#Jackie Groenen

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Secret admirer | Jackie Groenen

Pairing: Jackie Groenen x Nedwnt!Reader

Prompts: "It was you the whole time?" & "Your handwriting is recognizable, you know that right?"

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Ever since the national team camp had started, you have been finding little notes everywhere. Most often you would find them in your bags, or in your locker but sometimes you would find a note with your name on it in a shared space like next the the coffee machine outside of the conference room. 

You loved whenever a new one would show up, always smiling at the lovely message that was written on it. Usually either a compliment or a beautiful quote. You kept every one of the notes that you had received from your secret admirer in a box, happily adding the newest editions each time. 

Today when you entered the dining hall all eyes were on you, “What’s going on?” You asked, getting a little shy from all the attention. “We’ve found another note from your secret admirer.” Daan says while wiggling her eyebrows, waiving the note with your name on it through the air. “Hey, give that to me.” You say while snatching it from her hand. “Does it say your name, huh?” Daniëlle just laughs at your possessiveness of the little note. 

You grab your food and sit down at one of the tables. Taking the little folded note from your pocket to read it. It was another one with a compliment which made you blush instantly, you looked pretty today! was written on the note you had to work hard on to hide from your curious teammates. “Do you know who they are from, yet?” Jackie asks. You shake your head, “No, the notes are always anonymous.” 

In reality you had known who the notes were from almost instantly. You just chose to let this play out, because quite frankly you felt very flattered and loved by how much effort your not so secret admirer was putting into making you smile. 

After breakfast you head out to the training field with the rest of the team. They continued their teasing when you’d taken the note with you instead of leaving it in your room. You couldn’t care less about their teasing though, you had fallen hard for the writer of the notes a long time ago, and were eager to get to the stage where she would let you in on her secret.

It wasn’t until a couple weeks into training camp when you and a few of the girls took a trip to the beach on your day off. It was the perfect weather for a walk on the beach and you were so glad that Jackie suggested it. Unbeknownst to you, her intention was to only ask you to go but when people got wind of it, they invited themselves along for a group hang.

When you all walked past a small restaurant, Daan suggested taking a little break. Most of the girls were down, just Jackie seemed to not be into the idea. “Actually, I think I want to continue walking for a bit longer. You guys go ahead though.” You excused yourself from the group and followed Jackie, noticing the slightly somber look on her face. “Hey Jacks, mind if I join? The weather is just so nice today.” Her smile quickly returned. “Yeah, I actually wanted to talk to you about something, so this is perfect.”

You continued walking as Jackie started talking. “So, since camp is nearing its end, I wanted to tell you something.” You smiled at her, encouraging her to continue, knowing full well what she was on about. “The notes you’ve been getting.” She started, nervously looking up at you. Jackie seemed to be too nervous to continue, so you decided to ask her, "It was you the whole time?" Her eyes widened, did you know or were you guessing? “Yes, it was me.” 

You smile wide at the confession, even though you already knew it was her, it was just so good to hear her say it. “Aw Jacks, that’s sweet. I had no idea!” She studies your face, noticing a slight sparkle in your eyes. “You already knew it was me, didn’t you?” You laugh, “Yes, yes I did.” Jackie hides her face behind her hands. “Oh god, I’m so embarrassed right now.” You shake your head and move your hands over hers, effectively taking them away from her face. “Don’t be embarrassed. I loved it.” You reassure her. “Why didn’t you stop me as soon as you realized it was me?” You left one of your hands on her cheek, gently stroking it with your thumb, while you held her hand in your other. “Because I never want you to stop leaving me little notes like that.” She searches your face again, looking for the meaning behind your words. A meaning she finds when you start slowly leaning in, waiting for any kind of response from the woman in front of you to make sure that this is what she wanted to. The moment Jackie starts leaning in too, you smile and pull her face closer to yours, connecting your lips in a soft kiss.

After you pull back from the kiss, you wrap your arm around her, hugging her tightly. “I just wanted to say that I look out for your notes every single day, they mame me very happy. Especially knowing they came from you, of course.” You place a quick peck to her cheek and the two of you continue walking down the beach hand in hand. It wasn’t until about five minutes later that Jackie stopped you in your tracks, “Wait, how did you know it was me?” 

You reach in your pocket to pull out the note from today, "Your handwriting is recognizable, you know that right?" Jackie starts laughing, “How did I not realize that?” You laugh with her, “I have no idea, but it’s very cute.” 

