#IS THIS 4 JINJJA????

[seokmashu]

WAIT HELLO WHERE TF DID THIS COME FROM???? HELLO???????

[enhypendata]

[SUNGHOON] EN: ENGENEs, 4th anniversary JIN: Jinjja [really] congratulations and thank you for leading us up until this place [of success] this whole time SAENG: Saenggakman [Just thinking] about it, it’s been 4 years where many things have happened but thanks to you guys we’ve come here smoothly. I went to our unseen exhibition today but, as I saw the many trophies we’ve received during this time, I got a little choked up, so like how ENGENEs did for ENHYPEN, I wanted to leave CHUK: chukhahandaneun [celebratory] messages too. Happy 4th anniversary and for 14 years, 40 years, let’s go see each other for an even longer time moving forward!♥️

[cryinglookingatsoulages]

my hc for armand is that he watched every movie on earth. like, every single one ever made. and he has opinions. and he’s such a cinephile and he also think he can direct a movie unprompted and if letterbox asks him what his 4 fav movies are he will jinjja kill them.

[hellosung]

ONE. Ho is u jinjja rn (wc: 239)

you got up from your seat and slowly opened your dressing room door, peeking out to look out for any groups around. that's when you saw a group of tall guys.

"guys, guys... look! i see people," you turned back to announce your members.

julie quickly got up and peeked out the door too.

"should we go say hi?" you asked

"im not saying..."

"but you're the leader?"

"still no."

all 4 of yall collectively walked out the door, walking towards the direction of the said group. before knocking on their door, you took a deep breath and felt belle patting your shoulder. you just know it was her.

just as you were about to knock, the door opened and you all are met with a tall guy.

why was no one saying anything?

you had to intervene before it gets even more awkward.

"uhm hi! we're kiss of life and uh... we're just wondering if we could be friends with you guys? yall look nice and friendly so why not? and we do kinda need friends in this industry..." you said, trying to look into their room.

the tall guy opened the door even more, revealing his other members. your eyes scanned each face, slowly. that's when your eyes were met with a familiar pair of eyes.

what the fuck.

"yn! where are you going?" natty shouted, as the rest looked at you confused as to why you just left abruptly.

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[summerstarxzx]

EN: ENGENEs, 4th anniversary

JIN: Jinjja [really] congratulations and thank you for leading us up until this place [of success] this whole time

SAENG: Saenggakman [Just thinking] about it, it’s been 4 years where many things have happened but thanks to you guys we’ve come here smoothly. I went to our unseen exhibition today but, as I saw the many trophies we’ve received during this time, I got a little choked up, so like how ENGENEs did for ENHYPEN, I wanted to leave

CHUK: chukhahandaneun [celebratory] messages too. Happy 4th anniversary and for 14 years, 40 years, let’s go see each other for an even longer time moving forward!♥️

#happyENGENEday

#Highway1009WithENHYPEN

©enhypenweverse

[kpopmultifan]

TFN has released their 2nd Japanese mini-album “Our Teen: Yellow Side” which features the title track “Mirage.”

1. Amazon (Japanese Version) 2. Mirage 3. jinjja!! 4. Bloom (Japanese Version) 5. Mirage (Instrumental) 6. jinjja!! (Instrumental)

[Apple Music/iTunes] [Spotify] [YouTube Music]

[the-strange-world]

Rating April Kpop Comebacks

Based on title tracks or singles

Super - SEVENTEEN - ♾/10 - AMAZING! Succeeded my expectations that were sky high!!!! The bsides were good. I didn’t like dust or fml (the lyrics are incredible tho) and I liked April showers the most

Freakin’ Bad - Xdinary Heroes - ♾/10 - AMAZING!!! the “freakin’ freakin’ bad but good” part is everything! Loved the “if you seek amy” reference 😂

Super Chic - New Hope Club & P1harmony - 10/10 - love it! The “hooonneeeey” part? So good

VingleVingle - HEIZE - 10/10 - amazing!

For You (Go! Go!) - Maka Maka - 10/10 - they are so underrated! LOVE the “it could be butterfly” part

Journey - WOODZ - 10/10 - love this so much!

D N D - Apink - ♾/10 - SO GOOD! It’s fun and just makes you wanna dance. The lyrics are uplifting

Lemonade - DreamNote - 10/10 - fun and summery

Sunshower - EPEX - 10/10 - fun and groovy

KNOCK - LEE CHAE YEON - 10/10 - I love the nananas! The song is so catchy

Macarena - BLITZERS - 10/10 - LOVE it! Blitzers is so underrated

On my way - VI’ENX - 9/10 - it’s a nice song!

Harmony - DKZ - 9/10 - they never disappoint and are so talented! This song is so sweet

Without You - KARD - 9/10 - so good

SEVEN SINS - DRIPPIN - 9/10 - I like it and DRIPPIN is underrated! I love the bridge!

TIME MACHINE - GIUK - 9/10 - love this genre

Dream - OMEGA X - 9/10 - this song is beautiful and they deserve so much more!

jinjja!! - TFN - 9/10 - hype song

Blank Effect - PARK JIHOON - 8/10 - I like it! It could be on a soundtrack or something

Dawn - KIM WOO SEOK - 8/10 - could be in a show or movie

Cherry Coke - YE EUN - 8/10 - it’s chill and then BAM at the end. For some reason, everyone thinks this song sucks but I like it!

