#IM COMIIIING

[theraccoonsinyourbackyard]

I didnt even watch the musical yet and my google tabs are all just

[aromanticofficial]

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHH

me when hadestown

[withmatchinglaces]

imagine hadestown but orpheus’s voice absolutely SUCKS

[dreamwritesimagines]

Dream! I can’t decide who I’m most mad at, Clover, Benedict, or you! (Kidding, of course!) this chapter is amazing, the pain is so real! Really well written!

Their lack of communication is so huge, and so relatable. Clover should have asked him to stay when he offered, and Benedict should have known that if Clover wanted to talk at dinner then it was important. But so often in relationships we can be so bad at talking to one another about what we need.

And man that fight, clover really knew where to hit Benedict. Im worried about how quickly she lost control - it was so easy for her to lose her trust in him after one miscommunication, and to not be able to stay calm and rational. I really hope Clover is able to see that her trauma is causing her to make rash decisions and hurt others as well - it’s not just about being able to trust Benedict and his actions, but also being able to recognize her own trauma and learning how to react and work through situations when she is triggered. Not to go too personal, but I definitely have trauma from a past emotionally abusive relationship, and sometimes when something triggers me and I want to go straight to defensiveness or pretend everything is fine so I don’t have to talk about it, I’ll have to stop and say to my current partner, “look, I know I have baggage attached to (whatever the issue is), but this is how it’s making me feel and here’s why.” And that helps us both figure out how to deal with whats going and and better see where we’re both coming from. But it also took us a long time to get there, and I would imagine for Clover, having been so young when she was abused, she hasn’t developed those kinds of coping and communication skills. And, even knowing some about her past, Benedict has never had to deal with trauma like this, and doesn’t know how to spot when she’s being avoidant or know how to help her through it.

I’m wondering if Clover will eventually be the one to tell Benedict about the letter from her parents, or if he’s going to find out about the situation from someone else? I think knowing about the letter will help him understand she’s reacting from a place of pain and panic, but if someone else tells him, I think he’ll also be hurt that she didn’t tell him initially. I’m sure he never would have left if he’d know what was going on and she hadn’t insisted she was fine.

Anyway, wondeful as always! I can’t wait for the next chapter!

Awww thank you so much love! 🥰❤️

Exactly! I think that sort of lack of communication is something almost all of us have been through, something being important to us but the other person misses that or vice versa❤️ In Clover's case, it clashed with her trauma💔

You're absolutely right, she knows where to hit to make it hurt💔 I think in her situation, it goes either way, she either shuts down or lashes out because that's what she has experienced in her home life, and she ended up doing both with Benedict instead of explaining what was happening ❤️

I'm so sorry to hear that about your past relationship, but it's wonderful to hear that you have a safe relationship now where you can have open and honest communication! ❤️❤️

Yessss for Benedict, it's rather hard to understand the signs of her trauma (except for the wrist rubbing thing) because he has never dealt with that before, and he also never really had to answer to anyone where he had been before, or like...have these kind of responsibilities 😁

I think he will be so shocked when he hears because he is one of the very few people who knows about her home life, so he always assumed if something like that happened, she would immediately tell him and yet...😏

More angst is comiiiing! ❤️

[boredsquirrel]

When you are memorising lymph nodes and you can't remember that one word... what was that thing... that you can name all of its parts... but what was the name???

Ah. Diaphragm. Lol.

[hanasaku-shijin]

Successful PokemonGO morning for me! Did my 3rd EX Raid and got another 91% Mewtwo! (My first one was also 91%, and my second was 85% with perfect attack stats).

And then right after found a wild weather-boosted Gyarados!! And a Beldum! Heck yeah!

Now I’m ready for quests (and Mew) to drop!!

[sandersgrey]

Something about Wait for Me just makes me go crazy, its true.

Where do you get your Ideas from?

[mayapenelopeclutterbucket]

*SPOILERS* Thoughts I had while watching TGD 3x18 “Heartbreak” aka MY SHIP IS FUCKING SAILING HOLY SHIT OH MY GOD I CANNT BREATHE LIKE IM STILL FREAKING OUT AND DYING HERE THIS POST IS GONNA BE SO LONG OKAY IM SORRY NOT SORRY

Y’all I AM REAAAADy FOR TONIGHT and not that anybody cares probably but I am really sorry about not catching up on my motifs that clearly didn’t happen but just that depression has been getting to me and I’m definitely gonna go thru them because after tonight I’m just so pumped and excited and still can’t breathe and love and appreciate all yours guys constant support and I’m just v emotional rn okay I want to cry from happiness after tonight’s episode ending also plz forgive me 😩😩

-yessss the shaire friendship I have been needing all fucking season ITS. ABOUT. TIME.

