#IM HAVING A LOT OF FEELINGS
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I'm unwell
#i genuinely had to stop myself from audibly reacting in the middle of the office#she's so hot she's so hot she's so hot#im having a lot of feelings#naomi scott
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they were so real for this
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emotional hours i miss mimi so much i genuinely want to cry my chest hurts im in shambles
why did they shelve her was her design too hard to animate did she clip too much like what happened. why did they take my baby. for what reason. i've come to terms with the fact i will most likely never see her again but i wanna know why .
i would've been a mimi main in a different timeline i can tell you that much. c6 triple crowned, everything (she was going to be a 4* iirc so it would've been easier to get cons) i would've given her the enkanomiya shell catalyst....
i wanted her to be friends with the gang too. be part of the resistance and have connections to kazuha and gorou and beidou and visit the city and have just a vibrance that never fades even in the face of adversity - not out of a sense of naive optimism but CHOOSING to find the good things in the world and realizing that love is everywhere and you just have to look in the right places and maybe. maybe everything will be okay. not right away, but eventually.
sorry im tired and sad
#kokomi's kit is great and she's a fantastic unit but the shorts; man...... can't stand em. they're awful.#maybe an unpopular opinion but i also am not crazy about her highlights#like in hu tao's case the hair goes from brown to red and it looks like a gradual and natural change#but kokomi is like WOE! BLUE BE UPON YE#idk how to explain it im sorry#it's not a deal breaker but it's. it's sure something!#im having a lot of feelings#like atm im prefarming for kokomi. because she is very very good unit wise#but my heart is with mimi. i think it always will be. kokomi is good but she's not the same.#and sometimes i wonder if i should just stop farming for her cuz like. i like her lore it's interesting#but they haven't really delved into it at all it's just locked behind her stories and the enkanomiya event IF you played it#in all the times she's actually shown up i don't feel she was done justice. not in her story quest; DEFINITELY not in the archon quest#she shows up for maybe ten minutes in the enkanomiya event which is a CRIME considering her ancestry is directly tied to it!! what the hell#im just torn up and upset ok sorry
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w: 'how we were created does not define us, or am i just fodder to you as well? ' s: ' yes. that is precisely what you are. ' w: ' you. are. wrong. '
#hey whats up its ur girl finally catching up on campaign before raid#im having a lot of feelings#the primary one of which someone go tell grandpa sabellian to take a fuckin nap
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Am I surprised that my ex is stalking my friends' socials and mine to find out where I am? No
Am I still upset by this fact and wished that this wasn't actually happening? Yes
#life change#great#i was honestly hoping this WOULD NOT happen#at least he hasnt popped up any where i am yet#YET#fuck man#why is this happening#im not that great of a human#there is no need#im having a lot of feelings#mostly a mix of angry and disappointment#though i shouldn't be disappointed#i also cried when i was finally by myself cause this is just not okay#love that hes still upsetting me and finding ways to make me do shit i dont want to do even a month and a half AFTER breaking up#i fucking can't#if he becomes manic and shows up somewhere im at im going to freak
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((Listen, listen, listen, it wasn't exact, but what I mean by Qrow having good memories in the Branwen Tribe, and like, having people that looked out and cared about him, this is what I mean. There were more mature members of the Tribe who took Qrow under their wing despite his semblance and guided him into the person he'd become. There just wasn't the same focus on his emotional development as there was on his other skills.
None of the Branwens were good people. There were better ones in there, but they were all cold-blooded killers and thieves at the end of the day, and they were raising children to be just like them.
#headcanon#i told you this game was dangerous for me#im having a lot of feelings#especially when the kiddo asks when they're going to the other camp#because he left his STORY BOOK
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@trustbutvcriify / seth BANDAGE patch them up when they get hurt.
It took a stern voice and her ‘If you are intent on protecting me then you first need to take care of yourself’ line before Seth allowed Eirika to clean and redress his wound. With enough determination - of which he had plenty - Seth could do it himself, but not without aggravating the wound more since it was placed so precariously.