FRIEND THE END - BOL4 - 8/10 - it’s a chill fun song. It’s my fav song off the album so they picked a good song to be the single imo

ROYALTY - MUST B - 8/10

Dear My Light - DAWN - 7/10 - pretty

Dangerous - TEMPEST - 7/10 - it’s kinda good but I was a little disappointed

Grabby Girl - RYU SU JEONG - 8/10 - It’s very spacey

Salty - n.SSign - 5/10 - the songs good but the performance video was so bad (the album apparently came out 2 months ago but they only just now put it on Spotify/Apple Music)

SHOW DOWN - ALICE - 5/10

I AM - IVE - 5/10

Perfume - NCT DOJAEJUNG - 5/10 - I didn’t really like it but it was the best song on the album. The album was not it to me. I am, show down, and perfume are giving me the same vibe. Kinda boring imo

Camellia - JUST B - 4/10 - It’s calm and pretty but I probably won’t listen to it again

Need you - SOLE & Sung Si Kyung - 3/10

Giddy - Kep1er - 2/10 - they 100% should’ve picked LVLY or Back to the City as the title track instead of that song imo

Bad Revenge - from20 - 1/10 - I didn’t like it

Easy Breezy - Jueun feat. Seo In Guk - 5/10 - it was ok but I probably wouldn’t listen to it again

[lyrics365]

딱 네 잔 (Just 4 Shots) (Bonus Track)

nan geunyang ttak ne jan neomgin sangtaero geudaero pyeongsaengeul geureotge salmyeon modeun ge pyeonhal tende nan geunyang ttak se jan geunyang geu sangtaero eotteotge an doelkka na geureom jinjja modu jasin itneunde oneuleun jeongmal kkeutnaejwotdago malhaejwo oneuleun jeongmal kkeutnaejwotdago malhaejwo na jinjja ttak du jan deo meokgo geumanhalge aswiwoseo geurae oneuleun jom deo jalhal su…

[donkeyzball]

Day 22 - 28 (29 Jan - 4 Feb 2024)

Note: - Cooking jinjja fun cause get to only put in the items you like and only possible if you have quite a bit of time, but the washing after PUI

- Huimin's house warming, the dog damnnnnn cute! But is really the same logic as other people's kid! 别人的小孩/狗才可爱! (I swear I took a photo of the dog but the photo disappeared...) When we were there he just shit at random places, and machiam chinese new year setting, 没话聊就看着狗跑来跑去! - Wanted to order the 炸虾球, but in the end they gave us actual prawns...huimin's husband allergic to prawn somemore. In the end never touch dao lOl

- Supposed to meet for birthday meal on Sunday afternoon, but last minute decided to go for a hike the night before! After the hike, went to queue for this noodle store for 1 full hour! The noodles are nice but is not worth queueing for an hour for, REMINDER DON'T GO AGAIN!

Extra note: - My favourite 节日 is coming up!!! LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

[justnailli]

heeeun is real

clip #1

back in i-land, when heeseung was placed on 5th place for the concept test and got so disappointed to himself, eunji went straight to heeseung to give him a warm hug and compliments.

"it's alright, oppa. you did a great job." eunji comforted heeseung as he started to cry on her shoulders.

clip #2

the time when eunji's name got called for the 4th i-lander to debut in enhypen, heeseung smiled widely and gave eunji a tight hug when she went to them at the debut zone. she was still too shocked that she'll debut and started crying in his arms.

"i already knew you'll debut! we'll debut together!" heeseung happily said to eunji then wiped her tears away.

clip #3

in their vlive together with ni-ki and jake, eunji was eating a spoonful of food with her mouth wide open. heeseung immediately covered her mouth while smiling sweetly at her.

"thank you!" eunji smiled back at heeseung that made his heart melted while ni-ki and jake are just minding their own business.

clip #4

still in vlive with ni-ki and jake, ni-ki shared his own ghost encounter then suddenly surprised the three members.

eunji and jake were both really shocked. "ah! gabjagi!"

"ah, jinjja..." eunji laid her forehead down to heeseung's shoulder, still surprised. heeseung smiled and just ruffled her hair.

clip #5

in enhypen&hi episode where they went camping, the wind was a bit strong back then that made eunji's hair messy unknowingly. heeseung noticed that and faced eunji to fix her hair sweetly.

clip #6

eunji was riding a hover board unsteadily and heeseung hold her arms to stop her from falling. "be careful," he said. she went down the board and let heeseung try it.

"eunji still needs a lot of improvements." heeseung teased her as he ride the hoverboard.

"he's gonna hurt soon." eunji chuckled and predicted.

eunji was right when heeseung stumbled as soon she finished her words.

clip #7

"choose whom you want to travel with." the mcs in weekly idol asked the enhypen members.

it was seen that eunji and heeseung chose each other. "me? really?" heeseung was too happy. they were both surprised by that and did a high five.

"why did you chose heeseung, eunji?"

"it's not because i felt bad for him earlier." eunji said that made them chuckled.

"you're making it that way." eunhyuk laughed.

"no! i really want to travel with heeseung oppa because we have similar personalities and i think i'll enjoy with him."

clip #8

in an en-o'clock episode where they are playing games in a bus, it can be seen that heeseung offered his shoulder to eunji to rest on it. eunji really did rest her head on his shoulder and he laid his head onto hers.

clip #9

heeseung loves to stare at eunji whenever she does something attractive. it was seen in i-land cam that he's staring at eunji while running a hand through her hair. she caught him staring and they just stared at each other.

clip #10

enhypen members are asked to hold their members hands then ask what they feel about it. heeseung and eunji were partners.

when it's their turn, heeseung stood up and hold eunji's hands while she's sitting down.

"heeseung oppa, what are you feeling right now?" eunji asked heeseung.

heeseung can't hide his smile and sincerely said "i really love it."

clip #11

there's a time in question parade when eunji looked behind her and saw heeseung standing tall.

