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Its sooooo funny how little you can trust Google with anything cherokee at all. Like, you'll Google something and 0 sources actually come from us and its all just Wrong.
Like, if you search 'cherokee word for themselves' everything will say 'Ani'-Yun'Wiya' which.. no one ever uses like that anymore lol. It's also misspelled, it's from one guys book from 1900 where he used 'uñ' to denote our nasaled 'v' sound [like the u in fun but more nasaly] and then everyone just started using a regular N? It's aniyvwiya, and the direct translation is 'principle people', but it just means native haha
I can't say I have much experience being around cherokee speakers or anything but like... most people I've seen will just say cherokee if they're speaking English. [And I've heard the same from friends who do interact more with speakers] Cherokee isn't like some English words for native people in that its meaning is derogatory, it's just muskogee for 'people who speak a different language' and I havent seen anyone have an issue with it. When speaking cherokee, people say tsalagi which.. means cherokee lol.
#i see people with 'aniyunwiya' in their bios and its kinda silly#like. why are you even identifying as this if the stuff you know about it is wrong shit from google ??#do you even like. talk to cherokees ever#which idk my friend has talked before about people who will Panic and hide if an actual native talks to them even very politely correcting#something they got wrong like. why are you even doing this if you cant handle being questioned or looked at my actual people ???#[panic and hide as in like. delete posts or block or something not like in person lol]#people love to treat it as like. a fun identity they can put in their bios and maybe theyll look up some stuff or watch a youtube video#like yall. reconnecting isnt a fun word for 'i just found this out recently' its like. an actual Process you have to Work on#and its reconnecting to Community and the actual people ?? why are you even doing it if its just a performance for a nonnative audience#and you freak out when a native looks at you ??? what#anyway. im rambling lol#its just So funny and frustrating seeing people making being native a big part of their identity and they do native art and#have their display name in syllabary and shit. and then say theyre 'Ani'-Yun'wiya'#IDK. IDK idk im just milling over this this morning#reconnecting#sure itll go in there lol.
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oc x 141 drabbles..............................
drops this here and BOLTS.
(tw: terrible, old art 😂😂)
reference pictures....
sorryyyyy this is all old art and thus absolute shite
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her name is fox your honour
she is not innately friendly (by any means). that's why - when the 141 first worked with her - they were quite taken aback.
she knows price from way back. he said they needed a sniper. they didn't argue until they saw her.
soap was initially wary of " 'hat strange lass" and ghost outwardly avoided her - but he had no idea why.
eventually, (price goaded them into it) they decided to start a conversation with her over drinks in the commons room - ending in fox beating soap at darts (given , he was a little tipsy) and ghost watching her drink five glasses of amber liquid he assumed was bourbon
TW. SELF HARM. ANGSTY, sHITTY TEENAGE LIFE
OK NOW THE STUFF THAT HAS TO HAVE A TRIGGER WARNING BECAUSE SHE HAD A
dad that had a "working class" mindset, always making her work until she was overtired, sweaty and sore, and an addict mother
she quickly learned not to show emotion around these few
brother died in the womb
government name: Corbin Grace Rook
she left home at 16, enlisted, and was blackmailed into working under the table for a while after leaving John Price's new batch of recruits
she's twenty-nine
her self-harm scars are why she wears that mask. she also believes that if anybody learnt that she was working under the 141 again, they'd threaten through blackmail once more
she's blackmailed because she was goaded into murdering her mother when she was fifteen
now - more 141 drabble
soap thought she was going to gut him after he pointed out the way her eyes seemed to snag on the big man, her co-lieutenant, but she just started scraping mud off the soles of her boots with a sort of dead look in her eye except simon quite literally threatened to gut the Scot for picking up on the way his eyes searched for her whenever he entered a room
the only way to describe her eyes is dirty snow. pale, icy grey. like sleet on a freezing morning. like a lightning storm. dangerous but pretty (or so simon thinks)
even when the 141 warm up to her, she's still treated with caution. almost like writing "loose cannon" on your file, after they heard about her previous life - well. they kinda were hit for six on that one
THEN soap finds out about how she speaks 'Gaidhlig, are you pullin' ma leg, lassie?'
🦊↳ 'Annasach, ceart?'
🧼↳'Cha robh mi a-riamh cho iongantach nam bheatha, lassie.'
cue strange looks from the rest
oh and she speaks German, too.
they discover this when her rifle jams at the range.
'Verdamnte schweinhund! Klein Luder - you jus' had to, didn't you, damnadh raifidhl?'
(fucking bastard! little bitch, [ ... ] damned gun)
wait till they find out how fast she can rip their heads off in Russian
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She's actually from the cramped housing-commission part of London, so you'd think she has a thick, annoying, drawly Londonish accent?
wrong.
her voice is so strange, when she's yelling at you for leaving the motherFUCKING CHANGEROOM DOOR OPEN her accent is SOOO Scots. Then it has a funny, slick sort of almost German drag to it, when she whispers, but in banter, the run-of-the-mill base conversations - even then it's hard to place, but definitely English.
💀↳ why'd th' soldier bring 'is pencil to th' battlefield?
🦊↳ [ not even looking up from the gun she's cleaning ] 'case 'e had'ta draw 'is weapon
💀↳ [ stares ]
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okok i think im done (for now...........)
anyway im gonna stop absolutely gushing becaus why?? did you give me the chance by voting yes in my poll ?? i aint gonna shut up now
idk if i like her lore. might change it (not like i actively have changed it twice a month for the three years she's been my oc)
xx
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talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show stopping, spectacular. you GET it. exactly. Exactly. I’m going bonkers.
Arthur’s gift for alfred is DEFS a turning point for both of them. Idk how much arthur will let himself admit about how happy making this good choice made him (or rather WHY it made him so happy) but I think alfred, while quick to downplay his excitement, absolutely goes home w whatever it is and has this little moment of feeling kinda seen, esp after he knows the card he filled out was bullshit. And now he’s looking at this thing and he’s all happy but also he’s less thinking about the item and instead his mind keeps wandering back to arthur and the pleased look on his face when he saw alfred open it and he just can’t shake the thought every time he walks by this thing sitting on his table.
Then the Christmas party comes. And he’s just sitting there trying to drink his shitty cocktail and he’s politely chatting w coworkers but he doesn’t know what to talk about besides work so chats are short lived. And Arthur is there and alfred is feeling braver and he heads over to arthur and says thanks again for the gift. And Arthur would easily recognize this as a more genuine act from alfred and it throws him off bc alfred is usually kinda a jackass. And they get talking and like kinda flirting but only as much as you can at a company thing, but also I think they’re hung up on each other enough where to them it feels like a lot bc they know each other’s usual ways of one upping and all that and this is simply Not The Same. and then it’s late and they both end up walking to the same train line and as they get lost in convo on the train alfred realizes he missed his stop and says so out loud and both of them absolutely make a decision at that moment and alfred goes back to Arthur’s place.
(Also, I have not but my coworkers have. I had an excuse to not go <3)
wait nvm other anon we’re back on the spontaneous hook up game 😂
ok im glad you didnt have to go to the retreat because as much as i love to waste time while being paid for it id rather have a lobotomy than spend a night w coworkers
ok time to get en es ef double u in this work AU but of course when they go back to arthurs place as tender of a moment as it was w the gift and walking home all cute together the competitions back on and they try to bring their best A game to the bedroom as much as their whiskey d*cks will allow and the next morning? fucking mortifying 😳
both are immediately like “lets never speak of this again what the fuck are feelings and emotions anyways” and both go back to the office (because of course it was a work night) and alfred creates quite the buzz in the office rumor mill because he came back to the office in the same suit he wore yesterday but of course no one even thinks to question if it was arthur because yeah theyre good business partners but they also clash constantly
and i think they try to get back into their old song and dance w showing off and one up’ing eachother and what not but now? theres a tension underneath that they both know and they both know that the other knows but does that stop em? nah
they’ll then go through a cycle of tension-spontaneous fuck-weird morning after-tension again over and over for a while 😂
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@silly-go-round is asleep right now.
i guess i should make a journal for the past few days. as good a time as any. as AMY. heh. cuz shes super good and amazing. heh.
uh...... lessee.... for the two days after the last journal i just. hung out at the house while silly worked. i managed to not keep her in bed and make her late the second day. hung out a lot, watched more adventure time, worked on my tumblr filter script (lie. i judt ran it on my main. 200 posts / day is a bitchhhh) , played a good amount of ds3 (to pointof tetris effect at a couple points the nexg few days)
also did some like. helpful tasks. washed some dishes (undone quicklu, but. eh). not enough, mot as much as i shouldve, but... i tried i guess.
