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I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH
for the time being by @sixteen-juniper for @nattyngale
A small collab between me and dear juni for natty's birthday of a story of Jose helping out Akechi <3 check out the fic!
#persona 5#persona#ITS SUCH A GOOD FIC JOSE IS SO CUTE IN IT AND I WANT TO CRADLE AKECHI IN MY ARMS AND TELL HIM IT'S FINE#i've been sending quotes to my friends in dms like LOOK#and lina im isajiodads THANK YOU I LOVE IT#SUCH A CUTE AND PRETTY ART#you guys are so so incredibly sweet i teared up#it means a lotđđđ#thank you ;-;
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Hellaur againâŠâŠâŠ.would it be perchance be alright if i asked for a ficâŠâŠmayhapsâŠâŠ. william with a s/o gn reader who owns a bunnyâŠâŠâŠi donât know if you write for him so if not then maybe kevin or joseđ€đ€
Itâs fine! I write for mostly everyone! Enjoy <3 also keep sneaking Norton into my writing because Iâm trying to main him betterâŠ
Kevin, William, and Norton with a reader who owns a bunny!
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Kevin
Kevin acts like itâs your kid!
He makes sure itâs fed/taken care of for you if youâre sick and unable too.
He dedicates his evenings to spending time with BOTH of you
He brings two roses for his two favorite people â€ïž
Date nights into the garden sometimes entail your little friend coming along.
He loves to snuggle with you and wake up with your bunny on his side. Since it never fails to make him laugh.
William
Iâm pretty sure heâs had a bunny at some point in his life.
OMG HIS ONE SKIN? âLAZY MR BUNNYâ I THINK ITS CALLED?? SO CUTE!!
He definitely wears that skin a lot when he sleeps over since itâs basically pjs.
He likes to say that him and your rabbit are matching.
Heâll whisper random things to it mixed in with loving words.
âWhy do you look like you ate cement in a past life? But youâre so cute, I get why ___ loves you so much.â
Sometimes while heâs waiting for you to return to your room, youâll find him sleeping on your bed with your bunny on his chest, both passed out.
He knows how to take care of a bunny so heâll help you out <3
Norton
He thought it was a stuffed animal at first and kinda laughed at you until he picked it up and it started moving which freaked him out.
Refuses to ever talk about that incident again.
Will ask you subtly to teach him how to take care of your pet.
He wants to be a good boyfriend, since he knows heâs got some flaws.
Norton multiple times as woken up to your bunny sitting on his face almost suffocating him.
Will whine about it and it becomes a full on one sided war between him and the pet.
He believes itâs fucking with him only when youâre not looking.
Canât prove it so he refuses to sleep over in your room where it can roam free.
Date nights and sleepovers are always in his room or away from yours.
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Haikyuu fanfic recs for ones I liked hehe
EDIT: I made a pt 2
Anyway, as the title suggests, I am recommending some fanfics for popular(ish) ships that I personally really enjoyed! Iâm only doing one or two fics per ship (which in hindsight is KILLING me so Iâm just putting the first fics I find and am like I really liked that one LOL) because I wanted to do a shorter fic rec list (tho watch this become super long LOL). I also may or may not be procrastinating finishing a couple other long posts, so thereâs that hehe. For the (kinda but not really) public consensus for best fics per ship (by kudo count) check out some of my other posts. Also Iâm putting some ships I donât actually read much of (OOPS LOL) so if you think that thereâs a fic that fits my type (if I even have a consistent type) better, pls tell me LOL. Otherwise, pls continue heh :)
As always, pls check WARNINGS, TAGS, and SUMMARIES for fics before reading to make sure youâre taking care of yourselves (since mental health is key!) and stay healthy!
IwaOI:
The Loyalty of a Traitor by DeathBelle (E) 76.9k // ok so does me liking this fic make me basic cause I feel basic LOL. I really love mafia fics, and the way the story line developed was SO good, like IN LOVE with this story. This is a fic where you should read WARNINGS, TAGS, and SUMMARY before diving in, but if the length scares you, donât be. Itâs so easy to fall in and get lost in the writing!
the courtship ritual of the hercules beetle by kittebasu (chanyeol) (T) 66.3k // again, basic? Probably LOL but itâs good so I have no shame ;) Again, pls donât let the word count scare you (cause it scared me LOL), you get really into it after like 2 paragraphs, so just make sure you have enough time to finish hehe.
KuroKen:
Thicker Than Blood by kylar (M) 91.4k // are you surprised that there is another mafia one? You really shouldnât be LOL. Anyway, Iâll just be here pushing my mafia fanfic agenda while you read this monster of a fic hehe :) Definitely read WARNINGS, TAGS, and SUMMARY because there is some very sensitive topics involved! I also adore the oibokuroo friendship headcannon, so more reasons to read, right?
Liked, Commented and Subscribed by Royal Society of Pandas (Abarcelos) (T) 45.7k // this fic is SO funny omg. I read it and I had to stop so many times just to laugh because I could not stop sometimes LOL. However, there IS angst towards the end, it gets resolved, but itâs still there... But honestly, it just adds such depth and flavor to the fic, so pls read it!
BokuAka:
bang! now we're even by Authoress (M) 11.9k // so Iâll be honest, I donât read a lot of BokuAka (...oops?) and so I wouldnât consider myself as the best person to be recommending fics for this ship (in general too LOL).... ANyway, I love myself some good spy AUs (was gonna put that IwaOi spy AU but the LIMIT), and Akaashi in a dress? Like the tags might state, what more do you need? The characters are done beautifully, and the story development is SO good, so I give you all my humble BokuAka rec.
Crisis Converted by valiantarmor (M) 60k // man do I really love fighting in my fics LOL. This was super good and the plot itself kept me really engaged (what a twist omg). It does talk a bit about mental health issues, but itâs done so well, and they really did this AU justice!
DaiSuga:
How to Manage by SuggestiveScribe (E) 39.3k // ok so yea yea we established, Iâm basic, BUT can you blame me? This mightâve been one of the first DaiSugaâs Iâve read and I have no regrets. Literally, this fic series is one of my favorites, so OF COURSE I had to add it somewhere :D Honestly, I donât even think you need to read the first one to understand whatâs going on, but I would just cause it has some funny DaiSuga moments too ;) This is explicit for PWP, so proceed with caution~~
Add New Contact by booksong (G) 8.5k // this one! Itâs so cute and poor Daichi LOL. He really out here doing the most,,, Anyway, we love tech Suga, and a nice dash of snarky tsukki (LOL is he salt, yes yes he is). Itâs very fluff and pine, so if you want to read Daichi having gay panic like 24/7, go right ahead LOL.Â
SakuAtsu:
Burden of Blame by DeathBelle (E) 91.2k // ummmm, haha what, another mafia AU? Me, predictable? Noooo, never..... Anyway, this one was so freakinâ good like, love it so much! Itâs one of my favorite mafia AU fics, and I love the story line progression. Poor Atsumu being dragged into this mess, but itâs okay because THEY are IN LOVE. Honestly, this fic is Atsumu best boy like he is the best boy. BEST BOY.
Notte Stellata by awkwardedgeworth (T) 20.9k // I ignored all of the other fics I LOVE in this ship (like the pain Iâm in rn), but I love this fic with my whole heart. Like I have reread this fic multiple multiple times because I love it so much (tho I mightâve skipped the angst a couple of times cause I didnât want the pain okay?). I keep coming back, and the second fic in this series is SO funny and cute and I love it here. Please read it, itâs so FREAKING good, angst and ALL.
KyouHaba:
Team Mom by All_My_Characters_Are_Dead (T) 2.7k // so as I was going through this tag (because thatâs what I do LOL), I remembered this fic and I love it. Like yes Yahaba is the fear factor and yes Kyoutani is the DAD. I really like the team dynamics in this one, and the first years make me laugh pls.
Camellias by kiyala (T) 1.9k // IK youâre all like, youâre missing such great fics, like no Iâm not I just made myself hate myself by limiting fics to two per,,, I love this fic and when I starting looking for this ship, it was the first one I thought of hehe. I really love magic and their interactions are so cute and the PLANTS ARE DOING THE MOST. Pls read both in the series, cause domestic KyouHaba is best KyouHaba ngl LOL. I love the plants, and if you read the second one, someone tell the trees to stop bullying Yahaba.
MatsuHana:
This gets annoying fast, Makki by Ink_stained_quills (G) 2.3k // IM IN LOVE WITH THIS FIC PLS I COULD NOT STOP CRYING TEARS OF LAUGHTER. This AU needs more fics PLEASE. It was SO freakinâ funny and the other teams KILLED ME. Like how they all approached the problem differently and how some of them (KUROO) asked for help LOL. Please this is so freaking funny go read it.
boiled frogs by reginagalaxia (E) 91.5k // I told myself I was gonna put my most angsty fics on another post (which I will for my other favorite MatsuHana angst fic which I love), but this fic. Omg I saw it and I was like I have to. Literally I have to. I hate angst, but read it. It, the, plot, omg, I jjfnsfknalkjdnf ljksan. Like Iâm not sure you understand. This fic. asjfjfsadnldjb. I never thought I could hate a character SO MUCH,,,, like SO MUCH. READ TAGS, WARNINGS, AND SUMMARIES because some serious stuff really goes down. Bless Iwa-chan.
SunaOsa:
Accidentally in Love by pancake_surprise (T) 19.6k // JOSE CUERVO strikes. I love this fic and all the chaos in it. The way they were supposed to be the responsible couple (of friends LOL),,, sike. This one is only a slight angst and itâs mostly love and fun :) Also technically this is no longer the first fic in the series, but Iâm still putting this one cause the other one is SakuAtsu orientated hehe :)
Spring Secrets by DeathBelle (T) 3.8k // Seasons might be one of my favorite (as all things also seem to be) series of all times. I donât like rerecommending fics Iâve already said to read, which is why Iâm not yelling at you to go read a certain other fic (which is my life and blood). Anyway, this fic series is all fluff barely angst (maybe thatâs why I like it) but itâs so freakin good pls read it all ahhhhhh.
Komori/Suna (what is their ship name):
I wish to live in a world by hatsuna (T) 24.8k // ok ngl this fic was so sad and relatable? Like I was like wtf why are you making me cry rn even though like I shouldnât be? My heart? Pain. (Hotel? Trivago.) Technically, this is END GAME but the main pairing is kinda SakuAtsu???? Something of the sort, but also their relationship (Komori and Sakusa) is written so well and idk guys I think you need to read this fic rn.
Ah the two fic limit hurt me, but fear not I am making ship specific rec posts (LOL Iâm so dramatic), so if you wanted more of a ship,,,, its a coming hehe. And yes I did say Iâm making an angsty fic rec post, but weâll see if it gets finished before I side-track with posts like these LOL.
#haikyuu fanfic rec#why are you guys shipping cousins#why is this a thing#pls what am I supposed to make of SakuKomo#No thank you#what the heck#what is komori and suna's ship name#i can't stop crying about the cousin thing#like im not one to judge interests#but this aint it#I love these fics#am I dramatic?#yes fight me#IwaOi#KuroKen#DaiSuga#SunaOsa#SakuAtsu#MatsuHana#KyouHaba#BokuAka#fanfic#fanfic recs#anime#manga#haikyuu fic recs#haikyuu#hq
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Do tell the reader insert ideas! I might have a go at one for practice
*viBRAtes*
Okay, I'll try to keep the balls off the walls one for last. I have 4 total here.
A fluff/angst reader insert where the reader is aware of the events of the game and gets forced into the game isekai style. I know, how original. If it takes place in Persona 5, then Jose and Maruki are heavily involved. This one is my least developed out of all of them, but I want to make it so if some ideas begin to seem insane thats your chance to turn back.
2. A persona au for any of the games where the reader is pulled into the events of the game and are basically a Shadow whisperer. They never develop a persona, but they have the Shadows they've befriended to help them fight. Mostly fluff and adventure, and the reader tries to keep the whole 'Shadows are friends" thing under wraps. If in persona 4, the main Shadow cast grow humans to join the reader in the human world and chaos ensues. Honestly its mostly supposed to be cute and funny. I may actually write this one at somepoint but if you want to, do it! Because I probably wont actually get around to it.
3. A sweet and straightforward fic about the reader being a wildcard but ultimately failing their mission, and going off of the idea of Velvet Room attendants being failed Wild Cards who got their memories wiped to help other wild cards.
4. Okay so this one is the balls off the walls one thats been rattling around in my brain. Its kind of embarrassing honestly but I'm going to share anyway because the bitch doesnt even pay rent.
Its a fic where the reader walks right into the Persona universe on accident and gets involved with the Shadow Operatives by pure chance, eventually awakening to a persona. But the persona is fucking Nyx Avatar which sends the entire group into a panicked frenzy for obvious reasons.
However through basic communication, reader pieces together that this isnt the actual avatar from the events of the game and is from Readers dimension, but its not like reader can really just tell them that.
The ops decide to go ahead and try to either a. very possibly kind of illegally experiment on reader to try to figure out how its even possible for their persona to be NA (too lazy to keep typing out the name) and or squeeze info out of one or both of them. Upon receiving the news, reader runs for it with a little bit of inside help and is now running from not only the Ops, but the constant Shadow attacks from Shadows attracted to such a powerful persona and on top of it all, a persona that isnt very good at following instructions and takes a lot of stamina to deal with.
From there, take it in any direction you want. I would probably make it a 10-15 chapter fic with decently sized chapters about all of the above as well as Reader and their universes Ryoji/Pharos/NA learning to get along and cooperate over time. Happy ending (unless you want a bad ending) and take it in any way you want.
Yet again, if anyone wants these ideas, take them. They are yours. Just tag me so I can read them. Honestly I like option 4 best but its the one I've thought about the most and by far the most ambitious out of all of them plot wise. I also just want to write sibling like bickering between Ryoji and Reader in the beginning because it would be funny. Also heavy emphasis on how difficult of a persona NA is and how terrible he is at following instructions. Like sometimes he just literally says "no" and does his own thing. Anyway hope I didnt just make my entire following hate me and hopefully didnt just embarrass my self too badly.
