#INTP and trust issues

[misterbenzadrine]

ACTUAL binary bfs x school spirits au

okay while the last one was purely self-indulgent, this is actually school spirits-related lololol

so first,

demetri as simon elroy

both are intp (like me teehee) so they're both naturally inquisitive. buuuuuut they're also both extremely loyal and dedicated to the people they care about, specifically maddie/eli. demetri, like simon, would totally accept that his best friend is totally just a ghost now and, yeah why not, only he can see and hear and talk to him because, sure i guess, they love each other so much that it pierced the veil between the living and the dead. just an average tuesday, where's the shovel?

simon is also pretty solid in his individuality, much like demetri. the others call him crazy and encourage him to search for maddie irl bc "she's just missing, she's not dead". but simon ofc is like "well i saw her ghost with my own two eyes so, yup, seems pretty dead to me". he doesn't care that everyone else would never believe him, he's dedicated to solving maddie's murder on his own if he has to (and he mostly does). dem is way similar. when the rest of the kids join cobra kai and take it at face value, he sticks to his mindset of "this is stupid and toxic". yeah he goes back a couple times but let me remind you HE IS BITCHING AND COMPLAINING THE ENTIRE TIME. like that boy did slightly give into peer pressure, technically, but he is still extremely set in his own beliefs and opinions, no one is changing that until he sees it with his own two eyes.

and also they're both so cute and so smart like yuh, that's boyfriend right there.

eli/hawk as maddie nears

this is mainly out of convenience for the plot but maddie and eli do have some similarities.

despite having a best friend who thinks the world of them, both of them feel pretty alone and as though they're drowning in the world. neither of them feels supported by their mom and they both have a lot of trouble verbalizing their issues to the people around them. so when in doubt, push everyone and everything away. which is what happened between maddie and claire.

also the peycob vibes ??

like i said mainly for plot but i'm all for other reasons.

so together, hawkmetri being parallel with saddie makes SO MUCH sense.

so, as stated before, simon/demetri think the world of maddie/eli. they have so much love and respect for their childhood best friend that they are so willing to do anything to pull them out of the darkness and into the light. when simon found out maddie was a ghost, he continued his work trying to piece together what happened but he also immediately jumped into working with her and accepting every word she said (not that he had a reason not to). like for sure, yeah, i can talk to you. okay, there are other ghosts i can't see, gotcha. mr. anderson and claire aren't guilty? faulty logic there but i'll still look into other suspects. in s2, after he has his doubts but confirms maddie is real, he works even harder to get her body back. THAT ENTIRE S2 FINALE WAS ABOUT GETTING HER BACK TO HER BODY. like he was non stop on maddie's side through the whole show and consistently wanted to make sure she never gave up hope. same with demetri. even when hawk was off being an asshole, he was still kind of on his side. in s1/2, he didn't like the hawk stuff but he still hung out with him and adjusted to all the cobra kai stuff. when kreese assaulted him and hawk attacked him OVER AND OVER AGAIN, guess who didn't immediately go to the police? and it's because he was still on his side. he chose to suck it up and go out of his comfort zone and join karate so he could get through to hawk in a way he understood, karate. and when hawk has his whole mental breakdown in s4, demetri is right there so scoop him up. he admits he didn't like the karate stuff at first but he does now, and he knows hawk does. he pulls him up throughout the season until hawk trusts himself enough to win the whole tournament. so there's that.

AAAAAND not to point out the obvious but

simon throwing his northwestern interview bc maddie wasn't going anymore (or so he thought) and demetri rejecting mit bc eli wasn't going anymore. thinking thinking...

also some extras

the living group:

demetri as simon miguel as xavier sam as claire robby as nicole

claire and sam, the popular rich girls who everyone makes assumptions about but if they took a second to get to know her, they'd realize she's just a kid like everyone else and she needs support every now and then.

xavier and miguel, lowkey i had no justification besides his dynamics with everyone (again, plot convenience). him being close with eli pre-ghost and demetri not really liking him, then kind of going being eli's back with sam (who would have some weird rivalry/neutral relationship with eli), then having a weirdly clashing relationship with robby and demetri (who, in ck, were both in miyagi do and hated ck) before finally settling in as a goofy guy and being a complete 180 from his intimidating reputation.

nicole and robby, both overhated, both being pushed to the side by their "friends," both trying their best to solve all the problems on their own before realizing it's okay to accept help (i'm specifically thinking of robby joining ck and his sekai taikai arc in which he thought he was in control of everything but realized everything was way out of his hands and he needed help from everyone else)

the ghost group:

tory as rhonda kenny as janet silver as mr. martin moon as wally and of course, not pictured, eli/hawk as maddie

rhonda and tory, hurt strong girls who keep everything inside bc they're too scared to let anyone in again but they realize some people really just want the best for them. also they were both victims of grown men being creepy and disgusting. also angry lesbian. that's it.

janet and kenny, i could say so much. they were both really hurt and scared but excited and ambitious young students that were disadvantaged due to something out of their control (kenny was really small and janet was a girl). so they trusted an adult to guide them but all this adult did was trick them into thinking they cared and force them to do awful things for the adult's personal gain. THEN when janet/kenny lash out, everyone acts like they're evil but they really didn't want to hurt anyone, they just wanted to heal the part of them that was destroyed by other people. then they come back to the "good side" and allow themselves to heal and accept help. LOVELOVELOVE

mr martin and terry silver, uhhhh die? jkjkjkjk, i really don't like either of them. they both suck, they both manipulated kids. i don't care what their justification was, i don't care how many years they were spiraling. i really don't care. they both hurt my bookies sooooo disappear.

wally and moon, my beloveds, they're so cute. i mainly did this for plot but they're both super cute, sometimes seen as aloof, individuals who really just want the best for everyone around them. they're also both reformed bullies who would go to the ends of the earth to protect their token gay best friend (thinking of wally with charley and moon with demetri). but, for plot reasons, eli and moon being together in the afterlife and him questioning if he even wants to be alive again with demetri if he could have moon. liiiiiike INSANITY.

so yeah, to start from the beginning, eli is forced out of his body and kenny takes over. demetri finds out his best friend is now a ghost, miguel/robby/sam momentarily freak out bc they think they're responsible, mr. anderson is johnny and he's pretty close with eli but he is also momentarily a suspect. robby/sam/miguel all work together to find eli but demetri's weirdly avoidant like "guys he's dead" and conducts his own murder investigation with eli's ghost

when they find the person who's been doing all these awful things, and it is in fact eli/hawk, demetri freaks out bc "great ! great to know i really am going crazy ! and i just didn't want to accept that my best friend changed and did all these crazy things ! good to know, goodbye forever !" and eli manages to get through to him to prove he is in fact a ghost but a kid named kenny is walking around his body, doing all this random stuff, and running away from mr. silver, who all the kids trusted until they realized whoopsy ! he's not really a good guy !

and when they get closer to bringing kenny/eli back to campus to switch him out with eli, demetri is hurt to find out eli is hesitating. he doesn't know if he wants to come back if it means losing moon. and this breaks demetri's heart even more. bc he thought when eli chose miguel over him, that that would be the last time he broke his heart. but eli again chose someone else, namely a dead girl, over demetri. he was considering staying "dead" and letting demetri graduate and leave so he can spend eternity with a girl. a girl who's the complete opposite of demetri in every way.

and when they finally go to switch, silver pulls another cheap shot, moon tory and kenny try to stop him and eli decides to help them. but his body is dying without a spirit and demetri is panicking bc he's so close to getting his best friend back. the first time he thought he died was the worst period of his life. and he can't go back to that now that he would know for sure that he's actually dead and his spirit will still exist, stuck in the school. so he tries to go back in to find eli but he doesn't realize eli just barely got back to his body at the last second. and now demetri is stuck with silver and kenny. BOOM ABSOLUTE CINEMA

i need more ck x school spirits crossover. there's not enough for my liking (i've done absolutely nothing to search for it LMFAO)

[wisteriaiswriting]

Hello! I was wondering if I could get a crk matchup please? I understand if it's not possible, thank you for your time

She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4

Asexual/heteromantic

Chaotic Good

Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails. I guess I am slightly overweight? 80kg due to medical reasons and a weird metabolism, plus I have heavy bones

About me:

I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not be too mean. I act playful around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are. Did I loose people over this? Yes. Some people who never spoke to me often think that I'm cold, distant and bossy. Then when they speak with me they think I'm bossy but I swear I don't mean to. Just explain what you want or I'll go with what I want

I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention span.

Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even though they share theirs and I help them out. Even when I think I am sharing I am apparently not? My trust issues issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naïve, I often assume that people don’t have a hidden agenda and it caused me problems in the past because spoiler alert they do! Now we all have some kind of hidden agenda but if I am in your team and you try to pull one over me…No mercy. I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....Yes I am the type that can eat and look at a crime scene. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.

Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people. I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off. I'm also quite the procrastinator....but I make up for it with luck so it rarely shows.

Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I can handle being alone quite well since most of my friends betrayed me. Including a very close one who encouraged me to open up for years...and then they wonder why I have trust issues (if you want to confess just do it why wait years and then be like I don’t believe in boy girls friendships). I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. I don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.

Hobbies:

Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, drawing, baking (I’m quite good at it. It started mostly by being non satisfied over local bakeries qualities or prices), fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.I used to write poetry. I enjoy gacha games…just for the gamba part and lore. I’m quite lucky in everyday aspects…and often get free goodies where I go.

Likes:

Cats, sweet foods, plushies, hoodies, video games, gossip (putting those reddit stories in the background), cheese, red flags, puzzles, true crime, juicy parts of history, mythology, sleeping or just lying in bed. I lowkey likes organizing BUT my room is very messy

Dislikes:

I am thalassophobic. I don’t like dogs, crowded places, someone that’s forceful, bullying, bugs, foods that have a lot of oily sauce…and if it’s deep fried but has too much oil. Being bored.

I hate owing something to someone. While yes I deal around and ask for favors I always repay in equal or more value. I’ll scam you if you scam me tho….I always have receipts or pictures

In a relationship:

I'm the chillest person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (He knew what he was getting into. Then He cheated). I spoil my partners in little gifts or videos that remind me of them/us. I’m a bit of a foodie but is quite annoying in it. Heck I picked up baking cuz the nearby bakeries were too sweet.

I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty in their feelings. I don’t care if they hide things/lie, we all do, as long as it’s not gonna hurt me or us in the long run. Yes I like red flags and a friend called me a beige flag whatever it means. I enjoy stealing clothes and would prefer a taller partner. Not gonna lie…a little possessive/protective is cute. Make me feel wanted.

I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move. Worse, there’s a high chance I say yes but will give it a period to see if I can develop feelings. I will be honest about my partner over this. I enjoy someone smart. I don't care if street or academic. I'm more an academic gifted kid who's trying to learn something other than that. Heck I can get in a stranger car and my mindset is if they try something I'll strangle them. Or if they try to rob me I'll throw them into a car. No mercy

Also, due to exes I’d rather have someone taller than me. Idk how this works in crk so ignore it. I'm not gonna analyze a cookie height

I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child.

Merci!

I match you with...

Shadow Milk!

As you appear to be cold and sarcastic, Shadow Milk takes it as a challenge. So it shocks him when you turn out to be the complete opposite. (Not that he lets you realise it.)

Absolutely loves that you are petty, he is sometimes tempted (and gives in plenty of times) to see how petty you can become, and he will not stop.