-I am in love with dr. Claire Browne okay 😭😭 she’s too pure and I love her with all my heart

-melendaire looking like the power couple of the century every time they’re standing next to each other and I’m HERE FOR IT 👏🏼👏🏼

-ooof shaun is triggered by ilys being shared

-aww Morgan’s arthritis is getting worse ://

-and Morgan referring to Claire and shaun as their last names really??? Haven’t we progressed further then that

-also Glassy is pissing me off like shaun can have friends who want to help him out he doesn’t need to do everything on his own fuck off with this narrative

-Morgan is breaking my heart here I wonder if she will go to a different field of medicine

-Claire don’t be swayed by this cheater lmaoo why you gonna listen to his dumbass

-damn Claire calling shaun out and shaun doing the same to Claire

-wow I am loving all this talk about dating with melendaire around SUBTEXT AM I RIGHT SEASON 5 ENDGAME WE ARE COMIIIING

-sometimes I feel like I miss things tho typing all this while watching it live 😂 oh well I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

-damn call him out Claire for interrupting you MY QUEEN everyone needs to bow before her tbh

-OH SHIT SHAUN CALLED MELENDEZ OUT FOR BEING “nice” TO CLAIRE 👀👀👀 but got called a jerk in reply lmaooo the ogs are being so chaotic this ep I love it

-the melendaire look exchanged after that tho POETIC CINEMA

-also yeah shaun friendship is a two way street support should be going both ways

-daaaamn Melendez getting jealous about dash OH HOLY SHIT I CANNOT CLAIRE SHARING EVERYTHING TO MELENDEZ AND MELENDEZ GETTING JEALOUS AND IS TRYING TO BE LIKE WTF I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU DIDNT LIKE ROMANTICS??? Questioning dash and their relationship but in a nice way okay before y’all haters come for my ship GOD BLESS 🙌🏼🙌🏼

-like I feel like the both know and aren’t saying anything but that they do have feelings for each other like there was so much left unsaid with this interaction

-and Melendez telling Claire if it’s the right guys don’t wait for the right time is this foreshadowing?!?! And Claire making a move on melendez even tho he’s still her boss???!!!!? AHHH IM SO FREAKIN EXCITED 😭😭

-WOW MELENDAIRE SCENES PRACTICALLY BACK TO BACK IM DEAAAAD even if it was just about work the 2nd time around lmao

-Claire looks so great I love seeing her in something other then work clothes

-oh my god noooo CLAIRE AND DASH KISSED 😭😭

-omg melendez was inspired and got his idea from Claire’s!!!! He’s so in love with her and they make each other better!!! She amazes him EVERY DAY

-woooow shaun is really projecting and being a little shit no wonder Melendez threatens him with no longer being his resident the way he said the shit in front of the patient “it’s one thing to be rude to your colleagues but your patients hell no”

-y’all we’re only 30 minutes in and already sooo much content ooof I’m almost on melendaire overload 😂 like my heart can’t handle it

-Melendez trying to give advice to shaun love it and boo your heart healed because of Claire just ADMIT IT

-HE ALSO JUST SAID HES MOVED ON FROM HIS TWO HEARTBREAKS GOD BLESS L*MLENDEZ IS FINISSSSSHED 🙌🏼🙌🏼

-Morgan looks likes she’s about to quit after lims speech

-Lmaooo that guys car just got REKT

-Noooo Morgan my bby she just dropped her bombshell about ra and is quitting 😩

-awww lim giving Morgan her “last chance” to shine and do surgery and stuff a 3rd year wouldn’t typically do my babies

-I’m sick of shaun being surprised about Claire having good ideas I know he’s been undermining everyone this ep but I will not allow any asshole behavior from anyone to my bby!!!

-Melendez just put his HEART OUT THERE and Claire looked shooook MELENDEZ LITERALLY TOLD HER SHE INSPIRES HIM AND MAKES HIM A BETTER DOCTOR AND PERSON WITH HER AROUND and remind hims of why he became a doctor 😭😭

-Morgan is officially doing the surgery to “fix” her hands

-shaun getting back out there WE LOVE TO SEE IT

-CLAIRE LOOKS SO UNSURE ABOUT DASH LIKE BREAK IT OFF FINALLY PLEAAAASE y’know you really love Melendez

-is she gonna go see her boo her Neil Melendez

-god damn it @jillrox202 was right 😂 shaun is about to smash lea’s car what the fuck or at least wanted too

-wow okay shaun went off and went waaaay to far

-wow wow Claire went to her therapist is she gonna admit the feelings she has about her boss?!!?

