#If you ever go to Paris because of the Olympics tell me lol
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I'm not late for my digital art challenge, time is actually extremely early. Also my sister allowed me to use her photoshop and I am just confused because I can't adapt after looking at the same one software for four years. Also I hurt myself in Paris subway and I'm unhappy.
Don't look at the colour palet thingy, it's 5:00 am and I don't know what I'm doing.
So I decided to use this challenge to develop my dumb au ideas without taking any time to introduce you to it 😈
But because I feel like I should give some context, I'm still gonna yap about it😈😈😈
So actually, Jay isn't the one I should start with, but I'm chaotic so here you go 🫠
But it originally started when I realised that Ninjago gave Cole so little screen time that I started to make my own Cole lore in my head (sometime my brain does this on its own). And basically, I went from "what if Cole had a backstory?" to "what if I gave Cole my childhood trauma because I relate to him way too much?"to "what if Jay had siblings?" to "what if Zane was the only one with a perfect childhood?". And before I knew it an alternate timeline came tickling my circuits at night.
This then became me being mad at season 7 for bringing back Kai and Nya's parents, and decided to give (almost) all the ninjas childhood traumas based on what I understood of their character.
So in this au, Jay doesn't really have any "childhood trauma", but I kinda designed his family to be problematic in a way that he would grow with many insecurities because he lacked parental attention. And this despite his parents being awfully nice and caring to him and his siblings. It's just something that can happen, especially in large families or when the parents are so invested in their work/hobby that they tend to unintentionally neglect their kids, and I think that both are happening in Jay's family.
I'm also thinking that his parents would have difficulties understanding most of their children exposing neurodivergent symptoms. I strongly believe that Jay is on the ADHD spectrum, and as a person with ADHD symptoms as well, I'm using my personal experience to explain how he could've grown with it. (I'm not very good when talking about neurodivergence, just know that I based most of Jay's childhood problems on this video, which I think explains very well how parents can have the best intentions but still hurt their children because they don't understand them)
So of course, the final personalities of the ninjas are a bit different from canon, but I did try to make them similar at best, or close from what I understand of them, which might not be correct X). In this au, Jay is very insecure about his abilities, which results in him hiding most of the time to build/model/create/whatever artistic stuff he said he did, but also in him having more difficulties to unlock some of his powers (like the elemental dragon). After spending some time with him, the other ninjas learn how to properly encourage him to open up and make him gain some self-confidence. When he is not in a stressing situation, Jay acts rather childishly, because he was used to be mothered by his parents and his older siblings, and he is more open about his emotions than others can be, he even has trouble hiding them when necessary.
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synopsis : while in paris for the 2024 summer olympics, ushijima is advised that ejaculation releases stress and hence boosts athleticism. so, the night before his match, he asks for your help.
tws/tags : ts! ushiwaka, cursing, vaginal, riding, size kink, creampie, oral (giving), rough sex, slight hair pulling, petnames, praise — minors dni!
note : this is for the summer olympics collab by @tetzoro. tysm for allowing me to join <3 fyi studies differ but it is mostly shown that sex has no significant impact on athleticism. also smut is labelled if you want to cut to it lol — wc: 6k
it was never a question as to whether or not ushijima would qualify for the olympics; you knew for certain he was going to be on that team, so the only query that ever crossed your mind was when should you start packing?
usually that kind of mindset leads to disaster and disappoint, but in this case you were right to make that assumption because next thing you knew, you and ushijima were on a chartered flight straight to france, along with the rest of the japanese volleyball team.
you were excited to explore paris — the city of love — with your husband. although you were well aware that this was far from your honeymoon, and in fact more like a business trip for ushijima. hence, training will occupy most of his schedule, and any downtime he may have, he'll likely spend with his long-distance best friend tendou, who you both haven't seen since your wedding two years ago.
having made peace with this fact, you hung around on the main street, poking around in some luxury stores while ushijima visited the chocolaterie tendou works at. his friend was aware that he qualified for the olypmics and would be coming to paris, but it was still astounding to see ushijima walk through the front door of his shop, in the flesh.
with a massive grin, they hug and catch up with each other, discussing all the new things that have happened in their lives since they last saw other. well, tendou did most of the talking, but ushijima did make a couple of brief contributions about his thriving marriage and volleyball career.
"so," tendou hums with his elbow propped up on the table and his chin resting on his knuckles, "how are you feeling about your match against argentina?" he quirks a brow.
"good."
despite his curt response and dry demeanour, tendou can tell simply by ushijima's subtle mannerisms that there is something weighing on his mind. "oh, c'mon, mr perfect. let's get deep!" he urges, and ushijima knits his brows in thought.
what he's experiencing is so complex and foreign, he can't quite put a finger on it. he needs a couple of moments to find a way to describe it. "stressed. representing japan in an international tournament is a lot of pressure." he's been under pressure before though and prospered, so he doesn't understand why this is any different.
"huh, who would've thought? the almighty super ace of the century is finally feelin' the heat?" tendou exaggerates his syllables and narrows his eyes to look at ushiwaka with an amused expression, but all he gets is blank stare in return, so he continues, "well, you've got no chance of winning if you're nervous, that's for sure."
he says it so nonchalantly, it causes ushijima to falter, "what?" of course, that's not his desired outcome, and tendou seems to know what he is talking about, so wakatoshi asks, "what can i do to win?"
"not lose." tendou titters to himself, but ushijima's piercing stare persists. "you need to release the stress! free yourself of all your worldly doubts. luckily for you, my good friend, i know how you can do that."
"how?" ushijima is quick to respond.
tendou smirks and leans across the table until his face is inches away from ushijima's. "you need to beat it."
"beat what?"
"masturbate!" tendou yells, accompanied with an exasperated sigh, as he falls back into his chair. despite how they were having this conversation in the back of the store, tendou exclaimed that word loud enough to cause some customers browsing in the front to tilt their heads. "when you finish, not only does it it release sperm, but it also lets out all your pent-up fears and worries."
ushijima raises an eyebrow in doubt, which prompts tendou to elaborate, "also, when you orgasm, hormones pump through your body that kill all the stress chemicals. that's why it feels so good!"
seeing that ushijima is still suspicious, tendou throws his arms up in defeat, "fine! don't believe me if you want, but just know this information was told to me by a reliable and knowledgeable source: shirabu."
"shirabu kenjirō?"
when tendou hums in agreement, ushijima takes a moment to reflect. last he heard, shirabu is a medical student, studying to become a doctor, and they don't let just anyone into med school. additionally, biology and health is in shirabu's realm of expertise, so it would make sense for ushijima to take his advice.
with a nod of resounding certainty, ushijima declares proudly, "okay. i will masturbate."
"great. glad i could help." tendou grins, leaning his cheek onto his hand, "but you don't have to do it yourself. that was just an example. you should do whatever will make you finish—..."
tendou's voice trails off as he searches for the right word, "hardest. so in your case, that might not be masturbating. i mean, you've got a real pretty wife."
though he wasn't keen on tendou calling you 'real pretty' in that suggestive tone, ushijima kept that comment inside, and instead said, "i think i know what you meant."
tendou wishes he could just leave the conversation at that and move on, but knowing his thick-skulled friend, he had to confirm, "what do i mean?"
"my wife should masturbate on my behalf."
"no!"
⋆ ˚。 ⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。 ⋆
eventually, ushijima may have understood what tendou was talking about. he was still sceptical about the whole thing but as the game grew closer and closer, he found himself becoming desperate for any solution to cure his volleyball nerves.
so, once the night before his match arrived, he figured there was no harm in trying.
you had just come out of the bathroom with your hair down and dripping, and your salacious body clad only in a short towel that didn't leave very much to the imagination; as your tits were threatening to escape with every movement you made, and the bottom of your perky ass was just peeking out. he watches intently from the bed. it's as though you knew what he had planned.
and perhaps you did, considering how he urged you to get in the shower as soon as the two of you got home from your excursions. due to the fact that he has a very strict sleeping schedule and needs to be in bed by 22 at the latest, which means you guys need to start having sex by 21. he lasts a while.
"(y/n)." the simple act of uttering your name in his husky voice already has you scrambling over to him, kneeling beside him on the covers.
"yes?" you respond with a cute twinkle in your eyes. ever doting and caring: one of the many things he loves about you.
"i am stressed for the game against argentina tomorrow."
you frown, already had the inkling that something was bothering him. "i'm sorry, toshi." you rest your head on his shoulder, nuzzling into him as you stroke his muscular chest, "it's completely normal to feel that way, especially since you'll be competing against your archenemy: tōru oikawa."
he isn't sure what you mean by that — him and oikawa are on decent terms — but he enjoys your comforting words so he allows you to witter on without interruption.