"why are you so tall?" eunji chuckled.

heeseung tried to bend down a little to level with eunji's height and it made their faces close to each other. heeseung immediately looked away from being flustered.

clip #12

heeseung was caught a lot of times lowkey pinning eunji on a wall and staring at her intently. eunji seems to know about it but just too shy to do something about it.

[red1culous]

Mobile Masterlust

* means the series is finished.

A close approximation of you.

A thousand steps between here and there.

All afternoon.

Ambrosia.

Almost conscious.

Bad influence.

Before you close your eyes.

Bite.

Body electric.

By proxy.

Clarity: 1, 2.

Close your eyes.

Cold hands, warm heart.

Comme Ci Comme Ça. 

The confessional.

Curved mirror.

* Deal breaker: 1, 2, 3, 4.

Distractions.

Double Dip (preview) (the fic).

Dreams of you.

Everlasting things.

Exhale.

Familiar stranger: 1, 2, 3, 4

Fire and arson.

(Find a) reason to believe.

Free falling.

Gently.

Give it some time.

Glass castle.

Grow old with you (with Wanda)

Here and now: 1, 2, 3

Here and now waiting.

Here and now you.

Hurricane.

Ice cold.

Insatiable.

Jinjja.

Just somebody.

Kiss me.

The language inside.

Late nights, early mornings.

Lavender and lemons.

Leaden heart.

Lips awake.

Listen to Me.

* Longing: Part 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, epilogue.

Love seat.

Loved.

Lunch is a paper sack.

Mac and cheese.

Maybe. Soft of: Part 1, 2, 3.

Medium heat.

Mine.

My turn.

No dying tonight.

No good deed.

No place but the water.

No rifling.

Not even sickness.

* Oh!: Part 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7

Once over.

Out of reach.

Play pretend.

Playing with fire.

Quiet hours.

Raw.

Rendezvous.

Say that again.

The science of hand and heart.

Side effects.

Silly little games.

Sleepless.

Sleepy make out sessions.

Sober.

Speak of the devil.

Spoonage.

* Stitched up: Part 1, 2, 3.

* Stupid moth: Part 1, 2.

Subtle.

* Sweat: Part 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.

Sweet tooth.

Tabula rasa: Part 1, 2.

Tasting menu.

Tease.

Temperance.

The day after.

They had style, they had grace.

This beautiful life.

This is how you lose her.

Tonight, tomorrow and forever.

Too hot (with Wanda).

Touch.

Threadbare.

Thunder in the tower.

Twenty Five.

Unexpected.

Video Games.

Whatever remains, however improbable.

When Natasha goes provision shopping and comes back with more than the shopping.

Wild honey.

With or without you.

Work/Play.

Workaholic.

Written desires.

Yours.

[usermaha]

part two of the 25 21 ask:

Thots:

The biggest personal relevation i took from this show. I am usually really hard on myself and am too scared of trying new things bc im too scared of failing, not being good enough. When i saw HeeDo fighting to keep fencing even though she ‘wasnt good’ at it. And there was no guarantee that she would have ever been. ‘Loving it’ was reason enough for her. I realized. That we deserve the right to do things that bring us joy, we deserve the chance to see if we can be great at it, we owe that chance to ourselves. And even if we dont, it doesnt matter. THAT JOY IS REASON ENOUGH.

You were right, Yijin and Heedo’s platonic relationship makes me want to BAWL (and obviously i actually did). Their scenes added years to my life actually. Both of them have practically no one else to tell about their bad days and good days. No one who actually cares if they win their battles or not. I understand why you added the gifs of the Tap Water Scene. I had a realization when i was watching it: It literally doesnt matter what happens next in their relationship. Whether they start dating after three years or break up. At this point in their lives, they decided to be happy together in secret. That is irreplaceable. (They make me feel so alone like. me and WHO????)

The scene at the end of Ep 4 i almost melted into a puddle like. The look in Yijin’s eyes??? And Heedo’s look of shock bc she’s taken by surprise bc no one has ever seen her for who she is. He legit hosted a Ted Talk on “Why Na Heedo is The Best Thing That Ever Happened”. And i wholeheartedly agreed. He could’ve just ended that with, ‘your hand in marriage pls’ aigoooo jinjja. the whole day i was thinking about that scene and smiling to myself.

i spent two days without finishing Ep 5 and i didnt know how or where Baek Yijin was and it was honestly very scary yall.

I was proven right in Ep 5 when they were apart and the thought of each other gives them strength to fight on. like their relationship transcends physical presence. they will keep their promise, they will make each other happy no matter what im- 

The way Na Heedo says, ‘she’s actually perfect’ guys i dont think she’s straight lol

but seriously, Ko Yurim is actually Na Heedo’s first love. she has fostered her dream with her image, her example, and that is why she is here today. whether Ko Yurim wants it or not, she can’t take away the dream she has given Heedo. Isn’t it interesting how our idols themselves have no control over the power they give us?

You were right about the soundtrack, Miss Starlight wont leave my head, and im not even complaining. I have some other favorites as well, issue is i dont know the names of the songs, ill add them when i find out. This soundtrack feels like there was a lot of thought and effort put into the selection of each song and what feelings each song specify. 

