#It feels so silly to be this earnest
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One time he said 'finger of speech' and I snorted milk out of my nose laughing. We have a three-inch metal dog called Fango who lives on the kitchen table. There's a distinction between 'my notebooks' (practicing mandarin) and 'his notebooks' (translating game language) in the living room. Once I doodled a creature on a torn corner of a notepad and it took him six months to find it. We used to say 'turning turtle' for 'going to bed' and I've no idea why. My best prank to date was kidnapping his shoes. He reminds me every Friday that it was Thursday, yesterday. One time he kissed my forehead and I couldn't stop grinning for ten minutes straight (he was almost-all-the-way-asleep) (It was last month) (I'm still grinning).
Nine years ago today we met on a bus. I asked him, 'who are you?' and I think I have an answer. He's this man who makes me snort milk out of my nose for laughing so hard.
#Robin writes about love#I can't help it. I can't#It SQUEEZES out of me absolutely helplessly#It feels so silly to be this earnest#but it is the god damned truth
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thinking about what's new scooby doo fred in particular on this fine evening. he's the most 'just some guy' of all time. he likes sports but not the ones you would expect (ice hockey and wrestling). he lives with and COOKS FOR shaggy and scooby. he adores his van. he's easily embarrassed by his parents but cares so deeply about them and goes Dead Serious when they're in danger. he's such a big elvis fan that he went to a fantasy elvis camp. he almost died twice, and on both occasions scooby single-handedly saved his life. he's sad that he doesn't have a catchphrase. he refers to the rest of the gang as his family. he's easily distressed when others say his lines/come up with plans/drive the mystery machine because he's autistic and needs his routine. he panicked when fake-dating daphne as bait for a monster and ended up extensively rambling about his hayfever. he turned into a vampire that one time. he stood up and did a live trap demonstration in the middle of an interview because he cannot sit still for even five minutes. he has such a goofy way of expressing himself that velma and daphne refer to it as "fred speak" and need to translate it for others. he will throw his entire body at a monster if it causes his friends the slightest harm. he thinks he's above the laws of physics. he's never had ownership of the communal mystery inc braincell ever, in his life. and most importantly of all, HE CAN BENCH PRESS 220
#everything here is 100% canon aside from the bit about autism ahaha#that's just my headcanon because this was pre-mystery inc#but i 100% see this version of fred as autistic and maybe adhd too#he's so underrated i feel - mystery inc fred is incredible and deserves all the love he gets#but wnsd fred is so earnest and silly and charming and makes up an equally large part of why i love fred so much overall :)#ok this is a lot of words i will stop now kgfdghgfh#scooby doo#what's new scooby doo#fred jones#fred scooby doo#nem misc posts :]#scooby doo and nemmet too!
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raised the exposure/brightness to see crowley’s eyes better and–oh. OH.
this bitch is in LOVE
#u know in movies where someone comes down the stairs all done up for a dance or something#and their date is there at the bottom of the stairs waiting and the turn around all exasperated#that’s what this looks like to me#even tho he’s definitely looking at aziraphale in his silly magician outfit#this look just feels so EARNEST oh my god#thoughts#go2 spoilers#crowley#good omens
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#no face journeys.png#i love his crisp white shirts. i love how he cannot hide a single expression when he's talking to denny. i love his big unblinking eyes#james spader#alan shore#boston legal#*#ok let's be silly for a minute. take my hand follow me#going on a date with alan and he sticks a few quarters in the jukebox#and asks you to dance and it's burt bacharach. i'll never fall in love again.mp3#which is so cloying and self-pitying in a sort of lighthearted way he can pretend he's kidding. he can pretend he isn't serious#but I see through you alan middlename shore I know you are so earnest it hurts. I know you hurt and you can't mock your own pain forever#rubbing your thumb against his back. burying your smile in his chest when the next song is paul anka. put your head on my shoouuuulllllderr#so saccharine your teeth hurt. but it's true you love him and it feels the way all the old songs said it would.....#it feels like julie london and the commodores and barry manilow and sam cooke... feels just like bitseybloom's playlist ;)#um. anyway. I just wanna dance with him for a while
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laura yokozawa paella song (meant to be watched with sound on)
Peace and love ✌️💕
#feeling silly. whimsical even#i doodled while listening to this song wanted it to move#i really like the little guys in this video and i wanted to try and get that energy#hoes hate my unadulterated desire to be wholeheartedly joyful and earnest#this took me like 8 hours but i did it for fun :>#im stoopid anyway bye 💕💕#splatoon#big man#shiver#frye#they want a good paella so bad..#my doods#vids
