#IM A FAKE DISNEY GAMER

[laxchra]

((…if I want to launch my bff into a rant I just play a video explaining the KH timeline & let her go off

[stellarune]

kotlc yt au hc bc i want to write but cant *actually* write so its the next best thing

biana makes historical versions of famous costumes (disney, barbie, you name it) shes basically the cosplay queen. she did a lot of stitching by hand before her accident which cost her her arm, so now she mostly does it with a machine (look, amputee!biana is in every single on of my human aus). her videos are very chaotic bc shes mostly just making it up as she goes, but in the end, she gives a proofed step by step how to for the dress/coat/wtv. since shes so rich, all of her paterns are free as well. she has around 3m subscribers. she does charity streams.

dex is a maker. he does reproductions of weapons he likes from video game, movies, animes you name it. he has an ongoing series called “will i finally manage to make a lightsaber this year ?” it comes out every year in july, and is one of hs most viewed videos. he also works to make his own patinas and experiment with different kinds of finnish for his pieces. he took a year off off youtube at one point to learn how to make jewellery, and now hes back with a store, and some custom rings ! he has around 1.5m subs, but some of his videos can get as many as 10m views. he never monetizes his videos.

fitz is a baking youtuber, in theory. the first few years on his channels were basically just baking tutorials without voiceover. but he did one live strem for 100k and the fans were absolutely shook at his voice and face, and he just never could go back to anonimity. how did he get that many subs ? well, all of his videos had the fuck ups included, and step by step guides on how to fix these mistakes. also the editing job was flawless. now he does baking experiments, and some cakes on request. he has a few monetized videos, but only with small companies that really need advertizing, or ridiculous products. (hes been known for doing a video sponsored by chin workout equipent) he has around 3m subscribers as well.

keefe is the random guy. he does art challenges, and trends, and just videos that seem pulled out of nowhere (”i set up a fake shower in the middle of the street lol”) he takes part in drama, as in he watches from the sidelines, then makes a shitty edit summarising the whole thing. hes never pretended to eb serious, and the people watching him know hes not. hes released one song on spotify that is just a compilation of everytime katherin bennett said urinoirs in That Video. hes fairly unproblematic though, and everytime he sets up soemthing crazy like the bathroom stall, he finds a way (legal or not) to let anyone that might need it use it. he has arund 6m subs, and definitely does big charity dnations

linh and marella are gamers. they dont have the same channel, but their content is fairly similar, even though their approch to it is wildly different. marella always tries to follow the rules so much she creates chaos, and linh generally gets distracted by side quests for a whole episode. theyre mostly known for their extremely different DBH gameplays, with marella ending up with the bad ending somehow, even though she mostly followed the good storyline, and linh killing way too many people unnessessarily by panicking. they both have around 5m subs

tam and sophie both are editors. theyre the ones that make the videos. sophie works with biana keefe and fitz while tam works with linha and dex. marella has jensi. theyre the ones that get the crew together. 

linh and marella decide to do a collab, but jensi cant edit marellas half, since he has to leave for college or wtv, so sophie, who watches a lot of tams side videos (conspiracy theories) sends him an email being like “hi, i heard you needed an editor, and i dont sleep ever and editing keeps my mind off things i dont wanna think ab, so im here if you need me. oh and btw, links to the channels im the editor of” 

since sophie is a vv good editor, tam answers like “oh yeah thatd be great heres my number !” and now theyre chatting, both for work and just as friends. 

then comes the actual collab

its nothing special, ut its a fan fave, both linah and arella win a ton of subs from it

then fitz, one night, is like “oh, btw, do you know anyone who lives near **** bc im looking for a roommate” and sophie is like “yeah i gotchu, y cous dex lives nearby, and hed appreciate a bit of help for the rent so ill hook u up” 

anyways, theres a small “wait youre THAT sophie ????” from tam, but it doesnt matter, fitz and dex move in together. 

