#IM SHAKING SO BAD LOLLL

[bitter-goodbyes]

THE SUPPLEMENT AT THE END OF EPISODE 65 “Binary” AAAAAAAAAAA

[planete777]

NO IDEA・⁠｡♪ LN4

( lando norris x fem!reader )

IN WHICH. y/n and lando can't get enough of each other, even when another person is present (based on this ask)

WARNINGS. 18+, MINORS DNI!, starring max fewtrell, y/n and lando get too horny for him so he dips lol, pwp, lil bit of smoke play??, unprotected p in v sex, doggy style, riding, missionary, lil dirty talk, smoking while fucking, guys this is just filth pt. 2

NOTE. so uhm.. im lowkey shitting out fics,,, two works in one day??? WOW. this is what the summer holidays does to me lolll. i wasn't supposed to be writing this BUT anon slipped into my inbox with this ask and my brain couldn't hold back (i mean... it is high!lando) so enjoy lmao <33 also, once again, dividers are not mine, credit to the rightful owners

the smoke alone that painted the room a misty white was in intense abundance. y/n could barely see more than a foot ahead of her, where max lay, body completely at the mercy of the heavens and sprawled like a dead man upon the couch. lando, sticky, hot body beside her, is just as faded, breaths so evened out, it's almost as if he's subject to a comatosed state.

y/n never knew max smoked, fucking weed for that matter. always seems to be the unsuspecting ones that let themselves undulate upon the highs of drugs, mouth puffing out smoke like that's all it can do. it was peculiar, and a slight bit awkward, when he had asked her to toss a joint, but she did so without questioning.

now, here they were, all three of them, polluting the air more than any manual vehicle could and filling their lungs with the acrid stench of weed that dragged a nip of addiction that none of them bothered to care about.

"man, i could do this everyday," max says, examining the spliff in his hand as if it was something so wonderful. y/n laughs and shakes her head, "nah, it may be good and all, but set limits for yourself."

he hums back, most likely too dazed to care about her cautions, and goes in for another drag. lando drags out a sigh as the smoke trickles out of his mouth like white silk.

"you good baby?"

lando nods, reaching a hand out to rest it on y/n's thigh, "yeah i just," it slides further up, with a trail of heat following as he leans into her ear and whispers lewdly, "wanna fuck you so bad."

she giggles and takes a long, burning drag of her own, blowing the vapour into lando's face.

thing is, lando is horny high. there's never a time where they smoke together and not fuck, but she doesn't ever complain because it's hot, sweaty sex that leaves them buzzing with satiation and wrapped in thick air of smoke mixed with the smell of what they'd done just seconds before.

y/n thought that lando had set aside that urge for the night, considering the additional presence with them, but he just doesn't give two fucks, and that alone makes her skin crawl with need.

his lips are licking sloppy kisses into her neck, targeting where he knows she'll let go, and her mouth opens limply, leaking with moans and sighs.

"fucking hell, mate— while i'm here?" max's incredulous voice punches out, and he swings his legs off the couch.

"you can leave, max," lando remarks dismissively, dick growing too hard, too fast. he slots the spliff into his mouth, inhaling so much that his eyes roll back, before dragging y/n into a messy, heated kiss. it's more of clashing tongues and teeth, smoke weaving through their skins.

the door slamming completely detonates lando, pushing y/n unto her back before stripping her leggings off, panties and all. a wisp of coolness breezes past her bare pussy, and she moans lightly, sucking in her spliff and letting go into the air.

"such a pretty pussy for me," lando slurs, grinning loopily as his eyes hang low and red. his thumb presses into her clit, forcing her back to arch as he rubs it hard and slow.

"fuck lando, keep going."

she can hear how her cunt squelches with his tamed movements, making her pussy throb, practically beckoning him closer. he leans in, blowing a puff of smoke unto her clit before completely attaching his mouth and sucking like he's fucking pussy drunk.

y/n brings a hand to his head, pressing and grinding into his mouth, swivelling her hips with desperation. it feels like heaven, paired with the warm electricity that thrums through her joints from the weed, and she just wants more and more and more.

lando's going feral at her pussy, pushing so deep into her that his nose pokes at her clit and stimulates it beautifully. his hands, spliff still between his fingers and spilling out threads of smoke, push her thighs up to her chest, bulging out her cunt more as it drips like a watering mouth.

"i could eat your pussy forever," he speaks into her pussy as she moans loudly, barely able to bring the joint up to her mouth.

he stops abruptly, evoking a whine from the lips of his girlfriend as he wedges the spliff in his mouth and unties the knot of his shorts, dragging it down. his dick immediately slaps against his abdomen, pulsating and flushed deep red, and he slowly jerks it off from the base all the way to the swollen tip.

"just fuck me, lan'," y/n exasperates, and he relents, pushing all the way in. their mouths drop as they release sighs of relief. y/n relishes in the way her pussy throbs with his dick, clenching and unclenching around him, causing lando to hiss.

"don't do that y/n, i don't wanna cum yet."

he wraps a leg around his waist before pulling back and completely drilling back into her cunt. his cock rakes against the muscles delicious, and y/n can feel every ridge and dip of his dick. her toes curl, eyes rolling as she inhales another drag, blowing out punctuated puffs of smoke as a result of lando's hips slapping against hers.

it's agonisingly snail-paced, but so deep that it compensates greatly for it and all she can do is lay there, all pretty, and take his cock.

lando attaches his lips unto her glimmering collar bones, riding her shirt up with his hands before latching unto her nipple. his tongue slurps and flicks at the skin, making y/n moan and squirm drunkenly.

then lando suddenly flips her unto her hands and knees and stops.

"hold your pussy open for me baby," he pants out, "need a couple drags."

her hands go behind her to spread her pussy apart, swollen, wet and gaping open for lando. he doesn't waste anymore time to slide his dick inside, thrusts just like before, but even deeper, and the girl is completely thoughtless. he smokes with much efficiency now, pushing and pulling his hips alone as his fingers work the spliff between his lips. pleasure from sex and being high sits heavily and perfectly in his limbs, head thrown back as he gradually lets y/n meet his thrusts.

"you're fucking yourself on my cock so well baby," lando moans, slapping a hand against her buttcheek as both their movements grow stuttered.

"i'm gonna cum, lan'— shit."

he feels her walls tighten before she lets go, mouth dribbling with airy sighs and groans as her hands fall to the sofa. lando is still on high, eager to feel y/n for longer and so he's switching their positions, the girl sitting on his thighs as his back rests against the sofa.

"ride me y/n."

"lan'," she goes to protest but doesn't, crawling up unto his dick and sinking down so smoothly and warmly, that lando loses all feeling in his legs.

he watches her bounce and grind on his cock, blowing smoke up into her face as she smiles and revels in the warm air. she looks so filthily unreal, high but so fucking horny for his dick, and he looks at her for so long without blinking that his eyes begin to burn.

"lan' i can't, i'm gonna cum," her thighs are shaking, siphoning trembles through his skin. he grins, slaps her ass teasingly, and tells her to let it go.

liquid trickles down his dick as he shoots his cum into her cunt, high pitched moans tumbling out of her as she's consumed by the high before flopping down unto lando.

"you did so well, baby."

[insect-library]

Little Angel☆

Chapter 2!

Little!angel x cg!husk

Notes: sorry its taken a bit, ive been a little unmotivated butttt i got this donnneeee. Anyways tell me if yall notice anything i messed up with here lolll

Word count: around 500?? Its shorter bc i was tired loll

Itd been around a week since angel had his mini breakdown, and talked to husk about agere. He hadnt fully endulged in the habit yet, only occasionally letting himself regress to calm down. He did truly want to try it as a full thing, but didnt know how to start. He started to think about this right as he walked into work, finding val and his coworkers looking at him.

"Where the fuck have you been?!"

Valentino yelled, he was definitely already pissed off. And angel probably just made it so much worse.

"I got stopped on my way here! Some asshole wanted a picture."

Angel was lying through his teeth, and hoping val couldnt tell, though he knew it wouldnt matter.

Val yelled until they were already late to start filming, and the work night went on as usual. Which just happened to be horribly.

Angel finally got to go home, tired and stressed. He decided this was the time to start this age regression thing seriously, and see if it helped at all when done on purpose.

"Im homee!" Angel yelled, knowing nobody was up. It was late, and they all most likely had work waiting for them in the morning.

"Angel?"

Husk walked slowly and sleepily out of his room, into the main front room of the hotel.

"Oh.. uh.. i didnt know youd be up."

Angel was caught off guard by him, but not upset. He needed him anyways.

"Hey uh.. husk. Would you do me a favor?"

Angel was nervous, but this was needed.

"Yknow that regression thing ya talked about? Could you.. help me get into that a bit more?" Angel sat for a second, shaking out of anxiety

"Of course you dont have to if you-"

"I wouldnt mind it."

Husk interrupted what he knew would spiral into apologies for no good reason, he was eager to help, he didnt need convincing.

Angel sat confused for a second, he didnt know what to expect but it sure wasnt such a quick answer.

"Urh uh.. okay! We could uhh.. hang out. And play.. with my stuffies.."

Angel was trying his best to get his words out without stuttering or shaking too horribly.

After getting into angels room, he headed straight to his pile of stuffed animals and immediately calmed down. He felt his anxiety leave for a minute, a calming, amazing feeling that he was only just now getting used to. He tried to get words out about his stuffies and their names to husk, but all that came out was happy laughter and little squeals.

Husk was shocked to see him like this, not in a bad way, he loved seeing angel so happy. It gave him comfort knowing angel had a way to decompress when it was needed.

Angel didnt see any problems in this moment. All he saw was his closest friend and his wonderful stuffies, he knew he was safe and he could open up. He finally gave up his doubt about his regression, and knew he was safe.

