#It's hard to organize that many thoughts

[speuradair]

Ooo… can we do Silco and Jinx with an autistic reader that they found alone and took in under their wing? (found family au)

PLEASE i love these two so much

an absolute ride or die type of found family

they’d be protective of you in general

so if you need any accommodations or extra support, they’re quick to provide it

they both do so naturally and don’t even really think about it

it’s just how they are

jinx takes a more passive approach

she just goes along with what’s happening and is always there to do things with you

queen of parallel play

she just likes being in the same space as you

she would get so excited about your special interests

often gets just as passionate about them as you do

if you’re self conscious about stimming or any other habits you have, you can be sure Jinx will never judge you for it

she has some weird behaviors too yk

she’s your number one supporter

she hasn’t had the best experience with her own biological sibling, so she treasures that sibling dynamic she has with you

she makes you a little sensory space in silco’s office for you to hang out in

lots of pillows, blankets, stim toys, pretty lights

(similar to the tent Isha has)

she loves to hang out in it too

she always seems to know what you’re thinking or trying to get across even if you’re completely nonverbal

has no problem helping you communicate with others who don’t understand as well

silco is more nurturing and directly supportive

very patient and understanding with you

he never hesitates to reassure or support you when you need it

“don’t cry, you’re perfect”

great at leading grounding/calming exercises

keeps stim toys in his desk and in his pocket

just in case you need it

always there if you need help with anything

he can always tell when you’re getting overwhelmed or just worn out, and he’ll make sure to get you away from anything that might be bothering you

he never hesitates to let you escape into his office, letting you hang out in there whenever you need a quiet place to go

has no problem with your sensory space being in his office

he’ll just go about his business with you there, acting like it’s a normal thing

which it is at this point

he likes knowing that you’re content and okay

he’s so proud of you in everything you do

whether it be your amazing talent or just getting through the day

they might not have a lot to give but they’d give you absolutely anything you need

they’re supportive and understanding, and they consider you a part of their family

[flamemons]

It's alright to scream

I'm screaming too

Why'd you think I do the things I do?

For shadows haunted me like ghosts

So I became what I feared the most

I conduct fear like electricity

A manmade monstrosity

Killer — The Hoosiers

i woke up from a nap with this song stuck in my head and. yea

[noodlewitchery]

everyone focused on the lesbian orgy and big brother rofocale (all incredibly rightfully so) but my barbleah crumbs. sighs loudly

[szaryherbatnik]

oh my god, I have many thoughts on Virgil being cruel to Jericho.

not even theory bcs it was basically confirmed in eom 31, how pazuzu was so insanely intertwined within Virgil's existence. it makes sense to me him being made with the essence of pazuzu and all.

I imagine in those unknown years between bdw and eom that the "essence" of pazuzu got more potent/stronger hence the existence of a third entity.

Largely that essence was what was being so cruel to Jericho rather than zurn's part. In my opinion, they have very different ways of being cruel towards people. I'd say zurn has a 'mightier than thou' thing going on, basically making you feel stupid for opposing him because what he's doing is for the "greater good" no matter who it's hurting in the process.

Meanwhile Pazuzu is very overtly cruel, making you feel isolated and like you have no one else to turn to (how else would he get people to say his name thrice), also see; the visions he gave the BDW party in their first collective vision of him. He presents them with a vision of a disastrous future and tells them the only way to get out of it is to say his name thrice.

also as Virgil gets more lucid and has more opportunities have sentience within Jericho the first few times it definitely feels more threatening than later on where he feels more neutral.

Yeah it def explains a lot!

I'm not fully set on my interpretation of current virgil, current as in post metamorphosis. The sample size is just two small I can't make a fair judgement based on ONE episode (eom come back) but I agree that the types of cruelty do differ.

Virgil has this high and mighty "greater good" "12 steps" ahead thing about him which opposes the chaos of pazuzu BUT just for funsies i want to think that virgil did let go of at least a portion of his personality as a human. I want to think the sudden lack of weight of the apocalypse and his part in it made him slightly more like pazuzu. Maybe a bit more chaotic, more prone to being cruel in the way pazuzu is cruel. It's hard to tell the difference between cruelty coming from words and cruelty coming from demonic powers which might have been, or might not have been controlled by virgil. Especially since 99% of what virgil is saying is told to us by jericho. A hundred years spent with a portion of a demon like that, a hundred years of raum... that messes with your head i bet.