soph and biana are long suffering parents looking at their children who have a crush on each other, without realizing they also are the children who have a crush on each other. 

marella and linh get together quite easily, comparing to the rest 

they simply did a qna; and one of the questions was like “are you dating ???” and marella is like “nah, i wish” and linhs like “id be down”. and thats it.

dex and fitz egt together after an accidental kiss

sophie and biana are tipical oblivious wlws, and start dating after a kiss to piss off homophobes (its in character dont @ me)

no one knows wtf keefe and tam are. they dont know if they are dating, or hate eachother, or have the bromance of the century. its confusing to everyone and they like it that way.

does anyone want a part 2 ??

[gunnerpalace]

Hi! Same anon as the previous one. Tbh, I agree wholeheartedly with you. Y'see I do ask rhetorically,too but i could really accept and understand how and why ppl can be oblivious to IchiRuki, and somehow felt that the 'canon' should suffice, even the most excruciating of all is the fact a number found the ending even acceptable (ships aside, too). Again, I could respect that. But it's my greatest bane when ppl ask 'why' and not be clear they are asking rhetorically because I literally will

provide you an actual answer. And I get it, it’s the reason why ppl find shipping wars toxic and silly. But then again, as human, conflicts are always part of us (partly because as social psych explains so, we are gravitated to the negative for that allows us to change and survive), and the reason why “logical fallacies” are coined in the first place. Human will always debate, and argue about something; the only thing we could change is how we approach the opposing views.

Again, I dont condone any way, shape or form of abuse and harm. In some certain extent, I could perhaps understand it’s much harder for some IH to approach the actual argument being there’s either too much noise, and trapped in their own island between sea of salt. Thus becoming too acquianted w/ few IH who shared the same thought until it became their views as the only truth (see, that’s why its important to have debates! it is what keep us grounded and fair! Just like you said)

Who am I to speak though? I never ever challenged anyone anyways. And as you said, you just have to understand things in every way you could possibly think of–endless ‘whys’. Which is where I agree in your reply the most–this silly fandom wars is just the black mirror to every truth that lies beneath human psyche–the dark and the grimy. Heck, being a psych major is like staring at dark hole–at times, good, but most just plain confusing, revolting even or just heartbreaking.

Sorry it’s been long, but for the final of this ask: let me tell how glad I was with IchiRuki fandom I found in tumblr. It was the saltiest I’ve ever been (im not generally a fandom person anyways) but it’s the himalayan salt–expensive and actually nutritive it really deepened my desire to become wiser in general. And you for your wonderful essays, critiques and whatnot. I definitively would love to talk with you more not only about IchiRuki but the wonders and nightmare that us humans! Kudos!

I have sitting in my drafts a post spelling out my thoughts on “canon” (and thus, the people who cling to it) in that as a concept it privileges:

officiality over quality when it comes to validity (thus violating Sturgeon’s law)

corporations (intellectual property rights holders) over fans, and thus capitalists over proletarians

hierarchical dominance over mutualist networking within fandom

curative fandom over transformative fandom

genre over literary content

plot over characters

events over emotions

It is notable that (1) generally degrades art as a whole, (2) generally advances the capitalist agenda, and (3–7) generally advances the dominance of men over women (as the genders tend to be instructed by society to view these as A. dichotomies rather than spectrums, and B. to ascribe gender to them and make them polarities). These form the sides of a mutually reinforcing power structure (in the typical “Iron Triangle” fashion) designed to preserve and maintain the status quo.

Who really benefits from say, the policing of what is or is not “canon” in Star Wars? Disney, first and foremost. And then whomever (almost certainly male) decides to dedicate their time to memorizing the minutiae of whatever that corporation has decided is “legitimate.”

One can imagine a universe in which fan fic is recognized by companies for what it is: free advertising. (Much like fan art already is.) Instead, it is specifically targeted by demonetization efforts in a way that fan art isn’t. Why? Because it demonstrates that corporate control and “official” sanction has no bearing on quality, and it is thus viewed as undermining the official products.