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love how the older skaters in the senior division give Yurio encouragement and that each time it pisses Yurio off. JJ is intentionally condescending so that makes sense, but with Viktor and Yuuri they're not even being condescending. Yurio's just dialed in on being a hater... and i love that for him <3
#'plot twist i LOBV you' -Yuuri#'i am going to skin you alive' -Yurio#yuri on ice#sometimes he is a teenager#he's got so much fury in his tiny body. and yet he is also just an earnest lad. i find him sooo funny silly#which he would hate me for!!#I recall a meta post about Otabek being the first one to verbally recognize how hard Yurio devotes himself to skate and I really dig that#like I think Yurio's frustration is justifiably rooted in how little others take him seriously despite his life-consuming dedication#I DO think he is over the top and i enjoy this; for it is entertaining.#but i also think his feelings are genuine and he is a complex little guy.#i'm thinking of him sharing his grandpa's food with Yuuri and being emotionally vulnerable with him at the waterfall#Yurio is a hater on his opponents (and Viktor) but I think on some level he recognizes the genuine care Yuuri+Viktor show him#I think Yurio doesn't understand how they can be encouraging to him while also taking him seriously#Cuz Yurio is so wary of his elders dismissing him#so older skaters being friendly translates in his head as 'they dont think i can beat them / they dont see me as an equal'#But I think when these relationships are removed from that competitive atmosphere Yurio DOES see how they care and he appreciates it.#It would be so sweet to see an older Yurio reflect on this time and realize that Viktor + Yuuri + others DID take him seriously#and just because they were fond of him it doesnt mean they didnt appreciate his talent.#tbh being a young athlete must be such a mindfuck and idk how these bitches do it. send tweet#yuri plisetsky#yoi meta#queue#my words#AWW right after writng this i watched the part where Yurio starts yelling encouragement to Yuuri#who internally tells himself 'i got more stamina than that fuckin Yurio mf' (paraphrasing lol)#they switched love languages <3 cheerleader & hater role reversal
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Today I was so brave that I showed my animation meme WIP to my animation professor. I felt so cringe but now I feel so free LOL he was super nice about it and gave me a lot of good pointers, hopefully I'll get this finished this year. :')
since it's still Munday I can ramble about this, and since the animation is about Capital I can post this here specifically
#ooctag#munday#I just feel so brave LMAO I struggle so much with showing people my stuff cos I feel so cringe and silly#esp animations... esp something like an animation meme that's taking me years to finish#I just feel a bit proud of myself is all#hopefully this means I get to finish it soon... working on it week by week will probably help so aaaaa#idk why it's so hard having fun and being earnest with one's passions. I feel so cringe all the time when I do stuff for fun#I feel like I have to be a tryhard and do serious stuff only and only put out my best stuff. I feel so weird even posting sketches#I need to remember to do silly experimental stuff again and weird abstract art and just silly interactions with my ocs...#not everything has to be the best thing ever yknow? sometimes things can just be#anyway I'm done rambling in the tags
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and just.... trent's little 'woof'........ will never ever ever ever ever be over this. ever. and every single time this happens i want to combust (positive) but especially that one tiny little woof. almost self conscious in how quiet it is, kinda small, but also deeply sincere and goofy. just this adorable helpless little Woof like he can't quite bring himself to join in properly in case he isn't welcome but also can't quite resist. the little smile after. someone kiss that man immediately
#like. trent getting to a place where he feels safe enough to be open and silly#to BE a dork and be goofy and do silly things like Woof Like A Dog Around Other Grown Adults#and know he won't be made fun of know that this is an entirely earnest and kind and sincere community that are embracing him#and that he isn't alone in the goofiness and sincerity either#like. fuck. that quote from james lance#from the same fucking. longer quote with the trent thinking he's unlovable#something about--im still too sick to pull up the quote rn sue me--but sometihng about like#trent never feeling like he could be himself but now he can like. be the sweetheart he really is/always has been inside#like yeah!! yeah !!!! he's a dork and a sweetheart and now he can show it and the epitome of this is in his goofy adorable little woof#(and the our dork scene. obviously. FUCK)#he's so...................#KISSES HIM KISSES HIM KISSES HIM KISSES H
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,,, little lemmings in line...
