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evvlogetarian · 1 year ago

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Didn't wanna write all this on the oc blog but since this one is sorta more personal: I genuinely don't know how 2 feel or what to think abt my exhaustion/low energy...it's been persistent for yrs...my family has theorized that cus I had mono back in Jr high, much like a relative of mine, ur energy just isn't the same; but I wonder if it's maybe that but also irregular sleep schedule + unmedicated depressive disorder that also has an influence...unfortunately I don't have a doctor or anything and I'd imagine even they wouldn't have answers but...

#Just something to think about because it affects my writing / roleplaying and drawing capacity as well...#And I feel bad cus I do feel low energy even around friends and maybe thats different cus socializing is EXHAUSTING in of itself but #Genuinely cant think of a time where I havent felt tired/exhausted...lethargic even...#Its probably more apparent cus my sleep schedule is so out of line and Ive been having a lot of bad dreams that make me not want to rest...#Anyways the moral of this post is that Im a tired old man (on the inside). I am never not tired #Oh yeah and did I mention I also hate naps

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