[crowleys-bentley-and-plants]

handwritten asksss 📝💻

📝 do you have a WIP? share a piece of it!

because you didnt force me to write it by hand i will share both my wips but only this once!! i believe i already talked about both but will give a short summary of both. falling stars was initially about post final fifteen crowley having a conversation with god but the plot evolved and so now there is a lot of pre fall crowley as well (not to spoil too much but... your body horror angel crowley is, let's just say, not too far off). here's a snippet:

Before he knew it, he was standing in front of the beautiful sketch of the Mona Lisa. With trembling hands, Crowley reached behind it in his safe and retrieved the water bottle Aziraphale had given him all those years ago. The holy water, a gift from Aziraphale, a reminder of a time when things had been simpler, when they had still believed they could defy fate. He eyed it warily, his mind swirling with conflicting emotions. Would it really be that bad? What did he have left to live for anyway? The holy water sat before him like a silent temptress, promising release from the agony of his existence. What harm could it do, he wondered, to swallow the very essence of divinity itself? But as he reached for the bottle, a flicker of doubt danced behind his eyes. Was this truly the answer he sought, or merely another desperate grasp at oblivion? He hesitated, his fingers hovering over the bottle. He closed his eyes and placed his hand on top of it, feeling the weight of centuries pressing down on him. The memories of happier times with Aziraphale whispered in the back of his mind, begging him to hold on, to find another way. But what other way was there, he thought as a tear slid down his cheek.

yep well on to the next one. Only human is very complex in the sense that a lot is happening lol. Crowley has lost his memories sometime after eden and he now believes he's a human. an immortal one, that is. in the present day he's a private detective and is investigating a series of disappearances that may not be what they look like (lol does that even make sense). oh and he has this recurring dream about a certain angel that he made up a long time ago to cope with his loneliness. turns out the angel is real. and also an angel. and he's begging crowley to help stop the apocalypse. are we just glossing over the fact that angels are real?? hello??

anyway here's my favourite part i have written for this fic (and probably for any fic lolll) (oh little context, the story is set in present day but every chapter has a flashback a random (or not so random👀) time period. this is part of a flashback from the year 1789, Paris. did i mention it's at a masquerade ball?)

“You’re not from around here, are you?” the stranger asked, tilting his head to the side while adjusting the delicate feathers on his mask. Crowley, intrigued by the question, offered a wry smile beneath his own disguise. “How did you know?” “It’s your clothes,” the man answers. “And the way you move.”

“The way I move?”  “I saw you dancing. The French don’t dance like that.” Crowley became vaguely aware that the man had seen him dance. A flicker of realisation crept in — had the mysterious figure been watching him the entire time? “How do the French dance, then?” Crowley asked. “Calculated. Like every step is a move in a game of chess. But you,” the man glanced at Crowley, “you dance like you're defying the very concept of rules. There's a freedom in your movements, a rebellion against the constraints of structured elegance.”

if you liked this little snippet you should see the rest of the flashback im literally shaking everytime i think about it it's the best this ive written frr (i know im biased but ahhhhh it's so delicious)

[thaleleah]

ok. let's do this!

GREAT INTRO

/You think you should have - should have let him bleed to death on the clinic floor. Would God have abandoned you if you had?/ Oh my god, what's he going to do to you girl.

/“Don’t you worry,” You say. “The Lord is here with us. He will see you through. ”Whether he groans from your words or the pain, you’re not sure./

My favorite line 😂

the way she is always reaching out to smooth his face 😭 like they already have a connection.

God, she's hyping him up not to be bad but your warnings suggest otherwise 👀 (low key here for it through)

Not her having a sad backstory 😭 billy please don't be like her father.

"the clinic can't spare two" 😏 yeah...just has to be the two of them...alone in the woods...miles from anyone else...alone...together...forever.

Sister anne break your vows for Sam! god wouldn't have made him so perfect if he didn't want you to!

HE's awake! and speaking Spanish 😍 Charming as always.

Angel is such a cute nickname for her! and it suits her so well.

"Instead, he’s looking at you, head twisting so he can see your elevated frame from his laid out position. His eyes seem to pierce into yours, so blue and intense as he watches you that it makes your breathing hitch in your throat"

hmmmm ok thats hot. baby boy has already got feelings for her.

i am so nervous for the reader to be alone with him in the cabin! She seems SO sweet. I love her.

i just have a couple of questions to help me world build:

-does the reader wear the full nun outfit with the head piece and the cross?

-what type of outlaw is Billy in your story:

-poor/rich

-serial/ made one mistake

-alone/ in a group

-loving being an outlaw/ wanting to quit it'

If you're going to flesh this out in part 2, forget I asked. I can be patient.

LOVED this story, bestie! looking forward to part 2.

AAHHHHHHH IM GLAD YOU LIKED IT, BESTIE 🧡

God, she's hyping him up not to be bad but your warnings suggest otherwise 👀 (low key here for it through) She's so naive 😂 He plays her so well cause its like mostly truth but also a huge fucking lie lol. So far, in my mind, its like he's a good person - he tries to be good and wants to be good, but he's capable of being terrible and has these dark qualities about him too that make him bad. Plus with his severe lack of faith and near hatred for God, the fact that she's a nun is soooooo not a problem for him lol

"the clinic can't spare two" 😏 yeah...just has to be the two of them...alone in the woods...miles from anyone else...alone...together...forever. Seeeeee? You get it 😏

Sister anne break your vows for Sam! god wouldn't have made him so perfect if he didn't want you to! The way I made Sam so perfect 😩 Accidentally fell in love myself lolll. That man deserves the world but he settles for crumbs. AND he would give them away if Sister Ann told him too 😭

HE's awake! and speaking Spanish 😍 Charming as always. BILLY SPEAKING SPANISH MAKES MY THIGHS SHAKE I SWEAR

-does the reader wear the full nun outfit with the head piece and the cross? Yes! That's how I imagine her anyway. Not really sure what the outfit would have been during that time for sure, but I'm pretty sure it was something similar at least. So, basically the long tunic, the rope/cord tied around her waist, the head covering/veil to cover her hair, and then the rosary.

-what type of outlaw is Billy in your story? I don't think this is really a spoiler for my fic so I'll answer. (This IS a spoiler if you don't know anything about Billy the Kid's life though outside of the show sooooo idk maybe this is a spoiler for the show?) So I'm basing this off of after Billy is "killed". Irl, after he does the Lincoln County war and all that stuff, he ends up getting shot and killed by Sheriff Pat Garrett. Where he stumbles into the clinic shot is the aftermath of that scene instead of him dying. I changed the bullet wound spot to make it a little more likely that he would have survived and been able to make it to the clinic.

poor/rich So at that point, I think he would have been kinda in the middle maybe financial wise? Def not rich, but I think he probably would still have some money stashed away from the hefty paychecks he was getting when working for the House. That's my thought anyway lol.

serial/ made one mistake Billy's the definition of "good person forced to do bad things to survive". His family died when he was still in his teens so he was on his own with nothing and had to steal and rustle cattle in order to get money. Plus he killed people and escaped jail a couple times sooooo 👀

alone/ in a group At this point he's mostly alone, but he has a lot of friends or acquaintances that he can call on or stay with if he needs too.

loving being an outlaw/ wanting to quit it Little bit of both. He's wanted to be a good person and "go straight" for so long but life didn't work out for him like that and at this point when the fic starts, I'm picturing him fully embracing the outlaw life more as an inevitable and not fighting it

I hope all that made sense. Thanks for your comments, bestie! Made my day! 🧡

[6okuto]

hiii just wanted you to know that i started playing obey me after i saw reblogging some stuff about it and.......... mammon......... im in love......... — @kenmafiles

OMG. friend. firend. FIrned. U get me. ackkk i miss just starting obey me.... how far along are u omg are u playing the original one :O Lmk when u hit lesson 16 or ur thoughts on it. big lesson for sure... AND WELCOME 2 MAMMON NATION!! i didn't actually like him when i started LOLLL but he grew on me soo bad that's my silly cutie patootie baby prince that i need to violently shake around every so often.

[felibrary]

╭──╯ SLY FOX, DUMB BUNNY !

PAIRING: jiaoqiu x gn!reader

SYNOPSIS: in your hands, the ever so cunning and sly fox jiaoqiu turns into nothing more than a mere poor rabbit. one could say the roles are reversed. because you have him wrapped around your little finger.

WORDCOUNT: 1.3k | CONTENT & WARNINGS: written before jiaoqiu's release so might (def. is) be ooc !!, mentions of yunli, yanqing, astral express crew, banter and bickering, fluff ; ficlet

TAGS: @eccentric-planet, @mitsvriii, @iceunhie (send me an off anon ask to be added to the taglist ^^)

AUTHORS NOTE: posting this cause im going on a trip next week. i have a lot time to write on the way there (6hrs by train lolll) so there'll prob me many scheduled posts (can't promise that though..)

“are they fighting again?” march asks as she takes a sip out of her drink, eyeing you as you mindlessly pass by jiaoqiu without batting an eye at him - not sparing him a single glance, before she's turning her gaze back to dan heng and the other members of the astral express.

dan heng replies with a shake of his head “but at this point isn’t this like... a normal thing between the two of them?”, he sighs before crossing his arms and looking away. 

suddenly march feels a heavy object bumping against the back of her head making a small thump sound. “ouch! what was that for?” march turns around in disbelief, scolding the person who hit her.

“oops! my bad, sorry miss march!” the young girl with gray hair behind her giggles in delight, the “culprit”, was none other than yunli who was cleaning her sword with a lush piece of fabric. “but to answer your question, yes, they’re fighting..again.” there’s a small apologetic tilt to her voice that implies that she too is somewhat affected by this.

at that march can’t help but laugh too “oh aeons,really? you’re lying!” yunli can only shake her head in exasperation which basically says “i wish i was.” 

“those two should just get over their lover quarrel or whatever's going on. they’re adults they should make up!” out of nowhere yanqing pops up behind yunli, scaring both her and march. “yanqing!” march puts her hand over her heart “you scared me!” at that yunli can only sigh.

“yanqing.” the grey haired girl says in an annoyed voice. “yunli.” yanqing replies in an ever so cheery voice. (or does it only sound this happy when he’s with yunli?) “how many times have i told you to not randomly scare people!” yunli scolds yanqing by slapping the piece of fabric which was previously used to clean her sword against yanqing’s forehead, leaving dirt stains. 

he lets out a quiet huff before nodding in agreement. “fine.” he mumbles under his breath and upon hearing that yunli can only smile. “sooo whose fault do you guys think it is - so who’s at fault for them fighting?” march asks curiously, interfering with the little banter.

“definitely jiaoqiu’s.” both yanqing and yunli say in unison. “oh. how come? what did he do?” march was surprised by the sudden response, her lips forming a little “o” in befuddlement. “what did he didn't do? should be the question.” yunli sighs. 