#persona 3#persona series#Spoilers#persona 3 spoilers#like mega big time for the fourth one#thank you for the ask#it is past midnight and I am very tired
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Sylvix Vore Fic (FE3H)
A/N: This is probably mega OOC, but I fell in love with both Sylvain and Felix during my first playthrough of FE3H and been itching for a vore fic featuring them. Itâs probably more accurate to read this as platonic due to my inability to write anything remotely romantic... This was also inspired by @sinfromlokislairâs Sylvix fic, theirs is a lot better tbh haha.. Vomit warning, so if that makes you squeemish, please leave now! Enjoy :)Â
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Felix growled as he shoves off the giant finger, wishing this oaf wasnât the first person who offered help. While Sylvain would disagree, it wasnât entirely his fault that he was in this position. The blast of magic was directed towards their professor and Felix, standing behind her, found himself foolishly taking the hit. He expected a lot of things to happen, well aware of the effects of taking a direct hit to dark magic, but being reduced to the size of a field mouse was not one of them. Now, he has to pay the price of the curse.Â
Felix pinched the bridge of his nose, he expected something like this happening to Sylvain, the reckless skirt-chaser, but himself? He was usually more collect in battle. He sighs, regret still weighing heavily over him, but he had more pressing matters to tend to, specifically regarding the man before him. He looks up: Sylvain Jose Gautier loomed over Felix in all his self-proclaimed glory, Felix swallows. Goddess, he was gargantuan, his chest taking up most of Felixâs line of view and he has to crank his neck far back just to peer up in his friendâs eyes and feel like an equal in conversation. Bubbles of fear and humiliation rose up inside the smaller, but he represses those feelings, swiftly replacing them with indignation. âFor the last time, Sylvain, quit poking me.â âSorry, sorry, itâs just that youâre so tiny and cute! I really canât help myself.â Sylvain laughs a little, folding both hands behind his head. âInsatiable, as always,â Felix mutters under his breath. If Sylvain heard, he gave no indication, instead, grabbing Felix without a single warning. As the tree-sized fingers close around his waist, Felix soon finds himself face-to-face with his ginormous friend; bemused, Sylvain simply watches as the smaller struggles in his grip. âLet me go, Sylvain!â he squawks, trying to pry those fingers off him. Really, the man had no concept of personal space. âMm, I could, but,â Sylvain leans forward with his elbow still on the table, drawing closer to Felix. Fruitlessly trying to maneuver his legs and kick at Sylvainâs too-close face, he stops; scowling as he notices his own reflection in those amber eyes, and at last, Sylvain pulls back. âThis is all too much fun!â he winks. âHilarious, now let me down, you oaf.â Felix says flatly, âI would rather dual the boar than being stuck here with you.â âReally? Because most ladies would love to be in your shoes, Fe.â Felix squirmed a little in the redheadâs grip, not fancying himself so high. âLet them. At least you would finally leave me alone.â Sylvain leans on his arm, a cocky grin adorning his lips, âOuch, donât be like that! Least now, you canât refuse to get dinner with me.â The raven-head rolls his eyes at the reminder of Sylvainâs countless dinner invitations, most of which he had turned down in favor of training. âForcing me to eat with you, would you stoop so low?â Sylvain says nothing, only flashing a sly smirk and hoists Felix a few inches higher, just above his nose. Felix unwittingly tenses up, he's much too high and Sylvain was taking this joke further than he'd like. He curses while digging his nails into his friend's skin, trying to force himself to be lowered. Yet, the other refuses to budge. He can't tell if Sylvain thought of this as one big joke or if he was really this careless. "You incorrigible---" "Aw, c'mon Fe, youâre just cute enough to eat!â Sylvain interrupts smugly, dangling Felix over his wide-open mouth; He wasnât seriously going to drop him, but it was all too easy to get a rise out of him. Felixâs heart pounds furiously against his chest as heâs forced to peer into Sylvainâs awaiting maw. Sharp white teeth that could easily bite him in half taunt him while that wet tongue twitches and Felix doesnât even want to think what is beyond that dark, pulsing throat. It was repulsive, everything. Despite himself, Felix couldnât stop staring. Is this what prey feel when theyâre about to be eaten? Strangely enamored? He frowns, choosing not to dwell on it, and instead, averting his eyes to the door, he was no damsel, but a piece of him wishes for Ingrid or even the boar to pay Sylvain an unexpected visit. Relief sweeps through him as those lips close, âTell me, do you have a death wish, Sylvain?â he growls, but the older manâs lips quirk upwards, evidently amused. As Sylvain opens his mouth to make a quipâ- âSylvain!â Ingrid barges into the room, and in an instant, he loses his grip on Felix, barely able to make out the tiny manâs objections as he falls straight towards the gaping throat. Sylvainâs jaws snap shut, and the obtrusion at the back of his throat causes him to swallow, purely out of reflex. Fuck. All traces of coy playfulness disappear instantly as he feels the tiny body make its way down his throat. He sits there, in cold shock, as Felix drops into his stomach. The heavy, humid air hits him, and Felix lies absolutely still, paralyzed with disbelief. This canât be real. That half-wit did not just swallow me. Felixâs heart pounds in his ears as he wipes the slime off his face. The chamber wasnât as dark as he anticipated, in fact, he could see the wrinkled pinkish walls fairly well. His own stomach turns as thick chyme splashes on him, and before heâs able to gain some semblance of footing, heâs thrown at the opposing wall. More liquid soaks him, and Felix thrashes aimlessly, the only coherent thought going through his mind is âI need to get out of here.â He rushes to the nearest wall, cursing at Sylvain for taking his swords beforehand, and punches at the wall. No reaction. Not a wince, not a protest to stop, nothing. The chamber groans and convulses, but thereâs no direct response from Sylvain. Felix clenches his fist, and despite the heat, he feels an icy chill plunge into his veins; no, he must persist. Heâs trained on hours end, he can make Sylvain notice him. As Felix is about to inflict another punch to the walls, he hears a familiar voice around him, pushing down the squicked feeling of hearing his childhood friend in such a ubiquitous manner, he pauses to listen. Sylvain stands up and freezes, a nervous chuckle arises from his throat, âI-Ingrid! To what do I owe the pleasure ofââ âYou know how many messes of yours I had to clean up for the past week?â He blanches as Ingrid wastes no time in berating him for his less than reputable behavior, âYou promised that you would cease your philandering ways, but I heard from Ashe, of all people, that you wereâ-â she pauses, Sylvain was almost hunched over, sickly pale with his arms twisted around his stomach, âAre you okay? You look unwell.â At that, Sylvain straightens up, âAh, yeah, yeah, just ate something bad earlier,â he winces as he earns a nasty kick from Felix, ânothing some rest canât fix!â Ingridâs concerned expression only deepens, she purses her lips, but Sylvain, armed with a charming smile, puts a hand on her shoulder, âHonestly, Ingrid, Iâm fine. But itâs cute of you to get all worked up over me! Yâknow, maybe a kiss on the cheek would help?â The blonde shoves his hand off, rolling her eyes, âIâm notâŠTake care of yourself, Sylvain,â she sighs, turning around and finally shutting the door behind her. Alone in his room, Sylvain gingerly presses a hand on his belly, earning sharp kick in retaliation. His mouth suddenly feels like it was filled with cotton, and finding himself at a rare loss of words, Sylvain racks his brain for the right thing to say, for something to say. âYou alright in there?â he mentally slaps himself after the words come out of his mouth. How utterly stupid he must sound. âAm I alright in here?â Felix repeats incredulously, blood boiling with every ticking second, âDid you really just ask the man whoâs stewing away in your filthy guts if heâs âalright in there?â What the hell do you think?â Sylvain swallows and finally sits down on his bed, trying to control an incoming rush of vertigo. He runs a hand through his hair, slicking the ruddy strands back into place, and sighs. âYouâre right, I-Iâm sorry, Felix. Youâre not⊠melting in there, are you?â His heart-rate begins to pick up, thumping wildly in his chest like a caged bird. âOh Goddess, you need to let me know if anything is happening!â âAs you should be,â Felix says while checking out his arm. His once white sleeves are stained from the juices, but heâs feeling no burning effects. Not to say the acids wouldnât be activated when Sylvain eats somethingâ-other than himself. âIt looks like Iâm fine, for now.â âGood, letâs get you out of there.â Heâs met with an affirmative hum, and Sylvain plants himself on the floor, firmly pressing both hands on his stomach. Tiny fingers tap on the bottom of his belly and now wholly aware of it. The feeling is entirely alien, almost ticklish; he automatically heaves, offhandedly noting the room getting warmer as sweat gathers on his forehand. Bile creeps at the bottom of his throat, and Sylvain dry heaves once again, âCâmonâŠâ he murmurs. His stomach groans louder, noisily protesting the shrunken being inside, and his fingers slam on the hardwood, curling instantly. As his guts twist and turn in itself, he grimaces, wishing for a drink to aid him in this uncomfortable process. Sylvainâs eyes widen as he gags, only able to retch out strands of saliva. There is a distinct lack of a certain sharp-tongued mercenary.  âNoâŠWhy didnât it work?â he whispers, clutching at his middle. âSylvainâŠâ Felixâs voice is dangerously low, and Sylvain was sure that if he hadnât removed the formerâs weapons, his insides would have been lacerated mercilessly. Even though theyâd been friends since childhood, even though they made a promise, there was no way Felix would let himself die such a humiliating death. Felix glares up at the tight sphincter from above, itâs much too high to force open, but maybe if Sylvain was lying down⊠He pauses, out of nowhere, acids begin to bubble and churn. The stomach gurgles louder, and suddenly, heâs thrown from wall-to-wall, hardly getting a chance to catch his breath. A god-awful groan resonates around him, and his head gets submerged under the liquid; everything flies by too quickly; this was it, this was how he was going to go down. He canât breathe; one moment his lungs are filled with acids, and the next, he finds himself splayed on a squishy surface. Felix coughs and gasps for air, for a split second, he really thought he was done for. Arm slung over his head, he almost doesnât notice the shadow looming over him or the fast pulse below, rivaling his own. He needs a good minute to recoup himself as he breathes slowly to even his heart-rate. Finally removing his arm, he looks above. Felixâs breath hitches as the thundering vibrations of Sylvain saying something reverberates through his body; nearly admonishing himself for such a pathetic reaction, he realizes the words arenât registering. ââ-about this, yeah?â Felix catches the tail-end of whatever the redhead was trying to say. âAlright.â and for the first time since this ordeal, thereâs no bite behind his words, only thinly veiled exhaustion as he finds himself slumped against Sylvainâs index finger. He just wants to return to normal and forget this day ever happened.
#sylvix vore#sylvain vore#felix vore#fe3h vore#fire emblem vore#soft vore#safe vore#vomit warning vore#vore writing#fandom vore#all my tags have vore in them so no one else would know of this sin#unwilling vore
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this looks like fun! [I canât seem to find the og poster but i got it from @lizzaroona]
September 1st:Â Favourite s1 episode?
Honesty a super hard pick, and i think there are better episodes in the season but the one i go back too most often is ep 10 âThe Sear of SeleneâÂ
It just has some of the best character moments (for me) and is truly funny and interesting. And has some real insight into Donald and Deweyâs feelings about Della and her being gone. we saw glimpse of this in âdime chaseâ and âwoo-woo/Atlantisâ but here we actually see the pain Della left in her wake. And what it means going forward.Â
Plus stokeulse is a big sweet boi and i love watching him and Donald âre-connectingâ speaking of witch it is also the frist time Scrooge and Donald have a form of re-connection toÂ
âjust like old times ah ladâ
look at that face.
its a strong ep and lead the way for bigger âemotional hitsâ down the line (the last crash of the sun chaser)
September 2nd: Favourite triplet?
I donât really have one as they are all fleshed out and well rounded, that being said I am looking forward to more of Huey this season. But i donât have a fav.
September 3rd: Favourite member of team magic
Webby, but i donât know if that counts as she is main cast so i see her more often then any other Team Magic characters. The girl is fun and filled with so much love and she is to be feared. and I love her faults to she is awkward and hyper-fixated on Mcduck history to the point that its scary. and is a fun loving social shut in.
She is just so multifaceted and complex that i love her with all my heart. Â
September 4th: favourite three caballerosÂ
I am bias on this one as i love José Oliveira (the og José) and anything involving that funky little parrot makes me happy. But in DT17 I do love that there is elements of that Og Jose in his characterisation
like in s2 ep 4Â
when he calls over and hugs Donald (so sweet), and that he knows how to claim Donald down so fast (by making him dance and then getting him to sing) and to my knowledge he is the only one to do this in the whole show not just once but twice, so it shows that he has a deep understanding of Donald that most just donât, and i have always loved that about their friendship.
plus from what i can tell from that ep as well it was Joseâs idea to meet up and he planned the trip (as he payed for it) so the fact he made arraignments for Panchito, Donald and THE BOYâS (+ scrooge) shows how much Jose really loves his friends, and plays an umbrella as an trumpet.   Â
September 5th: favourite ep of season 2
This was a hard one as most of the eps knock it out of the park, but iâm going to have to go with, ep 16Â âthe Duck Knight Returnsâ its just such a good ep and has so many wonderful layers to it, and i was actually caught of guard with the final Jim Starling twist. like i canât even remember the lat time a twist hit me that hard (i got side swiped) I actually had to sit in silence for a solid minute or two and then watch the whole ep again.
they wasted no detail big or small in this ep (like that Jim was already wearing an unbuttoned DW suit and had the hat in the box next to him, or the sound drake made being thrown into the bathroom just like og DW, and the meta jokes and the animation, the whole ep just went so hard)Â
and it was a really fun way to âpass the torchâ from one actor to another, especially playing with the idea of someone just not being done with the character yet and not wanting to let go, (as a lot of audiences have that issue, with re-boots and relaunches, and especially when a version of a character has an unfinished story left, think Andrew Garfieldâs spider-man for e.g.)
i could honesty talk forever about this ep but iâll spare you all.  Â
September 6th: favourite hug?Â
Honesty its a three way tie...
1) Scrooge and Della when she first comes home. Just they way he scoops her up like a kid and holds her tight, makes my heart full.Â
2) this one with Louie, just the mother son embrace was really earned here.Â
3) and this one with Jose and Donald, its rare we see Donald so happy to see anyone (who is not his family) and just how naturally he ran into his arms was so nice. And Jose dropping his umbrella right away show how he knew what was coming. Plus i am a big fan of men showing their love and friendship in sweet fun ways like this, so a win for non-toxic masculinity here. Â
September 7th Gizmoduck or Darkwing duck?
this is a hard one as i do like both of these hero boyâs and i have talked about how they have conflicting views of their own success through the other (basically, Drake has is personal life together, but Fenton has his hero life together, and i think it would be a point of envy for both characters) And I love Fenton and Drake for different reasons, but at their core they are somewhat the same just two people who want to help others for no other reason then it is the right thing to do.
And i Love what the show has done for both characters but...I will have to give it Drake by a fraction of a hair (feather?).
As unlike Fenton I only needed one ep to be 100% on board with Drake and i know everything i need to know about him from that. As DW had a whole ass show for a reason and that one ep showed it. As Fenton is a wonderful character and he is a very well done character, but one of his defining traits is that he is all over the place (like in his life, work, the way he specks ect) but that can get messy from time to time as it can be hard to be âon boardâ with someone with no clear âgoalâ persay (they did cover most of this in âwho is Gizmoduckâ but some of it still lingers now that can be a tiny bit jarring at times) But like that is SUPER Neat-picky, tho.Â
And Drake has that chaotic feral energy that Fenton just donât have (Fenton has more Bi panic energy), but Drake also has tired dad energy (like how he growls at GD in moonvation and when he calls to LP before the set explodes) and i love that about him.Â
Get this man his Gosalyn already so he can be the dorky dad he is destined to be.  Â
September 8th: Favourite duck cousin?
Iâm going to have to go with Gladstone, because he is a HUGE prick, but in a way he is not fully aware of. He is generous (he literally offers the boyâs a bucket of diamonds, just because they came by)Â Â Â
And I love that half hazard nature about him, he is true neutral, things just happen to him and for him and he just takes it, and that is actually really interesting, (donât get me wrong i love Fethry, Della and Donald) but Gladstone is such a wild card in the duck/mcduck family when compared to everyone else that its a nice change of pace from the rest in a way (all of them good hearted and well meaning people) I generally have no idea what he might do when presented with an actual problem/ choice, so to see that will be fun and this crews take on Gladstone in that regard.
As i think out of all the cousins he has the most growing/changing to do.   Â
September 9th: favourite ship?
Ok here is the thing.
in general fandomÂ
I donât really have any strong feelings about most ships one way or the other. I think a lot are nice and I enjoy seeing others enjoy themselves and all the wonderful art and time they put into it. That being said out of all my years of being in fandoms I have had a grand total of 5-10 ships i am super passionate about and that is over the span of 10+ years.Â
and one of the things i love the most about ducktales is how much it focuses on family love and pure platonic friendships (for both kid and adult characters). And that makes my ace heart happy. So basically Iâm saying is I have no strong feelings about most ships in general beyond âawwâ or âman i love how much the fandom loves themâ and âthat is some great art/ fic / creative output Iâm happy for them.âÂ
But with that out of the way, the question at hand.
Iâm going to have to go with Donald and Daisy, as from a writing sand point it was so well done and sweet and cute. And it gave a new perspective on a relationship that has been around for 70+ years, so that was impressive all on itâs own, and it is going to be a loving, interesting relationship going forward.