alao we've like. said the same thing at the dame time a Lot while ive been here and its like. nice. its really nice. same wavelength! i feel so close go her.
oh! alxo night before last we went grocery shoping. got food for prolly enoygh for the two weeks, but i guess we'll see. also a cheesecake! it was.... echausting. hily fuck it was exhaysting. jesus. the store was big and it took like 3 hours and $200 to get everything but. we did itttt.
we both mentionef that like. it felt nice to like. have a full fridge 2gether. cuz. it feels like were gonna have a futjre togetjer? u know. like that is. i love her a lot and it feels good for this to feel like a home for a little while. we hope that it can be so in tbe future.
so YESTERDAY she finally FINALLY taught me how to play magic the gathering. it was. a long time coming. but she brought me into the store and like. sat me down w some regulars and had me play commander. i played moooostly her snake deck, so like.that was fun!! i kept talki g about how i woulda gotten lorescale Coatl up to 39/39 and flying, had i like. gotten q more turn. but on that game D was running a mill deck that was. extremely long to play (that game took like ~>2 hours ugh), and was very bery annoying, so i didnt get to actually do that.
but it was fun! part of me wants to blog everything, but i dont think i will.
im glad to be able to use silly's decks, bc i dont think i want to make my own. im considering making a cheap angel deck or smth, but we'll see if yhat actually ends up happening.
i also met her girlfriend Iz, who is sweet. i played magic w her fkr a while, which was fun! she was runni g an annoying mono black deck (i kkow all these... these Terms and Words now, its incredible...)
shes sweet and i think i like her. dunno if enough to date yet (which makes me Partially regret flirting w her so much in the groupchat but. hey)
talked w her some, mostly about magic, hung out while silly closed the store, pet her cat, silly discovered that cyddling w TWO girlfriends is very nice (not rhat id know ;;;;;;;), was good times. i dont think im as comfy w izzy physically yet as i may have implied in messages, which hopefully wull be rectified by the message i just sent her (my initial physical comfort with people varies, it depends very much on the person)
skip forward, me and silly make a pizza at home cuz were fuckin tired, she admonishes me for not eating for uh... like 11 hours or smth (that mornings bagel was VERY good tho omg), but adderall, so like... meh.
uh... i dont think anything else on yesterday...
today! we waaamted to go to the store at like. 2. but in actuality got there at like! 330.
i went back to sleep cuz im a losenerd, and she. made this breakfast casserole thing. which hse put into a bagel abd brought to me bc i guess shes the best person on the entire earth oh my GOD. jesus
skip... apparently she knows maximum the hormone and doesnt like them very much... fair fair. (cause for xeath)
came to the store agai. tofay. it was fun and good. iz didnt come in today, do played some more with regulars. played w what is apparently called a blink deck, which revolvea arounf exiling cards then immediately bringing them back, to capitalize on "when this enters battlefield, do smth" cards. neat!
i DID actually manage to win today!!! the victory was. literally handed to me, but like. thats fine! i was playing silly's uhhh... elintor the masked? idr her name :( the mask planewalker! deck, which. i had SO much land, most of wh8ch was enchanfed. meaning it could be tapped then untapped w eljntor's thing, then tapped again for DOUBLE MANA. i mean. i had like 9/turn even b4 that but. BUT. i also had. i think i drew 3 creatures total. bit anyway. i had the white card that gave me a life whenever a creature was put on tge board (and also, w another enchantment, made all non-me creagurss and enchantments enter the board tapped, so. nya). so... rob had a card what dealt one damGe to all other players whenevr he puta. creature on the board. then he played united forces, which lets each player commit X mana to create X 1/1 soldier tokens on all players' boards. so. we made 28 white soldier tokens on everyones board. this killed perry, ans gave me, uh. 56 life (84 - 28). i then attacked ron for 28 w the soldiers, and drew sacred mesa, which lets me sacrifice 2 mana (1 any color, 1 white, but i had so many cards that said "this land can instead be tapped for 2 of any color, so like. ueah) to create a 1/1 flying pegasus token. so i. ended the game w 44 white 1/1 tokens. goblins get fucked.attack w my ssoldiers cuz his were tapped, so brought him down to 7 life. i didng catch what he did w the enchantment, but i think he said he like. put a copy of every creature on my side of the board onto his board, and then. cipying that enchantment 3 times. so. holy FUCK. wow. BUT those all came in tapped and i had 18 flying yokens, so. i still won! yay!!!! i won a game of magic!!!!!
goblin decks scare me. stop running krenko you fucks. exponential goblins goddamn
silly would come by every so often and like. look over my dhoulder and say "oh that was dumb whyd u use fabricate for thay" which is fair. but also god i love her. (i used fabricate for a mana generator insteaf of lightning greaves. whateverrrr) i love her so much dear god. i wish i coukd help w the store more, but. on the same time i also. dont enjoy working. so. maybe part time.
hm. what ekse. oh yeah i kove her so much.
by the end of the night it was just. me and her, rob and the two regulars i started out llaying w yestwrday. theyre sweet, i like them. theyre married. the dude calls me honey smtimes, which is. kinda weird? dunno how i feel about that. i guess fine. its gender-nice, but still a lil uncomfy. otherwise i like em fien, though. but they talked abouy moving into sillys apt. so thats cool!! better than her current (awful, terrible, lazy / horrifically depressed / manchild roomate, who doesnt clean ever) roomate. i was reading the monster of the week gamebook thruout, which i... bought, for some reason. idk. oh also i wanna make a fallen angel divine, because im... predictableeee. also a conspiracy thworist whos just a trans woman w way too much time and really weird hobbies (throwing knices, butterfly knife, net friends, etc). also a spooky. i speny like. 3 hours reading thr7 the monster of the week book while ppl played magic around me. i kinda wish i hadnt bought it, but hey! its neat c:
oh, also i didnt take adderall today. i dont think it went toooo bad, i think i like. was meaner and less thohghtful with what i said, but like. i guess thats better than feared. i took a caffeine pill (200mg) at ariund 10 which is. prolly why im wide awake right now. i regret doing that, sincr from what shes said tmos gonna be big)
she says we gotta be at her moms by 4, for reasons she WONT TELL ME. bit she says its part of one of her plans, i ASSUME the romantic one? im kind of afraid that ill like. no-sell it unwillingly because im abroke and soulless human being, but uh. i guess rhats thw risks we take to be alive :shrug: im excited. were also going to a shop (diff one) tmo, which im Quite excited for, as ive only been in similar shops by accident before. also doing laundry!!! which is important ^_^
oh ysah. so we got white castle on the way home. its. yeah she was r8ght. mediocre-at-best sliders. onions are bad.
we also made a pizza. whifh i ate most of. i overate. sob.
she fell asleep halfway thry an episode of nailed it. cant blame her, she seemed really tired. i hipe i dont disturb her rwst. and i feel so utterly blessed thay i can be around her.
ih!! i also fell down the last few staies ywstersay. bruised my arms, but otherwise fine. it was. idk, it is nice to knoe that others worry fir me and like me. she was very concerned. i love her.
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A Warm Welcome
IDK what Im doing with my blog or my life but here’s to starting a non TRR series. :party emoji:
Sneak peek at a new series!! cannonish
Enjoy?
The elementalist chronicles, PT 1
PermaTag: @cora-nova
Sabrina raced across the campus glancing at the clock tower in the distance. She was going to be late for her career planner meeting for sure. Every second that she watched ticking by felt like a personal taunt on behalf of the clock. “Shit she muttered, trying to pick up the pace. She eyed the double doors to the building straight ahead and slowed down to avoid crashing straight into them. Once inside she blinked the sunlight out of her eyes, speed walking the corridor half blind from the lighting transition and almost into the planner herself.
“Oh! Sabrina! You’re early.” The planner said with a frown checking her watch. “You aren’t supposed to be here for another ten minutes.” She chided knowingly. “Well, if you’re on time you’re late.” Sabrina huffed, repeating the mantra she’d been told and taught by her ever-barring father since childhood. She put on her best smile and extended a hand towards the planner, “Sabrina Russell.” The planner returned her smile, and shook Sabrina’s hand, “Ms. Robertson, my office is right around this corner.” She said, motioning to the hall to Sabrina’s left.
The two turned and entered the first door on the right and Sabrina took her spot in the chair opposite of the desk and waited patiently while Ms. Robertson organized herself and pulled out Sabrina’s file. “Now, Ms. Russell, we usually don’t schedule a meeting until the end of first year so that you can decide on what you would like to major in and we help you start to point towards that goal. However you requested to move this meeting up, and we allowed it based on your high marks. Is there a major you have in mind?” Ms. Robertson said, hands clasped over the manila folder on the desk in between them.
