#Implied Alucard x Integra

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I corrected my poor grammar mistakes because they drove me nuts.

What would Integra do if a vampire subordinate of nine years wanted to leave instead of stew in, or wrestle with, their jealousy over Integra having Alucard's heart? They fell in love with Alucard four years before he came back, and the year after he returns they want to leave or be restationed to work away from Alucard to respect their pining for one other without being in the way because they see the writing on the wall and understand how they feel about one other to the point they know Alucard would feel the full impact of Integra's passing after she's gone.

Im a bit confused.

Do you mean that person joined the Hellsing Organisation when they were nine, or does it mean they were there for nine years?

And how did they fell in love with a man who was absent? I mean…. it’s not impossible, but seems a bit unlikely.

[ahomeformystories]

A Stolen Moment Pt. 2

Finally, a follow up to A Stolen Moment!

I’ve had this sitting in my notebook for a while and decided to type it up and post it.

Summary: Implied reader x Alucard. The reader shares what’s bothering them the night before they go to war. First person POV

Word count: ~950 words

Again any feedback or comments would be appreciated :) 

Link to Part 1

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When the shadows receded, I found that we were now standing on the roof of the east wing one of the tallest parts of the house. Funny because from here, I could actually make out the room where we just had our meeting a few minutes ago. I turned to Alucard and found his red eyes focused on me. His gaze taking in every change in my expression and my every movement. I looked down and realized I was still holding onto him but decided to distance myself before saying what was truly bothering me.

"This war, I --" I started then stopped.  I took a deep breath and looked up at the moon. "I hate that millions of innocent people are going to die tomorrow and there's nothing we can do to stop it. I hate the destruction that will raze buildings and destroy so much of this." I made a sweeping gesture referencing to the estate, the garden and everything beyond. "Obviously, I've never actively participated in a war." I laughed at myself. "But I don't understand why you have to be the center of it. And I hate --" I took another shuddering breath.  "That he, they, whatever, are coming for you and I don't know how to make sure you survive." I finally turned to look at him then. I watched the unnatural way his hair flowed around his face, the way the wind pushed and pulled at the edges of his long cloak and then at the smile that began to form on his face. For what it was worth, I committed it all to memory.

"You do not live as long as I do without making enemies and the Major and I have business to settle." Alucard began. "As for the war, well -" he simply shrugged. "The bells of war have been ringing ever since the moment we learned of Millennium. Nothing will change what is to come. I have lived through over 500 years of war and conflict but the upcoming bloodshed still makes me tingle with excitement. I can almost taste the blood on my tongue." His smile turned into a wicked grin and Alucard licked his lips in delight and anticipation. This was one of the reasons I needed to step away and distance myself from the overflowing bloodlust that started to turn the moon red. "The loss of life is inevitable and as long as my orders are to Search and Destroy, then that is what I shall do."

That too, was something I could not change. 

"But you are more afraid for me than of the actual horrors you will face tomorrow." He finally seemed to take in what I was trying to say after getting some of the bloodlust out of his system. The moon also started to return to being white. 

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Seras found Integra making a few last minute calls for the meeting with the council tomorrow. Before Seras was able to speak, her gaze snagged upon 2 figures standing on the rooftop of the Hellsing estate. "Is that?..." Seras stepped towards the large window. Integra swiveled her chair to see what Seras was looking at. "It seems there is some business your master needs to sort out after all." Integra took a long drag from her cigarette. Seras couldn't help but blush at the mental picture that surfaced from her encounter with them earlier. "I never imagined Master would..." Seras let her sentence trail off. "Alucard is capable of many things. Love, apparently, is one of them" Integra swiveled her chair to face the desk once more. ~~

"Everything the Major has done so far -- the experiments, the records. He would not be getting into this war without having thought of a way to finally end this." I was fully facing him now, taking in this monster that stood before me, illuminated by the moonlight. I would not cry. No. But my instinct told me that tomorrow would not end well.

Alucard did not reply. Instead, he held out a gloved hand and said "Come here" I sighed, not sure of his intention or the point he was trying to prove but I stepped towards him anyway. I placed my hand in his and felt a gentle pull that led me straight into his arms. He spoke softly then. Our faces close. My hand resting on his coat.