“i bet on 50 strale that he didn’t open the window after showering or something.” yanqing scoffs. “it’s probably him behaving more like the pet than their actual pet.” yunli replies. “they have a pet?!” yanqing asks in bewilderment. “you didn’t know?” yunli asks in surprise. 

as the two teenagers keep on debating on what jiaoqiu might 've done, you continue to stride forward in the direction of the stargazer navalia, holding heavy boxes in your hand which you’re supposed to transport to the mechanics. jeez, do they need several lifting stones or why are the boxes so heavy?

before you’re even able to take another step you can feel something soft tickling your face, covering your eyesight. (you don’t even need to look around to see who it is - well, you can’t because there’s literally someone blocking your vision).

“guess who it is.” a cheery sing-song voice calls out to you. you sigh “do i have the option to not guess?” you reply in a dull and annoyed tone and at that you only receive a tut followed by a “nope.”

“sweetie, you have somewhere to be, don't you? well time’s running out. start guessing.” his words are laced in faux sympathy and he drags out the syllables of each word. some strands of his tail keep brushing along your nose and you can’t help but giggle. 

unfortunately for you, you’re stuck in this predicament. due to the boxes you’re holding you’re not even able to suppress your laughter with your hand. “jiaoqiu, get away from me!” you complain, there’s amusement in your words, he can tell and his foxian ears can’t help but slightly perk up at the sound of your laughter.

“oh-hoh! so you do know my name.” he removes his tail from your eyes and finally you’re able to look straight forward again, although the view doesn’t last long because jiaoqiu immediately and firmly grabs your shoulders to make you turn around and face him.

he grabs the boxes off of your hands and decides to put them down at which you can only raise an eyebrow at. “i really much preferred the other view in the other direction, can i turn around again?” you blink at him unimpressively as you try to stop your lips from quirking up.

“pff, in your dreams.” he scoffs smilingly. “y’know when you don’t want to look at me i’m gonna make you look at me” he reaches out his hand that was previously holding his neat fan before brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. “you can’t just avoid me for an eternity, right?” he smiles. the faux smile that you just can’t stand. 

you return his actions by shooting him a forced smile and looking away awkwardly. at that he can’t help but open his eyes and tilting his head to the side “oh my are you okay? you look constipated, do you want me to give you any pills, medicaments?” he jokes.

“you’re so not funny jiaoqiu, i was just trying to be nice.” you cross your arms before loosening them once again to shrug your shoulders. “well, i guess nice conversations aren't your specialty. if you excuse me, i’ll have to go now. see you or not doc.” you pick up the boxes off the floor to carry them once again and turn around to proceed to your destination. 

if he was going to initiate a game of cat and mouse, you were certainly not going to end up as the prey loser.

you’re pretty sure you’re experiencing a deja vu, because again, before you were even able to take another step forward jiaoqiu stops you by grabbing your wrist. “wait.” .. “i’m waiting.” 

“sorry that.. i ate your last ice cream and didn’t tell you beforehand.” he apologizes to you, his grip tightening around your wrist. 

is he serious right now? does he seriously think you’re mad at him for eating your last ice cream? that’s so stupid who’d be mad over that? that’s bullshit. though why were you mad at him in the beginning again? stupid jiaoqiu with his stupid doctor degrees and title should probably figure it out.

“what?” your face contorts into an expression of disbelief. “you think i’m mad over that?”

“you’re not?” 

“of course, i’m not!”

“then why are you mad?” “i’m mad because you can’t figure out the proper reason why i’m mad!” 

“that doesn’t even make sense!” 

“are you invalidating my feelings?”

“wait no of course not, i’m sorry!” he reluctantly apologizes.  “Is it because i didn’t do the dishes last week - or wait no is it cause i forgot to clean my pile of documents off the dining table or oh!” he snaps his fingers. “is it because i used all of the hot water in the shower so that you had to use the cold one? ah, or is it because instead of my-”

“jiaoqiu.” you softly call out his name. “i’m just joking, i should be the one to apologize because in all honesty i can’t even remember why i'm mad anymo-”

“-shampoo, i used your shampoo and conditioner?”

wait what?

“i knew it! how come you suddenly smell like lavender instead of medical herbs and spices! you thief!” you accuse him as you drop the boxes to the floor (if you’d later on receive complaints about the insides being damaged you’re so going to blame jiaoqiu). “sorry, sorry.” he sighs.

you look down as you shake your head smilingly before gazing up to put your hand on his cheek, slightly rubbing over it. “you always give in so easily.” there’s a fond look in your eyes as you continue to stroke his cheek.

“i suppose you’re just too irresistible.” he fans himself in the face to distract both you and him from the fact that his ears are turning red.

(a futile attempt.)

if i were to think of a platonic soulmate id think of @azullumi. hi azull beloved i hope youre doing well!! i know youre not the most active on social media rn but it was still fun talking to you the other day!! i enjoyed it a lot, talking to you is always fun. doesn't matter what i do with you it's always fun. you're my most precious friend, i'm not lying, you're such a fresh breath of air to be around. i know that i might not be your first choice because you have your own precious people. but i just want you to know that you're so incredible and that im so grateful to have you. but knowing that you also deem me as someone important to you which not only is proven to me in moments when i'm vulnerable around you or through silly or funny tiktoks means so much to me. my heart aches and swells every time i think of you - but in a good way. "but how can an aching heart be good?" you'd know if you'd get to meet and talk to azul. he's so amazing that it hurts - i love you so much that it hurts. hurt is associated with pain but really, it's only painful to me that i can't always be with you. anyway growing apart - losing you would be absolutely terrifying for me. you're so precious and ear to me and im so so fond of you. i hope these little notes of mine can somewhat cheer you up and make your day sometimes (they make my day - both writing them for you and receiving them by you (so the ones you write me)). hope you enjoy this little jiaoqiu fic!!

© VYNICITY 2024. stealing, copying, translating, reposting my works on other platforms or feeding them to ai is not permitted.

[wonwoonlight]

📣: boyfriend! Minghao // fluff // meeting the members :D // 1090 words

warning: yn is also insecure D:

A/N: this was so cute to write AAAAAAAAAAAA btw i alrd have another seungcheol meeting the member req soooo im looking forward to writing that too hoho thanks for the request anon! i keep on hearing minghao’s little giggle as i write this lolll happy weekend guys!!

find the rest of requested drabble here

“It’s going to be okay!” Minghao laughs as you shake your head and try your best to pull him to you. “They are not going to do anything to you, I promise.”

“What if they don’t like me?” you ask instead, a pout making its way to your face. “I don’t think it’s time yet, Hao.”

Minghao rolls his eyes as he steps closer to you and then loosely wraps his arms around your figure. “They’d be a fool not to like you. We’ve been dating for like, what, six—seven months? It is definitely time to meet them.”

You lean forward, your forehead leaning against his shoulder as you mumble something into it.

He chuckles a little, then brings his hands up to take your face in them so you’ll look up at him. “You know I can’t hear you, right?”

“I’m just shy and I don’t know what to say to them,” you repeat.

When Minghao has told you he’s bringing you to the dorm today, you think it’s because everyone’s out and he finally gets the chance to show you the painting he’s been working on. So, when he tells you he’s introducing you to the members, you immediately go into defense mode and try to talk Minghao out of it.

It’s not like you don’t want to meet them, but the thought of meeting all of them at once scares you and, most of all, you’re afraid they’d think you’re not suitable with their brother. All in all, you know Minghao wouldn’t care even if they think so, but they’re his brothers and you don’t want them to clash opinions because of you.

The insecurity within you has always won and today it’s side by side with your tendency to be shy and nervous around strangers.

“I’m going to be there, aren’t I?” he tries to convince you. He doesn’t even know how long the two of you have been standing in front of the door to his dorm. “Plus, they’d understand if you don’t talk a lot because it’s your first meeting, after all.”

Your fingers grip the side of Minghao’s coat, all sort of thoughts surging into your mind. You’re genuinely afraid they’ll talk bad about Minghao’s choice of girlfriend, though it’s not because you think they’re bad people. Frankly, you know they’re better than that, but the thought still doesn’t comfort you enough to stop the exaggerated scenarios in your mind.

Minghao holds back a sigh, instead he moves his arms upward from your waist to your neck. He dives you into his embrace, his lips brushes against your forehead as he leans down a little. He’s about to whisper you words of encouragement when the door suddenly opens, a very flustered Seokmin stops in his track at the unexpected sight.

“Oh…?”

Minghao drops his arms, one of them wrapping itself around your waist to help you relax. “Hi, who’s inside?”

“Just Mingyu, Seungcheol, Junhui, and Hansol,” he answers, his eyes curiously peeking towards you.

You don’t dare to meet Seokmin’s eyes, instead looking at the ground. God, this is so gonna be a bad impression, isn’t it? Minghao has always told you Seokmin is probably one of the kindest person he’s ever known, and yet that suddenly doesn’t matter because you just know he’s going to dislike you and—

“Let’s go in?” your boyfriend asks hesitantly as his eyes lock into yours.

To be honest, you feel bad for being difficult when you should be happy that Minghao thinks you’re good enough to meet his members, but the insecurity within you is going bigger and bigger and it’s getting harder not to listen to them. But you nod, you can’t disappoint Minghao further by rejecting this offer when the door in front of you is already open.

As you take your shoes off (without letting go of Minghao’s hand), you can hear their voices and the sound of what you assume to be TV. They’re laughing to themselves, someone laughs loud enough that his voice thunders over the others.

“Oh, Minghao, you’re home already?” Seungcheol greets him, not seeing you standing behind Minghao.

Mingyu tilts his head to the side. “Is there someone behind you?”

You’re thankful that Minghao just chuckles in amusement instead of being annoyed at you latching to him. But his arm goes to where you are to push you forward so you’d stand by his side. “Wanna introduce you to someone.”

Your hand is still gripping the side of Minghao’s coat as you bow to them, Minghao telling them your name. You don’t see it, but Mingyu makes a silent ‘Ooh’ and he has his teasing grin out when Minghao immediately shakes his head, telling him not to do it.

“Hi, I’m Seungcheol,” the leader speaks first, you don’t even know how he’s suddenly in front of you. “Thanks for taking care of our Minghao here.”

You smile hesitantly, taking his hand. “He’s the one taking care of me,” you tell him, your voice small though it seems like Minghao’s happy with it by the way his grin is widening.

“The tall one is Mingyu, next to him is Hansol, and then that’s Junhui. Seokmin is taking out the thrashes,” Seungcheol says gently, pointing at each member as they simply wave at you. Mingyu’s grinning so widely, you notice, his wave a bit more intense than the others.

