#Italian-speaking Heathers fans this is a call for help

[this-machine-runs-on-coffee]

"MEANT TO BE YOURS" (Trying to post again something I posted 11/12h ago because it doesn't show up in the tags I tagged it in for some reason) (deleted the og post because this one works) THIS IS NOT AN EXACT TRANSLATION, THIS IS AN ADAPTATION (tbh a simple translation would've been way easier to make) (5h or so after the OG repost of yesterday's adaptation from me of "Meant To Be Yours" I kind of made it a lil' better? The rhymes are more there now but around half of them are still shit and the syllables don't always fit)

So, I have two tests tomorrow in which I might get called but also not, the spoken ones (I'm not English forgive me for not knowing the word for it) So, obviously, I should be studying. So, guess what I've been doing! Studying? Nahh, that would be too productive and too good for my brain to decide "Yeah let's do it!". So, what did I do instead? I adapted Meant To Be Yours in Italian. I have many things I regret doing in my life and this is one of them. So anyway, here it is. ASK ME FOR PERMISSION BEFORE USING THIS, DO CREDIT ME IF YOU EVER USE THIS (I doubt you will it's impractical and still needs so much fixing it's unbelievable) AND TELL ME/LINK WHATEVER YOU USED IT FOR USING REBLOGS (because for some reason Tumblr doesn't like comments with links and while I do think I understand why I don't always like it) (the apostrophes [or however ' is called] are used to shorten the number of syllables often in poetry so I'm obviously abusing that power.)

[J.D., parlato] Tutt'è perdonato, piccola, forza su, vestiti. Vieni all'assemblea con me stasera! (cantato) M'hai piantato come tu fossi-Enea Per quello, dovresti morire Ma, ma, ma! Poi m'è venuta quest'idea E s'invece piantassimo la scuola? 'Sti stronzi son la soluzione Ti tengono a loro discrezione T'hanno accecata, la mente impestata Ma t'offro la liberazione

M'hai lasciato e son andato in pezzi Ho colpito il muro piangendo Bam, bam, bam! Ma hai rimesso insieme quei pezzi Tutte quelle verità liberando Quind'ho costruito una bomba Cosicché la scuola soccomba La loro maturità la si farà nell'oltretomba!

Destinato-ad esser tuo Destinati-ad esser'un soltanto Non arrenderti ora Finisci ciò ch'è iniziato Destinato-ad esser tuo

E quando la palestra farà "boom" grazie ai nostri botti Pow, pow, pow! Tra detriti della tomba Pianterem la nota che spiega perché son morti!

[J.D. & STUDENTI, parlato] Noi, gli studenti della Westerburg, moriremo I nostri corpi potranno finalmente raggiungere, a voi La vostra società crea schiavi ed empi, no grazie Firmato, gli Studenti della Westerburg Addio

[J.D.] Guarderemo'l fumo'ltrepassar le porte Porta marshmallows, li cuocerà la morte Sorrideremo e ci coccoleremo mentre il fuoco è forte

[J.D. & STUDENTI] Destinato-ad esser tuo Destinati-ad esser'un soltanto Non lo posso sopportare solo Finisci ciò ch'è iniziato Eri destinata-ad esser mia Son chi hai d'accompagnar Hai'nciso aperto'l mio cuore Non puoi lasciarmi a sanguinar

Veronica, apri la— apri la porta, ti prego Veronica, apri la porta Veronica, possiamo non litigar un'altra volta? Possiamo non litigar un'altra volta? Veronica, certo, hai paura, sono stato lì Posso liberare te Veronica, non farmi entrare lì, eh Conterò fino a tre! (parlato) Uno, due, fanculo!

[STUDENTI] Ah-ah-ah

[J.D., parlato] Oh mio Dio No! Veronica! (cantato) Per favore non lasciarmi solo Sei tutto ciò di cui mi fidavo Non posso farcela da solo

[JD & STUDENTI] Però, lo farò se devo!

[MAMMA DI VERONICA, parlato] Veronica, t'ho portato'no snack Veronica? Aaaghhh!

So, direct translation! (used in this to specify the meanings and explain certain word choices)

[J.D., spoken] All is forgiven, baby, come on, get dressed. You're my date for the assembly (substitute for pep rally, it was too long of a translation in Italian and apparently those two were similar, so) tonight! (sung) You dumped ("piantato" can mean that or planting plants or something else) me as if you were Aeneas (read the poem from that Virgilio guy, the one he wrote for the first Roman Emperor, Caesar's adoptive son, no not Brutus the other one, Octavian whose Emperor name was Augustus and look at the part where Aeneas leaves Dido. Guess school at times turns out to be useful) For that, you should die But, but, but! Then this idea came to me What if we planted (I understand, it sounds very vague but I played with the words and this kinda fit. Look at "piantato" earlier up) the school instead? Those assholes (or close to that meaning, motherfucker or bitches would work too probably) are the solution They keep you at their discretion (listen, it fit for the rhyme and kinda worked for the meaning) They blinded you, tainted (I said "impestato" of which I don't know the translation in English so I used google translate and it gave me "impeded" which wtf does it mean? But basically I wanted to say they basically acted like the plague on her thoughts if it makes sense? It should in Italian but if it doesn't, sorry, so anyway I put tainted) you But I offer you liberty (/freedom)

You left me and I fell apart I hit the wall crying Bam, bam, bam! But you put together those pieces Freeing all those truths So I built a bomb So that the school will succumb Their graduation will be done in the afterlife!

Meant to be yours Meant to be one only Don't give up now Finish what has been begun Meant to be yours

And when the gym goes (or more literally does) "boom" thanks to our fireworks (yeah uh, I call "botti" [booms but as a word or something similar I dunno] the "fuochi d'artificio" [fireworks], not sure how many people do that but forgive me I needed it for a lame rhyme [because the rhyme works but just barely and badly]) Pow, pow, pow! In the rubble of the tomb We'll plant the note that explains why they died!

[J.D. & STUDENTS, spoken] We, the students of Westerburg, will die Our bodies will finally arrive, to you Your society creates slaves and wicked, no thanks Signed, the Students of Westerburg ("But why is High missing?" Because we don't say High in italian [I think? I'm weirdly having doubts now]) Goodbye (at first I had put "Ciao", but after searching for "Meant To Be Yours in italiano" [Meant To Be Yours in Italian] I saw the word "Addio" in a video that was basically the translation and got the reminder it existed and worked way better so yeah I put that)

[J.D.] We'll watch the smoke pass (I'm unsure of how to translate "oltrepassare" but this kinda works too) the doors Bring marshmallows, death will cook them We'll smile and cuddle each other while the fire's strong

[J.D. & STUDENTS] Meant to be yours Meant to be one only I can't take (at first I'd put the take as do, also in Italian but thanks to the same video I changed it because it fit better) it alone Finish what has been begun You were meant to be mine I'm who you have to accompany You've carved open my heart You can't leave me to bleed

Veronica, open the— open the door, please Veronica, open the door Veronica, can we not fight once more? Can we not fight once more? Veronica, sure, you're scared, I've been there I can free you Veronica, don't make me come in there, eh I'm gonna count to three! (spoken) One, two, fuck it (or close to that meaning)!

[STUDENTS] Ah-ah-ah

[J.D., sung] Oh my God No! Veronica! (sung) Please don't leave me alone You're all I trusted I can't do it alone

[JD & STUDENTS] Still, I will if I'll have to!

