#Idk man I just wanna Physically BE There the game ain't doing it

[frostbite-the-bat]

I dodnt wanna play Toontown I wanna BE IN Toontown that would fix me I thignk

[marcusrobertobaq]

Comparing Gavin to Hank's hostility towards androids reason is just dumb imo. Hank doesn't like humans and want 'em to learn a lesson, that's why he switches sides. Even in hostile ending dude expected deviants to be different and better than humans (selfish, brutal, ruthless) - so they can teach humans the damn lesson. He ain't afraid of being replaced by androids, he's pissed at androids cuz he think they're the reason his son is dead - and he also got no respect for people replacing other people with androids in personal relationships.

Gavin ain't got this factor, there's no reason for him to come to like androids only to hate 'em even more esp with this whole sentience thing. He pretty much got an issue with obedience and authority, esp regarding to androids (who are supposed to obey), but it's in general - it becomes easier to get when u get he was written as lieutenant, this rank got a weight to it - it's a management role often being the head of a team.

These characters are 2 sides of the same coin, tho.

They got similar mindset: dehumanizing who they ain't consider a real human - criminals, suspects, victims they thought was deserved. Androids just happen to be everything at the same time 🤣

What does it mean? Means in a interrogation room Hank gonna threat the mf and just give up (idk bout his old days tho), Gavin would just wait for things to get difficult so he can beat the shit out the mf. I believe if he went to interrogate Shaolin a "Under Arrest" 2.0 would happen - and the way mfs are so casual i doubt would be the first time they do something like that.

But Gavin seems to be against the idea of scratching people's back - should be one of the reasons he doesn't like Hank. Dude exchange favors, is a lazy mf and still think he got some kinda authority in there just cuz Jeffrey do what he can to keep him in there.

These 2 bitches are similar but would fight against each other if they could.

If we take the gallery seriously Hank is the one that climbs the steps to leadership making connections and contacts even outside the police or with low rank criminals, people he considers inside "everybody is doing what they need to get by, as long as they didn't hurt anyone i don't bother 'em". Man, even Connor calls Hank corrupt in cut dialogues. Gavin climbs it trynna show he can handle everything alone and be at the helm by saying "i'm the boss here" and start giving orders. He would shit on people like Gary and Pedro. "everybody is doing what the-"? Fuck this.

Lt Anderson and Lt Curtis Blake are 2 different types of lieutenant. In the final game happen to Hank be Gavin's superior which makes things far worse for the mf. While Gavin will bow down eventually some force is necessary - like pointing a gun at him or punching his nose, but he won't shut up.

In the police brutality metaphor made by Cage, both gonna treat androids like just another perp (like Hank with Rupert in The Nest), but Gavin gonna feel some pleasure in forcing mfs on the car hood while sayin' some fucked up shit (like that cut dialogue implies). Ain't only about androids but especially about androids, Gavin is worse imo cuz he waits for the moment where he can finally use brute force - even better if justifiable. Hank is just tired of all this bullshit, but if things are personal...damn, this mf gonna def snap and totally against the police - cuz he just doesn't give a fuck for all this anymore, but Gavin does. Gavin already snap constantly cuz he can't shut up and stop trynna show who's boss - fuck, must be the reason he got a scar in his damn nose. If he got an opportunity he gonna get physical to show who's boss. He's ambitious, mf wanna get to the top and have power over all situations he can and esp put people back in 'em place.

Androids just happen to have less paper work related to losing your badge for misconduct.

U can find these type of characters in lotta games where we got police "satirization". It's classic asshole cop, most of 'em are corrupt btw.

[distant-screaming]

for the tag game – 👑, 🌿, 🎬, 🎁, ✖️

looking forward to your answers 🌚

>:) thank you Sunny beloved!