You look at Minghao, and you don’t know how he gets what you’re thinking, but he just whispers that Mingyu is always excited when meeting new people.

They seem to understand your shy nature, as they all don’t pressure you to talk to them. Junhui simply says he’s heard a lot about you, and you let out a small laugh at the way Mingyu whines at your boyfriend for never telling him about you.

After a while, Minghao pulls you with him to his room. The members don’t say anything, simply lets you be because they know you’re not going to be comfortable (yet) with their teasing.

“That wasn’t so bad, was it?” he grins as you plop down in his bed, your face already buried in his pillow. “You even laugh at their jokes a few times.”

You just grunt a little, making Minghao laugh. He rolls you to the side so he can see you, your pout immediately greets him after.

He laughs again as he takes the space beside you, his hands go to your cheeks to push them together. “4 members down, 7 more to go.”

[elsfay]

hello hello els!! not to be weird ;-; but!! i saw your tags abt your bangtan fun fact and !!!! omg can we shake hands 🤝🤝 it's so so nice to find a fellow army who shares the same feelings 💜💜 that daily motion took me out so bad LOLLL bc same,,, i still collect albums bc i feel like it's kinda like... a waste if i don't continue since ive started alr so yah my bank acc still cries once in a while :')) omg okay this got a lil long T.T im just so so glad to find someone who shares the same thoughts :3 hope you're having a great great day!!

HELLO PRETTY BABY

woah cant believe u read through those tags. shake hands? LETS HUG IT OUT RN ⊂(・ヮ・⊂)

wait... if u still collect albums... then... that means... u... ure a real avid fan!!!! hooo its an honour to hv shook hands and hug u

oh bb, the bank acct may be crying, BUT that feeling of holding a photobook in your hands, opening up the pages oh so slowly (to not ruin the pages) until our photocard is revealed?!!! its pure bliss!!! i havent felt that way in a long time tho. im so happy theres someone i know that still does this. the fans that i know irl, just stream their music online... ah theres always an army around somewhere lmao armys be taking over the world /hj

thank u for talking to me lmao i sound so desperate ಥ‿ಥ maybe its cos i had a boring day at work haha but its all good.. well i hope ure having an awesome day/night heee im giving u a big big hug rn :3

[costellos]

tell me who you’d take on a date and where you would go! — CLOSED

@thisbloghasnoaesthetic​ asked: Id love to take Jotaro on a date. Just something chill. Like getting some good food. Or just sitting together doing nothing. I'd love to just read a book with my head on his shoulder. Just enjoying eachothers quiet comfort :)

omg that sounds like a great date for Jotaro! he definitely seems like the type to want a chill date. he’d probably opt for something that offers takeout if you’re referencing Part 3!Joot, somewhere a little nicer but just as casual if you’re referencing Part 4!Joot. and while you’re reading, you might just catch a teeny, tiny smile on his lips. but don’t say anything or you’ll ruin the moment 🤭💕

anonymous asked: i would wanna take kakyoin out to an indoor roller rink so we could rollerskate together 🥺 it’s one of the things i like to do most and i’d wanna skate around w him while holding hands! also cause he’s tall, i feel like it’d be hard for him to keep balance and prevent himself from falling lolll. but we could go out to an ice cream place nearby afterwards and watch the sun set (if the time is right) 💗

how cute!! sharing something you love with the one you love most... I dig it. Kakyoin would be soooo embarrassed, though! he just wants to impress you but his center of gravity is absolutely awful. rip. at the end of the day, however, he’d be so appreciative that you shared something so personal with him. ❤️ let him pay for the ice cream, it’s the least he can do!! and maybe hold your hand while you watch the sunset 🌅

@lavaicerinkk​ asked: I would ask mista, probably to like a concert or something like that. We'd probably go as homies, then when we get home id be like "what if we kissed haha" and hed be like 😳😳 ok, and then we live happily ever after

LMAAAAOOOOO. I feel like this is v in character for Mista.... he’d be caught so off guard by it! esp since he probably would’ve accepted that you were just friends. not that he’d say no, tho 👀 he’d just be like, “wait, for real?” and waste no time kissing you after you gave him permission. what a happy ending. 💕

@murcx04​ asked: Take someone on a date huh hmmmmm- Josuke is my bet HAHA Hed be so refreshing to be with óuò. And we'd go shopping kfbfjfn And that where- he'll just show his pleading eyes and want you to buy the shoes he wants oh boy-

I agree, he would be a very refreshing plus one! I think a shopping date would be v traditional with him. I’m imagining you both at the mall, where he cackles at all the weird sex stuff at Spencer’s and shares his food court soft pretzel with you. 🥨 he probably wouldn’t explicitly say that he wants new shoes, but he’d nudge you and be like, “hey. if you wanna know what to get me for my birthday...” and point to the Air Force 1′s on display. so subtle. 🙄

anonymous asked: tbh i think i'd like to take kira out to dinner and go on a walk. i know its a simple date but i think he's really neat and i don't really like big or flashy events and i don't think he would either kjfnksnjks. its just sumn that would suit both of us nice

ooo interesting choice, nonnie! I 100% agree with you on this one. Kira would probably take you to one of those restaurants that have private rooms. I think some ritzier places are like that? anyway, he’d want to focus this date all on you. no mindless chatter from other patrons, no screaming children — the more noise he can minimize, the better. and during your walk, I can see him allowing you to take the reins on the conversation. he just finds everything you say so fascinating! 🌷💗

@catnymous​ asked: I'd take Fugo first to just a simple lil cafe then to the park :3

Cat!! I missed you!! you should come into the askbox more often, I always enjoy your replies. in the meantime, Fugo probably overthinks a lot so this date would be casual enough for him to relax. he would probably opt for some coffee and a slice of cake that he can share with you 🍰❤️ and a stroll through the park would be the perfect way to walk off the calories! (plus when you get to a fountain he’ll probably make some corny wish about getting to spend more days with you like this a;sdfkjl)

anonymous asked: Idk if you’re familiar with part 7... but I would bring Johnny to the planetarium; it’s a place that I love, and bringing him to a place special to me would mean a lot, I think. I’d tell him all of my favorite things about space. And, it’s a little mushy, but I’d remind him that just because you can’t always see the stars doesn’t mean they’re not there; every one is special and the same is for people. And of course, it would be a fun day out to appreciate the beautiful things in the world

unfortunately, I’m not familiar with Part 7... :( but thank you so much for sharing nonetheless! this is such a heart-warming confession 💕 I wish there was more I could say; I love that you’d share all your favorite things about space, and how everything and everyone is special. 💫 such a beautiful confession. 

@serenityblaze44​ asked: I would take Bruno and/or Abbacchio to a conservatory or garden, maybe bring a picnic. Nothing too exciting, just time to relax and spend time together. Then go home for cuddles.

por que no los dos? ahaha nah I’m joking... unless 👀 no but for real, this sounds ideal for both of them! ❤️ they would both appreciate the time to unwind. I could see Abbacchio prepping all the food, while Bucciarati handles everything else (packing the blanket, utensils, alcohol, etc.). they’d probably opt for somewhere outside of Naples since it’s far too crowded in the city. afterwards, be prepared for a gr8 nap between two warm, loving boys!!

anonymous asked: I'd take Kakyoin on a date! I think it would be really fun to go somewhere like an amusement park or arcade so we could just kinda be stupid together and forget our problems. Id go on the Ferris wheel and try to kiss him at the top but he'd probably shake the cart the whole time to freak me out 😂😂 After everything he's gone through, he deserves to have a lot of fun and id love to see him smile 🥰😍

aw friend, this is such a sweet scenario! hopefully the Ferris wheel doesn’t give him too many bad memories of Death Thirteen though ope,, anyway, what a lovely way to forget about all the stuff he’s endured! he’d playfully challenge you to some arcade games (and I’m using “playfully” lightly here) and then destroy you. 🙄 but it’s okay, any tickets he gets will immediately go to a cute stuffed animal just for you 🧸

@hadesaedes​ asked: OOOH I’d have to go with either Yukako or Koichi (even tho i have like TWO hands either is fine). Yukako is a very passionate and strong lover which I LOVE cause im shy with affection so being bold with it is MWUAH. While Koichi is also passionate I like to think he enjoys more simple and low key dates which is my type of thing. Having to just bask in each other’s company without having to fill the silence is GREAT. THEY ARE BOTH GREAT!!! In this essay I will-

AHHH A+ CHOICES, FRIEND. Yukako and Koichi would spoil you so much!! they’d handle any date expenses (movie tickets, food, etc.) and would adore having any opportunity to hold your hand 😊 Yukako would probably be more physically affectionate; she’ll either have her hand on top of yours or her feet wrapped between yours when sitting. Koichi would opt for compliments, praising you on how cool and smart you are! wow, what a supportive pair 🤝

anonymous asked: It's very hard to choose, but I'd go on a date with Bruno. Idk I'm just very gay for him. He knows a lot of nice and fancy places in Naples, but since that's not really my world, I'd take him to a small coffee shop or something. Nothing fancy or expensive but still very enjoyable. Maybe some ice cream. Walking through the city and going to a restaurant in the evening. Maybe something fancy this time, or just a simple pizza

how lovely!! Bucciarati would honestly be open to try anything, but I think a small coffee shop would be v enjoyable for him. there’s so much you can learn about someone over a cup of joe. ☕ since he’s been living in / around Naples his whole life, he’d probably share some neat facts about the city while on your stroll! “the Amalfi Coast is best known for its limoncello liqueur. I know a great place to try it if you’re interested.” 🍋

@moloko-tyan​ asked: Hello, little bird💫sending you rays of love and positive energy! This new event is so much fun. Several hours I wondered with who I wanted to go out, ahah. And I think it would be Erina. She deserves to have fun especially after all those awful events in her life. We would go to atelier. We could go through fabrics to choose which fits the best. We would look at lovely laces, buttons, jewels and we would argue about models of dresses and evening gowns. I want her to feel safe🌻 thank u so much!

friend! I always get so excited when you pop into my askbox!! ty for participating 💕 Erina is such a great choice imo. and this is such a creative date! she’d have so much fun running her fingers over all the interesting fabrics. Erina would take the most beautiful dresses and hold them up against you, saying how lovely the color suits you. 👗 although she’d be too shy to try those dresses on herself, she would have so much fun spending the day with you!!