[VERONICA'S MOM, spoken] Veronica, I brought you a snack Veronica? Aaaghhh! (The parts with the links to that video were added and changed like 3 hours after this was originally posted) OG LYRICS (if you're seeing this I doubt you don't know them, but here they are anyway):

[J.D., spoken] All is forgiven, baby, come on, get dressed. You're my date to the pep rally tonight! (sung) You chucked me out like I was trash For that, you should be dead But, but, but Then it hit me like a flash What if high school went away instead? Those assholes are the key They're keeping you away from me They made you blind, messed up your mind But I can set you free

You left me and I fell apart I punched the wall and cried Bam, bam, bam Then I found you changed my heart And set loose all that truthful shit inside And so I built a bomb Tonight our school is Vietnam Let's guarantee they never see their senior prom

I was meant to be yours We were meant to be one Don't give up on me now Finish what we've begun I was meant to be yours

So when the high school gym goes "boom" with everyone inside Pow, pow, pow In the rubble of their tomb We'll plant this note explaining why they died

[J.D. & STUDENTS, spoken] We, the students of Westerburg High will die Our burnt bodies may finally get through to you Your society churns out slaves and blanks, no thanks Signed, the Students of Westerburg High Goodbye

[J.D.] We'll watch the smoke pour out the doors Bring marshmallows, we'll make s'mores We can smile and cuddle while the fire roars

[J.D. & STUDENTS] I was meant to be yours We were meant to be one I can't make it alone Finish what we've begun You were meant to be mine I am all that you need You carved open my heart Can't just leave me to bleed

Veronica, open the— open the door, please Veronica, open the door Veronica, can we not fight anymore, please? Can we not fight anymore? Veronica, sure, you're scared, I've been there I can set you free Veronica, don't make me come in there I'm gonna count to three (spoken) One, two, fuck it!

[STUDENTS] Ah-ah-ah

[J.D., spoken] Oh my God No! Veronica! (sung) Please don't leave me alone You were all I could trust I can't do this alone

[JD & STUDENTS] Still, I will if I must

[VERONICA'S MOM, spoken] Veronica, I brought you a snack Veronica? Aaaghhh!

THIS WAS SO FUCKING PAINFUL TO MAKE

[stuckinapatriarchalbullshitland]

There is a light at the end of the tunnel

Hello, Stuck. Sorry, I don’t know your real name.

I wrote this long ass post to bring some light into the fandom and between the CSs, and I hope you can post it? I’m new in the Tumblr world, but not in the 5H fandom. I don’t quite know how it works yet and, for the moment, I only know your blog and those of @emisonme, @karlaswine, @sun-to-my-luna, @underthatimpression, and @mentesimploria because, in one way or another, you’re all connected to each other. I just wanted to tell you guys how much I appreciate every single one of you, the passion you have, and the hope you keep alive among those who, like me, love the girls. Also, the patience you guys have, especially against the haters, is admirable. I love the fact that you keep going. Because this is your sacred place, as it should be.

This is the very first time I’ve ever done anything like this. I’m what can be defined as a ‘silent fan’. I never commented on anything in the girls��� posts, not even on the fan accounts I follow. I don’t have Twitter. I have Facebook but it’s like I don’t have it because I don’t use it. I have Wattpad (obviously). I recently registered here on Tumblr, and I have Instagram. That’s what I use. It’s the only app along with YouTube that I use daily to keep up with the rest of the world. Especially the American part of the world. I’m Italian, but I speak American English well, and I apologize in advance if my lazy ass hasn’t noticed possible grammatical errors. I saw that a lot of you are into this stuff, so I thought I’d add it just because. I’m a Capricorn Sun, Cancer Moon, and Virgo rising.

I’m gonna turn 29 on December 22, and this is a BIG fuck off to all the people who have attacked you lately for your age. This is personal information that I give freely to make ignorant and small-minded people understand that, in this context especially, age is irrelevant. As you, little fucker who hides behind a computer to attack people just to feel stronger, have a life, we have it too. Like you, we have a life, a job, friends, etc. We also have passions. Passions that yes, my dear haters, also include shipping people. I don’t know why in your stupid brain we’re too old to ship people we love and to give opinions about it. I didn’t know it was something reserved only for those who still smell like mommy’s milk. But anyway…

I became aware of 5H existence just before summer 2015 thanks to ‘Worth It’. Being Italian, however, I had no idea who they were, and to be honest, I didn’t go searching for them. Randomly one day then, I ran into Camren on YouTube. I can’t remember which video I was watching, but I know for sure it was about ‘Heya/Brittana’ (Heather Morris and Naya Rivera/Brittany and Santana, my very first hard LGBT ship). And among the suggested videos, there they are. As ridiculous as it sounds, and although I liked them as soon as I saw them, I didn’t go searching for them. I did it when ‘Work from Home’ came out though. From there, I connected that they were the same ‘Worth It’ group and the same two girls I liked from those YouTube videos. I had officially become a fan. I was screwed. Screwed because, I’d officially entered one of the most messed up and yet most beautiful fandoms ever.

As I initially said, this is the very first time I’ve ever done anything like this. But after the recent events, seeing how many people gave up, it made me a little angry and gave me the strength to speak for the first time. I thought the first time would’ve been through the fanfiction I’ve been working on for over two years, but no. Lauren and her beautiful mouth had to terrorize, disappoint, panic, and make angry 80% of CS, thus fueling the hatred of all the other fandom towards us. So I decided to speak now. Maybe, just maybe, this very long ass post of mine is gonna help struggling CS. Maybe, just maybe, it’s gonna make them reason and bring them to their senses.

So. This, as I think you’ve understood, is about Lauren and what she said in the podcast. This is a reminder of the Laucy situation. These are things we already know and that I want to remind you of because apparently, my lovely fellows CS, either you have a short-term memory, or Lauren has the power to create amnesia in people’s minds and I knew nothing about it. Surely this power of hers didn’t work on me and a few others.

Oh and, before starting: 1) You may disagree with me. It’s normal to have different opinions. 2) You can search for information such as dates, easily on the internet. 3) I’m gonna use nicknames on PRs for fun. That doesn’t mean I hate them. I have my reasons for dislike each one of them as people, but I can assure you it has nothing to do with the fact that they were or are the Camren beards. An example to make you understand what I mean is Ty. I’m a huge Ari fan and I’ve been listening to ‘safety net’ non-stop for two days straight. I really dislike Ty as a person, but I separate the art from the artist.

Okay, that said, I can start.

Lauren said: “I knew I was queer because I fell in love with my best friend when I was like 15.” – “Her and I started to have a physical connection when I was 15.”

Lauren and Lucid Vivisectionist met when L moved to Carrollton in 7th grade. Lucille moved back to Puerto Rico in February 2012, returning to visit Miami occasionally (this explains the fetus pictures with Lucy and Camren at L’s house). In February 2012, Lauren was 15, Camila 14, and Lucy 16. And who did Lauren meet when she was 15? Oh yeah, Camila. C and L did the first phase of the audition, the ‘cattle call’, on May 1, 2012 in Greensboro, North Carolina. Audition where Camila took courage to speak at the (“Oh my God that girl is) literally so beautiful” girl from which she felt intimidated by starting that adorable brief conversation “Hi, I like your shirt”, “Thanks. I like your jacket” just before it was her turn to get in for her audition. In May 2012, Lauren and Camila were both 15 years old. Lauren and Camila saw each other again for the first time on July 25th, two months later, in Miami on the first day of boot camp, and it was Lauren herself who went to Camila: “You’re the Cuban girl!”. In July 2012, Lauren was 16 and Camila was 15.

Lauren said: “She came back into my life when I was 18. I was on tour and I was in my room in a hotel somewhere, and she called me.” Let me explain to you why I think this is true.

