#IM STILL STUCK THERE ISTFG.

[bisociallyawkwardandchad]

they are sharing a smoke <3

[mako-neexu]

going insane over dantes and ordeal call chapter 2 post #234098 the way he says his flames burn hotter/more poisonous than in his normal Saint Graph and you literally remember he made a new Spirit Origin for guda and his NPs are literally ABOUT guda, the color choice in the 3rd ascension with blue accents on his stars and eyes said to be the color of guda's SOUL time and time again,　

and he also literally looks like goetia because "MY DESTINY" (istfg im going CRAZY. im going crazy!!! my desiny??? MY DESTINY!!?!?!?!?) and both him and dantes had that one on one to guda, goetia also made a hilariously BAD set up against himself so like dantes and guda became partners in crime in prison tower like goetia unintentionally played MATCHMAKER and created the worst duo ever im shitting tears. the probable reason as well why he looks like that in the 3rd ascension is because dantes viewed goetia as "an ultimate enemy guda overcame" which he positioned himself in as well so he could be defeated which was his goal in the first place i think im going to break from so much info bro. theres also the fact that prison tower and pseudo-tokyo are basically the same (that also required huge amount of mana) -> guda was dropped into prison tower, (directly/indirectly) helped by gankutsuou, stuck in chateau d'lf/becoming an Avenger by giving into temptation->bad end || overcoming the trials each floor/understanding the Avenger class, overcoming the flames-> return to chaldea. dantes positioning himself once more as both that tiny light of hope and that enemy who has guda fall into a trap likei am so. n.lromnal. I think i hauve covid

and thinking about. "my destiny" "my radiant one" "my one good thing" "my star" like- to be loved is to be changed. man. to be loved is to be!!!changed!!! and the blue and pink-purple flames that symbolize GUDA having been so special to him in this life that it changed him, BECAME SO SPECIAL TO HIM!!! (you can literally see it in his EYES??? his 4th aascension art where his flame is BLUE AS WELL??????????)

that he is still Avenger, Count of Monte Cristo, he who enacted vengeance and the greatest seeker of it, he who continues to hate and burn eternally yet chooses to love!!!!!!!!!!!!! becoming that tiny light of hope to an innocent soul and now here they stand, that tiny light he continued to protect now shines more radiant than anything else, and because of that love, his flames burn much much more fiercely than his previous saint graph and like he has you stay away bc you might evaporate to nothing and he explicitly says theyre stronger in his Monte Cristo alt!! while hes also trying to distance himself from you again bc he must still hold guilt in his heart for making you go through the Avenger ordeal and as well as the fact that you literally need to leave the flames/Avengers behind due to their conflicting nature with the wall bc being attached would be sooo hard to let go and especially considering what you and dantes went through together like what is this?? its like a giant slap of I LOVE YOU SO MUCH against my face????????? theres literally nothihg left of my remains????????????

dantes is also basically so stupidly even more overpowered here have you seen his skills??? Count of Monte Cristo Mythologie became a skill along with the fourteen relics/14 jewels and he can jUST cassually!???? activate that!?!?!?????? meanwhile WHAT HE CONSIDER AS HIS NOBLE PHANTASM IN THIS SAINT GRAPH IS O STAR/O YOU WHO, CONQUER THAT BRILLIANT PATH??? THAT VERY ONE ABOUT GUDA???? IS THIS REAL????? his NP dmg and effects are so crazy too???? LITERALLY POWERED BY LOVE AND BACKED UP BY AGE OF GODS LEVEL FUCK YOU ENERGY ?? im plagued by dantes and OC2 thoughts since last month someone free me ajdkfgk

[heidiamalia]

hnnnf thanks babe

1. im screaming they're so thrilled and finally at ease - oh my gosh the lil crab, aziraphale in frreaking SANDALS AHHHAHA. love love crowley's lil pineapple tidbit - he could even have said it looks like shit [👀] but he seems content about it and i love that i love this so much ohhh my god. oh gosh &&& the umbrella drinks lmaoo so deserved.

2. fuuuck the eclipse shot AHH you're able to convey their tones so perfectlyyyy. 'im staring directly at it right now' sir you are a liar and your husband is going to give you a great and stern talking to, istfg. this one is too cute, gimme gimme gimme everything // hnnnng him in such a lazy early sunday morning vibe staring at aziraphale off-screen prob, ooph this is sultry boudoir! its calling my naaaame! look at the hair on his fucking chest how DARE YOUUUU 3. oh gosh the preening, the cuddling. aziraphale just out here rarely grooming his own wings and just absolutely letting the moment fly over his head, SIR. SIR. do you not feel this demon shaking in your arms about it AHH. im gonna melt into the floor this is so full in such few lines i gotta b r e a t h e holy fuck 4. ROME. ROME ROME ROME ROME. if theres one fucking through-the-ages era that keeps my throat in such a tight grip its ROME. ROME ROME ROME. LOOK AT THIS LEAN-IN. THIS APPROACH. you are david attenborough - gently guiding us through this early moment towards copulation; this moment where the demon shoots his shot in the comforts of a warm public bath after a feast of oysters. in which we bear witness to a SUCess - in the moment where my head fucking explodes because the fucking SUPERCUT SHOT DEMANDS FOR IT - i am not hyperventilating okay no YOU ARE. 5. 'and maybe licking the other one's fingers clean' fuck off this is one of the hottest pieces of sketch i've seen all freaking WEEEEEEEK bitch ohhh no oh my god. the focus. the hunger. the blushes, my fucking LIIIIIIFEEEEE. this tray of food is gonna slide right off the damn bed i bet you 10 dollars oh my god. my head is a v loud laptop motor right now ohhh my god.