👑 favourite Disney princess

Oh man oh heck!! I haven't watched Disney since a long time ago and now shows have made me incapable of enjoying movies SO

Well of course Belle was my favorite when I was little because I could see myself in her (reading etc) and I admired her! Even today I do love her but,,,, I'm not sure something about her character is a little strange to me

Also as I'm trying to recall other Disney princesses I'm thinking of this one messenger bag I had that had the princesses on it it was very pink I loved it

I really love Rapunzel! The biggest being I had (have) incredibly long hair so I watched her and I was like 'I WANNA BE LIKE THAT'. Also once I became capable of critical thinking and watched Tangled I really really liked the romance because as an ace person I never understood like. Meets prince, instantly falls in love sort of thing. But Rapunzel and Flynn spent time together and THEN they romanced which makes sense (it was a short time but still. Better than nothing)

🌿 favourite season

You know this is actually homophobic, making an adhd bisexual choose stuff 😩 /j

While I lived near/on the equator winter was my absolute favorite because it would FINALLY drop to like. 25-30 degrees (also all my temperatures are celsius idk what Fahrenheit is <3)

BUT THEN we moved to Canada. And I really love the cold still but I despise the side effects of winter - black ice, cracked skin, being attacked by snow from my friends at random opportunities (jk I love you winter but you're not my fave sorry)

My favorite overall is probably rainy season (monsoon?? I think?) because it's just so awesome the vibes are fantastic and it fulfills my carnal urge to run through water and get wet even though I live in a society

🎬 favourite movie

,,,,, um Chile anyways so-

LISTEN I don't watch movies a lot anymore because I've watched a lot of shows/anime and I don't really find the buildup-payoff as good when a story is crammed into less than 3 hours. HOWEVER there are many movies I love so I will give multiple answers :)

Animated movie - My Neighbour Totoro! I really really love this because I recently watched it with my family so it's fond memories of them. Plus, the main characters, the sisters, are EXACTLY like my sister and I were at that age down to the looks. I love it!!

(adhd gremlin trying my best to remember movies I've watched)

I don't watch a ton of Hollywood movies really, but I did have a MCU phase as everyone hot does, and my favourite movie was Winter Soldier which may be a predictable answer but it's TRUE. As a teenager I loved Bucky (still do) but I think the main reason is that I was a repressed queer person FIRMLY in the closet so seeing the Steve/Bucky interactions etc was like 👁️👁️

Though my favorite Marvel movie is Into the Spiderverse for SURE it's so good and pretty and Gwen 😳 and the story is pretty awesome and I loved the pacing too!!

There's definitely others I love but unfortunately I am mentally ill and so my memory is horrible <3

🎁 best gift you've ever gotten

Oh man uhhhh I'm not a very gifts person?? Like as a love language it's probably like last or second last (physical touch ain't it either) but I'm trying to remember gifts I've gotten

I think if by best it's one that I love it would be my watch. I have a g-shock watch that I've worn since I was. 12? And essentially haven't taken it off since. I got it as a birthday gift, and I loved it so much it made me feel very cool. I still use it to this day and it's not that there are any particular sentiments attached to it but it's just something I love!

✖️ 5 things you hate

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

Oh dang this is hard because I don't really think of negatives a lot? I will try though because I have been asked by Sunny and so it shall be done :D

(I won't put stuff like bigoted people because if you know anything about me it's that I can't STAND hate so that goes without saying. Also *wrist flick* yanno)

1. People who hate things just because certain people like it. Like come on grow up 😐 just because Sarah likes dressing up doesn't mean it's cringe maybe you just have no self confidence

2. Clothes - and by that I mean anything that's tight enough to cover my full arms and or legs. This is a pain during winter but I am unfortunately Built Different so NO mom I will not wear those skin tight leggings and the turtleneck

3. Censorship. I DESPISE IT SO MUCH like if you're gonna make me read about genocide at least give me the full story!! Not the sterile version of it

4. Stagnation! I don't like being or doing one thing forever (probably stems somewhere from adhd, and also I moved a lot as a kid so my only constant was uhh nothing). I once changed the entire layout of my house and my friend kept bumping into so many things she didn't talk to me for a day

And 5. The belief that arts < science I am an arts kid at heart and will fistfight ANYONE who says science is better than arts NO IT'S NOT???? They're both equally important literally shut up

Phew that one took a while!!

Anyway congrats on making it to the end @ the three people who read my posts ily <333

[theaspers]

Zara! I just got back from a short trip. In a perpetual state of i want to do fuck all 😑 but I really should focus n do things. How are u? Anything random u want to share? My face n upper body r quite sunburnt lol so I've been a hermit trying to recover 😂 thanks for the well wishes on the job hunting. My mood on that journey is like ⬆️↗️➡️↘️⬇️↙️⬅️↖️🤣

I revisited hades after u replied! N spoilers: I got past elysium n then died to the Chambers (items got so expensive n it's multiple pathways to find cerb's treat lol n the poison...) butttttt I came back like next run n got hades to like 1/3 of his health and then died!!!! I'm pretty chuffed tho. I know now heueueue. And I MET THAN! GORGEOUS SOFT DEATH BOI. His voice man 🥰 BTW r zag n than half brothers that share hades as their father? But he cute that ain't no lie. I um am assuming u finished at least one complete run so I hope I ain't spoiling anything? I'm really sorry if I did. Third fury sister met too heueu.

