#IT'S SO HARD BEING FIXATED ON IT TOO BECAUSE LIKE WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THESE CHARACTERS

[fluffy-lovely-clouds]

AYY listen I like the jungle book JDMGJ /gen

I WATCHED IT WITH MY MOM that was. Not fun when certain scenes came up 😭

HIIII ASH! Sorry I disappeared again last night rhsjjfdj,, had to go to bed :o)

But YES, THOSE scenes I swear. THREE, there's THREE different scenes FJDJSJFJ,, I've wondered for a long time now why Walt or whatever writer it was decided to put so many in there lol. Like I guess I can get it being a funny run-on gag, BUT STILLLL. Was someone in the writing room touch starved of what-

I'll,, I'll just shut up now before I start rambling lol

[msfcatlover]

I am insane for your tma x dc headcanons! I have to ask, do you think any of the other dc characters are entity aligned? Heres a few hcs i had:

The Scarecrow: honestly might be an avatar touched by all the fears like Jonathan Sims. Probably like Sims, he started researching the fears and Scarecrow became obsessed w them. If i had to go with a single entity, i would say he is Dark/Corruption/Eye alligned

The Riddler: Eye or Spiral alligned

The Joker: slaughter or corruption (the angst if Jason shared an entity w his murderer!)

Poison Ivy: Extinction?

Harley Quinn: hunt or stranger aligned? She was hunting down the cure for Jokers issues, but he wasnt who she thought he was and she became the prey

Killer Croc: Flesh babey!

Two face: maybe another slaughter?

The penguin: Web

I dont know enough about non-batman characters to do others tbh

Okay, so in my opinion plenty of characters have been touched by various Entities or even marked by them in ways that can motivate them without fully being Avatars or aligning themselves with those Entities. Like, Scarecrow just screams to me of someone who was touched by the Spiral (and is probably in real danger of becoming an Avatar,) but he’s holding on to his own sense of rationality as hard as he can and trying to make Fear make scientific sense. Someone who would walk out of an impossible corridor, and spend weeks measuring the outside of the building trying to find where the hell that corridor was supposed to fit, before sending someone else in to see if they experienced the same thing, only to become fixated on the differences… Not saying that’s what happened, but Jonathan Crane had some kind of experience with the embodiment of Unreality itself, and he definitely feeds it regularly.

(Harley, likewise, seems more like a victim of the Spiral, Corruption, or Stranger than anything else. Oh, she’s still a supervillain/anti-hero depending on the day, but her origin story is of her mind being broken by the Joker’s abuse. That is either depressingly mundane, or being chewed up & spat out by one of those three Entities.)

I hadn’t thought much about most of the villains, but I am 100% with you on Ivy being an Avatar of the Extinction, and I can definitely see Croc as an Avatar of the Flesh. I’d throw in Hugo Strange as probably being at least aligned with the Spiral, and Pyg has definitely at the very least been marked by either the Spiral or Flesh (though I don’t know him well enough to say if he’s a full-blown Avatar or not.) If you only saw my first post, I also decided Talia & Ra’s are both aligned with the Web, though Talia values her own freedom enough I don’t think she’s a full Avatar. They’re the ones who helped Bruce find the Mother’s embrace. Damian was supposed to be a Web Avatar as well, but he’s just a little too desperate for love when nobody’s looking; his swarm is silk worms & moths, and he does manage to fake it for a while. If Joker’s an Avatar, it would either be the Stranger, Spiral or Slaughter, in my opinion, but I always like when experts of every kind take time to study Joker and are like, “Yeah, IDK WTF is going on with that guy, but I hate it.”