Since the wind was getting colder you decided to turn around and head back to the restaurant the rest of the girls went to. You walk up to their table together and each order a hot chocolate to warm up again. The hot chocolate came with a small napkin, which gave Jackie an idea. She reached in her purse and grabbed a pen. You smile when you realize she is writing you another note, this time right in front of you. You read her note with a big smile on your face. 

Life is an adventure, and I cannot wait to live this adventure with you by my side.

xx Jackie

Your first signed note and the start of a beautiful adventure. You pocket the note, the rest of the girls not having noticed anything yet, hoping to keep this between the two of you for a little longer. 

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To the Brim 18+

Jackie Groenen x Reader

Word count: 2,307

Warning: Smut, Positions, Doggy, Cowgirl, laying on side. Blow job, throat piercing, unprotected sex, Creampies, hair pulling, daddy kink, Teasing, rough sex, Squirting, R doming Jackie, Jackie Receiving. Wet dream, grinding.

*Y/n's pov*

I start the car and drive us to the hotel. We pull up to the hotel and I park the car. I help Jackie inside, we go to the elevator I press the button and we wait for the elevator to come. Jackie got injured during the game against USA.

"Hey wanna go back to my room babe?" Jackie asks.

I nod and smile. "Sure."

The elevator doors open. We get in and press the button to our floor. The doors close, Jackie smiles and kisses me. I smile against her lips and kiss back.

We sadly break the kiss when the doors open. I help her walk out and help her walk to her room.

Jackie pulls her keycard out and unlocks the door, we go inside. I close the door behind us and lock it. We get into the room and I notice there's only one bed.

"No roommate?" I ask.

"No just me." Jackie says.

I smile and nod. "Sweet."

"Wanna shower together?" Jackie asks me.

I blush a bit as she asks me this. "Well yeah I mean, you're gonna need help getting washed up."

She giggles. "Maybe you'll get some action too."

I blush darkly as she says this. I help Jackie walk to the bathroom. I close the bathroom door and lock it, I help Jackie get undressed and strip my own clothes off and start the shower.

I help her into the shower, once we are both in the shower I pull her towards me under the shower head. I hold her close to me and kiss her deeply as the water soaks my hair and soaks our bodies.

I smile and kiss her neck as the water runs down our bodies. "You're so beautiful." I say kissing her neck and jaw line.

Jackie moans. "So are you baby.”

"Oh really?" I ask.

I lower my hand and rub her folds with my fingers, Jackie moans and pouts. "S-Stop teasing."

I laugh. "Okay okay. Let's get you cleaned up babe."

I help Jackie wash her hair and body and help her get rinsed off. Once I'm done helping her out. I clean and rinse my self off. I help her dry off, and then dry myself off.

"Let's sleep naked." Jackie says.

I smirk. "You dirty girl."

She giggles and kisses me. We go back into the room and lay down on the bed. We cuddle each other and end up falling asleep.

Morning comes, as we are sleeping something wakes me up. Jackie had her against me, she was having a wet dream and was grinding against my dick. I moan in pleasure as she grinds against my dick, I cover my mouth and moan in my hand.

She was soaking wet, I moan in my hand as she continues to grind against my dick. She was making me super hard, I continue to moan in my hand.

"Mmm f-fuck." I moan.

Jackie hears this. "What... ooo hehe someone's hard, Y/n Jr is running against my folds." Jackie says teasing me.

I blush darkly in embarrassment. "S-Sorry. I was um gonna go to the bathroom."

"Or you can just fuck me." Jackie says.

She lays in front of me and rubs my boner, I bite my lip and moan as she does this. She giggles and continues to rub my boner.

Jackie licks her palm, she wraps her hand around my dick and slowly strokes my dick.

"Mmm fuck." I moan.

Jackie giggles and rubs her thumb over my precum. "Shit baby, mmm just like that." I moan in pleasure.

Jackie smirks and strokes my dick a bit faster. Once I'm hard Jackie takes my dick in her mouth, and slowly bobs her head. The tip of my dick hits the back of her throat as she bobs her head.

"Mmm shit." I moan.

Jackie hums against my dick and bobs her head faster. I moan loudly in pleasure as she does this, I hold her hair up in a ponytail as she continues to give me head.