"i'm also sorry that you felt as though you couldn't tell me this sooner; we could've done something about it. still, if there's anything i can do to help now, just say the word."
"sex." he responds plainly, taking your request literally.
"huh?" you stutter, unsure if you heard him correctly.
naturally, ushijima misinterprets your confusion and takes the opportunity to explain what he was told, "tendou and shirabu said that ejaculation let outs tension, so i would like your help with that. tendou mentioned that i could do it on my own, but i would prefer to do it with you."
your jaw hung open and your eyes darted across your husband's face, unsure of what to address first: his sweet desire to make love to you on such a special night, or his impressive use of the word 'ejaculation'.
clutching the fabric of his shirt, you pressed a long kiss to his lips, tasting his minty breath, before squealing, "yes, of course we can!" you throw one leg around him so you are now straddling his lap. he smiles at your sweet reaction and places a strong hand your waist to hold you in place.
while running your hands reassuringly over his arms and admiring his toned biceps, you pout, "oh but toshi, we can't have you waking up all sore in the morning." you point out, however it's as though a solution to your problem occurs to you instantly as you blurt out, with wide eyes and a cheery smile, "but that's okay! i can just ride you, yeah?" you eagerly tease him by grinding your hips against his already throbbing erection.
using his grip on you, he puts a swift end to your antics, and your whole body is no match for the strength in his right arm alone. "that sounds like a lot of effort." ushijima was aware of how long he can go for, and it left him exhausted most of the time, so he can't imagine how you would feel after doing all the work for such an extended period of time. you were just his precious wife after all, deserving of being spoiled and catered for — in bed or otherwise — so riding wasn't an act he ever expected from you.
"it will be, but it's only for one night and i'd do anything for you." he reassure him while laying against his chest, as his hand stroked your back. with your ear pressed against him, you could hear the faint drumming of his heartbeat.
so selfless too, another thing he loved about you. he smiled when you leaned into his embrace, carefully running his hand up and down your spine, as though you were the most fragile thing he's ever touched and may shatter at any moment.
"thank you, my angel."
oh, this man is horny. typically he only calls you nicknames when he is fucked out. even then, they were mostly limited to 'dear' or 'honey'. not that you minded, hearing him call you by your real name was hot, also the scarcity made the times when he did call you petnames all the more sweet.
so to hear him call you 'angel' before you've even started is very telling as to how badly he needs you. more than he lets on, that's for sure. such a stoic man; even after years of being together, you still find it difficult to read him sometimes, but the way he hardens underneath you is unmistakable.
[NSFW]
wearing nothing underneath the robe, you grind down against his clothed cock and he almost winces at the warmth of your bare pussy. so sensitive that he can feel every curve and dip of your needy cunt, and he revels at how your folds kiss his firm length.
in order to supress his bubbling moans, he hurriedly locks lips with you, fixing his hand onto your back so he can pull you closer. the passion from your lips against his is addicting and the heat of your body against his just feels so right. he wants nothing more than for you to melt into him so you can become one.
though he doesn't like how he can't feel your pretty tits pressed against him, only the fluffy fabric of your robe. his hands find their way to your shoulders, where he roughly tugs off your robe in one swift motion, casting it to the side.
the fiery kiss only ends when you gasp at the sudden chilliness that washes over you. the cold is combatted by ushijima's strong embrace as he holds your delicate figure against his own. it's nice to be his strong arms, it makes you feel so secure and you fit into him perfectly.
meanwhile, ushijima is focused on the lewd sensation of your tits squished against him. being able to feel your hard nipples poke him through the thin fabric of his shirt made it difficult to resist flipping you over and fucking you from behind, with one hand messily tangled in your hair while it hits it raw. like he usually does.
his kisses trail from your cheeks, across your jaw and down your neck. naturally, at that point you pull away from his embrace so he can continue lower, until he had your bud locked between his teeth. sucking and flicking it with his tongue while his hand worked at fondling your other tit, slowly falling so he was caressing your waist.
now that you've retracted, you take this opportunity to tug at the elastic of his shorts, pulling at it just enough for his aching erection to spring free. you've experienced ushijima's size before, but it's still baffling every time you see it. how a nice girl like you could take a monster like him.
drool pricked at the corner of your lips at the sight of girth, admiring the beast in your hands. ushijima stopped sucking on your tits when he realised you had let out his cock, and he couldn't help but smirk as he watched you idly toy with it while staring intently.
his poor angel. he knew how nervous you could get sometimes before taking him and he wasn't one to rush you, so he sat in comfortable silence, admiring your gorgeous figure and stroking your hip with his thumb. though the more he looked at you, the more he longed to dive right back into your tits and have another taste. or push you onto your back and explore between your thighs with his mouth.
though his raging fantasies were interrupted as you finally take his cock. not into your pussy, but rather, your mouth. that wasn't what ushijima was expecting, but he'd never complain. not when it comes to your head. how the warmth of your mouth consumed him, and your tongue licked seductively down his shaft. of course, you were never able to take his whole length but that's not your fault; most amateurs couldn't. and he preferred it like this, actually. he liked seeing you with your cheeks puffed out — his coarse fingers brushing your stray hair away from your face so he could witness every lewd detail — and watching you struggle to deepthroat him, coughing and spluttering whenever you'd try. just a reminder of how diligent you are when it comes to pleasuring him.
a layer of your spit shines on his cock, coating him so nicely, as you continue to suck him off. your movements are slow but thorough, gripping him with his lips as tightly as you can when you drag upwards, and ensuring your tongue rubs properly against the underside of his shaft. you were doing so well, as a reward you received the occasional hushed grunt from your husband.
usually this gentle approach would be the correct one, as ushijima prefers a moderate pace to begin with, that gradually builds up into a frantic, hasty one. however, today there was just something so tempting about you that he couldn't resist. maybe it was the obscene way your plump lips wrapped around his girth. or maybe it was how your glossy eyes looked to him for approval after every frivolous attempt to deepthroat. at which, he'd always flash you a brief yet kind smile, sometimes even mutter something along the lines of 'you're so cute' or 'good job, baby.'
regardless, there was an allure about you that he couldn't quite explain, but it is what triggered him to abruptly grab you by the hair and yank you off his cock and into a rough kiss. he just couldn't get enough of those gorgeous lips, and he utilised his grip on the back of your head to pull you in as close as physically possible. he wanted to feel every inch of your nude body against him.
after your initial shock to his actions, you soon melt into the kiss and move your lips rhythmically against his, allowing his tongue to slip past your defences and into your mouth. and while all your senses were saturated by the intoxicating kiss, you almost didn't notice when ushijima's other hand — that was previously groping your ass — sneaked down between your wet folds and teased the entrance of your pussy.
you moaned into the kiss at the stimulation of your needy hole, but despite your longing, you knew it wasn't right. you exit the kiss only partly, and say, virtually still upon his lips, "toshi.. don't. you need to save the energy in your arms."
"i always have energy for you." he counters, as his finger threatens to penetrate you.
"let's not risk it." you smile, pushing yourself back so you are sat upright on his lap with each leg on either side of him. aligning his cock with your hole, you notice he's still slightly damp with your spit, but not enough to make for sufficient lubricant, so you run his dick between your lips, allowing him to soak up your wetness.
he grunted at how your wet folds stroked his length, as his hand wandered up from your shoulder to your face so he could cup your cheek. "can you handle it, (y/n)? it's okay if you can't." of course he's been in you before but in the past, extensive prep is required before you can even fathom the idea of taking him. and on this occasion, you've not undergone any preparation at all. "i don't want to hurt you."
he doesn't mean to sound patronising; that's just how he expresses concern. well, maybe he does mean it a little, but that is only because the bedroom is the place where he gets to be the smart one, considering how quickly you get fucked dumb by his massive dick, unable to speak right or think straight.
"i can and i will, toshi! i was made to fit you." you whine, and you were quick to try and prove it by letting yourself relax onto his cock. however, you reacted by jolting, as the tip alone had your walls stretching and sore. you bit your bottom lip to try cope with discomfort, as your legs trembled at the strain.
"made to fit me?" he smirked, amused by your proclamation and how it was immediately followed by proof of his doubts. the way your body writhed said more than enough. "it's too much for you, sweetheart."
using the back of your hand to cover your tense expression, you shook your head, "no.. it's not." you squeak and mewl as you lower yourself on his cock, the wetness caused by the congestive sensation being just enough to make the descent bearable.