While he loves messing with you, he’ll wake you up and leave you to properly wake up. That’s something he has learnt not to mess with.

Constantly watching you when you two are out, loves seeing what catches your attention and just follows you around, unless it’s dangerous.

He notices how hard it is to actually know you, he can’t really complain though, he’s the same.

When it comes to physical touch he will whine about it but don’t take it to heart, he’ll be excited and all over you when you're open to cuddles.

So glad you love receiving gifts because that's his main love language, wherever he goes he’ll bring something back for you.

Shadow Milk Cookie 14

Burning Spice Cookie 12

[rorysterr]

Hello! Here's my info

She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4

Male matchup

Chaotic Good 

Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails. I guess I am slightly overweight? 80kg due to medical reasons and a weird metabolism, plus I have heavy bones

About me:                            

I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not be too mean. I act playful around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are. Did I loose people over this? Yes. Apparently more people see me as inapproachable which I don’t get. So I always make the first move if I am feeling social. I’d like to have a big group of friends but have trouble sticking…or the group explodes. I can talk my way out with ease tho

I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention span. 

Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even though they share theirs and I help them out. Even when I think I am sharing I am apparently not? My trust issues issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naïve, I often assume that people don’t have a hidden agenda and it caused me problems in the past because spoiler alert they do! Now we all have some kind of hidden agenda but if I am in your team and you try to pull one over me…No mercy. I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....Yes I am the type that can eat and look at a crime scene. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.

Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people. I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off. Also I conserve all receipts and funny pictures you send…don’t worry I won’t use them unless you piss me off. People misinterpret pictures so fast it’s funny.

Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I can handle being alone quite well since most of my friends betrayed me. Including a very close one who encouraged me to open up for years...and then they wonder why I have trust issues (if you want to confess just do it why wait years and then be like I don’t believe in boy girls friendships). I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. I don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.

Hobbies:

Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, drawing, baking (I’m quite good at it. It started mostly by being non satisfied over local bakeries qualities or prices), fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.I used to write poetry. I enjoy gacha games…just for the gamba part and lore. I’m quite lucky in everyday aspects…and often get free goodies where I go.

Likes:

Cats, sweet foods, plushies, hoodies, video games, gossip (putting those reddit stories in the background), cheese, red flags, puzzles, true crime, juicy parts of history, mythology, sleeping or just lying in bed. I lowkey likes organizing BUT my room is very messy and I am the queen of last minute.

Dislikes:

I am thalassophobic. I don’t like dogs, crowded places, someone that’s forceful, bullying, bugs, foods that have a lot of oily sauce…and if it’s deep fried but has too much oil. Being bored.

I hate owing something to someone. While yes I deal around and ask for favors I always repay in equal or more value. I’ll scam you if you scam me tho….I always have receipts or pictures

In a relationship:

I'm the chillest person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (He knew what he was getting into. Then He cheated). I spoil my partners in little gifts or videos that remind me of them/us. I’m a bit of a foodie but is quite annoying in it. Heck I picked up baking cuz the nearby bakeries were too sweet.

I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty in their feelings. I don’t care if they hide things, we all do, as long as it’s not gonna hurt me or us in the long run. Yes I like red flags and a friend called me a beige flag whatever it means. I enjoy stealing clothes and would prefer a taller partner. Not gonna lie…a little possessive/protective is cute. Make me feel wanted.

 I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate * cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move. Worse, there’s a high chance I say yes but will give it a period to see if I can develop feelings. I will be honest about my partner over this. I enjoy someone smart. I don't care if street or academic. I'm more an academic gifted kid who's trying to learn something other than that. Heck I can get in a stranger car and my mindset is if they try something I'll strangle them. Or if they try to rob me I'll throw them into a car. No mercy

Also, due to exes I’d rather have someone taller than me.

I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child.

Your romantic matchup is…

Lucifer!!!

- So this one was a bit difficult because I was considering Satan because you guys would definitely get along (will elaborate below) however, I think your personality would suit Lucifer a bit more.

- I do not think that you and Lucifer hit it off too well at the start LMAO

- You said that getting along with you is very easy and you can be charismatic so I can imagine that Lucifer didn’t entirely get a sour taste in his mouth when you guys first met. I think he initially found you tolerable.

- But you are also someone who’s very opinionated and unafraid to call people out on their bullshit, which I think Lucifer would initially view as a nuisance in the beginning. Especially because Lucifer is stubborn as a mule LMAO

- HOWEVER that’s exactly what he needs. He is the avatar of pride so I can imagine that he’s often times unable to recognize his mistakes and own up to them.

- You are perfect because you put him in his place and keep his pride in check. I think that over time, he would start to find your strong head endearing.

- But I also think that this would be more of a slow burn. I can imagine that you guys would clash a bit in the beginning whenever you’re being sarcastic or whenever you call him out, but like I said, I think he’d start to like that about you.

- I can imagine that when you first start to call him out on his crap, he’d try to argue but over time, he’d learn to reflect on his actions and would start to appreciate how blunt you are with him.

- And like I mentioned before, I can see this relationship being one that slowly blossoms over time rather than one that’s rushed into. I can see you guys opening up to each other very slowly.

- Lucifer himself is not one who finds it very easy to trust others so he can understand you in that sense.

- Lucifer is also very observant so whenever you mask your feelings, it wouldn’t take him long to notice.

- Plus Lucifer knows all too well what it’s like to support others while neglecting your own needs and feelings, he’d be able to recognize when you do the same.

- Now Lucifer is no coward, so if you don’t confess first, he’ll do it. Although since this is more of a slow burn sort of relationship and Lucifer is very prideful when it comes to his feelings, I can see you confessing first (but after a while).

- I definitely think that your curiosity would initially irritate Lucifer (because of you finding things out that he doesn’t want you to know LMFAO) but I think he’d grow to love it. He would admire your desire to learn and understand the world around you.

- And I believe that Lucifer would also admire your intellect! He’s not someone who’s big on small talk or anything so I can see him having more deeper convos with you.

- Not to mention the fact that at the beginning of the exchange program, he thought humans to be “lowly” and simple beings. I think you would change how he views humans because you would make him realize that humans are so much more than what he thought them to be.

- And I see gift giving as one of Lucifer’s love languages ! He’s not the best at expressing his feelings through words (it can feel unnatural for him and he’s too prideful to voice them) so I believe he shows his love in more discreet ways like gift giving.

- I can imagine that he’d buy you more expensive or extravagant gifts but like I said before, he’s perceptive and notices the smaller things about you. If you guys ever go out and he notices that you’re drawn to a particular item, he will make mental note for future references.

- And like I said before, Lucifer isn’t very good at voicing his feelings. Hell show his affection in more discrete ways (like gift giving or acts of service) and to some, it might feel like he’s not emotionally present.

- I don’t think Lucifer would be the type that’s overly affectionate, yk? He loves you but he’s also the type who loves his independence too. So you isolating from time to time or not being all into the relationship wouldn’t really bother him.

Runner up… Satan

Your platonic matchup is…

Satan!!

- so this is ironic considering everything I just said above but give me a minute to explain the vision.

- So you and Satan have a lot in common yeah? You have a lot of shared interests like cats and reading.

- And in terms of personality, I saw some resemblances (literally the first thing I thought when I read your description was “this is lowkey Satan in a different font”). You’re both teases and you both have a strong desire to learn and gain knowledge.

- And on top of all that, you are also not hard to get along with so I can see you and Satan hitting it off pretty well from the start.

- I can see you guys bonding over your love for cats and reading. As well, I can see you guys having more deeper and intellectual conversations. I don’t see Satan as a huge fan of small talk either.

- you guys both enjoy thriller and mystery books so you guys would probably give eachother book recs!

- Plus, as I mentioned before, I can see you and Lucifer clashing at first. You’re unafraid to call him out and Satan would love that. Plus that quality would irritate Lucifer at first and Satan loves seeing Lucifer upset. (I can see him trying to recruit you to the Anti-Lucifer League LMFAO)

- Buut once that initial tension between you and Lucifer dies down and he starts to take your words seriously, I can see him changing as a person (very gradually but Satan notices).

- You can imagine the look of horror Satan gets when he learns Lucifer has a thing for you LMFAOO

- Satan would be totally against it from the start but then he’d start to realize the positive effect you have on Lucifer. How you call him out and in turn, Lucifers learned and changed.

- Seeing how you’ve caused Lucifer to grow as a person would cause Satan to warm up more to the idea of you two dating.

- Don’t get me wrong, Satan won’t get all buddy-buddy with Lucifer the minute you guys get together but he would support whatever makes you happy.

Honorable mention… Solomon

i hope this was good:D

[audaciousacolyte]

Hello! Here's my description. I'll be waiting for yours!

She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4

Asexual/heteromantic 

Chaotic Good 

Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails. I guess I am slightly overweight? 80kg due to medical reasons and a weird metabolism, plus I have heavy bones

About me:                            

I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not be too mean. I act playful around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are. Did I loose people over this? Yes. Apparently more people see me as inapproachable which I don’t get. So I always make the first move if I am feeling social. I’d like to have a big group of friends but have trouble sticking…or the group explodes. I can talk my way out with ease tho

I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention span. 

Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even though they share theirs and I help them out. Even when I think I am sharing I am apparently not? My trust issues issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naïve, I often assume that people don’t have a hidden agenda and it caused me problems in the past because spoiler alert they do! Now we all have some kind of hidden agenda but if I am in your team and you try to pull one over me…No mercy. I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....Yes I am the type that can eat and look at a crime scene. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.

Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people. I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off. Also I conserve all receipts and funny pictures you send…don’t worry I won’t use them unless you piss me off. People misinterpret pictures so fast it’s funny.

Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I can handle being alone quite well since most of my friends betrayed me. Including a very close one who encouraged me to open up for years...and then they wonder why I have trust issues (if you want to confess just do it why wait years and then be like I don’t believe in boy girls friendships). I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. I don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.

Hobbies:

Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, drawing, baking (I’m quite good at it. It started mostly by being non satisfied over local bakeries qualities or prices), fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.I used to write poetry. I enjoy gacha games…just for the gamba part and lore. I’m quite lucky in everyday aspects…and often get free goodies where I go.

Likes:

Cats, sweet foods, plushies, hoodies, video games, gossip (putting those reddit stories in the background), cheese, red flags, puzzles, true crime, juicy parts of history, mythology, sleeping or just lying in bed. I lowkey likes organizing BUT my room is very messy and I am the queen of last minute.

Dislikes:

I am thalassophobic. I don’t like dogs, crowded places, someone that’s forceful, bullying, bugs, foods that have a lot of oily sauce…and if it’s deep fried but has too much oil. Being bored.

I hate owing something to someone. While yes I deal around and ask for favors I always repay in equal or more value. I’ll scam you if you scam me tho….I always have receipts or pictures

In a relationship:

I'm the chillest person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (He knew what he was getting into. Then He cheated). I spoil my partners in little gifts or videos that remind me of them/us. I’m a bit of a foodie but is quite annoying in it. Heck I picked up baking cuz the nearby bakeries were too sweet.

I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty in their feelings. I don’t care if they hide things, we all do, as long as it’s not gonna hurt me or us in the long run. Yes I like red flags and a friend called me a beige flag whatever it means. I enjoy stealing clothes and would prefer a taller partner. Not gonna lie…a little possessive/protective is cute. Make me feel wanted.