In the same way, by demonstrating that most “canonical” works are frankly shit, it undermines the investiture of fans in focusing on details that are ultimately errata (the events, the plot, the genre), which is the core function of curative fandom and the reason for its hierarchical structure. The people who “know the most” are at the top, but what they “know” is basically useless garbage. And those people so-engaged are, of course, usually male.

To “destroy” the basis of their credibility, and indeed the very purpose of their community, is naturally viewed by them as an attack.

(This is not to say that efforts to tear down internal consistency within established cultural properties are good unto themselves, or even desirable. For example, efforts to redefine properties such as Star Wars, Star Trek, Doctor Who, and Ghostbusters, for the sake of a identity-politics agenda have largely A. failed as art, B. failed as entertainment, C. failed to attract the supposedly intended audience, and D. failed to advance the agenda in question. Trying to repurpose extant media in the name of culture wars is essentially always doomed to failure unless it is done deftly and gradually.)

(At the same time, this also shows what I was talking about last time, with regard to people seeing whatever they want to see. You will see people complain that Star Trek and Doctor Who didn’t “used to be so political,” which is obviously nonsense. These shows were always political. What changed was how their politics were presented. For example, Star Trek has, since TNG, always shown a nominally socialist or outright communist future, but was beloved by plenty of conservatives because they could [somehow] ignore that aspect of it.)

Of course, almost no one is seriously suggesting that one side of the spectrums outlined above be destroyed, rather merely that a new balance be struck upon the spectrum. But, as we have seen time and again in society, any threat to the status quo, whether that be 20% of Hugo Awards going to non-white male authors or the top income tax rate in America being increased by a measly 5.3% (from 28.7% to 34%… when the all-time high was 94% and for over 50 years it was above 50%) is a threat. This is why, for example, Republicans are out there branding AOC as a “socialist” when her policies are really no different at all from a 1960 Democrat who believed in FDR’s New Deal. (Which they, of course, have also demonized as “socialism.”)

(As an aside, all this ignores the fact that most of the “literary canon” of Western civilization, or at least English literature… is Biblical or historical fan fic.)

And this is when I finally get to my point.

Those people out there who denigrate and mock shippers and shipping, the people who hurl “it reads like fan fiction” as an insult, and so on, are the people who benefit from and enjoy the extant power structure. You will see the same thing with self-identified “gamers” complaining about “fake girl gamers.” Admitting that the hobby has a lot of women in it, and a lot of “casuals,” and is indeed increasingly dominated by “non-traditional demographics” is an affront to the constructed identity of being a “gamer.” They are “losing control.” And they don’t like it.

This exact same sort of population is what the “fanbase” of Bleach has been largely reduced down to through a slow boiling off of any actual quality. Of course they’re dismissive of people who are looking for anything of substance: their identity, their “personal relationship” with the franchise, is founded on a superficial appreciation of it: things happening, flashy attacks, eye-catching character designs, fights, etc.

(What this really boils down to, at heart, is that society at large has generally told men that emotions are bad, romance and relationships of all kinds are gross, and that thinking and reflecting on things is stupid. So of course they not only don’t care about such things, but actively sneer at them as “girly” or “feminine,” which is again defined by society at large as strictly inferior. And this gender divide and misogyny is of course promulgated and reinforced by the powers that be, the capitalists, to facilitate class divisions just like say racism generally is.)

(The latest trick of these corporate overlords has been the weaponization of “woke” culture to continue to play the people off one another all the time. “If you don’t like this [poorly written, dimensionless Mary Sue] Strong Female Character, then you are a racist misogynist!” They are always only ever playing both sides for profit, not advancing an actual ideological position. It is worth noting that there was a push by IH some years ago to define IR as “anti-feminist” for critiquing Orihime for essentially the exact same reasons [admittedly, not for profit, but still as critical cover].)

