#IM NORMAL>> IM NORAML. IM. SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS

[lemonysnicket]

oh wow okay. okay wow. awesome. woah. okay. okay yeah. gonna need. gonna need to sit down for this one

I really don’t like the way the water looks in any of these so don’t be surprised if I post another variation eventually but you get the point right

(Lyrics from “like a child hiding behind your tombstone” by slothrust)

[art-o-gant]

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[scoutsurge]

AUHGGGG IDC AHT THIS VIDEO IS LIKE 5 OR 6 YEARS OLD IM RELIVING MY OUTLAST FIXATION AND IM GONNA KILL THEM I MIGHT DIE OMG I NEED THEM I HAFT TO KILL THEENMFEDQkl;WITH MY BARE FREAKING HANDS. I NEEDD THEME AAUHGGG EDDIEEE AWYLONHHH AUHGUHG I HAFLKNSD;OI NJKL JNKASDRFNAWDRJKLGVNBILASER K IM SLAMMKING MY KEYORAD I HAFT TO KILL SOWJMORM3NRFLEKGE NOOWWW W NWNW2OW3NONOEWWWNNOOOOWOW NEWWOOOOOOWEOEOIOFW

[mako-neexu]

i will NEVER recover from ca-san’s one romaguda illust. it invokes so MANY feelings within me i cant begin to decribe it

[rozugold]

hiiii rozu hiiiii i've been browsing your painted/distorted illusions tag (its one of my fav aus rn i am so normal abt it btw) and had a random thought so i drew it. what do you think?

RRAAAAAAHHHHGGD ITS HIM!!! ITS ARM EYES TOMMYYY!! AAHGDGD IM SO NORAML ABOUT THISSS

My poor boy, he’d feel so bad about making the flowers die noo :((

[darkxwolf17]

im SO NORMAL ABOUT MURDER DRONES. im normalim noraml im noraml im normal im normal im nroaml im

[acey-deer]

im so normal about my interest, so normally normal, my friends have never banned me from talking before and i definitely dont annoy my teachers when talking about them i totally havent based all my english assignments that i could around kasane teto and i definitely havent spent and entire day ranting to my friends about the difference between utauloid and vocaloid. im noraml.

[cloudycleric]

Will Concept 🙃 rough WIP!

YAS YASE ESESSS IM SO NORAML ABOUT THIS IM SO NORMAL ABT THIS

[jackienautism]

i rant about resident evil and their writing / inclusion of the girls.

i jsut want 2 girls to go on their fucked up little adventures together is that too much to ask

i finally got to the halfway point of code veronica X and GODDDD i fucking knew they were gonna do this goddamn shit w/ steve and claire. i knew from the goddamn beginning even if i didnt want to admoit it...... residetn evil just cant be normal w/ a girl being paired w/ a guy. they just fucking cant

i understand that this is seen more among the older games (ashley + leon from re4 as well) and i cant speak for the og re3 nemesis but the way they wrote carlos and jill? its just.... why make these male characters say such bizarre and degrading and just ? nasty comments towards the female protag? do you really expecvt us to root for them? i just dont fcuking undeerstand, and this occurs in a remake too! they didnt bother to maybe just maaaybe take that bulllshit out. because jill's uncomfortable. IM uncomfortable. its just. godddd who the fuck caaaares STOP THIS TROPE

you see this same thing w/ steve and claire.... not oonly is steve incredibly fucking annoying the first second we meet him, he also continually acts as a nuisance towards her for a good quarter of the game. yeah sure theyre just building up to the Ground Breaking Emo backstory drop later, but. you already made me fucking hate this loser so goddamn much meaning im not gonna give a single shit about his development later. I JUST DONT CARE FOR HIM !!!!!! THEM MAKING HIM SO ANNOYINH RUINED ANY CHANCE OF ME CHANGING MY MIDN LATER.......

and GOD havent even mentioned this yet but. when i saw the little preview thing w/ the 3 characters w/ claire + chris i saw [steve] and went.... [eyeballs] hello whos this? long story short i thoiught he was a butch lesbian and i got SO excite d b c residtn ebil has yet to pair a girl up w/ anothner girl around the same age but noooooo instead i got this pathetic loser of a man (derogatory). the closest we have to 2 girls being fucked up together is mia and zoe in re7. but thats like. mainly a side thing. and mia isnt even the protag so

which leads me to the next thng i wanted to talk about. i think mnmen are super cool ofc and i hate to be that Bitch and pull that Card but good freaking god why must there be a man FOR EVERY SINGLE FEMALE CHARACTER IN THIS GOD FORSAKEN SERIES...... andit woudlnt be huge deal if they were noraml w/ these pairings but theyre NOT..... THEY MAKE IT WEIRD EVERY SINGLE TIME..... STEVE LITERALLY ALMOST KISSES CLAIRE WHILE SHE'S ASLEEP........ CARLOS CONSISTENTLY MAKES UNNECESSARILY WEIRD COMMENTS TOWARD JILL......... ASHLEY RANDOMLY AWSKS FOR SEX AT THE END OF RE4............ WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT AOBUT? good for ashley for shooting her shot i guess though but considering yhe game's previous comments towards ashleu and her figure.... it was blatantly put in to sexualize her furtyher

maybe its thr lesbian in me popping out maybe its the aromantic in me popping out WHO KNOWS all i know is that. resident evil makes me very upset sometimes dflkgnjg i love the games i love the characters (esp the girls big surprise i know) but jesus christ. somethings i just can't ignore. and this is cerrtainly one of them. a girl just can't exist out of a guy according to capcom. and that sort of idea is suuuper evident in how they portray and include their women. you could have a girl protag (re3, recv etc) but theres always a 99% chance theres gonna be a man tagging along + continually saving their asses and theres almost alwaysa an even HIGHER chance that theyre meant to be seen as a romantic interest! and its exhausting@!!!!!

