#IM CALLING MAPE OUT BUT I LOVE HIM

[dcwnthercbbithcle]

Mapplethorpe when there are borderline feral, unhinged & criminal Canadians that can give him attention, validation and make him WORSE

[adhdvane]

im sleep deprived and i just want to lay down and sleep forever but like i need to get some of the too many thoughts out of my brain and like this is dumb shit i’ve been sitting on for months but never really wrote down. and it’s dumb gbf headcanon shit bc my brain will never let me not think about it

vane literally has adhd and i will fucking fight everyone. vane sometimes just keeps talking. intense emotional response. literally states that he often gets so focused doing something that he walks into shit (not only is this like hyperfocus but also just too distracted to see where he’s going). difficulty regulating attention would explain so much of why he get’s lost, ESPECIALLY BECAUSE IN HIS SSR FATE HE SHOW’S THAT HE PUT A LOT OF EFFORT INTO MAPING OUT THE TRIP MEANING HE CAN BE COMPLETELY COMPETENT AND PREPARED FOR SOMETHING HE HAS A LOT OF INTEREST IN (ie my brain gettin that good shit). also difficulty following conversations if he’s not fully engaged. special interests, like he really loves cooking, i’m not saying like and being good at a thing you like is an adhd thing, but it could be related. you can hyperfocus on a person: Lancelot. (Lancelot also talks about how emotional Vane was as a child, Vane was very attached. Lancelot appears to be Vane’s only close friend of his age (everyone else is old lady’s bc of his soft spot for grandmas), could be related to Vane having difficulty with social situations as a child which is extremely common in adhd since most adhd brains are behind in that aspect of the brain compared to their peers. tbh vane is really high energy (like always just down to go run off at any moment like chill the fuck out you have too much) and i can entirely see him having a lot of difficulty standing still and being fidgety. i don’t know how you can say vane is not impulsive when he fucking Impulsive shouts Lancey at the top of his lungs, while lancelot is literally talking to the fucking king. the way vane speaks feels like the words just come out before he even processes half of them. not to mention vane would be the guy just down to do anything (and i don’t just mean bc he’s super high energy) but like also impulsively. and other things i totally image are plausible like part of the reason he likes cleaning and keeping things clean is because he needs to keep that structure bc he will fucking lose things and also keeping it a routine is a way of dealing with adhd and the disorganization it causes. but also being super adhd about his cleaning and starting with one thing, then switching, then switching again, and just cycling through different aspects until it’s all done and realizing he was only going to do the one thing today but oops i did all of it bc i was in the fucking zone and i completely forgot i was supposed to do other important things today fuck concept vane fidgeting quietly with a piece of his armor while someone is talking (percival is talking and immediately calls him out like ur not paying attention and what did i just say. and vane just .... fuck i did the thing where i was listening but not listening i heard the words but they didn’t go into my brain. but also sometimes vane recalling what percival said perfectly.) sometimes vane not being able to follow a complicated conversation between multiple people isn’t because he spaced out but bc everyone is talking at once and there are other noises and it just creates a sensory overload and his first response is to just shout bc he can’t deal. vane: lancey i made cookies! lancelot: that’s great! vane: [smiling] lancelot: ... uh where are they vane: ... vane: oH FUCK I LEFT THEM IN THE OVEN except then he discovers they’re not burnt bc he forgot to turn the oven on. i could go on more but im gunna stop idk i have strong feelings. just ignore all of this. b y e

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Andy Ellis writes: "im no mapes" From michael  Sat Jun  2 17:06:19 2007

From: michael (m m) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 15:06:19 -0700 (PDT) Subject: [eDebate] Hey Girls Message-ID: <632483.77407.qm@web506.biz.mail.mud.yahoo.com>

Andy Ellis writes: "im no mapes"

 First: Clearly.  Second. I am not the butt of your jokes, but you have earned yourself  the honor of being the butt of mine for several months to come.

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From andy.edebate  Sat Jun  2 19:32:58 2007 From: andy.edebate (Andy Ellis) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 20:32:58 -0400 Subject: [eDebate] Hey Girls In-Reply-To: <632483.77407.qm@web506.biz.mail.mud.yahoo.com> References: <632483.77407.qm@web506.biz.mail.mud.yahoo.com> Message-ID: <9368bc9b0706021732k621d699t6acada4944d5b29@mail.gmail.com>

have fun with that...im not sure it will be interesting for several months, but you are free to try...

On 6/2/07, m m <michael at michaelmapes.org> wrote: > Andy Ellis writes: "im no mapes" > >   First: Clearly. >   Second. I am not the butt of your jokes, but you have earned yourself  the > honor of being the butt of mine for several months to come. >

From mmk_savant  Sat Jun  2 19:39:47 2007 From: mmk_savant (Michael Korcok) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 17:39:47 -0700 Subject: [eDebate] ans Mapes Message-ID: <BAY111-W5C9F905C584B35FBEAC22E4220@phx.gbl>

hey con artist ...

why didn't you predict that Ellis was going to mock you?

oh and my dead great grandmother just asked me to tell you to shoot yourself, douchebag.