 I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate * cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move. Worse, there’s a high chance I say yes but will give it a period to see if I can develop feelings. I will be honest about my partner over this. I enjoy someone smart. I don't care if street or academic. I'm more an academic gifted kid who's trying to learn something other than that. Heck I can get in a stranger car and my mindset is if they try something I'll strangle them. Or if they try to rob me I'll throw them into a car. No mercy

Also, due to exes I’d rather have someone taller than me. Not that it's relevant in cookies...hehe

I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child.

Thanks!

I match you with: BLACK PEARL COOKIE!

Much like you, Black Pearl Cookie doesn’t take well to betrayal. . . Or really any slight against her

I mean. . . You saw how badly Lord Oyster hurt her, right? She’s not going to forgive someone who betrays her very easily, if at all! But don’t let that stop you from getting to know her- Because as wrathful as she is, she’s also deeply lonely and sad, so your company would be very welcome after such a long time in isolation. Eventually. Don’t be surprised if she tries to drown you when you two first meet, because she kind of hates everyone and anyone who enters the duskgloom sea. (I wouldn’t be TOO worried, however, since you’re FAR too big for her to ACTUALLY hurt). It’s going to take quite a while for her to stop trying to drown you, though she DOES eventually stop when she realizes that you don’t mean her any harm. . . (And also that she really COULDN’T hurt you no matter how hard she tries.) Either way, the fact that she’s willing to allow you so close to her in the first place is nothing short of a miracle! I wouldn’t push her too much though, because she MIGHT try to drown you again if she finds you a bit too pushy for her tastes. Still, if you respect her wishes and boundaries, she’s respect yours too- after all, you get back what you give out.

Similarly to you, Black Pearl is also very curious. . . Perhaps obsessively so at times, and she LOVES to test the physical limits of the cookies she ‘plays’ with. Just as a general reminder, I would try to AVOID stirring her curiosity as much as you can. . . At least her more morbid curiosity anyway. If she’s just curious about something harmless, like how you’re able to withstand staying in the water for so long without crumbling or becoming soggy, or really just what a human IS, It’s probably fine. SPEAKING of being a human in the cookie world, BP is genuinely going to be surprised that there are beings out there that are BIGGER than her. (Stronger than her, too, unless you count Sea Fairy Cookie. . . Or the witches) She’s also going to demand that you come down to her level so that she doesn’t have to scream everything at you because of you big you are!

I don’t think that BP would actually WANT to be in a romantic relationship. . .at least, not yet anyway. For an immortal being like her, the affair with Lord Oyster and the republic is still a relatively fresh wound- a wound that she isn’t too keen on reopening just yet. On top of that, Her deep seated trust issues and temperamental demeanor wouldn’t exactly make for the healthiest relationships. However, with time (and some therapy) I think that BP WOULD actually be a very good partner for you! Since she understands betrayal, she’d never cheat on you- and since she’s immortal, she’d cherish her time with you dearly since she knows that you won’t be around forever. . . Though she might need some reassurance that you won’t leave her like everyone else in her life.

Following that line of thought, BP has one HELL of a jealous streak- even if the two of you AREN’T dating! You’re HER human, the only person in ALL of Earthbread that she trusts with all her entire dough and soul! How dare this disgusting piece of soggy trash try to sway you with sugary lies and honeyed smiles?! If any cookie deserves your attention, it’s HER!

. . .Depending on whether you’re cool with her just casually crumbling cookies in your name, you MIGHT need to have a bit of a talk with her about reigning in her possessiveness.

[veethewriter]

Hello, here is my description. I apologize as it's rather long. I rambled

My description

She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4 (idk what these infos are used for)

Chaotic Good 

Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails. I guess I am slightly overweight? 80kg due to medical reasons and a weird metabolism, plus I have heavy bones. Yet I don't look 80 at all due to being curvy and a rather thin? waist.

About me:                            

I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not be too mean. I act playful around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are. Did I loose people over this? Yes. Apparently more people see me as inapproachable which I don’t get. So I always make the first move if I am feeling social. I’d like to have a big group of friends but have trouble sticking…or the group explodes. I can talk my way out with ease tho

I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention span. 

Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even though they share theirs and I help them out. Even when I think I am sharing I am apparently not? My trust issues issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naïve, I often assume that people don’t have a hidden agenda and it caused me problems in the past because spoiler alert they do! Now we all have some kind of hidden agenda but if I am in your team and you try to pull one over me…No mercy. I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....Yes I am the type that can eat and look at a crime scene. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.

Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people. I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off. Also I conserve all receipts and funny pictures you send…don’t worry I won’t use them unless you piss me off. People misinterpret pictures so fast it’s funny.

Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I can handle being alone quite well since most of my friends betrayed me. Including a very close one who encouraged me to open up for years...and then they wonder why I have trust issues (if you want to confess just do it why wait years and then be like I don’t believe in boy girls friendships). I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. I don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.

Hobbies:

Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, drawing, baking (I’m quite good at it. It started mostly by being non satisfied over local bakeries qualities or prices), fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.I used to write poetry. I enjoy gacha games…just for the gamba part and lore. I’m quite lucky in everyday aspects…and often get free goodies where I go.

Likes:

Cats, sweet foods, plushies, hoodies, video games, gossip (putting those reddit stories in the background), cheese, red flags, puzzles, true crime, juicy parts of history, mythology, sleeping or just lying in bed. I lowkey likes organizing BUT my room is very messy and I am the queen of last minute.

Dislikes:

I am thalassophobic. I don’t like dogs, crowded places, someone that’s forceful, bullying, bugs, foods that have a lot of oily sauce…and if it’s deep fried but has too much oil. Being bored.

I hate owing something to someone. While yes I deal around and ask for favors I always repay in equal or more value. I’ll scam you if you scam me tho….I always have receipts or pictures

In a relationship:

I'm the chillest person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (He knew what he was getting into. Then He cheated). I spoil my partners in little gifts or videos that remind me of them/us. I’m a bit of a foodie but is quite annoying in it. Heck I picked up baking cuz the nearby bakeries were too sweet.

I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty in their feelings. I don’t care if they hide things, we all do, as long as it’s not gonna hurt me or us in the long run. Yes I like red flags and a friend called me a beige flag whatever it means. I enjoy stealing clothes and would prefer a taller partner. Not gonna lie…a little possessive/protective is cute. Make me feel wanted.

 I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate * cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move. Worse, there’s a high chance I say yes but will give it a period to see if I can develop feelings. I will be honest about my partner over this. I enjoy someone smart. I don't care if street or academic. I'm more an academic gifted kid who's trying to learn something other than that. Heck I can get in a stranger car and my mindset is if they try something I'll strangle them. Or if they try to rob me I'll throw them into a car. No mercy

Also, due to exes I’d rather have someone taller than me.

I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child.

Thanks

Matchup exchange for @imjustabeanie

For twisted wonderland I match you with Jamil!

Okay imma be honest I went through a lot of options for you but with the people you didn't want and what your looking for in a partner, I landed on Jamil (specifically after overblot). Now before you judge, let me explain. Now you like someone who is smart, street or book, well Jamil is both. He has to be with the position he's in, not only that I feel like you and Jamil can match each other's pace. While it takes a while for you to fall for someone, it's the same for Jamil to not only realize his feelings but to figure out if he should even tell you or not. However once two do once end up together, he will make it clear what you're getting into as much as he hides things. He knows it's better to tell you the truth on what you're getting into with being with him.

Jamil takes time to warm up to physical attention too but he also doesn't mind cuddling though it's rare since he doesn't want to accidentally wake you up in the morning when he has to get up so early to do things. He doesn't not want to deal with grouchy you, he has enough on his plate early in the morning. Not you said you bottle up your feelings so does Jamil now if it does get to the point where both of you explode, you'll have to give each other some space at first but Jamil is mature enough (especially after his overblot) to talk through things afterwards. Now you and Jamil will have to work through your trust issues together, he's got a lot of them. I mean especially with how many people he's caught trying to get close to them just trying to kill kalim.

So all in all emotionally it's gonna be a work in progress, now gifting giving it's what Jamil prefers so it's great that it's something you like to do. Especially with the fact he works so much so it's great you're used to being alone, now that doesn't mean he won't try to get some time to spend with you. Now the reason I say you match better with after overblot Jamil is because I feel like before he's overblot he was really forceful but now it's something he's trying to work on not doing. To be honest I feel like Jamil probably hates crowded places too but he's kind of forced to be in them by kalim but he's not gonna force you to do or be by things you hate. So if he has to be at a party he'll let you stay in his room or just meet you at ramshackle afterwards.

I feel Jamil loves it when subtly insult someone, makes him want to laugh, not that he will at least out loud. You two will tease each other back in fourth, it's not something he's used to at first but after a while he actually kind of likes it. Jamil loves seeing you get to do your hobbies and will support you in them when he can. He doesn't get a lot of hobbies to himself after all except basketball. I feel like Jamil hates water too, not because he's scared of it but because it reminds him of kalim and he would rather not spend his spare time thinking of him.

I feel like Jamil knows a couple different languages himself due to having being responsible for important things in kalim's life (I imagine kalim has to meet with a whole bunch of people who speak different languages due to being the first prince of his family and stuff.) So he finds it cool that you speak a couple different languages too, maybe he could teach you some languages from his world and you could do the same from yours too. Now lastly dates don't happen very often but when they do, they're something simple like a movie night or a cooking date especially since you can bake. Or maybe it's just quiet spending time in a room with each other while you do your separate things.

Now for what dorm I would put you in, I think you match best with Ignihyde! I think your attitude and style best match with it plus it would probably be the place where you would be the most comfortable. Plus some of your traits match the vibe of Ignihyde. Like how you're not a morning person (I imagine over half the people there are not morning people.) Or like how you don't like crowds but don't mind being alone also.

For Obey Me! I match you with Lucifer!

At first I thought of Satan but then I feel like he's too much of a bully and not in the teasing way so instead I went for luci. Now the only thing about luci is that he is kind of forceful at first but eventually he does calm down and try not to be. If he does by accident he will get you a gift as his way of apologizing, it's hard for him to say the words I'm sorry out loud. Now again this causes your relationship to be a work in progress, now unlike Jamil I think luci does have a better control on his emotions. So even when he does bottle his emotions it's very hard to get him to explode but when you do, he'll help you handle it. By first giving you a moment to breathe and then by talking to you about it and if you want to know his emotions on some things he'll tell you.

Now luci also wont force you to do things you hate, I mean if lord Diavolo asks you to be there he can't go against him but he's not gonna force you to be in a crowd while there. He'll try to find you a quiet room to be in or if it makes you more comfortable he'll try and stay with you the whole time. Now luci is extremely book smart and he is street smart also just not as much as he is book smart. You also don't have to worry about dogs, luci doesn't allow animals in the house besides Levi's snake and well the cats Satan thinks he sneaks in that luci doesn't know about but he does. Luci knows tons of different languages, not that he had to learn them but because he just felt like doing it in case one day he did need it, it also makes exploring earth a lot easier when he needs to.

Now when it comes to dates usually simple ones consist of you and Luci hanging out in his office working on your own things. Now when it comes to actually leaving the house for dates, if he wants to go eat somewhere, he'll make sure they have a private booth for you two so that you don't feel crowded. He'll also rent out places for your dates like an arcade or a movie theater. He'll also match your pace when it comes to physical attention, he doesn't mind cuddling either but it doesn't happen often due to him working late all the time. You however don't have to ever worry about him waking you up, dude is silent doing anything. You know how you like taking pictures of stuff, well Luci doesn't mind you taking pictures of him as long as it's not any of when he's sleeping. I mean if you can even manage to take one of him sleeping (not possible at all btw).