September 10th: Favourite season 3 episode Â
I am going to assume that this is out of the 7 eps so far (duh), which again is hard cause this show is just so damn good. But I would have to say it is ep 6 âAstro B.O.Y.Dâ
now cue story of me as a kid in 3...2...1...
when i was a kid, I was obsessed with Astro boy, i was maybe 6 years old and i loved it. I was a relatively poor kid so in the early/mid 2000âČs i would get a lot of my reading/watching materials from my local library. This included 4 VSH tapes of Astro boy episodes for the 80âČs series and i would watch the 2003 anime dub on Saturday mornings TV (one ep a week if that), The library also had the first 2 vols of the og manga that i read so many times that i could probably re-sight it from memory. anyway, the reason i love astro boy so much was because it gave me a feeling i had not felt in my young life before that point, even if i did not full understand it at the time.
Its a feeling i still canât fully put into words, but i will do my best. Astro boy goes right for the heart in every way possible, but it always twist the knife when it goes for, grief, regret and longing agony. specifically when in looks at lost love, usually platonic love (Tobio and Tenma e.g), the feeling these storyâs gave me was the complexity of pain that losing love can bring, but it is most effective because it is through the lens of a child (astro/ tobi) and an innocent, loving child at that. The child is (somewhat) untouched by the tragedy (via memory loss) but is still shaped by the love that was put into them, despite the grief's overall out come (the abandonment of said child). So the feeling is a bitter-sweetness that comes from a place of innocents but also personal understanding of the self Astro was made by Tenma, but he was not what tenma made him to be (his lost son) but astro became his own person who loves and is loved by others, and is a whole person on his own outside of what he was made for (and is in a way still A son to tenma just NOT Tobi). and there is that sense of a child just wanting to be heard and understood for who they ARE and not what others what them to be, regardless of their âpotentialâ (in other words personal choiceâs and passions that the child actually wants for themselves)
I just love Astro Boy ok...and i never get a chance to talk about it, so i thought i would here, as this list was foolish enough to give me an opening.
Moving on to the DT17 ep.
The Astro Boyd ep. hit all of these notes, the longing agony of lost love (Gyro and Boyd) the regret that came from Gyro for boydâs creation.
Boydâs innocents and loving nature coupled with his wants and identity not being fully understood (gyro thinking he is evil, Fenton wanting him to be a hero, Akita having him be a tool and Tesuka thinking he is just a mindless robot) and just wanting to be seen for what he truly is âa defiantly real boyâ and he gets that conformation from Gyro at the end!
and Gyro has is own actualisation, about his own grief, after thinking his love was âmisplaceâ for years on end in a way that made him shut down his heart almost completely. Only to find that he was right to let himself love and that love is actually what helped Boyd help himself. Gyro in essence realising that both him and Boyd are not mistakes or failures but two people who lost the one they loved (each other) and have finally found a way back to each other so they can both begin to fully heal. Â Â
So it was a good episode *wipes tear away from eye*
September 11th : favourite villain?
I donât really have a favourite villain as the show donât tend to focus to heavy on them and when they do it is somewhat short lived, (like Magica in season 1 and Lunarus in season 2) and since this season has a group of villains (FOWL) and not just one main one like the last 2 seasons, I have a feeling that one of the up coming FOWL members may take the top spot later down the line. Â
but if we are going off the one i find most entertaining...
Iâm going to have to give it to
Magica she is played as scary, funny and damn relatable on occasion (the funzo scene), and i am never disappointed to see her. I think she is very different from comic magica in a lot of ways, but i enjoy this version for different reasons. And i think this magica has room to grow/ change (for good or for worst). So safe to say i am looking forward to the first ep in the line up. Â
September 12th : favourite character?
why must you make me choose...
seriously all of the characters major or minor is shown in a way that makes them feel very real and well rounded even if they have very little screen time. for god sake the ottoman empire guys get character development (one left the show to pursue acting and they fight with scrooge in the moonvation). So this is not an easy pick to say the least. Â Â
but I will be judging it by the one i âget the most out ofâ so to speck....
and I have to say its a tie...
Donald Duck
I love him ok. He is very small and very angry and he will fight god(s) for his family safety. Anyway, I have always love Donald Duck shorts and everything else he shows up in he is always my fav.
I have always been able to relate to Donald as i too have a bit of a disability that makes it hard for people to understand be (in writing) and i have a âvoice issueâ that makes me different from everyone around me. So i really understand the feeling Donald have and the anger that comes from being misunderstood in the most basic ways. Its not fun
So Donald has always been important to me in a sense, Â
The thing about Ducktales 2017 that i love is that it fleshes out Donaldâs already established characteristics, by giving them context (e.g. using his outbursts to protect the boys). this gives him something that me has been missing (in animation) for awhile now, and that is how functions outside of himself.
what i mean by that is that Donald is kind of unique when it comes to the Disney sensational 6, unlike the rest is/ can be
-selfish
-cowardly
-rude/ mean spirited
-a loser
these things are what make him different to the rest but in animation for a while he has been shown by himself (without his family or even Daisy) so all of the above characteristics are not âdilutedâ or held to any standard outside of Donaldâs personal misery.
So he can be super selfish and an all around ass cause, yeah, if your life was one pain after the other no matter what you did and you were all on your own all the time, then yeah, your going to be a miserable little shit. Â
But by reintroducing the boyâs and giving him a more defined role (father/ solo care giver) at least at the start of the show, it gives Donald a reason to âfight offâ his less than noble parts of his personality. It also makes his action have more weight as everything he does or fails to do effects the boyâs. So that makes him more appealing overall as what he does (or doesnât) do now matters, and all the tragedy in Donaldâs life are also given weight (Della being gone for 10 yrs, and what that did to his relationship with Scrooge) so his pain is now REAL and even tho he is funny and reckless, he is now a person with flaws and failings but also victory's (getting Della back and his family being close again) and dreams (the three caballeros and his relationship with Daisy)
I do love this little Rage machine Â
the other fav is
Drake Mallard
(maybe I just like single duck dads? idk, lol)
I have already talked a bit about his intro ep,
but as of right now i am more in love with the potential i see in the character. As we have not really seen to much of him like maybe 4 epâs total. But Drake is the character i am most hyped to see more of (and the people who are around him, Gos and LP etc.) Â
as i find him really interesting and he is (ironically) one of the more ânormalâ people in the show as a whole, He is not rich (high society rich anyway) he is not an explorer, not a scientist, he donât have a âcrazyâ backstory (like Gyro in Tokyok) and he doesn't have a direct connection to Scrooge himself (he never worked for him directly, and is not a family member)
so he is just a random guy, who thought âIâm going to do this crazy shit just because a handsome pilot man said i could if i wanted toâ
and honestly thatâs cool. Â Â
he is fun and goofy in an engendering way, and his ego is the right amount of controlled (ish) but still over the top. the character is full of storyâs that can be taken from the og show and mixed in with the new show (like his intro ep),
Drake is a just fun to think about, and how his world relates to the world of ducktales in general, as they were separate for such a long time, so seeing it come together in a new way is super existing.
I was already blown away by his last solo ep I canât wait to see more of him (and his how he will be with his Gos, and how that adventure will unfold)Â Â
September 13th Favorited actor/ actressÂ
now this is just an unfair question, this is a star strutted cast and everyone is amazing. There is a pop culture icon and a Disney legend in the cast (and the fact your not 100% sure which oneâs iâm talking about proves my point)
So i am going to cheat a little here, Iâm not going off the actors and actress themselves per say but rather Iâm going to talk about my favourite performance in the show.
I judge this on two things
1) how much the act âdisappearsâ into the character (as in i donât see the human person when there talking, even if its still just their normal voice)
2) I canât see (/hear) anyone else being able to do the role
So on those two things in mind i will have to go with.
Paget Brewster
she just plays Della with this fun life to her, she can switch on a dime from crazy adventurer to comic foil to herself and then have moments of deep self refection. And she had to carry the introduction to the character all on her own, as Della was isolated, so if she didnât sell Della to us (the audience) then the whole mystery/ build up to Della would have fallen apart. So that was not easy but she pulled it off (with great writing as well).
and she was/is amazing as Della, she is just awesome and I love listening to her and how she plays Della.
September 14th Favourite song
Oh for me it hands down has to be ânot good enoughâ I love a good Bond ballad and Ben kills it. Plus it plays a big part in the episodes themeâs for LP,
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its perfect, it fits the story, character and the parody. Â
September 15th: Favourite scene from favourite episode.
well out of my top 3 episode (that i have already listed) Iâm going to not talk about âthe dark duck returnsâ as there is a scene in there that i will talk about later. my favourite scene out of the other 2 episodes i have picked, i would have to go with...
The âDefiantly real boyâ scene from Astro BOYD
(i have already talked about my love for Astro boy and this ep in relation to that) Â what i love the most about this scene is that not only did Gyro and Boyd âfindâ each other again, but they found themselves again.
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Boyd turned back into the real boy Gyro âmadeâ him to be (the boy Gyro always believed he was/could be) and that not only was that ok, but the best way for Boyd be himself. Thus his reclaiming of the word Boyd, he is still âthe sameâ but now has a clear sense of what it actually means to himself, mixing both 2BO and Boyd into one. With the love given to 2BO by Gyro and the life experience he has had as Boyd, so Boyd didnât have to change everything about himself to be complete he just needed to understand that he was loved for being himself and to get confirmation that he is what he believes himself to be a âDefiantly real boyâ (T-T)
as for Gyro, he realised that his love, care and idealism (as he put it) was not misplaced (on Boyd), as when the little boy he loved so fully seemingly turn on him, that broke his heart and his spirit in a way that just would not fully mend. (thus his cold and rude behaviour through out the show so far...) But when Gyro fully embraces his idealism and loving side again (by embracing Boyd) he realises that he can bring his true feeling to the surface again as it was never a mistake for him to do so. thus why he embraces Fenton as an equal, by calling him Doctor and showing the respect he actually always felt for Fenton.
They found themselves through each other, and it melts my heart (T-T)Â
September 16th: Favourite moonlander
Penny.
September 17th: Favourite Beagle Boy
Black arts Beagle,
I mean he is the reason we have Duckworth back so thats got to count for something.
September 18th: Favourite scene of your favourite ship
I have to say its this little moment here...
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Donald spent the whole episode wanting to impress this woman (Glamor), but after spending time with Daisy decided that Daisyâs dignity was more important then his Big Break. And Daisy returns in kind like âyeah i shouldnât be treated this wayâ and its just really sweet. It also got Daisy noticed and most likely jumb started her career and Daisy (again) returned in kind (most likely) by having the three Caballeros perform on stage right after.
so its a small but very insight look into the new dynamic Donald and Daisy are going to/ do have in this show.
[plus this screen shot was funny to me,
i think it has meme template vibes]
September 19th: Favourite scene of  your favourite character.
oh my, where oh where to take this?
every character in this show is so good so this is just hard man....
but I will go with âThe Duck Knight returnsâ one of my favs, and honesty i could talk about this episode all on its own (and I just might after âLets Get Dangerousâ airs) Â but for me one of the scenes that really stuck out to me (that others have not really touched on) Is when they have the âmeetingâ with Alister, Jim, Scrooge and Dewey and then Drake comes in (and then immediately gets his shit wrecked by Jim).
As a film student, I feel this scene on a personal level.
the old(er) man who knows nothing but wants to take control.
the Pretentious âartistâ that thinks âmaking it darkâ makes it meaningful.
the person who pretends they know what there talking about but is to stuck in their ways to really change their mind.
and a child or child like understanding (its more common then you think)
(tho i would place LP in the audience position, which is the point of this scene) This scene hit me where I live, and is a really good commentary on Corporate meddling. As there are three âbattlesâ happening in this scene
1) Scrooge Vs Alistair
this acts as a money vs art argument, that is seen all to often in movies and shows, as I can guess we can all name at least one movie or show that has the âthe record studio is changing your sound its not authentic...â
but Dt 2017 shows the other side to this and asks
authentic to what? like its one things when its your own creation but what if its was someone else's (like a reboot) Â
is it better to be authentic to what was before (the og material), or is it best to take a new direction because its more âcomfortableâ for you to do (fits your style / sensibility's)
thus leading to
2) LP Vs Dewey Â
or a young audience vs the older audience, now Dewey and LP donât really clash in this ep per say but, they act as a more âaggressiveâ views on audience backlash now they are Not Malicious but they do act as conflicting presences. Dewey (understandably) doesnât get why it has to be dark and gritty, or what was happening at all as Alistair is going for a high concept film, but guess what, kids arenât always great at picking high concepts up (at least not right away) and they can be easily bored by it, if its not engaging in a way that can appeal to them. Â
and LP as an older audience member does know what the show/ movie is âmeant to beâ so seeing these high concepts added in a way that is not in the sprit of og material can be unnerving. And high concepts can miss the point or main message/style of the og material to the point that unrecognisable (*cough*Live action, Titians *cough*).
both of these points are legitimate concerns for audiences to have, as if something is so different its not unrecognisable then why not just make something original? and not draw a comparison.
and if your main audience is meant to be younger, they how are you going to engage them in way that matters to them or in a way they can understand (youth culture or âyoung truthsâ i.e. things kids deal with/experience when growing up) Â Â Â Â Â
speaking of which
3) Jim Vs Drake
this one is kind of the mix of the pervious two, or nostalgia vs update? (i canât think of a better word), Â
Jim is so determined to be in the spot light that he is willing to âthrow awayâ is morals (as seen at the end), his âartist integrityâ no longer matters as long as DW gets to come back, he just wants some sense of being back that it doesnât actually matter how (*cough* Teen Titians Go*cough*), so he losses a big part of what made it DW to begin with and not because he donât care about DW but because he places his value of it in one spot (himself as darkwing) Â
as Drake on the other hand. understands that changes need to be made but he knows the movie is off base (he says so himself later), but he puts the value of DW in more then himself, as he has felt it be bigger then what was just on screen (Jim) and has carried that with him here. And since he is set up as an âenemyâ here (Jim jumps him) new is seen as an enemy as well, but he literal gets attached for just existing, so yeah not a great move by Jimbo there, and due to nostalgia (both in and out of the show due Jim starling/cummings) most may not of have pick up on it right away.
so yeah, this is an underrated scene and i wanted to talk about it a little as it sets up the rest of the episode. Â
September 20th: Favourite friend groupÂ
hmmm....
I have a feeling that this is going to change after the new wave of episodes (i like how team hero is shaping up) but for now i will have to say team science. They just have a nice balance of personalities and ability's, plus they the most team (ish) as they literally have to work together (most of them)
huey, gyro, fenton, manny and lil bulb
and all have their own style and smarts
Manny and Lil blub donât even talk but they have big personalities and now with the addition of Boyd this little group feels well rounded.
I love them nerds
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I donât know if youâve ever seen it, but in the first postmortem the boys do, Ryan says that Shane once told him that he [Shane] wants his last words to be âKeep Rolling.â Do you think you could write a fic based on that? I feel like your writing would be perfect for that style fic. If you donât want to, I understand. I love you â€ïžâ€ïž
Originally, this was two fics. One was the answer to this prompt that I started to write almost TWO years ago that then morphed into a parallel story to Like You Want To Be Loved from Ryanâs POV, and the other was a birthday gift for @mercury-skies (Iâm so sorry I missed the date!), but then I realized both were pretty similar and said, âfuck it, canon divergenceâ. Which⊠is what this is, lol. In this Canon Divergence kinda AU thing, Shane has had Obi since he moved to LA.
Dear Soph, I hope you like this little thingy. Iâm so sorry it took so long, I hope your birthday was as wonderful as you. I love you, you are one of the reasons Iâm in this fandom still, and one of my best friends. I hope to have you in my life for a thousand years.
PS: Itâs not a parallel story to LYWTBL.
(Read on AO3)
Iâll Stick With You, Baby, For A Thousand Years
If you asked Ryan, it all started in the Sallie House.