anonymous asked: I hope it's okay to send this (I honestly don't want you to get overwhelmed)! But if it's okay: I would love to take Fugo on a date! I love this boy with all my heart and I would love to travel with him to my country to a town next to the sea and give him a tour of its history (and visit the local art and history museums there)! And later grab some ice cream and walk along the seafront in the evening where there are less people and just enjoy the walk together as the sun sets. -Turtle Anon🐢

oooohh, Turtle Anon!! thank you for your concern. you’re all good, don’t worry! anywho, that’s a wonderful date for Fugo. he would have an absolute blast reading about all the art and history your country has to offer 🏛️ you might have to push him along though, he’s the type to absorb everything n really slow down when reading... but at the end of the day, as you’re walking along the beach, he’d thank you for sharing a part of yourself with him. he’d be so honored! ☀️

anonymous asked: tbh i'd love to take narancia on a super spontaneous date... only the date and time are set, the entire day is just going around town and doing whatever stupid fun random things,, eating street food and going into shops to try on random fits and running around laughing, mayhaps go to an arcade, or do some karaoke. and then wind down at like a mcdonalds late at night, tired but happy and satisfied.. hhh nara is v fun i just wanna hang out w him honestly 🤕😔🤕😔

yeeeess this is the perfect date for Narancia!! he loves spontaneous stuff like this. he’d have so much fun gorging himself on street food and playing around with weird fits. he’d probably put on the stupidest things he can find, like this. and if you go to karaoke, be ready to screech some absolute bangers. he will not take anything less than confident (yet bad), loud (yet joyous) singing. 🎤 n while he might be falling nodding off at the McDonald’s, he’d sleepily tell you how amazing the day was and how he wants to do this again 💕

@tomomi012​ asked: I'm going to share another ideal date idea, but with Kakyoin. I'd like us to go to one of those cat cafes in Japan. I mean, cats, coffee and a cute Japanese boy, is this heaven? and I would tell him: "Nori, today I am in heaven"

ofc, share all you want! omg... I love this idea..... Kakyoin would be so soft anytime a cat approaches him. he’d do a little “pspsps” and hold out his finger for them to smell. and once a cat actually nudges him, he’d just melt! he wouldn’t show it outwardly, but you can see it in how bright his eyes get. I think Kakyoin would be the type to either attract a ton of cats or cats hate him, there’s no in between. 😭❤️ both make for some gr8 scenarios, though! 

@pommmejuice​​ asked: for your post about taking a character on a date :,) i think i’d like to take abba to art museums/cultural centers ,, i’d love to talk to him about my culture and what life is like (if he’d be interested;; lol) n maybe afterwards while we get italian food he can talk to me about what italian culture is like, the parts that aren’t shown in the media 🥺 so uh a date where we’re both learning new things about each other hehe

n maybeeeee take fugo to a café where we can study together n talk about our favorite things in our lives/culture.... n maybe hold hands on the table and maybe stare into his eyes tenderly ... you know because he’s my BFF (Best Friend Forever) .. you know how best friends do.. 😳

ooo Ireeene I figured you’d say Abbacchio :3c but that’s such a cute date for him! ofc he’d be interested in learning more about you!! you wouldn’t see it, but every time you share something you that you love about your culture, Abbacchio’s gaze on you would be so loving... 💖 he adores that you’re sharing so personal with him (of all people!!). and he’d get a kick out of telling you misconceptions about Italy. don’t get him started on how much he hates the Mario Bros.

as for Fugo, he would react similarly. I could see him ask more questions about your culture, while Abbacchio lets you go on and on. he’s so interested in everything about you!! and the moment you hold his hand... wow... get ready to see some intense blushing... he wouldn’t pull away, but his attention would turn to something else and his stutter would be apparent. pull yourself together, Fugo! 😤

anonymous asked: I'd take Rohan on a date, I'm a lil gay for that trash man. Tbh, it would either be an amazing date or a total disaster. I think we'd plan something fun and relaxing, like going to an art gallery or seeing a movie, but we'd end up in an adventure because that's what keeps happening to Rohan for some reason. At the end of the day we'd go to a restaurant to put a normal ending to that strange day

HAHAHA omggg friend this is a pretty accurate description of Rohan’s life. I think he’d be really annoyed that the day ended up this way, but he’s glad that he got to spend it with someone he tolerates. 💕 Rohan would try to push past those feelings once you go to the restaurant. this date is still salvageable!! he might complain a lil, but ultimately, he’d try to focus on you and what you enjoyed 🥰

@xxbluejayxx​ asked: For the Jojo date thing, I'd take Abbacchio. Well not really picky about the kind of date, I feel a nice quiet one at home would be best. It could be a homemade dinner, a movie night, or both. When it comes down to it, for me anytime spent with someone I love is time well spent, and that is something I will willingly admit

this is such a peaceful date for Abbacchio! I agree, a quiet date at home would be best. 😊❤️ as I mentioned in other scenarios, he’d likely take over kitchen duties. no need to worry about anything, just tell him what you want and he’d whip it up for you! and when it comes time to watch the movie, he’d tell you to sit a lil closer to him... he’s not very good with verbalizing affection, but he loves when he can feel your skin against his.

anonymous asked: I reeally wanna take Polnareff on a date. He deserves it sooo much. He's such a handsome sweetie. Id turn on the charm for him for once, like he always does. I have a beautiful image in my head of an outdoor patio restaurant with hundreds of strings of lights. We both dress up and have a lovely meal under the stars and magical lights, and then our favorite song plays and we have a dance beneath the lights. I think it would be goofy and romantic, stepping on toes as we attempt to dance around 😍

ahhh Polnareff would be so flattered to have you flirt with him! he’d probably get a lil flustered since this is nicer than what he’s used to, but seeing you dressed to the nines would make make him go 🥵 likewise, he’d push himself through the situation by just focusing on you. and when you start dancing... wow!! he’d lose himself laughing and being absolutely miserable at showing his moves. but it doesn’t matter, because he’s here with you and everything is okay ⭐

@rat-makes-stuff asked: Ok so I would take Giorno back to my home state of Michigan. Mafia boss has got to be tired as hell, so what's better than walking through the woods and collecting rocks at Lake Huron (I'm biased that's my favorite lake no CAP). We would watch the sun set and then look at the stars when they come out. Wildflower picking, trying to see how many deer we can find, and picnics by the lake? Yes pleaseee

before I start, Tumblr wasn’t letting me tag you in this!! so I hope you still see my response :( anyway, this is such a relaxing date! Don Giorno would love to unwind in nature. he’d probably take some stones he found near Lake Huron and turn them into a bouquet of flowers for you! 💐and since he’s probably never seen the sky without light pollution, he’d be astonished at how beautiful the sky is. he wouldn’t be able to say anything, just pull you close to him and thank you for taking him out here 🌠

[justboredtingz]

How would Iwaizumi, Ushijima, and Bokuto tame a usually dom s/o turned BRATTY MF SUB? I love your writing sm 👁👄👁

Ohohohohoho~ I like this >:) also I’ve already written something VERY similar to this about Iwaizumi so I’ll just link that post for you

NSFW UNDER DA CUT!

Ushijima

It’s known that Waka bear isn’t a very vocal person, but he gives off this energy that SCREAMS “I’ll fuck you until you can’t feel your legs”

this also comes in play with the situation where their usual wanna-be dominate s/o suddenly goes full on bratty sub

It was bad enough that you didn’t listen in the past, but now?? Oh this was so much worse

Whenever he’d ask you to stop squirming, you just squirmed more

whenever he’d ask you to toot your ass just a little bit higher, you’d do the opposite

It’s hard to do it, but you actually made ushi aggravated

“What’s so hard to understand about what I’m saying? Is your goal to aggravate me?” “mm.. I haven’t decided yet!~”

the thing is, when it comes to Ushijima you don’t really have to act bratty

You could literally just tell him what you want and he’ll make sure he delivers it just the way you like

but if you don’tttt he’ll just fuck you the way he wants to, which is most of the time the way you like it to be

“Instead of acting like this, tell me what you want, (y/n)” “I don’t know, what do you think?” You’d say with a wag of your ass

“You must want to be punished”

and that’s exactly what he’s gonna do

He’ll have you on your back with your legs pinned to your chest before you can even say “ Daddy” 

He’ll start off by teasing you, only to get back at you for earlier, by barely skimming his fingers over your sopping heat and putting slight pressure on your clit every once in awhile

However, even if you make the slightest movement, he’ll stop

“Be patient, (y/n).”

After a few moments of him just barely touching you, he’ll dip his head down close enough to where you can feel his warm breath on your folds

Oh this boy gives the best head. Your first time with him was a disappointment but now he knows your pretty little cunt inside AND out

Although his dick is good enough, his tongue is just the extra cherry on top when it comes to sex

You’d be so excited you wouldn’t be able to help but whine

“Toshi please~~~” “what did I just say? Keep whining and I’ll restrain myself from pleasing you”

Yea that shut you up real quick

You looked at him with determined eyes and noticed how the slightest smirk was spread across his lips

HE knew what he was doing smh

All it took was one long lick of his wet muscle to make you shake

You didn’t even realize how turned on you were just from him barely touching you

At LAST, he finally started eating you like a fresh piece of watermelon on a hot summer day in Texas (I’m sorry not really lolll)

He knows the right amount of pressure to apply and how fast he should pump his fingers or tongue in you

I call him the Clit-Man cause he’ll abuse your little bean until you can’t stop your body from spasming

the way he’s groaning and growling doesn’t help either

When he eats you out, expect over-stimulation to a point your brain is pudding

everything about the situation is so hot like come on now, Waka going down on you but never breaking eye contact like yes please

This is your punishment and you better sit there and take it.

When you’ve came at least a good 2-3 times is when Toshi would stop

Don’t think you’re getting any dick though, especially with how aggravating you were. no no bad girls don’t get dick

You’re gonna have to suck him off though and make sure you clean up when you’re done

You’ll get dick later though if you say pretty please : )

“Wakatoshi pleaseee!!~~~ I want to feel you inside of me!” You whined as you plopped your head onto his lap. He looked down at you with his same stoic expression, but his eyes were different,” You were bad.”

You dragged his hand up to cup your face before letting his thumb slip between your lips, licking it before giving it a slight suck. Eye contact was never broken and you saw the corner of his mouth twitch. Got him.