Lololol I'm not really shitting on luci's yukata haha. Tbh I've been into kpop n Korean shows for yearsssss so I feel like nothing really fazes me too much? It's funny seeing ppl shit on Satan so much but I'm like honestly it doesn't hurt my eyes that badly. N his Pepsi yukata looks pre good. Not the worst by a looooooongggg shot. I hope the devs fix up the wonkiness of obey me cuz otherwise they will keep losing players n awesome content creators. V understandable tho. That's also why I probably won't play om and genshin cuz gacha, too stressful n it's kinda nice just evolving the charas by headcanons n imagination alone. The lore is v noice tho. Have u read the genshin manga?

Hahaha it's a good thing I thought of u. The fic does have some grammatical errors (I went back to read it again hehe) but it's just so soft n realistic to me that I thought u might like it. Probably ooc for Thea tho sorry. It's alright if u never get to it or don't like it!

Aww my ask got ate up huh. I sent it in the morning after u recommended achilles to me. It just said that the song is so fucking good. So cathartic n would've been such a help several yrs ago when I was going thru some shit. I love the lyrics, the sound...it's very soothing n I love it a lot. I hope to find more English songs that have such beautiful n haunting lyrics. I'm trying not to make the ask too long so I've dumbed the original ask down a lot. It's going to be long anyways 🙃

I asked about any personal hcs u wanted to share? Mine were that I would call Lucifer: Luce Luce or Luci haha. N I would greet him by saying Luci....fer after making eye contact with his brothers above his shoulder but he would be glaring at me anyways. Ever perceptive Luci. I would like to mess around Belphie by calling him Moo Moo 🤭 I hc that once close, I would go around the dining table every morning n give each bro some individual loving. Some nuzzles, cheek kiss ya know n get to Belphie like wut up moo moo? Lplolol thanks for letting me ramble haha this is sort of embarrassing. Can u tell my love language is physical touch 💖

Haha no worries about ur messy blog tho. I love the stuff u reblog. Some legit quality content n it's so amusing seeing the juxtaposition between the sfw n the NSFW. Ur duality zara never fails to make me laugh. If u want u can guess my height. What vibes do I give off? I have a feeling my answer will make u v happy ☺️ ALSO DUDE UR FIRST LANG AIN'T ENGLISH? WAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY? THAT'S SO FUCKIN IMPRESSIVE. KUDOS TO U SON. Wow. damn. U. R. So. Cool. 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ Ahem finally much love to Luci anon. Better reinstate their rightful emojis hehe. Thanks for letting me visit again 💙 - (not a) worker lurker

long answer so under a cut hehe.

hey there!! sorry i took so long to reply shsjs but anw hope you’ve been doing well. i have been doing alright too? i guess? lol i have no idea. i’m simply just vibing. i hope the sunburn’s not bothering u as much anymore though! and still wishing you lots of luck on the job hunting front!

oooh, glad to hear that you’ve made some progress on hades! you’re not spoiling anything at all so don’t worry hehe. i wish you luck on your future runs, you can do it!! (side note: those stupid rats. i swear. i hate them so much 😭) AHH THAN!! isn’t he just so precious? 🥺 like i realise he is death but he’s so. soft 🥺 and no!! afaik they’re not related lol i think nyx might have just. made him and hypnos? they grew up together tho, i think. oooh, love the fury sisters. they’re very interesting hehe. definitely missed playing the game but i’m still not in the mood to play it unfortunately. i miss zag tho. and hypnos. ugh one day i’ll pick it back up again 🥺😭

shdjd same tho. and ur right. after seeing all the kpop idol outfits, nothing fazes me anymore. plus i don’t think their outfits are the worst thing ever tbh :’) ugh, i agree. the main route itself is getting harder to play and the non-stop events are tiring. i want to hope that they slow down a lil bit but idk. kinda doubt they will. and the obm gacha rate is terrible but at the end of the day, it is gacha, right? :’) genshin is horrible gacha wise but there’s always a lot to do, and places to explore. plus they’re still updating the game so i’m sure it’ll remain relevant for a little while longer. i haven’t read the manga fully but i have seen bits and pieces, and some screenshots. diluc and kaeya look amazing in them 😭

