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nature-played-a-trick-on-me · 2 years ago

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It's almost funny how I talked with ppl from school like 'fair warning, lots of people overestimate me because I look like I've got it all sorted and I get good grades but please please listen to me when I say I can't cope' 'ohhh no we're not going to overestimate you!'

Guess what happened?

#Iconic!!!! Iconic the pattern of my life #Literally 'knowing how to learn' + having self insight etc? Makes people think I'm healthy normal functioning #When both skills were developed to try to cope with my inability to function in daily life #Studying? I did research for a long time and got to know myself so I can study efficiently bc I don't have a lot of energy.#Self insight comes from navigating group homes and care all by myself because all my mentors would leave within months #Iconic #Being able to sit in a chair and contemplate things does not equal being able to participate in society 🙃#Unfortunately being on the spectrum + having undiagnosed untreated trauma means i have very little energy #And my ~ compensating by contemplating ~ also takes. Energy.#(Over)thinking to navigate the world is my life lol and I think its okay as long as i can find a place where i can like. Live.#Id like to graduate high school 🤡 start therapy 🤡 reassess after like a year of therapy #To see if i can like. Go to college or get a job i can cope with.

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