Comparing the way he talks in bdw and eom, eom virgil IS less serious. A bit more uhhhh sassy i guess? And I think parts of it happened organically, through the time virgil spent as a crow demon, through the sheer experience of it, not just because of the fragment of pazuzu within him.

It's so hard to judge virgil's personality without a venn diagram of virgil, raum and pazuzu which ive been asking for for months now. But that's a good thing! That's what I fucking love! I have now consumed all bits and pieces of virgil that exist and still i have many questions, I have no idea how things will go from now on. This is the first time we're seeing virgil without pazuzu by his side and oh i'm so curious.

Then again, when I started bdw I thought I'd see virgil BEFORE he became associated with pazuzu but no. He spent most of his life with a demon on his side, pazuzu said that virgil "lost his humanity a long time ago" and while that makes me want to punch that bird fuck into the abyss, he's kinda right in a way. With virgil's life overshadowed by such a demon, is there even a true virgil to speak of or is there just an existentially dreadful mix of human and demon and whatever else there might be. You might even say virgils life was.....beneath dark wings WHAAAAAAT WHO SAID THAT WHO SAID THAT!!!!

I do absolutely agree that virgil does feel more neutral now, more like the virgil zurn the man we got to know in bdw, and it's not just because of the lack of contrast between him and the party who only viewed him as a threat before, now a possible ally (which imo will come at the cost of jericho being sad i hope he fucking snaps soon). I'm super excited for whatever comes next in eom and i really hope it comes back this year cause i already feel the effects of virgil withdrawal.

I'm ending this long ass post with saying i adore virgil, man or crow or demon and i fucking hope mikey's aware of how fucking cool virgil is. I'm sure he is but gherix knows i'd love to grab him by the shoulders, shake him a bit and say HEY I HOPE YOU KNOW VIRGIL'S AWESOME AND BDW IS AWESOME. Thank you so much for the ask this was so much fun and i hope not so awful to read cause i am slightly feverish <3

[xmoonlitxdreamx]

are there tags specifically for like seeing other ppls ocs and spreading oc art or anything? ig just "original character"....??

[aidenwaites]

A thing about me is if im gonna use a notebook for something it's going to get a Dedicated Notebook for that purpose and which i cannot use for anything else. Which means I have so many notebooks. Five of which are currently actively in use

[essektheylyss]

Debating if I should go harder on the classification snob shaming. I think I will let my rant sit in drafts overnight. Make better decisions in the morning lmao.

[jugsjules]

Tbh if netflix had just paid for a normal trailer ad to show up when I was scrolling tumblr, same as the mobile match three ads or the ai anime boyfriend chatbots, i probably would have barely noticed. But if one piece started trending on its own bc folks were watching it and talking about it being good, I’d probably go “huh, i wasn’t into the anime, but that was more about the art and the pacing, maybe the live action show will suit me better”

Instead, mobile has been oversaturated with the logo and the character tabs and the promoted posts from netflix and the trailer and apparently on desktop people are being harangued by a clown??? So all I see is people going “I am sick of seeing one piece” and all i’m feeling is “i would like to stop seeing one piece” and that’s BEFORE factoring in that the only reason netflix has resorted to marketing like this is bc they are desperate to gain traction in the ongoing strikes and tumblr is enabling them, against the spirit of the striking workers

now to a lot of tumblr users, their association with the one piece live action is “oh yeah that’s the show that kept trying to corner me in an elevator on tumblr during a strike”

I haven’t seen a marketing campaign backfire so completely since the itunes u2 incident tbh

[burnsopale]

Same anon as before! I'm glad the ask was helpful, but I totally share your frustration with Orczy's take. Like... I guess there's an argument that she always meant for him to be a Marquis, since she named him after one, but I just cannot reconcile Chauvelin's character in TSP with how he's written in TEP. This is the same guy who 1.) fervently wanted all aristocrats dead and 2.) was openly fantasising about the Pimpernel's death by guillotine? And now suddenly he's a sensitive noble who's disgusted by having to spend time around the bloodthirsty revolutionaries? The way she describes it as him having "cast his lot" with the Revolution in that bit makes it seem like he doesn't even believe that much in it, and like he's only going after Percy now for his own wounded pride, and it's just... ugh. It doesn't match with him in TSP at all. It's comforting to know I'm not the only one frustrated. But I'm really enjoying your fic writing so far, so if anyone can spin this part of his backstory into something good, I've got faith in you!