Sabrina saw her name printed on the side, knowing that her parents were worried for her and called this meeting on her behalf, pulling alumni favors to get the meeting pushed up. The truth was she had no idea what she wanted to major in. It felt as if all of the motivation and drive she had the year leading up to college simply vanished once she started classes. Everything just seemed so dreadfully boring compared to how she thought college would feel, not that she really knew what to expect. Knowledge retention and conceptual understand came as easily to her as breathing, and so being a straight A student was effortless. The problem was, she didn’t know who to be outside of class. A numbness had eaten away at her energy and motivation, she spent most of her days laying on her bed, staring at the ceiling with headphones in and not really noticing the music that she was listening to. Life seemed like a haze.
“Actually, Ms. Robertson. That’s the problem. I don’t have a major in mind, in fact I feel like I don’t belong here, like I’m meant to be somewhere else.” Sabrina replied honestly. The older lady peered at her curiously, “what do you mean?” she asked and Sabrina let out a heavy sigh, “I don’t know. I always thought college would be exciting. Maybe even magical.” She said wistfully, a pit of longing in her stomach. “There’s a treasure trove of knowledge here which I always thought would be my dream. But it’s like I’m numb, and bored. I’m not so sure Hartfield was the best choice for me any more.” Ms. Robertson nodded in understanding. “Well, it sounds like you have the freshman blues.” She said, peering into Sabrina’s emerald eyes. The older lady pensively waited for a reaction, however she would get none from Sabrina who had already expected this reaction. She didn’t realize it but her answer had silently sealed the final nail in the coffin, finalizing Sabrina’s resolve to transfer schools. Sabrina already had a slew of acceptance offers from other universities, and if Hartfield was simply going to brush off her concerns then she would find a school that wouldn't, and would also challenge her.
Her parents would be furious of course, but Sabrina could tune them out easily enough. She had already informed her of her intent to stay at the school over winter break, not that she suspected her parents cared. They would likely be vacationing abroad somewhere European anyway. Sabrina recalled her mother talking about attending some apple festival somewhere soon and presumed it would be their winter getaway. Ms. Robertson continued, not realizing that Sabrina had already tuned her out, responding only in key places enough so that the women wasn’t aware of her lack of attention.
After an hour that Sabrina honestly couldn’t recall, she found her way back to her dorm room. She ran her fingers over the mess on the desk, glancing at the half made bed and clothes on the floor while making a mental packing list for the morning. She made her way to the bathroom leaning over the sink and looking at herself in the mirror. She noted the way her eyes seemed dull, and her skin seemed flat and plain. Sabrina turned the facet on to cold water, closing her eyes and splashing some of it into her face as if it would be the magical solution to her resistant state of mind. She blinked rapidly a few times, reaching for the hand towel and drying off her face before glancing up to meet her own dull looking eyes in the mirror.
Except it wasn’t her own eyes staring back. A pair of almost identical green eyes stared back, alert and concerned and watching her silently. “What the hell?” Sabrina reeled, looking at her reflection not copying her actions. She stared incredulously before reaching out to touch the mirror, finding instead a cool liquid that sent ripples out where her finger connected with it. “Whoa,” she breathed, tracing her finger lightly across the surface, ripples of disruption following her touch. She wondered what would happen should she just decide to push her hand in... and suddenly she couldn’t pull her hand back out. “Oh no.” She said, her heart quickening. She gently tugged on her arm, willing her hand to reappear, instead her arm sinking further and faster the more she fought.
Sabrina sucked in a breath as she was pulled the rest of the way through the mirror, feeling as if every ounce of air in her body was being forced out through her throat. A flash of light and a sensation she couldn’t quite place and suddenly she was standing outside near a lake. A little too close to the lake she realized as she began to lose her balance on the muddy embankment. She yelped in surprise as she toppled towards the water, a friendly hand reaching out and grasping her wrist and pulling her away at the last second.
“Woah there freshman!” An unfamiliar voice called out, sounding like warm honey on a cold day. The mysterious stranger wrapped a hand around her other shoulder, trying to help her balance. She met his chocolate brown eyes and matched them to his flawless complexion. “Um, thanks.” Sabrina stuttered out. She looked around bewildered, suddenly realizing that she was soaked. “Here let me help you dry off,” the stranger chuckled, making strange motions with his hand. A breeze blew by Sabrina, with an impossibly gentle force that seemed to instantly dry her clothes and most of her hair. She looked down at her clothes incredulously.
“You missed the hall of mirrors by a mile there.” He laughed good naturedly, “I’m Griffin, a second year here and an earth-att.” He said proudly. Sabrina stared at him, not sure how to process what was happening here. She looked around at the picturesque scenery in front of her, a large statue surrounded by cottage inspired buildings enclosing it. The lake she had stepped out of seemed to run along the edge of the buildings, almost like a moat encompassing the structures in the middle. A beautiful ornate bridge sat a few feet to her left, providing safe dry passage to the other side leading to a dirt road into a thick patch of trees.
“Where the hell am I?” Sabrina asked incredulously, it was only then that she noticed the other people milling about on the ground and somehow, in the air! Sabrina watched wide eyed, wondering how in the world it was possible when a voice filled with sheer disdain broke her trance. “Don’t you know there are entry protocols? You should have entered through the mirrors like the rest of us.” Sabrina searched for the source and met the gaze of a boy about her age peering at her through judgmental eyes. Griffin rolled his eyes at the intrusion, “Doesn’t the great Beckett Harrington have anything better to do with his time?” Beckett glared at Griffin, narrowing his eyes, “Actually, yes. Freshman orientation starts in 15 minutes and I need to be on my way.” He sneered, before turning on his heel and walking the opposite direction.
Griffin rolled his eyes yet again and met Sabrina’s, “Don’t mind him. Not everyone here at Penderghast is like that.” He said, begininng to lead her away from the edge of the water. “Penderghast?” Sabrina asked confusedly. Griffin stared at her blankly, “Yeah? Pengerghast college of elemental Magicks? You know, the one you’re currently attending?” He said. A few moments passed before Griffin narrowed his eyes at her, “You are a student here right?” Sabrina froze. She couldn't decide if it was a dream or real, and if it was she didn’t want it to end. She suspected that she had been transported here by mistake and simply nodded in response, not quite sure if she should lie or tell the truth.
Griffin smiled, the suspicion lifting from his eyes. “Do you need help getting to orientation?” He offered. Sabrina nodded again, still in shock. So magic is..real? Or was this some kind of fever dream? Perhaps she had hit her head in the bathroom and was hallucinating. She stayed lost in thought as she trailed beside Griffin, half listening as he babbled on. “And that is the security system, it vaporizes intruders.” He said nodding at the large statue in the center, its head followed the pair as the passed by. Sabrina’s heart raced with each step as she wondered when the vaporizing blow would come. After an agonizing minute the statue seemed satisfied and resumed it gaze around the campus, and Sabrina let out a breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding. They made their way inside of one of the cottages, which seemed mansion like on the inside. Griffin made twists and turns and Sabrina trailed along beside him. “So for future reference, this is the hall of mirrors where you're supposed to come in.” He said opening a door to reveal a circular room filled with all different types of mirrors. The walls were littered with small circular mirrors, floor length mirrors, square mirrors and mirrors of all varying sizes.
“Aw, hell.” The pair heard, as they both turned to see a beautiful brunette trying to pull her foot the rest of the way through. She stumbles when it finally comes out, landing straight into Sabrina’s arm as she does.
“Oops.” She giggles, “Shreya Mistry, in your arms and at your service. Good catch, by the way.” She says beaming at Sabrina. Her dark curls match her tan complexion Sabrina notices as she helps the girl regain her balance. “ I much prefer air travel.” Shreya says, giving her a knowing look. Sabrina laughs awkwardly, “yeah.” She states. Shreya glances over at Griffin who introduces himself. “I was a few minutes away from being a month late,” she laughs as she heads toward the room entrance. “Why a month?” Sabrina asks curiously, suddenly wondering how long it took her to get from her dorm room to the current location. “Because that’s the next time the wards will be down to travel for visitors day.” She states matter of factly. Sabrina nods, “right!” she says as if she has any idea what Shreya is talking about.
Sabrina decides then and there that she is staying at Penderghast as long as she can before anyone realizes that she doesn’t belong.