(Jason is an Avatar of the Desolation in my version, because the Slaughter is about the violence on as large a scale as possible while the Desolation is about the very personal aftermath. The Slaughter is War, where the Desolation is something taking out your entire life in one single night and leaving you behind to deal with it. Jason absolutely wants his targets to be scared of what will happen, what he’ll do to them, but in a “destroy everything you’ve ever worked for & drive away everyone you ever cared about” sort of way; not a “blow up an entire city block for no reason” sort of way. And given how much Jason cares about protecting innocents, he’s actually partially starving himself by not following through on complete Desolation the way people like Jude Perry do. Imagine if The Archivist (around s3) tore out the last page of a statement & threw it away without glancing at it before he started reading. That’s basically what Jason’s doing to himself.)

Some people in the DC universe, though, are just Like That(TM). Sure, it can be hard to tell supernatural trauma apart from genuine mental illness, but it’s still a superhero setting and some people are just little freaks (affectionate.)

Like, Oliver Queen? Just a little freak with a bow. Just a weirdo. Black Canary? Superpowers, but not of the Fear Entity induced kind. She’s just Like That(TM).

Speedsters? Oh honey, you better believe they’re all just Like That(TM). Anti-Avatars, if anything; those bastards basically became one with a potential aspect of the Vast and went “But what if I was just. Like. Nice about it? Or only mean in extremely specific, petty, personal ways? What if that?”

My main “outside of Gotham” thought is that Amazons are aware of the Entities. Primarily, they have to be very careful & monitor eachother for signs of potential influence of the Hunt, but they’re aware of others beyond it (though they might define the Entities along different lines thanks to cultural differences & all that; I don’t have any specifics, I just really like that headcanon that while certain fears are nearly universal, the way different cultures group & view them are going to be different. Like, if spiders are viewed as purely benevolent & good luck by the culture you were raised in, it’s very unlikely any capital-f Fear is going to have a spider motif. Smirke separated the Buried from the Vast, but aren’t they both primarily about being overwhelmed, about Too Much? At the bottom of the ocean, is there any difference? Why should other cultures draw that same line?) This created some tension with Batman at the start of the Justice League, as Diana knew even if he wasn’t lying when he swore to have the best intentions, Batman was still walking a razor’s edge; he could become a monster so very easily. On the other hand, it was a huge relief for Dick (who, again if you’ve only seen my first post, I’ve changed my mind on and decided he’s a Hunt Avatar) when he first met the other Titans and they all went over their powers, to have Donna realize what he was talking about and promise to stop him if he ever lost control. A promise she has actually had to follow through on a few times, when a villain got into their heads and pushed Dick too far; he sleeps better at night knowing Donna is both willing & able to wrestle him to the ground and keep him from hurting anyone, even when Dick’s gone full-feral.

(The tag for this AU on my blog is "tma crossover," if you wanna check out the... everything I have for it.)

[miyacreampie]

Lenny sensei's night class has begun!~♡

“Shut up, Yamaguchi.”

synopsis 💭;; You tell me- idk wtf I was thinking when I wrote this, but it was a request.

note 🖋️;; Yamaguchi is so cute ugh I love him / IGNORE THE MISTAKES I POSTED THIS AT LIKE 3AM AJDBSJBXJSBXJSBDJDNSJ

Requested by @jream-23 ♡

Male pronouns used.

Both men never expected this to happen.

Yamaguchi and (Y/n) had made a bet (you can decide on what it was lmao) during practice, and (Y/n) lost– much to their surprise. Kei wasn't exactly paying much attention, but seeing (Y/n) lose to Tadashi of all people caught him off guard somehow.

It was only a stupid game, but–

‘How the hell did I end up in this situation?!’ Tadashi internally screeched as he held onto the shelf behind him to keep his balance. His legs were too shaky at the moment.

Well, he was being sucked off. Aggressively. (In a good way tho lol)

The way (Y/n) used his tongue while sucking Tadashi's dick had the said man ascending. It was already hard enough to stand, but he really had to worry about trying not to pass out. His vision faded in and out as he tried to keep his eyes open, fearing that if he closed them, he'd black out.

“(L/n)-kun!~” His voice sounded a bit forced, but it was because he was holding back his voice. “What if Tsukki finds out- Hah!~” Yamaguchi bit his lip.