Lauren and Luxy reconnected with each other after Lucy’s car accident that took place on May 15, 2015. Lauren was really 18 in May 2015, and we can rule out The Reflection Tour dates because it started on February 27, 2015, and ended April 6, 2015. We can also rule out these other show dates that 5H did: April 11 in Jackson Township, New Jersey - April 13 at Live! with Kelly and Michael in New York - April 19 Lauren was at Coachella with Keana, Britt, and other friends - April 22 at the Worldwide Radio Summit in Hollywood - April 25 at Radio Disney Music Awards 2015 in Los Angeles - May 8 at Channel 93.3 Summer Kickoff 2015 in Chula Vista, San Diego - May 9 at Wango Tango 2015 in Carson, Los Angeles (May 9, rumors about Camila and Louis Tomlinson just because paparazzi believed they were together when Louis was actually together with Liam outside the Project Club L.A., and C who was at the club next door) - May 15 at KDWB Radio Show in Minneapolis, Minnesota.

The rest of their program and possible date: May 16 at Kiss Concert 2015 in Mansfield, Massachusetts - May 19 at Dancing with the Stars in Los Angeles - May 30 at G-A-Y in London (rumors about Lauren and Louis Tomlinson this time, born because 5H went to Libertine nightclub with Louis and Niall) - May 31 at Britain’s Got More Talent in London - June 2 at Capital FM in Birmingham, England - June 5 at Good Morning Britain in London - June 6 at Capital FM Summertime Ball 2015 in London - June 12 at Aloha Stadium in Honolulu, Hawaii - June 14 at LA Pride 2015 - June 18 at Jimmy Kimmel Live in Los Angeles - June 20 at B96 Pepsi Summer Bash 2015 in Bridgeview, Illinois - June 23 at San Diego County Fair 2015 - 28 June at Show Of The Summer 2015 in Hershey, Pennsylvania - July 10 at Rockefeller Plaza in New York. July 15, 2015, beginning of Reflection: The Summer Tour.

June 27, 2015 Lauren turned 19, and do you guys remember the events of those days? Because I do.

On June 24, 2015, Lauren celebrated her birthday in advance at the famous sushi restaurant ‘Katsuya’. Among the guests were the girls, her mom Clara, some friends, including Jill (the same Jill/Jillian Gutowitz who worked with Zack Sang and who 5H met on April 22, 2015, at the Worldwide Radio Summit, which lasted for three days but they were present for two: 22 and 23. The same Jill who wrote the article for AfterEllen on January 25, 2016, about her experiences with women who denied their sexuality. Remember the story of Lauren Jordan, right?), and Noah Benardout (may he rest in peace). Still no Lucia, not even on the days when Lauren returned to Miami to celebrate with her family before resuming the program from the 28. As I already said, The Reflection Summer Tour began on July 15, 2015, and Lucy’s first public reappearance took place on one of the tour dates, that is, July 27 at Baton Rouge, Louisiana.

From that moment on, we saw Lucille appear on multiple occasions in hops through time. After the July 27th date, we saw her during the trip to Hawaii with Lauren and Keana in September, followed by the concert that the girls had on October 10 in the Bahamas, where they stayed with their families and friends for a few days. After the Bahamas, the mess happened between 5H because they found out about Camila’s departure from the group which initially should’ve been immediate, but for which they fought and gained another year. That, was also the time when Laucy signed their PR contract. As we know from Lauren herself, that was the worst and darkest time for her. That was the beginning of her numbness.

On October 23, they were on their way to Italy and Lauren wrote on her dark diary, the one shown to us in Episode 8 of her Attunements. On October 24, they arrived in Milan for the MTV Europe Music Awards 2015 occurred on October 25, and on October 28, in Madrid instead, there was the interview with Alyson Eckmann, the journalist Camila flirted with while Lauren was sitting right next to her.

Going forward, in November we have:

- Rumors about Lauren and Julius Dein (his friend who is a YouTube magician).

-The release of IKWYDLS including the rumors about Camila and Shawn and Michael Clifford (who was already in the picture) who were ‘vying for her’.

- Beginning of Lauren’s coming out plan which included: 1) The release of The Vamps’ album on November 23rd, that is, a week after the release of IKWYDLS, and which included the track ‘I Found A Girl’. Joe O'Neill, the manager of The Vamps, liked that famous tweet. Despite the efforts to make us believe that Bleahren (sorry for the Italian pun I made here, but ‘bleah’ in Italian is equivalent to the ‘eww’ to indicate something gross, and therefore Bleah-Ren) Brauren was real and that the girl involved was Lucille and not Camila, they’ve miscalculated since Lauren and Brad ‘dated’ in 2014 when Lucy had not yet returned into Lauren’s life. But since the album and consequently the song came out on November 23, 2015, they tried to manipulate people’s minds as usual. 2) Jill’s article that served to connect and more or less ‘confirm’ the story between this Jordan and her childhood friend, Lauren-Lucy.

- December: completion of the 7/27 album + Dina LaPolt’s entry + renegotiation of the contracts (mostly DNA’s contracts) + FIFTH HARMONY MUSIC, INC. created by LAND on December 21 to prepare for the transfer of the 5H trademark, the FIFTH HARMONY PARTNERSHIP, of which they became owners from April 27, 2016 + change of management from Faculty Management: Jared Paul and Janelle Lopez, to Maverick Management: Larry Rudolph, Dan Dymtrow, and Tara Beikae. [All things that were possible ONLY THANKS to the exit of C from the group]

- January 2016, we have Lauren and Lucrezia who came back from Colombia to then taking a road trip for Lucy’s birthday week.

- Jill’s article came out and coincidentally, by pure chance, exactly two days later, on January 27, 2016, Camila and Dinah were hacked.

- On March 9, 2016, Lauren, Normani, Andrea, Dinah, and Keana went to pierce their ears, or rather, Laurmainah pierced their ears, mama Dre and Keana just accompanied them. During her turn, Lauren asked Keana to take her phone to make a video. In the meantime, Mani was filming Lauren, and again by pure chance, Keana, who was in the heart of the frame, took Lauren’s phone as she’d asked, and both the lock screen and the home screen portrayed a picture of Lucania during a photoshoot. Same picture Lucy herself posted on Instagram on April 10th to leave no doubt.

- April 24, 2016, Coachella together.

- Luciana went with 5H in London, in May, during the promotion of the 7/27 album. (+ Camren video of May 28, 2016)

- She was present during the start of the tour in South America on June 26th (in the evening during the concert, L danced Big Bad Wolf for her, but that’s not the famous video, that was on September 5) and 27th to celebrate L’s birthday together (picture of the 27th of them in Buenos Aires).

- June 27, 2016, on L’s birthday, Jill posted a picture with L from the birthday dinner of the year before, further confirming the story of ‘Jordan’.

- August 1, the national girlfriend day, L posted a picture of her and Lucy.

- From August 12 to 21, Lucy was with them. The night after the concert on the 13th in Rochester Hills, Michigan, videos in which Lucilla appeared during Lauren Fuller’s birthday celebration at the hotel for dinner. On the 14th in Noblesville, Indiana, during Gonna Get Better and Big Bad Wolf Lauren smiled in Lucy’s direction who was in the audience. On the 18th in Virginia Beach, Virginia, a fan met Laucy in a movie theater restroom, taking a selfie with Lauren (C posted a picture of her in the dark with the words of Bad Things “don’t think that I can explain it” the same night).