"mmph— too big, toshi." you moaned, and hearing his name fall from your lips in such a dirty manner send all his blood rushing straight to his cock. a part of him wanted to grasp your shoulders and push you all the way down to his base. but the other part knew that he'd destroy your insides if he did that. he'll have to learn to be patient; the burden of having a wife with such a tight little cunt.
your sopping pussy clamping down on him caused a lustful haze to cloud his mind, so he was barely able to choke out, "hurts?"
you nod meekly.
a shaky sigh huffs out of his nose, as he tries to deal with your gummy walls swallow the head of his cock. his eyes were fixated on where you two connect, your hips were quivering yet you had barely covered half of him. slick from your moist cunt seeped down the rest of his shaft that you had yet to take. "you don't have to." he reassured you, a big hand grazing over the silky skin of your stomach, then resting to the side of your tit while he idly thumbed your sensitive nipples.
"but i wanna." you whine, sinking down on his cock ever so slightly, but even taking a couple additional inches caused an intense abdominal pain, resulting in quiet sobs hiccupping from you. it burned and stained your body in such a delicious way. your hungry pussy gnawing at his cock was addicting, and even when it poked you in the most personal and irregular places you still couldn't get enough. in fact, it made you want to fit his whole length even more, because seeing stars is always the goal with wakatoshi.
ushijima swallowed the lump that had formed in his throat while he was admiring your pretty pussy graciously accepting more of his cock. "my beautiful girl.." he cooed at you, paying close attention to the way your face twisted in pain as you sunk further down, fighting to reach the base, although you were getting closer.
more lubricant would've been useful, perhaps it would've got you started quicker like it usually does but a small part of him enjoyed you watching you struggle a bit; it's a display of how devoted you are. "do it." he grunted.
motivated by his firm command, you keep pushing down on his cock, no matter how tough it may be. your eyes are squeezed shut and your husband's strong hand cradles your ass just as you finally made it down to his base. your breathing is already heavy so you pause for catch your breath and marinate in the sensation of his cock brushing your cervix and visibly protruding from your lower stomach.
during this time, ushijima's clutch slipping from your ass, over your folds until he was rigorously palming your throbbing clit. you recoil a bit from his arousing touch, and grumble, "arms.." referring to preserving strength for tomorrow's match.
begrudgingly, he took his hand away. a whole night of sex without putting effort into pleasuring you didn't feel right to ushijima. the way he showed affection and that he cares about you is by rubbing that puffy clit, or letting you lie down while he stood at the end of the bed and ramming into you from behind, not stopping until he had you creaming all over his fat cock. so refraining from pleasing you didn't come naturally to him.
but he must not realise the effect his dick alone has you, especially without much lube — the friction of him dragging against your clammy insides was enough to have you teetering on your first orgasm already.
once you were ready, you braced yourself by placing your hands on his chest and used your knees and arms to supports you while you slid up his length. your insides freeing from his congestion was a relief yet simultaneously so empty, it's as though you craved it as soon as each inch withdrew from you.
"gah!— toshi, feels.." your words get lost in a chorus of your own staggered moans, "s' good."
wakatoshi normally wasn't very vocal in bed at all, so it was very telling that the combination of your tight pussy and unintentional dirty-talk already had him grunting and moaning shallowly under his breath.
as he watched you lift yourself up, he pet your leg soothingly, "that's right, princess— hnn—" he caught himself and clenched his jaw before an unwelcome noise left him, "keep going."
soon you were able to build momentum and start riding him properly. it took a moment to develop a suitable rhythm and to stop your yourself from wincing every time you sunk down on him, but once your hole built more slicker and wetter, it became easier.
it's not long before you're able to glide up and down his shaft with relative ease, whimpers bubbling in your throat from the luxurious satisfaction. at first you went steady, purposefully to savour each and every delicious inch of your well endowed husband.
going at your own rate and slowly bobbing on his cock was practical for you — enough stimulation to have your knees weak already. but your unrushed method wasn't doing it for him. not to say he wasn't entirely entranced by the way your pussy devours him and rubs against his raw flesh, but he need more of you in order to cum. he wants you to be bouncing on his dick until he's completely fucked your brains out and you've milked him dry.
"(y/n)." he states, while you were leaned forward, with your arms holding yourself upright on his chest while your hips got to work in rocking against him. your head hung low because you were concentrated on riding him, and your hair partially fell into your face.
but upon hearing his stern voice, you garner enough strength to lift your head to meet his molten brown eyes. he smiles at the lewd expression painted on your face; it served as a nice reminder that even a dribble of his cock was enough to drive you mad with bliss. he could tell by your watery eyes and your flickering grin that you fucking loved it.
"(y/n)." he repeats your name, though it's more breathy this time and he glances at the place where the two of you connect when he says it then, before he looks back at you expectantly. and of course, you know exactly what to you do.
you let out a deep sigh, drop your head and hope for the best — using your knees and hips to push yourself upwards so you can drop back down onto him at a heightened pace. every time his dick pierced into you, there was a meaty stretch of your walls — a salacious ache that you never could comprehend because as soon as you experienced it, you'd immediately shoot off his cock, then sink back down onto it, over and over again.
you didn't understand what you were feeling down there but you knew for certain was good. your back arched into the filthy euphoria and moans were spilling from you like a flood. "ngh— fuck! stop.." you whine, despite how you were responsible for the sharp jolts of electricity shooting through you; and you were the one hungrily bouncing on his cock like a desperate slut. impaling yourself with his length until your legs were shuddering beneath you.
when it got so fast, the riding became sloppy, you'd hardly touch the base before you'd pull yourself up. likewise, you'd rarely reach the tip before sinking down again. but you were just too eager to pay attention to these small details. alas your movements are no longer deliberate and every buck of your hips is senseless and fuelled by pure lust and hedonism.
it got harder when you could feel your orgasm impending. the pulsing in your abdomen wracking through your entire body, tingling and making it difficult for you to keep bobbing on his cock when your stomach was on the verge of exploding and your legs were ready to give out under you.
but ushijima's intense glare on your exposed, shaking figure brought you motivation to persevere. as well as his protective hands that stroked your trembling thighs, while gazing at you with adoration and desire. he wasn't a man of many words but the way he looked at you spoke a thousand.
and these sappy eyes only faltered when your walls clenching around his dick eventually led to him being knocked over the edge and spilling his first orgasm all into your homey cunt. a raspy groan was torn out of him and his eyes flutter close while his seed pump through your insides; the thick warmth spreading through your core caused your eyes to twist shut, and force of his load pushed you off his cock.
he had made a vulgar mess of his precious girl, your little hole was dripping with cum. to be stuffed with your husband's fluid love was so filling yet comforting — and you were truly stuffed, the volume of his load replacing the mass of his cock. "thank you, babe.." you pant, head still spinning from your frantic bouncing.
"thank you." he corrected, eyes trained on you still sitting atop his flaccid cock, but it hardened with every passing second, at the sight of your pert nipples teasing him as your chest rose and fell, or your pretty lips he longed to kiss passionately. "two rounds is hard-work, dear. i'm impressed."
perhaps you were just to fucked out to count. still, you gulp to clear your dry throat and splutter, "two?"
"yes." ushijima confirmed. though strand of his hair still clung to his shining cheeks and forehead, he seemed to have overcome the post-orgasmic exhaustion already. "so there's one more left."
you groan. you should've expected this considering usually ushijima can go for upwards of four rounds, but it's different when you are doing all the work. "but 'm tired!"
"two ejaculations are recommended to get rid of all the stress." he explains, but from how you wearily hang your head and you're quick breaths, he could tell you weren't listening.
"one more, (y/n)."
"but toshi!.." you whine in retaliation.
"yes, my angel?"
you narrow your eyes at him and although he wears that big, dumb look on his face you tell he knows what he is doing. he is aware of the effect those cute nicknames have on you, especially in his deep, husky voice. how can you refuse? plus a small part of you wants to keep going anyway, and not stop until you forget your own name,
you huff out your nose and lift your hips over his tip once more — which has already fully stiffened — then abruptly drop them, taking his big length in one swift gulp. one that caused you to recoil and squeal, and even wakatoshi to gasp slightly at being enveloped by your tight insides again so fast.
it's easier to fit him this time because your hole is already drenched with his cum and your own, but his dick was still as big as it was a minute ago, and it still strained your walls— having to contort beyond their means to accommodate his girth. " toshi, shhuh.. shit— too big!" you whimper.
"not for my girl." he grunts, a firm grip on the fat of your thigh while you frantically ride him, "make it fit."