6. ooh harry the rabbit!! he's so freaking cute ohwow. i love that this could be like pre-event and aziraphale is giving him his own peptalk / oh no oh no i love when multiple prompts come together so perfectly but oh gosh the possessive hands all on this angel - the way crowley fits so well into aziraphale's neck, the delicate way he's pulling him apart!!!! i may!! need to lie down! this is so fucking good.

7. ooh hand kisses. not me having to do a fucking LAPPPPPP. AROUND MY HOUSEEEE over this damn hand kiss ohhhhhh my god. ohhh my god. i am not immune to a hand kiss. i am never going to be able to stand on my own when i witness a hand kiss - LIKE. LOOK AT THIS. ive stared at this photo for 5 hours. the d e v o t i o n. the anguish; the yearning; oh the ache is so good okay; it hurts so good. i am unwell. i need to eat this sketch i wanna choke on it.

8. reverse wall slam reverse wall slam - does it ever cross your mind that they clearly do this type of shit on the regular when we witness how UNFAZED they were about it in s1. like the look on crowley's face at this point is the shock in which he is stuck against this wall still unkissed, he is affronted. hope that grip is toight enough for you babe.

9. arm wrastles ooh! hnnnnnng forearms. look at these two hahaa they're so focused on each other's gazes so they arent distracted by the f o r e a r m s. is it on purpose that we dont see aziraphale struggling, that crowley is shaking alone - is it because angelface is hella stronger than him??? as is his divine right. i am shaking at this concentration. at the sweat; the fucking suspenders on aziraphale??? ohhh my fucking god they are so strong. 6000 years of holding it together i guess. oohhhh couldnt be me. could not! be me.

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[foreverxdaydreaming]

never realize how many useless notifications you get until you put your volume on.. all of these emails / scams / marketing have ruined the importance of calls/notifications entirely,,

[lordbib]

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thank u anon <33

6. 3 characters that inspire you

1. Hange Zoe (duh). Hange is really a character i reside with a lot mainly because if you ask my friends which aot character im most like its probablyy Hange. They show me its okay to have a weird and chaotic side and also be an overall good person in general.

2. Hermione Granger. Shes cool shes smart and as yall probs know i had a majorr harry potter phase (like 4 years JHDSGF) and ya she really stuck out to me and i love her

3. Luna Lovegood. Luna is genuinely so cool and i love her sm. in hp there werent that many ravenclaw characters who were in the main storyline. Mainly just luna and cho. She, like Hange show me its okay to have a weird side.

13. 3 classes you used to hate in middle school

1. Religion. My mid school was a christian school and OH BOY WAS RELIGION SOMETHING. it wasnt hard, it was just annoying fhgjs. I respect anyones religion and i genuinely think religion is a beautiful thing. But in Indonesia religion just plays such a big part in everything and you are basically required to have one and ppl mock u if ur atheist or agnostic. As a gay, agnostic bitch it just constantly pissed me off having religion shoved in my face. So ya religion. Also some of my classmates were vv religious and in turn sexist and homophobic. In Kartini day (Kartini is a historic figure in Indonesia known for pushing the right of education for women) one of my classmates said "Why do women still want more rights, they already have many. Women having rights is good but im scared they will have too much." his fragile ass masculinity was begging for me to crush it smh

2. PKN (civics education) tbh pkn isnt hard either its just the same thing every yearrr. We learn about the constitution, Pancasila (indonesias 5 basic rules) and etc just every time. I cant count how many times ive had to talk about the meaning of each sila in the pancasila smh.

3. POE (program of entrepreneurship) . tbh it was okay like it wasnt inherently bad. And its cool that we had that lesson. But i didnt feel like i got anything from it?? like i dont feel like i learned anything from it. we just did observations, essays about a certain company's history, exercises that were just annoying to do etc

14. 3 professions that you would like to try

1. Idk something in science? Ive always been inherently good and interested at science, and solving stuff using logic sooo i think it would be a really fun field.

2. Music. i lovee singing and just likeee songering jdgfshg (u filos are getting to me istfg) soo maybe in music? im learning guitar and i would love to start writing songs.

3. Something with travelling. i love finding out about new places and just travelling in general soo it would be super fun hihi

[madreckdoesrandomstuff]

It's been about 2 wks since school ended & im still fucking stressed about it, especially since I practically kinda sorta failed my AG Chemistry class— If I hadn't gone over to my moms place for the summer, I probably would've been stuck in summer school & having to deal with my stepmom get all mad at me for "being lazy" or shit like that—

Istfg, if I don't get beginning drama next school yr, then I'm probably gonna be stuck in a credit recovery class— Then I'd have to deal with my stepmom more often than before—

Fuck— I might've even gotten my electronics taken away, leaving me having to just... Try to keep myself together without my friends to help me...

I shouldn't be talking about this... Sorry—