Which makes it very curious, therefore, that the most ardent IH supporters tend to be women. (Though there are more than a few men, they seem to tend to support it because it is “canon” and to attack it is to attack “canon” and thus trigger all of the above, rather than out of any real investment.) I think there are a number of reasons for this (which I have detailed before) and at any rate it is not particularly surprising; 53% of white women voted for Trump, after all.

What we are really seeing in fandom, are again the exact same dynamics that we see at larger and larger scales, for the exact same reasons. The stakes are smaller, but the perception of the power struggle is exactly the same.

Of course, the people who are involved in these things rarely think to interrogate themselves as to the true dimensions and root causes of their motivations. People rarely do that in general.

Putting all that aside, I’m glad that you have found a place you enjoy and feel comfortable, and thank you for the kind words, although I am not of the opinion that there is anything poignant about the non-fiction I write. It is, as I keep trying to emphasize, all there to be seen. One just has to open their eyes. So, it’s hard for me to accept appreciation of it.

Anyway, don’t feel shy about coming off of anon rather than continuing to send asks. We don’t really bite.

[tinymintywolf]

Do you play video games? If so, you should check out Kingdom Hearts especially if you like Disney it's such a good game and I feel like if you drew it it would be so perfect and look amazing (no pressure though sorry I just love your art)

oh i love kingdom hearts actually! i have to admit i havent played the games myself.............im a fake gamer girl............. but i watched my best friend play through them and read the manga :0 i drew namine recently, that’s about all the fanart ive done (aside from like, 10 billion drawings i did as a kid), but tbh ive thought about making some kind of KH merch in the future!

[lemondodie-ig]

hello!

april 13 2017 I created an account called lemondodie, and it turned out to become a source of happiness and pretty much shaped me into a pretty cool person.

I created this account because there were certain things I wished dodie would say, so making this account would make it semi-real. i made this account to spread joy and humor throughout the community, and safe to say, I feel like that’s exactly what I did, whether or not i like my content.

I eventually turned into apricotdodie when I met some amazing people. lou, gabs, b, and cami, I pretty much shared this journey with you guys. and everyone else I have befriended the past year.

so in honor of 1 year, I guess I’m doing 100 facts about myself! I might regret this, I hope I don’t.

(to make this fun, comment how many facts we have in common, highest wins a prize I guess lol)

1.i have a cat

2.my favorite subject is history, despite all the stress and long essays

3.im kinda bilingual? #filipino represent

4.I watched the greatest showman for the first time last night

5.I hate horror movies

6.i like card games

7.i finally got over my crush the other day whoop whoop

8.recently, I’ve been sleeping from 2-4 am lol

9.i watch youtube gamers such as, smii7y, kryoz, fitz, mini, and other people

10.ive talked face to face to a holocaust survivor

11.ive been out of the country 10+ times

12.I’ve been to 10+ states

13.ive been on a cruise to the bahamas

14.i like volleyball but I’m too scared to join the school’s team lol

15.first person I ever binge watched on YouTube ever was wiiriketopray(2012?)

16.I lost a tooth when a fucking bitch pushed me down a slide in kindergarten (im coming for you alex)

17.i still have baby teeth

18.i used to like one direction even tho I didn’t know any of their songs lol fake fan

19.I have an account dedicated to make my school browless

20.I started reading hp in 2016

21.might want to become a pt when I’m older???