"You know how many lives I've devoured. I will not fall so easily." "But I do not know if --" he silenced me with a finger to my lips. "If I fall tomorrow, it will be to a human for only a human can defeat a monster. Whatever happens, you will know where to find me." I would have laughed if I could have managed it. "Yes. I'll just follow where most of the shooting is aimed at and the river of blood." My fingers gently rested on the sides of his face, wanting to hold onto this for a moment longer. There was nothing I could do. I knew that and so the sigh I let out was one of defeat. There was nothing else to say, nothing else to do but face the war that was coming straight to our doorstep.

"Have you made peace with the future and the unknown?" Alucard asked. I nodded. "Good" I was pulled closer and the shadows began to close in on us once again. Instead of feeling the wind pushing behind me, I felt the tips of Alucard's hair tickle the back of my neck and the unmistakable smell of gunpowder and iron also became more potent. I didn't close my eyes, not as the darkness consumed us and pulled us into the depths of the Hellsing estate. 

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[duhragonball]

Hellsing Liveblog Ch. 2-3

Chapter 2 is a flashback to the origin of Sir Integra Hellsing.   As established in Chapter 1, the Hellsing Organization is a secret anti-Halloween-monster task force.   From what I’ve been able to tell, they have a small army of guys and they all live and train in a big mansion, and the Hellsing family runs the whole show.   It’s sort of like the X-Men except they actually do cool shit and you only have to keep track of four or five characters.   

It’s implied throughout this manga that the Hellsing Family is descended from Abraham Van Helsing, the vampire hunter seen in Bram Stoker’s novel, Dracula.    Shoot, I just remembered I wanted to read the novel so I’d know what this manga was referencing, but it’s too late, I’ll just have to do that later.   I’ve been meaning to read the Great Gatsby for several years, too, and I just never get around to it.   

On the other hand, Integra claimed that her family had been at this since “ancient times”, suggesting that they predate the events of the Dracula novel.  If Abraham Van Helsing was part of their line, then he may have only been carrying on a tradition instead of founding a new one.   I think the conceit of Hellsing is that it regards the Dracula novel as part of its canon.   That is, in this fictional world, the events in the novel really happened, more or less.    I don’t know if that means the novel exists in this world or not.

Whatever the case, it was Arthur Hellsing running the organization up until 1989, when he suddenly took ill.   On his deathbed, he named his daughter as his successor, and asked his brother Richard to help her run things, since Integra was like, twelve, at the time.

Instead, Richard waited three days and staged a coup, forcing Li’l Integra to hide in the ventilation ducts.   He has to act quickly, and kill her before the whole staff finds out what he’s up to, but if he can kill her, he’ll assume control and be set for life.    I’m not really sure what Richard wants out of this.    Maybe he just really wants to run the family business, or maybe he wants to shut the whole thing down and just be a wealthy nobleman without all the monsters.   Anyway, the search for Integra leads to the “underground sector”, which hasn’t been used in over twenty years, so I guess 1969 is about when it was shut down?    It houses a dark arts lab, a library, speciment room, torture chamber, dissecting room, and a dungeon.   That last one tips Richard off, because before he died, Arthur told her that she could find something that would protect her.  

But all she finds inside is a corpse, and then Richard and his goons show up shortly after.   He plans to kill her slowly to punish her for wasting his time, but when he shoots he in the arm, some of the blood splashes on the corpse, and then it comes to life.

Just like Frosty the Snowman, only horrifying.   Richard tries to kill it, which seems pretty stupid, considering how they thought it was dead a minute ago.   That goes about as well as you’d expect, and after slaughtering the goons and taking Richard’s arm, the corpse kneels before Integra and addresses her as “Master.”

Richard apparently knew nothing of this, but the corpse seems to recognize him, at least as far as a Hellsing who’s not fit to head the family.  As Integra shoots Richard dead, the corpse introduces himself as Alucard, the name her family has always called him.  

One thing I find interesting here is that I could have sworn the Hellsing Ultimate anime established that Richard had poisoned Arthur, presumably thinking he would have a clear shot at the inheritance.   But it’s never mentioned here.   Maybe this was something they added in, because honestly, it just makes too much sense.  The implication of this flashback is that there are certain secrets in the Hellsing Family that only got passed down from parent to child.    Arthur and Richard’s father must have known about Alucard, and Arthur was likely the one who sealed him up in the basement in the first place, but neither of them said a word about him to Richard.   Maybe if they had, Richard might have thought twice before trying to take over.   Like the Cheddar Priest, he thought he had it all figured out, but he didn’t know what he didn’t know.

