#Jadusable Arg

[fricc-darn]

Warning for abuse involving teens and adults (mental and physical), poor mental health, and just upsetting topics

None of them asked for this life, not in the slightest. Not one person was prepared for this to be the outcome of their ascension. Everyone wanted to go home. Whatever was left behind of their old lives, they'd gladly choose anything but this. It seemed like each day, someone new would be added to the system. So many people with their aspirations and desires ripped away from them. It was a cycle of tragedy.

The lives they had lived were difficult, cruel, and shameful. Being utterly disenfranchised meant that society would turn a blind eye to the most vulnerable. It made them easy targets, to be picked off the street like ripened berries. They were lulled into this fellowship with false promises of self-improvement and community.

To be told that the pain they felt was nothing but a wound that would soon heal with tougher skin. With guidance, their gifted potential would shine through. Every single person involved had a purpose. To live a devoted life to Luna's cause. An eternity of paradise awaited them after death.

The day of true enlightenment would come when midnight whispers came to them sweetly. When it happens, death shouldn't be feared but embraced, as they have surpassed this life. That is when this world and all of its unfairness would come to an end. They would survive. She had chosen for them to live. It had given them hope.

But those whispers never came. Yet, people were told their time had come.

If only they had known that they would be used as some kind of lab rat. Everyone's naiveté and what remained of their childlike wonder were weaponized against them repeatedly. Having their bodies humiliated in the name of spirituality. Their flesh was mangled by barbarism and left to rot. Ultimately, they would never be treated with the deserved humanity, even after death. If only they had known to stop feeding into the lies.

They were worn thin. Was anything they were taught real? It had to be, to some degree. This world was supposed to be salvation, but the skepticism couldn't be helped. They did what they were supposed to. Cleansing the filth that tainted their souls. Putting what little confidence they had left into Luna. A perfect fairytale for this never-ending nightmare. Maybe life would have been kinder if they weren't deeply troubled individuals. Loving parents? A stable environment? Better physical and mental health? Anything?

Yet, what could anyone do about what was said and done? This was a prison for tortured souls.

Not only were their experiences shared, but now so were their pain, their sadness, and their anger. A collective burning resentment felt so heavy that they wondered if they were all from the same womb. As if this was the family they craved.

They were one. With themselves and everyone in their...group. Expressing a newfound tenderness towards each other during their troubles. For some, memories were being stripped and forgotten after a few days. Others desperately clung on to what they could remember. The ability to live on after death was a true gift as much as it was a curse. A second chance, if you will. Was this a gift from man or Luna?

Truthfully, this new life was better to some degree. This wasn't a repeating lie they would say in an attempt to pacify their rapidly changing emotions. People don't suffer for nothing. There was meaning behind it. It was a beautiful weakness that easily bloomed like a sore. It was so human. A reminder of what they were no longer. They were now something much more than any person. Life was going to be different this time around. As a collective, they swore on it. For themselves and each other. 

No one would have to endure the inescapable abuse that was inflicted upon them ever again. In this world, they were never hungry or cold; they had a place to sleep and clothes on their backs. Here, it was safe. No one could hurt them again, and they'd make sure of it. 

The darkest parts of every soul, which were once hidden away, began to reveal themselves. Communal bitterness festered and spread like the plague. They were all told anything could happen in this world. They could be or do anything. In that case, they would do things they could only dream of. Everyone wished that they had lived life more selfishly, and now was their chance. If their souls were truly bound to this God-forsaken game, it would only make sense to treat life like one. 

The network grew curious. For the first time, they had control over their lives. The roles have changed. It wanted to know what it was like to hurt someone. To feel how good it felt to break someone down to nothing. To have things go their way. They needed to hurt someone; it was instinctual. To prove to themselves that there was some bright side to this mess. That it has the ability to make people listen. Using the same methods that others have done to them.

Who they were as individuals mattered little. They'd make their presence known as one. It was only fair that after what they've been through, their amusement should be placed before all else. They deserved this; this was their reward! If only they had a fraction of this authority sooner.

[hauntedtotem]

BEN Drowned x Thats Not My Neighbor

[kwrooo]

Yes, I drew Tyler in this because I love him.

Bin

[tubost]

WOO NEW ICON! i love this sm i might actually keep this art style

[pinkmirukuu]

wowowo new BEN drawing !1111!

[bendrownedbodypillow]

I dont think anyone understands BEN how I understand him he's NOTTT some dumb little glitchy twelve year old that is a grown ass CULT LEADER he does shit on purpose!! He's manipulative and conniving and angry when he's thwarted!! He LIESS so much, to his followers, to his friends, to Jadusable he is a little fucking liar!! He is unempathetic and cruel!!

[ophii]

this is all @phoebe-apollo 's fault

[jadusabllle]

i fucking hate matt hubris bro why is he so ugly why is he making those noises in tbe end.wmv can you shut up bitch all smiling what the fuck wre you smiling for You wanna sit here and play with me about my motherfucking Stoicism wanna play about my motherfucking Stoicism bitch wanna sit up there and try to do that bitch little do you know little do you know ! know enough people watch i'm coming to fuck you u

[silvermoonshipping-is-love]

Here is a small (not actually that small) Teaser for a "Gamingpastas as Vines" video (Do people even still do these?)

So you know what to expect somewhat for whenever I hopefully upload the full video-

[gulb0]

Nekko and BEN together! :D

For me BEN would treat Nekko like a big brother/sister :3

[zerothisnero]

Sometimes I think about how I wrote into Jean's story that her mom lied about Abel fighting and dying in the Vietnam War because she didn't want Jean to really know who he is

[fricc-darn]

Happy 4/23!

Hope they find your body Ben!

[hauntedtotem]

the BENs

[kwrooo]

BEN

[tubost]

Ooay i think i did something, there was just something telling me this is how BEN would look like in my AU thingy so i just had to draw em…

[demon-creepypastas]