(to be honest I wrote a lot more than I thought I was gonna, the most I've done in a while actually! Anyways hope you like it!)

[nesting-dreams]

Hello! It is I for the matchup trade for genshin. I'm up to date with everything, fatui included so all is fair

She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4

Male matchup

Chaotic Good 

Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails. I guess I am slightly overweight? 80kg due to medical reasons and a weird metabolism, plus I have heavy bones

About me:                            

I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not be too mean. I act playful around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are. Did I loose people over this? Yes. Apparently more people see me as inapproachable which I don’t get. So I always make the first move if I am feeling social. I’d like to have a big group of friends but have trouble sticking…or the group explodes. I can talk my way out with ease tho

I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention span. 

Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even though they share theirs and I help them out. Even when I think I am sharing I am apparently not? My trust issues issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naïve, I often assume that people don’t have a hidden agenda and it caused me problems in the past because spoiler alert they do! Now we all have some kind of hidden agenda but if I am in your team and you try to pull one over me…No mercy. I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....Yes I am the type that can eat and look at a crime scene. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.

Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people. I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off. Also I conserve all receipts and funny pictures you send…don’t worry I won’t use them unless you piss me off. People misinterpret pictures so fast it’s funny.

Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I can handle being alone quite well since most of my friends betrayed me. Including a very close one who encouraged me to open up for years...and then they wonder why I have trust issues (if you want to confess just do it why wait years and then be like I don’t believe in boy girls friendships). I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. I don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.

Hobbies:

Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, drawing, baking (I’m quite good at it. It started mostly by being non satisfied over local bakeries qualities or prices), fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.I used to write poetry. I enjoy gacha games…just for the gamba part and lore. I’m quite lucky in everyday aspects…and often get free goodies where I go.

Likes:

Cats, sweet foods, plushies, hoodies, video games, gossip (putting those reddit stories in the background), cheese, red flags, puzzles, true crime, juicy parts of history, mythology, sleeping or just lying in bed. I lowkey likes organizing BUT my room is very messy and I am the queen of last minute.

Dislikes:

I am thalassophobic. I don’t like dogs, crowded places, someone that’s forceful, bullying, bugs, foods that have a lot of oily sauce…and if it’s deep fried but has too much oil. Being bored.

I hate owing something to someone. While yes I deal around and ask for favors I always repay in equal or more value. I’ll scam you if you scam me tho….I always have receipts or pictures

In a relationship:

I'm the chillest person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (He knew what he was getting into. Then He cheated). I spoil my partners in little gifts or videos that remind me of them/us. I’m a bit of a foodie but is quite annoying in it. Heck I picked up baking cuz the nearby bakeries were too sweet.

I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty in their feelings. I don’t care if they hide things, we all do, as long as it’s not gonna hurt me or us in the long run. Yes I like red flags and a friend called me a beige flag whatever it means. I enjoy stealing clothes and would prefer a taller partner. Not gonna lie…a little possessive/protective is cute. Make me feel wanted.

 I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate * cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move. Worse, there’s a high chance I say yes but will give it a period to see if I can develop feelings. I will be honest about my partner over this. I enjoy someone smart. I don't care if street or academic. I'm more an academic gifted kid who's trying to learn something other than that. Heck I can get in a stranger car and my mindset is if they try something I'll strangle them. Or if they try to rob me I'll throw them into a car. No mercy

Also, due to exes I’d rather have someone taller than me.

I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child.

Thank you

I’ve only played until Sumuru. Took a break from it for a bit.

You strike me as a slow burn kind of person.I shall give description for one and then give you an other options at the bottom.

Diluc. i imagine you two meeting as strangers for a long time. He is a server and owner of his restaurant bar. His place doesn’t only sell alcohol: It sells juice and meals. So it would take some time before you two start really talking and become friends. I think once conversation sparks flow naturally, it’d be a good friendship. A very healthy and natural progression. It’d slowly lead into romantic feelings territory. He is a take charge kind of man and would actually be the first to ask you out.

Diluc is someone who used to be optimistically idealistic. He is still idealistic and believes in a better world still, but he can not help the cynism he feels after being betrayed by his own brother and his father’s death. He would 100% get your trust issues if this topic gets brought up. While Diluc is stoic faced, people do feel comfortable around him. He makes them feel safe too. People trust him enough to have him serve drinks (major green flag in my view). He is open to giving people a chance before suspecting them. (He then will kick their ass if they betray him). He is loyal and will fight your battles with you. He has a big heart despite his cynicism cuz he’s willing to let Kaeya fix his mistakes of the past and make up for things in the future. (He can tell when someone isn’t sincere and he knows Kaeya feels sincerely bad and is trying so hard).

He is intelligent, he inherited his restaurant bar, but he has owned it for years. A lot of people would run a place like that into the ground if they didn’t have the smart and dedication to keep such a big business open for so long. He is very good at intel gathering for important reasons. (He could probably black mail people if he felt like it. Like your receipt thing). I think he’d like your sense of humour, even if you don’t get a laugh out of anyone, it’d relieve the tension and he’d relax. If you like true crime, this man does Batman work at night sometimes. You’d probably want to hear all the stories if you ever find out he does this. I feel like he would eventually trust you with his secret cuz you don’t seem like the type to rat him out. He isn’t someone who plays mind games and he is not a hypocrite.

I can kind of see him letting his lover bake in his restaurant bar in the kitchen sometimes. He gives me vibes of liking nice, sweet treats. He loves very sweet yet soft grape juice. So show them skills off. XD. You wanna sell them in his restaurant at all. He can handle it for you. He can cook too. If your food isn’t restaurant material level, he’d be very happy just having it all to himself. I don’t think it’d bother him too much that you’re not emotionally present. The man is occupied with his own things. He’d respect it. you and Diluc can work together to make sure the three drunk idiots (Kaeya, Rosaria and Venti, with love) don’t drink too much. He is 6’1 in height ;). Climb him. (Jk).

he would be slow to Physical affection too and would prefer it at home. I can see him sometimes in the future maybe giving a gentle peck on the cheek in front of people. Like a goodbye and be careful, peck on the cheek.

This man’s rich and could gift you anything you want tbh. he loves gifts. He complains about the “Tacky vase” Kaeya got him, but it’s in his mansion on full display with lovely flowers inside it. Date ideas: Cooking together. Hanging in the garden. Going for walk around mondstadt. He may do book dates with you because it’d be you who enjoys them. He retains information a lot so anything you read about and tell him, he’s gonna lock that in a part of his brain somewhere. He treats his female friends like Jean with respect and he’d do the same for you, but more of it cuz you’d be dating.

Other options: Alhaitham and Cyno.

[otakusheep15]

Hi hi hiii! An here for the trade! Please no rook or trey or anyone from savanaclaw

She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4

Asexual/heteromantic

Chaotic Good

Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails. I guess I am slightly overweight? 80kg due to medical reasons and a weird metabolism, plus I have heavy bones

About me:

I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not be too mean. I act flirty around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are. Did I loose people over this? Yes.

I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention span.

Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even though they share theirs and I help them out. Even when I think I am sharing I am apparently not? My trust issues issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naïve, I often assume that people don’t have a hidden agenda and it caused me problems in the past because spoiler alert they do! Now we all have some kind of hidden agenda but if I am in your team and you try to pull one over me…No mercy. I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....Yes I am the type that can eat and look at a crime scene. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.

Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people. I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off.

Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I can handle being alone quite well since most of my friends betrayed me. Including a very close one who encouraged me to open up for years...and then they wonder why I have trust issues (if you want to confess just do it why wait years and then be like I don’t believe in boy girls friendships). I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. I don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.

Hobbies:

Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, drawing, baking (I’m quite good at it. It started mostly by being non satisfied over local bakeries qualities or prices), fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.I used to write poetry. I enjoy gacha games…just for the gamba part and lore

Likes:

Cats, sweet foods, plushies, hoodies, gossip (putting those reddit stories in the background), cheese, red flags, puzzles, true crime, juicy parts of history, mythology, sleeping or just lying in bed. I lowkey likes organizing BUT my room is very messy Dislikes:

I am thalassophobic, dogs, crowded places, someone that’s forceful, bullying, foods that have a lot of oily sauce…and if it’s deep fried but has too much oil. Being bored.

I hate owing something to someone. While yes I deal around and ask for favors I always repay in equal or more value. I’ll scam you if you scam me tho….I always have receipts or pictures

In a relationship:

I'm the chillest person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (He knew what he was getting into. Then He cheated). I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty in their feelings. I don’t care if they hide things, we all do, as long as it’s not gonna hurt me or us in the long run. Yes I like red flags and a friend called me a beige flag whatever it means. I enjoy stealing clothes and would prefer a taller partner. Not gonna lie…a little possessive/protective is cute. Make me feel wanted.

I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate * cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move. Worse, there’s a high chance I say yes but will give it a period to see if I can develop feelings. I will be honest about my partner over this.

Also, due to exes I’d rather have someone taller than me. And someone smart...

I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child.

Reading your description, I immediately had a few people in mind. I thought about Lilia, but since you wanted someone taller, I excluded him. Floyd seemed like a good match, but I think you two would clash more often than not. I was actually very close to choosing Ace, but just before I started writing, another person came to mind, and I found that I liked him a lot better as your match. 

In the end, I decided that your perfect match would be Vil. 

Vil is not very sarcastic, but he is quite cold as well. He can definitely be polite, but only if he thinks you deserve it (or if he has to). His attitude is very dependent on how others treat him, so the two of you definitely have that in common. Vil isn’t particularly flirty with just anyone, but he can be if he’s interested in you, or if he’s close with someone, like Rook. Vil is practically the queen of revenge. He’s classy and meticulous with it, except for when he’s really mad, like the incident in Book 5. He doesn’t curse often, and he might chastise you for it on occasion, but he is equally as likely to call someone out on their bullshit. He doesn’t care too much about losing someone over this, as they clearly weren’t worth it if they can’t handle the truth. 

Vil is the total opposite of you when it comes to being a morning person. He wakes up early, mostly so he can begin his morning routine. He’d be a bit upset about you sleeping in, but if you genuinely don’t like being woken up, he’ll let you sleep. He might try to get you into a routine later in your relationship, but he would never push you if it’s not something you want. Vil also tends to be brutally honest, especially with people he doesn’t like. That being said, his honesty is often presented as proper and formal, as if he is a queen insulting a court jester. 

It’s alright if you have a short attention span. Vil will definitely help you if it’s something you want to work on, but it’s certainly not a deal-breaker for him if you don’t care. He has to deal with people (*cough* Epel *cough*) having short attention spans all the time, so it’s no issue for him. He also likes that you’re curious, as he is knowledgeable about a wide variety of topics, and he’s always willing to learn more as well. 

I think you and Vil would get along well overall. He is definitely the type that is hard to open up around at first, but if he likes you, even as a friend, he’s actually very nice. He’s not one to pressure you into opening up, choosing to let you do it on your own time. He’s kind of the same in that regard, often choosing to keep up a mask until he’s comfortable. A lot of that does ceom from his celebrity status, but he’s also just a closed-off person in general. It’s okay if you have trust issues, as Vil does as well. That’s something the two of you could work on together as your relationship progresses. Of course, if you’re about to explode, Vil would like to help you, but he understands that it can be hard to open up, especially if it’s not something you’re used to doing. He’d try to prevent you from isolating if he knew you were having problems, but he’s also good at giving you your space to breathe, especially if you just want to think. 