long story short . i get im not resident evil's target audience . but im still gonna be pissed and annoyed . the girls deserve better .

im def gonna have to go more in depth abt resident evil and their writing of relationships (or lack thereof) some other time but just for now. the best written ones are claire + sherry and mia + ethan goodbye

[thevqid]

so. david shaw. he came back. im being noraml and sane idk about you

i am also being cmplety normal andsane

[unearthlydream]

im sad and can't focus on work so instead time to scream into the fucking void so it at least looks like i'm trying to write this story thats due at the end of the day.

i keep finding myself thinking "i wish things were normal" and wishing i could go back to pre-Oct 31 and how things were before all of these things happened. but i don't think there is a noraml to get back to and i think that this is just what my life is now. and idk how to cope with that tbh lol ijust wanna jump off a building

i want to be able to see my friends and talk to people and work on craft projects but instead all i do is sit at home in silence after work dissociating into a game or a tv show because i don't have the energy. i can't lie and mask my way through life anymore and i feel uncomfortable w the fact that i can't have a conversation with anyone without them inevitably asking how i am or what i've been up to. how can i even engage with people when i have nothing positive to share and most of the convos just end up with "i'm so sorry, let me know if you need anything"??

my mom has been on and off dying (thankfully off for good now i think? long recovery process) since december. i've cared for my grandpa from oct 31-dec only for him to now be on palliative care. my family is being so normal and cool about it and i'm the youngest one and being forced to deal with all of their issues because my aunt and uncle can't be not self centered for once in their lives-- and obv my mom is dying and my grandma is grieving and helping w my mom so like who else is gonna take care of things and manage people's emotions and be a shoulder to cry on?

so i'm actually doing horribly and don't have the capacity to make up lies anymore. and what have i been up to? spending tons of time in hospitals and then getting various illnesses because people can't seem to mask up in a fucking hospital of all places!!! i don't have the energy to lie anymore bc i'm funneling everything i have into just waking up in the morning and doing thebare minimum to make sure i do'nt die and my household is clean enough that it's not a danger to my cat.

and even when my friends and partnersask like 'how can i support you' -- idfk put a bullet in my brain??? like no one can do anything to help me. i'm alone andhave always been alone and will always be alone and forced to be the mommy in every situation and i'm so tired. i just don't want tot hink. but then when i say 'it stresses me out that you're waiting on me to make the plans for groceries or doing laundry and i just need you to get it done,' i hurt peoples feelings and i'm being too rough.

i'm just so tired. i'm so fucking tired and i wish my brain didn't go from zero to "just kill yourself" so quickly. i wish i knew what i needed and how tomake it better. i feel like my stupid ass needs to be committed. i'm worried about self harming again as i already relapsed late last year amidst all of this. i'm worried one day i'll be so lcose to the end of my rope that i'll act on one of my impulsive thoughts and make things worse for myself.

i don't wanna worry anymore but i think that's just what's in the cards for me. which is like... doubly scary bc of the genetic lottery i've already won (mom had a stroke in her 40s and now is dealing with all of this which like.... most of it is caused by stress and not taking care of herslef and i'm falling down that same rabbit hole without my consent which is so cool and funky fresh).

and the worst part... i don't even think things would be easier if i died. the guilt of knowing what i'm leaving behind won't even let it in the realm of possibility.

this is so long. i might delete this later. but like holy fuck. a bitch needs a fuckin break. a bitch needs a resource officer or somethnig like hold fuck.

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

hehehehehhehe GOOD OMENS MASCOT HERE it is 3 am and my best firend and i just sat for hours discussing good omens and i was crying and hsit and then i watched the final fiftenn again ad it's all good i'm so fukcing normal about this show i am not crying anythung at all i am not i am not crying it is GUCCI NO HYSTERICAL LAUGHTOER EITHER it's been a motn you say since it began? it feels like a day ago like literally nothing has changed i'm so noraml about this show god 9 should not typ at late night once the sleep medications hit but know yknow @bat-plus-moth-equals-both was supposed to supervixse me and we both understood that i was just saying normal things you know? liket his entire fanom is like this.

you are i see you okay you are all like this

you just hode it nbetter i have never been good at hiding my feelinga and thoughts just like aziracrow and tyet exactly not like them hm how is that so contradicktory well ineffable isnt igt

@howmanyholesinswisscheese ARTHUR HOW YA DOING ALL GOOD SEE I'M FINE AFTER THE FINAL FIFTEEN I'M SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS SHOW IT JUST GETS A BIT EMOTIONAL AT NIGHTS BUT THEN SEE? IM ABLE TO REASON IT ALL OUT

Remember that one day you didn't obsess over Good Omens?

Yeah? Me neither.

[shroom-n-doom]

Kind of sucks being a 20 year old grown ass adult and being unable to discipline yourself, like I really have to live the rest of my life??? With this brain?? I'll take a rain check