"mph, mkay.." your knuckles white as you hold onto his shirt for dear life, mustering every ounce of energy you have to keep thrusting yourself up and down on your husband's mighty cock, but every part of you gave away your exhaustion: beads of sweat budding on your forehead, shaking muscles and rapid breaths.
ushijima could tell you were struggling and that only egged him even closer orgasm. though he was kind enough to offer you some grunts of reassurance between moans. "my perfect girl, go on.."
there were moments when then the bursts of pleasure were drowned out by the futility of repeatedly bouncing on his stubborn erection but you persisted, even when your legs had virtually gone numb and your sore pussy was still being rammed into.
"can't.." you whimper, your knees now beginning to wobble with each bounce, making your position unstable until wakatoshi steadied you by the ass.
"so tight, princess. i need you to." he grits, grabbing your ass to aid you in your staggered movements, guiding you up and down on his soiled length but even then, your aching legs prevented you from riding with any real vigour, "i'm close."
despite his encouragement, you couldn't find the strength to continue and your hips gradually decreased in ferocity until you lay dejected against his chest, feebly bucking your hips while his cock stirred inside your sticky walls.
you mutters all sorts of slurred gibberish that resembled 'sorry', with your face pressed against his chest as he rubbed comforting circles on your back.
"don't be sorry." he says, hands fixing themselves to your hips, "you're still going to help me, angel."
with his tight grip on your hips, he lifts you as though you're weightless and pushes you back down his length, all the way to base which makes you shiver as his tip intrudes your cervix. initially shocked, you gape at the determines look on your husband's face as he uses your weak body as his own little fucktoy, slamming you down on his cock over and over. but it doesn't take long for you to melt into the atmosphere and get turned on by the way he manhandles you, treating you like his personal property.
the power his strong hands hold over you is indescribable. his dick ploughs into your sopping hole at an ungodly pace — so fast and rough your tits shook and it left your limb neck nodding along with each bounce. yet all you could focus on his cock stretching out your insides, hitting all the right spots on your sensitive walls.
your hair thrashed about too, with every violent snap of ushijima's arms, and it wasn't long before the heat pooling at your core came gushing out. "tosh— hhn— 'm comi—" the words couldn't even form on your tongue completely before they were crushed and swept away in a flood of melodious moans and sobs.
as you climaxed, your back arched into him and your coated walls began to convulse around his brimming cock, which served as the catalyst to him shooting his second load into your already filthy pussy.
your tight cunt wrung him dry for every last drop, and even through his high, he held you through yours, as you twitched and screamed with pleasure in his arms from the most overwhelming and satisfying orgasm of your life. he kept you close, wrestling against his own muffled moans — they were hard to suppress when your hole clamped down on him like it never wanted to let go.
soon, the intensity had faded, and you were left lying on his chest, enjoying each other's embrace and listening to each other's heartbeat while he was buried inside you. once you both found your bearings, he looked to you for approval before easing you off his cock.
you hissed at first; the feeling of emptiness had become so oddly foreign to you. and it stung a little but it was so unbelievably worth it.
"thank you, (y/n)." wakatoshi mutters against your forehead, tickling you a bit, "i'm proud of you, and grateful to have you as my wife."
"i'm grateful for you too, wakatoshi." you muse, mind still a bit hazy, "proud of me for what?"
"for lasting so long. that must have been a lot of effort."
you scoff, idly tracing hearts on his chest with your finger, "yeah, right. i didn't even make it through the whole thing, you literally had to carry me at the end."
"that's because you're not used to it." he explains kindly, as he shifts his hand to take yours, stroking the back of it with his thumb, "but it's okay. you will receive plenty of training when we go home."
⋆ ˚。 ⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。 ⋆
BONUS
tw// oral (receiving)
the whole arena erupted into cheers when japan scored the final point against argentina and won the match! the audience were screaming and the players were all doing celebrations of their own — the atmosphere was simply electric and joyus.
from the stands, you looked at your boyfriend who was standing on the court, staring back at you with a cute little smile on his face. or at least, that's what it looked like from where you were sitting, so you blew him a kiss.
you later realised that it was probably a devious smirk, as that was the moment when the ejacultion hypothesis was confirmed, and he was probably thinking about the new pre-game ritual that had been established.
it's useful though. think of it like this: whenever he has a match, you also get some training!
but of course, you would only agree to take part in this 'pre-game ritual' if certain criteria were met. meaning that after every game, ushijima has to dick you down good and bury his head between your legs, eating you out for minimum ten minutes (twenty if he wins).
#ushijima smut#ushijima x reader#haikyuu smut#haikyuu!! smut#ushijima x you#ushijima x y/n#ushijima wakatoshi#ushijima imagine#haikyuu ushijima#wakatoshi x reader#ushiwaka x reader#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x you#haikyuu x y/n#haikyuu time skip
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saaaab 🥹❤️🩹
just checking if you’re well in first place <3 how are you doing?
and also asking you if you can tell us some anecdotes of your writing :) like how your started with jjk fics, your first smut scene, your struggles, and everything around it! i really like your writing style and that’s why i love learn from those i admire and take as a model, hihi!
don't forget to drink water! (it's getting hot in paris btw 😮💨🫠 olympics games coming and nothing is ready 😭 government gonna pass on left-wing party so i can keep my hijab!! basically, macron dissolved national assembly so the right-wing party wanted to suppress some muslim rights like hijab wearing and other things but in the second round of vote THEY LOST! MWAHAHAHAHA! I’M SO HAPPY 😫💕 — sorry i start to talk too much 😭)
love uuuuu 💖
hi bb 🥹 this is so sweet - I’m doing well! Just tired lol. Looking forward to going to bed later 😭 but that’s sweet that you’re interested to even know about me 🥹😭
ok well I actually wrote my first jjk fic when s1 aired — it was the nanami fic I posted “no regrets’ but I didn’t post that until a while later haha. I didn’t start writing for this blog until around 236 came out and I had taken up writing to kinda escape my real life.
I had another fanfic blog and was considering just pivoting fandoms but my blog was in such a different fandom space I thought it was better to just use the side blog I made for jjk when s1 came out haha. my first smut fic was for a different fandom (star wars actually haha). that was interesting because I had never really written one before — well I had but never like what I consider actual smut since it was always super brief or just ‘fade to black’ style.
but my first one was for gojo. it was difficult to write because I have such imposter syndrome but I was happy with how it came out!! I love writing snarmy gojo :).
eh I always struggle with writing because I never ever think my work is good enough lol. I have a tendency to get too far into my head. It’s funny because it’s just writing fanfiction but like I love writing so much and it’s so much of a craft to me that it means the world when you all resonate with my work 💕🥹
ahhh you’re in Paris!! That’s so cool 🥹 oof it must be super packed because of the Olympics!! especially with all the river cleaning going on. ahhh I’m so glad babe!! That’s incredible news!! I’m so glad you were able to keep yours. also a very belated Eid Mubarak!! I hope you’re staying safe and having fun this summer — I love you 🥹💕
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I have genuinely spent countless hours with nothing but All That Glitters on the brain since like mid December. As it comes to a close I just wanted to thank you for your writing. I’ve gotten so much happiness from it. (And also sadness but in a good, escapism-y way). I don’t think i’ve ever been so attached to a fic before. So sad to see this story end but grateful to have been blessed with ever encountering it in the first place. ❤️❤️
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Thank you for this lovely message, Nonnie. I'm going to use it as an excuse to ramble way too long instead of writing the epilogue.
When I wrote even if it's a lie, I played around with a lot of tragic backstories for Achilles, though mostly non-seriously. I didn't really plan on including it--his relationship with Pat was basically comic relief. I wasn't even going to have it in eiial other than allusions to his fame and his clear fall from whatever fame that was, but a couple people asked, so I decided to have him give the abridged version to Zag.
Someone said they would read it if I ever elaborated on that story, and I remember thinking, lol I'm never writing that. Partly because at the time I assumed that painting Achilles in such a negative light just wouldn't go over well. But I also didn't really have an angle for how I wanted to tell that story, so it didn't interest me.
I don't totally remember how/when I came up with the plot for Gold, but I know @johaerys-writes was the one who really encouraged me to write it and I think @juliafied helped me with it a lot. I believe I posted the first chapter the day before I went out of town on what would be the first of many trips this autumn/winter. It's one of very few fics I wrote on google docs, mostly on my ipad because I don't own a laptop.
I think I was only a chapter or two into Gold when I started writing what is still titled in my docs as "Post-Gold." This fic ended up being such an interesting challenge because I had written what happens before and what happens after, and now I had over 20 years to cover to explain it all.