Normally, Vil isn’t too fond of rebelliousness, but I think he’d make an exception for you. Even if he won’t admit it, he is very fond of Epel, and in a way, your rebelliousness reminds Vil of Epel. He feels a sort-of exasperated fondness for your rebellious chaos, but he’d never say it out loud. What he will say is that he does appreciate the fact that you would never wrong someone who doesn’t deserve it, as he feels the same way. 

It’s okay if you’re a bit naive, as Vil has plenty of experience with people who have hidden agendas. Unfortunately, fame comes with consequences, and those types of people tend to be one of them. If he senses someone has an agenda involving you, he’ll be quick to point it out to you. He’s also very pro-revenge, and will absolutely help you in any revenge plots you scheme up. 

This is leaning a bit toward headcanon territory, but I think Vil would enjoy true crime to a certain extent. He’s not squemish or anything, and he’s very difficult to disturb. He isn’t as into it as you are, but he has no problem sitting down and listening to you talk about your interests, and he even digs into it a bit himself so that he can contribute more to conversations on the topic. 

Vil also tends to be on the more logical side of things, so you have a similarity there as well. He is very ambitious, and failure sometimes causes him to spiral, as seen in Book 5. He is not lazy or a procrastinator, and that is something he will chastise you about on a regular basis. He’s not pushy on a lot of things, but he will be pushy about making you do your work, especially since he knows how ambitious you are. 

You two have debates all the time. It’s never very serious, as most of them are over trivial matters, but it’s still something that happens regularly. Like you, he’s very creative and innovative, as shown by his contributions to the Film Studies club. The two of you could be good collaborators as long as you’re both invested and don’t butt heads. Speaking of which, Vil tends to be competitive as well, which could cause an issue if you aren’t careful. Relationships are never perfect, and this would be your biggest relationship flaw. Sometimes, the two of you clash, and since you’re both competitive, neither of you are willing to compromise. Fortunately, Vil is also a good communicator, so you’re able to work through it most of the time. Just be careful not to let your competitiveness get the better of you. Still, Vil does appreciate that you have an ego, as he does as well. He has a hard time dealing with pushovers. 

Another issue, albiet a smaller one, is that you don’t take anything seriously. You and Vil would definitely clash in that regard, which could cause problems. He would get upset if you aren’t taking something seriously, especially if it’s something important to him. It’s a habit he’ll try to fix in you, which could also cause some conflict if that isn’t something you want. Vil can also be quite the tease, but he doesn’t like when people try to rile him up. It’s hard to make him genuinely angry, but he will get annoyed if you push him too far. That being said, as long as you both try to fix these issues and there’s proper communication between you, it shouldn’t be too bad overall. 

With Vil, you won’t be misunderstood. Even if he doesn’t fully understand a specific trait or hobby of yours, he does his best to understand every part of you. He studies up on every hobby and interest you have, and he’s more than happy to ask you questions about the things you enjoy. He would never lead you on in any way, and he would have no reason to betray you. If he has any intentions, he’ll just tell you like it is. 

I think your mask would come off with time and with Vil’s help. He’s patient and understanding, willing to wait as long as it takes for you to open up. He makes you feel comfortable and relaxed, and he’s always willing to listen to you if you need to talk. He would never consider you a bad person, just someone who is flawed. Everyone has their flaws, and he is no exception. Like you, he is rather envious and cares about success. This is another thing the two of you can work on together, helping each other become better. 

As a side note, Vil has so, so much money, and he has no problem letting you use it. Of course, he’s a believer in moderation, but he also loves spoiling you, so he would definitely go against his own rules for you in that regard. 

As for your dorm, I think you’d fit well in Diasomnia. Most of the students are elusive and mysterious, and it’s pretty quiet overall. Most other students leave you alone, allowing you to stick to yourself. The students within Diasmonia are pretty close-knit, however, so you’ll still have a solid community of like-minded yet diverse people. I think you’d get along well with people like Malleus and Lilia as friends. 

You and Vil have the best chance of meeting in class. He finds you interesting, and unlike a lot of other students, he’s not particularly scared of those in Diasomnia. He would approach you first, and I think a friendship would be quick to form. On the surface, you two are very similar, so it’s easy to get along. As you get closer, small bits and pieces of his mask begin to crack, and yours would do the same. Deeper complexities would begin to show on both sides, and your bond would deepen as well. 

He would confess first, as he is very confident in himself and his abilities to charm you. Your relationship would be very chill overall. He is a bit on the clinger side, but it’s not overbearing at all. He’s also not very jealous, as he knows very few people can compare to him. Your love languages match up well, as he also enjoys gift-giving and quality time. Physical touch is nice to him, but he also doesn’t mind if you need time to warm up to the idea. He’s a bit touchy, sometimes enjoying hand-holding or keeping his arm wrapped around you, but if it makes you uncomfortable, he has no problem stopping. He also has no issues with keeping up with you, and he values patience and honesty as well. He would never rush you into anything, and he’ll let you know exactly what’s on his mind. Luckily for you, Vil is very tall, and he has no problem letting you steal his clothes. While he isn’t jealous, he can be possessive, especially if he takes you to high-end events because of his job. He has his arm around your waist at all times, leading you through crowds and glaring at anyone who tries to get too personal with you. 

Overall, your relationship is complex and personal. The two of you would definitely have some issues to work out, but Vil is always patient and supportive. He will stick by you no matter what, and communication is a constant for both of you. He is good at expressing his feelings for you, and he would never make you feel unloved or lonely. It’s a sweet, slow-burn relationship that allows for both of you to grow as both people and a couple.

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[in-halingstardust]

Hi! May I request an HSR match? My spice tolerance is mid 😅

She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4

Asexual/heteromantic

Chaotic Good

Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails.

I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not break hearts too much. I act flirty around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are.

I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention spawn.

Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not whiny or a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even thought they share theirs and I help them out. My trust issues and daddy issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naive. Even thought I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....morals ain't my Forte. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.

Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people (I beat them later sooo). I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off.

Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. i don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.

Hobbies: Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, manga, drawing, baking, fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.

I'm insecure about my weight despite not being overweight.

In a relationship, I'm the most chill person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (which I did. I warned him that I accepted out of boredroom and didn't love him but he still went ahead. Then he emotionally cheated on my bd and everyone noticed but me lol. I separated from those friends cuz none told me and I value honesty a lot). I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty. I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate whiny and cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move.

I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child. I study electronics and want to work in space related studies.

Thank you!

Girl... like sincerely, if you need anything DM me. I slap your ex friends/relationship so hard for you. This may be different than usual so let me know if this isn't what you want and if I can fix it! ♡♡♡

This might be a little different, but I’m going to pair you with Blade. 

❥ If we are talking about someone who wears his little, tiny, miniscule heart on his sleeve I’d pick Blade. I feel your relationship would thrive upon honesty through actions rather than words. No wondering about the next move, no hesitation, it will be very different to say the least.

❥ To explain it, it’s more about the will that you both possess. The drive to accomplish whether those demands are wrong or right. The similarity between objectives no matter how concluded the path may be.

❥ So when Blade asks you to be in a ‘partnership’ with him, you are quite taken aback.

❥ It’s not the most romantic ‘partnership’ such as hugs and kisses, affectionate PDA; but, for some reason, Blade is never one to ‘forget’ your favorite type of flowers. It was just on way back, don't think too much of it. Never forget the type of pencils you like for sketching, don't forget the multitude of facts you spew as you both stare at the stars in the sky. Your hand draws constellations as if you can touch them. ❥ Your ‘partnership’ slowly evolves over time to something that passersby would call romantic. Maybe it's the way he is always close to you on rainy days, holding the umbrella with your heat radiating into him. ❥ Sometimes after those cold walks you ask him to warm you up. He gives a small scowl until he lifts you onto the kitchen counter. Your legs wrapping around his waist as he pins you against the cabinet's lips finding yours. Chase kisses turn deeper and you feel your head spinning around in stars.

[diana-bluewolf]

MC profile

Some info about my MC Chris Mongrel. Profile is under the cut.

Name: Chris Mongrel

House: Slytherin

Birthday: 24th November

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Demisexual, demiromantic

Nationality: British

Residence: Oxford, Oxfordshire, England

Motto: Sink or swim

Wand: Cedar Wood, Dragon heartstring, 12 ½" Length, Slightly yielding flexibility

"Whenever I meet one who carries a cedar wand, I find strength of character and unusual loyalty. The cedar wand finds its perfect home where there is perspicacity and perception. I have never yet met the owner of a cedar wand whom I would care to cross, especially if harm is done to those of whom they are fond." Olivander

A wand with this flexibility will initially resist new owners, but if the owner is persistent, it will warm up eventually. Wand owners with slightly yielding wands are often very kind and compassionate, but they may have some reluctance in trusting others since they possess a strong sense of skepticism.

Patronus: Dingo

APPEARANCE

Hair colour : dark brown

Eye colour : minty green

Skin tone : beige

Distinguishing features : freckles, scar over the left eye. Due to sleep deprivation, there are often dark circles under his eyes.

PERSONALITY

MBTI: INTP

Enneagram: 5w4 sx/sp

Four temperaments: Phlegmatic-melancholic

Strengths:

logic

creativeness

resourcefulness

resilience

quick-thinking

he can be a good listener

loyalty

he can notice patterns in close people’s behaviour and figure out when they are not okay by small changes in it

Weaknesses:

disconnection and tendency to get easily lost in thoughts

low self-worth

adrenaline addictiveness

absolute recklessness regarding his safety

prone to self-isolation and melancholy

trust issues

insensitive at times, especially when he’s absorbed in a new project/puzzle

Hobbies:

drawing (he likes to do sketches of anything he finds fascinating)

experimenting with magic, enchanting muggle artefacts (like making a fountain pen with everlasting ink, a self-sharpening pencil or a notebook with extension charm)

Amortentia (what he smells like to others):

cedar wood (smell of pencil shaving) due to his habit of making notes and sketches, and he finds muggle stuff more convenient for it

forest and fresh air (as a result of frequent flying and exploring Forbidden Forest)

wiggenweld potion (a side effect of being adrenaline addictive)

Favourite subjects:

Charms

Transfiguration

Study of Ancient Runes

Defense Against Dark Arts

Least favourite subjects:

Care for Magical Creatures (how can you deal with something that is, with rare exceptions, as far from being logical as it gets?) 

Herbology (it’s just boring)

History of Magic (nothing wrong with history itself, but, gosh, Professor Binns’ lessons are such a waste of time! You can read everything you need to know in a book much faster)

Divination

When you are an adrenaline addictive introverted bookworm.

Childhood:

"Mongrel" isn't his real surname. When he was 11, Chris discovered himself at the doorway to a muggle charity school, a typical so-called bluecoat school in those times where orphans and kids from poor families lived and got educated (if they were lucky to get a place there). He didn't remember how he ended up there, how he got the fresh scar on his face, where he had lived before, who his parents were, not even his surname. 

A local boy passing by mentioned to Chris that weird kids with mental problems would never be accepted to any school, where there's not enough space even for "normal" children, and the best place for them is living on the streets or in workhouses. Chris didn't know if it was true but decided not to reveal to anyone that he didn't remember anything, just in case. 

The school's headmaster, a man with a strange, absent-minded expression (he was under the Imperius Curse), expected the new student to arrive that day. When Chris was asked his full name, he made up his surname promptly, saying the first word that crossed his mind. It was from the phrase the boy had told him, "Y'know, nobody wanna deal with mental mongrels like you."