Jackie bobs her head at a fast steady pace. I moan and run my fingers through her hair. My legs shake and buckle in pleasure as she sucks the soul out of my dick.

"S-Shit Jackie, just like that." I moan in pleasure.

Jackie wraps her arms around my thighs and pulls me closer as she bobs her head faster. I moan as k feel myself getting closer to cumming.

"Mmm Jackie baby I'm close." I moan.

Jackie hums against my dick and bobs her head faster and faster sucking the soul out of my dick. I moan in pleasure after another 5 minutes of an amazing blow job I feel that all too familiar feeling in my balls.

“J-Jackie baby I'm gon-"

I'm unable to warn her in time. Jackie hums against my dick sending me over the edge.

Throat pie:

I can't take it anymore, I bust my load in her mouth. Jackie chokes and gags a bit as I cum in her mouth.

Jackie swallows my load, she gets the rest of my cum and swallows it. My dick falls from her mouth.

Jackie straddles my waist, she lines my dick up with her entrance and pushes my tip in. Jackie slowly slides down my dick taking my dick deep inside her.

We both moan in pleasure. Jackie bites her lip, she takes a moment to adjust to my size and slowly. I moan and place my hands on her hips.

Jackie moans and picks up the pace a bit sliding up and down on my dick a bit faster.

"Mmm fuck you're really deep in there." Jackie moans.

"Mm so tight and warm." I moan.

Jackie moans and goes faster and a bit harder. We both moan, she gasps and continues to ride me.

"Mm Feels so good." Jackie moans.

Shit her pussy has amazing grip I don't think I can last long. Jackie is amazing in bed, and really knows how to drain a girl.

I lay my head back on the pillow and enjoy the site of Jackie riding my dick. Jackie goes faster and faster, her ass continues to slam down on my dick when she brings it down.

"Mm Jackie baby I'm close." I moan in pleasure.

"Me too, shit ahh I'm gonna squirt." Jackie moans in pleasure.

She moans loudly in pleasure and squirts all over my abs, dick and all over the sheets. I massage her boobs a bit rough as she continues to ride my dick.

Jackie’s legs shake and buckle in pleasure as she squirts. Jackie moves back and forth on my dick going as fast and as hard as she can go.

I moan as I feel myself getting closer and closer to cumming. "Jackie baby I'm close." I moan.

"Give me your thick cum daddy." Jackie moans.

She continues riding my dick, I moan as I feel that all to familiar feeling in my balls as she rides me faster and harder.

"Jackie babe, I'm gon-"

I'm un able to warn her in time.

Creampie #1:

I can't take it anymore, I bust my load deep inside her. Jackie moans and cums all over my dick, we both moan as I continue to pump her full of cum.

"Ahhh it feels so good, don't stop daddy." Jackie moans.

"Oh baby, I'm not done with you just yet. I'm gonna drain my balls in you." I say.

Jackie cutely giggles. "I can't wait."

Once we both come down from our highs Jackie slowly gets off my dick. Cum glazes her folds, cum drips down her thighs and onto my dick, my lap and on the sheets.

Jackie lays beside me, I smirk and sit up. Jackie bites her lip and spreads her legs. I smirk and move between her legs, I rub my dick through her cum covered folds. We both moan as I slide my dick back inside her.

"Mmm fuck, I love your cum deep inside me." Jackie moans.

"Mmm so tight and warm." I moan at the feeling of being back deep inside her.

Jackie wraps her legs around my waist and pulls me closer. This causes my dick to go deeper inside her. We both moan.

"Ahh fuck. You're so tight." I moan.

Jackie giggles and moans. "What's wrong? Scared you won't last long?"

I smile and shake my head. "Shut up."

I slowly thrust in and out of her. Jackie moans, she wraps her arms around me and pulls me down. I kiss and suck on her neck as I pick up the pace going faster and rougher.

"Fuck....Fuck....Fuck." Jackie squeaks out with each thrust.

my balls slap against her skin as our moans fill the room.

I rest my head against hers as I pick up the pace and go a bit faster and harder. Jackie moans in pleasure, her eyes roll to the back of her head as I continue to fuck her pussy.

Jackie moans as I go a bit faster and harder. "Ahh yes daddy right there." Jackie moans closing her eyes.

"Yeah? Like that baby? You like daddy's dick deep inside you stretching you out?" I ask, as I pound her tight cum filled pussy.