[ggukkiedae]

Yoonmi’s Line Distributions in

Love Yourself: Tear

Fake Love

“I wanna be a good one just for you

Sesangeul jwotne just for you

Jeonbu bakkwosseo just for you

Now I don't know me, who are you?” (0:37-0:50) (jungkook)

“Love you so mad, love you so mad

Nal jiwo neoui inhyeongi doeryeo hae” (2:59-3:04, 312-3:17)

“Sarangi sarangmaneuro wanbyeokhagil

Nae modeun yakjeomdeureun da sumgyeojigil

Irwojiji anhneun kkumsogeseo

Piul su eopsneun kkocheul kiwosseo” (3:43-3:54) (with jungkook)

134340

“Neon jeongmallo Erisreul chajanaen geolkka

Malhae naega jeo dalboda mothan ge mwoya

Usneun uui boksuhyeongil ppun

Eojjeomyeon geogi cheoeumbuteo nan eopseossdeon geoya

Eonjenga neodo i mareul ihaehagessji

Naui gyejeoreun eonjena neoyeosseo

Nae chagaun simjangeun yeongha 248do

Niga nal jiun geu nal meomchwosseo

Damn” (0:45-1:03)

“(annyeong?) annyeong

Eotteohge jinae? naneun mwo jal jinae” (2:07-2:11) (yoongi)

“Nan maemdolgoman isseo

(nan neol nohchyeosseo nan neol irheosseo)

Nan heotdolgoman isseo

(neon nal jiwosseo neon nal ijeosseo)

Hanttaeneun taeyangui segyee sokhaessdeon

(noraen meomchwosseo noraen meojeosseo)

Byeorui simjangen teobteobhan angaecheungppun

(neon nal jiwosseo neon nal ijeosseo)” (3:10-3:46) (jungkook)

Paradise

“Hajiman jinjja sesangeun

Yaksokgwaneun dalla

Urin dallyeoya hae balbaya hae

Shinhotaneul ssomyeon

Neo mokjeokjido eopseo

Amu punggyeongdo eopseo

Sumi teokkkaji neomchil ttae

You need to you need to” (0:26-0:41) (with jungkook)

“Urin kkumeul namhanteseo kkwo (bitcheoreom)

Widaehaejyeoya handa baewo (bitcheoreom)

Neoye dream sashireun jim

Miraemani kkumiramyeon

Naega eojetbam chimdaeseo kkun geon mwo?” (1:08-1:20)

Love Maze

“Cuz I'll be in love maze

Cuz I'll be in love maze” (0:04-0:12)

“Niga milmyeon neomeojilge nal ireukyeojwo yeah

Naega danggyeodo oji anado dwae

Let them be them, Let us be us

Love is a maze damn but you is amaze yeah” (1:03-1:16)

Magic Shop

“Geu muneul yeolgo deureogamyeon i gosi gidaril geoya

Mideodo gwaenchana neol wirohaejul Magic Shop” (1:05-1:018)

“Neon gwaenchaneul geoya oh yeogin Magic shop” (2:55-3:00)

Airplane Pt.2

“Ojik norae

Simjangeul ttwige hadeon thing

Hanappunideon

Gireul georeotjiman” (0:28-0:33)

“El Mariachi, El Mariachi, El Mariachi (ah, ah)”(1:21-1:26)

“El Mariachi, El Mariachi, El Mariachi” (1:34-1:39)

“Hoo-ooh, hoo-ooh

Hoo-ooh, hoo-ooh, ooh” (1:42-1:55) (with jungkook)

“I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

Geurae meomchuneun beopdo

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

Geurae jom swineun beopdo

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

Silpaehaneun beopdo

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

TV nawaseo gwiyeoun” (2:23-2:36) (yoongi)

“El Mariachi, El Mariachi, El Mariachi (ah, ah)”(2:57-3:01)

“El Mariachi, El Mariachi, El Mariachi

Hoo-ooh, hoo-ooh

Hoo-ooh, hoo-ooh, ooh” (3:10-3:30) (with jungkook)

Anpanman

“Gyesok mollae mollae sangcheo manttang

But ballin' ballin' still bangtan

Apado hero duryeoumeun dwiro

Anpanman panman panman” (1:17-1:27)

“Dasi neomeojigetjiman

Ttodasi silsu hagetjiman

Tto jinheultuseongigetjiman

Nareul mideo naneun heronikka

Yeah yeah” (2:55-3:04)

“I'm a new generation Anpanman (Woah, oh)

I'm a new superhero Anpanman

Naega gajin geon i norae hanbang (Woah, oh)

Lemme say "All the bad men, cop out"” (3:23-3:33)

So What

“Hansum geu ane maneun geokjeongi sumeoinne

Gomin geumanhae neoneun imi da algo itji

I girui junggane pogihago sipeun sungane

Deo keuge sorijilleobwa

So what what what” (0:33-0:47)

“Utgo tteodeulmyeo barameul gareuja

Ttaeron babogachi meongcheongi dalligi

Silsuwa nunmul soge we just go” (2:52-3:02) (with jungkook)

“Let go

Ajigeun dabi eopjiman

You can start the fight

So what” (3:54-4:01)

“Somebody call me right one

Somebody call me wrong

Nan singyeong sseuji aneullae

Neodo geureom eottae” (4:19-4:31)

Outro: Tear

“Gateun kkumeul kkwotda saenggakaenneunde

Geu kkumeun biroso kkumi doeeonne

Simjangi jjitgyeojyeo charari bul taewojwo

Gotonggwa miryeon geu mueotdo namji ankekkeum” (1:53-2:05)

“What more can I say?