“Don’t think you’re going to be awake after this.”

I would definitely want ushijima to put me to sleep. im js

[benhardyisdaddy]

my plus one - part 9

MASTERLIST 

(ik its been a while for an update and im sorry!!! jobs been crazy and being an adult SUCKS. lolll i hope u all like this part and i cant wait for the wedding chapter *evil face*)

Word Count: 1,351

The adrenaline you felt as you rush out of the after party was insane. You were a shaking mess as you move your head around fast in hopes of spotting Roger nearby, but you didn’t. Your heart was racing as you stop suddenly and cover your face with your hands. You know people were staring at you as you just sigh loudly. You were frustrated and needed a moment to think. Your brain felt scrambled after everything that had just happened. This wasn’t making it any better. 

“Y/n?” 

You hear a voice call out your name as you turn around with a bit of hope. It was only your sister with a champagne glass in her hand and a genuinely worried - almost glossy eyed - look on her face. 

“I saw you run out like there was a fire. Everything okay?” she asks as she walks up to you. 

Your face falls as you try to compose yourself. You couldn’t tell her why you were so riled up. You should, but you don’t. 

“Oh, um… I’m just looking for Roger.” you tell her as you catch your breath. 

“Oh, yeah. I saw him rush off as well. Is he alright?” 

“I just need to find him!” you say a little too loud, causing her to step back. 

“I… I think maybe he went back next door to the resort possibly.” 

Before she finished her sentence, you were already sprinting towards the large building. Why hadn’t you thought of that!? Of course that’s where he’d go! You hurry inside and zoom towards the elevator. You click the button and impatiently wait for it to get to you. You’re tapping your foot as you stare up at it. You clench your jaw as you slam your hands on the metal doors in front of you. 

“Hurry up!” you half shout, ignoring the whispers and stares from all around.

Finally the elevator beeps and arrives to your floor. You take a step back and as soon as the doors start to open, you’re rushing forward, but stop. You half run into Roger as he’s stood inside the elevator with a bag in his hand. His eyes are wide when he realizes it’s you. You almost gasped as you back away and allow him to step out. 

“Roger,” you whisper, not knowing what to say. “Roger, I-” 

“Stop.” he says fast as he closes his eyes. “Just… Stop. You don’t have to explain anything. I understand completely.” 

You knit your brows as you try to wrap your head around what he was trying to say. 

“Understand what?!” 

Roger just stares at you with big, blue puppy dog eyes that almost broke your heart. 

“You invited me here to make yourself look better, y/n. Don’t deny it, because we both know it’s true. You wanted to make Alex jealous and, well, it apparently worked. You got what you wanted, right?” 

You shake your head fast and take a step towards him. Your eyes were pleading as you speak. 

“No! No, that’s not true! I wanted you here, because you’re my best friend!” 

“And because you didn’t want to look lonely at your sister’s wedding! You know, you actually made me believe that you liked me back. You really need an Oscar for that performance.” he snarks. 

Roger goes to walk around you, but you follow close behind. 

“I wasn’t faking anything, Rog! Please just let me explain!” 

Roger flings around fast and his eyes are now red and glossy. 

“Explain what!? How you used me to get back at Alex and your sister? What? You were going to kiss him and then rub it in your sister’s face? Well, what are you waiting for? I’m no longer needed here anymore.” 

He shrugs his shoulders and turns back around and walks away. 

“That’s not what happened! You won’t even let me explain!” you shout frustrated.

Roger continues walking as he speaks. 

“For someone who’s been severely heartbroken, you’re really good at doing the breaking. Must’ve learned pointers from Alex.” 

You stop walking at his last sentence. That shattered you. Your shoulders slump as he exits the resort building and disappears into the dark night. He wouldn’t even let you explain how it was Alex who kissed you. You didn’t want it. But now he’s gone and you’re stood all alone in a resorts lobby with your tears smearing your mascara. You didn’t know what to do now. You wanted to run after him, but you wanted to go to your room. You wanted to scream, but you wanted to curl up and sleep. You wanted to move, but you couldn’t. 

You just stare down at the floor beneath you and wrap your arms around yourself. You turn your head and watch as people with sad faces watch you. They were almost hurting for you as well. They heard everything that had happened and you were beyond embarrassed. You quickly smile and wipe your eyes as you keep your head down and walk back to the elevator. It opens up and you walk inside. You press the button and lean against the wall, resting your head back. You close your eyes and allow silence to wash over you. You reach your floor and go to your room. You lock the door behind you and finally allow yourself to sob like you’ve wanted to. You stumble to your bed and fall onto it.

Everything was, once again, falling apart all around you. Maybe you had a curse or just very bad luck. Whatever it is, it drove the one person you loved away and you weren’t sure how to fix any of this. Luckily, tomorrow was a free day due to all of the guests arriving. You were planning on hiding away and slumbering all day. You’d order room service and stare at the TV until you couldn’t hold your eyes open any longer. Your heart was hurting, but you felt numb. It was the oddest sensation. 

You had finished sobbing and threw yourself onto your bed. You closed your eyes and all you could think about was Roger. You should've chased after him, but that wouldn’t have gotten you anywhere. Sleep overtakes you as you’re still dressed in the clothes you had worn to the rehearsal. You didn’t care, you just wanted this day to be over with. 

***

And it finally was. You had done everything you planned to do. You stayed in bed as you randomly had outbursts of tears. You ordered room service and watched crappy daytime television. You knew you should go greet everyone and say hi, but you couldn’t. Tomorrow was the wedding and you were torn if you should tell your sister what had happened or just let her have her happily forever after with Alex. As much as you were angry at her, you still love her. Just because you couldn’t get your good ending, doesn’t mean she can’t. Even if the fairytale she’s in is fake. Nobody would believe you anyways.

It was dark now as the moon hung high in the sky. You could hear the waves outside your room crashing against the shore as you felt yourself dozing off. 

RING RING RING 

Your eyes shoot open as your heart races. You look around fast and to your phone on the nightstand table. You rub your eyes as you lazily reach for it and suddenly wake up a bit more. Roger was calling you. You click the green button and bring it to your ear fast. 

“Roger?!” you ask as you hold your breath. 

You don’t hear anything on the other side as it hangs up. You frown and lower the phone as you toss it on the bed beside you. He must’ve butt dialed you. You got your hopes up once more and lay back down. You exhale as you turn to your side and stare at the empty wall. Tomorrow’s the official wedding and you weren’t sure how you were going to cope with it. 

What you didn’t know is just how interesting it’s going to be.

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Purple & Leather- Rich Club Owner Au

Pairing~ taehyungXreader (Ft~no one)

Word Count~2k+

Warning~Alcohol, Public pre-sex

Summary~ You needed to let loose and you went to find that in a club, owned by Kim Taehyung, but you dont know that.

A/N~the gifs are just there to give you a facial expression of his to match, other then that he looks like the gif above! doesn't he look so fucking delicious in all of them!!?? 

By the way, as i wrote this I listened to BTS and nutted almost every time taehyungs part came on because of this story. Lol also because im using my beats, they are in my fucking head. lolll 

ALSO I NEED FEEDBACK IF YOU WANT THE SECOND PART LMAO OF COURSE THERES MORE!

Once you step into the unfamiliar surrounding your sense are immediately heightened. With lots of people stuck together you didn't want unwanted touches. You go right over to the long bar counter and take a seat, well at least try without flashing anyone.

You recently bought a new little black leather dress because you wanted the confidence to go out and have fun. Ever since you graduated college you've just been cooped up in your house relaxing and not doing anything, only because you have done so much for your whole college career.

You haven't gotten laid since a party you went too after midterms, you needed it bad. You wouldn't finally be relaxed.

Just gotta test these men out here, make sure they aren’t creeps.

You order a pretty strong drink. You were definitely not a drinker, so something quick and strong that will get you drunk fast is what you need. Without alcohol you might as well go home alone.

Once your drink comes, it looks about two swallows, so that's what you do and order one more. Sadly he said it was going o be a minute since the other bartender didn't show and there were a lot of people. You sigh and nod, you turn around in the stool and look into the crowd. It was a little darker in the crowd, with colorful lights going everywhere. One the wall were words that you couldn't read because they were too far away. But they were light in pinks and purples. The floors were also purple as well, lit up. Overall it was more purple in the room.

You heard that this club does different colors each night. So you thought black would fit perfectly with anything, and leathers hot. Right?

On the side of the rooms is a glass wall, and right on the other side is a huge group of rich men and women enjoying their night.

Gahh, you’d do anything for one of them.

You see a man walk out of the group and walks to the door, which was glass. He stands and watches the crowd with a glass in his hand. He shakes the glass before taking a sip of it. The wall of glass was a couple of stairs higher then the dance floor which was where everyone was at. So he was looking down.

From this view he was just wow. You would be scared to see him up close, but you are also wondering if he was really all that close up.

You felt a tap on your shoulder and you turn around and see the bartender hand you two drinks.

“One is on the house, for the wait.” He smiles softly and walks away. He should of gave me it all free. You think.  You look down at the pretty pink drinks. You knew that you probably shouldn't drink both, and you have a slight thought on how you were even going to get home.

Could call a uber.

Fuck it, if you survived...then no partying for a while.

Hopefully.

You grab both drinks and turn back around to the crowd.

You can do this.

You take one more look around you to make sure no one was looking. But then again, why did you face the crowd?

You catch eyes of the man who walked towards the glass door, you quickly look away, thinking that it was was too far away to have even made eye contact. He was probably looking at someone or something nearby.

You shake your head and focus back onto the drinks.You start to count down from three.

3

2

1

You quickly down both drinks in four swallows. You look down before you made a ugly face at the world and exposed yourself. You opened your eyes before you looked up and you see the floor within your whole view, only think else is a pair of expensive ass gucci shoes.

You quickly look up and see him. Right there, in front of you.

Holy.

Fuck.

He was a God.

“Woaa.” He says looking around. That's when you notice that the people who were once around you is now surrounds a good five foot radius around us. “That was impressive.” He says looking you and nodding at the two empty glasses you set behind you.

It felt as if you were a deer caught in the headlights. Your eyes connect and it's like you are stuck. He smiles a little and tilts his head cause the earring in his ear to swing.

“What brings you here tonight?” He asks. It was then you felt every beat the song had in your whole body. He started to get a little blurring. But with a few blinks it was gone. Kinda? The drinks were kicking in.