#the elementalist#beckett harrington#griffin#shreya mistry#choices#play choices#fanfic#cats back lmao
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Surprise! Your bias asked you out on a date! The only thing is, he wants you to match 8 of your mutuals with the rest of exo for a group date. @ the mutuals you're choosing for each member (not your bias) and explain why you chose them.
so this came in ages ago and just...i love seeing this? idk why lmao they make me laugh and theyre so much fun. i also take shipping and biasing so seriously because im that hoe. im 200% soft tonight after my dys update and im about 2/3 bottle of red deep so i figure now, at 1 in the morning - slightly tipsy and soft af - is the perfect time to answer this.
i also love these cause yeol is just arriving all the time to ask me out on dates. chanyeol, i love you but maybe ask me for my number? call me? text me? this is cute but like do all your friends REALLY need dates? its ok i love your cute knees and years and neck and butt and hands and everything so ill be matchmaker all night
@kpopandlock - jongin is DUMB excited for his date with kara. lowkey this my greatest otp for a lot of reasons. they both have this crazy intense energy where they connect deeply with those around them and have this strong desire to see justice fulfilled. like, this a couple who roots for the underdog and wants to fix and mend the world. spreading love and good will, not in a cheery santa way (tho they for sure are the type to wear reindeer headbands from december 1 to like...jan 27 just because, and maybe even on a random day in june), but in a charity work/political activism way. and then, after theyve saved 2/10 of the world, they nap. their date is a pajama party filled with wine (for kara), popcorn, and movies about dogs...like airbud.
@yehet-me-up - junmyeon spends 10 hours fretting over his date with sarah because dating is weird and hard, and intimacy doesnt really come naturally to him. the minute yeol and i say were hooking him up, he instantly starts trying to run before he walks, but as soon as theyre together its literal fireworks. these two need each other so much. theyre both halfway to being nervous wrecks about something, but they balance each other out so well its crazy. this the mom and dad couple who know where everyone is at any given moment, but also are SO INTENSE and devoted to one another it causes most people in the room physical pain. also, this couple looks and acts like royalty. bow down, kids, pledge allegiance to the real otp.
@from-dae-do-dae - when jongdae hears hes going on a date with fei, he immediately becomes the noisest, happiest man in the room. fei and dae have the most amazing dynamic in which they are every couple at once. loud and noisy? sure bet. jazz hoes who sip bourbon and study art? friday night at the feidae household. the quiet serious couple who spend too much time focusing on work? always. the couple that will kick your ass at scattergories and not even feel badly? for sure. i love them. hes liberated and wild enough to make sure fei cuts loose when shes getting too withdrawn and fei is a rock on which dae feels supported and grounded. im getting so emo thinking about this. one date turns into 300 years of marriage. iconic.
@nunchiwrites - kyungsoo is relatively quiet when he hears about a date with nunchi, but he does that cute, tiny soft smile because BOYYYYY is he excited. its not that nunchi is innocent, its just that she radiates goodness at every turn. shes funny and sassy enough to keep him laughing, incredibly well read and intelligent to fuel conversation, and warm enough to draw him out of his shell. their dynamic starts pretty shy, but by the end of the date neither of them want it to end. they go on a date for pizza because they both live on cheese and carbs, and neither of them want to go home because why go home when there are stars they could watch together AND MORE CONVERSATIONS TO HAVE? date ends with date numbers 2-8 already planned.
@co-kai-ne - yixing blushes only slightly when he hears he gets to take sofi out on a date. few people on this earth are worthy of yixing and sofi is one of them, for sure. the purity and softness radiating out of this couple will heal the world, im already picturing the way their dynamic makes the sun rise. both of them need each other in various ways - the reassurance that will grow naturally between them is unreal. it will never be question because it just is. instinctively, theyd understand each others needs. sofi would feel like a home for yixing and therefore would be the only one who could convince to rest when he needs it. yixing is fixed and stable enough in his energy to ensure sofi feels safe, nurtured, and adored. date is at an arcade in which yixing wins her 3 stuffed animals and walks here home where he kisses her cheek. second date only happens after he gets permission from the family and promises to take good care of her.
@queenoftheimpala - baek is already on date 17 with ali so this is run of the mill for him. hes obsessed with my bffs quirky and playful energy. on every level, they match each other. this the couple that never stops laughing or coming for others - either in jokes or pranks or in simple teasing phrases. alternatively, this the couple that never stops HYPING one another. ali the type to watch baek make an ass of himself and smile like ‘thats my guy.’ baek the type to see ali trip over nothing yell ‘GODDESS’ in the middle of a crowded street. also the nurturing mother hen vibe from them is just perpetual and constant. also hes the only man i would ever let take my best friend out because his heart radiates angelic goodness and she deserves NO LESS THAN PERFECTION OKAY.
@pebble-xo - sehun giggles with joy that he gets to take jade out on their, what, 100th date? theyre basically a canon, official couple at this point. this my fashion otp, my youth otp, my real otp. theyre SO INCREDIBLY soft for their friends, like more devoted than most, but still so mature. this the couple that are young af but like...22 going on 76. so mature in all of their actions and choices, and intensely dedicated to their passions. their encouragement of one another is silent yet totally profound. also, they the brunch couple we are all secretly jealous of.
@yeol-stole-my-soul - minseok is utterly thrilled when he hears he and maria are going on a date. its their first one and even though this energy never really makes it to romance, these two become fast, rude af, hilarious friends. their dynamic is SUPER playful and they devote themselves to teasing the living shit out of their friends. also, soft kids who love their friends too much. also, fun kids who like...are so the type to go to an amusement park and ride everything 4 times. also, BOTH are wildly intelligent and achieving the literal most in school. and whenever minnie starts kicking off being a lil too beautiful, maria will be there to tell him to stop. KING AND QUEEN OF DORK SOFT I LIVE
omg i love doing these so much why am i like this
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JACENNNNNNN IM GONNA CRYYY OK ILL RAMBLE
Relationship Status: I have 2 wonderful partners, one platonic and one that's just, we love each other, does it really matter how?
Favorite Color: I like purple and black but maroon is top tier
Three Favorite Foods: Well shit. Uh. pasta (specifically penne <3), french fries, chocolate cake, but i cannot leave out vepro knedlo zelo bc thats so good (my autistic is showing too lmao)
Song Stuck In My Head: 1985 by Bo Burnham (i was just on tiktok so shh)
Last Song I Listened To: HEAVEN by Troye Sivan (if that counts, it was 52 seconds in when i turned it off, if not then Sex Sells (look its my sleep playlist ok))
Last Thing I Googled: 'black eyed susan flower language' i was rereading my partner's magnus opus of a fanfic <3
The Time: 5:11am
Dream Trip: its really fucking sappy but honestly anywhere with both my partners, i just want to be together and fuck around. or the galapagos with a group of friends, because i was GOING TO GO and then covid happened and everything got canceled. like come on. it literally was a 2 week trip with like 12 days on a cruise around the islands and getting tours of shit. like. thats once in a LIFETIME
Something I'd Like to Do Right Now: .....if we're being honest, eat. im hungry. i just woke up. but thats super shallow so uh. damn idk go back to sleep? i woke up like an hour ago im tired. give me a minute to think jfc. okay. well. this is. strap in yall this is sappy as fuck just be waking up in a house with my partners, just being roomates, hell charlie's other s/o can come too. aj and i could share and charlie and eddie could share, we could just coexist. be able to like. cuddle in the mornings, eat the same food at the same times, share a garden, have the cabinet be full of handmade mugs and cookware, being able to wake up and be free of our parents, existing on our own, living together, watching my friends and partners play with my parrot, seeing aj be happy over ducks in the back yard, seeing charles' rock shelf, and bookcase of stephen king, i dont really know eddie thsat well but being able to get to know them! having the kitched cosntantly have something homemade in it, baked or not, have the pantry be full of a mishmash of everyone's favorite snacks and teas, just. being able to live as our own people. being our own people, but together, our lives intertangled.
ok wow that was a lot! idk if thats too personal! but! yeah!
Tagging: @wonder-womans-ex @beaglesfoundindumpsters @silvermistwasmygayawakening (not a tag for you three if you dont want to (not that its a you need to for annyone) just feel like you should be mentioned due to my sappy ramblings) @wigglesforsquiggles @skipcount1 @peggyrose19 @kay on mill's discord i cant remember your tumblr rn im tired and anyone else who wants to!
Thank you for the tag love! @lilacebean
Rules- make a new post and tag some people you wanna get to know better
Relationship status: single (I’ve got a crush on someone though)
Favorite color: goldenrod, and black (I couldn’t pick just one)
3 favorite foods: Mac and Cheese, Potato soup, and any Italian pasta with red sauce
Song stuck in my head: words ain’t enough by Tessa violet
Last song I listened to: we fell in love in October by girl in red
Last thing I googled:my school lunch menu
The time: 11:45p.m.
Dream trip: anywhere far out of state to be honest, but I want to move to Paris for college
Something I’d like to do right now: work on my clay pumpkin pot (but I have to wait a couple more days for the clay to be ready
Tagging: @angel-of-fallen-dreams @battleofbunkerhill @lcverrgirl @livthefangorl @mentally-unstable-fangirl @koalas-cave @coldtragedytaco @corrupted-aroace
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title: how was i to know (i was far too much in love to see) (AO3 link)
summary: There’s a perfectly rational explanation as to why Clarke doesn’t like Bree and Bellamy has nothing to do with it. She’s mostly sure.