He had known Shane for almost two years before he asked him to be part of Unsolved. There was a certain amount of nervousness when he did so, and a sweet and almost shy smile on Shaneâs face when he said yes without looking at him, pretending to not be excited.Â
Ryan knew then it had been a good idea.
In that evil house, he confirmed this thought when he had ran out of the place with his blood rushing through his veins in hot waves, heart pounding crazy in his ears. He couldnât hear anything but the million ways his brain had told him the demon inside the house was going to kill him if he kept messing with it in there, Shaneâs juvenile laugh so far away now that Ryan wondered if he had imagined it.
At first, he also thought he was imagining the man coming out of the house in such a calm manner, it made Ryan feel even more uneasy. But his friend had approached him, asked if he was okay, and when he hadnât gotten an answer, waited until Ryan was ready to look up at him a few seconds later.
âWe have to get back inside, Ryan,â he had said and Ryan had shook his head no, no, no, never. âLook, I know youâre scared but this is our job now, man. We committed to this, we are gonna finish this together.â
âI donât want to dieâŠâ he murmured. Shane chuckled but it didnât really sound offensive to his ears. In a way, it made him feel a bit better that the man found all this so funny.
Shane was smiling, that was the trick that did it. He smiled at Ryan, bright and kind, finding Ryanâs fear endearing somehow and not shameful. His hands were on Ryanâs shoulders in a heartbeat, his face neutral as he spoke again.
âYou are not gonna die, I wonât let that happen. None of us will.â He said. âYou are already the bravest of us by deciding to walk in there earlier today, knowing that you believe in whatever could be there.â
âAre you admitting thereâs a demon in the house?â
âIâm admitting nothing but the only truth we know for sure: you believe in it, it scares you, and yet you set foot there like a boss.â He smiled again, squeezing Ryanâs right shoulder. âIn my book, youâve already won against that bitch little girl.â
At the time, it had made him laugh. Ryan swallowed and nodded, readying himself to get back into the house when Shaneâs hands cradled his face in his big hands. His heart stopped beating and for a second, Ryan wished Shane would kiss him.
The man looked at his face instead, as if searching for something Ryan wasnât sure was in him. After a few seconds, he smirked.
âLetâs get back in there, little guy.â It was the first time he had called him that and it made Ryan want to listen to him forever. âLetâs finish this job.â
They had gone in there together, Shane behind him, ready to push him into the place if necessary but it wasnât. Instead, Ryan had tried his best to not piss his pants and let Shane keep laughing in the face of danger like if he wasnât scared for the soul of his friend.
Shane made things different, Ryan noticed, in a way he hasnât witnessed before.Â
Maybe it was the fact that he didnât believe that made him brave in Ryanâs eyes, screaming and laughing at empty spaces Ryan thought were filled with evil they couldnât see. But Shane looked back at him, the tender smile of earlier and Mexico City, and San Jose, and that afternoon at work when he had popped the question, so sweet on his lips, making his face kinder and Ryan had to blink back unknown tears.
âYou really are scared, arenât you?â Shane asked him later as they laid down on the floor.
He had gotten his sleeping bag closer to Shane and the man had laughed, allowing him this as he was allowing him so much lately. Ryan said nothing to his question, thinking it unnecessary when it was so obvious what was happening to him.
Many shadows were taking strange shapes, windows seemed to get darker, and Shane came into view still with all the lights off. Ryan looked at him as the man got closer to Ryan and laid on his side, looking at him.
âGive me,â he said. Ryan frowned and realized he was offering him his hand. Shane was asking for his. âGive me that hand.â
Hesitant, Ryan moved his hand until it was on Shaneâs. The man grabbed it like if he was trying to warm it up, keeping it against his in a firm grip without interlocking their fingers or doing anything else, just holding it. Shane sighed, licking between his lips before squeezing Ryanâs hand.
âNothing you think may be out there is real.â He murmured, Ryan was already aware this was something they were getting cut for the video. âNothing out there can hurt you, I promise you that.â
âYou canât do that.â
The man smiled. âDonât contradict me, Bergara, never underestimate my competitiveness.â
Ryan couldnât help but giggle at that, both of them were certainly assholes when it came to competing against others and against each other. In a way, it was one of the first things that attracted him to Shane, the way he seemed to encourage him into competing with him to be the best new thing in the office. It was insufferable and oddly motivational.
âIâll keep you safe and alive just so I can say I told you so.â
âI bet you would.â
Shaneâs eyes closed, he was still smiling as sleepiness started to call him back into its arms. Ryan swallowed as he thought of leaving again. But as if sensing his thought, Shane squeezed his hand.
âYou are safe with me, angel.â
Somehow, it gave him the courage to stay until past the witching hour. Shane had laughed at his inability to stay for the rest of the night but had put his hand on his thigh as they drove away from the house, looking at him with a soft smile.
âIâm proud of you,â he said, and it rang in Ryanâs ears for the rest of the night. He was unable to sleep, even in the comfort of their hotel room.
He thought there, as he tossed around the mattress and the sheets, that Shane was some kind of handsome he hadnât noticed before. He was cute, always has been. Funny and caring, protective in a way.
And he also had a girlfriend.
**
âI got one.â Shane said.
âShoot!â
âWhat post-apocalyptic world is the most interesting youâve seen in a movie?â
Ryan took a deep breath, thinking of his answer as he drove. They were alone in the car, the rest of the crew had taken their own rental with the excuse of wanting to sleep, âthe truth is that you two never shut upâ, Mark had told them. And Ryan was actually kind of be grateful for it. He enjoyed these 20 Questions sessions more than he cared to admit.
âMaybe Mad Max? I mean, it would be bananas to live in that!â he answered, and Shane chuckled at it. âUgh, youâre going to say something pretentious like The Matrix or Terminator.â
âWhatâs pretentious about Terminator?!â Shane kept laughing, his eyebrows high and face surprised.
They laughed together a few more seconds before Shane answered. âMy answer is kind of obscure, actually.â
âHoly shit.â
âBut thatâs not how 20 Questions goes, Ryan.â
âShit, I donât give a fuck.â He frowned, then rolled his eyes when he saw Shane looking at him with that shitty grin of his. âOkay then, same question for you.â
There was a shift in the air and Ryan wasnât sure what to make of it, but Shane was suddenly serious, looking to the road outside the window.
âChildren of Men.â
An obscure future for sure.Â
âWhy?â
Shane smiled at him. âItâs my turn.â
âOh, come on!â
The man giggled but cleared his throat before answering. âI think itâs something not so far away or impossible.â He said. âAnd I found it interesting, the way people reacted around the girl and her miraculous child.â Shane licked his lips and swallowed. âHopeless world suddenly has hope in the form of a young lady and a babyâŠâ
âI always thought it was kind of like the Jesus tale,â Ryan commented. âMary was just a random young kid having the son of God, the hope that was promised.â
âOh yeah, like obvious Christian imagery aside, itâs very interesting.â
Ryan sighed, the silence that followed felt oddly charged but none dared to break it. It felt sacred too, like if they had just shared something important and not just an opinion on a movieâs portrayal of the world after its end.Â
âYou were raised Christian, right?â Shane asked suddenly.
âCatholic,â he murmured. âEven went to a Catholic school, and Grandma Bergara made sure to remind me every Sunday why I shouldnât wake up early that day. Church ainât that fun.â
Shane said nothing for a few seconds, then asked: âYou think believing in ghost has something to do with your faith?â
Ryan frowned, thinking about his answer again. It was his turn to ask, but Shaneâs question tickled in his brain as he thought over his family, the exchange in cultures, all that spiritualism he had absorbed over the years.
He had been a non-believer of the supernatural in his early teens, but had faith. Ryan wasnât sure if it was actually something he grew up to have or was something he had picked from his parents. Regardless, he wasnât a religious person but he had faith.
âMaybe,â he finally said. âI have faith thereâs something else after death. Sometimes souls donât pass on and stay here.â
âWhat about demons and all that, Ryan?â
âWellâŠâ His hands were sweating on the steering wheel, Ryan swallowed before answering again. âIf thereâs good, thereâs evil. One canât exist without the other.â He repeated what his grandmother once told him. âWhy are you asking me this?â
Shane looked at him as if he had been caught doing something wrong. His eyes were wide open and his eyebrows were up again. He recovered soon, clearing his throat and sitting straighter on his seat.
âWell, I donât believe in any of that. I get curious.â
Ryan looked at him for a few seconds, then back at the road.
âSo youâre saying, you donât have faith?â Ryan asked, Shane blinked. âI mean, not like a religion or something. But, just faith that there may be more.â
âNo, I guess I donât,â he murmured.
There were a million other things Ryan wanted to ask him. Even after so many years, he still had so many questions for the man, and he hoped the roads never ended for them, for their little show to keep giving them excuses to leave town and experience all this together.
In that moment, though, Ryan changed the subject by keeping their previous game with more questions about movies and simpler, sillier things.
Shaneâs words still echoed in his head as they kept going and the night approached with their arrival to the hotel. Tomorrow they would be working, but tonight they still had a few minutes to spare with each other, laying together on the same bed of their double room.
âI would really like to believe in something, you know?â Shane said, one arm over his forehead as he looked at the ceiling. âWrap myself into it, find something beyond what is said and done.â
âWhy?â
There was no answer for him, just Shaneâs eyes piercing Ryanâs soul as he seemed to be looking for something on his face again. It was then that his free hand moved, fingers holding Ryanâs chin up as Shane kept watching.
âBecause itâs terrifying to live in a world so still!â he suddenly said with enough goofiness to distract anyone from the grey shadow that had appeared over him. Ryan blinked a couple of times. âIf thereâs something else aside from the things we know, well, I gotta know too! Wouldnât that be something?â
âYeah.â Ryan answered after a pause. âI guess it would.â
The silence that followed made him think of Shane these past months theyâve spent together, travelling for their show and how it had become theirs after it had been his for what felt like an eternity. Make no mistake; Brent had been a good host, one of his best friends still. But the man was never as present as Shane seemed to be now, so involved and worried for it to be as perfect as possible.
Shane, the perfectionist. Going behind Ryan to edit better, giving him so many great ideas that Ryan didnât know how else to credit him other than to name him co-parent of this little project that was becoming popular. He wondered for a moment where would Unsolved take them, if it was going to become a monster or an angel.
âI really wanna see a ghost, Ryan.â Shane said suddenly, making him look back to find Shane sitting on the bed. âYou better prove me wrong.â
It felt like a promise.
âOh, youâll eat your words, sir,â he said, and Shane smiled at him. âYouâre gonna kiss my ass soon, we are so gonna get something one of these days.â
They laughed together; it seemed like they were always laughing together about the same shit. Their laughter was bright and obscure, and sometimes it made other people wonder what was it. Maybe that was their own ghost, the thing only they could see.
Shaneâs fingers caressed the tip of Ryanâs nose out of nowhere, and he blinked as he saw him wink and stand from the bed, walking towards the bathroom without saying any other words.
He had never seen him act this way with anyone else but his girlfriend. Ryan wondered if he was this open with his closer friends, if Ryan could consider himself one of them now.Â
Back then, he wondered so many things that it felt like a never ending game of 20 Questions.
**
When Ryan first admitted he was in love, Shane was single and drunk in New Orleans.
Each city they visited fell into their laps in a way he had never experienced before, like each place had been waiting for them. Ryan knew it was in part because they cheated shamelessly and chose places were they could visit other touristy ends, have a good dinner with the crew, and sleep well when they werenât covered in webs and dust.
But New Orleans had magic in the air, on its people, and around each corner.
They had partied with their crew and for the first time, Ryan felt like they were going to be friends forever. He had known these people for years now, but that night, when that they cheered together and promised each other another year of spooks and bad mornings, he just knew.Â
Warm beer had never tasted so good.
By the time they made it to their room, they were drowned in laughter, trying to carry each other to their respective beds. They ended laying together on Shaneâs, laughing at their inability to stand and walk, drunk out of their minds with Ryan pretended touching Shane wasnât making him combust on the spot.
He remembered little bisexual Ryan watching his crush play football in high school, how he thought Rod had looked so good under the sun and he would never like anyone else ever. Not the way he had liked Rodrigo that summer when he was fourteen. Time made him braver, steps were given, confessions were made, hearts were broken, and time kept going by.
Now he was looking at Shane, kind and brilliant Shane, who was always smiling and looking out for him. Who was very available now, bathed in neon blue light with his cheeks and nose red, eyes closed before they finally opened and looked at Ryan.
Ryan wished he could take a picture of this. The way Shane was looking at him like there wasnât anywhere else in the world he wanted to be and no one else in his life he wanted to be with. It made his heart suddenly turn, find a home in his crush that was no longer just a crush.
It couldnât be. Not when Ryan was sure he would bare himself to this man and reveal his deepest secrets if he wanted, when he would sacrifice everything in exchange for just having Shaneâs happiness and he would be grateful. Just like that, he blinked tears away, and he was in love.
His lips parted, but no words were spoken. Shane just looked at him, into his eyes, for what felt like forever, until his eyes started to move around his face as he so often did. Ryan licked his lips and Shaneâs eyes were on them immediately.
âI wanna kiss you, angel.â
âUh, okay.â
âI wonât,â he said. Ryan frowned and felt his heart tense. âWeâre drunk, I donât want to spoil our first kiss like that.â
âOh.â And just like that, his heart was beating fast. Happy. âI wouldnât mindâŠâ
âI would. Big time.â He smiled. âIt has to be perfect, Ry.â Shane said, putting one hand on Ryanâs cheek. âLike you.â
He wanted to cry, instead he chuckled and watched as Shane fell asleep with his hand on his face. He wasnât sure when he had succumbed to dreams, but he woke up to Shane gone, from the bed and their room, and the sun burning his eyes like tears.
**
âHereâs a new one.â Ryan said as they drove to the theater. âIdeally speakingâŠâ
âMhm.â Shane exclaimed, listening.
âHow would you like to die?â
âUgh, getting dark already and we havenât even eat anything,â the man said, making both of them laugh as he waited for an answer. âI guess asleep, right? We all want that, the less trouble the better.â
âJust asleep?â
âSure.â
âNo old age? Just any time is fine, laid down on the bed and pggghhhâ dead.â
âWhat the fuck was that? Pgggh?â Shane laughed, Ryan smiled as he finally saw the mall building and the slightly small line to enter the parking lot. âOh man, you already know the answer. Old age is fine, though Iâve been feeling fifty since I was fifteen.â
The car filled with laughs, and they stayed in comfortable silence while Ryan looked around the lot to park. He sighed, reminded himself to be cool, he didnât need to scare off Shane already on their first non-official date. He wanted to ask him if this movie thing was in fact a date, or if he had dreamed what happened in New Orleans.
But ever since that night, Shane had been especially attentive with him. And Ryan was no liar, he well loved the coffee in the morning, the good night texts, Shaneâs jacket around his shoulders when they walked around like a pair of old men in the afternoon.Â
Yet, he didnât have the guts or the will to deal with the answer being no. Ryan reminded silent.
âMy turn,â Shane said when Ryan finally parked, he nodded and waited for the question. âWhat would you like your last words to be?â
âOh boy.â His eyebrows moved on its own, already thinking of the answer for such a hard question.
ââOh boyâ?â Shaneâs own eyebrows went high, Ryan shook his head and the man laughed. âWhat? Are you going to be, like, killed by aliens or something?â
âWhy aliens? You are watching The X Files again, donât you?â he frowned, killing the engine as he looked at Shane, whose eyes had closed and become moons as he giggled like a child. âFuck, I should have never told you about my crush on Mulder.â
âYou like spooky boy!âÂ
âOh my god, Iâm on ninth grade againâŠâ
âI was totally your type in ninth grade, though. A giant nerd.â He answered, the comment made Ryanâs heart beat faster.