"Mmm yes daddy. I love your dick inside me stretching me out." Jackie moans out.

I smirk and pound her pussy faster and harder. She moans loudly in pleasure.

"Ahh I'm gonna squirt." Jackie moans.

I go faster and faster moaning loudly in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to cumming.

Jackie moans loudly in pleasure and squirts on my dick, abs and thighs and onto the bed and bed sheets.

"Ahh shit, I'm close." I moan in pleasure.

"Yes....Fill.....me....up...... with.....your....load." Jackie squeaks out with each thrust.

I pound her pussy faster and harder. Jackie moans loudly and digs her nails into my back.

I moan as I continue to fuck the daylights out of her. I moan as I feel myself getting closer and closer to cumming.

"I'm close baby, get ready slut. I'm gonna pump you full of cum." I moan in pleasure.

"Fuck daddy. Please please I need your cum deep inside me." Jackie cutely moans and begs.

I moan in pleasure as I feel that all too familiar feeling in my balls.

Creampie #2:

I can't take it anymore, I bust my load deep inside her. Jackie moans and cums all over my dick, we both moan as my cum shoots deep inside her painting her walls white.

"Mmm there's so much." Jackie moans as my cum oozes inside her.

I help her ride out her high. Once we both come down from our highs, I slowly pull out of her. Thick cum oozes out of her and glazes her folds and drips down onto the bed.

I lay beside her, both of lay there next to each other panting and trying to catch our breath. Jackie gets up and moves to the middle of the bed and gets on all fours and shakes her ass a bit. She smirks and looks back at me.

"Got anymore cum daddy?" She asks seductively and shakes her ass.

"I got plenty more for you baby." I say.

I giggle and get up and move behind her. I rub my dick through her folds a bit teasing her then slide my dick back inside her cum filled pussy.

Jackie moans as I pull her hair while I fuck her pussy from behind. I pick up the pace and go faster and faster. My balls slapping against her skin as our moans fill the room.

"Fuck....right.....there." Jackie squeaks out with each thrust.

I giggle, I pull her up some. I wrap my arms around her and hold her close to me and make out with her as I pound her pussy from behind going faster and harder.

"Fuck baby, your pussy feels so good." I moan in pleasure as I continue to rail her from behind.

Jackie moans loudly in pleasure and squirts all over my dick, the sheets and all over the bed. I moan loudly in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to cumming.

"Ughh I don't think I can last much longer." I moan in pleasure.

"Mmm fuck. Mmm give me that cum daddy." Jackie moans.

Her legs shake and buckle in pleasure as I continue to fuck her pussy from behind. I moan loudly in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer and closer to cumming.

I moan as I feel that all to familiar feeling in my balls.

Creampie #3:

I can't take it anymore, I bust my load deep inside her. Jackie moans and cums all over my dick, we both moan as I shoot ropes of thick sticky cum deep inside her painting her walls white.

"Ahh Fuck." Jackie moans as my cum continues to ooze inside her.

I help her ride out her high, once we both come down from our highs I slowly pull out. Cum glazes her pussy, cum pours out of her pussy and drips down her thighs and onto the bed.

I slap her ass, Jackie giggles and moans. I lay on the bed panting and trying to catch my breath, fuck Jackie knows how to make a girl cum.

Jackie smiles and lays with me. I smile, I kiss her and cuddle her holding her close to me. We cuddle and watch tv and end up falling asleep.

[tracksuitlesbian]

Sunshine girly ☀️☀️

[kamotecue]

the start of something new ❉ j. groenen

pairing: jackie groenen x reader

summary: a freshly graduated college student who majored in photography gets a job, that many football fans would want.

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you sat in one of the conference’s seats, it was a meeting about the publishing days for the team’s social media page, mainly instagram. you’re the team’s newest photographer, not just that but you freshly graduated from ucla with a minor in economics, a major in photography.

your camera gear was set on the table, different camera lenses were sorted in the bag, the camera itself, an extra storage card, two black camera straps and the other essentials.

you had anxiously tapped on your thigh, as you payed attention to the conversation. it didn’t take long for the meeting to end, and when it did—you gently carried your stuff.

it was international camp, as the uefa nation’s league was coming to a close. you grabbed the tripod already setting it up, as the schedule was coming to a close.

and as expected, the players had arrived. some were in a group of trios, duos or individual. you were behind the camera, as a few players took note of the newest staff.