Furthermore, she was the reason for his wound. Upon fleeing castle Renais atop Seth’s horse, Valter had pursued the pair, and it was in defending her from him that Seth was injured.
It was also, if she was being honest with herself, a way to be close to him. As a knight, it was his duty to protect her, and while Seth did not treat her any differently he also did not shy away when she touched him nor did he mind her excuses to spend time with him.
“At the next town, we can see about finding someone to look at this.” Eirika finished cleaning the wound, but let her hand stray across his muscled shoulder before she pulled away. With all the fighting they did, it wasn’t uncommon to find his wound re-opened. It worried her.
Eirika turned to grab the bandages, which was all they had on this march, and indicated for him to lift his arm. Obedient to a fault, he did so, and Eirika got to work.
This was the part that brought her close. When she needed to wrap her arms around him to retrieve the bandage and bring it full circle, when his bare arm steadied her against him, when she pulled the bandage firmly across his muscles. It was all done in silence with their eyes catching the other’s every so often, holding for a moment too long, all while cherishing these precious few moments they had alone. Before they had to return to the world outside, to being a princess and her knight.
#c: eirika#trustbutvcriify#trustbutvcriify: seth#answered#okok heart me out#something about#his open wound being a metaphor for their love#it keeps reopening and bleeding because he’s hiding it and not acknowledging it#the only time it is is by her in private#which is also the only time they can let their guard down a little#seth says he will likely have this his whole life#just like his love for her#and when the war is finally over#is when it can close up and start to heal#because he’s letting himself act on his feelings finally#it’s 2:30am am i making sense aslkdjasd#IM HAVING A LOT OF FEELINGS#ok im going to bed
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Ignore me but I’m thinking about this again. Did Obi-Wan know? Did he ever wonder what Anakin did with his braid? Did he give it to Anakin, thinking he’d be given it back? Did he hate himself a bit, for feeling slighted by its absence in his belongings? By his tangible proof of attachment? Did he wonder if it ended up on Tatooine, with Anakin’s mother? Did he think that that was when the rift began, when he realized they were out of sync, for the first time? Do you think he saw Padme again, during the war, and suddenly realized where the braid ended up? Did Obi-Wan know?
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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arthur morgan tiddies and tummy thats all im gonna say
#my art#arthur morgan#rdr2 arthur#arthur morgan rdr2#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#man i have so many feelings about him#thinking a lot of thoughts#like that happy trail im currently staring at#no im not i gotta go guys bye
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"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"
some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#I LOVE PLOTTING AND ALSO SCHEMING#listen i have a lot of feelings and i needed 2 process them and i do that by making art 2 target my mutuals directly#read my about it's there it's in the fineprint if we talk You Are Not Safe smile#i just . BITING BITING BITING this fic#the domesticity the grief the casual yet unfathomably deep soulmatism.......im ruined i tell u Ruined#so naturally i dropped everything#remember how i said lefts/rights r my enemy my beloathed my nemesis. MIRRORS MADE IT SO MUCH WORSE FHGDSAJFGJS I WANTED DEATH#i was like this is incorrect. no this is correct. flips them around in my head. no im wrong again actually#purgatory tbh but we got there (watch me be wrong again tho if i am wrong again i think i will Cry)#anyway!!! i don't have much else to say except pls read the fic and show jinx some love they 1000% deserve it this fic 1000% deserves it#i could only draw so many scenes but i would draw all of it if i could#fr i ws so paranoid abt accuracy lmao cut 2 footage of me looking up rice cooker models and wtf the colour 'carnelian' was#i hope i got everything right i hope i did it justice :'>#also if any1 mentions how megumi's arm in 3 is at an awkward angle. look me in the eye and tell me youve comfortably cuddled with someone#i will call u a liar
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mija
thank u @theoldkyokodied for this commission i love it so much <3
#miguel o'hara#gabriella o'hara#atsv#across the spiderverse#is this technically alt miguel? yes but also i just have lots of feelings about miguel and fatherhood considering his past#and him plus gabi make me very emotional on that front lmao#ANYWAYS vin mwah love u so much this art is beautiful and im going to stare lovingly at it forever and ever
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shujin trio!!!