“To have fun obviously.” You say back, maybe that was a little too harsh. But that thought disappears when you see him smile a little.

“I see, would you like to dance?” He asks you taking a half of a step closer, he tilts his head again and his eyes lower looking right at you.

“There has to be a catch right?” You ask yourself, and he must of heard because he smirks a little. Why would someone that looks like him be asking me to dance. You don't even know how to dance, unless you count just moving your body to the beat in no particular order.

Your eyes travel down and see a loose cloth around his neck, a choker.  His style didn't match the theme of tonight, but then again it did. It looked expensive. You look back up at him.

“Why would there be a catch? I just want to dance.” He speaks.

“I don't know how.” You mutter. What if he was a creep. A rich creep.

“That's perfect.” He smiles softly at you and that made your heart start beating fast. Out of everyone here, out of all of those girls in the room he was in, he comes and chooses you?

“Can you tell me your name first?” You ask standing up from your seat. You are just eye height to him thanks to your heels, but his build was so much bigger, you felt smaller than what you really were.

“Dance with me first then I will tell you.” He says quietly.

One dance won't hurt right?

You slip your hand into his much larger one. The warmth surrounds your hand, and that makes you wonder what it would be like if he holds you. He turns around, hands still attached and he walks. He taps on one of the men making the barrier around us and the man walks forward and the stranger guides you into the crowd with the man leading us. When we make it to the middle we make a turn and you get confused. Until you realize where you were heading.

Towards the glass wall. You heart starts beating faster and you pull your hand away catching him off guard. You start walking backwards a little before he caught your wrist and pulls you closer to him. Like your thoughts before his heat wraps around your whole body.

“It's okay, as long at you are with me.” He says into your ear, that's when your body starts to buzz and tingles all over. But when he lets you go and grabs your hand, it all goes right to your arm. You look down at the hands together, eyes not really focusing, wondering why in the hell it felt like your arm was falling asleep.

You both make it to the glass door and you notice a huge security guard in front, he just nods and the man you are with and steps to the side letting us through. When you both walk through the door, you instantly felt like you didn't belong. What you saw earlier was the big group of people, what you didn't see was a dancing crowd just beyond the group of people surrounds the crescent shaped couch. The crowd was smaller than the one out there, and it was also more spaced out. On the other side of the couch was a smaller bar, you didn't see that because it was hidden before the glass began, so it was a normal wall.

“Did you want something to drink?” he asks looking at you looking over at the bar. His voice a lot softer now that it was as loud. You quickly shake your head. You had to put money away just for the drinks you got. You were kind of irritated because you weren't as drunk as your would've been if he never came over.

You couldn't afford another drink, you would just have to deal with the little tipsiness you have now.

“Are you sure?” He whispers into your ear as he walks past you pulling you along to the bar. You were confused to why you legs didn't listen to you when you didn't want to go. No instead your legs followed. What type of shit?

He ordered the drink of his choice, and you couldn't stop staring at him. He was just so memorizing. You felt as if you needed to scan his whole face so you never forget it.  He turns to you.

“What would you like?” he asks looking down at you, he laughs a little when he realizes you were staring at him this whole time. But you didn't care, you kept looking.

“Um, something strong and cheap.” You say, you look away when you said cheap. Why did you feel so embarrassed. That's when it hits you for a second time that you didn't belong here.

“Nothing here is cheap.” He says looking up at the tender and telling him another drink. You frown at that and grab his wrist stopping him he freezes and looks down at your hand practically up his jackets sleeve on his wrist, you quickly go to pull away but he quickly sets his other hand on top of yours looking at you.

“I don't want anything then.” You say quickly. The two drinks were set in front of you two.

“Too late. Don't worry it's on me of course.” he says handing you your drink. You nod anyways frowning. Is it too late to leave?

Why was he so intimidating. Fuck.

You look down at the drink in your hand...mhm you could down it in one go.

So you do. When you swallow you see him smiling at you.

“Why don't you taste the alcohol? That was almost 500 dollar alcohol” he says squinting his eyes as if he wanted to see my reaction, which he got because you almost wanted to throw it back up. Of course you didn't show him that, instead you just quickly covered your mouth up and eyes widen. He laughs a little.

“Well… I don't like drinking, but I like being drunk.” You say. Did that make any sense? You didn't even know, all you know is your body was on fire. You needed to move. You see him down his drink as well and he takes your glass and sets them down.

You then hear you favorite song to dance to come on.

“Tomorrow” You whisper instantly wanting to go to the dance floor.

“Dance.” You say to him. He looks down at you and asked you to repeat it. You had whispered it to yourself. But you couldn't, you felt like you couldn't speak, so you just grab his right wrist and pull him towards the crowd. When he realizes what you want, he takes the lead guiding you there.

You felt people looking at you, but you were only focused on the back of his head. This must be a dream right?

When you get there he instantly pulls you up against him, you both facing towards the wall. On the other side of the crowd but still in. He puts his hands on your waist and starts to move your body against his, moving along so that you both were going in the rhythm of the song. Once you got the hang of it you started actually moving your body, and it made everything so much better and smoother.

“Thata girl.” He whispers into your ear moving your hair to one side. As you move to the beat things start getting a lot more heated, as the alcohol really clicks, you close your eyes leaning you head to the side he put your hair at, unintentionally giving him full access to your neck. You reach your hands up and wrap them around his neck pulling his face closer loving the feeling of having him so close.

“Holy fuck baby, come here.” he says grazing his lips up your neck up to your ear, and slowly wrapping  You shiver at the feeling. That's when you became aware of the fact that my butt was exactly lined up with his crotch.

You were so turned on that you moaned right then and there. Thankfully the music was loud enough so only he heard it and it was like his body twitched, he couldn't help but thrust right into you one time and that didn't help at all because it just made you moan

again.

He couldn't hold you up anymore let alone himself so he pushes you up against the wall, in the same position. The wall was just there to support.

“Fuck I almost came right there.” He whispers maybe to himself, but you heard him loud and clear.

You needed him right now. You didn't care if it was in front of everyone right now.

You felt him hand go from right under your breasts all the way down to your exposed thighs. Self control wasn't even in your mind right now as you felt goosebumps rise on your skin and the wetness pool down your legs. You cry out.

“God, I love how much you react to my touch.” he openly kisses your neck making your cry out again and start to pant.

You pull one of his hands down your body and right up your dress, feeling that you have no underwear on and how wet you were. With his other hand he rips your hand away then spreads your legs apart now rubbing where you needed him most.

“You are such a naughty naughty girl.” He says a little harshly in your ear and he plays faster. It only turns you on so much.

“Yn, my name is YN.” You moan out needed desperately to hear him say your name.

“Yn huh,” He smirks into your neck.

So. Fucking. Hot.

He sees it before you do and quickly crashes his lips against yours as you cum around his fingers.

You screams were covered by him attacking your lips thrusting his tongue in, barging in without permission. You try your best to kiss him back but you couldn't really focus with your bottom half twitching out of control.

Soon the sensation got too much and scratch at his hands and he finally pulls away.

“Come home with me.” He says into your ear. He runs the hand he didn't use up to your neck. He turns your face to his making you open your eyes. He then lifts his fingers up to his mouth and sucks your juices up. “Please.” he mutters into your neck. You quickly nod and in a blink of an eye he fixes you up and steps away. He then grabs your hand and pulls you through a door to the left. You then see that you both were in a hallway. He starts to walk down the wall toward the door on the end of the hall once again pulling you along.

[ts-crossroads]

Episode Eight - “Get Your Head Out of the Gutter, And Maybe Get A Brain” - Bryan

holy mother of everything good in this world i cannot believe we just pulled that off and im still probably in the clear

WHAT THE FUCK!!! Ok then. So Dane is telling me that Ned was just too big of a threat. But I’m so fucking pissed still. Whatever. I’m on a 4-6 minority with me Sam and Jake. However I hope Dane is willing to flip back. But I’d still need one more...dang it. I got work to do.

My hands r so dirty rn like BITCH LOLLL. Im actually terrible. Ned could have stayed if I voted with them. Too bad he had to be fake! Sorry not Sorry! Basically that shit wouldn't have happened if Rebecka and I didn't think it needed to. And Jake and Bryan are blaming DANE AND JOHN LOL THIS IS PERFECT. I'm actually DYINGGGG LMAOOO. 

fuck john fucking liar i fucking saved his ucking ass twice and this is how he repays me fuck out of here i can’t deal with these bitches everyone who voted out ned SUCKS AND I PUT SO MUCH TRUST INTO JOHN IM LITERALLY THE REASON WHY HE MADE IT TO MERGE AND HE CANT EVEN BE LOYAL FOR ONE FUCKING ROUND 

6-5 i was SHAKING during the tribal. i owe rebecka and julia m'life. i talked to sam/ned/autumn/jake more than i talked to rebecka and julia so im shocked they were the ones to save me??? as a previous winner im gonna be a loyal hoe to those who kept me. and autumn at least gave me the heads up that i was probably leaving, and it sucked i couldn't let her know i had a plan to save myself. like she was telling me "talk to ned, rebecka, haley and we can do something" and i already did that minus ned. i loved ned sm. i hate that this happened. but like he and sam were willing to turn on haley and i SO fast. i don't like that... also haley told john and i that she and chris were dating and LOL that makes so much sense it did'nt shock me. i'm glad i always talked good about haley to chris and vise versa.

I am so emotional and not ready to write this confessional. First it started with me fucking up. I thought I could trust Dane but I couldn’t. I knew Autumn wasn't with us but I didn’t think we would lose 2 impala to the other side. Then I fucked up more by telling Ned that we are safe and not to play an idol. I gave him my idol half which he then gave back to me and then told me he had a whole idol. He asked me several times if he should play it and I said no every time because I trusted everyone. I truly let Ned down and I don't know how I am going to go through this game without him. He was the 1 person I trusted with my entire game and now he's gone. I sound so dramatic but whatever, I lost my final 2. I can have all the feelings I want. I just don't know what to do now regarding who to work with. I also hate myself more bc I had tribal in another game immediately afterwards, and Ned was in this game with me. Anyway, Ned got 4 votes, I got 3. He had a super idol, which he could have played on himself after votes were read, and he made an announcement that he wasn't playing it because I deserve to be there more than him. I literally cried so much. Ned went home in 2 games back to back because of me. I fucked up the first tribal and he went home with an idol in his pocket and he gave up his game for me the second tribal. I know that this is going to be a relationship that I cherish for a long time. I truly care for him so deeply and it goes deeper than any game ever could. If I get nothing else out of this game, at least I got to form this beautiful and magical friendship with Ned. I can figure out the rest of this game tomorrow.