22.i like any movie I watch lol

23.i went through a really bad phannie phase and I regret all of it

24.i tend to be a follower rather than a leader

25.i have an obnoxious laugh

26.im pressured into things easily

27.i kinda hate going live bc when ppl don’t watch I automatically think ppl don’t like me lol

28.im very fragile and sensitive

29.i have kissed someone

30.not really religious

31.I get pretty defensive lol

32.ive been playing violin for 5 years

33.j'aime le cours de français mais mes amis sont p��nible

34.rapunzel is probs my fav Disney princess

35.i have so much homework this weekend oh my godDdD

36.dodie posted tHIS account on her story and im still not over it

37.i cry at every movie i watch even if its not sad

38.(im v emotional)

39.zendaya;);):):):):)

40.used to love Minecraft lol

41.the flash is literally my shit

42.grant gustin ;):);):):)

43.listening to greatest showman rn

44.fav dodie song is still bitter content lmao

45.actually fav song;;; ???? no clue

46.ive seen pentatonix live

48.ive seen ariana grande live (i don’t even like her that much but it was still so fun)

49.ive known shannon before dodie

50.ive discovered dodie through jon

51.dRuGs (inside joke??)

52.I love wholesome memes

53.i used to do karate

54.i do not like vegetables

55.why is the greatest showman such a bop

56.

[roman-reigns-princess]

Tag Meme

thank you @unepetitecrise​ for tagging me!

Coke or pepsi: it’s pepsi taste wise, but like after they pulled that bullshit I think I’ll stick with coke thanks Disney or dreamworks: Dreamworks Coffee or tea: Usually tea, or like really sugary coffee Books or movies: Books for sure, I love my high-fantasy shit too much Windows or mac: Windows Dc or marvel: This is tough, but like I have to go with DC, I’m forever a slut for Batman and Harley Quinn and Poison Ivy and Superman (I know that’s generic, I don’t give a fuck, HE HAS LASER EYES) Xbox or playstation: Playstation Dragon age or mass effect: Neither? Not much of a gamer Night owl or early riser: usually a night owl, but under the right circumstances (aka if Ive stayed awake for 36 hrs and pass out at 8pm) I wake up early. Cards or chess: Chess for sure, loved it ever since I was like 7 Chocolate or vanilla: Usually vanilla, I’m v picky abt my chocolate flavours Vans or converse: Probs converse Lavellan, trevelyan, cadash, or adaar: Idek what this means Fluff or angst: I want both, angst and then fluff Beach or forest: Beach all the way, the forest has like bugs and shit, no thank you Dogs or cats: Cats, dont get me wrong i love dogs too, but like cats will always hold a special place in my heart Clear skies or rain: Definitely rain Cooking or eating out: This is tough, but like in America I prefer to cook (not that I do too often) just cause I can make it like properly spicy, not western people spicy. Spicy food or mild food: Like I said above, spicy Halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: Halloween!!! I get to put on freaky make up and a shitton of fake blood AND i get free candy...what’s not to like??? Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: Too cold, fuck the heat. If you could have a superpower, what would it be: The ability to manipulate probability. It’s the perfect superpower imo. Animation or live action: Animation Paragon or renegade: Again, Idk what this means Baths or showers: Both? Team cap or Team ironman: Cap all the way Fantasy or sci-fi: I’m a huge fantasy slut lmao Do you have three or four favourite quotes? If so what are they?: Fuck, Idk I’m too lazy to look up my fave quotes, just pretend I dont have any Youtube or netflix: Netflix Harry potter or percy jackson: This is a mean question...Harry Potter When do you feel accomplished: When I get a good grade for an assignment that I put barely any effort into (aka all assignments) Star wars or star trek: Star Wars Paperback books or hardback books: Paperback (you can hug the book without it hurting you) Horror or rom-com? Horrors, even if they don’t scare me they’ll be funny To live in a world without literature or music: this is impossible?? Pastel colors or dark colors: Dark colours Tv shows or movies: TV shows City or countryside: City, I like spending money lmfao If any other zodiac sign could describe you, what would it be: Idk??? Do they know me? If they do then they’d probably say I’m a very contradictory person (and very indecisive). But if they don’t they’d probably say I’m pretty quiet. If you could only listen to one album for the rest of your life what would it be? Avenged Sevenfold’s self titled album Cinema or theatre? Cinema If you could be any fictional character’s best friend, who’d you be? Scarlet Benoit from the Lunar Chronicles, or Amren from the ACOTAR series Smiling or smirking? Personally? I prefer smiling Are you an ‘all or nothing’ type or are you more consistent? I am not a consistent person at all lmfao, so all or nothing I guess? Playlists or your whole library on shuffle? Lately I’ve been shuffling my music Travelling or staying at home? Um depends? I guess as long as I’m alone I dont mind either one If you could have a meal with three people, alive and dead, who would you choose? Roman, Dwayne, and Jason Momoa, as long as im the meal. Favourite sports team? Wrestling is the only sport I’m into so idk? Paris or London? London, do you know how much shit they got in the british museum??? Ik like all of that shit has been stolen from...well everyone, but it’s an archaeologist's/historian’s wet dream, and in a diff life I would be an archaeologist.