oof yeah, i still love listening to achilles come down. it’s so good!! definitely very cathartic. i’m glad you enjoy it too. 🥰

ahaha, ngl i just always call him luci tbh. i know he probably doesn’t like it. but like lucifer is just a mouthful to say sometimes hehe i just know he’ll get his revenge on u for calling him that tho. belphie moo moo shdjd that’s kinda cute?? hmm. i don’t think i have nicknames for them tbh? :0 just kinda. shorten their names lol. and there’s nothing wrong with having physical touch as ur love language!! hehe i think that’s cute. i’m sure they enjoy the show of affection anw. i think i would just be way too shy to do anything like that tho :’)

ik people tell me they enjoy the messiness but sometimes i scroll through and get so embarrassed 😭 like i would like to not be perceived, please and thank u. but i’m glad that u enjoy my blog, regardless 😭 your height? :0 oof that’s a bit tough. you don’t radiate short ppl energy. wanna say ur probably average height shdkd and no, that’s definitely not me projecting my own height onto other people :’)

yeah, english isn’t my first language shdjd 😭 but i have been speaking/learning it for a while now. doesn’t matter tho, i still makes mistakes occasionally ahdjd but i’ve stopped caring lolol luci anon has yet to pop up again but it’s okay hehe they’ll get back their rights eventually hehe oh, and thank you for dropping by!! much love 💖💖💖

[pokefanbri]

You and me, we had it..we so did u know...at some point or in some ways anyway. What happened to them, ill never know. But I miss those guys man 😂...they were great together even if the mentality wasn't the best on either end & he lost interest less than 2 months in living together 😒. But they was chill af 😊, despite any darkness. Girl learned many things..fucking bought a car for the 1st time. I had home on the other side of the damn continent lmao..i never dreamed id live outside Tucson again. Drove a lawn mower for the 1st time...holding onto him at the back of one 😔 the sunglasses was a tragedy lol. We played video games together, watched the birds at the feeder & drank coffee in the morning sitting there looking at the wildlife & chatting 😌 I'll really miss someone being there to help me with back pimples, massages & backscratches that I can't reach lol. If all that & more we did together ain't cute couple shit idk what is lol, thats the shit id live for any fucking time.

I wouldn't give any of it back, cause those among many great times shared...are the memories I hold dear to my heart & always cherish. Many 1st times thx to this wonderful guy i had the pleasure of knowing in my life. He may not appreciate what we had, but i sure as hell fucking do. It all meant something to me, & yes he meant so much to me I won't deny it.

But ive accepted this shitty year for what it is, & it did make me wanna shake my hands in the sky & tell God himself its not fair & I didn't deserve this 😔 But I'd see this dude again one day & maybe thats a chance for the genuine goodbye i missed before. He's still an asshole & knows it..i looked up to him but know better than to be so naive & hurt again by anyone 😏

But...im staying positive, ive forgiven alot & letting go..dwelling on it too much til it fades but it hurts & i cant have that. Taking care of myself is important, im moving past the bad, remembering the good, & moving forward the best i can. Missing him resonates in the back if my mind but im doing okay. Im definitely feeling better, dont feel as bad anymore..a huge relief almost. I was hurt & betrayed pretty bad in this relationship than any other 😔 the typical lies about me to cover his own ass afterward are still like stabs to the heart, so ofcourse its hard..probably talks bad about me for no reason still when I damn well know better, but I have no control over that. Never been through a heartbreak this bad before I tell ya 😅 was so damn difficult & still hurts but not as much.

But thats that, 🤷‍♀️ Onto something new, I want someone that mutually handles my heart with just as much care & effort, I wanna have a blast with someone again, a new adventure. I just hope I find him at all..if at all 😣

I need to stop whining about it for 1, but I just want what everyone does. Sucks that I had it twice for that matter & lost em 🤦‍♀️ damn im disappointed in myself too. My choices guide my path & im going somewhere I guess, but ive accepted at the end of the day u experience & grow from the people u meet along the way right🤷‍♀️ nomatter how hard it hurts 😔 dealing with the heartache can be physically painful when it hits & this one has topped way tougher to go through than 2 experienced b4 it, & I don't ever wanna experience it again. So im done with it, put my sorrow aside for later if I must but I cant be depressed when I can focus my energy on something else. Me my self & I 😌 is holding up okay all things considered