Back in the present day, Alucard is on the shooting range with Seras, teaching her how to shoot.   Seras already knows how to fire a gun, but Al wants her to hit targets at greater distances, using The Force a vampiric “third eye.”   He demonstrates by shooting a target one kilometer away, and hitting it perfectly.   For some reason, Integra is reading the paper nearby, and reminiscing about the her first meeting with Alucard ten years ago.   For some reason, she takes umbrage with the idea that she’s not still a “little girl” like she was back then.   Seras even ribs her a bit, which ticks Integra off.   Of course, Seras wouldn’t think Integra’s a “little girl”.   Integra’s a few years older than she is.  

The main point of all of this is that it establishes why Alucard works for Integra, and what they did with Seras after Alucard turned her into a vampire.   One way or another, Seras is just drafted to fight the Vampire Wars, or whatever they call it.   I find this kind of unsatisfying, because the anime didn’t expand on it either.   Seras just wakes up in the mansion, and Integra tosses her a uniform and says “Get dressed, kid, your shift starts in twenty minutes.”

I think Seras wants to work for the Hellsing Organization, partly because she has nowhere else to go, and partly because she admires Alucard and wants to join his cause.    But it’s never established that Seras has a choice in the matter.  It’s implied that Alucard is magically bound to the Hellsing family.    Integra called him “the research” that her “father and the others were doing.”  Like, you can’t just have a vampire work for you, you have to do stuff to him to make him obey.   I don’t think they’re mind-controlling Al per se.  He seems fully aware of what his role is, and he’s totally comfortable in it.   But he’s not just doing this voluntarily, either.    Integra has some sort of power over him, and my assumption is that Seras inherited that same quality when Alucard turned her.   So now she’s bound to Integra’s orders in the same way.  

But there’s a lot of unanswered questions in this.    I would think Alucard would be expressly forbidden from making his own ghouls or vampire broods.   Yet he drank Seras’ blood without any problems.  Maybe he’s allowed to do it if he has permission?    That might be it.    But then he brings her back to Integra, and I assume she has to make the decision to either keep Seras or destroy her.   I mean, Seras is handy to have on the team, sure, but if this was a good idea, why didn’t they have Alucard do this before?   I guess the situation just never came up.  

I think a lot about what might have happened if the Cheddar Priest had turned her into a vampire.    Would she have become loyal to him?  He said she would have free will, but she’s pretty deferential to Alucard, so what’s that about?   And if she had become a vampire and turned against the Priest, would Al have allowed her to live?   He was on a mission to destroy vampires, so I would think he would have shot first and asked questions later.    Well, let’s move on.

Chapter 3 jumps ahead to August 12, so Seras has been with the team for a little over a month now.   A bunch of murders have taken place in Birmingham (England, not Alabama), and this time no one waits around to call in Hellsing, though they are still surprised to find out she’s a woman.     

This time, the culprit is on the move, and Integra deduces that they’re choosing specific households full of “devout Christians” and spacious walls to write “blasphemous anti-Christian messages.”   Since they’re moving along Route 17, Integra has a rough idea of where they’ll strike next.  

I don’t know what the point of the “blasphemous messages” or seemingly ritual killings is supposed to be, since the killers are just this young vampire couple who only seem to be interested in this for immortality and power.   Their goal seems to be to kill thirteen families, and “they’ll” see to it that they get stronger.   I don’t know if this means some other party has put them up to this, or maybe they mean “they” as in all the families they’re killing.   It’s like this is an initiation ritual or something, except we’ve already seen Seras become a vampire, and she didn’t have to do anything like this to seal the deal. 

Then again, maybe the point of this chapter is to demonstrate that vampires take a while to get all their powers.  When Alucard confronts them, he scolds them, not for their string of murders, but for their lack of conviction, and their inability to transform or fight without guns.     So maybe this couple was trying to jumpstart the process by feeding on several dozen people in a short span of time.    But Al seems to think that isn’t how it works.    I don’t fully understand his moral code, but he doesn’t seem to object to vampires on principle.   Being a vampire is fine with him, so long as you have a purpose to it.   If you’re only in it for immortality and power, with no other reason, then he doesn’t respect you.   Seras wanted to live, but not necessarily forever, and I think she wanted power, but only enough to fight against evil.   That’s what sets her apart in Alucard’s eyes. 