I’m tagging @thiickreigns @macfizzle @arrowtothecrown @wwesavedme @queenreignsempire @flawlessglamazon @lavitabella87 @x-fivefoot @cute-face-chubby-waist @ajleenation99 and anyone else who wants to do this

[sar-uhh]

rules: answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions. I was tagged by @zacbartowskii

1. coke or pepsi: coke

2. disney or dreamworks: dreamworks

3. coffee or tea: im literally becoming a coffee master at work like thatll be my official job title

4. books or movies: movies

5. windows or mac: mac

6. dc or marvel: marvel

7. x-box or playstation: idk im not a gamer

8. dragon age or mass effect: im not a gamer pt 2 but i like dragons so probably dragon age

9. night owl or early riser: both, so i stay up late and i have worms

10. cards or chess: cards

11. chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

12. vans or converse: converse

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar: idk what language is this

14. fluff or angst: fluff, save ur angst for the fics

15. beach or forest: forest bc my fave colour is green

16. dogs or cats: definitely cats

17. clear skies or rain: i like both for different reasons but i’d choose clear skies

18. cooking or eating out: depends on whether or not i just got paid lol

19. spicy food or mild food: spicy

20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: Christmas

21. would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: just cold enough to wear sweaters and/or cuddle

22. if you could have any superpower, what would it be?: k i think about this a lot, i would choose invisibility, fake my own death, and go to my own funeral to hear everyone’s eulogies about me and find out who likes me most and then i would also listen in every time people are gossiping about me

23. animation or live action: depends, but i like both

24. paragon or renegade: huh

25. baths or showers: depends on how much time i have but i love baths

26. team cap or team ironman: i hate em both but if i had to choose i would pick iron man

27: fantasy or sci-fi: im a sci fi bitch

28. do you have three or four favorite quotes, if so what are they: do no harm but take no shit, never wish for it more than you work for it, and may your hats fly as high as your dreams

29. netflix or youtube: netflix

30. Harry Potter or Percy Jackson: harry potter

31. when you feel accomplished: after i work more than 5 hours, after i actually sit down and do a good job studying, or if i do more than two productive tasks in the same day

32. star wars or star trek: star wars

33. paperback or hardback: paperback

34. horror or rom-com: rom com, i get scared so easily so i dont watch horror movies

35: Tv shows or movies: depends on how much time i have but usually tv shows

36. spotify or pandora: im canadian and cant use pandora so spotify

37. zootopia or inside out: zootopia 

38. favorite book: i havent read/been invested in a book more than the hunger games lmao

39. favourite flower: sunflowers but i love all flowers

40. what field of study are you in (or aspire to be in): im a bio babe

41. favorite subject: bio or math

42: would you rather have to move every 2 weeks, or have to stay within a 2 hour radius of your home forever? stay within a two hour radius of my home forever lmao

my question:

43. what’s the scariest thing you’ve ever done?

