#IDK WHAT HES DRAWING BUT BE NICE ☠️☠️

[todayisafridaynight]

So the other day I sprained my knee 💀💀 not really in my Top Ten Coincidences but it is a little funny... At Any Rate I'm glad your wrist support glove is helping and I hope the rest of your recovery is smooth :) Would be very excited to see the sick fic you had in mind! (And Also Sorry For Contributing Nothing To AraSawa)

BTW I wanted to introduce you to my new silly little guy Yuhei Kirihara (they told him he sucked at drawing </3)

I'm clipping things as I go to show you later because this is the most insane line delivery I've ever heard from Tsutsumi But Also he's definitely cute tier list material so far

WDYM YOU SPRAINED YOUR KNEE (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) some news is better than no news tho: im relieved you didnt succumb to the flu you caught last week, im happy to hear from you (❁´◡`❁) knee bit sucks tho im SO so sorry howdoesthatevenhappen--

AH BUT THE FIC i was thinking on whose pov to write it from all last night but now that I Think i know which one to go with im excited to start writin it soon (๑•̀ㅂ•́)✧ AND NO SUCH THING AS 'NOT CONTRIBUTIN' ARE YOU KIDDIN your enthusiasm alone's made me waaaaay more confident about sharin art and the sor, not to mention chattin with me and Undoubtedly giving me an idea. or fifty-- sure id been A Lil Silly bout em beforehand, but havin someone as energetic bout em as me def gives me a lot of motivation to share more, so ty for all you do as always ♪(´▽｀) i consider that contribution anyhow.. its very important to me in my opinion...

OH BUT HE SEEMS CUTE tbf i can be won over on a ttm chara so long as i see him smilin... my bias my weakness.. MOST interested to see more bout this one youre watchin when you got the time 👁️👁️ espwheniverunoutofnakaimediatowatch--

[puffpastrycrimewatch]

@sharkyy599 have some doodles because I think I want the other drawing I'm doing of them in a separate post!

Also I made Rosa into a dog lady, because I have the power of the pencil (don't ask what dog she is I didn't think that far ahead ☠️)

(Idk about you guys but high heels absolutely destroy my ankles)

*context

They are being interviewed and the question of him being gay comes up (without his permission) and these were the outtakes (maybe everyone on set think he's just too shy to talk to women?)

Interviewer: So what Rosa said was true?

Catonio: What did she say?

(she tried I guess?😭)

Catonio: SHE SAID WHAAAAT????

*Bonus blooper

Catonio probably: Mhm women are very cool very nice (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)👍

[zeherili-ankhein]

Doctor said I am about to die cuz of the lack of vitamin S (shashi)

LMAO-

I'm sorry 😭 I just haven't drawn anything for the past month because of exam and assignment pressures lol...

I promise I'll get back to it soon de haha (see I can sense I'll have a major moment of drawing during my exams and fuck up my students)

Ohh on that matter I changed Shashi's name just because lol... His previous name was Shashikant but I changed that to Shashank... Cuz it just seemed way cooler lol... He's still Shashi tho... So dw haha

For compensation here are some random unrelated facts about him lol ☠️

— he's an introverted ass awkward calm af dude who have SECRETS (dw he's not a dark romance dude who stalks people or anything he's really nice)

— bro has a knack for getting in jaanleva situations like being poisoned or shot or anything

— owner of “mujhe kya main to batak hu” meme

— he got more female friends cuz why not?

— he really likes blue.

— if he had a cellphone he'd ignore your messages for days cuz he'd just not feel like socially interacting and so he ghosts people a lot

(which is equivalent to him nor replying to anyone's letters for too long... Once his cousin had to come all the way to slap him to make him write a reply to the letter)

— fashionably late but nobody finds it fashionable they just smack (mostly his friends and cousins) him because of that

— he looks like a gentleman and is a gentleman but if he was in modern times he'd listen to tharki songs

— he got nice eyes and would probably never need to eat carrots or get glasses might as well never get cataract who knows

— one time he broke is noce atleast 4 times in just one year (don't ask me how that happened)

— he may seem like the cool edgy nice guy from any Wattpad story but everyone who knows him thinks he's a dumbass (but he's smort)

— he gets accidentally hit or smacked by people a lot

— he would like cotton candy

Ok yeah this all might be just random stuff bit idk what else to do lol

[midnighteloquence]

long overdrawn sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

this is something that is extremely overdue and i hate to talk about it because this is a person that i really like (or used to i guess) but recently hes pissing me off so i got to thinking about stuff hes done and have decided to make a list! please use this to make judgements on him, thats what im gonna do since i still want to like him, ykwim?

im just gonna dive right into it ig… sigh

this is smth that made me feel soooo worthless and unworthy of love as it happened multiple times when i used to have a crush on him, but theres numerous times where he has gone from sweet and nice and smiley to literally so mean and avoidant. like one week he’ll be like “omg hii :)) wanna play roblox today?” and others it’ll seem like he genuinely hates me. and that really hurt me as it felt like i did something wrong and i didnt know what?? and whenever i asked what i did and asked if we’re still friends hed be like “wdym nothing happened”. if youre going to avoid me and be really fucking rude to me of course im gonna think something happened????? anyways i went on a tangent soz

terrible at communication. when you have to TELL him his flaws then he just deflects and sends memes and whatever. and then has the audacity to say IM bad at communication. at least id actually listen when being told what ive done wrong.

made a joke abt my depression (a couple times)

compared my mental state to his own because i “go out and draw”. EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT. all depressed people act differently. its like saying all depressed people are suicidal, no they arent. its like saying cutting is the only form of self harm, it isnt. there isnt one type of depression

when i told him about having been looked at in a swimming pool stall he jokingly said it was my fault for five minutes, before saying he was joking

the biggest manchild ive met. i thought it was C but then i found him. he will whine if you dont pay attention to everything he posts. and then points out people (🫵) that dont view everything he does