So he kills the boy, but the girl escapes out the window, but Alucard already had that move scouted.

I’m not sure who’s saying “No!” here.   Maybe the girl vampire running down the road.   Anyway, Alucard put Seras on the roof of the house before he went inside, just in case anyone tried to make a break for it.   So all she has to do is shoot down the runner before she’s out of range.  Except she’s 600 meters away, it’s night time, and Seras doesn’t have a scope for her gun.   But Al reminds her to use her “third eye” and it works.  

After it’s over, Seras realizes that she didn’t even feel the recoil of the gun, and she can see in the dark with no trouble at all.   She wonders what’s happening to her, but that seems like a dumb question to ask one month after turning into a vampire.    I’m guessing the first few weeks of it didn’t feel all that different to her, and she probably knew she’d get stronger and better at shooting guns, but now that it’s actually happening it feels a lot stranger than she expected it to be.   In the anime, Seras also points out that she can hear Alucard talking to her in her mind, which is also weird, but I guess she’s got plenty of other weird stuff to process now.

Back at the base, Integra considers the recent increase in vampire attacks.   They’re all jobbers, like this couple Al and Seras killed, and none of them have any particular agenda, except to kill people.    She begins to wonder if someone’s making all these vampires just to cause trouble.  Hmmm...

So, I don’t want to get too far ahead of myself here, but this foreshadows Milennium quite nicely, but are we saying Milennium made vampires out of that boy and girl?   Were they behind the Cheddar Priest as well?  Also, “two” doesn’t seem like a huge increase in vampire incidents, so I guess there have been some other vampires running around between Chapters 1 and 3.   Oh well. 

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 I do only yandere x reader and maybe yandere x yandere! reader. When it comes to character x yandere! reader ... meh, not really my thing.  

Because some of you have asked about character limits - it is 6 characters per ask (the entirity of the alllies as a rule of thumb).

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[ahomeformystories]

Human Faces

- Was a little inspired after watching the episode when Pip meets Seras for the first time and when Alucard walks out of the wall while they were in the museum.

- Think of it as probably one of those smaller meetings Integra would have to deal with but obviously, it doesn't really fit into the plot unlike the first one I wrote

- Still written in a first person POV with implied Alucard x Reader

- Again, any feedback or comments are welcome! :) 

Word Count: 986

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I stood leaning against the wall at the back of the room watching Integra politely but impatiently listen to the request of the two men. I believe they were asking for some kind of protection in exchange for access to an ancient manuscript or tome that they thought would be useful to us. 

Usually it was Walter who accompanied Integra in meetings like this but he was most likely running a different errand for Integra. Alucard wouldn't and shouldn’t be bothered with these kinds of things and Seras was most likely asleep. 

I didn’t mind getting up before sunset, in fact I actually missed being able to stand under the sun. But now, I could only content myself by watching the sun go down through the large tinted windows behind my current employer’s desk.

Admittedly, I was only half listening to the conversation until one of the men said “I don’t believe in monsters”. That earned a smile from Integra and an eyebrow raise from me. 

“We’ve heard rumours of course but we would like more solid proof of the people you work with and the type of protection you could provide.” The younger and slightly more polite one added. 

Provide? I didn't know if we even agreed to provide them with anything just yet.  I watched as the sun disappeared behind the building facade. Soon, it would be true dark and the realest of us monsters would come out to play. 

“How can you not believe in monsters when there’s been one standing with us in the room the whole time?” Integra simply gestured in my direction and I took that as my cue to step out of the shadows. 

I saw them turn towards the back of the room but their focus did not land on me. Instead, I felt the darkness come alive and a much stronger and less welcoming presence fill the room. 

Damn. 

Apparently, Alucard was awake...and listening so it can as no surprise to me when he stepped out from between the walls. No one could mistake him for being human. The glowing red eyes, almost vicious smile and sharp teeth were the usual characteristics of a monster. But it was the dark aura and foreboding presence that sent chills up their spines that made Alucard undeniably a monster. 

“Good Evening” He drawled. “I heard you wanted to meet a monster”

I decided, what the hell. 

“You wanted to meet one, well he’s the worst one.” I too stepped out of the shadows and took a spot closer to the door. 

The two men looked between me and Alucard, knowing full well what he was but they weren't sure what to make of me. 

“Excuse my language, Miss, but you look very human to me.” The younger one pointed out. 