âJesus, that would be likeâ illegal, you know?â He reminded him. âI was a tiny child, you were a teen and a half!â
âOh!â Shane seemed to remember. âHoly shit, Iâm older!â His hand went to his mouth, he shook his head no and looked at him. âChrist, Iâm glad we met as adults. Jesus.â
Ryan smiled at him and sighed before going back to the actual subject they were discussing previous to their latest branch in the conversation. âI think⊠I donât know, man. I try not to think of me dying, it gives me⊠anxiety and stuff.â
âUh, anxiety and stuff.â Shane repeated. âIâm sorry.â
âNo, itâs fine. I think I will have to think about this one for a while and then Iâll get back to you.â
Shane smiled at him. He had unfasted the safety belt but hadnât made any move to get out of the car. They still had a few minutes to spare, so Ryan said nothing and waited.
âI would like my last words to be something positive,â Shane said, and Ryan nodded, trying not to think of a world were Shane wasnât there. ââKeep going.â Something like that.â
Ryan smiled again, his heart was feeling trapped inside his chest and he didnât like the sensation. There were walls around him, caging him in the deep, dark and cold sea. If he kept thinking about it, about Shane dying, he wouldâ
âI guess leaving this world on a positive note would be good,â Ryan said, hoping Shane wouldnât notice the anxiety this small conversation had already given him. âLetâs go, big guy. I want to buy us the biggest popcorn they allow us to.â
Shane chuckled, opening his door and following him into the darkness of the parking lot, the noise of the city and the people walking around in their own private worlds. They walked side by side, the silence a bit forced. Ryan licked his lips, thinking of small conversation before he felt warm fingers on his.
Looking down at his hand, he saw Shaneâs own taking it like he did a year ago in Kansas. Back then, he hadnât interlocked their fingers as he was doing now, and it made Ryan look up at him to find him staring nervously at nothing in particular, front and nowhere else.
Ryan smiled, giving Shaneâs hand a gentle squeeze. The silence felt warm even when his friend was too tall to hold hands like normal people do.
Normal was something he didnât dare to be ever since he left college. It wasnât what Ryan was, he guessed. And with Shane, he was just real.
**
He wasnât sure when one date became many. Ryan wasnât about to question it, though, he sure as hell was more than happy to keep going with Shane everywhere.Â
The man took his hand, let him put an arm around his waist or interlock his arm to Shaneâs while walking, and it all felt natural, like if they had been destined to be like this since before they met.
When he got that sappy, Ryan knew he needed to kiss Shane soon and call him his boyfriend sooner. Time had been nice to them and it was time for that payoff he had been waiting since New Orleans earlier that year.
**
Little after they started to film season 3 of Supernatural, things changed.
The rain had caught them on their way to Shaneâs apartment building after they had found parking on the side.Â
After the movies, they had gone to dinner and argued about Shane paying more than Ryan had on the cinema earlier the day. Ryan had lost the argument for the time being, but it didnât matter if it let him see Shane smile, make him look all smug and charming.Â
When they entered the lobby, the desk guy gave them a once over and sighed, making them laugh again before Ryan put on his tiptoes and ruffled Shaneâs hair, drops going in all directions and making things worse. But the man smiled at him, sweet and open, looking so young it only made Ryan wish they could have this forever, that he could enjoy this man as he was for the longest time.
He kept thinking of a life like this, in which they got together to the same place after a long day of work. Where they could leave their shoes behind the fridge to dry them and their wet clothes spread around the bathroom to then wear comfy pants and old t-shirts, share a cozy bed that smelled of Shane and his chocolate shampoo.
âI can take the couââ
âNope,â Shane told him, pushing him in the direction of his bedroom.Â
He also had a spare room. None of them mentioned it either.
Shaneâs room was a world of its own. Like the rest of his apartment, it had movie posters here and there, books and toys, collection worthy items of shows and films he loved, and his silent cat Obi in the corner, hidden on his Amazon box where Ryan couldnât reach him.
âHeâll come along, donât worry,â Shane told him, patting the space at his side on the bed. âIâm not gonna bite you, Ry.â
âJesus.â Ryan laughed, feeling his cheeks warmth. Once on the bed, he saw Obi peek out the box to watch them settle under the sheets together. âHeâs watching usâŠâ
âHeâll come later and sleep over my head. Maybe yours!â
âUhâŠâ Ryan blinked, hoping the shot he got for his allergies last week worked as it should. âLetâs hope you donât have to drive me to the hospital in the middle of the night.â
âI can take him out, itâs no problem,â Shane assured him, frowning at the thought of Ryanâs allergies reacting bad around him.Â
Ryan smiled at him. âItâs okay,â he said. âFirst, I got that damn shot and it better work because it actually hurt like a motherfucker. Two, itâs been years since I last reacted badly to being exposed to cat hair, so I donât think it will be bad. If so, just a few sneezes. I can take those sneezes.â
âAre you sure?â Shane asked, still very serious, and so very close to Ryanâs face.
âYeah. This is his house, Iâm the visitor,â he answered, giving the same thought he always has regarding his dogs. Shane smiled at him this time, taking his chin with his fingers.Â
âShane?â
âYouâll be a good stepfather,â he murmured, Ryan swallowed visibly but only nodded. Shaneâs fingers moved, his palm now over Ryanâs cheek and he leaned into it, sharing a smile with Shane. âI got it now.â
âWhat?â
ââKeep rolling.ââ he said. Ryan frowned and moved his head a little, trying to understand what the man was talking about. âWhat I would like my last words to be.â
âOh.â
âNo, hear me out.â He laid down, making Ryan lay at his side. His hand was still on his face, fingers caressing his cheek lovingly.Â
Ryan didnât had the heart to tell him he didnât like this conversation, that he had forgotten all about it in the months they had been getting this close and wasnât looking forward to being anxious on Shaneâs bed when it was his first time here. But Shane looked happy as they were, smiling at Ryan as he caressed his cheek gently.
âI either become the next David Fincher,â Ryan laughed at that, knowing exactly where this was going. âOr die by a demonâs paw on location, and you better keep rolling.â
âGod, donât say that!â Ryan begged, feeling his throat close like that time months ago when they had first gone out and talked about this. âI would never let you die on location. Or ever.â
âYou are not gonna let me die?â Shane smiled, his thumb caressed Ryanâs skin with care. It made Ryan sigh. âDo you plan on keeping me forever, Bergara?â
If there was a double meaning to this, Ryan took it, nodding without finding his voice to say something else. Maybe something romantic, confess his feelings and how he had them for so long. Instead, Shaneâs forehead leaned on his and they shared the same air, his warm breath making Ryan want to close his eyes and lean into those lips.
âIâll stick with you, you know,â Shane said. Ryan nodded again and this time, he closed the distance between them.
Shane wanted a perfect kiss, he had told him that in New Orleans months ago. If the two of them smelling of rain and Shaneâs aftershave, nested on his sheets as his cat purred somewhere on the pillows over their heads wasnât the perfection he was looking for, then Ryan was willing to spend the rest of his life searching for it as long as it let him kiss those lips.
He softly moved against Shaneâs mouth as the man moaned between them, parting his lips to deepen the kiss. Both his hands were now on Ryanâs face, cradling it gently as they kissed ever so slowly, almost scared of somehow ruining the other, like the other was a precious crystal to be kept untouched.
But they were free to touch each other, and Ryanâs hands were reminded of this as he sank his fingers into Shaneâs hair while his other hand traveled down his back, and up again, until it went to his waist and held him there to never let him go.
Their lips made a wet sound when they went apart, Ryanâs eyes still closed, unable to come back to a reality where he wasnât tasting Shaneâs mouth. The manâs soft laugh made him finally open his eyes and find him staring back at Ryan with that spark in his eyes, the same one he had seen so many times before, that many people were noticing in their videos and their Instagram posts.
âI guess thatâs a yes?â Shane murmured, Ryan chuckled and rolled his eyes, pecking his lips one, two and three times before kissing him long again, more passionate this time. âSuch a good kisser, I knew you were gonna rock my boat.â
âOh, Iâm rocking it. Iâm rocking it alright. All night if I can.â
Shaneâs smile widened, his face getting pink. âKeep rolling, angel.â
**
If Ryan was dreaming, he better never woke up.Â
The morning after he spent the night at Shaneâs, he woke up before the man. He watched him sleep for a few seconds, having to get out bed when Obi kept looking at him as if judging him for being a creep. Ryan gave it to the cat, he was maybe being weird, but Shane looked so peaceful and content, it was hard to look away.
He used the bathroom, dressed up in Shaneâs button down from last night and his own boxers, and left the room for the kitchen, Obi right behind him, meowing his gratefulness as he ran to the little home office where Ryan knew his scratcher was.
Obi scratched at his toy, the sound filling the apartment in the early morning of the best weekend of Ryanâs life, and he decided right then that he could get used to this and be happy forever.
What had started so long ago felt like it was coming to a friendly end, a thing that initiated something else. Ryan supposed his grandma was right, and every ending, happy or sad, is just a new beginning and this one had left him with purple and reddish marks on his neck, hand prints on his hips, beard burns where only he could see and feel, and a happy smile on his face.
He sighed, very much aware of how he knew Shaneâs kitchen as if it were his own, how Shane liked his coffee and what kind of breakfast he liked to have.Â
Today was going to be a great morning, no matter what.
**
Ryan never thought people would pick up on his closeness with Shane by such small things like sayingâ okay, yeah. Maybe that wasnât so common, right? To know what your friend wanted his last words to be? He blinked a couple of times, scrolling down the comments section of their first ever Q & A video for their Unsolved episodes.
This had been one of Shaneâs strokes of genius, a small video answering questions and comments for each video they got out on Friday. It wasnât strange at all that management had liked the idea and greenlight it for them to film every Monday to go online on Wednesday.
Looking at the comments, wondering what people would say of their newest addition, Ryan never thought he would encounter praise for their friendship, âthey really are that closeâ, and well. He arched an eyebrow. He would expect so, seeing this was the man he was sleeping with now.
âStop doing that to yourself,â he heard at his side, Ryan turned to see Shane still driving, looking in front instead of him. âI see you, stop torturing yourself with the comments sections. Thatâs a strange place and you know it.â
âI just wanted to know what they thought of the Post Mortem thing.â
âYou can tell the intern to have a look at that.â He smiled, looking at Ryan for a few seconds before turning his eyes to the road again.Â
Ryan sighed, leaning his head on the window as he watched Shane drive, an unusual image that felt like some sort of dream to him. One that came true, he noted. His reality couldnât be happier now, even if they werenât ready to put it everywhere on social media yet.
âThey say weâre really close.â
âWell, seeing we have dick appointments with each other, I would hope so.â
He chuckled, their laughs echoing in the car before they sank into comfortable silence.Â
That day had been actually good. They had gotten the green light on their idea to go to England, have some episodes of Unsolved over there, and enjoy vacations after. It meant not only another step on their growing show, but a step in their relationship.
Vacations with Shane to another country, now that they were together⊠boy, maybe the fact that they were such good friends before getting into each otherâs skin the way they had done was a good thing. It took off some of the initial doubts and awkwardness, let him dive into domesticity and couple life as soon as possible.
âWe are really close,â Shane said while they waited on a red light. Ryan looked at him. The man smiled when he looked back. âI donât think anyone knows me like you do.â
âOh, come onâŠâ he said with a huge grin, face feeling warm. âI already suck your cock, no need to say those things.â
Shane chuckled and shook his head. âYou little shit, I mean it!â
Ryan laughed, leaving his phone aside and looking as Shaneâs face turned bright, his happy expression ever so beautiful on him, and it made Ryan feel proud to know he had put that face on him. He sighed as Shane drove again, closer to his apartment now.
âRy?â he called him. Ryan looked back and waited. âWhen was the last time you were in your apartment?â
His face felt warmer. If he hadnât blushed before, he sure was now.
âI, I can take a Lyftââ
âNo, no.â Shane looked at him for a couple of seconds, then back to the road. âIn fact, you donât have to go back anymore if you donât want to.â He said, Ryanâs eyes opened wide. âYou know?â
âShaneâŠâ
âIâm saying, come live with me. Us.â He said, smiling at him when they stopped on another red light. âIâm sure Obi would love to have you there officially.â
Ryan blinked a couple of times, heart pounding in his chest as he thought of his initial question. When was the last time he was in his own apartment? He couldnât even remember. And he didnât have to.
Looking up at Shane, Ryan nodded with a big smile.
âI would love to, big guy.â
âGreat!â
The light turned green, and they kept going, closer to home.
**
âIâm just saying, people know I love you,â Shane said and Ryan looked at him immediately, eyes wide open. But the man kept scrolling down his Twitter feed, distracted. âI donât think it would be a bad idea for us to just⊠Get out there and say it.â
âShane,â
âI guess neither of us are out of the closet online, but itâs not like if we have been hiding all this time. Have we?â He finally put the phone down, looking at Ryan with a frown.
He blinked a couple of times, watching Shane act like if he hadnât just drop a bomb on them with such simple words. It wasnât even the âcoming out onlineâ shit that was about to give him a headache, but the copious amount of times Ryan was to overthink Shane confirming he loved him that had left him mute.
Shane arched an eyebrow, looking behind him, then back at Ryan who was still pretty much in shock. He left his phone of the coffee table and cradle Ryanâs face as he often did.
âRy?â
âYou, you saidââ
The man blinked, unaware of what was going on. He seemed to be thinking about it, probably going through their previous conversation to understand why Ryan was so still, so into his head to even talk.
Shaneâs eyes widened and he looked about ready to panic for just a few seconds, but it was all replaced with a huge grin and that shine in his eyes that melted Ryan in the spot.
âPeople do know I love you.â
Ryanâs face felt warm, he wondered what color he was blushing. Shane kept smiling at him, caressing his cheeks before kissing him softly, the cat purring somewhere on Ryanâs back, probably rolling his eyes at them being like this once again in his presence, right in front of his whiskas.Â
He wanted to yell at himself, so easily distracted from the moment with every thought that passed his head, every sound outside their bubble. Ryan was nervous, Shane chuckled against his lips after he barely responded, probably aware he was just⊠so anxious for nothing.
âDo you know I love you?â Shane asked, his voice sounding so soft, it made Ryan swallow.
âI⊠I donât knowâŠÂ I do now?â
Shane chuckled again, this time getting closer to Ryanâs face to kiss his forehead. Shane hugged him, letting Ryan lean his head on his shoulder. The vibrations of his laugh made him look up, clearing his throat before cradling Shaneâs face.Â
The man smiled at him.
âI love you,â Ryan murmured. âIâve been in love with you for a long time.â
âMmm.â The man smiled. âI know.â
Ryan laughed, he could easily slap Shane for Han Solo-ing him, but there was justâ his eyes and the way he was kissing him, how far they had come. Ryan kissed him softly, deepening the kiss as soon as he could, pushing the man to lay into the couch with him on top.
âScoundrel.âÂ
Shane smiled, pecking his lips once before finally, finally saying: âI love you too, sweetheart.â
**
If you asked Ryan, things started in the Sallie House.
That night, his attraction to Shane made itself notice in the way Ryanâs heart kept beating fast as the man held his hand between them, laying on the floor as he tried to sleep again. He had taken the footage from the final cut of the video, never spoke about it with the man until years later, when they were more than friends and had started to live together.
Watching it now, how young they were and how much was ahead, it made him smile.
âWe were so fucking obvious, holy shit.â Shane murmured at his side, looking through cut footage from many episodes of their show. âYou think people will be like âwe been knewâ when they see this?â
âI think half of the internet already has, Shane.â He conceded. It had been a hilarious couple of years with fans and homophobes alike saying the weirdest, sometimes amazing things on their every platform. âBut I think itâs time, donât you?â
âRyan, why did you never tell me that you can see my hard on during Goatmanâs Bridge?â Shane asked instead, serious with a shine in his eyes that made Ryanâs whole body shiver. âThis is the kind of cut shit you should show me more often, angel.â
âYou are into such weird shitâŠâ Including him, Ryan wanted to add. Ryan bit his bottom lip, waiting for Shane to answer.
