#IM DOING BAD

[wouldgaysexfixthem]

bbg how are you

[andoutofharm]

hiiiiiiiiiiiii hiiiiiiiiii hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

[stpansy]

if you even care

[aweisz]

oh im thinking rn

[spideyhexx]

please give sad coryo thoughts i beg

had a thought about how the days he does end up having some sort of moment where he’s questioned on his clothes or his eating habits or Highbottom makes a comment, he goes home, feigning everything is good when speaking to Tigris and Grandma’am.

He doesn’t complain about the cabbage dinner again, even though he hates it. Tigris can see through him but she doesn’t push it.

Then when he’s alone in his room, he tries to get himself to sleep before he can think too much but some nights he finds himself replaying the words that were said to him, the looks he was given (some probably more conjured up in his head than actual truth) and he cries. He doesn’t like crying at all. He feels like it gives in to all the sorrow he’s feeling and Coryo feels as though be shouldn’t ever let that overtake him but some nights he can’t hold that back.

And it always spirals into thoughts that extend beyond what happened in class/at academy. He starts to think about his mother, his father, what he could’ve had, and that sadness turns to an anger before he eventually cries so hard, he’s exhausted and able to sleep.

[jaimthegr8]

soooo it’s been a month since apology tour how we feeling

[ohimtherebabey]

oh i brought you my bullets you brought me your love we're really in it now

[luwuley]

trying so hard to be normal as if my favorite character in media since 2010 when I read the first comic wasn’t just completely and utterly trashed in the shows final season.

[this-should-do]

i might need to go on suicide watch or something, for my own safety, im not doing well but i want to make it anyways but i dont trust my brain at the moment to stay on track

[casually-salad]

Not doing good right now, and probably for a long time, production rate is going to slow down for the cutie pox chronics, I can't keep making comics as large as they are and posting them within a week of starting it. It's not over just assume you're not going to get regular weekly ish updates

[mugentakeda]

mujin headcanons ?? or just samurai champloo headcanons in general,,

you have seriously no idea the kind of beast you have trifled with asking me this. most of these are specific and kinda complicated because im insane and put deep thought into everything abt samcham but some are just simple and silly. Lets begin

OK SO. i have deep reasoning for almost any of my headcanons because im a stickler for abiding by canon as much as i possibly can no matter how ridiculous the headcanon is. headcanons for ME personally esp with aus and stuff are like "how would this character act in this fucked up situation" rather than coming up with fanon bullshit based on absolutely nothing which just strips characters of their bare essentials which is stupid so yeah. im gonna get the big ones out of the way then get smaller as i go

-i use they/she/he for jin. my hc for their gender and sexuality is kinda hard to describe and idek if theres a label for it but i just phrase it as any gender and no gender at the same time. i think jin doesnt personally view their gender as anything specific and presents mostly neutrally and people just perceive them for what they choose to see. women like seeing jin as a handsome androgynous woman (like a bifauxnen). men like seeing jin as a beautiful man. vice versa. jin has no attachment to such things they just go with the flow and presentation doesnt mean anything profound for them personally other than like. an accessory or something???? idk. i like to see shino and jin as nblw because their story reminds me of something tragic lesbians would do. but tdlr no matter what gender you are being into jin is gay inherently -jin is a virgo, fuu is a libra, and mugen is a scorpio. common traits for virgos include loyalty, practicality, overly critical of self and others, dislikes rudeness and asking for help. they can be closed off and can be misunderstood by others due to this, but they have deep senses of humanity. traits for libras include social, gracious, desire for companionship, in a constant chase for justice and equality, a dislike for comformity and loudmouths. traits for scorpios include resourcefulness, passion, assertiveness, fearless, a dislike for dishonesty, small talk, superficiality. i originally based the specific dates (sept 4th for jin, oct 9th for fuu, and nov 3rd for mugen) based on the number of diamonds in jins mon, the number of letters in 'sunflower' for fuu (sunflower season ends in october!), and the 3 corners of the triangle on the back of mugens happi. EVERYTHING IS INTENTIONAL!!!!! -jin is actually left handed, but such a thing is forbidden for samurai, so jin had to force themself to use their right. you wouldnt know it at first glance but if you saw jins fancy kanji caligraphy using their left hand compared to their uniformed and almost robotically perfect handwriting with their right youd be able to tell what theyre truly most comfortable with -mugen and jin have to bicker about literally everything. like jin will say something and mugen sometimes will actually agree but he’ll say something purposefully contrarian and stupid just to get on jins nerves. it takes hard work to get an actual rise out of them but sometimes just the blank stare or the raised eyebrow is enough to make mugen cackle

-making clean kills is practiced for jin because the feeling of sticky blood and the stench makes them antsy. the night that they stumbled out into the dark after accidentally killing enshirou, itd been everywhere. soaking their clothes, under their nails, on their lips, in their eyelashes and hair. theyd thrown up and wailed hysterically like a wounded animal and then collapsed into an ice cold river to claw it off in panic and nearly drowned from the force of the river waves and the shock of the whole situation and then they just passed out on the bank from exhaustion and didnt wake up for 15 hours

-after the finale, mugen recovers (somehow) from his injuries after 2 weeks. however, this did not account for the chronic pain that sticks with him and worsens in the cold and rain. hed find later that jin, his perfect bird of a feather, gets debilitating migraines and back pain in the cold and rain. they can be in bed and in pain together

-jin doesnt force their meticulous and traditional routines onto mugen so theyll slink out of bed at the ass crack of dawn to do their weird praying and katas and meditation and mugen will sleep until past noon and he'll always complain about them letting him sleep the day away and theyll always just hum in response

-jin can NOT cook for shit but id like to think they work to improve as a way of remembering shino fondly. before meeting her they could brew a mean ass cup of tea and steamed rice. but that was literally it. but now they can make some simple things like clear mushroom soup and dumplings and they intend on expanding

-mugen is a closeted fine arts snob. he thought the shit was flowery and boring before but jin reads their favorite poems and epics to him and theyve furthered his education where sensei bundai left off so they do a lot of poetry writing as exercises. mugen likes haikus a lot. and he likes those weird noh theaters that jin loves. especially the vile ones with the drama and violence and cheating and death and betrayal. jin forces him to go to the romance ones too its just against his will those times

-jin will not let him hit until he has bathed. the first time he propositioned them they threw him in a huge hot bath like an animal and combed through every matted knot in his hair, scrubbed his back and behind his ears, carved the dirt out from under his yellow fingernails with a small knife, forced a wad of mint leaves in his mouth. jin plucks their eyebrows so maybe theyre kind of over the top about it but then mugen considers rinsing himself off in river water bathing so maybe theyre being perfectly reasonable

-they tell each other scar stories and random events that happened before they met each other. theres a lot of observing without words that they both do to get to know each other but they also do a lot of talking. it always happens at night when theyre both kind of tipsy on sake or wine because thats the only time jin feels loosened up enough to not clam up over memories

[pcktknife]

mental illness be Kicking 👊💥My👊💥 Ass🦵💥

[andoutofharm]

i just think pete is really pretty

[parme-san]

whimper. scream

[aweisz]

[hermanunworthy]

new theme for the first time in a while guys..... how are we feeling