you had a shy interior as you hid behind the camera while your co-staff had done the talking. occasionally, asking things how is it like at their club, or their weekend has been.

it was literally break when you were at the pitch, a co-worker was helping you set up the cameras as you were humming to yourself, not noticing a player looking at you with adoration.

she noticed your shy interior, how you would avoid conversations or eye contact with people. it was cute to her, she wanted to get to know you better. but she didn’t know how to.

little did she know, that she had caught your eye as well. your little brother is quite a fan of the team, and you would always get mixed up by the players.

but jackie really stood out to you, maybe it was her smile. the out-going vibe that she gave. you grabbed your camera, ready to take pictures after the players started piling out of the building.

quickly snapping a few pictures, you made sure the angle and lightning was okay. the pictures turned out perfectly, you looked through the camera, noticing a certain dutchie looking at you with a soft smile.

you had taken a picture, as you found the smile a bit charming. the whole training, you focused on the playing style, you had played high school football but never continued at college.

“come on, jackie.” daniëlle teased, trying to nudge the midfielder a bit closer to your direction. you were busy humming to yourself.

the day had came to an end and you were busy sorting through the camera gear, putting the things away not noticing the two players behind you.

“she’s busy-“ jackie didn’t finish her sentence as she was pushed by the other midfielder. she was just behind you, admiring the way you were focused.

she cleared her throat, but you didn’t hear it. jackie looked at danielle who shrugged.

“tap her shoulder!” danielle cheered, as jackie scoffed at how happy she was. she took a deep breath before gently tapping your shoulder.

you glanced back at her before placing the camera down, her eyes were looking into yours as you reached into your bag, getting a case.

as you opened it, a pair of hearing airs were revealed. yes—you needed hearing aids. did you use them? you do, but earlier your ears were hurting, hence you had removed them for a while.

you quickly put them on, giving her a timid smile—as her eyes widened in realization.

“yes?” you asked, as she cleared her throat for second time.

“hi, i’m jackie.” she introduced herself, her hand was held out as she had a toothy grin. you chuckled at her behavior, before returning the handshake.

“i’m y/n l/n. i’m sorry if you called me earlier, i had my hearing aids off.” you explained, as she hummed. it was a cute thing, despite this being the first time interacting with you, she loved how you rambled. or how you’d over-explain things.

“it’s fine, i didn’t really know. so, how’s your first day?” she asked, as she stepped beside you. analyzing the gear.

“it’s fine, my brother is a huge football fan.” you commented, as she asked for permission to grab on of your cameras. you gave her a soft nod, as she grabbed your nikon d780.

she turned the camera on before looking through the viewfinder of the camera.

“is he, then? who’s his favorite player?” jackie asked, as she snapped a few photos of the pitch, she turned the camera to danielle and a few of her teammates who dramatically posed.

“he really loves viv.” you chuckled remembering on how he’d ramble about the star striker, feeling a bit disbelief on how she would’ve retired at age 18.

“i’d see why.” she hummed, pointing the camera at you, quickly snapping a few pictures catching you off guard.

“hey!” you said, covering your face with your hand as she chuckled at how cute you looked like. you were shy, but you always preferred to be behind the camera and not in front of it.

little did you know, you had gotten out of your comfort zone in the future. jackie is and will always be your favorite photographer, she’d snap photos of you.

[meazalykov]

redirection IX

esmee brugts x reader

last chapter - next chapter

summary: as you go away for international break, you start to realize that its now or never

a/n: changed this story from first to second person. I don't like writing in first person much sorry

the evening air is warm, a quiet kind of comfort as you and esmee walk back to your apartment after grabbing dinner. 

neither of you says much—just enjoying the peaceful routine you've fallen into over the last couple of weeks since you’ve gotten back from france. 

every day, it’s been something, whether a movie, dinner, or even a late-night grocery run. 

it's become a habit, something you both look forward to without needing to say it out loud.

but you know this comfort is temporary. international break is looming, and tomorrow, esmee will fly off to the netherlands while you head back to the united states.

you're excited to see your uswnt teammates, sure, but there's a lingering heaviness in your chest when you think about being apart from her. 

you’re not even together, not officially, but still, the thought of not having her by your side for the next ten days hits harder than you'd like to admit.

you glance over at her as she’s walking, hands in her pockets, the soft glow of the streetlights catching in her curly soft hair, just as it is with yours. 

she’s smiling faintly, a kind of peace that only exists in moments where she is with you. 