Here's what I knew at the start.
1. Patroclus got thrown out of his house the minute he got home from Seoul.
2. Achilles sets his own life on fire and Patroclus takes the blame for it, resulting in Achilles moving to Tartarus in shame and not returning until 2022 with Zagreus.
3. Because I'd already written it in eiial, the first time Patroclus sees Achilles in years, the first thing he does is make out with him. (I regretted this one a lot, but hopefully I made it work 🤣)
4. A 39yo got a silver medal in the javelin at the 2020 Olympics. As a result, one of the first lines I wrote was "Take me to Paris, Achilles." That entire scene changed, but I kept the line.
So then it was a game of filling in what actually happened (so much math to figure out the years and their ages lmao), and figuring out how to show the journey of two men growing up, growing apart, and then putting their lives back together. All the years were written out of order, which is why the different sections start the way they do-- originally it was just a system to help me keep track of what year it was and make sure I covered each one.
And with all of that, I thought this fic was going to be shorter than Gold. I figured each year would just be a snapshot--maybe 500-800 words to get a sense of it. Short and sweet.
I'm an idiot, of course. Just the reconciliation that took all of three sentences in eiial required over 15k words for this fic, and it could have been longer.
It was so fun to imagine all these eras of their life. I went from writing about guys who were much younger than me to men who were older than me. The way the world has changed between the year 2000 and the year 2022 is kind of astounding. Someone asked me why the boys couldn't just text each other in Gold and it's because it hadn't really been invented yet. We barely had wifi. They would have had an answering machine at their first apartment they shared with a goofy message recorded together.
To make a long, unnecessary essay short, this fic went from something I had no enthusiasm for and was certain I wouldn't write, to something I'm really proud of. I'm going to miss it.
I was talking recently with someone about this fic from Achilles' perspective-- over the 22 years, which moments would he pick as important in their lives for better or worse, and how many of them would match up with Pat's. I have no intention of writing that story, but it certainly would be a way to sit in this universe a little longer.
#sorry to wriet a whole long essay#but I hate finishing fics I hate saying goodbye#anyway I started writing the interview fic today#Achilles admitting to the world that not only was his first kiss with Pat caught on live tv#it was his first kiss with anyone ever#he was such a cutie
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reaction to dream sports festival ep 2
they're still not playing badminton ridiculous ver.
the tension between idiot husbands mark and jeno
standoff part 2
omg seriously worst game of badminton ever 😭😭
chenji standoff
team jeno finally wins lol. against the odds. with the power of the frying pan and dustpan.
i deserve this apology, especially since the literal summer olympics are on right now and instead of that i am watching these losers play fake badminton. (real talk though, i am a huge olympics fan but it's close end of day in paris lol. i'm just giving these guys shit).
short break for quiz time
JISUNG LITERALLY NOT KNOWING THE WISHIES
soccer fan indeed
literally gave him the easiest one
lmaooo jeno not getting zendaya
giving each other shit is their love language
oh what the heck team mark lost because they didn't count properly booooo
LMAOOO jeno getting edinson cavani again. but see it doesn't really ring a bell because jeno didn't even see cavani's face during the game of who am i
pup mode
team jeno won the snacks lol
chenle: *gets a word wrong*
jisung:
team mark won the consonant game
the lyric game seems tough because you have such short time
jeno got off easy with the lyrics to boom
haechan admitting to his mistake lol. protecting the integrity of the game.
they just decided that they tied lol
why do you walk right into the stereotypes
being nostalgic about snacks :P
me too 💔
why are markmin kinda....
jaemin resting in prep for this relay lol
most non-normal man ever
haechan already passed the baton to chenle and meanwhile jaemin's still back here like
team jeno won before jisung finished his lap 😭
the victorious team
team mark cracked open their pinata too because they go together
chenle loves theatrics so he was like "we have to lift it properly" like it was the world cup
jisung thinks everything about chenle is cute, seriously
💗
for real i do hope they do this next year :P
jeno and mark never leaving each other alone
lol 5 minutes of cut behind the scenes material
jisung: i was first in dodgeball back in the day
jaemin: don't lie
jisung: I'M TELLING THE TRUTH 😤
haechan playing keep up with the ball
jaemin and mark playing actual badminton
oh it's jaemin vs mark for real now lol. haechan the commentator and the rest spectating.
jaemin smashed and everyone was like OHHHH 😱
mark did a drop shot and OHHHH 😱 again
mark won the game :P
twas fun! well watching the dreamies is always fun :3
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laz, fox, ivanova, delenn, lyta
THANKS AVERY.
Lazare de Ga-Peyrol
overall: who? / i hate them / i dislike them / kinda wanna fight them / they’re alright / i like them / i love them / *accidentally drops thousands of pictures of them*
opinion: again, who??? / the purest bean / cinnamon roll / who knows really / sinnamon roll / the problematic fav
otp(s): *Opens up Wip* *The ghost of a dozen Ronan/Lazare WIPs come back to haunt me*
other ship(s): Ronan/Laz/Olympe is still Very Important to me, I ship Charles/Laz in terms of “Things That Happened in Laz’s Past that fucked him up badly so now he can commiserate with Olympe over unrequited crushes on the royals”. Personally, I don’t see that one as anything more than a one-sided crush that Charles took advantage of, but, like, it’s a Thing. (Also, the curtain calls for Toho are…suspect for me, given that the two of them are paired together. Could be nothing, I don’t know, and I’m trying to keep myself from asking anyone who’s seen it because I want to see the Toho with as untouched a mind as possible. I know, I know that’s funny coming from me.)
#noromo ship(s): Laz and Solene spend most of their time together laying back and talking shit about Ronan, with Laz occasionally going to her for advice because I THINK I BROKE HIM WHAT DO I DO which then involves Solene having to reassure him that, no, Ronan’s just Like That.
When I don’t ship Olympe/Laz (which is…..90% of the time,) I highly support them as a BROTP who routinely beard for one another at important events, bullshitting some reason for why they can’t be together while they bond over both ditching the royals for their own respective Mazurier siblings and both being repressed in different ways. Olympe isn’t as emotionally represssed as Lazare, but “Les Mots que l'on ne dit Pas” confirms that she doesn’t say a LOT of what she thinks, and Takarazuka!Olympe is obviously always restraining herself to an absolutely insane degree of politeness, especially in her interactions with Charles. Also, Lazare would at least be aware of other gay men, though I can’t feel it was something Grandpapa de Fuck encouraged, whereas the extent to which women were allowed to know about the possibility of being in a sexual relationship with another woman is...debated. Like, the rumors around Marie Antoinette really were a watershed moment there and Olympe should PROBABLY be aware of that, but...it’s dicey. It’s very dicey
Also, Papa du Puget and Laz had a father/son type of relationship, with Pierre-Francois essentially taking one look at this broken, emotionless wreck of a human being and going “OLYMPE? DID YOU SAY YOU WANTED A BROTHER?” This was sadly cut short in the Zuka version by Laz doing…that, effectively losing two people close to him with one hastily made order.
crack ship(s): Given Laz’s relative lack of screentime, nearly ANYTHING he’s involved with is inherently a crackship. As far as “things I’ve toyed around with but generally refuse to acknowledge”: Lazare/Louis. It would put a new perspective on Laz’s devotion to the royal family and drive to protect them, and parallel even closer to Olympe’s crush on the Queen. It would also make his eventual, inevitable failure to protect the King even worse. I did toy with a one-shot for Herbert from Tanz der Vampire and Laz, where an older Laz would have to fight off the vampire’s amorous advances while on a mission from Napoleon.
fav headcanon(s): I will die on the hill of Sugar Daddy Laz, even if Toho seems dedicated to ruining my hopes and dreams. (”BUT THE COOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAATTTTSSSSSS” I cry out into the abyss, to which they reply, “Lol, what coats?”) Like, it’s a fantastic excuse for having Ronan and Laz be in regular contact, deepening that relationship while also explaining where the fuck Ronan is sleeping every night. (And gives us Insufferable Neatnik Lazare VS………Ronan)
Also, the idea that Laz never learned Latin or Greek and that, in general, his education was constrained only to military shit, which opens him up to ridicule when he’s around other aristocrats at Versailles or whenever he’s invited to, say, a ball in Paris. (Charles in particular enjoys playing with him, because it’s a means of asserting himself even if he himself doesn’t keep up with most of it, historically having said that he couldn’t read 4 pages without being bored.)