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https://youtu.be/i-qT5n_5Mys 👋

[myvelouri]

Work was lame. Honestly it was. I felt so tired and weak that I didn't want to go to the bar with friends. But they made me. Sure enough when I got there they didn't even show up. Except for the very end. Omg it made me so irritated. Actually Sam could relate cause of the party afterwards, she also regretted coming out. Anyways. I had an okay time at the bar. Kinda dead. But then the girl who I hit on and a few others I met were so rude to me, like acted like I was a peasant. I felt uncomfortable as fuck cause I thought we were cool but I guess not. The only thing we did was meet each other through a friend. I'm surprised no one trusts me

I told Sam and she said "well I'm glad you're here tonight" and that felt so sweet. I'm sure I said something assholey funny back lol.

I saw Sam seemingly flirty with Michael who is this getting nerdy dude. I felt like of course, that's her type. Not really cute, just, nerdy. Saw em exchange numbers and he even texted her and she came up to him right away. I was like wow she's so into him. I hyped him up. I said you got this man. And she came out and took a puff of his cigarette. I was like wow lol

Um anyway I was gonna leave but Ronnie made me stay and we ended up at Steve's house. It was Lee's birthday and she looked good. I texted Jay the address and he brought his tinder date with him lol. She was cool. She seemed to be into Ronnie but then she got close to me, was flirty and she told me she thinks Jay is so cute, oh I'm sure they're still fucking right now. I love Jay lol.

So at Steve's, everyone is there. Suddenly Sam comes out of nowhere. I was like wow no way. I assumed she texted Michael and Michael gave her the address. Cause she sure as shit didn't text me. I ended up messing with her jokingly and teasing her and shit. It was so much fun. She's so FUCKING cute. I'd never date her though. I couldn't. Physically, yes, but she's kind of too into politics and seems to be more republican than I thought? But like, I could easily be FWB with her. She's cool.

It was a nice night. Got super drunk. Like, Steve is old and he built this house, beautiful house and he has so many guns. He has another house and has it for rent and therefore doesn't need a job hahahaha. He's so cool. I was surprised he was a trump supporter too!

I met omg why can't I remember him name. He's also from New York, same area as me. He's old too. Found out he was gay. He was actually very flirty with me. He's such a handsome old man, has all his hair, and idk, he's got good genes. He's a meteorologist. Great dude. He wants to hang. I should. He cooks and stuff

Anyway

Sam was leaving and I went out with her to the car. Ronnie said good luck to me and I said I'm not trying anything I just want to escort her out lol.

So me and Sam go to her car. A few jokes and fucked around with the wooden panel on the floor and we joked she was trying to hit me in the groin. Just fucking funny and teasing non-stop. I love being funny.

So, we got to her car and suddenly this freaky truck blocks our way. It seemed like Jeepers creepers. And she sang the fuckin Scooby Doo thing as if I didn't know it. Pfft. Lmao. So she was afraid to go around and said she didn't wanna drive on Steve's grass. I said girl, we're all parked on Steve's lawn. Lmao

I teased her until she finally drove. We were about to smoke. She made it tho. I was about to finally talk to her and get closer and Ronnie came out and shooed her away. I was a bit confused about that? Why'd he do that? Totally blocked me. Man that's not cool.

She left cause he told her to go go go

It was weird

And later he asked me if me and her made out in the bathroom. I said naw man. And he's like "you liar, yeah you did"

Oh yeah Sam and Michael, wow he's terrible with girls, but shit Sam LOVES the nerds. He literally left her alone the whole time. I even asked her and she seemed like such a bad actor, she was like "pfft no I'm jus here to talk and chill" lmao, sure, and that's why she told me later she regrets coming out right? She even said bye specifically to Michael and she kept trying to initiate something like "we'll see each other again... Actually very soon" bro lol. Come on. If that ain't a give away she's into him.

I'm surprised she told me she hasn't hooked up or had sex in months

She said she doesn't do relationships or hookups. But she looked so red when she said that. I don't believe it lol.

I think she was disappointed by Michael. He has 0 game. I wish I was still as gorgeous as I used to be, I am pretty good with girls (not always but when they are more open to me, especially if they're attracted to me, then it's easier to be ACTUALLY funny and good with girls).

So much more happened

But I'm gonna sleep. I have work all week, tomorrow too.