You’re my…” (2:15-2:18, 3:53-3:56)

*instead of yoongi’s bridge, yoonmi has her own verse talking about coming to terms with and having to face the fear of being left alone no matter how much it tore her apart and made her cry, then it goes to hoseok’s verse*

[enheojin]

HEO JIN profile

Face Claim: Joung Min (bbcanotherworld/girls planet 999)

Stage Name: Heo Jin (허진)

Birth Name: Heo Ji-Min (허지민) but she legally changed it to Heo Jin (허진)

English Name: Colin Heo

Position: -

Birthday: August 6th, 2004

Zodiac Sign: Leo

Height: 168cm (5′6)

Weight: 49kg (108lbs)

Blood Type: A-

MBTI: ISFJ

Representative Emoticon: 🐰

Nationality: South Korean

Heo Jin Facts:

Heo Jin has one younger brother who is three years younger than her.

Total Training Period: 6 years, 5 months.

Training Period (Under BE:LIFT): 4 months.

She ranked 7th in the final episode of I-LAND with 1,073,711 votes.

She participated in Produce 48 in 2018 and placed 14th in the final episode.

She was born in Daejeong-Eup, Jeju-Do, South Korea, but she moved to Gwanak-Gu, Seoul. South Korea when she was eight years old.

She is fluent in standard Korean and Jeju dialect, which is very different from standard Korean. She is also nearly fluent in Japanese.

Her nicknames are “heojeon” (meaning “empty” in Korean), “heol jin” (meaning “OMG jin” in Korean), “heo jinjja” (meaning “heo-really?!” in Korean), and “heokki” (a combination of her name + “bunny” in Korean).

Her fandom name is “jinsadoong”.

Heo Jin auditioned for Bighit in early February 2014 and trained there for 6 years and 1 month before being moved to BE:LIFT Lab.

She joined the company to train when she was nine years old. (HEOSUN VLIVE 211104)

She joined Bighit after watching BTS’ “Boy In Luv” music video. (HEOSUN VLIVE 211104)

Heo Jin trained along with TXT and fellow ENHYPEN members Heeseung, Jay, Sunghoon, and Jungwon.

She has known Heeseung longest out of all ENHYPEN members because they trained together for the longest. (en-o’clock episode 1)

Her father is South Korean.

Her mother passed away in 2010 when Heo Jin was six years old due to a chronic disease.

She is a fan of Girls’ Generation (Applicant Profile).

She used to attend an international school, but now she attends SOPA.

For her Produce 48 audition, she performed a solo audition that was “Milky Way” by Kwon BoA.

She auditioned with another solo for I-LAND, and her performance was Sunmi’s “Siren”.

For EN-CONNECT, she performed a solo performance of Sunmi’s “Full Moon”. She also performed a 2020 version of “처음이라서”.

Heo Jin would like to raise a cat in the future.

Pre-debut, she self-wrote and self-composed a song titled “처음이라서”. It does not have an English title, but the Japanese title is called “初回”. She has not given it an English title because she is not confident in her English. Both titles mean “first time”. (4J VLIVE 210817)

She has her own room at the dorms.

She is interested in studying English but thinks it’s very hard. (SOLO VLIVE 210713)

She can play the piano and the guitar. She also knows the basics of the violin.

She thinks she might be an ESFJ instead of an ISFJ. (HEO JIN BIRTHDAY VLIVE 210805)

She is interested in writing lyrics or producing for ENHYPEN.

Ideal Type: taller than her, a fun person

Specialty: eating spicy food, taking selcas

Hobbies: dancing, practicing, eating, studying

Charming Point: visual, eyes

Likes: the stage, dancing, singing, Jay, haemultang

Dislikes: taking tests, school, waking up early

Motto: live comfortably

[carissalizz]

MasterList :)

Upstead

Distant Wedding Bells (ongoing)

Read on AO3 here

The Prince And I (on hold)

Character Intro

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Missing Moments & Speculation Fics

Always

Her Anchor

Come Home

Whenever You're Ready

Safe In Your Arms

Another Day Off??

One-Shots/Random Drabbles

Here for You

Comfort

Girls' Night

What Would We Do Without You?

Look At The Stars and I'm With You

10 Seconds

New Detective Reporting For Duty

Upstead Valentines Love Song Prompt Challenge 2021

Day 1: 8th Feb

Day 2: 9th Feb

Day 3: 10th Feb

Day 4: 11th Feb

Day 5: 12th Feb

Day 6: 13th Feb

Day 7: 14th Feb

Upstead Christmas Prompt Challenge 2020

Presents

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Brettsey

Fading Lines (Part 1)

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Hospital Playlist

Multi-chapter

Jinjja?! (How the boys finally believe that Iksong is dating) - multi-chapter one shots

The World According to Uju (Hospital Playlist in the eyes of our beloved Lee Uju) - multi chapter

One-shots / Random Drabbles

Oh How Far They’ve Come (Iksong)

Saturday Night (Iksong+Uju family one shot)

[petri808]

my story for the @bakudekubigbang w/artist @kurisutythehero

Summary: Kitsune yokai Midoriya Izuku is a simple shrine fox protecting the Tamaki-jinjja shrine as well as the surrounding forest. One day he comes across hunters who dare to poach in his forest along with an injured wolf they'd shot. But after nursing this wolf back to health, Izuku learns... he's a yokai too.

Tags: fantasy AU, Japanese folklore, Sex, A/B/O elements, marking, elemental magic. Kitsune & Okami.

Ch 1 of 4 to be posted in completion between now and New Years 😊 and when the artist posts I’ll add a link into the story.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28352196

The loud cry of a wolf rings out through the sacred forest surrounding Tamaki-jinjja shrine. It’s spirit keeper, a kitsune fox yokai named Izuku Midoriya looks out, training his ears towards the direction it had come from. A second guttural growl pierces his ears causing him to flinch; the animal was in pain, followed by the fainter sound of male human voices. How dare! Hunters in his forest and so close to the shrine! Furious, the kitsune races through the dense brush using his keen senses to track the hunter’s movements. They would pay dearly for coming here.