Yeah, Tsukishima was waiting for them in the gym. Tadashi and (Y/n) were supposed to be putting the equipment back into the closet but got sidetracked.

“What if he notices that we're- ngh~..”

“Mmh..mm~...” (this was (y/n) telling him to shut up).

Yamaguchi put his hands on (Y/n)'s shoulders to stay balanced. As he did, his hard nipples could be seen poking out of his shirt. It was hard to resist touching them, especially since (Y/n) knew Tadashi had a sensitive body.

(Y/n) snaked his hand up into Tadashi's shirt, quickly finding his nipple and giving it a little flick. He felt Yamaguchi's grip on his shoulders tighten, and his body shaking a bit.

‘Surely he can't be that sensitive– can he?’ (Y/n) repeated his earlier motion, but followed the action by twisting, pinching, and rubbing the smaller male's nipple with a bit more force. The (h/c) haired man wasn't prepared for the noise Yamaguchi made as he played with the man's swollen nipple.

It was damn near a scream.

“(L/N)KUN~ GYAHH~..”

Neither Tadashi nor (Y/n) had the time to react before the gym storage room door was flung open by Tsukishima. Upon seeing his friends in the position they we're in, everything he was about to say vanished from his mind. He stood there, not knowing what to say or do as (Y/n) abused Tadashi's cock with his mouth. (in a good way ufify9dufig)

‘And he was doing so well keeping quiet–’

“Eek! Tsukki! What are you doing here?! Hah!~”

Kei slowly slid the door, but he wasn't closing it– he was just hiding his boner. “You guys were taking a long time to clean up, and I heard a noise–” His gaze fixated on Yamaguchi. “–so I decided to check on you. Must've felt good if you moaned that loud, hm?”

(Y/n) held up two fingers. (Like this ✌️)

“I– I'm gonna–”

“Mm?~”

“Hyaa~..c-cumming!~”

(Y/n)'s mouth was soon flooded with Tadashi's seed, catching the (h/c) haired man by surprise because he didn't think there'd be so much. He choked a bit as he attempted to swallow, and when he finally managed to do so, he looked up at Tadashi.

Yamaguchi's face was beet red as he stared down at his friend, and upon noticing (Y/n) licking his lips trying to wipe away a little bit of cum made his heart rate pick up speed. “(L/n)-kun..I–”

“Kei-chan, please don't stare.”

Surprised, Yamaguchi turned his head to see Tsukishima just standing there. The blank stare he shot at (Y/n) made him seem like–

“I mean, I'm up for round two. If Kei-chan wants me to, of course.” (Y/n) said, giving Tsukki a desirable look. “It's cool if you don't w–”

“Yes.”

Y'all this is shit I am sorry 😩 but like- ye sensitive Tadashi 😩💖💖

The class session is now over!~♡

[quietlysatan]

Hale Sandwich ~ DiscontentedWinter, AO3

Link: Here!!

Rating: Explicit for lot’s of lemon, and maybe grapefruit??

Favorite Quote(s): Oh Jesus. He wants to provide for Stiles. He can actually imagine himself beaming proudly as he hands over a brace of dead rabbits and, because this is his fantasy, Stiles doesn’t even look faintly disgusted. Instead, he smiles, delighted, and thanks Derek with the sort of quiet sincerity that, honestly, Derek has never seen Stiles display in all the time he’s known him. Sincere? Sure. Quiet? Fuck no. Derek needs to work on the quality of his fantasies, or at least learn to better suspend his disbelief.

And

Yep. Derek would rip his still-beating heart right out of his own chest. 

And

Of course, he’s always had terrible judgment when it comes to getting laid.

And (I’m posting too much but I can’t help it)

Peter smiles as Derek folds like a cheap suit. And, under the weight of Stiles’s wide-eyed hopefulness, who could blame him? Peter’s certainly not enough of an asshole to refuse the kid, is he? It would be a downright cruelty to deny him. No, Peter’s being the picture of selfless generosity and charity, offering Stiles his dick. He’s Mother Fucking Teresa right now.

