#IFuckedUp

[razieljames]

[whattheshitfuxkisthis]

I feel as if I'm at my loneliest.

Tied together with strings of anxiety and silent sorrows. Weeping mentally in a quiet atmosphere.

Ft. Bubbles.

[addictivepsychology]

I’ve lost count of what day it is

I think 48?

I made a huge fucking mistake

I’ve been crying so much

I’m so sorry

I have a stomach bacteria and I thought it went away

But we messed around anyways

And I could’ve given it to you

My test results came back positive

And I don’t know what to do

Or what to say to you

To make you forgive me

I just wish I could convey how bad I feel for putting you through this

What do you want me to do for you

Anything

I’m always responsible, but humans make mistakes

And I’ve made one

My skin is crawling

My eyes are burning

My heart is hurting

I wish I could tell you all of this but I don’t want pity

I was irresponsible and I own that

Maybe one day I can tell you how much I’m hurting

But right now you’re hurting

And I want to take that all away

It’ll be weeks, months until we talk again

I hope I can get better , and I hope you’re negative

I just cried to one of my best friends

I’m torn up so bad about this

I can’t wait for my doctors appointment tomorrow so I can get the medicine and forget about this

Two weeks

14 days of hell

To hopefully get rid of this

And hope my health goes back to somewhat normal

On the plus side, I’ve lost more weight

I’ll leave roses for you soon

Maybe on the weekend

I just hope you find it in your heart to forgive me and be empathetic

I’d never hurt you or anybody

I’d never make anyone sick, I’d take it all for everyone to be healthy and happy

I just want everyone to be happy

I hope this one mistake doesn’t make you think this is who I am

Because it’s not

I’m a whole person apart from my mistakes

I’m going to go cry more

I can’t believe I’ve done this

Help me feel better again

I’m not going to get over this

I don’t know how to feel better

I hope I can show you who I really am

[ghostboyhood]

i dont know why i did that...

[nic-because-gay]

At least until we lose it or let it go.

We often take the things we have for granted, but the reality is that everything we have and everything we are can be taken away from us in an instant. It is important to appreciate what we have and make the most of our time.

[daletrafra]

Voir les paroles de la chanson “I Fucked Up” de Madonna

[daletraesp]

Consulta la letra de la canción “I Fucked Up” de Madonna

[twistedcatastrophe]

FML

Y’ALL I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE FUCKED UP. So I just flipped off our mom because it’s what I would do in that situation if it was anyone else. I then speedran through the 5 stages of grief while simultaneously making various hand motions suck as finger guns, thumbs up, and more. Please why am I like this 😭

[afreakingdork]

Ngl been thinking about wth could happen during the drive home between reader and Donnie like???

It could be dead fucking silent with so much pining in the air you could cut it with Leo's swords. Which would hurt so bad like ow???

Or it could be Donnie asking for an explanation to the rest of it and it just being more emotional and hes just sitting there listening while also going 'I fucked up I fucked up Ifuckedup'.

Or maybe as the van starts driving and reader is sitting there like fuck. This is awkward. And Donnie basically throws his seat back and groans into his hands. Reader is just like ???? Donnie???? And he just goes "I'm such a fuckup"

And we're like "Well. Kinda. But why now specifically"

"I didn't mean that I couldn't love you because I-" insert frustrated growl here "-ugh, what I meant is that I'm still processing and I need a bit."

We blink. We process. "Uh. Yeah, sounds about right. We should save the talk for when both of us can think clearly, yeah?"

OR (and this is highly unlikely but its where my brain wishes it could go) is Donnie just. Needing things to feel real. To connect with reality again. So he just... hugs reader. Think full-on, reader in his lap as he clings bc we're the only thing there right now that is solid and real and he needs that right now. And reader is just like. Well. I guess this is happening. And decides that now is not the time to say something because we can feel his tears landing on our shoulder.

Or some combination of those or something entirely different and I'm just SO EXCITED FOR CHAPTER 11 NO MATTER WHAT IT IS

Fanfic within fanfics, I am alive and well!!! Oh especially the pining one? I mean come on! There is nothing like lovey dovey tension so thick, but something keeping them apart so when they finally give in it's like boom.

None of this is to say that will happen, of course, but what delicious fun.

[whattheshitfuxkisthis]

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° Pixlated daydreams.

- Don't forget the tags.

[princessbixx]

#ouch #Ifuckedup #weguccitho

I would love to just know you again.

[cutefillthythings]

When your exhausted asf cause you watched hentai all night 🤦🏻‍♀️

#ifuckedup

[stevieweevie71]

#transparency Don't make my mistakes 🆗. Get to the source of your own #💩 Analyze yourself. Everybody's opinionated and got something to say about you especially on #socialmedia I've aired out my own dirty laundry #🧺 so you won't have too. People are real big on having dirt on you. Its our #culture ... #Clowning bringing up shit, embarrassing you, stripping you of your manhood and your dignity and they expect you to sit there and laugh with them. Know your #fuckups #fuckup #ifuckedup I can walk🚶🏽‍♂️with my head up. Can you? 👉 #lookatyourself #nosecrets #hypocrite #hypocrites #hypocritesbelike #throwback #throwbackchallenge #throwbacks #throwbackthursdays #motivation #inspiration #steveharvey #steveharveyshow #steveharveymotivation #perfectlyimperfect #imperfect #imperfections #weallmakemistakes #learnfromyourmistakes #past #mypast #mistakes #lifelesson #lifelessons #onlyGodcanjudgeme #dontjudgeme #fyp #fypage #fyi #fypages #failure #failures #life #wtf #areyouserious #unclesteve #unclesteveharvey #unc #uncle

[eric-sadahire]

Pilot: we'll be landing shortly Passengers: ok Pilot: on the moon Passengers: what? Pilot: I went too high

[bffnf]

ifuckedup is what it says

Hi what type of flower do you like? Cause i really like daffodils i don't understand how people can think about making hybrids of flowers for more flowers i find it pretty cool!

Also if you want to see the mystery message, go to Human-Eater-666

Me is still to dumb to understand this-

[overw-8andsad]

I'm so ashamed of myself...

If I had actually done the work and restricted I would have been at my goal weight years ago.

And yet, after more than 13 years of having ED's I am still disgusting, fat, and overweight.