When it didnât come, he looked up from the tiny video they were doing to âofficiallyâ announce their relationship. Shane wasnât on his side of the bed, and when Ryan looked around to find him, the man had taken away his laptop and tugged at his heels to get him under his body.
âWhat are you doing, you weirdo?â Ryan asked between laughs, Shane winked at him.
âYou know what else is mine aside from that bridge?â
âOh my God. No, no, get out! We have work to do!â
âYou.â He smirked. âYou are mine, baby. Until death do us apart. And maaaaybe beyond, right? If your faith can guide us there.â
He felt his cheeks blush, Shaneâs smile was too sweet for someone who was about to bone his boyfriend a second time that day. Ryan rolled his eyes, smiling at him when Shane brushed his crotch with his, already getting hard in his pants.Â
âYou are so fucking corny.âÂ
âHorny, baby. Horny.â
If you asked Ryan, this was the start of the golden years of their lives together.
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#shyan#shyan fic#skeptic believer#mercury-skies#shyanlibrary#nini got mail#answered prompts#mine#my fanfics#otp: we took an oath#Anonymous#bfu#fanfictions#gifted fics#soph tag
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i donât have enough money for chicken nuggets
for emi, who told me this vine had big Ingrid energy and because I needed a break from writing space fic~
Rating: G+ Genre: Friendship Characters: Sylvain Jose Gautier & Ingrid Brandl Galatea Words: 2,089
Theyâve both had not-so-amazing days so Sylvain makes a better than excellent suggestion. / roommates au
AO3
Ingrid is lying on the floor of the apartment when Sylvain gets home. Heâs absolutely exhausted and heâs pretty sure heâs got a crick in his neck that will literally never go away thanks to being hunched over a desk in the library for almost eight hours. He almost doesnât see Ingrid on the ground until he sees Mercedes sitting on the couch, flipping through one of Ingridâs veterinary science books.Â
Sylvain pauses and stares at Mercedes and then he catches sight of the sushi socks that are peeking around the side of the couch. He knows those socks because he bought those socks for Ingrid for her birthday last year. Sylvain waves to Mercedes and she smiles at him brightly in return. He walks up and leans over the couch, taking in the sight of his roommate lying face down on their floor.Â
âEverything okay?â he asks. The question is open and directed to either Mercedes or Ingrid, whoever feels more up to answering it.Â
âIngrid has had a rough day,â Mercedes supplies helpfully.Â
Sylvain raises an eyebrow. âOh? What kind of bad day?â
âMy supervisor rejected my most recent project plan,â Ingrid grumbles, not even lifting her head up. âI stayed up literally all night finishing it and the only thing he said to me was that the conclusion needed work before he could approve it and that he wanted a new draft by Thursday.â
Mercedes smiles sympathetically. âI ran into Ingrid on campus after I dropped Annie off and gave her a ride back here.â She checks her watch. âI do need to run to the hospital to drop off something before tomorrow.â
Mercedes stands up and walks over to him, patting his arm. Sylvain smiles at her, looking between his miserable, blob-shaped roommate and their mutual friend.Â
âThanks for staying, Mercie,â he says quietly.
âMy pleasure,â she replies.Â
Mercedes drifts past him and head for the door of their apartment and then Sylvain is left staring down at his grumpy roommate who is still lying face-down on the rug.Â
âIngrid,â he says, âsurely there are more comfortable places to mope?â
âToo far away,â she grumbles.Â
He rolls his eyes and finally walks around the couch. He bends down and grabs her under the arms and literally hauls her up. Ingrid shrieks and immediately flails in his grip. Her leg swings out, kicking at his shin and Sylvain grunts. Unfortunately, due to his own tiredness, he isnât quite ready for a flailing Ingrid and she manages to take them both out, sending them crashing to the couch.Â
Sylvain twists so he doesnât land on top of Ingrid and they land side by side on the couch. Also unfortunately, the couch is not built for two people and since Sylvain lands closer to the edge, he immediately rolls off of it, landing straight on his ass. Ingrid sits up on the couch, blinking her wide green eyes at him.Â
Sylvainâs tailbone hurts from the sudden impact, but he bursts out laughing. Ingrid laughs too, swinging her legs down so sheâs sitting properly on the couch. She leans forward, her lips curling into a half-smirk.Â
âNicely done,â she teases.Â
He rolls his eyes at her and pushes himself to his feet using the edge of the couch and the coffee table. âHey, I was just trying to help you. Youâre the one who flipped out.â
Ingrid shoves him as he sits on the couch next to her. âWhatever. I was comfortable.â
âNo, you werenât,â he counters. âThe floor is wood. The rug is thin. There is no way that was comfortable.
Ingrid huffs and tugs on the sleeves of the hoodie sheâs wearing, pulling them down over her hands. âI was lazy, then,â she corrects herself.Â
She twists, reclining on the couch and throwing her feet up across his lap. Sylvain gets a good look at the hoodie sheâs wearing and he blinks in surprise as he recognizes it. Itâs an old dark teal hoodie with their high school crest in white. Thereâs a black ink stain on the right sleeve from where Felix broke a pen when Sylvain had been in his senior year.Â
âThatâs my hoodie,â he says dumbly, still staring at it.Â
Ingrid blinks and looks at the sweater. She seems just as surprised as he is to see that it is. âOh, it is, isnât it.â
Sylvain stares. âItâs been missing since I was in my freshman year of undergrad! How do you have it?â
Ingrid taps her chin as she thinks about it. âYou know, I think you left it at my house when you went off to university and I meant to give it back, but I just forgot to.â
Sylvain rubs his forehead. âWait so weâve been living together for four years and I havenât seen you wear it?â
She looks down, her ears turning pink. âI, uh, normally sleep in it, not wear it out and around.â
Sylvain feels his own neck get hot and he clears his throat. âYeah, uh, right.â
He drops his gaze down to his lap where Ingridâs sock-clad feet are resting. The socks are navy blue and covered in cartoon pieces of sushi. He had thought they were hilarious when he saw them in December so he had bought them and sat on them for a month until her birthday. Ingrid had cracked up as soon as she had opened the present because they were socks, but she wore them fairly often.Â
âI like your socks,â he says dumbly.Â
She just laughs. âTheyâre comfortable. Iâm still sad you didnât buy those matching hot dog ones the other day.â
Sylvain practically snorts a laugh. âGod, but those were ugly. Thereâs a difference between cute graphic socks and bright yellow graphic socks with wieners on them.â
She wrinkles her nose. âHow do you make that sound dirty?â
Sylvain blinks and lifts his hand from where it had rested on her ankle without thinking. âI guess it kind of did, didnât it.â
Ingrid rolls her eyes and swings her feet off his lap, standing up. She walks back around the couch into the kitchen and opens the fridge. Sylvain turns, throwing an arm over the back of the couch to watch her as she rifles around in the fridge. After a second, she shuts the fridge and twists her face into what Sylvain can only call a pout.Â
âFuck,â she grumbles.Â
Sylvain chuckles. âYou all out?â
Ingrid brushes some of her short hair behind her ear. âI definitely told Felix yesterday that I would make dinner tonight since he has fencing, but I also definitely forgot to buy anything thatâs actually worth eating for dinner tonight.â
Sylvain stood up, stretching his arms above his head. His shoulders popped satisfyingly and he strode into the kitchen. He stepped around his roommate to the fridge and opened it, scanning his own side of the fridge.Â
Similar to Ingrid, he also seemed to be lacking in actual edible food. There was some milk and a tub of yogurt as well as a couple of bell peppers, but no protein and nothing that he actually wanted to eat after having spent a full day in the library studying corporate law. And since it seemed Ingrid had had just as poor a day as he had, he knew there was something they could do that would cheer both of them up.Â
âText Felix and ask what he wants from McDonaldâs,â Sylvain suggests to Ingrid, closing the fridge.Â
He leaves the kitchen and heads down the hallway towards his room. Ingrid stares at him for a moment before she chases him, following him all the way to the door of his room. She stops in the doorway and stares at him as he strips off his shirt, pulling on a dark grey long-sleeved t-shirt. He turns around and sees Ingrid is still staring at him.Â
âMcDonaldâs?â she repeats, sounding confused.Â
Sylvain tugs his shirt down to straighten it and grins. âSure! Youâre telling me you donât want to relieve the stupidest things we did in high school tonight?â
Ingridâs mouth opens and closes and then she frowns. âI didnât budget this in this week.â
Sylvain rolls his eyes and walks over to her, throwing an arm around her shoulder and spinning her around, guiding her back down the hall towards the front door of the apartment. âDonât worry about it. Itâs literally just fast food. I can cover you.â
Ingrid sighs, but her interest in getting cheap fast food is apparently stronger than her dislike of Sylvain paying for things since she doesnât resist as he leads them to the front of their apartment. He grabs his keys and wallet from his bag at the door and pulls on his shoes. Ingrid slows down as she walks to the door, typing a message out on her phone to Felix.Â
Sylvain straightens up and waits for her by the door, spinning his keys on his lanyard idly. Ingrid slides her sock-clad feet into athletics scuffs and shoves her hands into the pockets of her poached sweater. Sylvain grins and opens the door, leading the way out of the apartment. Ingrid pauses as they leave to lock the door but then she follows him to the elevator.Â
Sylvain unlocks his car and slides into the driverâs side. Ingrid gets into the passenger side and he starts the engine. His carâs Bluetooth beeps, confirming its connection to his phone and he steals a glance at Ingrid, smirking. Immediately, her brow knits in suspicion.Â
âPlay the High School Musical soundtrack,â Sylvain says gleefully.Â
Ingrid groans and drops her arms and head forward onto the dashboard. âOh my god, Sylvain.â
âHey, weâre emulating being stupid high school days, arenât we?â
The music from the first song in the movie starts playing over his carâs speakers as he pulls out of the parking lot. Ingrid leans back from the dashboard and glares at the speaker. Sylvain just smiles to himself and turns the volume up louder.Â
âYouâre ridiculous,â Ingrid grumbles. âA twenty-five-year-old man and you put on High School Musical in your car.â
âOnly with you,â he teases back. âBesides, itâs not like we all didnât absolutely love this movie when we were younger.â
Ingrid huffs. âWhen I was eleven, maybe.â
Sylvain laughs. âAw, come on, I was just trying to distract you. Get your mind of everything.â
He steals a glance from her as he stops at a red light. She looks less annoyed when he says that, her green eyes softening.Â
âYeah, I know,â she mumbles. âI appreciate it.â
He takes one hand off the wheel and pats her shoulder. âYouâll knock him dead next time, Ingrid,â he assures. âIf I can get my studiously lazy ass into Law School, you can knock your supervisor dead with this project plan. Besides, even if it takes a few more days, itâs not going to derail your entire Masters.â
She huffs out a breath. âI know, itâs just frustrating.â She turns towards him and it takes every ounce of driving knowledge he has to keep his eyes on the road and not to meet her gaze. âWerenât you supposed to be busy tonight?â
âNah,â he says. âI was going to go on a date, but I called it off earlier when I was three hours deep in corporate law with no end in sight.â
Ingrid shudders. âOh god. How long were you even at the library today?â
He shrugs and turns on his turn signal to turn right into the McDonaldâs parking lot. âToo long,â he grumbles.
Ingrid laughs at him. âYeah, I donât think Iâm the only one who needed this break.â
Sylvain shrugs. âHey, Iâm just hungry.â
She fiddles with the sleeve of the hoodie as he parks and he turns towards her, grinning.Â
âIf I buy you a 50-pack of nuggets can I have my hoodie back?â
She scoffs. âNo way. This is mine now.â
He snaps his fingers, but he canât disguise the amused look on his face. âDarn,â he drawls sarcastically, killing the engine. âGuess Iâll just have to play the High School Musical 2 soundtrack on the way back to the apartment.â
He yanks his keys free and jumps out of the car before Ingrid can lash out and whack him. He jogs away from the car towards the McDonaldâs laughing. She staggers out of his car, scowling.Â
âSylvain!â
He picks up the pace, letting his laugh carry back to her. It feels good.Â
#the writing section#sylvgrid#sylgrid#roommates au#r: t#sylvain jose gautier#ingrid brandl galatea#c: sylvain jose gautier#c: ingrid brandl galatea#words: 2.0k+#fe3h#f: fire emblem#fire emblem three houses#ship: sylgrid#ship: sylvgrid#nicolewrites
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Entirely fair! Here we go into the wonderful world of weird things Jinx reads! And if they arenât to your taste, hopefully theyâre to someone out thereâs taste lmao.
All of these should link to the correct thing.
Shadamy things
If The Glove Fits by ppeachx3 ~ Playing with the idea of gloves being important to Mobian culture and the headcanon Iâve seen a few times here and there of proposing using gloves instead of rings. Full of misunderstandings and Omega being a little shit.
Ups And Downs by Zehntacles ~I want to label this a cute first date fic, but itâs way more in character than that and includes motorcycle chases and gun fights.
Glitch Version 1.1 by ShadamyHeadcanons (HyperGinger) ~Â
Sonadow things
Tides of Chaos by LightningHikaru ~ Iâm usually quite fussy with Sonadow stuff myself because itâs easy to pull them out of character when trying to write them together, I actually found this one while looking for fics about Omega lmao. What I like most about this is honestly the world building done in this AU, a pirate AU where magic, vampires and ghosts all exist, but robots donât, itâs very much that world building that sucked me in. May well not be your cup of tea, gets a bit weird in there.
Other Sonic
Brothers by Vintage (Sour_Gummies) ~ Ah, the Chaotix fic of the list. As a big Chaotix stan it had to be there. A one shot about their bond in the early days of their team status and adapting to being in a team.
Welcome To The Parent Of An Alien Hedgehog Club by writingonceagain ~ A really nice take on the whole idea of putting Silver and Shadow with Wade.
Dark Boom by Smash_50 ~ What it says on the tin, a write up of episode style scenarios in which Omega and Rouge could be placed in Boom.
The Best Omegaverse Fanfic Ever by Smash_50 ~ Sonic but everyone is Omega.
The Sonic Chaos series by sleepfiction ~ So Iâm actually a bit weird with this one, Iâve only read small parts of this and jump around it instead of reading it in order like a normal person, but specifically these two chapters are things I happened across by chance via a google search for Chaotix and Hooligans content and really enjoyed. The series itself is a series rewrite, which I normally do not vibe with at all, but I canât deny this author is really good at this and at keeping the characters, well, in character, at least in what I have read. It mixes canons nicely to build up its own canon and can be really creative in the way it does it.
Ducktales things
Remissionem by Allmightluver ~ Set some time after Last Crash of the Sunchaser, the relationship between Scrooge and his nephews and Webby is still tense at best and during an adventure someone is hurt and it serves as a catalyst to try to talk things out. Very much a whump fic, some detailed description of medical things in this one.
Definitely Real Family by ExploringEarth ~ Gyro takes in Boyd as his son (very negative relationship with the Drakes version) but struggles with issues in his own past and self.
Time Alone by Korkorali and Tsundereanubis ~ Takes place after the finale and explores multiple platonic dynamics as everyone vibes at the manor but also has some good Scrooge development, I really like this one. Mild WebLena but I read this for Scrooge and Webby father-daughter stuff and also because Jose was tagged.
Feather One Divided (I cannot link this one or see the author name as itâs the one thatâs user locked) ~ This works on an AU where the Duck family have magic and itâs a crossover between Ducktales and Legend of the Three Caballeros - the basic synopsis is Felldrake comes back and targets Donaldâs family.
The Ducks And Elements series by NatureWitch21 ~ An interesting series written in a Frozen AU, with the elemental spirit things from Frozen 2 (which I never watched but hey Iâm having fun!), definitely a bit of a weird one but fun weird.