Yeah, it's ... it's ... I dunno. I do have to finish Elusive and also probably read TSP again to speak more confidently about this, not to mention that I haven't read Eldorado yet, but ...

Our comfort and our frustration is that Orczy wrote this series over the course of about 40 years, and did not care about continuity, which means that the series is messy in a lot of ways, including characterisation and themes, and you kinda have to pick and choose what you care about. Like, Triumph (1922) and Sir Percy Hits Back (1927) can't even exist on the same timeline, and basically offer the reader two different endings for Chauvelin, so it's a pick-your-own-adventure!

The messiness means that Chauvelin being an aristo is good because

it's an example of an aristo who chose to abandon his title and fight for the cause of the third estate, taking the edge off Orczy's worship of the nobility

it's an example of an evil aristo, also taking the edge off Orczy's worship of the nobility, just from a different angle

But these two things work against each other, and Orczy probably didn't intend either of the effects.

Also it's bad that he's an aristo because giving Chauvlin money and a title reduces the massive power-discrepancy between him and Percy which made Chauvelin somewhat of an underdog and therefore more sympathetic (though he's obviously still very much the bad guy). So we get less representation of the third estate within the recurring cast, but on the other hand, it's less negative representation. All of these things are true at the same time, and my head is spinning.

As for Chauvelin being after the Scarlet Pimpernel for personal revenge, I like that, because it's a classic nemesis-thing, where the villain tends to be personally obsessed with the hero, and it leads to such a tragic and juicy ending for Sir Percy hits back, but I also love that Chauvelin is contrasted to many of his colleagues in that he is genuinely in this for the cause, not for personal power (though he does enjoy it) or for blood-thirst. It makes him a more complex villain. And I think those two things can co-exist and even make each other more interesting, for instance if his personal vendetta makes him lose sight of the cause, only for his obsession with Percy to give Percy the power to shame him into opening his eyes in SPHB. There is potential there.

[rawliverandgoronspice]

the zoras are keeping me from finishing my outline, I don't know how to fit these damn fish with the rest of the story and it's!!!!!! frustrating

[enthesea]

going to put all the albums that came out this year that i like in one big playlist and try to do a top 5 albums of the year list in december

[fakeuwus]

if anyone was wondering i had a super busy weekend so couldnt rlly do much w/ understand but i have a 4 day weekend coming up so ill put out 1 to 2 chapters look forward to it<33

totally not experiencing a mini writer's block and not second guessing where it goes next ...

[all-i-do-is-live-in-daydreams]

Rewatched Thor: The Dark World and wrote notes the entire time. There are a lot more this time I think. So enjoy ig.

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YOOO THE NINTH DOCTOR WASSUP BUDDY

I want to aggressively make out with him (loki) [part 2]

he looks good in chains idk what else to say

he looks particularly good in this movie and he's the main reason I enjoy and tolerate this movie

also THE HAND THING THE HAND THING. will never pass up the opportunity to point out the amazing acting behind loki and frigga and their entire dynamic and everything.

what if i strangle Odin with my bare hands? what then huh? WHAT THEN?

I hate odin with my entire being idc for his reasonings he was a shit father and I hope he went to Hel

loki doesnt talk about thanos (glares at writers) to anyone and let's everyone believe his war on earth was of his own volition. many say it was his pride, but I also think it's because he didnt think anyone would believe him so why bother? and he probably didnt think anyone would care enough either way and he would still end up in a cell

I cant tell but there may be tears in his eyes yet again (loki)

why does the bifrost have to be so long

your respect and gratitude mean nothing eat shit and die old man

the guy she's on a date with is really nice

ERIK 😭😭😭 PUT YOUR PANTS BACK ON WHAT ARE YOU DOING

FUCK YOU ODIN EAT. SHIT. AND. FUCKING DIIIIE. cannot believe he called her a fucking goat. I dont even think he cares about loki having tried to rule earth because it's obvious he carries the same thoughts and feelings that loki presented in the avengers movie. he's no fucking better.

cant even admit that there might be a possibility that the dark elves are alive. I fucking hate him.

the power it took for him force out those words. that lie. he loves his mother sm and it's obvious he regrets his words after by the way he reaches for her, the tears in his eyes after her clone fades away and the look on his face.

