#Januray 2017

[lsyorg]

Photographed by Theo Wenner, Vogue, January 2017

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~Instagram January 28, 2017~

Alexander Wang Cropped Rose Print Blouse with Tied Sleeves -$495

[tea-mist]

Pose practice

[adult-diversion]

lots of things happening recently

yesterday i got into my first graduate program, and today my girlfriend and I broke up. i’d say i was having some emotinal whiplash but the truth is my joy yesterday was conditional and I knew it wasn’t going to last . today’s events put me squarely back on the side of being really fucking sad but that doesnt mean that nothing’s changed.

things that are different now

1. i have one less person to regularly talk to (probably)    - at the same time, lauren and I didnt get a chance to talk all that much because she’s so busy, so I’m not sure how much of a change this will be 2. I do finally have some light at the end of the tunnel because I got into a good grad program 3. I probably won’t be having as much sex unless i suddenly become a real casanova type which is unlikely but its really not that big of a deal. 4. I’d say I have less of an emotional support network, and that may be true, but i’m not sure how. Lauren wasn’t incredibly reliable for that kind of support, she so often had her own worries and I often didn’t want to lump my own problems on hers so that may not be too different. 5. I may not be able to hang out with my friends on campus as much. I have no idea how this is going to pan out (its probably fine but its been like six hours, gimme a break) but I have a lot of trouble like inviting myself over or trying to arrange hangouts when its not with a significant other, which is my own weird damn problem. I’d hate to hang out with them less. 6. neither of us has to worry about being a ‘good’ partner anymore. I know she would stress over the fact that she didnt have a lot of time or energy to spend on me, which was true and pretty frustrating, but very understandable given everything else (no bad blood). I think it will prove to be a good thing, it was a major reason we both cited when we were talking today. thats what ive got for now. i think this is going to be a good thing, it just really sucks right now. I’ve been feeling for a long time like lauren and i were really good friends who also had a deep affection and slept together, so I’m not really worried about like losing that friendship, we’re on the same page there. the semester just started so we have time to figure it out.

I think that we both really helped each other through 2017, and are better off for it, but I think part of me is excited to be single. I havent been alone in this way for four fucking years at this point, much less as an adult, so its another adventure. plus i know myself, bouncing back is what i do, i kind refuse to let things bog me down. I am going back to school, I am going to do well, and I am going to be happier with my life, no matter where that school is or what I have to get through to get there.

I told my friend anna last night that being a millenial is like being on a roller coaster that you know is broken, you just dont know where. you have to enjoy it while it lasts even if the world comes crashing down around you. well, by my guess im about halfway through my tenure of my now-gap year of adulthood, and im very excited about what the future holds but i cant make it come any faster. I just have to buckle in, take it slow, and know that I am going to make it, and I am going to be ok, and I am typing this to myself in my room because I don’t know who else is gonna listen to my goddamn word vomit at this point. also its my birthday on saturday and im celebrating by going to someone elses party, but I’ll figure something out yet,

(im also salty because I cant take tomorrow off and be a lazy piece of shit and play monster hunter all day, but I’m saving up my time off for a possible spring break trip with all my friends to LA, which is worth sucking it up in the meantime, even if it ends up not working out what with our no-longer-dating status)

sorry this is so long, if anyone reads this i appreciate it more than you know, your caring at least this much means more to me than you probably think.

[michaeltrevinosource]

Ouch. [01/15/17]

[theonlyalysia]

[karolinarivas]

Women’s March LA

January 21, 2017

For more photos from event visit: K • R Photography

[80booksblog]

New Releases: January 1-15, 2017

New Releases: January 1-15, 2017

::Exhale:: You made it to 2017. Happy New Year! Here are a list of new books to get your January started in the right direction. Difficult Women by Roxane Gay (Jan. 3rd; Literary Fiction; Grove Press) – Award-winning author and powerhouse talent Roxane Gay burst onto the scene with An Untamed State and the New York Times bestselling essay collection Bad Feminist (Harper Perennial). Gay returns…

[fallenangel1908]

Chasing Pink Sunsets 

[maggiemaybe160]

January 24

Happy Birthday Dean Winchester!  Here are all of the episodes that happen on or around Dean’s birthday throughout Supernatural’s amazing 15 seasons!  S1E12: Faith (January 17, 2006) & S1E13: Route 666 (Januray 31, 2006) S2E12: Nightshifter (January 25, 2007) S3E9: Malleus Maleficarum (January 31, 2008) S4E12: Criss Angel Is a Douchebag (January 22, 2009) & S4E13:  After School Special (January 29, 2009) S5E11: Sam, Interrupted (January 21, 2010) & S5E12: Swap Meat (January 28, 2010) (Season 6 is skipped because they hiatused all the way to February in 2011) S7E12: Time After Time (January 13, 2012) S8E11: LARP and the Real Girl (January 23, 2013) S9E11: First Born (January 21, 2014) & S9E12: Sharp Teeth (January 28, 2014) S10E10: The Hunter Games (January 20, 2015) & S10E11: There's No Place Like Home (January 27, 2015)  S11E10: The Devil in the Details (January 20, 2016) & S11E11: Into the Mystic (January 27, 2016) S12E9: First Blood (January 26, 2017) S13E11: Breakdown (January 25, 2018) S14E11: Damaged Goods (January 24, 2019)  🎂 S15E10: The Heroes' Journey (January 23, 2020) 

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[justpark3rr]

Feeling doubtful is normal with a new challenge, but push through and give it a shot. You'll never actually know the outcome until you try it.

--ready for these new challenges

[astonishingmiles]

yknow

i caused the delay with mania

in summer 2017 I dyed my hair purple, thus hogging the purple they needed for mania

finally when the purple left my hair in januray 2018 mania got released

[lairreparablefugadeltiempo]

Top Ten January 2017

They Live By Night (Nicholas Ray, 1947)

California (John Farrow, 1946)

Kiss of Death (Henry Hathaway, 1947)

The Prisoner of Shark Island (John Ford, 1936)

Calamity Jane and Sam Bass (George Sherman, 1949)

Where Danger Lives (John Farrow, 1950)

Die Puppe (Ernst Lubitsch, 1919)

The Big Clock (John Farrow, 1948)

The Dark Corner (Henry Hathaway, 1946)

Black Bart (George Sherman, 1948)

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1/16/17