#adamandi#needed this. idk. shameless fluff. i. sjdhdjfhfhfhfhf viewing this doodle just makes me happy ok#something silly. i feel like lately i've been a lot more earnest on this blog and it's nice!!#the imagery that the lyrics evoke.... goes so hard actually. consider this maybe an outtake of the last 'where can i run' thingy#yes i get the whole lemmings off a cliff thing but also i think taking it at face value would be cute therefore this#since basically they refer to the rest of the students as lemmings.. he's human in this one i guess.#quincent thoughts. many many. but also i have been maybe avoiding engaging with quincy on a more intense level? until i am in a better#mental state to do so. because the whole academic perfection and self harm is a Thing i would like to engage with Properly without spirals#yay on me for being healthy about media! not normal and never normal. but healthy is good i guess#... hm. family is being iffy lately because you're supposed to have good acads And not stressed but i refuse to feel guilty anymore.#after this period i'll go bonkers over him and in the meantime unfortunately they won't feature as much in the content.. :<#anyways. fun fact about lemmings is that it's not necessarily a derogatory blindly leaping to deaths thing when it comes to the actual ones#like that's the phrasing and connotation right. but apparently it's more of they leap off cliff into water below or smth to migrate and onl#the rare few die (skill issue??um) and apparently the whole association was propagated by some documentary wildlife drama thing that kind o#.... hastened the chasing of the poor things off the cliff and filmed it. a bit messed up. and like i guess what a nice metaphor for the#academic context here? or a different one at least. where only a few die so they keep doing it but also for the Average lemming following#following the system is not inherently bad.. maybe i'm projecting.#anyways peep the tiny character shorthands now.. ambrose has the jacket/ bea has the hat and gloves with strings: portia has the bow on hea#quincy has the bowtie and glasses /(beatrix also has glasses. i forgot about those until i was drawing quincy's.)#'avvy why are they standing up' you ask? because four legs looked weird with ambrose's jacket. 'why did you give lemmings glasses?' ummmmm#i guess recognisability? don't look too much into it#outtakes of this include vincent standing in a circle of lemmings. it's badly drawn and frankly hilarious because they're all tiny and#below the knee.#'avvy these don't look like realistic lemmings' you are very right. i am sorry. i looked for a crowd of lemmings on google images and all i#found were political cartoons... i Can draw animals technically i swear#anyways! emotional support adamandi doodle out. going to start work now!#oh i forgot to tag the characters... hm... i guess i'll leave out the lemmings..#?#vincent aurelius lin#.
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every time i get an ao3 comment on a horror fic along the lines of “jesus fucking christ. this is so vile what the FUCK what the FUCKING FUCK THIS IS SO FUCKED UP” i hug my laptop to my chest and kick my feet and roll around in bed giggling like a schoolgirl who just got a love letter from her crush. omg you got physically nauseous.....? eeee
#THESE SENTIMENTS KEEP ME GOING#'cause i already know i'm funny and good at capturing Big Feelings#and i love comments about how much various funny or silly or earnest stories mean to people#but ooh god i've been repressing a lot of Horror Shit for a long time.#bc it's ugly and gross and makes people feel bad who wants to read THAT#and have only pretty recently started to shed these feelings n been like. nah i'll be honest actually#like i'll tag everything appropriately and i'll accept that engagement will b a lot lower bc no one wants to read That Shit#but i'll be honest.#so it's like. the strangest form of validation to have people be like#yeah actually this is fucking horrible and DOES feel bad and you DID convey that effectively#i'm like. thank u so much!! i wasn't sure i had the skill or the practice to do that!!!!#if youve left one of these comments (or MULTIPLE comments) on my stuff in the past few days pls know i see you and i love you#i'm WAY behind on comment replies on ao3 because of The Problems but im gonna get to 'em. in the meantime. i love u.#autoimmune tag#<-since the feelings mostly. come from this
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I say this in the most loving way possible, how the fuck can you write the most expressive and magical tags ever?? How do you have the mental energy to form words? 50% I can only say "nice post op". You inspire me to spread positivity to everyone but I literally can't be this positive and kind all the time. Just want to send you love and know that I appreciate you <3
HKJGH AW RED!! :'] <3 it does take a lot of energy, i understand :'0 i keep a lot of cool art in my tumblr drafts. the art stays in there until i have energy to type all my thoughts out. a lot of things stay stuck in there… i try to make sure art from my friends get out soon though :0 don't feel bad if you can't type a lot!! anything you can manage is okay! no one can be positive and kind all the time, and that's normal! just do what you can. i promise it's enough. (<- these are things i need to remind myself too <3)
a lot of it is literally just me needing to scream hkjfh, i have a lot of thoughts and i love sharing them always. i love rambling, can you tell? (<- joke) also i have a lot of love to give and i love artists and their creations. like WOW someone made a thing!! and they wanted to share it with the world!! AND I GET TO SEE IT!!! i GOTTA tell them i enjoy it!!!!!