A/N: This is mostly fluff and pining!Clarke. I love only ever writing, like, one kind of fanfiction!
Bree is not exactly hard to like. She’s smart, if a little lazy. Her jokes are inappropriate, but she’s charming enough to pull it off. In theory, she sounds like someone Clarke might actually like. But, there’s just something off about her. Clarke can’t like her. Not for a lack of trying, she’s looked at it from every angle. Clarke finds herself thinking about it a lot. It’s like staring at a painting that’s technically sound and still getting repulsed by it. It’s driving her insane.
But, Bree is Bellamy’s… something. She should, at least, figure out what she doesn’t like about her. He’s her best friend and she’s gotten along with most of his hook-ups. Though, she has to admit, none of them have hung around him this long.
The point is, once she understands why she doesn’t get along with his... whatever she is to him (because there absolutely has to be a reason for it), she might be able to look Bellamy in the eye again without feeling like she’s doing something wrong and just barely getting away with it.
Raven is as sympathetic as Clarke expects she would be when she tells her about it at brunch.
“You can’t be serious.” Raven looks utterly unimpressed but she can’t be exactly sure if it’s a reaction to what she said or if it’s just her default mood. “Oh, my god, you are unbelievable,” she mutters under her breath. Okay, so it’s her, then.
Clarke shifts uncomfortably. “What?”
“Clarke.” Raven stops herself abruptly, biting her bottom lip. “Never mind,” she says and chugs the rest of her mimosa, instead.
She doesn’t push, knows she won’t like what Raven has to say. Clarke considers her words, instead. “Do you like Bree?”
Raven makes a non-committal noise. “She’s fine.”
“Just fine?” Clarke asks and feels hope sparking in her chest. If Raven doesn’t like Bree either, there’s hope she isn’t over-reacting.
“Clarke, you know that it’s hard for me to like people. I barely know her,” Raven tells her and, she knows she’s right. Raven doesn’t take easy to anyone, except for Luna, maybe. But,she was in love with Luna almost immediately, so that doesn’t count.
She thinks of Bree, for what seems like the millionth time, and tries to make sense of all this, but she draws a blank. Instead, she finds herself thinking of the time she’d seen Bellamy’s arm wrapped around Bree’s waist and her grinning up at him. Her stomach feels like lead.
Clarke pokes at her salad with her knife, her appetite gone. “But, you know why I don’t.” The answer is buzzing at the back of her head. Clarke has every intention of ignoring it until she absolutely has no choice.
“I’m not interfering.”
Clarke doesn’t laugh at that but it’s a close thing. Raven’s the most meddlesome person she knows. If she were to make a list of every single inappropriate comment someone has made about her love-life—or lack thereof—, Raven would make most of it.
But she doesn’t feel like following that train of thought. “You hacked into my laptop yesterday!”
“Okay, first,” she says, holding up a single finger, “guessing that your password is your middle name is not hacking— “
“Hey, that’s genius. No one knows my middle name which, conveniently, also means that witches can’t put curses on me!”
“— Second,” Raven continues, ignoring her, which, fair, “you kept going on and on about you haven’t installed any anti-virus software in your new laptop yet, and it was driving me insane.”
“I was getting to it,” Clarke protests in a tone that suggests she was not, in fact, getting to it.
“You needed it too with all the weird porn you watch.”
“For the last time, I was dating Sterling at the time and he was into some weird things!” Raven makes a face. “It was one time!”
“One time too many,” Raven mumbles.
Clarke smacks her shoulder with a discarded napkin and Raven jabs her in her ribcage.
“Next time, I’ll let you catch the virus.”
“Well, I like it better when you meddle.”
There’s an extended silence. Clarke’s not talking about the computer anymore and Raven is both smart and a good enough friend to pick up on it.
“Fine,” she relents, “you’re jealous.”
There it is. The most obvious explanation to her troubles. She knows that if she digs enough, she’ll find it’s true. And that, unfortunately, also makes it the most problematic explanation.
“He’s my best friend,” she reasons weakly, “We’re not a thing.”
“Those things aren’t mutually exclusive,” her friend retorts, not unkindly.
“Yeah but I don’t have feelings…” she trails off. She can’t say that. Even before this whole thing, she could never say that. They were Bellamy and Clarke. She realizes, with an ungentle tug of her stomach, that she had always thought that it was going to be them in the end. She swallows and it hurts.
Her expression must be truly pitiful because Raven backtracks. “He’s your best friend. Maybe, you just don’t want to share him.”
“Maybe.” She knows Raven is lying for her benefit. But, Clarke feels like she’s lying too.
Millers and Boon
Miller
Is bellamy dead???
No
What
Why are you texting me then
It’s 3 in the morning
I’m working I can’t tell the time
There aren’t any clocks in the hospital?
It’s how they keep us here
Wait why would I be the one telling you that bellamy’s dead
Idk you’re always together
And youre his emergency contact
It makes perfect sense to have a doctor as your emergency contact
Right.
Fuck off
But seriously
Bree
(two attachments sent)
She looks like me doesn’t she?
I guess I see it
But you also said bryan looks like bellamy
HE DOES
Ok Clarke whatever
Wait you woke me up for this??????
I mean you didn’t have to wake up for a text
I cannot stand you.
Does this have anything to do with your feelings for him
…………..
Did you talk to raven
you think raven is the only person who thinks you’re in love with bellamy
jasper calls you guys mom and dad
yeah but we’re talking about real people
im going to bed clarke
tell your boyfriend I said hi
im not relaying your existence to bryan
you made it too weird with the bellamy comment
YOU CANT HIDE FROM THE TRUTH NATHAN
Millers and Boon is offline
She feels bad when she invites her friends over for dinner the next day and it’s only half because she misses them. In truth, she needs a distraction. Clarke’s never been particularly good at feelings. And whenever she’s had them, they were short-lived, all-consuming and almost painful. But, with Bellamy, it’s— it’s all encompassing. It’s soft and sweet and makes her feel like she’s doing something right. It’s a feeling in her chest that she carries with her everywhere she goes. She knows what she feels, and she’ll be fucked if she lets him go because she’s too afraid to be happy.
When Bellamy shoots her a messing telling her that he’s on his way, she finds that she isn’t actually that afraid anymore. It’s always nice seeing Bellamy, Clarke decides, when he pokes his head into her apartment without knocking. It’s nice to see him when she’s upset, and when she’s excited, it’s even nice when she’s on the brink of admitting that she’s in love with him. If there’s only thing she can be sure of, it’s that she’ll always want to see him. His smile is the one she’ll most easily recognize. She’d know him from miles away. He sets her at ease.
“Hey.” He wraps his arm around her shoulder as he enters the apartment and absent-mindedly presses a kiss to her temple.
“Oh,” she says. I love you, she thinks. “You’re early.”
“Nice to see you, too,” he replies, a teasing lilt to his voice. You have no idea, she thinks. She gravitates towards him, smile growing on its own accord. Not a fucking clue. Bellamy smiles back with his whole body. His shoulders perk up and his eyes sparkles and her head feels like it’s clearing itself up, like the noise is leaking out. She’s starting to realize that he loves her too. In whatever way.
He drops onto the couch and she slots herself next to him, the way she always has. “I just didn’t realize you were going to be early.”
He shrugs. “I’m on time. Everyone else is just late.”
“You’ve been friends with us for years, you should know what ‘on time’ means.”
“Just because my friends are impolite assholes, doesn’t mean I have to be.” She sticks out his tongue at him and he rolls his eyes, but it’s all stained with fondness.
“Yeah, you’re just a regular asshole.”
“Run of the mill,” he agrees, deadpan. Clarke bites her bottom lip to stop herself from giggling. It was all fairly clear, in hindsight. He makes her forget herself. He makes her happy.
“Here.” He gets up abruptly and extends a hand to her. She raises an eyebrow. “Help me set the table,” says Bellamy. She snorts and lets him help her to her feet.
“I was going to do that on my own before you got here,” she says primly.
He snorts. “You don’t have to do everything on your own, you know.”
Her whole body feel warm, her skin buzzing lightly. “I know.” She bumps his shoulder with hers. “I got you for that.”
They’re standing closely, and there’s a moment where she thinks he’s going to kiss her. But, he grabs the pizza boxes from the counter and sets them on the table instead. She sighs and sets out to search for the paper plates she hasn’t seen in weeks.