I think there's a lot in what frigga says. "youre always so perceptive about everyone, but yourself." this loki didnt go to the TVA but the one that did. this sentence is very true about loki. and it's at the TVA that he for once let's himself be perceptive about himself. lets himself be honest and true about who he is and the reason he does things. the little things ig.

they really dumb down thor in later movies I think

he let out almost everyone but loki. probably a smart move

DONT TAKE THE STAIRS TO THE LEFT

heimdall hoofing it man. he's fucking awesome I love him

what were you saying oh great Odin allfather about the dark elves being dead??

frigga is so powerful and amazing I love her

FRIGGGGGAAAAAAA NOOOO 😭😭😭

cant believe they didnt even allow loki to go to her funeral it's so fucked up

they just had a fucking guard tell him. neither thor nor odin could march their fucking asses down there and do it themselves? I wouldn't recommend odin but come the fuck on HIS MOTHER DIED

odin is so fucking arrogant can he fucking die already

heimdall you've committed treason so many times I've lost count

loki makes me so fucking sad

thor really pisses me off sometimes. he questioned loki once about everything in the avengers movie and then he just completely disregards that ever again. he barely tried to help loki or understand anything at all going on with him. he acts like he really truly tried but he really truly fucking didnt and it pisses me off that he acts that way.

I really am a loki apologist. I forget how much until I watch these fucking movies. loki deserved fucking better and I will always stand by that

loki 😭 I love his little shenanigans

can loki not summon a weapon from one of his little pocket dimensions

I love the little smirk on his face after jane punches him. also i love his voice like it's just. very attractive.

they really are siblings. these are the most sibling interactions ever.

FUNCKING JUST PUSHED HIM RIGHT OUT BET HE WAS DYING TO DO TAHT THE ENTIRE TIME LOKI WAS PESTERING HIM

loki looks so excited I just know this is all fun for him ALSO THE LITTLE TADAAA I LOVE HIM

"I wish I could trust you." and then the look Loki's face. my heart breaks into a million little pieces as I've found Loki easily does to me. and then his "You can trust my rage." I believe that's in regards to the murderous rage in him against the elves for murdering his mother. but there's always more than that.

I love watching loki fight

do we think loki believed he was actually going to die? i think he did and that he meant each I'm sorry as he thought it would be his last chance to say so. and he really didnt do this for Odin. obviously. he may have his problems with thor but he loves his brother. and his mother. he did it for them.

and there's loki waltzing off as an asgardian guard. giving news of his "death" to odin. bet he was curious how he would react.

is that the dude from the witcher?? the guy yennefer dated briefly ??

I'm bored now. not enough loki 😒

now at this point we know this is loki and not actually odin. these words are loki's and they mean so much more coming from him. I also find it funny how menacing they had left it off with him on the throne and when we come back to it he's writing plays about himself and indulging in wine and theater built a statue of himself etc,. etc,. I think despite his unseriousness he was being a better king than odin i mean everyone seemed pretty happy the only complaints if i remember were from outside of asgard.

sif and the big red headed guy (I cant remember his name I'm sorry) are obviously bringing the other stone here upon king's orders. loki's orders. because loki knows thanos is out there looking for them and possibly even him. keeping both in the same place would make it that much easier for thanos. I love the little things. I really do.

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[haewangsong]

spiderverse spoilers

miguel is wrong but its okay being proven wrong is a way for him to heal

[woolying]

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[resterberg]

exactlyyyyyyyyy, dean being gay explains everything about him (especially rory and lyndsey. why are we getting married out of high school?? why was he 1000% a virgin when they got married?? why did he then have the affair with rory when that was unfulfilling to him?? why did he then break up with rory after alllll of that? when he saw her with attractive men?? sometimes a man hurts every woman in his life because his true soulmate is a man etc etc) it started as a crack theory for me that was an inside joke when i watched the show but now its real to me (and he def crushed on max)

YOU GET IT!!!!!!!!!!! the lindsay stuff in particular is so undeniably the actions of a closeted homosexual who's DEEP deep in denial ..... but literally everything that boy has ever done is queercoded as hell IDGAF! i could defend a dissertation abt this i have so many thoughts abt Him ...... flopping around on the floor like a fish