And, because we all know Peter Hale is a lying liar who lies, but we love him (In fanon where he’s usually, if not always, better written because honestly it’s hard to fuck up all that potential even worse though to be fair I have seen it, sadly.) anyways

Peter’s smile grows.

Mother Fucking Teresa.

And another one that I can’t put because it’s explicit, but it’s got something to do with Stiles oral fixation and it’s in chapter one, right after the start of everything

And this, both because OUCH MY HEART!! and also because, Awwwe, That’s why he’s so childish with his threats, how adorable!!!

The list of things that make Derek want to punch Peter is the head is ever-expanding, actually. Derek’s been updating it since he was about five. It could fill the Library of Congress by now.

One more!! LAST ONE!! LAST ONE I SWEAR TO MYSELF SINCE, TECHNICALLY I, as Satan, can’t swear to god, so like, I don’t know??? I swear to Satan, but like me as Satan Satan???

Oh, Peter likes Stiles. The boy never backs down from a challenge, even when he should. Humans are so fragile and squishy. Stiles has all the attitude of a much hardier creature. It’s either ambitious or deluded. Whatever it is, Peter approves.

Words & Chapter(s): 10,947 two chapters; though I suppose you could just ignore the second chapter if you don’t want to read the knotting, I will add that it doesn’t last long, and it’s really not that bad all things considered. A very accurate portrayal of a virgin, and someone’s first time having Certain Interactions with a weird Certain Male Body-part.

Summary: It's exactly what it says on the box.

Score: Everything this author writes is ten and up. Even the angst that I’ve gotten around to reading. I can’t decide so I’m ranking it 10.5, which is still really good, and I might read it again someday

Pairing(s): Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski/Peter Hale, BUT Peter and Derek aren’t together, Peter is more like an occasional third that’s slightly necessary for Stiles and Derek to move on to the next stage because Stiles is just as bad at emotions as Derek is, for all that he rarely shuts up. Funnily enough, most people like Stiles are like that though.

Warning(s): Hypothermia, but it’s quickly cured, I’m not sure that it’d take this long normally but Stiles might be a little magical or something so let’s roll with it, who knows, maybe werewolves have magically healing dicks I think I read something somewhat similar one time, but that’s literally all I can remember; I can’t even remember the fandom.

Stiles is a few weeks shy of eighteen, months is one thing, I don’t actually care about weeks because very little will change in two or three weeks my guys, BUT if you’re worried about that it’s completely okay, remember, you can always click the back button, there is no shame in self-care.

Knotting. First things first, I think the knotting happens after Stiles is 18, but I’m not sure, regardless 14-21 days from eighteen doesn’t make any difference to me, but still.

Pros: Derek would never admit it, not even to himself, but there’s something strangely empowering about watching another man undress Stiles. Maybe it’s the way that Stiles pinks up with a blush, and keeps glancing over at Derek looking for silent assurance that this is okay. He’s suddenly shy, his scent sharp with anxiety, and it’s Derek his gaze is seeking. Peter might be the one touching him, but Derek knows that Stiles is totally focussed on him.

This fic is really good at drawing lines, but keeping it comfortable, the characters, as per usual to this author, are very in character in the actions and personality, while also having a certain flair that the Teen Wolf show, lacked, for reasons We’ll Never Know. Derek has issues, and even though this is just a lemon fic basically, they’re still present, BUT not in an uncomfortable way ya’know? Stiles is still a little shit, Peter is still manipulative, but they have a reason for why they’re doing what it is that they’re doing. Derek’s not panicking for the sake of panic, Peter’s not Just Like That, Stiles has Something he wants, like, the characters are very, in character; I don’t think I can put it any better, not unless I were just linking the authors profile and telling you that even if it is an AU it’s still honest, and realistic, and true to the characters....