- On September 4 and 5 Lucippe returned. On the 5th in Houston, Texas, the famous ‘super HD’ video took place in which Lauren danced Big Bad Wolf for Lucy, even pointing to her during her verse. [On September 6, Midland, Texas, during the Q&A, Lauren wore the same dress that Lucy was wearing to the concert the night before, and at the same time, she sat next to C and got jealous when C complimented a fan by sending her flying kisses. Ahh… The irony]

Now. Let’s move on to the part of the podcast where Lauren explains about the kiss with Lucza at her uncle and aunt’s wedding, how her aunt “super innocently” posted the pictures on Facebook that her “unreal invasive fans” found and posted, how Perez Hilton outed her to the world by posting an article with those pictures, how she did nothing for a week, and that after thinking “Ok, it happened. People know. What am I gonna do?”, she wrote that letter against Trump as her own way of coming out.

On November 4, 2016, Lauren and Lucynda did the ‘famous’ photoshoot in New Orleans called ‘Bare With Me’. Lauren flew to NOLA right after Halloween, got back to Miami to vote, then returned to New Orleans on the 10th along with her family for the wedding. Lucianna was also with her on the 10th for the rehearsal/bowling with all of Lauren’s relatives. Meanwhile Orange Trumpeter was elected on the 8th, and many celebrities were preparing to write a letter through Billboard against him and his supporters. Labels and management saw it as a perfect opportunity to get her to come out also considering how much Lauren has always been vocal on the subject, and THEY contacted Billboard to get her to participate in exchange of the exclusive of her coming out. All that was missing was the evidence to make sure that there had been no connection with Camila, and that was the reason for the kiss at the wedding on the 11th.

On November 13, the wedding photographer posted those pictures on his website, including the one of the kiss. And I’m sorry, Lolo, I love you but, really? Who are you kidding? The pictures didn’t start spreading because her ‘unreal invasive fans’ found them on her aunt’s Facebook page where she’d posted them ‘super innocently��. The pictures started spreading after the photographer posted them! And you know what’s even more funny? That to see those pictures on the website, you needed an access password. So what are you saying here, Lo? That your ‘unreal invasive fans’ were so good, to even have hacked their way into the website for pictures they didn’t even know existed? It wasn’t your team, was it? Oh, okay. My bad.

Sarcasm aside. The pictures started to spread, Perez tweeted about it on the 14th, and in the meantime Lauren had time to write the letter that was approved by the labels and sent to Billboard (on the 14th), who approved it a couple of days after it was sent (on the 16th), and which they then published it in the article two days later (on the 18th). In all of this, on November 15, 2016, the girls all went to Epic’s party. Since we know very well that most of the cases of coming out as bisexual in the industry made by a female celebrity occur in succession with the connection with a guy, that night there was the PR proposal between Typo Dolour Signal and Lauren that he obviously accepted, and in fact, he was there that night at that party too (Picture of C with a tear mark on her cheek).

Now, the icing on the cake of the Laucy’s PR: Nicole Cartolano. Nicole is a friend of Lecy’s with whom she had already worked together and who also posted pictures of Lauren on November 17 and 22, 2016, one on December 31, 2016, together with Marian Hill taken backstage after Lauren’s performance with them on the 30th, the night before, for the Snow Globe Festival in South Lake Tahoe, California, and the one of Laucy (with the piñata) on January 10, taken the same night to celebrate Lucilia’s birthday at midnight and that Lauren also used to post it for wish her a happy birthday. That was the last public interaction between the two. *Slow entry of Tympans Dollhouse Signalized in the picture from January 4, 2017, thanks to that tweet*.

On January 21, 2017, Lauren and Lucy were at the same Women’s March, but separately (single), and we haven’t seen them together anymore. LuBYE. On March 22, 2017, both ‘Bare With Me’ and the interview article Nicole did with MTV News (she confirmed that Laucy had been together by having an on-again, off-again for years and also said a lot of other bullshit like the fact that the girls were nervous because they didn’t know how their parents would’ve responded) came out. On August 13, 2018, Nicole officially apologized to Lucy for being angry with her for posting the pictures and therefore for having outed her and for having taken part in the MTV interview without their permission. There was also the screenplay made by Nicole’s mom to make everything even more true.

Bullshit on bullshit on bullshit. Number 1, Lauren herself confirmed in this podcast that her parents knew about her, and said how much she loved Lucre’s ‘I’m out and proud’ part.

Number 2, Nicole posted a preview of the pictures on March 18, 2017, so if she really wanted to stop her before the publication on the 22nd, she would’ve had time to do so.

Number 3, Lucita came out publicly on her own with that Spanish post on Instagram on November 20, 2016, saying in summary that she was anything but straight because she didn’t want to label herself (she did it years later by saying she was a lesbian).

Number 4, as Lusia also confirmed in that post where Nicole’s mom left that comment, Nicole signed a non-disclosure agreement form. If she had actually violated it without having had a release and written consent form, she would’ve been sued.

Number 5, if Luciferase really wanted to have that conversation in private with Nicole’s mom, she might very well have done so. She could’ve contacted her and answered her IN PRIVATE for real, and not via IG where EVERYONE saw and took the side of poor, poor Luckless.

Number 6, the biggest proof that shows the hypocrisy of all this, Lucasta continued to work with Nicole. Their last work dates back to November 25, 2019.

Okaay, sure… sure, because it was normal for her to continue working with the person who outed her, wasn’t it? People’s lies never cease to amaze me. For that matter, Nicole also posted a picture of their ‘adventure’ as they made their way to the photoshoot location on November 1, 2017, and continued to wish them both a happy birthday with posts every year.

And lastly, on June 6, 2020, we have the Lucerne’s video leaked (+ old pictures and videos of 5H) where she burned pictures of Lauren and of the two of them together in 2017, accompanied by the tweets occurred two days later, in which she explained that she was hacked and that she burned the pictures for a closure. Then, exactly 20 days later, that is on June 26, 2020, the PAPER Magazine article of Lauren’s interview came out. What a coincidence! In that article, Lauren explained, along with other things, that she’d been in love with her best friend for 7 years.

Lauren, honey, the maths, the maths… If according to your words you fell in love with her at 15, got together with her at 18, and broken up at 20, how can these be 7 years? It’s 5 years… And as if it wasn’t enough, still according to your words, after 1 year and 8 months (from mid-May 2015 to mid-January 2017), 2 months of which public because of the wedding pictures, of the relationship you wanted at all costs, “all in” and “now we’re gonna be in this relationship”, you broke up with her because she was really toxic, and after less than a month, you started dating an even more toxic person without the proper time to heal?? How do you expect me to believe you? And I’m putting aside the fact that I know they’re both PR relationships. I’m speaking out of logic. How? How can I believe you? How does this make any sense?

Personally, yes, I believe Lauren and Lucy have a past. Lauren’s first kiss was when she was 13 (8th grade) with her boyfriend at the time, Dominic, but I think Lucy was her first kiss with a girl. And I think it happened when she was 15, but in 2011, so long before Lucy left. Lauren dated Paul Martinez from June 4, 2011, to the end of July (around 23/24). From after Paul, until her very first PR at X-Factor, Keaton Stromberg, she was single. I truly believe that before she met Camila, Lauren and Lucy did everything Lauren said. I really believe Lauren experimented with her in secret, but I don’t believe in anything else she said at all.

This is my opinion. And in my opinion, Lauren always knew she was queer, and Lucy was the first with whom she could experience the attraction and the feelings towards girls she had always felt and concealed deep inside herself. But they were friends. Just friends. Friends who messed around and experimented together in secret given the environment that surrounded them. Lucy then returned to live in Puerto Rico and they simply drifted apart because of the distance and Lauren’s busy schedule with 5H. When she came back into Lauren’s life, they rekindled their friendship. Just that. Also because, Camila, hello? Camila entered Lauren’s heart the same year Lucy left and never get out of it. Not to mention that Lucy had a girlfriend, Sarah Scott Narcise, before getting together with Nicole Marie Rendón in March 2017. I honestly think that Lucy was also giving advice to Lauren about her relationship with Camila, and I also think that now they really aren’t friends anymore for something we don’t know about, even though I have my theories… But anyway. Lauren needed a beard to be able to come out, Lucy needed visibility for her modeling career and, at the time, also for her music which, however, never saw the light of day. The labels approved because they would’ve done anything to keep their chosen one out of the gay light. Camila also approved. Boom, PR.