After the Bastille, no matter what, Laz resigns from the army or is yeeted out. Like, I genuinely can’t see any real way where he sees everything he’s seen and done everything he’s done and is still in the army. I think he’d either be a good scapegoat for the violence in the streets (with a HUGE possibility of retaliative violence by the mob, especially in the immediate aftermath), or he would resign himself out of guilt and the realization that the army that he joined and devoted himself to was never going to be the same again.
ALSO. HE IS AUTISMS. I WILL FIGHT FOR THIS ONE.
Fox
overall: who? / i hate them / i dislike them / kinda wanna fight them / they’re alright / i like them / i love them / *accidentally drops thousands of pictures of them*
opinion: again, who??? / the purest bean / cinnamon roll / who knows really / sinnamon roll / the problematic fav
otp(s): Xanatos/Fox/Owen
other ship(s): I could ship Elisa/Fox, especially after “Eye of the Beholder.” I’m not sure where I stand on Hyena/Fox. Like, I think there’s *potential* there, given that OH MY GOD THEY WERE CELLMATES, but it’s not a dynamic I’m particularly interested in.
#noromo ship(s): Fox/Dingo, as the two members of the Pack who were able to break free of that shit.
crack ship(s): ….I don’t think I really have any, at least for her? I’d have to rewatch Gargoyles again (oh, the pain, the pain), but yeah, I don’t think I really have any solid crackships for her.
fav headcanon(s): She, Owen, and Xanatos are a throuple who raise Alex together, with Owen looking after Alex when the other two are away. (I mean, this verges on canon but…)
Also, we know that canonically, Irish Mythology exists in the Gargoyles, and Fox is half Third Race, so, like…there’s some huge magnificent crossover potential there. I have mixed feelings about how she and Bres would get along, but, like…Bres has always had a soft spot for the troublemakers, and they could bond over their shared daddy issues. (Real angsty shit: His son, Ruadan, was a redhead with a penchant for theft and trickery, and seeing Fox might trigger Dad Mode in him.) Catch her and him conspiring to steal back the sword Orna from Bres’ brother Ogma to give to his old friend and ally Tethra as a birthday present. (Though he was less than pleased when Puck tried to troll HIM, Bres and Puck have DEFINITELY conspired at some point to troll the Tuatha dé and might or might not have had a brief fling before Bres met Sreng, I don’t accept constructive criticisms on this one. Puck gives him Hell on occasion for being an absolute sap for a boring Fir Bolg with no sense of humor that he’d met [1] time, Bres is thrilled when he finds out about Xanatos/Fox/Owen because it gives him so much ammunition.)
Titania is less than pleased with the situation, Oberon is amused, and Bres doesn’t give a fuck what either of them thinks because he ran out of fucks in the 18th Century BCE. Like, c’mon, my dude’s buried the body of a freaky Grecian witch, he’s died from being poisoned by a bunch of bogstuff, he’s died multiple times, he doesn’t care WHAT the King and Queen of the Third Race think. And, of course Fox is always going to be best bros with someone who doesn’t care about what her mother thinks, this is the woman who canonically went in a ninja outfit to break into her father’s airship just to tell him she was pregnant after trying to ruin his company. That woman lied to her for years and tried to steal her son, like...No.
The only issue would be that Xanatos and he would probably get into intricate debates on Capitalism VS Socialism at the dinner table, both of them sporting smarmy little smirks as they do so. (Puck is thrilled even if Owen stoically handles the whole situation, exchanging long-suffering looks with Sreng.) Also at some point shortly after the debacle with Orna, Alex ends up with, like, a HUGE Irish wolfhound (not a Gargoyle beast like Bronx and Boudicca, since they’re too closely associated with Cu Chulainn and, by extension, Lugh for Bres’s taste), slightly bigger than a miniature pony with red ears, golden eyes, and a crimson and gold collar of velvet, which Owen has to explain is a gift fairly given and that to refuse it might be to offend him. (Bres’ initial idea was to give a giant pig, a descendant of his prized monstrosity Babgiter before Owen talked him out of it, which his inner Puck greatly resented because having a huge pig running around Xanatos enterprises would be hilarious.) Fox routinely threatens the thing, but somehow it can often be found curled up on the couch next to her or seated next to her during chess games with Xanatos. At some point, it bites Oberon’s leg when he gets a little too pushy in his opinions on childcare, earning Fox’s eternal love and respect (and the best kibble money can buy + unlimited scratchies because he’s a Good Boi.)
Ivanova,
overall: who? / i hate them / i dislike them / kinda wanna fight them / they’re alright / i like them / i love them / *accidentally drops thousands of pictures of them*
opinion: again, who??? / the purest bean / cinnamon roll / who knows really / sinnamon roll / the problematic fav
otp(s): Talia/Ivanova
other ship(s): Delenn/Ivanova.
#noromo ship(s): Sheridan/Ivanova are so good as a brother/sister team
crack ship(s): I seem to vaguely recall shipping her/Kelsey from the one ep. with Jason Ironheart but I’m too scared to go back into our pm logs to find it because I feel like that would be going into a dark, dark abyss. Also, a lot of scrolling.
fav headcanon(s): LET HER AND TALIA LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER, DAMMIT. THEY LEFT THE AVENUE OPEN.
Delenn,
overall: who? / i hate them / i dislike them / kinda wanna fight them / they’re alright / i like them / i love them / *accidentally drops thousands of pictures of them*
opinion: again, who??? / the purest bean / cinnamon roll / who knows really / sinnamon roll / the problematic fav
otp(s): Delenn/Sheridan (Fuck you JMS)
other ship(s): Ivanova/Delenn
#noromo ship(s): Lennier/Delenn, unfortunately for Lennier.
crack ship(s): None that I can think of, atm? I know I’ve probably thought of at least ONE with you during one of our Cursed conversations, but none spring to mind.
fav headcanon(s): I didn’t want to say it, but fuck I’m starved for headcanons atm because thinking machine broke. (I blame it on the terrible combo of Bres + Lazare, AKA The Long-Haired Idiots With Daddy Issues And Terrible Coping Mechanisms Club).
That band around her head that is left over from when she was more...Minbari in appearance is hella sensitive. Most of the time, in the little amount of quiet time they get, she’ll lay her head on John’s shoulder and he’ll gently rub his fingers over it as she closes her eyes in meditation, the movement roughly akin rubbing the back of a cat’s neck. During frick fracks, it’s a little bit more...intense.
Lyta
overall: who? / i hate them / i dislike them / kinda wanna fight them / they’re alright / i like them / i love them / *accidentally drops thousands of pictures of them*
opinion: again, who??? / the purest bean / cinnamon roll / who knows really / sinnamon roll / the problematic fav
otp(s): I don’t think I really have any solid Lyta ships yet? On some level, I feel like she’s kind of, unfortunately, flown under my radar? (Which is definitely going to impact the headcanon section as well) I feel like she’s going to be one of those characters where I’m going to have to watch things over a few times. Lyta/Black leather?
other ship(s): Lyta/G’Kar, Lyta/Kosh (I hate that this is the extent of ships I’ve got for the obvious lesbian character, but Lyta is a kinky fuck and I’m going to expose the little vorlonfucker for who she is.)
#noromo ship(s): Zack/Lyta. LET ! LYTA ! HAVE ! A ! FRIEND !
crack ship(s): Lyta/Ezri Dax from DS9. Don’t ask me why, just…trust me on this one.
fav headcanon(s): Honestly, I don’t feel like I know her well enough to have formed anything solid for her. I have a half-baked idea that her current issues as far as feeling kind of used and alone has its roots in first being used by Psi Corps and then by the Vorlons, being in this position where she really couldn’t ask for or receive that recognition even when she was starved for it.