Author’s account, where the characters always act like they probably actually would if Teen Wolf had better writers and direction. Even if it’s an Alternate Universe sometimes.

Also, the porn is readable, understandable, and I am never once left wondering what’s happening to who, by who which is always really fucking great.

Okay, I REALLY don’t like knotting, it’s right up there with Mpreg and ABSOLUTELY ANY FANFICTION AT ALL THAT INCLUDES THE WORD BOYPUSSY WTF PLEASE STOP MAKING THAT A KINK THIS IS EXACTLY WHY WE CAN’T HAVE NICE THINGS. But, and hear me out on this, But, the way it is done here? Is amazing, it’s talked about, it’s explained, there’s a process and there’s consent, and honestly, as much as I’d fucking love to go more into detail, I can’t without spoiling it. I will say, however, that it only lasts for a little bit regardless of the fact that the whole second chapter is technically about that.

Gif Aesthetic: okay this isn’t it but I couldn’t help myself wtf this is hysterical!!!

Stiles

Sorta

And technically yes, but also technically no :/ but it’s as close as I could find to what I meant

[steamishot]

Post Valentines Day

it’s been raining all week... and although it was nice for the first day or two, i’m missing the california sunshine. i feel so spoiled that i can barely go a few days without sunshine whereas months of this weather is the reality for a lot of places on our planet. 

i’m officially done with my class. i did the most work i ever did for my class the last week and a half or so. i worked intentionally, and not as a perfectionist. i acted more than i thought and i was on the grind. i was okay with my coding not being perfect, as long as i had some output. i was pretty behind, because of my breakup/dating someone new, family coming over for my brother’s wedding, and the wedding, being promoted at work etc... and at one point had like 4 overdue assignments. however, i hustled and pulled things out of my ass and made it work. average grade in the class is an A- (not that grades really matter in this class) but i did alright. 

i took this monday off of work to work on my project for class. the morning of, i dreaded texting my supervisor asking for a day off, because of the bad memories i had with my old boss. however, she was super cool about it. i had asked to take a day off for “personal reasons” and she responded with “of course!”. i was also gone on wednesday for i-9 training. so i missed 2 days this week and i’m not super behind, but i’m not on top of things either. but whatever, it’s da freakin weekend.

matt has been stressed out about getting into residency, and it seems like it’s pretty crippling to him. last weekend when we hung out, the plan was to meet at a restaurant in pasadena. it was raining that day. i had arrived there first and he was to arrive in 5 minutes. however, when he got to the parking lot, he received a phone call from his dad saying he got into a car accident and needs him to pick up his grandma who was sitting in the backseat. luckily no one got hurt. so he had to go back to take care of things, his grandma wanted to go to the ER because she was vomiting (i think out of psychological reasons). i waited for him for about a little over an hour, working on my project in my car in the rain. their car (although old) got totaled. but yeah in the 5 months or so i’ve known him, his grandma has been to the ER twice, and his mom once. he was really grateful that i was patiently waiting for him.

on wednesday, we facetimed til like 12:30am... and he semi jokingly asked me if i’m coming with him to new york or florida (if he gets into the residency program there). i said i don’t know. but inside, i was happy that he asked/considered it. ideally, he would get into arrowhead, or if not, another socal school. i really hope he can get in somewhere though and get on with his career in medicine. he also said “i just noticed again that you have double eyelids. that’s pretty good”. which cracks me up whenever i think about it. 