A bit later, Chris realised that some snippets of his childhood were still tucked away in his memory: the precious and warm moments with his father, a muggle professor at Oxford University. Nevertheless, Chris didn't remember his name or what had happened to him. His dad sometimes spoke with him in a foreign language. For example, Chris remembered that ‘misha’ meant an affectionate version of the word ‘bear’. 

Relationships:

★Before he arrived at Hogwarts (and some time after), he had been struggling with insomnia and nightmares, especially the repetitive ones about an unfamiliar (or not?) boy with cloudy eyes. The dragon attack was, of course, a shocking experience for Chris, but when he first entered the Slytherin common room, he was even more stunned to meet a person who resembled the constant participant of his nightmares, though 4-5 years older.

★Chris and Ominis didn't get along at first. Or, more precisely, Ominis was hostile towards the new fifth-year. So even when he had to mention Chris to Sebastian, for example, he called him anything but by name. He could say "that walking magnet for troubles", "your accomplice", "your new best friend" (with some extent of sarcasm in his voice) or "the neophyte". It took him a while to address Chris by name for the first time.

★Eventually, they became very close. During the 7th year, Ominis developed romantic feelings for Chris but kept it a secret for many years because he was aware of Chris' asexuality (which turned out to be demisexuality later). Chris realized that his feelings towards Ominis had evolved beyond platonic only in their late 20s.

★For quite a long time after Chris arrived at Hogwarts, he mostly avoided people, trusting no one. Sebastian seemed friendly, but Chris was sure that it was only because of his ancient magic abilities, which possibly were a key to saving Anne. It took him some time to realise that Sebastian was actually a friend, not just someone he was hanging out with due to win-win cooperation.

★Before Chris could finally open up to Sebastian and Ominis, his only friend was a wolf that he named Misha (because it was huge and more resembled a bear than a wolf). Chris stumbled upon him in the Not-So-Forbidden Forest. The wolf was seriously wounded after a fight with a dugbog but still tried to attack the boy, who wanted to help. Dealing with animals and beasts was really not Chris' cup of tea, and he was annoyed by the irrational creature, which did everything to prevent its own rescue. But eventually, they got along, Misha recovered, and he would even start running to meet Chris whenever he entered the forest.

★Chris became good friends with Amit. He admired Amit’s thirst for knowledge, enthusiasm for researching his areas of interest and the ability to say no to things that make him uncomfortable.

★Professor Fig was the first person Chris opened up to. One of the most profound regrets in Chris' life was his inability to muster the courage to call Fig 'Dad' while he was still alive. After Fig's passing, Chris withdrew further into his shell, isolating himself even from Ominis and Sebastian.

★Chris contributed to making the Keepers' Wand with Olivander, offering what little help he could. Later, during the 6th and 7th years, Chris worked part-time for Olivander, mostly as an errand boy. He really enjoyed the job and became interested in crafting wands. Olivander helped Chris get over Fig's death.

Some facts:

★Before Hogwarts, Chris had never participated in magic duels. In fact, he didn’t even know that magic existed, being very sceptical about it when Fig first told him about Hogwarts. But anyway, he had to hone his reflexes in the frequent scuffles at the charity school, full of boys with behaviour problems.

★No matter the weather, he often feels cold, which makes him favour sweaters. When he was a student, his clothes, like most of his belongings, were quite shabby due to his extreme lifestyle and orphanhood. Besides, even when he earned some money by running errands like potion deliveries and later working for Olivander, buying new clothes was always his least priority. 

★Having all the extra assignments and schoolwork to catch up on, he always tries to push himself to the limit, sometimes neglecting to sleep. Due to his low self-worth, he feels he must do the maximum to prove to himself that he matters like others. He’s either the best or nothing. He doesn’t value his life at all, which, together with adrenaline addiction, makes risking it daily easier. 

★He can forget to sleep but tries not to miss meal times as he was often hungry in the charity school. Not a picky eater. 

★When he's nervous, he uses humour as a defence mechanism. While sometimes it helps to discharge tension, it can also be not appropriate at all. 

★He can easily break the rules if the pros outweigh the cons. 

★The Sorting Hat doubted whether to place him in Ravenclaw or Slytherin, but settled on the latter. Maybe the idea of sorting a guy with the last name ‘Mongrel’ into Slytherin of all places seemed funny to it, idk. But Chris can defend himself, anyway - he's used to it.

★He isn't the type of person who says "I love you." often, but even if he does, it may sound like, 

"I think I love you." 

"You…think?" 

"Well, all the symptoms confirm the diagnosis". 

★He had a hard time learning how to deal with emotions and feelings, mostly "postponing" them to process later. Though he rarely shows affection, it doesn't mean he isn't capable of it, but it takes him much time to open up to someone.

★He can be manipulative and cunning with strangers but becomes a different person with close people, trying to be as honest as possible. Able to admit when he's wrong. Prone to unnecessary self-sacrifices when it comes to those he holds dear. 

[not7wu]

Title: Tonight (Our Fingers Touch the Sky)

Status: Ongoing

Total Word Count: 57.3k in progress

Pairing: SeokjinxReader, Friends to Lovers, The Gang is Here (Platonic)

Rating/Genre: Mature; Idol AU, Canon Divergence, Thriller, Amnesia

Summary: You find yourself in Seoul, Korea with no memory of how you got there.  All you know is that you woke up naked–in Jin’s bed!  And you’re friends with BTS.  You’re told the life you knew is a dream, but you can’t shake the feeling that BTS are hiding something from you.  Whatever it is, you’re determined to get to the bottom of it. 

Preview: He knows your name? Kim motherfucking Seokjin knows your name. “And you’re Kim Seokjin, Worldwide Handsome, also known as Jin of BTS.”

Your word vomit has you wanting to die on the spot. Jin huffs a laugh. “Are you gonna start reciting my birthday, astrological sign, and MBTI results next?”

December 4, 1992. Sagittarius. INTP. You think it, but self preservation has you blessedly silent. His eyes twinkle like he knows what you’re thinking anyway.

Chapter List:

Ch. 1 - Where are you? - f/a/c; 6k

Ch. 2 - The Rules - f/a/c; 5.2k

Ch. 3 - Best Friends - f/a/c; 4.7k

Ch. 4 - A Crappy Day - f/a/c; 5.8k

Ch. 5 - Family - f/a/c/s; 6.5k

Ch. 6 - A Symbiotic Relationship - f/a/c; 6.5k

Ch. 7 - House of Cards - f/a; 6.8k

Ch. 8 - A Trusted Friend - f/a; 5.7k

Ch. 9 - Building Bridges - f/a/c; 4.7k

Ch. 10 - Branded - f/a/c; 5.4k

Ch. 11 -

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Warnings: Amnesia, Anxiety, Swearing, Depictions of and Implied Violence, Abandonment Issues, Stalking, Gun Violence, Coma, PTSD, Trauma, Set in 2020 during the Pandemic

A/N: Yallz have no idea how excited I am to finally be sharing the fruits of my labor. This fic is something I wrote during the pandemic in my Baby Army days when the few fanfics I read didn't satisfy me. It took me a while to learn how to navigate to find the good stuff. The ones I stumbled upon were too insta-love/smutty with NO plot; of course this was back when my love for BTS was at the stage of innocent adoration in contrast to where I am now in my delulu derangement. :D

Holed up with my roommate/cousin, "S", and our friends Garrett and Marlena in 2020, I wrote this to pass the time and to entertain them. S is a Jin-bias, so some of the scenes are catered to her.

This is a completed fic that I am rewriting, so don't worry that I'll fall off the face of the earth. The end will come and I hope it will satisfy your Jin loving, plot driven heart! A new chapter will be posted every Monday. I hope you enjoy the fic!

Here's the Youtube / Spotify playlist I listen to on shuffle as I write this.

Also, last but not least, thank you to my betas, @justamomnamedamie and @miksancheese ! I seriously could not do this without you!

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[nereidprinc3ss]

OMG. i’m just a bit of a overthinker so i have this bit of a bad habit where i tend to overanalyze everything when i shouldn’t 😃 but since you asked, here are some of the things that made me consider that reader might have daddy issues.

just please please don’t let this affect your work, your writing is absolutely perfect and nothing about it should be changed. again, it’s just me being a weird intp autistic overthinker.

1. it kinda looks like she uses sex to feel loved. she even confronts him by speculating that he might not be attracted to her. through the entire series reader is constantly scared of the idea of spencer leaving her after finding out who she actually is as a vulnerable person based on her nakedness if that makes any sense?

“But I just… sometimes I worry I’ll scare you away once you realize I’m not as pretty or… good as you thought.”

2. spencer’s character is obviously well known for having an eloquent vocabulary but he even gives me the vibe of being a little bit much older than reader. which is a common thing in women with daddy issues, like me. but again, this is just my way of interpreting the whole thing. he always seems to be so put up together but of course, that might change with the new chapter. even his actions make him sound more older, like in here:

“He smiles up at you like you’re something divine and lets his hands trail over your hips.” 

i’m probably just being weird about it but i just THINK it’s impossible for a guy close to reader’s age to think like this and be this gentle because young men are stupid by default and very few have this sense of gentleness with their actions. even with the way he calls her honey, i have never in my life seen a guy my age call their girlfriend “honey” and sure, this is merely fiction but for this reason i picture both of them with bit of an age gap going on in their relationship.

3. spencer is a bit of a emotionally unreachable boyfriend sometimes! and i’m analyzing this based on his confession towards reader about him regretting his first time. like there is so much rambling in this dynamic and it takes him long enough to be able to directly say it to her. yeah, he wasn’t ready to tell reader he loved her but there were other ways to tell her that he regretted his first time. almost like there is no emotional connection or actual trust between them.

4. sometimes reader is also unable to trust spencer, it’s so easy to see how she’s constantly battling in her head to ask him a simple question or even taking a compliment from him. i know it’s just meant to be portrayed as insecurity but this is actually a common thing in daddy issues as far as i know.

“He likes me and my questions are important to him, you repeat to yourself silently as you work up the strength.”

5. and moreover, this one sentence:

“It’s every fiber of your being screaming to tell him how you feel, to beg him on your knees not to go because you love him like a child loves a parent or a bee loves honeysuckle or the ocean loves the horizon.”

and this one part as well: Somehow, he makes you feel like a scolded child. But he makes it appealing in ways you don’t understand. 

But again, your work is PERFECT. and i wouldn’t have it any other way. you keep doing you. ❤️

me rambling about the DYBMN age gap and reader potentially being neurodiverse below the cut 🙏 bless

oh so it is definitely interwoven throughout the entire thing and i didn’t even realize you are so right omg😭 this is like in tangled when rapunzel realizes she’s been painting the sun emblem subconsciously her whole life

anyway bff this just made me so ridiculously happy. like the analysis??? the attention to detail???? im ecstatic im losing my mind ily this is so insanely thoughtful thank you for doing this!!!

and yeah i think you could be right about the age gap. i think i technically only put it as an implied warning for one of the chapters but the more i write the more i realize that is definitely a part of the dynamic. but also like?? not all the time?? not for sure?? and i don’t necessarily think that if they DO have an age gap it’s a super big one (although it’s up to you guys, none of my business) i think i feel that way because oftentimes they will behave like peers in the same age group which is how i wrote them on purpose. but it could also be that they’re peers in other ways like let me explain something i’ve been thinking about

reader is insecure not only about being inexperienced in romance but in life, and feeling powerless/helpless in the way that a child might. i think that comes from me being neurodivergent and putting bits and pieces of me into the writing. a very common thing among neurodiverse people is feeling behind developmentally from their peers which the reader is DEFINITELY struggling with so i think she’s lowkey nd coded which wasnt my intent but here we are—and so even if she and spencer aren’t super close in age they might be peers in that sense. as an nd person i often don’t relate well with ppl my age and find myself much more comfortable and finding natural connection w people significantly older than me. so that could very much be a part of it but iddkkkkk reader doesn’t have to be nd and they don’t have to have an age gap but it’s fun to theorize! anyway thank you so much for your thoughts lovely they are so appreciated!!