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July 2024/July 2028
When Julia M. B. and I met for the first time in France, we talked a quality convo for a long time, walking by the eiffel tower aaaannnddd.. she gave me her number and was clearly flirting with me,finding anyways she can to touch me. I guess going to UCLA for medicine & somehow running into & becoming friends with her best friend later last year was the big thing that got us to connect. Mutual friend-Giulia S. She is such a homie. Julia is actually lgbt which made me feel surprised but also excited giving me a sort of butterfly in my tummy. She said I gave her butterflies too Maybe she’s jst lgbt for me? She said she likes me because I’m simply me & that made me feel special and the fact she said that had me telling her the same. She’s different from I expected. She actually is a great girl that I connect with on a spritual level & she feels the same way about me. I’m genuinely different from her world.. someone that actually caters to charity. Someone more than a professional surfer/ olympic athlete. Someone more than some money-hungry influecing instagram surfer or model or whatever . She likes the fact that I’m pursuing medicine & even tho she didnt finish dentistry, she really admires my ambition in everything I’ve done,do, and wanna do. The fact she travels and I’m busy is never an issue because we understand and consistently keep up with each other even though its not everyday. When she hugs me and I hug her.. we both feel real safe and trusted. When I kiss her and she kisses me, its warm and electric at the same time. I cant believe Jack treated her like that. What an asshole and shit way to break up..how could you cheat on her? Again,it makes me feel special that Julia trusted me with that vulnerability. She said this further made her intrust me with her soul & every being. Regardless of what happens between me and Julia.. we will always be each others soul mates. The first girl I marry will be perfect for me and we will always make things work even when it gets tough. Tbh I see myself with Jen as a wife & hey, thats why I invited her to Paris. She loved me before all of this ‘well-known me’. She knows me as me. I’m not a famous athlete/musician/ med student to her. I’m Hayley Jo. That naive girl that accidentally drew a penis when explaining the urinary system (LOL). Jen really is a great and interesting girl as she said she was. Greatest & most caring nurse ever! So proud of her for getting that job at CHLA like she said she would! I still remember meeting her for the first time in Orange County that one day before she had to move to Ventura. We coudnt stop taking to each other. We both smiled so much & we both just felt so comfortable in each others presence. I mean sure.. it was last minute but we made it work:)
Im so happy I decided to pursue surfing professionally. It led me to the fuckin olympics. Its such a surreal and insane experience. It led me to Julia! Like holy shit! Insane! Six years ago, I was sitting at Philz Coffee shop in La Jolla with Christina and her coworkers. Promoting the Octi app, barely makin money but grateful I’m makin somethin.Buying her coworkers food & havin them give back to me free coffee & fries from The Melt! Emailing back a coach from craigslist & trustin that he would take me to the next level as a professional/olympic surfer and now.. olympic gold medalist! The fuck?! Quitting Nekter & takin the risk of pursuin all of this at once! So much has happened over the last 6 years and Im so happy I stayed positive and made it to where I am today. I just feel so fuckin grateful and will continue to be grateful for everything that has and will happen. Dropped all the negativity. I’m ready 2028 LA Olympics!
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multiples of 3 for the first OC to come to mind when I say "throw that ass in a circle"
LOL since we’re going by 3s I’m using 3 OCs. Also I’m going with the original, non AU versions of my OCs.
3. Is your OC a romantic?Loke: Very. He’ll go through hellfire just to make sure the person he’s with has an amazing time and feels like the most extraordinary person in the world, whether it’s something small or huge. He’s also the kind of guy to pay VERY close attention to detail, so he may just go all out if the person he’s with ever said that Paris is the most tomantic city in the world. Boom. Plane tickets to Paris on their birthday or gor any other reason.
He’s also the type to never shy away from always telling the person he’s with how much he loves them and how much they mean to him. Stupid cute little text messages in the morning or right before bed? Yeap. Pet names? Too many of them. More specifically in his native language since he kinda finds the ones in English a little awkward? Valentine’s day is huge for him, like Olympics huge and second only to anniversaries.
Jelani: …in his own way he is. He’s definitely not gonna say “I love you” every 10 minutes though he will say it back if the person he’s with says it. He’s more into the little details and smaller things. He actually remembers the exact date of the first time he met the person he’s with, first kiss, first time he said I love you and first time he and the person he’s with had sex.
Those little details are kinda big for him. Small, cute and thought out dates, lots of subtle physical contact, lots of time together with the person he’s with, he does kiss a lot though, and he uses a lot of pet names but like his older brother, Loke, he says them more in his native language especially when he REALLY, REALLY puts a lot of significance behind it, mostly “kjære” or “valp” (he calls his boyfriend puppy due to the fact that his bf is a werewolf). Only says “I love you” sparingly but uses “jeg elsker deg” for those really special moments. Doesn’t really think of Valentine’s day as that much of a big deal but anniversaries are where he goes all out, especially the more years there are with that person. He and Angelus have been together since the mid 1990s so it’s a pretty big deal for him.
Angelus: I wouldn’t consider him romantic. Look, if anxiety, and shyness had a child it would totally be him. Not to mention that he’s an absolute disaster when it comes to expressing anything he feels which makes it all the harder for any boyfriend he may have. He does try and puts as much effort as possible, mostly what you get out of him as romantic is him showing he cares about his boyfriend in different ways. Unfortunately this means he always puts his boyfriend before anyone or anything else first, most of the time this means doing something that he may not want to do or is uncomfortable with but says nothing in order not to upset his boyfriend. This often ends kinda badly when he finally admits he wasn’t comfortable.
Over time and several uncomfortable moments later Jelani has learned to almost perfectly read him so no misunderstandings happen between them both. He IS the kind to always say “I love you” and loves lots of physical contact, mostly sex as he seems to think that’s one of the most “effective” ways to show affection. Simply being with his boyfriend somewhere quiet is good enough for him and probably the most romantic thing he can think of. In short, he has no real clue how to be romantic but he tries his best to be even though he often misinterpretes that meaning.
6. Other people’s OCs you ship your OCs with?I don’t ship any of my OCs with anyone else’s. Not that it bothers me though.
9. Does your OC prefer stable or spontaneous relationships?Loke: Stable. Most definitely stable.
Jelani: He may act like he doesn’t give a rat’s ass if the relationship is spontaneous or stable but deep down he’s a stable kind of guy. He had a few relationships before he was with Ginger for a while but then he was kind of sort of with Trevor years later after he and Ginger split.
Thing about Trevor is that he is aromantic so it was just about sex and Jelani was fine with it but he kinda got tired of it and before he “caught the feels” he ended it. But skip a few years later and he and Trevor kind of picked up on it again though Jelani was absolutely sure he wouldn’t develop any feelings for him. Then here comes the mid 1990s and Angelus pretty much replaced Trevor, which he was fine with, fucked around some and then he inevitably fell in love with the werewolf and both have been together since. Making that the longest and most stable relationship he ever had.
Angelus: He genuinely doesn’t care but he thinks it’s best to be in a stable relationship. His first “relationship”, which he shouldn’t have been in in the first place due to certain situations, was a huge mess of insecurity, “I’ll just settle for this because the guy I really want is out of my reach” and miscommunication, that ended in a strained friendship that took a few years to fix. The fact that Angelus was still crushing hard on Jelani didn’t help at all so that guy ended up resenting Ingvarrsson. But he chilled out later. Now with a very stable relationship he definitely does not regret prioritizing stability.
12. Your OC’s favorite kind of flower?Loke: Not sure if you could say they’re his favorite but Loke thinks that the Moonflower, Light Pink Lilly and Cherry Blossoms are the best flowers ever.
Jelani: He thinks flowers are okay but he doesn’t exactly have a favorite. He kinda likes Orchids ‘cause Angelus loves Orchids and every time he sees one he flips out and Jelani thinks it’s cute.
Angelus: Orchids. All sorts of Orchids. Sun Orchid is top tier though.
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What is the easiest website to pass time on? None really. I usually read on my Kindle to pass my time What’s the last place you left early, and what was your reason? Murr’s party back in June because I had some stomach bug Do you take your medications in the morning or at night? No Would you rather visit London or Paris? London.
Have you ever bought a youtuber’s merch? No
Pick a flavor: pumpkin or apple? Ohhh I can’t choose. I love them both Do you think oatmeal tastes better when made with water or milk? water What kind of milk do you usually use? soy What is the best type of donut? Whatever I’m in the mood for. What was your last great garage sale find? I don’t go to garage sales. Do you like thrift stores? I don’t go to any. When was the last time you ran into someone that you didn’t want to see? Last weekend. Was anyone rude to you today? No. What is your town known for? It’s NYC...it’s known for many things lol Who is your favorite set of twins on youtube? I don’t watch youtubers. Do you like to watch DIY craft videos? No. What are you regretting right now? Something I don’t want to talk to. Who was the last person who was rude to you? Ugh Would you ever let the barista at Starbucks make a random drink for you? I used to when I worked at Starbucks and my friends who worked bar during the day would do that all the time. Have you ever used a fake name at Starbucks? No. Have you ever left a note in a library book? No. What time of day do you prefer to wash your hair? At night. What is the worst job you’ve ever had? Starbucks What is the best job you’ve ever had?
-The one I have now. Working from home as a freelance writer What job do you want to have? The one I have now What are you passionate about? Standup comedy. I’m starting to do it. Have you ever tried vlogging, and if yes, did you stick with it? No ^Same question with blogging. Have you? Yes. I have one for my poetry and one for my book reviews.
