#Im photogenic as fuck so I had to make excuses too fjwheb. not to mention Ive been meaning to clean up cuz ya know. possible depression.
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#ALRIGHT. I GET THAT I HAVE A BAD SLEEPING SCHEDULE AS IT IS.#BUT WHY WOULD YOU KEEP A CALL FROM 12 TO 2AM#the butts chronicles#so I had a call with someone I havent spoken to in years but have been sorta chatting with on here on a diff profile#and woof. WH#WHY DO THEY WANT A PICTURE OF ME#It was. something. We talked trauma I gues and how stuff has been way. so yea. Im so tired.#uhh I gues it was nice? I think???? she was always pretty chill and still is but uh. yea. things sure did uh. happen.#seriously tho wh why do they want a pic??? AT 1 IN THE MORNING NONETHELESS#Im photogenic as fuck so I had to make excuses too fjwheb. not to mention Ive been meaning to clean up cuz ya know. possible depression.#and this isnt a case of 'just say no' I DID SAY NO but she was very persistent. so. yea. I guess Ima take a photo later. weh.#she said she was p bored and wanted to talk to someone tho so I gues it makes sense for talking for like 30 mins#but 2 whole hours was uh. something. for starting at 12. I aint even that interesting tbh we talked about trauma and stuff#I just. really dunno how to process all this. asking to call was p sudden too but then all this info was super shocking too#like I legit had a crush on this girl and somewhat kinda do but definitely lessened due to ya know time and whatnot#so imagine my shock to hearing about VERY intense relationship issues that happened. man. Im tired.#anyways besides that today was p shit. Hmm. She did say something that kinda bothered me real tho.#She said counseling helps for those that need it but she didn't because she was normal and. I dunno. I gues that hit me in the mind#cuz this whole possible trauma bs has affected my life heavily. its why I barely have any confidence at all so. hm. I dunno.#bro I just wanted to have a peaceful night drawing gay and stupid shit but now its almost 2:30 am. weh.#I didnt even get to check the owl casa tag today. [ |^(#oh well. hope yall had an alright day at least. Im p tired. as always. bweehh I hope I didnt say anything creepy or offputting#like yea I talked about how the old man is a complete pile of burning dog shit but what if she got creeped out by me not working rn?#there was like one point this whole call where she asked 'You thought about me?' cuz stuff and HM. THAT FELT DIFFERENT#like yea. no actually I dunno how to handle this. It was more she was asking about how I remembered her username cuz the bonk on the head#I got caused me to remember but. oof. that. That really felt. different. Dw nothin will come outta it Im p sure but Im still lost on how to#feel about how she asked and why. like most of the call we had p casual but kinda loud voices but when she asked that. I dunno.#felt. close. I gues. I DUNNO???? FUCKIN. I DUNNO. it was kinda quiet I gues. GWHAG I DUNNO#aaanywayz. Im tired. again. for the millionth time. I think Ima knock out. have a swell week everyone.
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