[mikasa-imadebiscults]

Hello! May I have a romantic adult matchups for JJK and Kny?

She/her

Gemini

Intp

5w4

Asexual/heteromantic

Chaotic Good

Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails.

I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not break hearts too much. I act flirty around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are.

I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention spawn.

Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not whiny or a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even thought they share theirs and I help them out. My trust issues and daddy issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naive. Even thought I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....morals ain't my Forte. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.

Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people (I beat them later sooo). I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off.

Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. i don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol.

Hobbies: Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, manga, drawing, baking, fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.

I'm insecure about my weight despite not being overweight.

In a relationship, I'm the most chill person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (which I did. I warned him that I accepted out of boredroom and didn't love him but he still went ahead. Then he emotionally cheated on my bd and everyone noticed but me lol. I separated from those friends cuz none told me and I value honesty a lot). I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty. I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate whiny and cowardly people.

I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child. I study electronics and want to work in space related studies.

Thank you!

(Hello there! I hope you enjoyed this and have a great day/night!)

I match you with..

Gyomei Himejima

- He’s a very patient and honest person.

- He won’t pry about any of your problems because he doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable.

- Once you feel comfortable with physical affection, he’ll happily cuddle with you for as long as you want. He prefers to cuddle when you’re ready to go to bed, so that you can sleep in his arms.

- He helps you spar, he’s hesitant about you sparring with him because he’s afraid that he’ll hurt you really bad.

- Loves your homemade baked goods. He thinks you bake really well.

- He’s a good listener and he’ll reassure you that you can come to him anytime about your problems and he’ll do his best to help you out.

- He likes to listen to you talk about your interests. For example, you telling him about the most recent chapter you’ve read, what you drew that day, etc.

Gojo Satoru

- No matter how hard it is to get to know you, he is determined. He’s also not scared off by your cold appearance or your brutal honesty.

- When he finds out that you love receiving gifts, the gifts will keep on coming (prepare to get spoiled)

- He also likes quality time with you, even if it’s the both of you just chilling around each other.

- Whenever you are reading next to him and he gets bored, he’ll sigh very dramatically to see if you’ll give him any attention.

- Sometimes you’ll find your glasses missing and when you go looking for them you’ll see them on him.

- It took him by surprise the first time that you flirted with him, but he instantly flirted back.

- He loves your rebellious side. The two of you get so chaotic sometimes and the others are so done with y’all’s shit lmao.

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Anon wrote: Hello. 21 y/o infj here. I have a problem with a very mentally unwell intp. He comes to me to seek comfort and advice and i do my best to help him, but it seems that he now has feelings for me and this complicates things. I do not reciprocate these feelings and Im now worried that i may have unintentionally lead him on by trying to help. He doesn’t trust many people to be emotionally vulnerable around them and he relies on me a great deal for emotional support.

He has not outright confessed to me in a way that would give me the opportunity to clearly express my feelings and reject him, but he does often make comments that make it clear he sees me as more than a friend. He is very fragile and has a lot of self loathing, im afraid to say anything that will reinforce any negative ideas he has about himself being unworthy of love. How do i go about setting clear boundaries without hurting him more?

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For INFJ, the topic of boundaries often involves a reminder that you also matter. If someone truly cares about you, they wouldn't want you to feel uncomfortable in the relationship, and they should be open to hearing about your needs. Generally speaking, you're only responsible for someone else's well-being up to a certain point, in terms of you being an ethical person and not intentionally doing harm. After that point, the other person is responsible for taking care of their own feelings. However, the line is not always as clear cut when there is a mental health problem in the mix.

The question is: Is it unethical to discuss a topic that will undoubtedly be upsetting to the other person? I would argue that if the discussion is necessary for the health or development of the relationship, then it isn't unethical. Also, if a topic is upsetting but necessary to discuss for the sake of someone's future well-being, it would be unethical to remain silent. For example, leading someone on, even if unwittingly, has the potential to be harmful to them the longer it goes on, so it is a situation that needs to be addressed sooner rather than later.

The reality of life is that it's sometimes necessary to endure pain and discomfort in order to make progress or achieve a goal. This is why some people in close relationships fight like cats and dogs and still manage to come out stronger on the other side. Also, keep in mind that shielding someone from pain might actually be robbing them of an opportunity to learn how to handle it better. People generally react worse the longer you keep them in the dark.

Many people fear conflict because they fear negative feelings and emotions getting out of control, a situation which increases the potential for harm. For example, an argument can quickly escalate into a shouting match and hurtful attacks. However, it's important to remember that negative feelings and emotions are not bad in themselves - one should not fear their mere existence. It is people's inability to handle them that is the real issue at hand (i.e. emotional intelligence).

You're questioning the degree to which he is able to handle negative feelings and emotions. When you have good reason to believe that someone's psychology is very fragile, meaning they can't handle a lot of stress or negativity, then it's best to proceed as sensitively and tactfully as you can. However, this shouldn't stop you from being truthful. Being a good communicator involves being able to brainstorm many ways of saying something without being too blunt or insensitive.

Different people have different communication preferences. For example, I prefer direct communication, which is not everyone's cup of tea. I dislike drawn out conflicts, so I would kindly ask someone if they had feelings for me when I picked up on hints. If they denied it, that would be the end of it, because I have to trust the word of a friend. If they admitted their feelings:

I would apologize if I had unwittingly sent the wrong signals.

I would try to let them down as gently as possible by providing plenty of reassurances and guarantees that their feelings haven't changed my desire to be friends with them.

I would make it clear that my only motive for bringing it up is that I'm a person who always wants to know the truth.

I would continue the discussion until we both felt closure.

I would try my best to keep the situation as easy and light as possible so that no one walks away feeling insecure or anxious.

Things might still be a bit awkward for awhile but I'd sit with it and provide reassurances as needed until things returned to normal. I'm able to use this approach because I don't fear negative feelings and I'm confident of being able to work through them and help others do so as well.

Generally speaking, Ts prefer to communicate straightforwardly, in a matter-of-fact way, because they're not always great at reading between the lines. In his case, there is a complicating factor of low self-esteem. You can't control his self-esteem; it's something he needs to heal on his own. The best you can do is try to reassure him that he is very worthy of love; it's just that you aren't the right person. It's nobody's fault and it isn't a statement on anyone's worth. Also, reassure him that you're more than willing to continue being his friend and confidant as needed. Nothing has to change.

If you believe that discussing it openly isn't feasible for whatever reason, you can take a more subtle approach of dropping hints that indicate your lack of interest. You could talk about not being interested in dating, being interested in someone else, etc. Or you can communicate abstractly about how you are generally helpful to many people and that it doesn't mean you have romantic feelings.

Some situations indeed call for subtlety, however, don't forget that every communication style has its pros and cons. The pros of a direct approach include being able to resolve the situation quickly for everyone's sake, but you run the risk of provoking strong negative reactions in the process. The pros of a subtle approach include being able to avoid intense confrontation, but it comes at a cost of effectiveness, as it's more difficult to get the message across and there is more potential for misunderstanding.

Remember that there's no way to communicate "perfectly". Whatever style of communication you prefer, you always have to be flexible and adaptable to what's happening in the moment. No matter how great a communicator you are, things can always go awry. But mistakes don't matter as long as you can recover from them. And the best way to recover is to always strive to communicate from a place of kindness, care, and compassion that keeps everyone feeling at ease.

[mbruben-stein]

Hello! Can I have a matchup for Tokyo revengers and Black butler? I saw they were open. Sorry if they were not!

She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4

Asexual/heteromantic

Chaotic Good

Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails. I guess I am slightly overweight? 80kg due to medical reasons and a weird metabolism, plus I have heavy bones

About me:

I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not be too mean. I act flirty around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are. Did I loose people over this? Yes.

I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention span.

Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even though they share theirs and I help them out. Even when I think I am sharing I am apparently not? My trust issues issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naïve, I often assume that people don’t have a hidden agenda and it caused me problems in the past because spoiler alert they do! Now we all have some kind of hidden agenda but if I am in your team and you try to pull one over me…No mercy. I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....Yes I am the type that can eat and look at a crime scene. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.

Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people. I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off.

Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I can handle being alone quite well since most of my friends betrayed me. Including a very close one who encouraged me to open up for years...and then they wonder why I have trust issues (if you want to confess just do it why wait years and then be like I don’t believe in boy girls friendships). I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. I don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.

Hobbies:

Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, drawing, baking (I’m quite good at it. It started mostly by being non satisfied over local bakeries qualities or prices), fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.I used to write poetry. I enjoy gacha games…just for the gamba part and lore. I’m quite lucky in everyday aspects…and often get free goodies where I go.

Likes:

Cats, sweet foods, plushies, hoodies, video games, gossip (putting those reddit stories in the background), cheese, red flags, puzzles, true crime, juicy parts of history, mythology, sleeping or just lying in bed. I lowkey likes organizing BUT my room is very messy

Dislikes:

I am thalassophobic. I don’t like dogs, crowded places, someone that’s forceful, bullying, bugs, foods that have a lot of oily sauce…and if it’s deep fried but has too much oil. Being bored.

I hate owing something to someone. While yes I deal around and ask for favors I always repay in equal or more value. I’ll scam you if you scam me tho….I always have receipts or pictures

In a relationship:

I'm the chillest person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (He knew what he was getting into. Then He cheated). I spoil my partners in little gifts or videos that remind me of them/us. I’m a bit of a foodie but is quite annoying in it. Heck I picked up baking cuz the nearby bakeries were too sweet.

I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty in their feelings. I don’t care if they hide things, we all do, as long as it’s not gonna hurt me or us in the long run. Yes I like red flags and a friend called me a beige flag whatever it means. I enjoy stealing clothes and would prefer a taller partner. Not gonna lie…a little possessive/protective is cute. Make me feel wanted.

I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate * cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move. Worse, there’s a high chance I say yes but will give it a period to see if I can develop feelings. I will be honest about my partner over this. I enjoy someone smart. I don't care if street or academic. I'm more an academic gifted kid who's trying to learn something other than that. Heck I can get in a stranger car and my mindset is if they try something I'll strangle them. Or if they try to rob me I'll throw them into a car. No mercy

Also, due to exes I’d rather have someone taller than me.

I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child.

Thank you!

Ship

I ship you with Ken Ryuguji/Draken.

When you first encountered Draken, it was his imposing presence that struck you - towering height, dragon tattoo, and that long blonde braid. But you weren't intimidated. Your own sharp tongue and tendency to call out bullshit meant you approached him without the fear others showed. Your bluntness caught him off guard, and that subtle quirk of his eyebrow told you everything - he was intrigued by someone who didn't cower.