I’m supposed to tag 43 people but i don’t even know that many so ill just tag @chloe-glow, @amaneata, @sandypavements, @jonnyboy2013 and @ecclectikk

[munchlax4300]

tagged by number one goober @snekans

Rules: Answer all the questions, add one of your own and tag as many people as you want because it may be a tag but its also still your post, so enjoy 1. coke or pepsi?: coke 2. Disney or DreamWorks: tough but yeah shrek so dreamWorks  3. Coffee or tea: tea 4. Books or movies: movies unless it’s a really good book  5. Windows or mac: mac 6. DC or Marvel: DC bc i love the arkham knight series i guess

7. Xbox or playstation: gamecube

8. Dragon age or mass effect: zelda 9. Night owl or early riser: night owl  10. Cards or chess: cards bc yugioh tells me to believe in the heart of the cards  11. Chocolate or vanilla: strawberry 12. Vans or converse: converse vans are weak 13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar: ok i guess 14. Fluff or angst: depends on who is involved 15. Beach or forest: beach bc the ocean is whack and i hate bugs  16. Dogs or cats: cats i love mine <3 17. Clear skies or rain: clear skies 18. Cooking or eating out: i cant cook so eating out  19. Spicy or mild food: big spicy but not the biggest spicy 20. Halloween/Samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: idc but xmas bc we dont have school 21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: im already always too cold so that i guess 22. If you could have a superpower what would it be:avatar master of all four elements or beastboy but teen titans version  23. Animation or live action: animation bc live action is often really bad 24. Paragon or renegade: im a fake gamer grl 25. Bath or shower: shower bc then u cant see my tears 26. Team cap or team ironman: sky high is the only superhero movie that matters 27. Fantasy or sci-fi: both bc in an alternate universe i could be in either genre 28. Do you have any favorite quotes?: “like i want to die but i feel like ive struggled and made it this far that id be angry if i did”-my friend 29. YouTube or netflix: youtube bc i can jump around and have multiple tabs open 30. Harry Potter or percy jackson: hp-gryffindor  31. When you feel accomplished: i wont feel accomplished until i get into college  32. Star wars or star trek: i grew up w both but star trek is funnier and star wars is too complicated so star trek 33. Paperback books or hardcover books:paper bc i like the feel 34. Fantastic beasts or cursed child:idk but fantastic beasts bc i like animals 35. Rock or pop music:pop 36. What is the most important thing in your life: a college acceptance letter and great financial aid package from university of california berkeley plz love me 37. Mountains or sea/ocean: sea bc mountains are cold and alone 38. How do you express yourself?: angry 39. How would you describe your style of clothing?:confy 40. Fave Pokemon region: sinnoh bc it was my first 41. If you could go back in time 6 months and change one thing what would it be?: i would do smth that could beef up my college application 42. First book/ movie that made you cry?:idk i cry all the time how could i remember, brother bear made me cry tho

43. where will you be in the future? in my palace lying on my satin sheets nexts to my alien prince husband while waiting for the servants to bring in breakfast

i tag @symptoms-of-a-shawol @perfectmatcha bye

[diyahartt]

>>hope vs. despair kh/dr au edition

eijnfkds a year of procrastination later,,,, anyways, everything about the au is under the cut!! and special thanks to @yamarajas, @shsl-shipper-gamer-fangirl​ for all their help!! and @takanenene​ a bit as well!!

forewarning, everything under the cut...is p long lol

commissions / deviantart / tumblr

unused thing, first and foremost

alright now with the actual info

General things first!!

Forewarning: Im writing these all from memory so I’m sorry if I have a few things wrong.

What is Kingdom Hearts?

Kingdom Hearts is a popular JRPG series born as a collaboration between Square Enix & Disney. It features a spiky haired protagonist whose home, an island, was destroyed through some strange event involving monsters and darkness, and he (and his friends) were swept away into different worlds. He goes on quests to find his friends, and eventually ends up involved in a lot more than what he originally planned for. There’s a common theme of light vs. dark throughout the series, and it kinda reminded me of Dangan Ronpa haha...

thats a lie, this au is just an evolved form of a namiku dr au and namiku is all that inspired me

What is Dangan Ronpa?