#persona 5#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#ryuji sakamoto#ann takamaki#shujin trio#p5 prot#duke draws#havent used this blog in so long but everywhere else feels scary to post art to rn#i have a lot of persona doodles i havent posted anywhere cus im shy so they might go on here for the time being
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figure skating set right now please. thanks
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#GUYS I AM PUTTING OFF WORKING ON MY COSPLAY SOMETHING STUPID. im tireddddd i like sleeepingggff i want to play and drawwwww#after work I literally ate a giant bowl of mac n cheese and climbed into bed. lifestyle choices of a 9 year old#anyways i want figure skaitng set. bad. PJSK HAS A WEIRDLY LOW NUMBER OF ACTUALLY WINTERY SETS... like 3. kind of.#i have some thumbnail sketches but im kind of stumped on composition for them. my idea was a nene focus set#(IF HER NEXT FOCUS ISNT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA THEMED INWILL DIE. BADLY. THEYRE GOING TO AN OPER AHOUSE. PLEADBR)#originally my idea was for nene to be biting a medal i was very sold on it bc i love nenes competitive side#however her outfit is so nice i want it to also be part of the art .. its heavily inspired by that one iconic eunsoo lim dress#from her somewhere in time program iirc. im really undatisfied with emus dress tbh my origimal idea was to give it a phoenix look#but a lot of the firebird/phoenix skating programs have very sleek dresses and i want emus to be fluffy. the balance is hard ..#and since i want her program song to be once upon a dream from sleeping beauty i swerved to make it look a bit like auroras ? but again#it definitely feels like the weakest of everybodys ... maybe i just love her too much and want her to look the best. sorry wxs.#tsukasas outfit is supposed to look like a shooting star. easy. program music moonlight sonata 3rd movement like from dazzling light. easy.#actually i like takahashi daisukes moonlight sonata program its a medley of the 1st and 3rd movement.. i think the calm at the beginning#is best. maybe smth like that.. for his card inhad him doing a haircutter spin but again. the outfits good i want the outfit visible. damn.#ruis the one im very set on even now. girl why are you so phantom of the opera.#it has a lot of beautiful programs to reference but the outfit i didnt really have any solid reference i kind of just balled#my main idea was to make it look a bit like both christine and the phantom.... gender Fluid.#my yapfest... i should be SEWING!!!!!!!!#despite my yapping im not that well versed in figure skating i cant really distinguish jumps i just like it . and medalist#i only do normal skating. bc i played hockey for like 7 years LOLLLL inlove skating though Heart.
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Hi i’m reaching soo hard but.
It’s not a 1-1 match, moreso about the habits? Nervous arm clutch, leaning forward when mad, clasping hands a lot, the smug side lean. Loop shares the most similarities with Siffrin, but I like to think they picked up some habits from the party too (after all they had a looong time to memorize those😁)
#isat#isat loop#isat spoilers#2hats spoilers#listen. hear me out#sorry if someone else pointed this out already#the isa one is funny to me because they have the same tick but very differently#isa does it when he’s nervous or embarassed#loop does it when they’re uncomfortable or feel cornered#odile one is vibes only i looked at their sprites and went. this lean feels familiar. and then looked at hers. sorry if its a stretch😁🙏#Siffrin also does that forward lean. i like to think he picked it up from bonnie but the vice versa is cute too#mira and loop clasp hands very differently but. they both do it a lot#guys please im cooking please no dont go💔#in stars and time#isat odile#isat isabeau#isat mirabelle#isat bonnie
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