I don’t believe all the other bullshit she said during the podcast. Because if they’d been true, they would’ve made logical sense. A sense they’ve been trying, and failing, to give for years. If Lauren really didn’t want to come out, she wouldn’t have done a photoshoot with Lucy a week before the wedding with the intention of using that same photoshoot to come out. She would not have kissed Lucy in a public place during the wedding pictures in front of a professional photographer hired for the event, knowing full well that those pictures would eventually have been published by the bride and groom, her aunt and uncle, and the photographer himself. If she wanted so badly a picture of her kissing her girlfriend, drunk or not, she would’ve taken her fucking phone and take selfies. It wasn’t the fans’ or Perez’s fault. It was the management that was following the plan.

And I’m supposed to, what exactly? Forget all these things, things that have been proofed multiple times in the past, because Lauren, or Camila, or management, or labels, or their contracts, must continue with their stupid narrative? Because Camila must continue to look straight and continue to look in love with Shalt Menstruated because the señorito is about to release his documentary and his album? Because Camila’s movie is about to come out? Because Lauren’s own album is about to be released and because the subject matter of her female-pronounced songs must only and exclusively be related to Lucy? (Although I think her album will be out next year. I think a song with female pronunciation is coming out soon. And no, I’m sorry, I don’t think it’s Burning)

Guys, come on…

Think about it. She used Lucy as a shield to tell part of her story with Camila that happened in 2014. It all fits. Even the story told through songs from Camila’s cocky POV, including ‘Like Friends Do’, ‘Eyes on You’, ‘Cleopatra’, ‘Leave for Good’, and a couple from her last album like ‘Should’ve Said It’ and ‘Feel It Twice’.

I understand why many of you have been hurt by this podcast and by Lauren herself. I understand why a lot of you are angry about the things she said. I see you, I understand, I really do. And everyone is free to feel whatever they want, I’m not saying otherwise. But I really don’t understand why you’re hiding or why you’re abandoning the ship. Authors who don’t wanna write anymore. Accounts closed. Names changed. Hope lost. This, all this, makes me angry and hurt. Because you fell for it. And you know why you fell for it? Because Lauren changed her approach. Leaving aside the part just before when she said: “Even when I talk about it, and I don’t talk about it because I’ve learned to just ignore it because-” and there, I swear I had to pause because I burst out laughing, and I was like: “Bitch, you’re the one who pulled this out of your ass out of nowhere right this second, what are you saying?”. She went on by saying, and she knows us so well because of this: “I just chose to ignore it at a certain point because getting angry to them would it mean that it was real and validate it more for them”.

And it’s true. This non-angry approach of hers, worked like a charm. Lauren’s older, she’s more mature than before. Although she was very nervous, she managed to explain everything calmly. The fact that she was emotional and almost cried in many parts, it really gave an extra boost to what she tried to sell. And I’m not saying she faked almost crying. Hell, no. That was super true and hard for her. I’m saying though, that it’s really easy to manipulate people’s minds, and Lauren used her real pain, the real suffering she has gone through over the years to tell this charade. That’s why it seemed so real. And I’m supposed to fall for that shit just because that’s what they’ve wanted for years, right? Convenient much?

Guys, please. You’re smarter than that, use those beautiful brains. For example, the fact that Lauren said: “I was queer, but she was not”, wrong as you want it to be, and “Camila and I were just really good friends at that time”, yeah, sure, Jan. Doesn’t the very fact that she used the past tense make you realize that it was done to completely detach herself from her IN THE PRESENT? Everything she said was for something. Everything had a purpose. And the goal is always the same. Make us stop shipping ‘em. Putting a label on C only served the Shoestoremila purpose, nothing else. And those were words that came out of the mouth of the one who says she doesn’t like labeling people. The same one who was pissed that someone had outed her before she wanted to. Do you really think she’s that hypocritical?

The fact that she put all the CS in the same box, especially when she talked about the Daddy situation, WAS DONE ON PURPOSE. She couldn’t fail to generalize because their purpose is, and will be for a long time to come, to kill Camren. That means the whole fandom. Not just invasive elements. But really all the CS. The purpose was to make us feel guilty. The purpose is to make us accept that it was never real, and since we care about them, to make us continue to support them individually and not as a couple, even though she knows that the real CS do it regardless. This, is called manipulation, guys.

Think about everything else too. The inconsistency. The holes in her story. The lack of explanations. And the fact that during the story of how it all happened, she jumped from one theme to another and therefore managed to deflect and not completely finish one before moving on to the other, doesn’t it make you understand that she didn’t want to give too many details? And when does that usually happen? She knew we’d analyze her. She knew she couldn’t say too much. When she talked about Lucy, she knew that WE know she was talking about Camila, and with too many details, it would also have been obvious to the others because WE would’ve pointed it out to everyone. I mean, it’s obvious enough in itself, imagine if she’d fed us more information that we would’ve compared in the timeline.

Please, guys. I know that it feels like something’s changed, but it’s not. It’s really not. I’m appealing to all of you. Open your eyes. Reason. I know many of you still have conflicting emotions and feelings, and that’s okay. If you’re still upset, if you still wanna cry, then cry. Do whatever helps you feel better because, especially after the haters have come to bite your asses, you’re entitled to feel the way you do. But please, please, don’t give up. If you give up, you just play their game. You just do them a favor. You guys had invested so much of your time, so much of your passion, so much of yourselves to just, give up. Think of all we’ve been through, especially those who’ve been in the fandom for years. Think about how happy Camren makes you. They were there for you when you needed them. When you were going through hard times. I know they’ve helped a lotta people.

And think about this too. Lauren herself said at the beginning of the podcast: “The news and the media are constantly spinning narratives for your clicks so they can make money”. And what do you think this podcast was for? It’s always the same shit. Have you not noticed how the very same news and media have ALL talked about them? Didn’t you notice how My Oh My magically returned into the charts? How 50ft surpassed the 9 million streams on Spotify? And you still have doubts?

This is instead for the CS who get often angry about their actions. I personally think it’s pointless to blame Lauren and Camila for every single thing they do that has been PLANNED for them. Especially Camila as far as Shonas is concerned. There’s a pattern here too. Lauren had her light PR with Lucia. Lauren then had her heavy PR with Typic Dole Sight while Camila had a light one with Eatchu. And now Camila’s having a heavy one. C’s one is heavier simply because they’re much more famous than PRen (Tyren) were. So, guys, be patient. There’s really no point in getting angry and blaming them. It’s a waste of energy. It’s useless to blame them if they’re gonna continue to do so over the years to come. They’re just still trying to get past their original contracts and survive in the industry at the same time. Sooner or later, I HOPE, they will be free to tell the truth or the truth will come out on its own.

Well, I’m done. Jeez, that was long, wasn’t it? But I hope it was worth it. I hope I’ve cleared your heads a little bit and instilled some hope again. I also hope I made you smile with all those nicknames and my sarcasm. I especially hope that wherever you are, you’re having a good day, and if not, then I hope it has improved at least a little bit with this post. And thank you so much, Stuck. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to use my voice for the first time publicly/virtually. You, above all, keep on being one of the lights and NEVER let them turn you off. I love you guys. Stay safe. Stay strong. Stay patient. With love, F.