Me after getting blindsided in two different Survivor orgs within five minutes of each other https://twitter.com/ricardojkay/status/945781023006105600 Owen lucky Ned gave me a pep talk on his way out cause this is some bullshit and I sure was about to cut my losses and walk #yalldontdeserveme

 Well I went from everyone having to split the votes Ryan and I which would of led me to go home. I got everyone to switch that didn't want to put Ryan or my name down which was Julia,John,Rebecka,Ryan, and Dane. It definitely shows that they all can be trusted since Ned was the one that left last night. Bryan is still targeting me for the whole Emily vote which is bullshit that vote was forever ago and why would we tell the person that invited her to tribal it was going to be her and then have Bryan go back and tell Emily. I hope all the campaigning Bryan did to work against me just showed him who really has the numbers. I'm now going to make sure if Bryan doesn't get immunity again that he goes next. 

Ok so I really don't know who to trust at this point. I miss Ned soooo much. A lot of people from the other side have come to me to clear the air, but I really don't see a way to recover from this. Yesterday was an actual mess. Julia was lowkey bullying Bryan in the merge chat. I say lowkey, because it wasn't personal, it was game related, but it was extreme overkill. Bryan had said "ok thats fine" and "I see what I did wrong, I learned from my mistakes" etc and she continued to say things like "now go shit talk me more, I know you will" and it was just really rude. And Haley cheering her on in the background definitely amplified the situation to make Bryan feel worse. I feel like the only people I can trust are Bryan, Autumn, and Jake. It's hard though, because I know Bryan is a threat who needs to go. Autumn rarely talks to me. And I recently got close to Jake, so I know he has been working with Bryan a lot longer and would choose him over me in a heart beat. Dane seems to think that him flipping to vote out Ned wasn't "picking sides" and now everyone can be on a more even playing field. At least that's what he told me. He also doesn't want to think of them as "sides," he wants to vote out Bryan next. If there are sides and I vote out Bryan, It's literally going to be down to 3 vs 6, with me in the minority. As much as I love and miss Ned, I don't want to be in that jury. I want to be at FTC with Ned rooting for me the whole time. I also don't know how to feel right now. I'm conflicted, because everyone is telling me shady/sketchy things about Ned and reassuring me that it is best he is gone because he was untrustworthy, but I really don't think I believe it. Like I know Ned is such an honest and genuine person, I really can't see him playing me like that. And of course everyone will try to justify voting him out to me, it was so obvious we were a f2, we had never separated the ENTIRE game. Literally day 1 we were on impala and stayed there. I just don't know where to go from here. I'm upset that Haley and Dane won reward, it seems like the worst people to have won. Hopefully it doesn't help them in immunity. I really want to win. I'm scared though that if I do, Bryan will leave. A lot of people are upset about how he acted last round when he was immune. I don't know how I feel, I really just need to see how the next day goes. ALSO Dane getting under 5 minutes in that maze seems toooooo good. Like I did it as fast as I could and couldn't even finish half of it in that time. It seems very impossible. 

Errybody and they mama has been in my pm's explaining themselves and I'm like lmao ok but you're still cancelled. I have a heart though so I (probably) won't come for the apologizers first on the hitlist. DID SOMEBODY SAY HITLIST?!?! Yep it's about that time/ I'm back doing what I do best https://78.media.tumblr.com/b6fa3f3b282c7314c79578a6599d56b3/tumblr_n49f6q9bH11rsrbdko1_500.gif Also shoutout to everyone who believes in me. Thank you and sorry if I scared you I was like eyeball deep in my feelings after that vote (and Athena All Stars but we won't get into). I am NOT walking because there's too much justice that needs to be served

NED!!!! If Chris was my Beth, you were my Glenn cause you're so positive and hero-like aaaaannnd because I was a wreck when you died lol. Is it bad that I couldn't stop crying? http://cimg.tvgcdn.net/i/2016/12/15/b1aca255-c49f-4f8f-be1f-853d48cd3f55/maggie.gif I really hadn't seen the vote until you asked if I flipped. Then I went to watch the rest of the tribal video and started sobbing. Did I flip? Absolutely not and if I hadn't left the call, Crossroads would have my reaction to prove it. Whew if I had seen that shit live... look I'm an ugly crier and Crossroads can only exploit what I give it lmao. Anyway we spent half the game trying to make it back to each other only for you to die 5 minutes later and that suuucks rip. THANKS JULIA! YEP YOU HEARD RIGHT SIS IS NEGAN!!! Under all the humor and cute pro pics... tragic. Bryan only killing Chris and not you? Never judge a book by its cover haha. Anyway I hate this happened to you because you deserved so much better and I hope you're in a better place in jury. Imperium is in shambles- Scrappy is out here squaring up in people's pm's, Velma has gone awol, and Scooby is in the doghouse since everyone knows he has fleas. Idk what's about to happen but you're right everyone is a snake. Ok I should go I have a lot to do if I'm gonna make it to the end because #owensucks #crossroadsisugly Thank you for like playing this whack game and believing in me when I didn't believe in myself @ everyone else: https://78.media.tumblr.com/a661740fa7785ef674d1c8ef7971f4f9/tumblr_myzplpOrQ51ql5yr7o1_500.gif NOTHING YOU CAN SAY WILL STOP ME FROM BEING PETTY AND SENDING YOUR ASSES TO JURY SO SAVE YOUR BREATH!!! Do you need to explain yourself? Absolutely. Will it make a difference? NOPE. If you gave a fuck about me you wouldn't have lied in the first place. Also everything you say to me can and will be used against you so y'all really need to chill. I mean it- stop checking in like we're good because you will not know the answer to that until the game ends. Thinking that we're friends doesn't make it true. But you know what is true? I will send every single one of you to jury and I cannot fucking wait

I wish Jake would send things in one or two messages and not seven or eight 

OKAY So hours before the last tribal I wanted to vote out Jake because he's lodged up Bryan's ass. However, the only person that Ryan could get enough people to target was Ned due to the amount of people that he pissed off. So honestly between Ned or Ryan to stay? I think it's pretty obvious for me to know what's better for my game. :) After the tribal council however Bryan immediately called me and started yelling at me and demanding he knows what my strategy is moving forward in the game, but I wasn't going to give it away, so now I'm playing the role of the dumb sheep and I'm starting to make people believe that I'm not worth it to vote out at the moment. Anyways! After that call I thought I would give Bryan the benefit of the doubt and I just assumed that the tribal council would be a wake up call for his attitude, but nothing changed! He immediately ran his rat ass to Ryan and started talking shit about me so now I'm pissed at Bryan again. Now here we are again hours before the tribal council again and it's a shit show because from my point of view I think the votes are going to fall between Bryan and Julia.... maybe. Julia and Bryan had a "fight" in the main chat but I honestly believe it to be fake and I think Julia flipped back to Bryan and my paranoid ass is starting to believe that they're going to conspire against me and vote me out. BUT! I do think that my social standings with Sam would help me get past this vote. With that being said though I may have to abuse Sam's kindness to further myself into the rest of the game. I was thinking with Ryan and if we get Haley on board we can vote 3 votes onto Autumn or Sam (wildcards atm) and in the case that Bryan plays his idol (BTW I FORGOT TO SAY I FOUND AN IDOL RIGHT BEFORE TRIBAL LAST ROUND OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH MAMA) we can play one of our idols and get out Sam or Autumn. However, if we do that then we isolate ourselves as a 3 which is why Bryan, Jake, and John were targeted in the first place for.  This tribal council is going to be just as messy as the last one and I'm terrified and I don't want to waste my idol if people are telling the truth and isolate myself, but I don't want to go home with an idol in my pocket. 

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This round has just been a clusterfuck. After the Ned blindside I called John and found out that Julia was lying to my face and voted Ned which pissed me off so I exposed Julia shit talking John to me to John. After the call with John I told Bryan, Sam, and Autumn about Julia lying to us and I connected with Autumn finally. Bryan of course went and told everyone about Julia so Julia blew up on him in the main chat, gr8. Anyways I'm shook because I won the immunity and I really feel like I needed it this round for the potential of people voting me. Of course people were targetting Bryan and this twist could have changed things up, but John and Dane are too scared to make a move and there's no way we can vote Julia out this round which sucks. Idk what else to do, I tried. I just have to hope that things change soon or I'll be picked off. 

Sam pissed me off tonight. I was considering to flip to get Julia out but then after talking to her and Bryan I realise that this bottom four is getting closer. Sam and Bryan both mentioned they trusted each other. They lie for each other. I called Sam because I wanted to talk about voting Julia out the round after Bryan leaves and then when I tell her Dane & I are not flipping she goes from this happy girl with a happy voice to this sad girl and we sit in silence. Like... she was sad I wasn't flipping... like girl... why would I flip to the four fucking people who lied to me and voted for me. I want to flip honestly but not while there's that many people!!!!!!! I like Rebecka and Julia but they don't talk to me and I know they're closer to Dane & Haley as well with each other. Dane told me he got a FULL idol... cute John told me he has half the idol which I helped him get. I have my full idol. Haley has half an idol. So at least I know where these powers are going. My dream plan was to vote Julia out next but Sam kinda pissed me off. Autumn's been very real with me and Jake's been so active and apologetic in my pms. My dream is now to vote Sam off next and have John/Dane/Me/Autumn/Jake vote Julia after that. Maybe Rebecka too after. Then vote off Jake/Autumn. I'm super super tight with Haley, Dane, Coffey. I obviously know Coffey/Dane from my past but idk, I want to play and work with Haley because she's cool and new. I think I'd give Coffey 4th place. Go f3 Haley/Dane, and if it's a F2 I'll figure it out later. But i doubt I'll ever get there!! I bet Sam will win the F9 immunity ffs i hope not.

hey!! flopbecka here (@ashley the jingle jingle reindeer is anywhere hi!! thx for hating me im so happy to use the name u gave me <3 ) so i still dont know wtf is happening in the game, im in like a 6 person chat that i thought was just to get ned out, and now i think its like actually a real alliance chat? im confused af idk. I really want to work with autumn in this game and i just hope she still wants to after i didnt fill her in on the ned vote so woo go team 

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