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From michael  Sat Jun  2 20:21:12 2007 From: michael (m m) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 18:21:12 -0700 (PDT) Subject: [eDebate] Hi Girls Message-ID: <853717.47831.qm@web502.biz.mail.mud.yahoo.com>

I was going to craft a bitchy and insulting response...and then I  googled you..and found your judge phil. and when I read this line it  took away the need for such a response.. and I quote  "i have libertarian tendencies"

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From meggiexjoy  Sat Jun  2 20:29:59 2007 From: meggiexjoy (Meggie Mapes) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 20:29:59 -0500 Subject: [eDebate] ans Mapes Message-ID: <591d23e10706021829x2ccb287fkcb9fc64278fa4e0e@mail.gmail.com>

1. good thing we've upgraded to suicide jokes. 2. stop being ignorant about things/people you know nothing about

thanks! Meggie

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From mmk_savant  Sat Jun  2 20:32:53 2007 From: mmk_savant (Michael Korcok) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 18:32:53 -0700 Subject: [eDebate] ans Mapes Message-ID: <BAY111-W9FFD6115E317A945C8FFDE4220@phx.gbl>

Yeah.  "libertarian" doesn't mean "tolerant of scam artists".

You present yourself as possessing extra-human capabilities such as being able to speak to the dead, predicting the future, and psychically communicating with animals.  You do so for the purpose of taking the money of vulnerable and gullible people, many of whom are in emotional crises.  You do this by promising them love and understanding.

Benny Hinn and Ernest Angley do essentially the same thing using the religion grift.  You, John Edward, and those 2 all get exactly the scorn from me that you deserve.

Tell you what Michael...  how much change do I have in the desk drawer next to me?  You can telepathically ask my 6-line wrasse to help you out with this one...

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From mmk_savant  Sat Jun  2 20:37:27 2007 From: mmk_savant (Michael Korcok) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 18:37:27 -0700 Subject: [eDebate] ans Mapes Message-ID: <BAY111-W17BFAC159E8CAC7100AC7CE4220@phx.gbl>

ask him to ask my dead great grandmother.  should be no problem... and why the hell is he looking up my judging philosophy instead of just calling his own psychic hotline?

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From Webb767  Sat Jun  2 21:03:02 2007 From: Webb767 (Webb, Clayton M) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 21:03:02 -0500 Subject: [eDebate] ans Mapes Message-ID: <F15A2C05D2F09F47B2969B85347BF8C615DFDE@sapphire.EDUBEAR.NET>

Michael Korcok writes "You, John Edward, and those 2 all get exactly the scorn from me that you deserve."

Ohhhh! The John Edward burn......Devastating!!!

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From meggiexjoy  Sat Jun  2 21:14:39 2007 From: meggiexjoy (Meggie Mapes) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 21:14:39 -0500 Subject: [eDebate] ans Mapes Message-ID: <591d23e10706021914p35e077a5le2974b104b7ca2a7@mail.gmail.com>

Michael Korcok writes "and why the hell is he looking up my judging philosophy instead of just calling his own psychic hotline?"

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From mmk_savant  Sat Jun  2 21:52:00 2007 From: mmk_savant (Michael Korcok) Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2007 19:52:00 -0700 Subject: [eDebate] ans Mapes Message-ID: <BAY111-W1068DBD7C2808C4879D16FE4220@phx.gbl>

yes.

the readings are reasonably priced too.  40 minutes is only $150.  such a bargain.  if he spreads you could find out what everyone will be running for the whole year.  or does he not get that specific?

but having "validated" his abilities on his radio show, you already knew that...  but I suppose you could save yourself some money by calling in to that show.  as a reminder, you can talk to him at:

COAST TO COAST AMhttp://www.coasttocoastam.comFri. night 6/1/07 - Sat. morning 6/2/071AM - 5AM EASTERN12AM - 4AM CENTRAL10PM - 2AM PACIFICGMT: 5AM - 9AM Sat. June 2, 2007 For a station near you:http://www.coasttocoastam.com/info/wheretolisten.html and offers archives. Links at top left:http://www.coasttocoastam.com/ CALL-IN TO THE SHOW FOR A SHORT READING:Western US: 1-800-618-8255 (toll free)Eastern US: 1-800-825-5033 (toll free)First time caller: 1-818-501-4721Wild Card line: 1-818-501-4109 (anyone can call) INTERNATIONAL TOLL FREE: (Sprint Direct Access Number)1-800-893-0903, Press Option 52.Dial the Sprint Access Number 3.Then Enter 8 0 0 - 8 9 3 - 0 9 0 3. Let it ring.

oh yeah... since there was no answer to

test question 1:  how much change is in my desk drawer?  (Jessica, who is pulling for him, has agreed to act as the referee)

I will ask

test question 2: what is my dead great grandmother's name?  I mean my mom's dad's mom but he can try for my dad's dad's mom.

Michael Korcok