"i am gonna miss this, even if it’s only a ten day break" you murmur, trying to keep your tone light.

esmee’s smile widens a little, and she bumps her shoulder into yours. "me too."

it’s simple. it’s unspoken. but you feel the weight of what she means, of what *you* mean. 

the closeness you’ve built, the way she’s become more than just your teammate at barcelona you’ve grown to care in the last three months. 

she’s become someone you’re scared to go without.

when you’re finally back at your place, the goodbye is a little longer than usual. 

the hug lingers, her arms wrapped around your waist, your chin resting on her shoulder. 

it’s nothing new, but it feels heavier with the knowledge that you won’t see her for almost two weeks.

"i’ll see you soon," she whispers before pulling away, giving you that smile that makes your heart race just a little too fast.

and then she’s gone.

being back with the uswnt in california is a welcome distraction. 

it’s loud, chaotic, the jet lag hits but it’s familiar in the best way. even as you settle into the rhythm of camp, esmee is always in the back of your mind.

"you’ve been quiet," trinity says after training , plopping down next to you on the bench as she takes a sip of her water.

you’ve missed trinity the most out of your entire national team. going from seeing her everyday at washington spirit to barely seeing her at all was an adjustment. 

"usually, you’re more... i don’t know, not as in your head. is there something wrong?"

you laugh softly, shaking your head. "just thinking."

"thinking about what? about a girl?" trinity jokes. 

your silence answers for you, and trinity raises an eyebrow, the corner of her mouth tugging into a smirk. 

"wait, y/n!!!! you’re *serious* about someone? like, actually serious?"

you shrug, feeling a little awkward. the way trinity says it is exactly what she means.

your national and ex-washington teammates know you—know that relationships have never really been your thing. 

you’ve had flings, casual hookups, but nothing with real feelings attached. 

you’ve always preferred it that way. no strings, no complications. but this? this thing with esmee is different.

"she’s... it’s just different trin, okay?" you finally say, rubbing the back of your neck. 

by now, a few other teammates are listening in, their curiosity piqued by the rare sight of you being open about someone. 

alyssa, crystal, and sonnett exchange amused glances, clearly interested.

"who is she?" crystal asks, grinning. "the someone from barcelona?"

you hesitate for a second, but then you nod. "esmee."

trinity lets out a low whistle, and sonnett laughs. 

"okay, i’m gonna need details. you mean esmee brugts? didn’t know you had commitment in you." trinity says, you giggle as she says esmee’s last name wrong. 

you roll your eyes, but you’re smiling, a soft warmth filling your chest as you think about her. 

"it just kinda happened. we’ve been hanging out a lot, and i don’t know... i really like her."

there’s a beat of silence, and then trinity leans in, eyes sparkling. 

"so, what’s the plan? you gonna tell her how you feel?"

"i don’t know," you admit, suddenly feeling nervous. 

"i mean, i think she likes me too, but... i don’t wanna mess things up. what if it’s just me over analyzing her being nice?"

crystal nudges your shoulder. "you’re overthinking it. if you feel it, she probably does too. just go for it."

"easier said than done," you mutter, but there’s a tiny part of you that wonders if maybe, just maybe, they’re right.

over in the netherlands, esmee is having a similar conversation with her teammates. they’ve all noticed the subtle change in her—how she seems distracted, her phone buzzing a little more often, the way she smiles whenever she checks her messages.

"so, who’s the lucky girl?" chasity asks during a team dinner, raising an eyebrow at esmee.

esmee tries to play it cool, but she can feel her cheeks warming. 

"what are you talking about?"

"you’re not subtle, esmee," jackie chimes in, grinning. 

"you’ve been all dreamy-eyed for days now."

esmee sighs, shaking her head. she knows she’s been obvious, but part of her doesn’t care. 

she’s never felt this way about anyone before, and it’s a little overwhelming, but in the best way possible.

"it’s y/n," she finally admits, her voice soft. "from barcelona."

lieke and jackie exchange a glance, their smiles widening. 

"oh, so it’s serious," jackie teases.

"i mean... i think it could be?" esmee says, a little nervously. 

"i’ve never felt like this before. we’re not together, but... i want to be. i just don’t know how to tell her."

jackie leans in, resting her chin on her hand.