Your relationship began with verbal sparring. He appreciated how you didn't filter yourself, even around Toman's vice-captain. Your sarcastic comments would occasionally pull a rare chuckle from him, especially when directed at Mikey's antics. Draken quickly recognized your intelligence beneath your casual exterior - the way you analyzed situations, solved problems with creative solutions. He found himself seeking your perspective on matters, valuing your logical approach that mirrored his own.

The first time you visited his room above the brothel, you showed no judgment. Instead, you were genuinely curious about the motorcycle parts scattered about, asking questions that revealed your interest in how things worked. He appreciated that you didn't press him about his background, understanding that trust takes time. As you lounged comfortably on his floor, engrossed in conversation about engine modifications, Draken realized how easily you fit into his unconventional life.

Your habit of disappearing when overwhelmed initially confused Draken. He'd find you missing from gatherings, only to discover you alone somewhere, lost in thought. Rather than forcing you to explain, he'd simply exist beside you in comfortable silence. Sometimes, he'd work on bike sketches while you read. Over time, you began to appreciate those quiet moments - how he respected your need for solitude without making you feel abandoned. It became your unspoken ritual: when the world became too much, Draken would be there, not demanding explanations, just offering steady companionship.

When you occasionally joined Toman gatherings, your playful teasing and hyping up of questionable ideas amused Draken endlessly. He'd watch with a half-smile as you encouraged ridiculous stunts, though he'd step in before things got truly dangerous. The others quickly learned that while Mikey had Draken as his voice of reason, Draken had you - the only person who could talk him down when his temper flared. You never backed down when he was wrong, matching his intensity with your own, until his anger dissipated into reluctant acknowledgment.

Your love of baking became Draken's secret delight. You'd appear at his place with experimental treats, insisting he try them first. "Too sweet," he'd often grumble, but he never refused. Eventually, you created cinnamon pastries with just enough sweetness to earn his approval. The women at the brothel would tease him mercilessly about "his baker," but they also looked forward to your visits, knowing you'd bring enough for everyone. Draken pretended annoyance at becoming your taste-tester, but the way he'd immediately reach for seconds betrayed him.

The protective streak in Draken intensified around you. Though you insisted you could handle yourself (and he'd seen enough evidence to believe it), he couldn't help shadowing you through certain neighborhoods. You'd roll your eyes dramatically but secretly appreciated his concern. When you caught a fever after getting caught in the rain, he appeared at your door with medicine and food, awkwardly insisting it was "just because Mikey would be annoying if you didn't recover." You let him maintain the pretense, hiding your smile as he clumsily arranged soup containers on your table.

Your tendency to bottle emotions didn't escape Draken's notice. He recognized the signs - your overly casual tone, increased sarcasm, the way you'd bite your lip more frequently. After one particularly rough day, when you deflected his questions with practiced ease, he simply handed you his favorite wrench and pointed to his half-dismantled bike. "Break something if you want," he offered, "I can fix it later." The unexpected permission to express frustration broke something in you, and you found yourself talking instead - not about everything, but more than you'd shared with anyone else. Draken just listened, without judgment or demands for more.

Neither of you used conventional expressions of affection. You showed care through practical gifts - a rare motorcycle part you'd tracked down, books on mechanical engineering. He expressed his feelings through actions - tuning your bicycle to perfection, teaching you self-defense moves beyond what you already knew. The first time he called you at dawn, gruffly asking if you wanted to see the sunrise from his favorite overlook, you understood the significance. These invitations into his private world meant more than any verbal declaration.

What solidified your bond was the understanding that neither of you needed to perform vulnerability to prove your connection. When Draken finally shared fragments of his childhood, it wasn't a dramatic confession but casual statements offered while working together on his bike. In return, you revealed small truths about yourself, pieces of the puzzle that made you who you are. There was no pressure to bare your soul all at once - just the comfortable knowledge that with enough time, you'd both eventually see the complete picture. And somehow, that patience, that acceptance of each other's guarded hearts, created something neither of you had experienced before: a relationship built on mutual respect, understanding, and the quiet certainty that you had each other's backs, no matter what Shibuya threw your way.

I ship you with Ciel Phantomhive.

You'd never imagined finding companionship in someone like Ciel Phantomhive. You, with your blunt honesty and casual demeanor, seemed worlds apart from the proper, calculating Earl. Yet somehow, beneath the masks you both wore, a connection formed that neither of you quite understood but couldn't deny.

Your first meeting wasn't exactly romantic. You'd called him out on some pretentious comment he'd made at a social gathering, completely unaware of his status. While others gasped in horror, you noticed something flash in his visible blue eye - not anger, but curiosity. Later, he confessed that your lack of deference was refreshing in a world where most people either feared him or wanted something from him. Your brutal honesty and disregard for social hierarchy intrigued him; his shrewd intelligence and hidden vulnerability fascinated you.

"You're entirely too reckless," Ciel would often scold you, trying to mask his concern with irritation. You'd just laugh, biting your lip in that habit of yours that always made his cheeks flush slightly. "And you're entirely too uptight," you'd counter, challenging him to loosen his grip on control. These verbal sparring matches became your love language - a dance of wits where you pushed each other's boundaries. Sebastian would observe these exchanges with a knowing smirk, much to Ciel's annoyance.

Your relationship evolved in quiet moments at the Phantomhive manor. Late nights in his study where you'd sprawl comfortably on his couch in your pajamas, reading mystery novels while he worked on business papers. You'd share theories about his cases, your creative mind offering perspectives he hadn't considered. Though he'd never admit it aloud, your insights proved valuable more than once. In return, he taught you chess, impressed by how quickly you grasped complex strategies despite your claimed disinterest in learning the game.

You became protective of each other in different ways. Ciel, despite his small stature, stood between you and danger without hesitation. You, meanwhile, became his fierce defender in social settings, your quick wit deflecting subtle insults aimed at the young Earl. When nightmares of his past plagued him, you'd sit beside his bed, not pushing him to share but simply being present until he could breathe again. In turn, when your mood darkened and you withdrew into isolation, he'd silently join you with tea and sweets, understanding the value of companionable silence.

The household staff adored you, especially since you didn't hesitate to join their chaotic schemes when boredom struck. Ciel would watch from his window as you encouraged Finny in some disastrous gardening experiment, or tested Baldroy's latest culinary invention despite the obvious fire hazard. "You're encouraging them," he'd complain later, but the slight upward curve of his lips betrayed his amusement. You'd stolen his favorite ring once out of petty revenge for a dismissive comment, and rather than punish you, he'd simply watched with that calculating gaze as you eventually returned it with an apology sweet you'd baked yourself.

"I don't understand you," Ciel confessed one evening as you both stood on the balcony, stargazing. You were wrapped in one of his coats you'd stolen, drowning in the expensive fabric. "You know what I am, what I've done, what I will become... yet you stay." You turned to him, unusually serious. "I stay because I choose to. Because beneath all your pride and vengeance, I see someone worth knowing. Someone who, despite everything, still cares deeply." His hand found yours in the darkness, a rare display of vulnerability. "I don't deserve your loyalty," he whispered. You squeezed his hand, biting your lip thoughtfully. "Good thing I've never cared much about what people deserve."

Your relationship was never simple or conventional. Two damaged souls with trust issues and complicated pasts, neither of you fully opened up even as you grew closer. But there was understanding in your silences, comfort in your arguments, and something like love in the way he'd let you steal his desserts or how you'd notice when his smiles were genuine versus when they were part of his Earl persona. Neither of you needed flowery declarations or traditional romance. You had something rarer - acceptance of each other's shadows, flaws and all, and the promise that whatever darkness lay ahead, neither of you would face it alone.

[tokeposts]

hii toke!!! congratulations on 1k :D your event is so cuteeeee i wanna join in for a mha matchup!!! (either student or lov)

hrmmm im always bad at describing myself for these things. im an intp + a capricorn. im very open with expressing myself creatively thru my art, makeup, + fashion. i woudl say im an introvert/ambivert leaning. i just have a low social battery but i can be outgoing when i need to be……… idk how much longer i can keep describing myself before i get self aware and embarrassed! when i have interests i get VERYYY attached to them and they mean a lot to me. hmmm i like to stay positive/optimistic about things because i really dislike being emotional. maybe a vulnerability issue…..

i dont think i have many dealbreakers/icks but i tend to dislike people who i cant get a read on. i like it when people are honest/blunt so when i have to try to read into situations it makes me frustrated.

hope this is good enough and not terribly long.. congrats and thank you again tokee 🫶🫶

sunny x shigaraki tomura— you see me, don’t you?

• you sketch him in quiet moments: curled on the couch, stretching his back, biting his nails. You never show him, but one day he finds one and instead of freaking out, he just tucks it into his pocket and mutters, “draw me again.”

• you are his comfort fixation. not in a creepy way but in that intense, Shigaraki way. i trust literally no one but you way. you say his name gently and he stops picking at his skin. you sit near him and he actually breathes.

• the first time you gently fix a flyaway, he flinches. The second time, he leans into it. soon, you’re doing little braids while he complains (but never moves away)

event closed!

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

Hi! Can i ask for a matchup with Tokyo Debunker? If yes then thank you so much! Pronouns: any Zodiac: Aquarius Demiromantic Omnisexual MBTI: INTP Personality: I have ADHD, I'd describe myself as someone who is easy going, stubborn, honest and observant, though I dont think im also that good at understanding others emotions and struggles, so usually i try my best to sympathize and find logical advices to help them. My bad trait is that i give up easily at things i dont find myself good at. I also do have some issues trust people and myself, but when i start to trust people, I act more blunt and more teasing towards people, jokes around and can be sarcastic and mean around them. oh and i forget and let go of things really easily, so i dont really hold grudges. Appearance: Im kind of thin, purple with yellow strands, jellyfish hairstyled hair. My hair is pretty short cause i dont tend to like having a long hair to carry around. Orange eyes. My resting bitch face usually look like im mad or exhausted and thats usually why people don't tend to talk to me that much- oh and im about 6'5 and do tend to have scars all over the body because im pretty clumsy and cant concentrate much things around me. Likes: arts in general, i also enjoy watching people do their own activities. I enjoy music in general. Outside of arts, i also like to experience new things as long as it sounds interesting. I find human psychology interesting because we never know what others are thinking and why they think that way (maybe thats why i like taiga sm hshhshs) Dislikes: Bitter food and drinks, chocolate, insects, being forced to do something i dont want to. Hobbies: Listening to all kinds of music and drawing, sleeping and writing stories (i get to analyse people's mind) Thank you for reading if you ever decided to do this request!! I really love your writing style! Sorry if its a bit too long, its my first time asking in tumblr-

Hi! Thank you for your request! Sorry it took a while. I hope you like your matchup!

In Tokyo Debunker, I match you with...

You and Haku are going to be an unstoppable teasing machine. You’re both too stubborn to back down when the other starts the teasing war and everyone around you will just have to deal with it.

I feel like he would also enjoy people watching. I think he finds it interesting watching people interact with the world around them and would like making comments to you and pointing out funny events he sees.

Haku can definitely relate to not liking being forced to do something. His relationship with his family and the shrine says a lot about that. So he’ll never force you to do anything you don’t want to. He values both his and your freedom too much to do that.

Since you have trust issues, I can see a relationship with Haku taking a long time to form. He can come across as ingenuine sometimes or seem like he’s just playing around so he’ll have to work hard to convince you that he really does like you.

I see Haku as someone who loves exploring new places and trying new things so he’s ecstatic that you’re the same. Expect to go on a lot of crazy dates when you both get free time.