I leave you with these two pearls:

Number 1. Lauren said something else too. She said: “Don’t trust me. Go research. Go look this shit up yourself”. I know she said it for a completely different context, but I found it really funny given the situation.

Number 2. This is a small scene that automatically created itself in my head as soon as I finished listening to Wonder. I titled it: The sad and short story of the making of ‘Wonder’.

Enjoy:

*on the phone*

Shawl Mendicant: “Hey, buddy. I know you were a huge Fifth Harmony fan and I know you love my fake girlfriend, so I was thinking… could you help me? You know, I need her to stay relevant, but to do that, I also need to release music and completely take all the credit from other people because, you know, the most I do is change a sentence or two in my style to make people think that I wrote all my songs.”

Sam Smith: “………okay?”

Shawnita Menorrhagia: “So, I was wondering, can I copy your homework? You can totally refuse if you want to, but I’m hoping to appeal to the love you have for 5H and Camila, and maybe help a friend out?”

Sam Smith: “Yeah, sure, you can copy my homework. Anything for my girls. Just, change it up a bit so it doesn’t sound too obvious you just copied it.”

Shonas Mended: “Don’t worry. I’ve got this. Thanks, man.” - *ends the call*

Sam Smith looking at the phone with an incredulous expression and one hand over his heart: “I came out as a non-binary, you insensitive asshole!”

Shoes Mentionable from the other room: “Cameeela! He said yes!” *reaching then Camila and Lauren in the living room where Lauren is lying with her head resting on Camila’s legs who’s running her fingers through her hair with one hand and holding the book that she’s reading with the other one* “You were right, all I had to do was mention you girls.”

Lauren chuckling and continuing to pet Cleo who’s lying at the foot of the couch with one hand: “Told you”, to then adding: “And please, I know you’re excited because of the news but keep your voice down”, continuing to caress Sofi’s head who’s sleeping on top of her with the other one.

Shapeless Mentality: “Oh, sorry.”

Camila without looking away from her book: “Sam’s really nice. I’m sure they would’ve said yes even without the need of mentioning us.”

Lauren: “Hmm, I’m not so sure about that, babe. Yes, they’re very nice, but we’re powerful in their minds, so it was an added incentive for them to say yes.”

Shaved Mentholated: “Who are they? Weren’t we talking about Sam?”

Camila who was giggling at her girlfriend’s words:

Lauren:

Sinu from the kitchen:

Cleo who was nibbling her toy:

Even Thunder, Leo, and Eugene from outside into the yard:

*the end*

Chon Mendable: ‘Wonder’ - Sam Smith: ‘One Last Song’

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OMG I am speechless. I’m really still digesting this whole story because it’s amazing but I wanted to start by saying hello to you and telling you my name, my name is Marite. It is a pleasure to meet you dear friend. I don’t want to write too much because your words are much more important than mine but I wanted to thank you for trusting me and my blog to tell me your story. That side of the story that, being new and not having been a harmonizer from the beginning, I never learned. I intended to ask for more information about Laucy’s Timeline but what you have told is a gem. A gem that shows that the bastards of the industry cannot fool the fans because we pay attention to everything and it is not easy for us to fall for their shit. I think the power we fans have is so great that if we all came together, we could bring down this whole fucking fake empire that they have created. That said, Laucy’s story is surprising. As planned and how each person involved had to do their part on the chessboard. Incredible. Now that you tell me that story, I think it fits the one I wrote in my once upon a time post. Sure, yours is true and has everything that mine doesn’t. I have tried to keep this blog open for all who wish to come and air their ideas, their thoughts, their tea. And you dear friend, you have been one of the best so far. You’ve given us that support that the fandom so badly needed and I really appreciate it. I also appreciate your humor, the nicknames have been so hilarious and I’m still laughing. Thank you for daring to tell this part of the story and reopen the can of worms of a PR that right now resurfaces with that Lauren interview. With a purpose, it’s true. And something tells me that we will see much more very soon. Thank you for your support, my friend. And you know, you have my blog at your disposal for whatever you need. And if you need to talk or anything else. I greatly appreciate that we can continue to keep this ship afloat among ourselves. Among a group of intelligent people who have been hurt by someone we have always loved very much even though we know the reason for all that. We can’t give up now because if we do it like you say they will win and I personally don’t plan to indulge them in that. Thank you very much for all dear friend and I hope you have a nice day. I send you a hug and I hope you stay safe.

[catslifechats]

Get to Know Me!

A few questions to help get to know me (questions used are from https://theldndiaries.com/get-to-know-me/. I did not create the questions!)

1. What is your middle name?

Louise

2. Share you favourite subject in school

English (which is what I study in university right now!)

3. What is your favourite drink?

Hot drink - hot chocolate with coconut milk. Cold drink - iced tea lemonade. Alcoholic drink - rhubarb and ginger gin with lemonade

4. What is your favourite song at the moment?

Holding the Other by Lauren Alaina

5. What would you (or have you) name your children?

There are a few names in my family that I would love to use, in remembrance of those family members. I would love to call my future son David, both my grandfathers are called David. I also love Italian names, like Giulia etc. 

6. Have you participated in any sports?

In primary school (ages 5-11), I tried everything from basketball to gymnastics. As I got older I realised that I am terrible at sports, and all I did in high school were dance competitions (Rock Challenge)

7. What is your favourite book?

The Tattooist of Auschwitz by Heather Morris

8. What is your favourite colour?

Red or khaki green. If you’re a Taylor Swift fan, just like I am, you will know why!

9. What is your favourite animal?

Obviously, dogs are literally the best animal in the world, but I also love the more unusual animals such as sloths. They’re so slow and lazy just like me haha!

10. What is your favourite perfume?

Daisy Dream by Marc Jacobs or Wonderstruck Enchanted by Taylor Swift

11. What is your favourite holiday?

Two weeks in sunny California. Road trips around the state, and going to places like San Francisco, Monterey, Disneyland and Downtown LA (I’ve been to California around four times now, can’t get enough of it!)

12. On a scale from 1 – 10, rate your childhood

Between an 8 and a 9, I was a very anxious child who struggled to mix with other kids but my life at home, with my family and my church family was much more enjoyable than life at school

13. Have you been out of the country?

I have been to California four times, when I was four, six, ten, and seventeen. Also, I went to Sweden on holiday when I was around two years old

14. Do you speak any different languages?

When I was in high school I spoke very good Spanish, but I haven’t had the chance to practice it since. So, technically, I speak English and Spanish!

15. Do you have any siblings?

I have an older sister who lives around four hours away from me, and she is quite a bit older than me. But, despite the long distance between us and the age difference, we somehow always manage to remain best friends 

16. What is your favourite store?

Primark, because it is SO cheap, and I am a poor student!

17. What is your favourite restaurant?

In the UK, I love Frankie and Benny’s (and I ALWAYS order a chicken wrap!). In America, I love going to Boudin’s Bakery in San Francisco

18. Did you like school?

As the years went on, I enjoyed learning in school but from the start of primary school to the end of high school (13 years altogether), I always struggled with anxiety and bullying

19. Who are some of your favourite YouTubers?

Kendra Atkins, Natalie Bennett, Tara Henderson, Emma Blackery (I met her back in 2016 and she is SO nice in person!), Colleen Ballinger and Ebony Day. (I’m also subscribed to a lot of ASMR channels, I might make another post about that!)

20. What is your favourite movie?

Does the Taylor Swift Reputation Stadium Tour netflix movie count?