it's also my empathy acting up because im also an artist!! and he's like "hey!! you love people writing nice tags on *your* art!! imagine if you were this artist, wouldn't you be happy to see someone tagging it with nice things? :)!" and im like yeah!! if this makes me happy, i should make other people happy too :3
ANYWAY I APPRECIATE YOU TOO RED YOU'RE DEAR TO ME!! SENDING LOVE BACK!!!! <33
#my conceptualization and my empathy handshake WE GOTTA COMPLIMENT ALL THE ARTISTS IMMEDIATELY!!!#i used to take art classes and we were taught how to do art critiques? so i use a lot of that terminology too but only the compliments part#i don't remember much from those anymore but you'll see a lot of my tags talk about ''wow i love the warm colors you used here!''#''the poses are so dynamic!'' ''what an interesting composition!'' ''really good use of texture!'' <- it's basically habit now#talk about what you notice! talk about details you like! talk about how it made you feel! (<- did you laugh? smile? cry?)#truly sometimes i just write ''this made me feel indescribable emotions'' and thats cool too hkjhg <33 also uh. scream a lot?? :']#''WAAAAUHGKJH!!!'' <- very common in my tags hgkjh <3 i know it's hard a lot of the times though!! words are DIFFICULT... we try our best!!#it helps when its a character i know too lmao you'll see me YELL SO MUCH about a post with volition in it bro i will not shut up jhkjdh <3#or when theres a lot of things happening in a scene to comment on! like if theres a lot of characters or its a comic!#THAT'S MORE THINGS TO COMPLIMENT BABEY!! B) i just like supporting artists. we're all creating such cool things to show to each other :]!!#my whole fuckin goal on earth is to be kind and silly and loving and earnest so!! im trying my best hkjhg <3#volta transmissions#esprit: Red
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before i go to bed let me just say that james hathaway is definitely a stealth-comic book reader and fantasy genre enjoyer but the bitch is so stealthy i missed it in my first two watches of the show.
it's both there in the allegory of love, though, where he makes a comic book reference to robbie and gives hayden the 16 y/o off the cuff advice on his fantasy figurine battle set up.
which, fine, in isolation may not mean much but he then also knows exactly what comic book silas is reading in fearful symmetry down to the specific plot arc in the issue silas is on.
yes the joke is he is too well read for his own good and remembers everything but that's too much for a casual enjoyer who maybe looked at a comic once to recall.