Dangan Ronpa is a visual novel/adventure game series developed by Spike Chunsoft. It features a different protagonist each game, unlike KH, but each protagonist always has an ahoge. The characters are all students at a prestigous, hope-cultivating high school called Hopes Peak. Each and every one of the students there have a special “Super High School Level” Talent. Continuing, the plot of each main game is that of the protagonist arriving somewhere, meeting their classmates, and being abruptly told that the entirety of the class must participate in a killing game if they want to escape from wherever they are. Once a murder has occurred, a class trial takes place to determine the killer, and should the killer be found guilty, they get put through a special execution. The game usually ends with a dramatic trial that determines the mastermind behind the whole thing, and usually when the class (a full set of 16 children, usually) has been decimated to about 5~6 children. The games feature a common theme of hope vs. despair.

This AU is based off DR:Trigger Happy Havoc, the first game. A few of the things are different, though. 

> means they die

Characters

Sora

SHSL Lucky Student/Hope

Riku

SHSL Anti-Hero [pretends to be something else]

Kairi

SHSL Heiress

>Roxas

SHSL Swordfighter

>Axel/Lea

SHSL Serial Killer/SHSL Pyrotechnic [pretends to be SHSL Pyrotechnic, actually SHSL Serial Killer]

>Xion

SHSL ???/SHSL Impostor/SHSL Spy [is the SHSL Imposter pretending to be the SHSL Spy; forgets that is pretending to be SHSL Spy and as such SHSL ???]

>Ventus

SHSL Skydiver

>Terra

SHSL Mountaineer

Aqua

SHSL Surfer

>Namine

SHSL Artist

>Larxene

SHSL Knife Fighter

>Saix/Isa [Hidden]

SHSL Natural Leader/SHSL Despair

>Marluxia

SHSL Florist

>Zexion

SHSL Scientist

Demyx

SHSL Sitarist

YMX

SHSL Puppetmaster

SHSL Despair

Saix/Axel

Murders

Case 1 - Unexpected Stabbing

Victim - Xion | Culprit - Marluxia

Case 2 - Cinnamon Roll Dies, There’s a Serial Killer Among Us!

Victim - Ventus | Culprit - Zexion

~Tragic Backstory~

Case 3 - Double Murder!!

Victims - Roxas + Namine | Culprit - Axel + Larxene

Namine’s missing during breakfast. Riku heads out on search, finds nothing, and hopes from the bottom of his heart that she’s just in her room and does not want visitors. Later, Roxas goes missing, and Axel/Lea is extremely anxious. At the same time, someone screams from the girl’s changing room[change location?]. A body. And it’s Namine. There are a dozen knives stuck in her flesh. There’s another body found at the end of the 2nd floor hallway, and the corpse looks pretty fresh. Surprise surprise, it’s Roxas, though you could tell that from a mile away. There’s pretty clear strangulation marks on his neck, and two swords sticking out from his stomach. Everything in surrounding is stained with blood.

Case 4 - The Really Buff Person is Killed

Victim - Terra | Culprit - Terra

It was a suicide.

Case 5 - Fake Murder & Fake Execution

In a an attempt to push Sora, a hindrance to the plan, away, hes blamed for the murder of someone whose already dead.

Victim - Axel | Culprit - Sora

as you can see, I gave up writing descriptions.

Alright, onto more of the excess details!!

In Case 3, Saix is the one who actually killed Roxas, but used Axel as a scapegoat.

 YMX is the one controlling the whole situation, and is the true SHSL Despair. However, he uses Saix as a scapegoat and escapes. 

ill update this a bit more later (maybe??) because I think ive left out a few things but im tired and i just want to upload this