21. What are some of your favourite TV shows?

The Vampire Diaries, Gilmore Girls, How I Met Your Mother, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, The Big Bang Theory... and many more

22. PC or mac?

PC

23. What phone do you have?

iPhone SE, but I am about to buy the iPhone 8 or the iPhone XS

24. How tall are you?

I have no idea, probably 5 foot 4 ish haha! 

25. Do you have any pets?

No. I had rabbits when I was growing up but now we are all too busy to have anything like dogs, I wouldn’t want to buy a pet and then have no time to take care of them!

xo Cat 🐱

[valkirsif]

Unthinkable CH 25/???

Tom Hiddleston x Reader

Word 3100

Warning nothing

The sun filtered through the curtains Y / N woke up hearing noises in the room, opened her eyes trying to figure out where they came from and saw Tom undressing,

"Morning my love," she said in a still sleepy voice, "What time is it?"

"Shhh it's early" the man replied moving the sheets, lying down next to her and hugging, "How hot you are" he whispered kissing her neck, the woman smiled hugging him,

"Oh Thomas" chirped, "you're so.. so.. wet .." laughed turning to look at him "Did you go running?" the man nodded, laughing,

"I was going to go to the shower" replied, continuing to kiss her, "Then I was attracted to a sleeping princess ..", Y/N slipped a leg on his hips, at that point she was very awake, the man's hands moved on her delicate skin, they looked at the passion he was about to take over when they were disturbed by the bell,

"Fuck but who is ringing the bell at 7 in the morning?" the woman said looking at the alarm clock, "We can pretend nothing happened .." smiled kissing him, ".. of not being at home", Tom laughed stroking her face,

"I'm afraid I can't be my queen," replied, "It's Elisabeth with your new wardrobe, I have to go and open.." he said, standing up and putting on the suit "..I prepare coffee while you put on something" bent over kissing her and went to open, Y/N sighed in flames put on robe and followed him. 

"Good morning Miss" the secretary's cheerful and professional voice received her from the landing, Y/N greeted and moved to let the bellboys pass, she didn't think had bought so many things, joined Tom in the kitchen and ate breakfast while on the floor superior Elisabeth arranged the wardrobe, 20 minutes later the girl knocked before entering the kitchen,

"I fixed wardrobe for color and occasion Miss," she said, "Luke will arrive at 9am tomorrow morning,"

"Do you have any commitments tomorrow?" the woman asked as soon as Elisabeth left,

"We have a commitment" replied Tom, "A radio interview, they want to know the woman who stole my heart", Y/N was lost in the blue of his eyes,

"Ok," replied, the man had mentioned something to her but decided not to panic before he had too many things to do, "Since we're on our feet, how about preparing and shopping?"

"Great idea Darling" Tom replied cheerfully, they got dressed and left the house, it was a beautiful sunny morning and it was pleasant to walk around the neighborhood shopping, a group of fans stopped them, the man smiled kindly took some pictures and signed autographs,

"Sorry it usually doesn't happen when I'm near home," said, taking her hand and walking towards a pastry shop.

"Thomas is always nice to see you with the fans, live is even better" laughed Y/N, they entered by ringing the bell an old lady greeted them smiling, Tom went around the counter and hugged her happy like a child,

"Darling, she's Aunt Jane," he introduced her, "It's a bit of everyone's aunt, I confess I came to hide here when I was in trouble," laughed,

"Welcome back Tommy and well come dear," said Jane smiling, "You're always the usual kid, you go on vacation and come back with girlfriend,"

Y/N laughed she would have liked to know how Tom was as a kid, Jane seemed to know a lot about him, the couple sat down at the table drinking tea and eating a cake,

"Jane this cake is delicious" said Y/N enjoying the strawberry and cream cake, "Thomas if we took this for dinner?"

"If it pleases you .." he replied, "I was looking forward to the tender .." looked at her sideways, the woman burst out laughing, shaking her head

"You really are a spoiled kid my king ..." said kissing him, "And tenerina it be",

the man smiled triumphantly, finished the snack, took everything necessary for the cake and went out, greeting Aunt Jane to finish the shopping, they passed in front of a florist where Tom took the bouquet he had prepared and put it in the woman's hand,

"Thomas are beautiful" chirped Y/N admiring the bouquet of heather and sunflowers, took the man by the arm and went home.

The woman went upstairs to change while Tom arranged the provisions, when entered the kitchen found him waiting for her with an apron on him and one in hand for her,

"Madame allows?" asked pompously, the woman laughed approaching,

"Please Monsieur," replied, letting her fasten apron, "I think I'll use you as an assistant, it's all too high for me."

"Your servant" he replied with a bow, "But first.." smiled, taking her by the hips and sitting on the table, ".. I think I'll kiss you" said taking her face in hands and kissing gently, Y/N ran hands through his hair, drawing it closer,

"You distract me sir.. I have a lot of things to do.." she whispered trying to stay clear,

"I beg your pardon ..." Tom answered putting her back to her feet, "... I'll be good, where do you want to start?"

"..Yes .. cut the vegetables into big pieces" Y/N said passing the knife before putting the sauce on and kneading the house smelled of food within an hour, the roast was browning in the oven and the lasagna they were only to cook the woman dedicated herself to the cake under the watchful eye of Tom who had sat down to study the script so as not to distract her too much,

"Thomas, can you get me a cake tin, please?" asked, gesturing to the top shelf, the man smiled and handed her the container and took the opportunity to kiss,

"When I watched you cook at Rice I often wondered what it meant to have someone preparing to eat with so much love here," said, squeezing her, "It's better than I imagined it," Y/N shook him excitedly,

"I love you" whispered in his arms, "Let's bake this wonder and relax before organizing the room",

the man took a bottle and they sat on the sofa, the woman wanted to know how it would take place the next day for everything was new she didn't want to risk making gaffes,

"More or less like for the charity evening, only this time you won't put yourself aside to wait" he laughed, "There will be a lot of people, usually the fans gather on these occasions",

"Maybe it's better when we arrive on the radio right now and I'll leave you with your armies " replied Y/N smiling, "Don't misunderstand me but as a fan I wouldn't want to have my idol's girlfriend at my feet,"

Tom looked at her sideways as if he didn't believe her,

"I don't really think about leaving you alone with the radio guys, I'm completely crazy it's too risky!" he laughed looking at her, "No, I don't want you next to me, don't discuss this," concluded seriously, smiled and gave her a shake of his head. , finished the glass and went to remove the cake from the oven, after all she was probably just afraid of the reaction of the people,

"My king, what do you say we prepare and we go to the shower?" she said, returning to the room where the man had preceded her, taking out plates and cutlery,

"You read me in the darling thought," he laughed, spread out the tablecloth and laid it out, the flowers had given served as the centerpiece with the candles beside it, the man's phone rang,

"Hey dude have you already arrived?" asked cheerfully, "..ok meanwhile I send the car to wait for you at the gate" greeted and closed the call, "They arrive in an hour, I warn the driver and I'll join you."