#itv lewis#inspector lewis#james hathaway#also that he knows/likes e.g. l.ewis carroll cs l.ewis and so on is so established its a given#but with comics id like to imagine that maybe#in his youth when he was going thru a tough time/struggling with depression#comic books gave him an out#and maybe even then he was already invested in religion/too smart for his own good#so he thought he should be above it#even at say 14#but he still liked it and read it though#and maybe as an adult he can't bring himself to read them in earnest#(it feels too silly)#but maybe he keeps a few issues still in a box somewhere#and will take them out in the most sleepless nights when he is the most sentimental and weak#UGH but also GOD i want to write a youth counsellor!james au#bc he really would be so good at it#relating to all these teenagers
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finished my 100% replay of mm!! went through 14 cycles because i messed up with timing on some quests but i’ll incorporate that into link’s canon, why not. ~42 days altogether, 85% of them spent with little to no sleep just working and getting to know everyone and adding some more Identity Issues on top of the ones gained from hyrule…sweet more than bitter ending though, i can’t believe how much i missed this game 😭😭
#for its overall tone and overarching themes this game was so earnest about kindnesses and happiness#and it was so silly (affectionate) at times i love this game so MUCH aughhh#got very attached to termin.ians again. so did li.nk ofc but#goodbye is inevitable. for him — that’s how he feels it must be :’)#still searching for his friend too! still searching….#but hey i have a better idea of his inventory and everything again now so! i really! hope to get smth cranked out here today!#people waiting on tooth.less you’re the mvps skwjdkdk#hope you’re having a good day! be seeing you folks!!#(it’s a weekend though so i’ll most likely be with the missus. here’s to hoping anyway!)#* lionheart / study.#* intermission / ooc.
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goddamnit. am i actually having a sexuality epiphany because i'm recognizing myself in a fictional cringefail vampire man. you gotta be kidding me
#in my defense being both on the ace spectrum AND hypersexual is a bit of a confusing thing to experience#maybe i'll feel different abt it later but for rn i think that explains a LOT#for real this explains why i don't care about sex 90% of the time but when i do it's like going 0 to 100 in .2 seconds#oh my god. oh my fucking god i used to think gray asexuality was silly bc 'everyone feels that way' oh my GOD i'm a fucking idiot#head in hands bro. cannot believe i was that fucking stupid as a teenager. i was THAT CLOSE to getting it 😮💨#i should talk to my therapist abt this... i haven't talked to anyone abt my hypersexuality ever bc its such a stigmatized symptom but damn#i'm not gonna blame my bipolar for this or anything but damn did it make this possible answer SO much more obscured in my mind#like... damn. i feel so flabbergasted by this#i keep saying damn in the tags. dude this revelation has rendered me without the proper words to convey my emotions.........#i'm gonna be fine but rn i feel all kinds of off kilter from this realization. and i'm still doubting it even so! but it would make SO much#sense!!!!!! ugh i haven't questioned any aspect of my sexuality in earnest in years i genuinely forgot how much it sucks#like yeah there's relief maybe? but also just confusion and annoyance abt my past blindness#god. this is a huge tag ramble i think i'm gonna stop talking now#len speaks
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Confession 4... this isnt about the game, moreso the community, but. there was nothing exactly wrong with the 'fandom' (i hate using that word so much but its whatever) around 2018-2919 but the way people were put up on pedestals and just. idk. everything about it made you want to leave. multiple of my mutuals ive lost contact with cause they said they didnt want to stay in the fandom anymore, so they either left to another website or just.. disappeared. entirely. no trace left behind. and after i while i 'left' too, just by stopping my posting about the game and not lookign at fanart anymore cause.. idk man it was weird. the thing that sucks though is that i LOVE this game but im afraid to go back into the fandom even though its been so long. i just wanna share thoughts about the little alien kids..
#hat confession#I greatly sympathize anon. This sort of convoluted fan community structure would easily alienate anyone.#I personally joined hat tumblr pretty late in so I don't have much memory of how it used to be but i definitely recognize what you speak of#I've been frequenting the main tags since 2020 and I'd say in 2023 the main posters are the opposite of clique-y.#I think the pedestals were mainly caused by a divide between those who actively post various artworks#and those who reserve theirselves to purely interacting and creating fanblog specific fanbases.#Nowadays I think theres much more people of the 'poster' subset than there are those who engage with them#hence why the community feel barely alive and disjointed.#I think your best bet is to create a sideblog and maintag every little unserious post you make.#The main tags belong to you as much to you as they do to anybody else. Go stupid go crazy go earnest go silly go sincere#a hat in time#ahit
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downloaded sea of stars bc it's free on ps plus and it's just so charming i love it
#evan plays sea of stars#its' very silly and earnest but in like#a good way#it never feels self deprecating or on the other hand overly childish#it kind of reminds me of botw actually#in terms of vibes#i'm really enjoying it even tho it isn't normally my style of game#its' just so cute#and the music is nice
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