In the 1100 hundred years since the shrine had been created, a kitsune yokai has protected it and all those that sought to gain enlightenment through Shugendo. Nature was sacred to these mountain worshipers and they believed that deities could be communed with there. The forest surrounding Mount Tamaki was precious to Midoriya and he didn’t care if a wolf could provide meat for the humans, they needed to leave this place in peace! He was only 200 years into this job, and he would be damned if he let a bunch of hunter’s ruin Tamaki’s tranquility.

The men were traipsing through the brush as well searching for the wolf. Midoriya could hear them talking now, the animal had been hit by an arrow twice but managed to escape into the dense underbrush. He needed to be careful, scare these men away and not become a victim too, but his cleaver and somewhat devious nature was one of the reasons a fox yokai guarded the temple. His two-tails swish excitedly as he survey’s what turns out to be only two men, one with a bow and the other brandishing a large broad-bladed knife. Based on their attire, he assumed they were most likely just peasants from a nearby village at the base of the mountain.

He needed to work quickly for the stench of blood rang true in the air. The wolf was definitely hit and bleeding badly enough for its smell to permeate the surrounding area. Midoriya turns on his invisibility magic and moves in to where the hunters would be able to see him.

“Who dares to disturb this sacred forest! We will not allow you to hunt within our territory!”

“What the hell is that?!” Midoriya sees the hunters ready their weapons and frantically scan the area. The one who’d asked the question has their bow knocked and raised.

“This land is protected by the spirit guardians of Mount Tamaki.” Midoriya sends out a blast of spiritual, blue-flamed fox fire close to the men as a warning. “Leave now and never come back or face the wrath of the kami!!”

“I told you this place was inhabited by spirits!” The second man now speaks up, punching his friend in the shoulder. “That’s why no one hunts up here, baka!”

“I don’t believe in stupid spirits!”

‘Oh, you don’t huh?’ Midoriya sends out another blast of fire this time hitting the man’s bow. The man screams and drops the weapon as the fire quickly consumes it. He takes off without a second look, running along with his friend, and heading down the mountain. “Good riddance,” the kitsune grins and turns off his invisibility. Now to find the wolf.

It couldn’t have made it very far. He tracks the trails of blood and scent through the forest for about one hundred feet back toward the side of the mountain. Perhaps it was heading for a cave? But beneath one of the ancient cedar trees, he finds the wolf barely clinging to life. One arrow had hit it in a hind leg, and the other the chest area. The frightened wolf growls at him.

“Don’t be afraid,” Midoriya shuts off his cloaking magic to show the wolf he was no ordinary human. “I am the spirit guardian of the mountain and shrine. I can help you.” He tries to reach out, but the wolf continues with a low growl. “You will not survive unless we take care of those wounds.” Frankly, until he inspected the chest wound, he wouldn’t know for sure. He lowers his ears to show concern, “please let me help you. It is my duty to care for this forest and its inhabitants and I do not want to see any die.”

Now that he was up close, this wolf was unusual for the area with its yellowish fur and red eyes. Japanese wolves were usually a brownish gray color. He kneels next to it and tries again to reach out his hand, very slowly, allowing the wolf to take in his scent. The wolf’s heartbeat was strangely calmer than he expected it to be, shouldn’t it be beating rapidly? But just as Midoriya lowers his hand again, the wolf tries to get up and run. It makes it only a few feet before collapsing with a pained cry.

The kitsune rushes over and drops next to the wolf with tears building in his eyes, its tail flicking with agitation. “Please let me help you!” He reaches for the wolf, but this time, it growls low, and turns its head away, communicating its intention not to stop him.

Midoriya assesses the wolf to determine the best way to get it back to the shrine. He would have to carry it as gently as he could. The terrain shouldn’t be too difficult for him, but ugh, it would be so much easier if he had more powers. Those came with age and experience, and at 450 years old, he was still young in the eyes of other yokai. “I’m sorry,” he whimpers as he picks the wolf up, knowing the jostling and shifting of its body would cause more pain. It shrieks, but at least doesn’t try to bite.

He takes the wolf to his part of the temple, a section reserved only for the spirit guardian where the human priests are forbidden from entering. There he creates a simple make-shift bed and begins collecting medicinal herbs to treat the wounds. The monks keep many on hand in case lost or injured travelers are found. Midoriya places a few drops of Hokuto mint into the wolfs mouth, hoping it will have the same pain killing effects on an animal as it does for humans.

“This will hurt, so I am binding your mouth and limbs to keep you from injuring yourself or me,” Midoriya explains as he wraps a strip of fabric around the animal’s mouth. “I need to remove the arrow.” Luckily, based on what he saw from the hunters, they were only using plain pointed sticks rather than full arrow heads. If he’d had to dig out arrow heads, things would be a lot more complicated.

“Okay guy, brace yourself,” he warns regardless if the wolf understood him or not. But when the wolf looks away and locks the muscles its jaw, Midoriya realizes that somehow it understood. Odd, but nevertheless a minor mental note is made for later.

Using his sharp claws, the kitsune slices through the skin where the arrow has lodged itself to make freeing it a smoother transition. Surprisingly, the wolf’s body only reacts with a slight tremor and nothing more. Animals often refrained from showing weakness, but this was strange. Shoving that intrigue to the back of his mind, Midoriya focuses on his task, removing the two arrows and using various medicinal rubs to stem the blood loss. He stitches up the wound’s gaps, then wraps bandages around the area to keep infection to a minimal.