There’s a few minutes of easy silence. He gets the beer out of the fridge and she finally finds the paper plates in the cabinet next to stove she never uses. He even helps her clean up a little, dusting the countertops and picking up some of the garbage she had left lying around. He calls her a spoilt princess teasingly even though she knows it’s true and she calls him a dumb, helpful idiot, which rings, like, thirty percent true, at least.
“Hey,” he calls when the place looks – what she can only assume is—satisfactory to him, “Bree’s going to stop by to drop something off. Is that cool?”
A wave of hurt hits her. It starts at her stomach and she feels it constrict her insides. She’s surprised at how violent it is. How momentarily blinding. “Yeah,” she replies, not really looking at him. “Of course, it’s fine. Why wouldn’t it be?”
He laughs, not unkindly. “I didn’t think you really liked her.”
“That’s crazy,” she scoffs, but she sounds defensive to her own ears. “I don’t have a reason not to.”
“I just thought—“
“—Well, you thought wrong,” Clarke snaps.
Hurt flashes in his eyes and she regrets. The jealousy is immediately replaced with a vague sadness. She wants him to be happy. She would like him to be happy with her, but that’s secondary. That’s another unchangeable truth. But she can’t just stand there and pretend it’s all okay. She thought she was ready, but. She doesn’t think she’s strong enough. Maybe, just not yet.
“I have to go.” She doesn’t have the desire nor the energy to hide the breaking of her voice, or heart. She spins on her heel before she can do something even stupider like yell. Or cry.
“Wait,” he calls. She pauses long enough for him to catch her wrist. Her skin burns hot where he touches her. Her eyes burn. She burns. She turns to face him slowly, her heart thundering in her chest, and stares at the spot above his shoulder, still not daring to look at him. She’s sure he can feel her pulse, wild and erratic.
“Are you jealous, Clarke?”
Her first instinct is to laugh it off. Her second is to run for the hills. Maybe, that says something about her character. She does neither, which definitely says something about what he means to her. She risks a glance at him. His face is wide open, eyes as honest as she’s ever seen. His expression, she’s hopeful enough to call it longing. It hits her, for maybe the first time, that she wants him to know. That he might want to know.
She blinks. “Yes.”
His eyes widen, the grip on her wrist loosening. Her hands are shaking, her throat is dry. She only notices that his hands are shaking, too, when he slides it into hers.
“You know I’m in love with you, right?” His voice is so soft, she’s half-sure she imagined it. Mostly, she finds herself settling into the revelation the way one might settle into their bed after a long, tiring day.
She feels relief and joy and she feels. More than she’s felt in a long time. She laughs, watery, and squeezes his hand. “I didn’t.”
He grins, a little crooked, a little shy. “Well, I am,” he says. He is beaming. She thinks she might explode, come undone. But she stays the way she is, and he looks at her the way he does. They are the same and they are in love.
“Oh.” I love you, she thinks. She tugs him closer, just because she can. “I love you, too,” she says.
He brushes her cheek with his thumb and she lets out a sigh so loud, it’s almost embarrassing. Almost. She gets on her tiptoes and kisses him then. He kisses her sweetly, and if he hadn’t said it before, she would’ve known that he loved her right there. She pulls away, places her hands on his shoulders to steady herself.
“Bree?” she asks because, apparently, she’s the jealous type. He kisses her quickly and she giggles into it, coaxing a longer one out of him. He grins smugly
“We slept together once. She’s pretty cool so, we hang out.”
She smiles, resting her forehead against his. “You know, I think I see it.”
#bellarke#bellarkefanfiction#fluff#jealousy#me publishing this: and the 100 cast were at a con (oh my god they were at a con#the text convo looks awkward here but im exhausted
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What A Pair We Make (Reid Garwin)
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(1) First of all, can I just say that i rlly love ur blog. 💖 Second, please please please, write one about reid? like the oc is the fem version of him but a little bit like blair waldorf? thank you in advance and please keep writing 💖 ur imagines are golden 😊😊😊
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(OC’s name: Peyton Morris)
Word Count: 1,289
It was another gloomy day in Ipswich, Massachusetts and just another day at Spencer Academy for one Peyton Morris. She exited her family car rather dispassionately, while genuinely thanking her driver. This has been her daily routine for the past year after her family’s move from Manhattan, New York.
She never got around to asking her parents why they moved but there was a part of her that like the simplicity of Ipswich. Spencer Academy was a different subject, entirely. It almost disappointed her when she discovered it mirrored her old school. Well, the zip codes may be different, but douche-bags are the same wherever you go. Meeting Kira Snider and, subsequently, Aaron Abbott didn’t turn out to be an overall good first impression.
She’d been waiting for class to start when a shadow fell over her desk. She knew then that she definitely wasn’t going to like the person responsible.
“Hi, I’m Kira Snider. You must be new,” a barely contained sneer marred an otherwise average female face.
“Peyton,” a tight smile formed on her own face, unwilling to back down from a would-be instigator.
All eyes were on them. Peyton wasn’t the first to go through this and she doubted she’d be the last. Private school politics were becoming such a pain.
“Ipswich is a long way from Manhattan. What is it that your parents do, by the way?” The mock-interest was clear; so was her intention.
Peyton smiled as she began, “Listen, Snider, um, there are some things,” she nonchalantly regarded Kira, “we need to clear up.” She paused to give some semblance of a chance for the other girl to get a word in. Peyton stood and faced the seemingly self-proclaimed Queen B, “I don’t care if you run this school or think that you do. I don’t care who you are, who your parents are, and I certainly don’t care about what anyone in this school may think of me. What my parents do is our family’s business, no one else’s, least of all, yours.” Kira’s reddened face amused her immensely. A slight smug grin appeared on Peyton’s face. “Furthermore, you’re right, Ipswich is a long way from Manhattan and I hate to break it to you, because I’m pretty sure you have low self-esteem already, that’s like comparing Chihuahuas to grey wolves. And that means whatever you dish out,” Peyton tsked, “I can dish out way worse,” she finished in a stage whisper.
There were hushed snickers that descended upon the classroom.
A boy appeared behind her, sneering, “We could make your life hell.”
“I vacation there. It’s actually quite nice in the summer,” Peyton countered easily.
The teacher chose to walk in then. Her practiced, cold stare visibly unsettled the pair and she watched them walk back to their seats. The rest of her classes were uneventful. Then, she met him. More like heard him.
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone execute a takedown as good as the one you pulled on Kira,“ the male voice sounded as giddy as his owner looked. He stuck out his hand, “Reid Garwin.”
One look at him and she knew he was trouble. And that devil-may-care grin didn’t win him any brownie points.
“Peyton Morris,“ she informed as she walked passed him
Reid Garwin was attractive with his blonde hair and blue eyes. She didn’t exactly hate him but they didn’t exactly have a friendship. Reid made Peyton wary. There were so many mixed signals they were sending each other. She’d think there’d be a spark but the next minute, it’s gone, nowhere to be found. And Reid was a player, a flirt, but Peyton wasn’t a saint either. Though she’d never slept with any of her male peers, she was positive Reid had atleast sampled a few their female peers.
In the weeks that followed, there were whispers about the pair. The rumor mill was producing so much salacious gossip, even Provost Higgins had to step in. The provost issued a kind of gag order, one that would be enforced by school officials, and teachers, coaches, etc. The rumors stopped but the otherwise-stable friendship continued.
A year later, this is where they are. She sighs thinking of her attempts at relationships while at the Academy. All very promising young men but she could never get the one she actually wanted out of her mind. It earned her the female equivalent of Reid’s reputation, except hers didn't afford her bragging rights. An arm slung over her shoulders broke her chain of thought. She didn’t have to see who it was but she turned to look anyway.
“I thought I was having a shitty morning but the I saw you," he winked.
She smiled ruefully, “Funny mine continues to be a downhill slide." She shrugged off his arm.
There were people looking, freshmen girls by the look of them. It always made her jealous but he wasn't hers so there was nothing she could do really.
“Don’t you have fresh meat to spoil or something?" She tried to make it sound flippant but lately she’d lost her touch. And it seemed the bastard had almost caught on.
“Nah, 'm not really interested in training when I know someone already knows the tricks,"he barked a laugh, “Hey, Peyton, what's -?"
She power walked to her first class, intent on ignoring Reid for as long as possible. Alas, the universe had it out for her; there was some conspiracy for sure. That's what her mind immediately went to when Peyton Morris saw one of the new class sidling up to the recently shunned blonde-haired, blue-eyed wonder. The freshman wasn’t even trying to hide it; she wanted people to know.
Fuck. Me. Sideways.
She walked up to them just as the freshman laughed at something that was most likely not funny, if the faces of the rest of the group were anything to go buy.
“Hey guys, " Peyton quickly acknowledged the guys before turning to Reid, “Reid, can we talk for a second?"
