following his father’s footsteps, he’s all the boy has aside from his friends and herself. So she warned him. And it got more dangerous. And she warned him. And it got more dangerous. So, she punished him. And it got scary.

And then Maddus left. Because of magic, because of wizardry and the weave and whatever damned dream he was chasing that didn’t include his loving family.

Magic has ruined her relationship with her baby and stolen her husband away. In the years following Maddus’ abandonment things only go down hill. She resents the practice of magic and her som resents her in turn and leaves her, just as her husband had those years ago.

In turn, Aljari loved his mother more than life itself. His father had always been someone he looked up to and wanted to impress but he had always been a mommy’s boy. His father was rarely impressed by anything he did, anything he said. He only paid Jari the occasional hum or “good job, boy.” or a nod but never real excitement the same way his mother would. It inspired him to work harder while his mothers warnings and rules only felt like shaming, belittling. He was learning from the best! He knew what he was doing! He was over confident, young and dumb and thought she was the only person against him. He still thinks that, he still thinks that stupid, selfish thought.

But he can unlearn it.

[ya-world-challenge]

Challenge progress

Stress levels have been super high lately and I haven't been reviewing here as much, but I'm still reading ('cuz one has to escape sometimes). I'm up to 36 finished now, newly finished are in bold.

My up next list are the rolls from the randomizer that I haven't read yet. It's been determined to keep me in Europe lately (straying a little to Azerbaijan), plus there are two African countries I've been putting off because I have to buy them. :/

36 of 208 countries/regions

🇦🇫 Afghanistan - One Half from the East, Nadia Hashimi

🇦🇷 Argentina - Furia, Yamile Saied Méndez

🇧🇸 Bahamas - Facing the Sun, Janice Lynn Mathers

🇧🇴 Bolivia - Woven in Moonlight + Written in Starlight, Isabel Ibañez

🇧🇼 Botswana - Entwined, Cheryl S. Ntumy

🇨🇦 Canada - This House is Not a Home, Katłıà

🇨🇫 Central African Republic - Beasts of Prey, Ayana Gray*

🇨🇳 China - Daughter of the Moon Goddess, Sue Lynn Tan

🇨🇿 Czech Republic - Torch, Lyn Miller-Lachmann

🇪🇪 Estonia - The Man Who Spoke Snakish, Andrus Kivirähk

🇫🇯 Fiji - The Wild Ones, Nafiza Azad

🇫🇷 France - Kiffe Kiffe Tomorrow, Faïza Guène

🇬🇷 Greece - Tina’s Web, Alki Zei

🇬🇱 Greenland - Last Night in Nuuk, Niviaq Korneliussen

🇬🇩 Grenada - Sugar Money, Jane Harris

🇮🇳 India - Lioness of Punjab, Anita Jari Kharbanda

🇮🇪 Ireland - All Our Hidden Gifts, Caroline O'Donoghue

🇯🇵 Japan - Lonely Castle in the Mirror, Mizuki Tsujimura

🇱🇹 Lithuania - Between Shades of Gray, Ruta Sepatys

🇲🇾 Malaysia - The Weight of Our Sky, Hanna Alkaf

🇲🇦 Morocco - Thorn, Intisar Khanani*

🇳🇬 Nigeria - An Ordinary Wonder, Buki Papillon

🇲🇰 North Macedonia - A Spare Life, Lidija Dimkovska

🇵🇸 Palestine - Travellers Along the Way, Aminah Mae Safi

🇵🇱 Poland - When the Angels Left the Old Country, Sacha Lamb

🇵🇷 Puerto Rico - The Wicked Bargain, Gabe Cole Novoa

🇷🇴 Romania - And I Darken, Kiersten White

🇷🇺 Russia - Night Watch, Sergei Lukyanenko

🇼🇸 Samoa - Telesā: The Covenant Keeper, Lani Wendt Young

🇬🇧 Scotland - The Library of the Dead, T.L. Huchu

🇸🇬 Singapore - Sofia and the Utopia Machine, Judith Huang

🇸🇪 Sweden - The Circle, Sara B. Elfgren & Mats Strandberg

🇹🇹 Trinidad & Tobago - When the Vibe is Right, Sarah Dass

🇦🇪 United Arab Emirates - Alif the Unseen, G. Willow Wilson*

🇺🇸 United States - Elatsoe, Darcie Little Badger

🇿🇼 Zimbabwe - All That It Ever Meant, Blessing Musariri

*inspired

Currently reading: 🇵🇹 Portugal - Mariana, Katherine Vaz 🇦🇿 Azerbaijan - The Orphan Sky, Ella Leya

To read: 🇲🇹 Malta - Eight Pointed Cross, Marthese Fenech 🇸🇳 Senegal - No Heaven for Good Boys, Keisha Bush 🇸🇹 São Tomé & Príncipe - Native Dance, Gervásio Kaiser 🇱🇺 Luxembourg - The Elf of Luxembourg, Tom Weston

[queermania]

everybody is reblogging that jary consequences gifset making fun of john but i genuinely think it was a romantic thing to say 😂😂😂 i still love you all though even if youre being mean to my dumbest little boy and his grand romantic overture

[thehours2002]

is anyone even watching s2 of the white lotus on here? i’m with jaris. my roommate and i have been watching and we had the following exchange:

me: i don’t believe this boy exists. i mean, obviously, he’s fictional—

my roommate: [laughs, because i’m hilarious]

me: i mean, boys who think like this don’t exist.

my roommate: well, maybe if they’re bisexual.

me: maybe. but even so.