They showered calmly,

"Chris and Elsa stop for the night?" asked Y/N as he dried her hair, it was all day that he was provoking her and would not have resisted even the night without jumping on him,

"If it's not a problem for you, Elsa wants to go shopping before leaving for Madrid," he replied, moving her hair from neck and kissing, "They'll get dressed sooner," he said, smiling in the mirror, the woman staring at Tom's reflection she dressed, he was torturing on purpose she was sure of it now, put on a t-shirt and a pair of jeans and went down, the man went into the kitchen to get a drink put the beer and the wine in an ice bucket and brought it in hall, Y/N checked that the dinner did not burn, was setting the grill when the bell rang, closed the oven and followed the cheerful voices to the dining room where Tom was busy with greetings,

"How can you be more beautiful every time I see you?" Tom was saying embracing Chris's wife,

"Thomas you are the usual gentleman" laughed Elsa. "Where did you hide your beauty?" said, loosening the embrace and looking around, Y/N approached the guests smiling

"Welcome," she said cheerfully, Elsa went to meet her, embracing,

"Chris didn't tell me she was beautiful," said to her husband, "It's a real delight hermana," she laughed,

"It's a pleasure for me too, it's nice to have you here," said Y/N, responding to the hug, put on the tips to greet Chris, "It's a pleasure to see you again",

"Nice to see you dressed Y/N" he whispered, the woman didn't know if he was serious or joking, broke the embrace and turned to Tom who handed her a glass,

"Make the boys your own home," the man said as he greeted Elsa, "I hope you are hungry, Y/N has prepared a lot of food,"

"Speaking of food, I'm going to check that you don't burn everything," said Y/N, getting up and going to the kitchen followed by Elsa

"There is a delicious scent," said, placing her glass on the counter and opening the oven, "Italian cuisine?"

"I didn't want to risk poisoning everyone with recipes I don't know," laughed Y/N taking dishes and cutlery, "I hope you like it"

"I am Spanish at my house. I eat Italian quite often," replied, removing the pan from the oven, "and these lasagna look very good," laughed, helping Y/N to serve,

"How are you in the new life?" Elsa asked, "Sorry I didn't want to be bothered," said looking at her, Y/N smiled,

"I continue to find everything absurd, the people who stop him in the street.." replied Y/N, ".. I found myself slammed on social media without realizing it while we were shopping", they talked for a few minutes she liked Elsa was cheerful and sunny, "It will take time to get used to it, tomorrow we will make the first public release I am really nervous"

"I can only advise you to enjoy it, I can't tell you that I know how you feel, I already had my career and my fans when I met Chris but it was still strange when we came out into the open" Elsa laughed giving her a nudge with shoulder, Y/N replied laughing

"What should I wear? I have a wardrobe full of things and I have no ideas," the woman asked,

"Put something that makes you feel good, for example at interviews I always wear the same jewels because they make me feel beautiful" Elsa replied, "Everyone has lucky charm" laughed,

"We thought you fell into the oven" Chris's voice made her turn,

"We arrive querido" said Elsa sending him a kiss, the women looked at each other laughing and brought the dinner to the table.

They chatted merrily talking more than anything about work, soon they would leave to continue filming in the studios,

"Did they finish the jobs in the garden in the new house?" asked Tom opening the wine,

"Fortunately yes, the house is now as perfect as Elsa likes it," laughed Chris,

"I didn't expect perfection, but I could use the pool," replied the woman. "You'll spend a lot of time there, I'd like to enjoy the house as much as possible when I come to see you."

"I didn't expect to get out of the bedroom when you're here" he replied slyly kissing her, they were so in love you could see a mile away, Y/N turned to Tom who was staring at him and smiled complicitly

"I hope you have room for dessert," she said, standing up, "Thomas, do you take away the dishes in the meantime?"

"At the orders of Darling," the man replied, kissing her hand as she passed by and reaching her in the kitchen while the woman was turning out the cake, put the plates down and went over and touched her hips,

"Exquisite dinner my queen and the cake looks gorgeous," whispered, kissing her neck,

"Thomas give me raspberries and cream please.." smiled turning and putting hands in the man's back pockets, ".. and could I even have a kiss?", the man smiled at her, taking face in his hands and  kissed her gently

"It's not good to leave guests alone for too long"

"I know," replied the woman, drawing him to her, "They can be without us a couple of minutes,"  coaxed, rubbing head on his neck,

"Looking for trouble, little temptress?" he asked in a deep voice, leaning against her, Y/N meowed a "maybe" before kissing him and leaving,

"Ok I'll do the good, bring the dessert to the table" surrendered taking the plate and returning to the room followed by Tom,

"I haven't eaten this cake in years!" Elsa said enthusiastically, "As a kid she was one of my favorites",

"Do you already know her?" replied Y/N in amazement, she didn't think anyone outside of Italy knew,

"My uncle married an Italian woman, she always made it when we went to visit them, what good memories!",

"You should hear the cinnamon rolls you made at the camp, they were incredible" laughed Chris, "After some nights they put you back into the world" he winked, Y/N laughed nervously did he really think there was something between her and Evans? remembered when he found her in panties in the kitchen and Evans coming out of the shower not exactly dressed, anyone would have misunderstood the situation, finished dinner and moved to the sofa for coffe

"I'll join you right away, I'll call Rice," the woman said, taking the phone, "Hey Lucifer,"  began cheerfully when his friend replied, "Disturbed?"

"Poppy never disturbs, how does the evening proceed?"

"All right, Elsa is fantastic.."

"Mmm if it is true why do you have that tone?" Rice replied with little conviction, Y/N smiled to himself, he knew her so well that there was no need for preamble,

".. Chris.. well he looks at me strange and continues to make jokes about when we met, it seems that he doesn't believe what I feel for Tom .." she said all in one breath, Rice was silent for a second,

"Why do you say so?" he sked, "Even a blind person would see how much you are in love"

"I think I made a bad impression of him when we met on the set.." she began to tell,

"Don't tell me you jumped naked for the captain's camper!" Rise concluded, bursting out laughing

"..I wasn't really naked.. in panties here, he caught me preparing breakfast, Sassy joined us wearing only a towel and kissed me like it was the most natural thing in the world.." she finished telling,

"I understand the problem, the fact that you do not give weight to certain things does not mean that others do not notice them" the friend said seriously, "And anyway you should really stop feeling so at ease when you are at home with strangers or at least first check that the doors are locked” he concluded, the woman would have liked to argue that she was not from a stranger but did not want to touch that key, sooner or later Rice would have understood for himself that Evans was not a threat to their relationship limited herself to greeting his friend and returning to the others, they remained talking until late at night,

"We'd better go to bed tomorrow, we have an intense morning," Tom said, standing up and holding out his hand to Y/N to help, the couples headed upstairs.

"I set the alarm at 7.30" said Tom lying down next to her and drawing to him, "Perfect evening, Elsa adores you but I had no doubts" laughed kissing her head, Y/N smiled tightly at him wanted to talk to about her concerns knew where to start,

"I'm glad dinner was enjoyed, I also like Elsa very much, Italians and Spaniards are alike in character” smiled, “Chris told you about when we met?” she asked while was getting ready, “Tonight's jokes I think I don't like him..” she stopped talking when Tom bursts ridere laughing, “Thomas stop fooling me I'm serious” she said piqued,

"Excuse me darling," he replied, trying to stop, "He told me found you half naked in the kitchen and you ran off to get dressed before he could show up.." paused and the woman stiffened , he knew she was sure of it, ".. don't tell me you're worried because he saw you kissing the captain?!" he stepped away from her to stare confused, "It would be absurd, as if you were having trouble kissing Sammy, I know you Y/N and I love you for what you are" stroked her face, "Or was that kiss something more?" he concluded looking at her seriously, now she was confused,

"Thomas I love you so much, I'm sorry I raised the question but from us if a woman who is engaged or married kisses a man who is not his partner, he immediately goes to be a slut," she explained, relieved, "Most males are not so evolved from understand the difference" she put on an elbow to look at it better," I left my country, my house and my job just to be with you, this should answer your question ", the man burst out laughing again, took her face in his hands and kissed,

"Chris teased you, when he saw how you reacted to breakfast after my arrival he realized that there was nothing between you and Evans" he smiled, "Now it will be better to rest, Luke is always on time", clasped her to his chest and they fell asleep.