“Who are you, his girlfriend?” she asked, as if Peyton very existence was a personal affront.
Peyton took a second to collect herself and adopted her best patronizing demeanor. She looked right into the freshman’s eyes, “I’m the one who can and will make you immediately irrelevant.”
She doesn’t have time to hear the younger girl’s response. She’s being carried through campus over Reid’s shoulder. At least he’s got the decency to hold her skirt down. It’s some time until the blonde finds a private enough place, somewhere behind a school building.
“What the hell was that? Back there?” The question came from the deepest part of him, Peyton could tell.
She sighed, “What do you think it was, Reid? You’re smart. It’s part of the reason I-” She’d almost said it, almost let it out into the damn universe.
An incredulous look descended upon his face, “You what? You always act like I’m your worst option. There’s no way in hell. No. Way. You can’t be jealous because you don’t-!”
“You don’t get to tell me that shit! We’re both idiots because we know I’m jealous because I love you, you massive idiot!” She hadn’t intended on getting so impassioned by her declaration; she got louder than anyone had ever heard her and she was out of breath.
For once, Reid was speechless He’d never heard you cuss before either. Peyton realized then what she’d done and only felt mortification. Well, she did until she heard him laugh.
Her head between his hands, he put his forehead against hers. “We’re probably the biggest idiots Spencer Academy has ever seen,” blue eyes sparkled with mischief, “but we'll be each other’s idiots.”
Peyton spoke then, his lips barely a centimeter from hers, “What a fucking pair we make.”
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alright here we go
2. what’s your type?
idk if i really have a type like i guess i probably more or less answered that in that earlier ask abt ideal partner? in summary soft warm and goofy
3. do you want kids?
hard no
5. describe the cutest date youve ever been on
i 1. havent been on a lot of dates and 2. have a shit memory but i guess probably when i went to the seattle undeground with hikaru cause we politely argued about who should pay for the pictures taken of us for like 20 minutes cause neither of us wanted to let the other pay like $15 for a dumb souvenir
7.are you a morning time gay or night time gay?
do morning gays exist? ive yet to meet one
11. would you ever date someone who owned rodents or reptiles?
i would probably be more likely to date someone who owned rodents and/or reptiles
13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?
idk i realized i was gay in like freshman year of high school and i dont really remember much before that. probably run of the mill things
17. night club gay or cafe gay?
either depending on mood. like id rather go to a club when im fucked up and w friends but a cafe by myself n not feeling like interaction but i wouldnt say i prefer one over another
19. video game gay, book gay, or movie gay?
im a gamer grrl
23. have you ever been in love?
i fall in love incredibly easily so yes
29. what is the most uncomfortable / strange coming out experience you have
definitely coming out to my dad and then having follow up talks bc he doesnt understand shit it was just uncomfy
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92 Questions Tag Game
I was tagged by @ghoulpunks (heck eeeyeah thanks friendo)
Last:
1. Drink: think it was water (but i rlly want some orange juice rn)
2. Phone call: my boyfriend bc we havent been able to talk in school
3. Text message: i usually use skype to message but my last text was to my friend gillian
4.Song you listened to: i’m listening to take her to the moon by waterparks rn
5.Time you cried: i think it was because the cover from my light on my ceiling fell on my face the other day??
Have you ever:
6. Dated someone twice: nope im still in my first relationship so thats kinda impossible rn
7.Kissed someone and regretted it: never had a legit kiss yo
8.Been cheated on: nope
9.Lost someone special: heck yeah, a lot of times
10.Been depressed: absolutely
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope
12.13.14.List three Favourite colours: blue, red, and yellow
In the last year have you :
15.Made new friends: yeah!!!
16.Fallen out of love: nahh
17.Laughed until you cried: i’m pretty sure??
18.Found out someone was talking about you: no i don’t think so
19.Met someone who changed you: yeah
20.Found out who your friends are: absolutely
21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: see number 7. (answer is no)
General:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them??? (i dont use facebook, my mom manages it pretty much)
23. Do you have any pets: yes!!!!! I have a dog named Chito and i love him very much
24. Do you want to change your name: i used to, but now im comfortable with it
25. What did you do for your last birthday: i cant remember? I think i went to church that day?
26. What time did you wake up: 5:30am (i slept in)
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: bitch i was asleep for once
28. Name something you can’t wait for: the school year to be over (i know it just started like a month ago but shhh)
29. When was the last time you saw your mum: like an hour ago?? idk
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my mental stability i guess??
31. What are you listening to right now: waterparks
32. Have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah my grandfather
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: idk im pretty chill atm. Maybe the fact that an old friend lied to me the other day like .. multiple times even tho i knew the truth anyway
34. Most visited websites: tumblr i guess? And rabb.it
35. Elementary school: ye??? Idk what this is asking
36. High school: i am currently in high school yes
37. University: yeah im gonna go to that one day
38. Hair colour: blonde
39 . Long or short hair: mine is rlly short but still a longer than it was the last time i posted selfies on here
40. Do you have a crush on someone: idk how to answer this question?? Not really i guess??
41. What do you like about yourself: my eyes, hair and my ability to help others i guess?
42. Piercings: nope
43. Blood type: lol i forgot oops
44. Nickname: ughhh okay. Amy, ames, millie, mill, macklemore, chihuahua, egg, etc.
45. Relationship status: taken
46. Zodiac sign: scorpio (i think????)
47. Pronouns: she/her but i dont really care so y’all can call me whatever
48. Favorite TV show: idk?? I cant remember when i last watched tv
49. Tattoos: uhhh no i dont want one
50. Right or left hand: left
First
51. Surgery: nope
52. Hair dyed: no
53. Sport: t-ball lol
54. Vacation: florida
55. Pair of trainers: they prolly had dora the explorer on them or smth idk
More general
56. Eating: nothing but i had a boiled egg this morning
57. Drinking: nothing rn
58. I’m about to: take a nap bc im Sick
59. Waiting for: the weekend so i can take a break
60. Want: idk?
61. Get married: wait what’s this asking? I wanna have just a chill marriage ig???
62. Career: idk, im thinking psychologist maybe
63. Favorite artist: waterparks and those who dream
64. Place you want to travel: New York
65. Favorite subject: art or english i guess? im not in pe rn but thats pretty alright at my school usually
Which is better
66. Hugs or kisses: depends on the situation
67. Lips or eyes: eyes i guess?? certain lips are Good tho
68. Shorter or taller: it doesnt matter to me; no preference
69. Older or younger: once again no preference
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: hhhh,,,, arms
71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
72. Hookup or relationship: relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: both? I guess??
Have you ever
74. Kissed a stranger: nno
75. Drank hard liquor: nope never gonna do it either
76. Lost glasses/ contact lenses: i lost my glasses a couple times throughout middle school i think??
77. Turned someone down: uhhh a couple times??? but more often i notice where the conversation is going and shut it down somehow before it gets awkward
78. Sex on the first date: no, thank you very much
79. Broken someone’s heart: dont think so
80. Had your heart broken: i guess not?
81. Been arrested: nope
82. Cried when someone died: for sure
83. Fallen for a friend: ….yeah…..
Do you believe in
84. Yourself: sure i guess… to some extent
85. Miracles: yes
86. Love at first sight: i have an unusual opinion on this. i feel like you can see someone and think “that person is special” and find out later on that y’all are perfect for each other, but thats it
87. Santa Claus: uhhhhhhh no
88. Kiss on first date: uhhhh it depends on how well you know the person before the date imo
89. Angels: yes
Other
90. Current best friend’s name: carolyn my dude my buddy my pal my friend (also blake !!)
91. Eye colour: a confusing mess (they’re hazel)
92. Favorite movie: Sing Street is a 2016 musical coming-of-age comedy-drama film co-written, co-produced and directed by John Carney. Starring Ferdia Walsh-Peelo, Lucy Boynton, Maria Doyle Kennedy, Aiden Gillen, Jack Reynor, and Kelly Thornton, the story revolves around a boy starting a band to impress a girl in 1980s Ireland. It is an international co-production from Ireland, the United States, and United Kingdom.
im sorry i dont feel like tagging anyone so if you wanna do it, go wild pals
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Episode 1-He’s Going To Be So Mad To Learn I’m Jordan Pines-Meredith
rob is talking to me trying to woo me with my newbie ways hes going to be so mad to learn I’m jordan pines cause rob hates me also I’m excited to see how brandon plays when I’m not telling him how to do
meredith has a great social game i am litterally talking about the weather with rob
jordan pines is dead long live Meredith Strogonofsky
meredith is real fucking naiv naive oh this is really fun everyone is so nice blah blah blah
Sidenote: i wish i was on the olaf tribe ALL MY FRIENDS ARE THERE Im elsa locked alone in my fucking room while they run around the palace

Wheeew so I'm super excited to play my third Storybook season and this time I hope it turns into a win and nobody calls me a maggot (@Steffen). For my first confessional I'm just gonna the standard run of the mill tribe analysis.