Do you have to alter a lot of your clothes? No What country do you most want to visit? Scotland. Do you have chronic pain? No If you go to church, what is your favorite thing about it? How caring everyone is there ^and what is your least favorite thing about it?
-Nothing. I love it. Did you go to church this week?
-I did What is something that’s bothering you right now? This cold I can’t get rid of Are you happy right this instant? Yes. What’s your favorite fall beverage? Pumpkin spice of course
Do you exercise daily? No What do you do for exercise? Walk around Is your room/house cluttered? No. Do you live in a house, condo, apartment, or dorm? apartment Were your college years the best years of your life? They were ok. Made many great friends there What was your favorite class in high school? None. Hated high school Which class in high school did you hate the most? read above Do you have a birthmark? If yes, what color is it? Nope What color is your lava lamp? i don’t have one. Do you have an inspiration board? No. Where do you store old photos? Albums Do you have photos on the wall in your bedroom? Yes. Favorite scent for a candle? None. Hate candles Would you ever film a youtube video with no make-up on and messy hair? No
What is the most comfortable type of pants, in your opinion? Leggings Do you cry a lot? Yes Do you keep up to date with the latest technology? Try to LOL Would you ever want to live in a big city, like New York or Chicago? I live in NYC and love it What about a big city sounds appealing to you? Everything!!! I’d never live anywhere else. Do you wish you had more money to do the things you want to do? Yes. Do you prefer college-ruled or wide-ruled? college ruled Pencils or pens? Pens. Favorite ink pen color? any What are you craving right now? Nothing Do you have a sweet tooth? Sometimes Do you need to lose weight? No. Do you need to gain weight? Yes. Who is your favorite Lisa Frank character? No favorite Have you ever won a prize at the age guessing booth? Never tried.
What’s your favorite movie that you remember seeing in the theater? Way too many. What was the name of your very first imaginary friend? Matt Do you know anyone who has ten cats? No. Have you ever had a cat? No. Have you ever had a dog? Yes Have you ever any other kind of animal? Fish, hamsters, parakeets, and guinea pigs Have you ever had a pet rock? No Which Olympic sport would you most like to be a pro in? Have you ever played this sport? Figure skating because I am a retired figure skater What were you voted in the senior class polls? I was home schooled Who was your favorite teacher in high school? N/A Do you own a bobblehead? No What’s on your desk? my computer Do you love someone who treats you like a piece of shit? No. Isn’t loving someone who doesn’t feel the same way horrible? Yes What’s your favorite DIY Halloween costume that you’ve seen? I always DIY my costumes. This year I’m doing Flatfoot the Pirate from Impractical Jokers What is your favorite gender-neutral name? Taylor. Do you want to give your kids common names or unique names? A mixture I guess What is your favorite type of braid? No favorite What is your favorite spice? None Favorite Spice Girl? Baby Spice. Favorite Cheetah Girl? I wasn’t a fan at all. Backstreet Boys or *N Sync? Ok...I love BSB. Always will. But of course after meeting Joey Fatone in June, I have to like *NSYNC too HAHA Were you a boy band fan? Yep. What decade were you born in? 80′s baby!!! What is your favorite coffee shop? Any independent ones in Manhattan and of course, Dunkin. What is your favorite tattoo that you’ve seen? None What is something you have too many of? Pens LOL What collection are you thinking of starting? None Do you collect anything now? If so, what? No When was the last time you painted something? 2005, senior year of college Do you have any disabilities? No. Do you have any unique or hidden talents? I’m a former figure skater Do people call you gifted? Sometimes I guess. Do people call you unique? Yes. Get called that a lot Do you get bullied? Not as much but I have in the past Do you own a dreamcatcher? I think so What are five of your favorite stores at the mall? None When was the last time you went to Michael’s? Ages ago. I gotta go back Do you knit or crochet? No. Do you enter craft projects in your county’s fair? No. What modes of transportation do you use? subway What is your least favorite chore? All HAHA What is the best gift you have ever given someone? I think the 2 sets of bow ties I sent Murr in May What is the best gift you have ever received? Phone call from John Schneider still tops everything. And also Murr just wishing me a Happy Birthday Have you ever made a decision that you regret? Yes Do you make your own greeting cards? No. What color feather boas do you own? None. Do you use colored hangers? Yes. Do you organize your clothes by color? No. What time does your alarm go off in the morning? 9am. What was your favorite toy as a child? My NKOTB dolls What do you want to name your first child? Salvatore James List ten favorite girls names. No List ten favorite boys names. No What season do you want to get married in? Whatever Is your Pinterest cluttered? I don’t even use it Are you a trendsetter? Not even close Do you want to be a trendsetter? Hell no. I hate trends What was the last great book you read? Awakened by Murr Are you a free spirit? Yes Has anyone called you a free spirit? Yes Do you get more compliments or insults? Compliments Has anyone ever spread lies about you? Yes. All jealous bitches What is your favorite insect? None. What bugs scare you? All of them. What was your favorite vacation? Washington DC Who picked your name, your mom or your dad? Mom What is your first and middle name? I ain’t telling What were some other names your parents were considering when they had you? None What are your siblings’ names? Only child!! Do you own any Lularoe leggings? Nope. What was the last thing you bought online? movie tickets Do you enjoy public speaking? I don’t hate it.
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(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed? Um Adrian doesn’t have a closet, but if I sleep in Hubby and I’s room,he always shuts his and I only have one sliding door on mine because the other kept breaking...so it just stays where it is.
(2) Do You Have Freckles? No
(3) Can You Whistle? No
(4) Last Song You Listened To. Praying-Kesha
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? Black and Pastel
(6) Relationship Status. Married
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? It’s Summer
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? Nope
(9) How Many Followers? 588
(10) Zodiac Sign. Taurus
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? Brown
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? No
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? No
(14) What Books Are You Reading? None atm
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. I’ll do that one later,I don’t have a book next to me.
(16) Favourite Anime? Sailor Moon
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? Hubby
(18) Do You Collect Anything? Yes,Dolls,Figures,Books.
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? Zips Chicken and Fries.
(20) Do You Dance In The Car? No
(21) Favourite Animal? Cat
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? No
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? No
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? I can’t swim
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? idk
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? Bottled
(28) What Makes You Happy? My Family (most of the time),GBF,Material things.
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
LOL I’m such a brat ;P
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? Without,Music just distracts me.
(31) Dogs Or Cats? Cats
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? Purple/.Lavender
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. Playstation
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? Sigh....
(35) Do You Believe In Magic? In a young girls heart....
(36) What Color Shirt Are You Wearing? Pale Pink
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? No
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? Spend
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? My Shirt.... :/
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? lol um all of them
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? maybe
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? I can be.
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? Yes
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? Only been twice but yes.
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. Watching Frickin’ Rugrats in Paris,today almost made me cry!
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? Peanuts
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? Kesha!!
(48) Are You A Picky Eater? Yes
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? Not really
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? Yes
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write? Yes
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? Yes
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? Wrap.
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up? My Phone is charging so I can’t.
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather) Summer
(56)What Are You Craving Right Now? Nothing
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed. No. But I’ll post a screenshot of My Main Blog theme. even though I don’t like it very much...
(58) What Is Your Gender? Female
(59) Coffee Or Tea? Coffee
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? Nope,I don’t go to school.
(61) What Is Your Sexuality? Pan/Demi
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? No
(63) Favorite Pokemon? TOO MANY!!
(64) Favorite Social Media? Tumblr
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? idc
(66) Do You Get Homesick? Not anymore
(67) Are You A Virgin? Nope
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now? a Honey one by Garnier.
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? Motel.
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? Yes
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? Spiderman Homecoming.
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? Nope
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? Blue-Green
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? Yes and Yes
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? Taco Bell Chalupa.
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone? Too many...mainly Anime one’s and Marvel one’s.
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? Um no because idk how to do it properly.
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? yep
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? FB,yeah...
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? Not really.
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. Just My Wedding Ring,mainly.
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? Closed,so The Cats don’t come in.
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? reblogged stuff on Tumblr,watched Rugrats and Teen Wolf.
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? PJ Pants/Shorts and a Tshirt or Cami. or a big Tshirt or Night gown.
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. Nah...
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? Depends on My Mood.
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. No that’ll just make me depressed and irritated over the one’s we lost.....
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. nah.
(90) Favourite Soda Drink? Pepsi
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? Jeans
(93) How Do You Look Right Now? Meh
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You. Cute Stuff,Aesthetic.
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want? I’m bored of this question and this survey.
(96) Favourite YouTuber? Trinity Rose.
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