[marcusrobertobaq]

Yep, I think i'm decided, I fucking give up.

I'll be hc'ing RT600 as Research Turing gen 6° and RK200/800/900 as Research Kamski gen 2°, 8° and 9° for the lack of knowledge bout english and french names. This "K" is in various models names but i just don't know what it is, so i gonna say "Kamski" (in this specific situation) here for now.

Although Kamski ain't involved directly in RK800/900, he's def involved in RK200 dev, no doubt. And CL def used lotta codes and systems from Kamski thru the yrs after he got out. Every android got Kamski's touch, that's how shit works. He's The Creator™️ after all.

And that's why any android since gen 1° can deviate. Kamski shit got a small piece of failure that later evolved into Software Instability/Emotions then Deviancy and nobody found a way of fixing it, or they didn't want to fix it cuz the % of happening was too low, or maybe some people let it happen to know how it goes. We'll never know.

I don't think was on purpose, like, they really hard coding programming SI and deviancy on purpose, but they surely didn't fix it for real later. Maybe Kamski tried doing something similar (sentient androids with free will) with the whole Autonomous Project thing but CL wanted this shit for other purposes and in the end SI/Deviancy wasn't something really official, only an anomaly that ain't got explored further. Or maybe it was for a period of time and they gave up.

After all CyberLife wanna sell stuff, Kamski wanna be a revolutionary.

But one thing I'm certain: CyberLife knows bout deviancy being inevitable cuz it's too late to "fix" millions of androids, but I don't think they know where the anomaly originated from and how (in details) is the proccess, they just know it happens - after all it's an anomaly IN MY OPINION. Not something really programmed but something that happened under specific conditions like a mutation from a loose end or a program hole.

But in the game CyberLife managed to still get in contact with the RK800 even if they go deviant, when this type of connection is supposed to suffer interference or even dc. Ah, man, mfs literally made an android that can pretend be a deviant one. This is Connor in non-deviancy status, bro, this is the level of "they fucking know about deviancy". Maybe was the only thing they discovered they could do, also opening a door called "remote delete and reset in the perfect moment".

Curiously CL didn't removed the exit from ZG. I'm certain this is Kamski's shit (canon) and all ZG versions had a manual exit (canon). As I hc ZG is actually independent from RKs in a CL server, makes sense being a manual/forced exit.

I talked bout that before. Everytime an android is in ZG they enter "stasis" irl, they can't be active in both places at same time, so what happens when u trap someone inside a connection? They lose control of the "physical" body and other parties can have access. Connors can disconnect normally from ZG but not when it's a forced call like this where he ain't got power to get out, it's blocked by normal means. That's why we got a manual exit in ZG - to force a dc when this "trap" is detected and give the control back to the android. Ain't from Connor's end, it's from ZG's end.

What the RK800/900 got is a bridge, not the ZG per se. Maybe this manual exit is so powerful it makes the bridge stop working on Connor's end? Maybe, idk. I hope so, like blocking all connections coming from specific address, especially forced ones. Maybe it can also grant the RK full admin control over call con and dc? I don't know. Only thing I know is this emergency exit seems to be from ZG's end, idk if it alters something in Connor's end. Should, tho.

If something like this was made by Kamski he indeed knew remote control of androids was going to be a thing, and for someone like him, that wanted androids to be the perfect species with unlimited intelligence and free will, being controlled by "narrow minded humans and 'em shady deals" and being trapped in digital probably didn't sound good. But curiously CyberLife didn't remove or altered this manual exit in the next ZG versions, not even the future Amanda versions could fight with it, but I bet the AI knows what it is - that's why I got doubts about CL not knowing about the exit.

Maybe they didn't expect shit to really work? Or maybe they made a huge bet a deviant Connor, being conditioned to have fear of failure, would submit to Amanda cuz "there's no other choice, another way to run" and "everything was planned" (kinda the suicide/give up situation in one of the endings). It's a possibility.

So yeah, I hc Zen Garden (or other older names) is an old thing back from this research project (back with Markus and prior events) or maybe even older and they used, later CL taking it from Kamski - it's a meeting room. But meeting rooms always leaves tracks and contain tracks, inputs being made. And he got this manual exit not only cuz u always got have emergency tools in your software but cuz he knew the ZG could be used for... questionable stuff in the future. When he found out or he knew it would happen? Idk.

That's my hc for now while i don't find anything more.