-HOLY FUCKING SHIT HOLY FUCKING SHIT CLAIRE JUST ADMITTED SHE IS IN LOVE WITH HER BOSS I CANT BREATH I CANNOT BREATHE OH MY GOD WHAT IVE BEEN WAITING FOOOOR ALL SEASON SINCE SEASON 1 EVEN HOLY SHIT

-IS CLAIRE GONNA TELL MELENDEZ THO AS HES TRAPPED IN THE EARTHQUAKE WOW HOLY SHIT THAT WOULD BE POETIC CINEMA I CANT IM STILL IM SHOCK THE GROUP CHAT IS STILL IN SHOCK

-like I have dreamt and hoped for this and waited for this day to fucking come and now that it has I can hardly believe it 😭😭😭

-y’all we have waited for this for so long and it doesn’t feel real!!!!!

-okay I cant like oh my god the excitement I feel I cant deal I really can’t

-CLAIRE BEING IN LOVE WITH MELENDEZ IS FUCKING CANON JESUS CHRIST

-y’all I’m gonna cry now that I’m finally processing it wow just fucking wow

-I just want to keep typing to show my disbelief but this post is already long enough and just think of hopeless we were in in season 2B and look where we are now!!!!

SEASON 5 ENDGAME IS A FUCKING GOOOO

[decrescending]

Am I the only one who prefers Broadway's Wait for Me especially the bridge???? Like??? Holy shit and i am not aloneeee! I hear the rocks and stones!!!! Echoing our sooooong, IM COMIIIING!

[hraewordsmith]

Ya comiii! No podía comer porque estaba en clase, encima salimos más tarde! But im nos a fuelled happy bean

yey!!!! muy bien!

[8a8y]

im sitting here vibrating shaking waiting for you people to get to real fruits basket it’s comiiiiiing for you all the trauma is COMIIIING

[thing-you-do-with-that-thing]

Spreading some love

I have been on a reading spree today. Trying to find new authors to love and catching up with some old favs so what better time to share some love than right now (before I pass out)

@ilostmyshoe-79 - let’s face it Kimmy just rocks. I love your destiel fics. I am addicted to Black and White. Your Writing is hart series is killing me in the best way possible. It is as hot and perfect as Faking it but in its own right. 

@imagining-supernatural - I found her Spotlight series today which instantly made me follow her. It is such an amazing series and I am completely in love. Every part got reblogged and are hidding somewhere in my q ;)

@luci-in-trenchcoats - I just love all your Dean fics okay?! I get so happy when I see and new one shot from you and today I dug into you series masterlist. I loved Simple Man so much! Curently I am trying to decide if I wanna start Locked In, Spend the Night or Join me for Coffee next lol :D

@emilywritesaboutdean is another new fav of mine. I came across her series The Falcon and the Wolf which she based on one of my fav movies (yes it is made 2 years before I was born but I am a geek so deal with it :P) She is an amazing writer and I am currently reading through her masterlists as I (im)patiently wait for part 2 of one of my new fav series to stalk. 

@impala-dreamer - Beka is just awesome. I am a Dean girl but some of her Sam actually make me doubt that for very brief moments. She is the only one that accomplised that so far. And her Dean one shots are just to die for. Oh and I just recently found out she is writing Jensen too which made me do a little jig :D 

@bringmesomepie56 my Jensette. First of all I just love Arie. Second of all if I need a Dean or Jensen fix (which i often do) I know she will never dissappoint. Currently she is killing me with all her amazing 30 days of Dean and Jensen imagines (when is mine comiiiing - actually don’t care cause I swallow them all). Also I am still very patiently waiting for more of her Youtube Sensation series for Jensen :D

@chaos-and-the-calm67 my Mooselet. Again I love my Bevie! Secondly she is a wicked awesome writer. And she is a Dean girl :D Everytime Bev tags me in something new I get so happy. She is one of my fav writers and just one of the sweetest people I have met. 

@winchester-writes - Rosie is currently killing me with her Love and War series. She is like shaving years of my life with every chapter. I love that series. I just saw she started a new one but since I need to sleep soon I haven’t dared to start something that involves Dean and a hospital but I will get too it. My little angst queen <3

@emilyevanston - the only non supernatural blog I religiously stalk (yep Kate I am lerking). I blame this girl for shipping stucky and now Evenstan. She is writing the most amazing poly series (I can’t remember the name of cause I suck but I am really looking forward to an update) for Chris x reader x seb and she is writing a Chris x Reader series called The boy next door I am really stoked about. Pluse she does these amazing little headcanons for Steve, Bucky, Loki, Chris, Seb and Tom that are just killing me!!

Have a nice evening everyone. I will try and do this more regularly but life is so damn busy at the moment. I do my best <3

[motherfrickfracker]

WoAH WAIT THERES SEASON THREE OF KUROKO NO BASUKE