Adrian - Adrian seems cool. He told me hasn't played a game in a while so I think I could possibly work with him. He won't try and play too hard but he isn't completely new so he must want to get into a power alliance with somebody and make it far for his first
Ashley - I love Ashley! I've known her for a little while but we've never actually played a game together before so I think it'll be interesting to see how we work together after knowing each other for a while.
Ashton - He's new to the whole Skype thing...I haven't really talked to him. Brandon - who?
Connor - bye?
Meredith - queen.
Rob - I like Rob!!! We've talked quite a bit and he's easy to talk to so I hope this develops into a game alliance and we can work together. We also got cast in Comoros together so I think that will bring us even closer together. I think he's one of the only ones I "trust" rn.
Veronica - ICONIC QUEEN I LOVE HER. WE'RE ABOUT TO SLAY BECAUSE WE GOT CAST IN COMOROS TOGETHER AND IT'S GONNA BE LITTTTTT.
Zach - hasn't talked to me? idk
wow i got the best score out of everyone in the game? Literally steffen knows i suck at comps so much soooo either im just really good at that game or these people suck at comps more than i do Also i messaged Kait becuase i thought she was in my tribe so now i want to kill myself fuck was i sent to exile
CONFESSIONAL TIME Okay so I've talked to a few people here on my tribe and I like them. I talked to Luke, Veronica, Mer, and Ashton. Ashton proposed an alliance to me basically and from our conversations, we both want to include Luke and Mer eventually.
I'm good with that, I think Ashton will be viewed as a figurehead in this game so he could work as a shield for me. He also seems to be gaming hard. Luke is cool and we're playing in two games, maybe three. I want to read up on confessionals to know how he truly is. He seems like a threat honestly. Mer is such a cinnamon roll so far. I hope that she makes the merge just so she doesn't feel bitter about the experience. I did. Veronica is similar to Luke with me but I think she'll be more of an utr player, which to me is threatening in a way.
I'm happy to win reward even though I don't think there's much benefit for it but whatever it boosts tribe morale. END CONFESSIONAL TIME
CONFESSIONAL TIME I skimmed over Westeros' confessionals because what is Arrakis? Just the overall thoughts I have about Luke coming from reading them is that he's pretty loyal, but he can be abrasive to the people he's not with. He can also be sneaky too. I don't know. Maybe I should ask STEFFEN about it? END CONFESSIONAL TIME I GUESS
CONFESSIONAL TIME One more for the hosts, I was looking for stuff for my flag and when I searched Falo on google images I got pictures of weird ass dicks... it was traumatizing. END CONFESSIONAL TIME
Phew well, double tribal council already and no me gusta, not at all. While I try to make a flag, please enjoy my song of the day :)
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Confessional #1- The games have begun and it's time to play some survivor. My goal is to just try and stay under the radar and be nice with everyone. Hopefully I can stick around for awhile.
Well my first impression of my tribe was that there were some familiar faces which is good. I want to work with Luke becuase iv known him for a while even though we arent close and ideally he will be my number one on this tribe with me. Then theres Veronica, I know Veronica and Zach will 100% be working together so i NEED to be on her good side so that I have both of them with me and not against. I know Zach is more of a lapdog who follows people in games so as long as I have Veronica liking me then Zach will follow her.
Everyone else isnt that talkative at least not while I was in the tribe chat. I was bummed out at first being in exile but now I have an idol so that will be super useful later on down the road. I think the person we will be voting out at tribal will probably be that one guy who didnt do the reward challenge. Honestly I dont remember his name and Im to lazy to learn it.
yo whats up this is day 3, i've been on exile island for the last 20 hours, and i still havent even said hi to heather, nehemiah, regan, or brian and the only person i actually had a conversation with that lasted more than 2 minutes was shea... oh and because i'm on exile i can't compete in immunity... oh and this week its individual immunity because both tribes are going to tribal :) all of that points to the fact that there is no doubt that i will be going home week 1 but i don't know about thaaaaaat because one of the perks of being sent to exile island is having the chance to try and find a hidden immunity idol and..... https://68.media.tumblr.com/4f46e716c928535edcbfb2f03c869826/tumblr_omd9cz01C31w56gxho1_400.gif WHEW y'all made that a production 12 hour wait, then i had to set an alarm for 9am on a sunday morning, then i had to choose a corridor, i got the most vague clue, then yall picked the most random url, THEN it was like oh no not yet bitch you still got work to do and 2 more urls later i finally got it and that's all that matters :) :) :) :) :) :) :) when i get back from exile i'll try and step my social game up so that i can hopefully maybe stay safe on my own and get to keep the idol for later on in the game but i guess we'll see
yall meredith is playing the goat game hard so far already been asked into an alliance which is so clearly exploit the new player look at this shit
[2017-03-05, 8:22:55 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: what do you think about Luke and Ashton? [2017-03-05, 8:23:12 PM] Meredith Stro: they seem nice [2017-03-05, 8:23:18 PM] Meredith Stro: everyone seems really nice [2017-03-05, 8:23:58 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: what would you think about a lol group of me, you, Ashton, rob, and Luke? [2017-03-05, 8:24:17 PM] Meredith Stro: that sounds really nice [2017-03-05, 8:24:39 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: Okay awesome! [2017-03-05, 8:24:49 PM] Meredith Stro: is that like an alliance? I’m still not used to how this works lol [2017-03-05, 8:25:05 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: Yeah it would be :P [2017-03-05, 8:25:15 PM] Meredith Stro: that sounds great :D [2017-03-05, 8:25:23 PM] Meredith Stro: my first alliance this is so exciting [2017-03-05, 8:25:49 PM] Connor Wubbenhorst: Hahaha
meredith is a lil bitch
Ok so WHEW. Arendelle. I'm here! Looking at the initial cast, I see some people I definitely like and want to work with. Amanda, Ashley, Carson, Luke... love those 4 especially. I know I can probably work with Amanda and Ashley in this game simply because I have never fucked them over, while I have been a messy binch with both Carson and Luke. It'll be a miracle if they work with me. Like lol [3/3/17, 9:36:45 PM] carson k. (comoros host): HI [3/3/17, 9:38:51 PM] carson k. (comoros host): BRian [3/3/17, 9:39:15 PM] daddy brain ravioli: HI CARSON DJDJSJS [3/3/17, 9:39:23 PM] carson k. (comoros host): I'm having flashbacks [3/3/17, 9:39:31 PM] daddy brain ravioli: ME TOO [3/3/17, 9:39:41 PM] carson k. (comoros host): get away from me brain [3/3/17, 9:39:50 PM] daddy brain ravioli: ILY DONT LEAVE ME So now I just have to work my magic on people, and I can hopefully make em love meeeee. -3- Also, THANK GOD I won first immunity. I don't think I necessarily needed it??? but not being the first boot is goals asf. I think Heather might be voted out??? Not that I want to, but I just don't really see any other options. And I could technically throw out a name, but I don't feel safe enough going into the future with a name coming out of my mouth and then that person DOESN'T go.
so ya boi has got an alliance!!! it's me, luke, ashton, meredith, and rob. rob? bb. love rob. hosted rob in congo. love rob, no worries there ashton and meredith? both of their first games ever, if they're telling the truth, which i hope they are. it was SO easy to bring them together for an alliance. i think this is the first time ive played with total total newbies to games in general so i think it'll be easy to tag them along and use them however i want. i just need to know when to cut them when its time luke im a little nervous about, we played a game called mindoro and uhhh idk i voted him out and im worried there may be some hard feelings. idk. as it stands right now, the five of us are voting brandon because he just isnt active so RIP! but so far this is going pretty well, knock on wood
tbh a majority of these people be silent af idk who is bout to be the one voted out better not be me cause as of now I suck at orgs so I just want to float and hope all is good Atm Heather seems easy to push for so I'm not gonna say it but I'm gonna agree to it
One by one everyone just coming in saying hi i'm dropping heathers name like a fast as I can Heather legit hasn't even added me like good riddance tbqh plus it was fucking stressful to find who the fuck her avi was for that flag tonight should be what I like to call a wake up call. If you're not going to even pretend you're active then bye bye
Confessional #2- So an alliance has been made with myself, Rob, Luke, Connor and Meredith. I trust this group quite a bit especially since it doesn't seem like the rest of them have any options. Our plan is to get rid of Brandon because he's just not helping the tribe win any challenges.
Did heather literally just apply to infiltrate and promote her game She literally just pm'd me the link Without ever speaking to me
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