Youâll Be In My Heart by Shychick ~ Gyro takes in Boyd (Positive relationship with the Drakes version), focuses more on letting Boyd be his own person and step away from things that were programmed into him, including making the choice to be closer to Gyro.
And on the subject,Â
CURSE YOU, MUSK!
What's the one fic dragging you into the AO3 dark side? đ I'm so down for a fic recommendation right now. (Knowing full well it's gonna go in my TBR list with no hope of ever coming back out. đ)
Good luck putting it on your TBR list, you wrote it my dude.
I can however offer you one of the other fics on my reading list.
Provided ofc you don't mind 8 Shadamy's, a pirate Sonadow and whatever weird Ducktales fics I have on my list (which I now realise one of them has also been user locked so make that two fics to make an account for-)
For everyone else, if you like fun fics with crack ships and also the Hooligans in general, When The Day Met The Night by Authorleaandres.
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Masterlist
Tye Dillinger:
Falling For The Perfect 10:Â Â Told from the point of view of an original female character we follow the ups and downs of dating, and falling in love with, Tye Dillinger.
Chapter 1Â Â Chapter 2Â Â Chapter 3Â Â Chapter 4Â Â
Chapter 5Â Â Chapter 6Â Â Chapter 7Â Chapter 8Â
Chapter 9Â Â Chapter 10Â Chapter 11Â Chapter 12Â
Chapter 13Â Â Chapter 14Â Epilogue
Tyler Bate:Â Â
Falling Slowly: A Tyler Bate X Reader story. Â You meet Tyler while working in a restaurant/bar not far from Full Sail University and, without knowing it, both of you are slowly falling for the other. Some cute awkwardness, some chivalry and some smut for good measure.
Butterflies:
Prompt: *evil laugh* This is so much fun!! So⊠how about a Tyler Bate fluff fest where the reader is Peteâs little sister and is backstage for Pete and Tylerâs match at TakeOver. Tyler is immediately smitten with reader but doesnât say or do anything out of respect for Pete. But as he and YN become closer, itâs getting hard for both of them to hide their feelings from Pete???
Requested by:Â @caramara3
Boy: A Tyler Bate X Reader story. Reader is older than Tyler and is concerned with the age difference. insecurities arise, bad communication and a massive misunderstanding make everything come close to falling apart. Can it be fixed?
Sami Zayn:
Freckles & Seashells:Â A beach day with a bunch of wrestlers turns into much more. Fluff and smut.Â
I Canât Stay Away: Sami and the reader are in a friends with benefits situation but it isnât enough for the reader. What happens when they have a huge misunderstanding and both are left brokenhearted?
Part 1Â Part 2
Confessions in the Dark: Reader is invited to a Halloween Party by Jose. There she learns a lot more than she bargained for about her friend and crush.
My prompts are:
Quote: â are you shivering cause youâre afraid orâŠâ
Location:Â party in the woods
Situation:Â Â stories around campfire
Supernatural element:Â werewolves
Part 1Â Part 2
Time to Heal: Y/N meets Sami at physical therapy and while both of them are healing from different injuries they end up falling for one another. A little angst, lots of fluff.
Finn Balor:
Home Alone Tonight:Â Told from the POV of the reader, what happens when the reader and her ex are at the same bar and Finn Balor comes to the rescue. Fluff and smut.
Part 1Â Part 2Â Â
Ruin the Friendship:Â Â Request by @ caramara3:Â
First of all.... YAY!!!!! I am so happy that you're back to writing again!! I've missed you so much!!!! AND... I am dying for some Finn Balor angst smut!!! I've been listening to Demi Lovato's "Ruin The Friendship" and all I can think about is Finn. Let's say Finn and the reader have been friends for years and he starting crushing on her. But he sees her "flirting" with another superstar (Samoa Joe?) and gets jealous. They fight and don't talk for a while until she confronts him. Smut ensues.
Mistletoe and Eggnog: Â Requested by @lclb13
may I request a Finn Balor one shot where Y/N goes to see her cousin Karl during the Christmas Raw event and she bumps into Finn , her long time crush? The feelings after so long come rushing back and the two just finally get together? Maybe some angsty smut between them?
A Warm Embrace: Requested by @blueblazezz
I would love a Finn fluff where he is being so sweet and helpful around the house even making you a bubble bath due to you being in crappy achy mood from your period.
A Confession: Requested by @caramara3
Soooo I know you have like a billion fic requests already, but.... I had an idea that only you could possibly bring to life!! It's a Finn piece with angst, fluff, and smut!! Y/N is OGBC and has had a huge crush on Finn since the beginning. When Cathy dumps him, she decides to finally tell him how she feels, but he doesn't really respond the way she expected. It's not until she, Gallows, & Anderson are moved to SD that he realizes just how much he truly does love her.
Mojo Rawley:
Let Her Go : When the reader gets an unexpected visitor one night in the form of her longtime friend Mojo Rawley they hash out their feelings.
Trent Seven:
Wildfire : A year after their breakup Trent Seven comes to the reader, hoping for a reconciliation. Still friends but still feeling burned she has her doubts. Will she let him redeem himself?Â
A Glass with Dessert: Requested by @ellothelongwaydown
Can I request this prompt âWhy should we date?â âBecause we are attracted to each other.â âI am attracted to pie, but I do not feel the need to date pie.â With Trent Seven? (Is this an okay format?) đ
Stay the Night
This is my submission to the lovely 2K followers challenge by @theworldiscolorful
My Prompt: #53 âWill you stay the night?â
Adam Cole:
Love Me Harder: Based on an unofficial request from @hiitsmecharlieâafter I posted about maybe opening requests. If this goes well Iâll consider opening requests.
"He falls for (y/n) and heâs flirty towards her but sheâs a shy girl and she doesnât open up easily, and is nothing like the women heâs used to, only one night stands, so he needs to step up his game and fight for her."
Part 1Â Part 2Â Part 3
Seth Rollins:
Comeback: A barbecue at Romanâs house causes old flames to run into each other. Thereâs a lot to sort out before they can move forward.
Tell Me You Love Me:Â So.... I have another idea. I don't know what it is about Demi Lovato, but she is just giving me great ideas! "Tell Me You Love Me" and ANGST ANGST ANGST!!! Seth and the reader are fwb's and while he wants to make it more, she is scared to make it official. They're all out one night and he sees her dancing with some guy and gets pissed. They fight and it ends with him saying "tell me you love me..."Requested by: @ caramara3
Part 1 Part 2
More than Friends:
OMG YOUR REQUESTS ARE OPEN! Seth Rollins. Seth and (Y/N) have been best friends for years, he has had feelings for her all that time and is just so sweet and cute to her. He gets jealous when she accepts to go out on a date with Baron. Roman tries to enter some sense into him. Angsty/fluff (you know me haha), maybe smutty. Hope this is clear. Thank you! Requested by @heeltothequeen
Corey Graves:
Leave Your Mark: A visit to the tattoo shop in Coreyâs hometown leads to the reader and Corey growing closer. But, how close is too close and when will the truth come out?
Sunshine and Sugar:Â Â Hello!! If you wouldn't mind I'd like to request a story!! I can't make up my mind between Aleister Black and Corey Graves, but I think something cute and fluffy for either would be nice!!! Thank you so much!! Oh! I really like cuddles and head kisses!!! Early mornings just waking up and tracing tattoos... I'm looking forward to seeing what you create!!! I'm sure it'll be spectacular!! Thank you!!!
Requested by: @vampire-kitty13
TJ Perkins
More Than a Game: Reader and TJ are friends but when he sees her in a new light he decides he wants to know more. Will this work out or ruin their friendship?
Part 1Â Part 2Â Part 3Â Part 4Â Part 5
Pete Dunne:
This Means War:Â Pete and the reader run into each other a year after you had a fling that was both intense but neither of you had put a label on it. Youâd let it die slowly, no real closure but no real wounds. Pete approaches the reader for another chance.
Jealous:Â The reader has feelings for Pete but he seems to like things the way they are. What happens when jealousy rears its ugly head and it makes both parties confess things they didnât dare to previously?
Safe:Â Â Ok so I have another idea but I don't know if you would write it though. It deals with the reader being in an abusive relationship and Pete Dunne sorta rescuing her from it. How about if the reader is getting back into the whole dating scene after getting out of an abusive relationship and Trent and Tyler set her up on a blind date with Pete? And say maybe one night they're all out and she sees her ex and Pete goes into full protect mode followed by some fluffy smut?Â
Requested by @caramara3
Tommaso Ciampa:
New In Town: Based on an unofficial request from @sonjashuterbugjohnson
âY/N is at a bar and this guy wonât leave her alone, keeps trying to buy her drinks. She goes up to Tommaso and his group, asks him to pretend to be her boyfriend, things go from thereâ
The Road Less Traveled: Requested by @ sonjashuterbugjohnson
Hello! I have a request hopefully itâs not a rambling mess. Y/N and Tommaso Ciampa have a love hate relationship. They are forced to ride together and get snowed in at the hotel. Sharing a room/Bed confessions of feeling all the hits! As smutty as you are comfortable with.
So In Love With Two:
Story Summary:
Prompt: Y/N and Tommaso used to date but had a bad break up. They still have feelings for each other Y/n decides to move on he does not take that well. Jealousy Angst arguing and Make up sex......... (And with further elaboration and discussion) Yes! She and Tommaso used to date but she starts to get close to Johnny over the loss of him. She realizes that there are feelings for both poly for everyone! Â (She moves in with Johnny after the breakup).Â
Johnny X Reader X Tommaso
Requested by @sonjashuterbugjohnsonâ
Dean Ambrose:
Weathering The Storm:
Part of the Dog Days of Summer Fic Writing Challenge by @sammiielli and @fan-fiction-galore
Summary:Â Dean Ambrose x Reader. Â Prompts below:
Quote: âI will go through you if I have to- I am leaving.âÂ
Location: Lakefront cottage
Situation: Power outage and stranded
 Baron Corbin:
Dancing with The Wolf:
Story Summary:Â Baron Corbin and the reader are sort-of friends. What happens when they grow closer and Corey is all for his friends getting together?
Part 1Â Part 2
Neville
Need You
Story Summary: Set the night Neville loses the title to Enzo. Reader goes to comfort Neville.Â
Elias Samson
Eye on You
Story Summary: Anon Request -- Hey! Could you write a fluff where Elias has had his eyes on you ever since you came up to the main roster. And that he seems to be there when all the other wrestlers would flirt with you but they would stop as soon as he got there. And then he confesses his feelings to you. Yikes. This sounded better in my head. I understand if you donât want to write it. But thanks anyway đ youâre an incredible writer.
A Gentlemanâs Invitation
Prompt: Â Hey! I love your writing so much! Could I request an Elias story where y/n (plus size if you can) has a huge crush on him and all her friends know about it and they always try to push them together but they never succeed until one day thereâs a long plane ride where the only empty seat is next to Elias and while at first flustered they have a great conversation but y/n falls asleep on his shoulder and he wakes her up at the end and sheâs embarrassed about it but he says she looked cute sleeping.
Requested by Anonymous
Beautiful on You
Prompt:Â I just thought of an Elias fic, if this is up your alley. Iâve noticed he wears a lot of floral scarves so maybe the reason he wears them is his signal to his girl that heâs thinking of her? Or maybe it started as a joke between them and now she just keeps getting him floral scarves and he just wears them because she got them for him? And if you care to make it smutty instead of just fluffy maybe they can use one of his scarves as a restraint or a blindfold? Sorry if this idea is a mess.
Requested by @secretagentfangirl
Andrade Cien Almas
My Champion
Story Summary:Â Can you try writing for Andrade? l know you havenât written him yet but Iâm sure it will come out great if the inspiration hits. l was thinking a fic thatâs fluffy and angsty (smut optional or even implied) that takes place just after he won the NXT championship and the reader is feeling a little threatened by his working relationship with Zelina Vega (because sheâs gorgeous and was there for him immediately after winning and there was that time he was âknownâ for being a party boy/player)Â
Requested by @secretagentfangirl
Johnny Gargano
So In Love With Two:
Story Summary:
Prompt:Â Y/N and Tommaso used to date but had a bad break up. They still have feelings for each other Y/n decides to move on he does not take that well. Jealousy Angst arguing and Make up sex......... (And with further elaboration and discussion) Yes! She and Tommaso used to date but she starts to get close to Johnny over the loss of him. She realizes that there are feelings for both poly for everyone! Â (She moves in with Johnny after the breakup).
Johnny X Reader X Tommaso
Requested by @sonjashuterbugjohnson
Drew Gulak
Take Me Home
Story Summary:Â
Y/N and Drew Gulak have been friends for a long time and while her crush lingers she is glad to be his friend and by his side through all the ups and downs. After his loss to Mustafa Ali in Dallas on March 20th Drew is brokenhearted. Even more so when the flight home to Philadelphia to see his family is canceled. Y/N sees a chance to help her friend so she alters her plans to help him out. How will this change their relationship?
Chapter 1Â Chapter 2Â Chapter 3
Kyle OâReilly
Strong and Faithful
Prompt: Hey! I was wondering if you could write me something? Â I would love a Kyle OâReilly one because thereâs hardly anything on here for him. I was thinking maybe sheâs dating Adam but sheâs always been in love with Kyle and heâs always been in love with her but neither of them know that and then she finds out Adam cheated on her and goes and gets really drunk or something with a bunch of other wrestlers and her and Kyle are dancing really sexy with each other and maybe leads to smut and a confession. If you donât wanna write smut thatâs okay I can try and think of something else? I love your writing by the way!
Requested by:Â @shieldgirl95
Roman Reigns
Someday
Prompt:Â Hmm... let me think. I'm kinda thinking about maybe some angst fluff smut with Roman Reigns. Only if that's ok with you. Maybe he and the reader broke up a few years ago because he couldn't commit to her. Now she's started a 'fling' with Jason Jordan. RoRo gets jealous seeing them, makes a scene, and the reader goes to his room to confront him about it. Feelings are revealed, fluffy stuff followed by smutty things maybe???
Requested by: @caramara3
Ricochet
Remember When
Prompt:
I need some Ricochet fics in my life like you have NO IDEA!!!! Ok so here's the idea: both the reader and Ricochet had a thing way back in the indies but it ended once the reader got signed to WWE. So when they see each other again for the first time since at TakeOver: War Games, he meets up with her back at her hotel room to talk about them and why they ended it. Things escalate quickly and smut ensues back at reader's hotel room.
Requested by: @caramara3
#WWE#wwe fanfiction#tye dillinger#tyler bate#sami zayn#finn balor#mojo rawley#trent seven#adam cole#seth rollins#corey graves#tj perkins#Pete Dunne#tommaso ciampa#baron corbin#neville#elias samson#johnny gargano#drew gulak#kyle o'reilly#roman reigns#masterlist
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Double rainbows are an opportunity to obtain two pots of gold (Branjie)- dexx-ss
a/n: Hi, hello, how are ya? So I was getting a new tattoo today and I wrote this fluffy nonsense and I hope y'all like it <3 ALSO, the title has literally nothing to do with the fic⊠I just couldnât think of anything else XD Let me know what y'all think but be kind-xx
âSo this is not dumb?â Brooke asks trying to figure out what Nina is thinking by looking at her face.
âBrock this is the cheesiest, cutest, most romantic thing you probably have done in your dumb miserable life,â Nina smiled placing a reassuring hand on his friendâs shoulder âitâs very JosĂ©.â.
Brooke couldnât help but smile at that.
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Itâs been few years since season 11 aired and Brooke and Vanessa have been together and broken up too many times to count on oneâs hands. But in the end, they realized they canât be without each other. And although secretly hooking up and messing with everyoneâs heads is fun and all- it still took a lot out of them. So they decided to be together officially and made some ground rules.
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For Brock, it meant that he had to give up some of his freedom and some of that flirting with strangers(some not all).