yesterday for valentines day, we went to sawtelle and ate at butcher’s dog. i used to go there with david and i haven’t gone since for fear of bumping into him (because he works in that area). we ate happy hour food and it was pretty good. he said “you want to go buy flowers? i feel like i should buy you flowers.” and i was like lol wtf, what am i gonna with flowers. i told him i got him something and not to worry about getting me anything- he can just pay for my food :). anyway, i got him an uni jetstream multicolored pen, which comes in a box. i attached a card that said “you stole my heart” with an anatomical drawing of a rib (without the heart). he was so so touched by my gift and didn’t know how to act and said he needs to process what just happened because no one usually gets him gifts. he was really grateful for what i thought was a small but cute gesture. he made the prayer/thank you gesture with his hands. and he lit up for the rest of the night. prior to that, i could tell he was stressed out/ kinda thinking about residency. he said “you’re something” and “you’re the best”. haha

then we got a hojicha latte next door and walked around looking for maybe dessert. we almost walked into blockheads but decided not to, and we ended up eating a second dinner at hide sushi. it was great- we had yellowtail, albacore, scallop, and toro. throughout the night, he kept thinking about the gift i gave him, saying weird things like “if i stole your heart, how are you alive” and then “i will protect your heart and keep it safe” etc. 

ended the night getting some hot chocolate at starbucks. and he got two drinks (he falls for deals, and at the time there was a buy one get one espresso drink, so he got two). we were showing affection/kissing/making out outside of his car at the lower level in the parking lot, which didn’t have many cars. at one point, it got pretty heated as he stuck his hand down my pants and fingered me for a bit. it was so hot haha. then we said bye and drove off. 

this weekend, we had planned to go on a small trip somewhere. at first, he thought horseback riding in temecula, then said he’s not 100% ecstatic about that. then he went on to say that he doesn’t find most things that fun anymore or something. and i’m like oh dear, this is like david. and i realized that he’s saying things like this because he’s so fixated on getting into residency and fear of uncertainty. he mentioned that he feels he can’t have fun or go on any big trips right now until he finds out what happens. so it made me see that there’s a human side to everyone. and to learn how to be more empathetic and understanding. that although they are two different guys, some things that guys do are the same. he is going on a volunteering trip to TJ tomorrow, which requires him to wake up at 3:30am and drive to UCLA, where a student org drives the volunteers down to TJ for a full day volunteer event, and they don’t get back until 9pm. we were struggling a little deciding on a place to go for sunday and monday and going back and forth between even going anywhere or not because of the rain and the fact that he’ll be tired from saturday. at first, i was a little annoyed because i thought he was just coming up with reasons as to why we can’t go somewhere, but after more consideration, i realize that he’s just stressed out, and understandably so. he handled the situation about the car accident pretty well and 90% of the time he’s pretty calm in what could be stressful situations. so i think now that he’s showing signs of stress, i should accept it and be there for him (instead of making it all about me me me) because it must be very important to him. 

anyway, we decided on san diego. i’ve been doing most of the planning and he just pays for everything haha. most of the times he doesn’t have a preference and just goes along with what i want to do or eat. i feel i am maybe just destined to be the planner in the relationship, but i dont mind it much because he spends a lot of money on us. it was different with david when i used to plan AND pay for stuff. if he can take care of the bigger expenses, and i’ll get him a gift every once in a while and do the planning/make the decisions, i’ll be happy.

after our hangout, he texted me thanks again and he wanted to give me his heart as well. he also said i’m the cutest thing in the world to him, which is like the mushiest he’s been in a while. i told him that i’m honored.  

edit: one conversation i want to remember from this night was how we were talking about his weight gain. he said interview season got him stressed out and the abundance of food he gets when he travels to the interviews was the reason why he gained weight. he said prior to that when he was just studying and working out all the time, he weighed 180 and had abs lol. in my head i was like wtf where was i then? anyway, he was wearing a dress shirt from work that day and his neck is bigger from his weight gain. i tried buttoning up the top button but he said he’s too fat now. he started talking about how when fat people lay down it’s hard to breathe because of all the weight that’s on their lungs/chest. i jokingly said yea i know how that feels (when he lies on top of me). and he said well it’s not for the whole night! and then he went on to talk about baby bonding and how mothers are supposed to put their babies back in their crib after bonding with them on her bed. this is so that the mother doesn’t accidentally crush the baby while she’s asleep. he said that he thinks about that when he sleeps with me, like i’m the baby and he’s the mother LOL