He sits back on his haunches, twin tails flickering as he gauges the animal. “You’ll need time to heal Mr. wolf, but you can stay here where no one will bother you. I’ll have to change the ointments and bandages daily, and hopefully you’ll be back to new in no time. Until the flesh mends and the stitches are no longer required, you shouldn’t move around.”

The wolf just stares at him but makes no movement to get up from where it lay.

Midoriya smiles and chuckles, “It’s so weird that you understand me. Stay here, I’ll fetch you some food and water, you must be hungry.” Maybe it was a part of his magic that allowed animals to understand him. Wouldn’t it work both ways if that was the case? Again, he pushes the idea to the back of his mind for now. He places a bowl of water next to the wolf along with some fresh meat and goes back to his shrine duties, promising to check on him through the day.

He swore every time he entered the room where the wolf lay, it’s ruby red eyes would track his movements like a predator stalking its prey. No sounds, no head movement, just the eyes. If it was a human, Midoriya would have sworn it was glaring at him. He didn’t blame the wolf for being wary. All across Japan, wolves were slowly being hunted, and in some areas to extinction. Well, as long as there was a forest guardian, they would do their best to protect this area.

“Not hungry?” the kitsune questions the wolf when he sees the food untouched. “Does it hurt to eat? You really should put something in your stomach,” he holds the bowl closer, “to help you keep up your strength.” But the wolf doesn’t make a move. “Here,” he picks up a piece of meat and holds it next to the animals mouth, “please?”

After a couple of seconds, the wolf blows out a puff of air as if it was huffing in annoyance but takes the meat gently from Midoriya’s hand. Did it roll it’s eyes at him? Regardless, the kitsune repeats the action, and again the wolf takes the meat. Well at least this was working. He continues to feed the wolf until all the meat was gone, then holds the bowl of water close enough to the animal’s mouth so it can lap up the liquid.

“I’m going to check your wounds, okay? To make sure it looks okay.” Midoriya feeds the wolf a few drops of the mint once more, enough to last him the night. He then slowly unwraps the bandages, careful not to pull in the areas where the drying blood has stuck to the wounds.

The wolf flinches and growls lightly when he tugs to get the last of the stuck areas off. “Sorry, sorry!” the kitsune flinches too, ears drooping. He’s never endured such a wound before, so he couldn’t even imagine what kind of pain the animal might be in. When the wolf settles down, Midoriya leans closer to inspect the flesh. There was a bit of bruising, but the area was a nice pink color indicating the blood flow was good and working on healing. So far, so good, no indication of infection, and the bleeding had stopped.

He smiles at the wolf, “you’re on the road to recovery my friend.” After removing the old bandages and placing them to the side, he readies fresh ones. He wipes off the old honey and ointments gently with a wet cloth, then pats the area dry. Then he applies a new coat of medicinal ointments and honey, explaining as he goes along. “I know, it probably seems weird right?” he chuckles, “but the honey helps against infection.” The kitsune finishes securing the new bandages and sits back to admire his handywork; not bad for his first time tending to a wounded creature.

“Are you comfortable mister wolf? Hmm, you know I should give you a name.” He taps his chin, “how about Akaime?” The animal blows a deep puff of air at him and growls. “No? Okay, um, what about Tsuyoshi?” Again, the wolf just stares at him looking irritated. “Alright fine, how about Ryota since you’re such a strong one.” The wolf puts his head back down. Midoriya couldn’t tell if the wolf was annoyed, gave up, or really didn’t care. “I’m just gonna call you Ryota then.” He bundles up the old linen to wash and stands up, “I’ll see you in the morning Ryota. Good night. Oh,” he turns back around and smiles, “I’m Izuku by the way.”

He finishes tidying up, depositing the soiled linens into the laundry pile, washing the food bowl, and putting away the medicine jars. After one last look at the wolf who appeared to be asleep, Midoriya grabs his candlelight and moves into an adjacent room to set up his futon bedding. It had been a tiring, but exciting day for sure and he was ready to get some sleep.

Part of him wondered if the wolf had been waiting until the cover of darkness to sneak away in the middle of the night. It wouldn’t surprise him considering it was a wild animal that shouldn’t be very comfortable around a human establishment. But then again, in its condition Midoriya also knew it wouldn’t be able to get away very quietly. Judging from the fact it hadn’t moved at all through the day, not even to adjust its position, the wolf had to still be in a lot of pain.

‘I wonder if there are other wolves in the area?’ These animals tended to live in packs, but where was Ryotas? It wasn’t impossible for it to be a lone wolf, just odd if it was. Maybe because he looks very different from the others… In fact, why was it a different color? Is there something special about it? All the questions that had concerned him were coming back up as he tried to get to sleep, but probably the biggest one was why did it seem like the wolf understood what he was saying? ‘I’ll probably never get an answer,’ considering the animal couldn’t talk.

Guess it can’t be helped.

As the week went by, each day Midoriya would dutifully care for the wolf’s injuries, making sure it was fed, and carrying it outside whenever it needed to take care of bodily functions. It was a strange little relationship that by the second day, the monks were aware of the animals presence in the shrine because the kitsune required extra meats and supplies. Not that they questioned anything, nor would they dare to venture too close, but it was unusual.

Slowly but surely, the wolf was getting better. By the end of the week, it could limp outside to do its own business, and yet would still return to the bed Midoriya had made for it. This only added to the kitsune’s confusion, confirming that the animal truly understood it was being cared for. Confused, but it brought a smile to his face to know he was doing something truly good. Under his tender care the wound was almost fully closed up and soon the wolf would be able to return to the wild good as new.