For José, it meant he had to give up getting easily jealous sometimes (not all the time) and frat house parties(all of them).
And so far these rules have been working out quite well.
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Brooke has never been a fan of marriage. Not really. He has always believed that marriage is like the last lifeline. Meaning the only reason people get married is the fact that things are going so badly that you have nothing else left to do to save their relationship. He knew that in some cases it wasnât true but he also knew that in most cases it was.
They have even talked about that with JosĂ©. Well talking is not the right word. It was more of yelling and then some very passionate makeup sex later. Brock didnât care for marriage but JosĂ© wanted a big white wedding.
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âSo he has no idea itâs coming?â Nina asked while Brooke went to fill their wine glasses. âWell hopefully not,â B said now a kinda concerned look on his face. Brooke had told a few people about it already. Not how heâs going to do it but more of just that he is going to do it. He even went a few decades back and called JosĂ©s mom to ask permission.
âOur little firecracker has melted all the ice apparently,â Nina said with a laugh. Brooke just rolled his eyes.
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Brock even talked to Silky and Aâkeria about it. Well not willingly. Silky and Brooke were both getting ready for a show and Aâkeria was randomly chilling with them. At some point, Silky asked if Brooke had some painkillers and B did so he told Silky to look for them from his bag. What he forgot was that Silky is quite nosey and that he bought the ring that day.
âBrooke, is you and Vanjie okay,â Silky asked. âMhm, why?â Brooke looked at Aâkeria who was as puzzled as himself. Then Silky took out the ring that was in his bag âwasnât that supposed to be the last lifeline?â, âOkay, first of all, you shouldnât go through other peoples stuff,â Brooke said grabbing his bag and the ring back âsecondly itâs not like that.â. Aâkeria raised a questioning brow âYou are seriously not thinking about going through with that?â. Brooke didnât answer to that. He just continued doing his makeup because it didnât matter what he said Aâkeria had an opinion about that. (It was always a valid point Aâkeria gave but sometimes Brooke didnât wanna hear it because he knew how right he was.). âYou are so dumb,â Aâkeria laughed âlike really dumb. Thatâs probably why Vanjie loves you so much.â.
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âSo itâs happening tonight?â Andrew giggled with excitement. âWell if ya donât move that cute butt of yours faster and leave then it wonât!â Brook said waving Nina from the front door. As Ninas uber drove off Brooke quickly got back inside and started setting everything up. It had to look really casual.
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At some point the door swung open âHoney, Iâm home!â Vanjie yelled as he stepped inside. He looked around and heard some humming from the kitchen. JosĂ© made his way there and the sight of Brooke trying to cook warmed his heart. They donât usually cook, they order something from uber eats or just go out. âSo if I eat thisâ Vanjie said with a smug making his way to his boyfriend âwill I have terrible diarrhea?â. Brock jumped a little when JosĂ© started speaking because he was so in his element and didnât even realize his boyfriend had gotten home.  He took a towel and playfully slapped Vanjies ass with it âFuck you,â he said meeting his boyfriend for a kiss.
Vanessa went to take a shower because he still had a full face of makeup on and Brock was really tempted to go with him. But he didnât. Instead, he set up their plates and waited on a couch trying to pick a movie for them to watch while eating.
The movie watching and eating went great. First, they ate and Vanessa made few comments about how he is going to end up in a hospital with food poisoning. Then they put their plates down and JosĂ© put his head on Brocksâ lap as they continued to watch the movie. But B couldnât focus and he was shaking his leg so much when Vanessa tried to talk it sounded like he was driving on a very bumpy road. âHoe, could- you- stop- that?â, âSorry,â Brooke said stopping his leg but his boyfriend was already pausing the movie. âWhatâs up with you?â Vanessa said. Brooke tried to look anywhere but into JosĂ©s eyes. He wasnât particularly chickening out but he was thinking maybe its too soon. But when V cupped his face and made their eyes meet all the doubts were gone. There was no question about it. He loved him. So. Much. So, he kissed him. And promised to be back in a second.
Brooke ran to the bedroom and came back with a book. JosĂ© just gave him a puzzled look. Brock gave that book to JosĂ©. âA notebook? Thanks?â Vanessa finally says but Brooke just rolls his eyes. âOpen it you dummy,â so he does. He opens the damn notebook.
And
itâs
filled
with
Post-its.
Immediately JosĂ©âs eyes go blurry from the tears that are coming up. They arenât just post it. Every post-it has a little scribble. Of a good memory. Or a quote.  One even has the eyes and the detective emoji. Itâs so dumb. But so sweet.
âBitch,â V finally says something after five minutes of looking at the notebook âI canât use it when itâs all full.â. Brock just laughs at that âLook at the back,â. JosĂ© does as told. Behind the notebook was written: Iâve never been good at vocally expressing my feelings. So Iâm gonna write them down instead.
I woke up today and decided:
I will never love anyone as much as I love you.
I love every part of you. Your smile. Your eyes. The way you get all excited when the cats come onto your lap instead of mine. (JosĂ© laughs at that part, tears falling) I love how you get angry with me and how you try to make up before going to bed- Because you should never go to bed angry⊠I love all thatâs beautiful about you and all your flaws.
And after thinking all that I realized that I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.
When JosĂ© looked back at Brock he was holding out a ring. âSo umm,â before he could ask anything V was kissing him. âIs that a yes?â Brock said with a smile on his face.
âYou didnât even ask,â
âJosĂ© Cancel, will you do me the honor of becoming my husband?â Brock said with a really bad Brittish accent.
âYes,â Jose answered pulling the ring from Brock and putting it on his finger.
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Elastic Heart - Part 3 (Branjie) - Mia Ugly
A/N: Soooo this chapter took a turn for the sad-bastardish, but I swear there will be less moodiness and more kissing in the future. Also Iâm trying to use she/her pronouns in Drag Race, and he/him out of drag, but sometimes it all goes to hell, bear with me! Thanks to everyone whoâs been so sweet about this fic so far.
Social media -
Is not Brockâs strength area.Â
Detox used to hassle him about it before he even went on Drag Race, and he made a promise to himself that he would do a better job after. Tell the world when he - ate a bowl of cereal or whatever.Â
Post photos of his cats at the very least.
So when his manager comes to him with the expectation that he and Jose play up their relationship for the fans, Brock says: (nonononononononononono)
He says âfine.â
Joseâs in, apparently, and - well, Brock can only take that information second-hand because the two of them havenât really. Spoken. Recently.Â
He says âfineâ and then he goes on Joseâs Instagram and almost has a panic attack (because some people are so pretty it is unfair, some people are basically built to break your heart - from atoms to molecules to cells.
Jose in sweats and snapbacks.Â
Vanessa in gloss and feathers.Â
Each one feels like a hand around Brockâs throat.)
So.Â
After about thirty minutes in the fetal position, Brock leaves it all in his managerâs hands (or whoever his manager is paying for social media these days.)Â Someone adds flirty comments and cute photos to anything Jose posts, someone keeps the fans happy. Â
Brock doesnât need to see it.
Itâs too soon (too much, too real) for him.
He tries to avoid Instagram; Twitter is about all he can handle (he knows his mom follows him and he doesnât want to make her worry.) He doesnât read any of the speculative articles about their relationship, but he is always extremely polite when heâs asked about it (just flirty enough to give the fans hope. Professional, friendly, not too fond. Itâs a fine line, and he worries sometimes that his feelings rise a bit close to the surface. That the people who know him best are going to watch one of these interviews, peer through the ice at his blue skin and see everything.)
Friends keep texting him. Leaving him voicemails, asking him how heâs doing. Brock ignores the ones he can, and responds whenever anyone seems a bit too concerned. Gotta make sure the outside world stays outside.
Clearly itâs all going to come out by the time the finale airs, and thatâs just something Brock will have to be ready for. Maybe he can do a European tour. Or an Antarctic one. They donât have internet there, do they?
Heâs wonderful, I love him, he says on ET Canada as if that doesnât mean anything, as if it isnât the first time heâs said âI love himâ out loud.
Brock keeps working (because heâs still a force of nature, even without a crown.)Â He does shows across the mid-West, hosts club nights, dances the house down because he is a queen, damn it. He goes on tour with the First Wives Fight Club, letâs Ginger Minj distract him with the most offensive jokes Brockâs ever heard (and itâs good to feel outrage rather than longing, for a change. Itâs good to do something different, something thatâs not related to Drag Race and soft-skinned Puerto Ricans who wonât answer his calls.)
Or probably wonât.
Because Brock hasnât called. Â
Itâs shady and pathetic and each day feels like pulling teeth out, but heâs trying to respect the boundaries Jose put up. They said their piece at the reunion before Brock died of blunt force trauma to the chest (itâs fine, heâs fine) and heâs not the kind of person to push someone to take him back. Â
To beg someone to want him.Â
He canât say if itâs pride or fear that stops him every time he gets shit-faced and picks up his phone. He canât count the number of texts heâs written and then deleted. And then re-written.
The night after the First Wives show in Vancouver, the other queens go out to whatever local club hasnât been closed yet, and Brock goes for a run on the beach. Itâs dark out, and after a couple of miles he stops, stretches, and sits cross-legged in the sand. Â
The ocean reaches out for him, black-fingered and impetuous, dotted with the twinkling lights of oil tankers.Â
Brock hasnât had anything to drink. Thereâs really no excuse when he takes his phone out of his pocket, scrolls to Joseâs number.
His thumb hovers over the keys, thinking thinking (over-thinking).
(Iâm on the West coast and Iâm miserable without you and I want to hear you laugh again even if itâs at me even if itâs mean I want to hear your voice and you killed it on Jimmy Kimmel and Iâm losing my mind I think youâre incredible I think youâre hilarious and brilliant and I miss you I miss youImiss -)
âDamn it,â Brock hisses, because heâs smarter than this. Heâs stronger than this (he wants that to be true.)
âIâll be at Drag Con,â he texts before he can think too much about it. âHope i see u.â
He waits. Heâll probably delete it without sending. He should delete it without sending because Jose doesnât want to talk to him.
His thumb sits on the âSendâ key, barely touching it. Itâs such a pointless, empty message. It doesnât say any of the things he wants to say.Â
This was easy once. Talking to Jose was like breathing. What the fuck happened? (He knows what happened, and he resists the urge to throw his phone into the sea.)
After a few seconds, Brock deletes the message and puts his phone down.Â
Then he picks it back up.
He bites the inside of his cheek, a habit he mostly gave up in middle school.
This was easy once.Â
(âWhen this is all over ââ
âOh Jesus, oh Mary, there she goes.â Vanjie at her station, rummaging through yards of tulle. âYou wanna shack up or something? Get cats, turn me into a proper wifey?â
âWell. I was thinking more like buy you dinner.â Brooke doesnât touch her, because the world is watching. Still - her eyes linger on the bones of Vanjieâs hands, her wrists, her jaw. There is not a part of her body that doesnât beg for contact, not a part of her that Brooke doesnât want to touch.
âHa, okay. But Iâm a classy ho. Itâs gotta be Olive Garden at least, get me some unlimited breadsticks.â Â
Thereâs a faint blush on her cheekbones even though sheâs rolling her eyes, and it makes Brooke love her even more than â
Shit.
Shit.
She did not just think that word. Â
They arenât - there yet. Brookeâs tired and stressed and her brain is clearly short-circuiting. Itâs nothing. Itâs fine.
âThat shut you up, hey? Olive Garden too bougie for you? Donât worry, girlâ when this is all over and Iâm a honey-thousand dollars richer, Iâll take you anywhere you want.â)
He should have known then.
Stopped it all in its tracks before it got totally out of control. But he didnât.
Brock lies back against the sand, breathes in the copper-sweet taste of the ocean. Â
(Thatâs a star, right?)Â
The waves roll in, and he can almost see stars.
* * *
Back in her hotel room, sheâs running over choreography for Tuckpantistan in her head, counting under her breath (one and two and three and -) when a noise distracts her. Â
A papery scratching at her hotel-room door. When Brooke goes to investigate, she sees a folded note thatâs been slid underneath it.
U up?
Then below it: Haha, JK. Got a PA to deliver this, some real high school shit. Thinking bout your pretty face. <3 <3 <3
Itâs signed Papi and Brooke turns rose-petal pink with embarrassment and pleasure. Fuck, she wishes she had her phone. Wishes she could FaceTime Vanjie any time she wanted, see her all bleary-eyed and soft and sleepy. Just the thought of that image makes Brookeâs heart clench painfully, and she tries not to think about why.
Instead she takes out the notepad from the desk in the hotel room.
How do I know this is really you and not just a producer fucking with me?
She folds the paper into a flat square and writes Return to Sender on the front of it, before sliding it under her hotel room door.Â
Then she immediately feels like an idiot.
This is ridiculous. They arenât teenagers.
Brooke goes back to rehearsing for tomorrow, and tells herself there isnât a stupid smile on her face. That would just be too undignified.Â
About fifteen minutes later (not that Brooke was counting or paying attention or anything) she hears that same scratching sound, and goes back to the door. A new piece of paper has been slid underneath it, and Brooke bites down on a grin.
You want a ring or some shit?Â
Thought youâd like that, something only the real MISS VANESSA VANJIE MATEO would know. This PAâs real nice, Iâma take advantage of her. UNLESS SHEâS READING THIS.Â
What you wearing?
Brooke snorts out a laugh (then covers her face and pretend that sound didnât just come out of her.) She sketches out a quick, terribly unsexy picture of herself (basically a beefy stickman in pajama pants and a t-shirt) then folds it up and sticks it back under the door. This is the most bizarre flirtation she has ever taken part in, and - and she shouldnât enjoy it as much as she does.
Vanjieâs reply includes a decidedly more X-rated stickman.
I better get some nudes next. Gotta occupy my time somehow besides missing on you.
Brooke laughs at the thought of the horrified PA that could be reading this.
Youâve seen it all in the werkroom anyway, she writes, And you could occupy your time with sleeping, maybe?
Brooke sends the note off, and gives up the ghost of rehearsing for a minute. She stretches out on her bed, arms against the headboard and bare feet nearly hanging off the end. Story of her life, really. Sheâs always felt like sheâs too big, too tall, too much. Compared to Vanessa, sheâs like some sort of beast, stumbling around crushing beautiful, delicate things beneath her feet. Â
Vanessa is beautiful. Brooke wouldnât call her âdelicateâ though, not by a long shot. She knows Vanjie well enough by now to know that she can hold her own. Â
(She wonders how much of that attitude is for the show. What Vanjieâs like when sheâs all alone. Every so often thereâs a moment where it seems like the other queen is letting her guard down, softening the sideways grin and adorable swagger that Brooke sees when the cameras are rolling.Â
How much of that is protective, Brooke wonders. How much of that swagger is self-defense?
How much of that humor is about survival.)
There is a reply not even ten minutes later: Nah girl, youâre keeping me up. Gonna think about you in those overalls all night, haha. When I canât do shit tomorrow Iâll be blaming your fine self for messing with my head.
Brooke folds and unfolds Vanjieâs reply too many times, unwilling to put it down. Sheâs glad she canât see herself, knows that sheâs probably glowing with affection. Sheâs got a crush, right, just like she told them in the confessional. Thatâs what this is. Just a massive, ridiculous crush.Â
An impossible, stupid, hopeless crush.
I take no responsibility for that.Â
But also your angel costume is the real problem here, how am I supposed to get anything done? Â
Go to sleep and dream about my overalls, Miss Vaaaaanjie.
Brooke has had crushes before. Sheâs always survived them.
When she slides her note back under the door she thinks that will be the end of it, but a reply comes later, clock nearing midnight and shadows sliding like fingers through the blinds.
Sweet dreams Brooky Poo.
Brooke holds the note against her chest, and laughs, and when she falls asleep sheâs still smiling. Her dreams are full of white feathers, falling gently as snow from the ceiling of her hotel room. Settling soft as a promise against Brookeâs open mouth.
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