Fair point. I didn’t have the telling physical characteristics or foreboding aura of Alucard and people -- humans and vampires alike -- thought that made me less of a threat. 

“Monsters don't always come with scary faces. Sometimes, they can look just like you.” I said with a shrug. But to make a point I took hold of the shadows around me and pulled. The shadows on the floor and wall began to close in on them and finally, I saw the fear reflected in their eyes. I didn’t ned to look at Alucard to know that he was grinning at my side. 

“I think that’s a sufficient enough demonstration for now” Integra’s voice made me cut my little show short. Reluctantly, the men turned their attention back to her as if they knew turning their backs to “monsters” was a mistake. 

“Well...” The younger one cleared his throat. “Do we have a deal?”

Integra was silent for a moment, looking between the two men until she finally said “I will consider your proposal. Once you show me proof of the tome that you say is in your possession.”

They left within a few minutes after that, with promises to return or send the required proof. I only gave them a curt nod as they exited the room, noticing how they only quickly glanced at Alucard while their gaze lingered on me. 

I let out a yawn as the door closed behind them.  “I don’t know how Walter can sit through a day of meetings like that” I stretched my arms over my head. 

“It’s part of the job” was all Integra said as she lit a cigarette. 

I turned my attention to Alucard.  “I didn't expect you to grace us with your presence for such a small meeting.”

“I wanted to know why my bed was empty when I woke up. I also believe my presence made them believe, without a doubt, in the existence of monsters.” He only grinned at me. 

“Yes, I’m sure they’ll dream of you when they imagine something coming for them in the night” I half-joked. 

“That is also very likely. I wouldn’t mind having a good meal.” Alucard even made a show of licking his lips. 

“Don’t eat them just yet. Let’s see if they really have that manuscript.” Integra leaned back into her chair. 

“Of course” was all Alucard said but it was hardly a promise. 

I felt the shadows around me move once again but I wasn’t the one controlling them. Slowly, almost gently, I felt the darkness move closer towards me. As it touched my skin, I was reminded of the silky feeling of Alucard’s hair when I’d run my hands through it. I could only let out a sigh.

“Am I relieved of duty, Sir Integra?” Alucard had already disappeared but I at least wanted to be discharged properly. 

Integra dismissed me with a flick of her cigarette and a smirk on her face. Only then did I let myself be pulled back into the depths of the Hellsing estate and to the welcoming arms of my beloved monster. 

xx

[artsy-jandi]

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Cleaner Version Compared to my Messy Structure

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In the spring of 2022, a woman vampire joined the Hellsing Organization to save other people from being enforced with the same fate as her: being turned into a vampire. In a previous mission by the Queen that would lead to the girl's recruitment, she and Seras exchanged their blood with each other to form a telekinetic connection. This blood exchange is how she would learn of Alucard. Seras’s memories of her master shocked, terrified, and intrigued the girl all the same.

For the following eight years she learned more about the lost trump card of Hellsing and came to admire the atoning vampire. While Seras was still hopeful of his return, it was clear her superior Integra Hellsing was bitter and hurt over his absence like a wife angry over her husband skipping town. On the late night of September 16th, 2029, Alucard finally returned. The woman was the third to meet him after he received Integra's blood. For the following seven to eight months, she helped Alucard catch up with the three decades he missed as everyone kept an eye on him ensuring he didn't disappear again.

On the ninth year of her joining the Hellsing Organization, she came to the realization that she had always felt strongly for Alucard, and meeting him just kinda fortified those feelings. But she could see as clear as day how Alucard and Integra were about each other, and how Integra dying down the road will impact Alucard. Instead of stewing in her jealousy and choosing to respect the two, she requests Sir Integra if she could be restationed to work elsewhere for the organization.

You ladies wanna take a wack at my question?

What would Integra do if a vampire subordinate of nine years wanted to leave instead of stew in, or wrestle with, their jealousy over Integra having Alucard's heart? They fell in love with Alucard four years before he came back, and the year after he returns they want to leave or be restationed to work away from Alucard to respect their pining for one other without being in the way because they see the writing on the wall and understand how they feel about one other to the point they know Alucard would feel the full impact of Integra's passing after she's gone.

Im a bit confused.

Do you mean that person joined the Hellsing Organisation when they were nine, or does it mean they were there for nine years?

And how did they fell in love with a man who was absent? I mean…. it’s not impossible, but seems a bit unlikely.