"just be honest. if you’re feeling this way, she probably is too. you won’t know unless you try."

esmee nods, her stomach flipping at the thought of confessing her feelings to you. 

she wants to, more than anything, but there’s a part of her that’s terrified of ruining what you have.

"what if she doesn’t feel the same?" esmee asks quietly.

"then at least you know," jackie says gently. 

"but honestly? i don’t think you have anything to worry about. y/n’s been spending all her time with you, right? that’s gotta mean something."

esmee takes a deep breath, nodding. maybe they’re right. maybe this feeling isn’t one-sided after all.

as the days go by, both you and esmee are trying to focus on your respective national teams, but it’s impossible to ignore the constant pull toward each other. 

you catch yourself checking your phone more often, just hoping for a message from her, even if it’s something small. and every time you see her name light up your screen, you can’t help but smile.

by the time the international break is nearing its end, you’ve both made a decision. 

you’re going to tell her how you feel, consequences be damned. the distance has only made it clearer that whatever this is between you, it’s real.

you miss her, and you hope she misses you too.

part X here

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Part Five: Fantasy, Magical Realism, Historical, Dark Contemporary, Literary Fiction, Mystery

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Note: Again, haven’t read most of these - please remember to check content warnings before reading!

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Ellie Carpenter: Plain Bad Heroines by Emily M. Danforth

Sydney Lohmann: We Set the Dark On Fire by Tehlor Kay Mejia

Phallon Tullis-Joyce: Last True Poets of the Sea by Julia Drake

Fridolina Rolfo: Rosewater by Liv Little

Pernille Harder: After Sappho by Selby Wynn Schwartz

Alex Greenwood: The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by V.E. Schwab

Mary Fowler: The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri

Ana Maria Crnogorcevic: The Chosen and the Beautiful by Nghi Vo

Magdalena Eriksson: Everyone In This Room Will Someday Be Dead by Emily Austin

Ellie Roebuck: She's Too Pretty To Burn by Wendy Heard

Emily van Egmond: Fingersmith by Sarah Waters

Jackie Groenen: Milk Fed by Melissa Broder

Alanna Kennedy: Dykette by Jenny Fran Davis

Caitlin Foord: A Restless Truth by Freya Marske

Mackenzie Arnold: All the Bad Apples by Moira Fowley Doyle

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Welcome to my Masterlist. Everything I've written so far will be kept in one place until I feel like a mini masterlist is necessary. Requests are Open so please send in your requests!

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Right now, I'm only writing for characters or celebrities I am familiar so I apologize if I don't recognize for your person that you request for. However, I am hyper-fixated on Twice so that's your best bet. I primarily write OCs instead of Y/N just to make it easier for me to write. Also all my OCs are G!P too.

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Reactions/Headcanons Masterlist

Twice

Jealousy

↳Myoui Mina x GP!Minatozaki Seiko

Enamored

↳Park Jihyo x Bae Eun

Her Lion

↳Chou Tzuyu x GP!Kang Saja

Unexpected Surprise (Request)

↳Twice x GN!Reader

Red String of Fate (Coming Soon)

↳Minatozaki Sana x Kim Dohyun

New Hiring (Coming Soon)

↳Hirai Momo x ??

Celebrities

Late Night Fun

↳ Vanessa Moe x GP!Reece Johnson

Confessions

↳Kylie Jenner x GP!Lux Jones

Drunken Night

↳Kendall Jenner x GP!Remy Fields

Green-Eyed Monster

↳Kendall Jenner x GP!Kai Daniels

After Party

↳Cardi B. x GP!Salem Black

Shy Reunion

↳Lauren Jauregui x Blue Hansen

Tattoo

↳Anna Kendrick x Bellamy Black

Twilight

Unexpected Love Pt.1 & Pt.2

↳Rosalie Hale x Echo Clearwater

You Saved Me

↳Irina Denali x Finley

Athletes

When Our Eyes Meet

↳Alex Morgan x Hunter Lake

New Revelations

↳Christen Press x Deaf!Emery Press

Opposites Attract

↳Tobin Heath x Tall!Jace Campbell

Connections Leads to Something

↳Mom!Hope Solo x Kid!Sloan

Everything is Okay

↳Jackie Groenen x Asa West

Love Found in Cafe

↳Ashlyn Harris x August Kane x Ali Krieger

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