But another part of him wasn’t happy about that idea. It was almost a full two weeks since the day he’d saved Ryota from those hunters and the wolf was becoming like a roommate to the kitsune. Even though the animal couldn’t talk back, it didn’t stop the forest spirit from conversing with it, sharing things that happen at the shrine or just things about himself. It passed the lonely hours away especially in the evenings and he looked forward to hanging out with the wolf once his shrine duties were finished. He couldn’t tell for sure and yet it felt to him as if the wolf was tolerating it... maybe even enjoying the company too? Yeah… he was sure gonna miss his new friend when it left.

“Well, Ryota,” Midoriya sits back after unwrapping the last bandage, “you’re pretty much all healed up now.” A bit of moisture gathers in his eyes. “You could go home now, wherever home may be.”

The wolf looks at where the injury had been as if inspecting it for itself, giving it a sniff, before looking back to the kitsune. After a minute, it stands up, stretches it’s body and legs, then bolts out of the door into the night.

Midoriya hangs his head, wiping the fresh tears away. Knowing this day was coming didn’t make it any easier, but hey, ‘you did a great job,’ he assures himself, ‘you saved that wolf.’ “I know,” his voice murmurs out to no one but the empty room. Maybe he’ll see the wolf around again. “Goodbye, Ryota.” ‘I’ll miss you.’

For the rest of the night, Midoriya putters around through his normal routine. He disassembles the makeshift bed the wolf used while under the kitsune’s care and disposes of the soiled linens. When he was finished cleaning up, it was as if Ryota had never been there at all. With a heavy heart, Midoriya climbs into his own bed and closes his eyes. Tomorrow will be a new day. It was time he resumed his normal life once more.

“Mmm, warm…” Midoriya mumbles and wraps his arms around the furry warm body. His mind was only semi lucid and certain it was a dream, but a really amazing one for Ryota had come back and curled up next to him in his bed. “Missed you…”

When he opens his eyes the next morning, Midoriya yawns and stretches, reaching out but finding nothing. He frowns, it really was just a dream that felt so real! Wait a minute? The kitsune sniffs at the bedding. It smelled like Ryota! The wolf had come back in the night but left before he woke up. Why had it done that? This wolf brought about a plethora of unanswered questions for the kitsune and even after two weeks he really knew nothing.

Days turn to weeks as a strange new routine takes root between the kitsune and the wolf. On random nights the wolf would return after Midoriya has gone to sleep to curl up with him in bed. There was no rhyme or reason to these visits. Sometimes the wolf would sneak in for several nights in a row while at other times it would disappear for many days. Always waiting for him to be asleep and always gone by morning, leaving only his scent and the lingering warmth he’d brought to the kitsune. It was odd to say the least, like having a ghost for a pet.

Life at the shrine could get lonely at times, so these gestures filled Midoriya’s heart with happiness. He hoped Ryota was doing it because he cared for the kitsune. Sort of like accepting him into its pack. His only wish was that it would show itself when he was awake. So many nights would go by with Midoriya’s last thoughts centered around the wolf and those ruby red eyes that almost peered into your soul.

But this wasn’t the only change in their relationship.

Because of the shrines location set away from urban settlements and knowing that visitors would leave money in the offering box, wayward robbers would occasionally pass through and break into the prayer box. It happened so infrequently, that Midoriya and the priests didn’t try to stop them because it would require someone to be on guard all night, every night. All that would remain was a broken box empty of its contents.

“What’s this?” Midoriya surveys the broken offering box laying on the ground that morning. It appeared to have been cracked open, but the money was still in it. He looks around curiously and notes a few more signs of the intended robbery. The gravel area next to the box was disturbed as if a scuffle had taken place as well as finding several drops of blood still tacky to the touch along the stone walkway leading away from the shrine.

Someone or something had evidently thwarted the robbery. The kitsune tips his nose to the air scenting for any other traces, then follows it to a nearby shrub. There he finds a tuft of yellowish blonde fur stuck to the brush. “Ryota?” Midoriya looks around even though the wolf’s scent was no longer in the immediate vicinity. Had the wolf stopped the robbery? And where were the robbers? He hoped the wolf had not killed them, for even though what they did was wrong, he didn’t believe in killing unless absolutely necessary.

A part of him wanted to search for his missing friend, but his duties at the shrine were more important for now. He washes the blood off the stone walkway, smooths back out the gravel of the garden, and takes the offering box to his rooms to fix. Ryota’s scent was definitely on the box, so it must have touched it at some point during the fight. Was this the wolfs way of paying him back for his kindness? If it was such a gesture, the kitsune was appreciative and so were the priests.

Almost a month later, a similar incident is discovered bright and early one morning. Another broken offering box, another thwarted robbery. This time the thief had gotten farther than the last one. There were coins scattered across the stone walkway, but the bulk of it remained inside the vessel. To Midoriya, it looked as if the box had been dropped, perhaps when the savior had caught the robber in the act. He gathers up all the coins, placing them back into the box before taking it back to his room to fix, while another priest takes care of cleaning up the area.

As he works on fixing the wooden container, Midoriya can’t help but think about what’s been going on. He was certain that Ryota had snuck into his room last night… and come to think of it, the wolf had been here during the previous robbery as well. It didn’t necessarily mean anything, only that it made the thwarted robberies easier on the wolf to deal with. “Maybe that’s why he comes here?” He thinks out loud. “So, he can be closer?”

But on the third incident a few weeks later, that logic doesn’t apply. Ryota hadn’t made his nightly visits to Midoriya for several days, and on the night of the latest attempted theft, the wolf never came to his room. Yet it was clear based on a few strands of fur left behind, it was Ryota that had saved the offerings once again.