SO EGOTISTICAL. like please you arent all that

said “get better. because at least im trying” (not verbatim) which when you realise the context its so stupid. me saying characters are hot on my status isnt something i need to recover from. its fiction, it wont affect you, move on

at some point when he was going through another “im gonna avoid you and when im not avoiding you im gonna be mean to you” phase he has told me to stop being so ungrateful about my body (btw this was said when i was at an all time low and was extremely insecure about my body)

at some point i had asked to vent to him and said two things, and then a couple hours later he mocked me asking to vent to him (i had said “Can I vent to you?” and he said that exact same thing, just to say some stupid joke thing)

idk why but will always … me when i say smth about a character being hot?? like genuinely if youre tired of it then block me im not gonna change for you especially that (me liking fictional characters) bcs thats stupid

ANYTIME okay this is just a thing that peeves me but anytime i say something more than two words in a message he says “holy yap” STFU

dont act like you want me IF YOU DONT FUCKING WANT ME. DONT SAY ALL THAT SHIT, CALL ME PERFECT, SAY I CAN KISS YOU, ETC. IF YOU DONT WANT ME

this one time i was irritated (not at him specifically except i sorta was) and he was like “i will block you” as a threat (in a gc i think) and i said smth like “yeah sure if you dont wanna talk to me anymore block me its fine” and he was immediately so upset about it saying like “oh so you dont care?” like yeah i do im just saying if you dont wanna talk to me then dont ☠️

psychoanalysed my emotions and sent a video to me about crushes and how crushes are stupid and its just a brief infatuation, not love. and when i responded by saying “oh youre right it mustve been infatuation that i had because i really wanted to be in a relationship” he was immediately like “oh oh it makes me upset that you just used me as an outlet” no i didnt?? i didnt force anything upon you, never forced you to like me back, didnt even tell you i liked you till a couple months after i started liking you. i didnt use you as an outlet, i had just grown infatuated to you

called me deprived because i like fictional characters, and yet this entire list proves why i like characters more than actual men

every time i like a character he says im glazing when IM NOT. i am looking into a person’s character and i will go out of my way to learn more about said character so i dont mischaracterise them. i can point out characters flaws. like byakuya, (was gonna point out a flaw but id be here for ages analysing byakuya instead of talking about the actual subject). if i was glazing them, i would say that they are without fault, and defend them for every action, which i dont do

soz im really defensive about that

idk anymore

i ran out but theres definitely a bunch more. a lot of these are things i shoved under the rug because i do truly want to like him and every time hed be nice to me again i felt like he was a good person at heart, and that i could trust him with my life. but recently i am sure as hell disliking him. i really dont want to dislike him but the way my brain works is i’ll know when i dislike someone when they either reference my hyperfixations or “copy me/my mannerisms” and my brain immediately reacts negatively. if someone i love does it im very happy and when someone i dislike does it im peeved.

i think that youd like to know more stuff hes done other than be a baby, since ive kept a lot of this to myself and made sure i forgot it

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

23 April 2023 Sunday 🌞 2:37 am pt

Incubus is seriously killing my brain. He put a lot of acid on it today. I imagine a lot more of it is missing. I’m going to lose. My younger sister is different from me so maybe 🤔 she’s not really related to me. They knew b4 conception that they were going to sacrifice me. They knew b4 my older half sister was conceived and she’s a nurse 👩‍⚕️. They knew b4 my cousin Jeremy was conceived. Bcz they’re all Leo ♌️ born in august (Caesar????? Idk 🤷🏻‍♀️. But people perceived them as good and have friends and are married. Same as my youngest sister. So if we all share a lot of the same genes 🧬 then it’s really only the luck of the draw ✍️ that I am sacrificial lamb 🐑 cow 🐮 ox. My youngest sister thinks she’s good too. Better than me. She’s honest about her feelings. 2:44 am pt. Surrounded by leo ♌️ I wrote this many posts ago. Auto save green box 📦 through keyboard ⌨️ 2:46 am pt. People make excuses all the time about how to treat someone. 2:46 am pt. 2:47 am pt

2:55 am pt door 🚪 slam.

3:02 3:03 am pt here’s my intaglio print of radios 📻 with hearts 💕

3:50 am pt

3:53 am pt incubus keeps removing pictures from this post b4 I can save. He is doing it for secretive heinous reasons (teeth 🦷pain 3:55 am pt) there’s always a secret hurtful reason. It usually is not what I expect Bcz of the way they mislead me. They are not honest to me probably Bcz I wasn’t Honest about my feelings growing up 🆙 but they often did confuse me. Like I felt none of the feelings I probably was supposed to feel to say that I love 💗 someone, except for some times when I anticipated ?something like buddy pictures the blooming beautiful blossoming feeling in my heart ♥️ literally after he said “I’d love to” and it made me smile in my sleep 🛌 in bed 🛌 and then I sang in the middle of my sleep 😴. 3:59 am pt I sang my heart ♥️ will go on Bcz we recently saw the titanic. And maybe 🤔 guy with middle name David had a little resemblance to Leonardo do caprio. Hit me now I realized (acid right arm pain 4:01 acid brain 🧠 pain) rose 🌹 Kate winslet. 😑 everything is opposite. They mean death ☠️ when they mean life. Vice versa. 4:02 am pt. 4:03 am pt.

5:54 am pt big harsh acid bite inside throat. A lot of random vehicles 🚗 have been parking in the street for a few minutes each. This time it was a construction 🚧 dump truck sky ish blue colored. 5:57 am pt when the incubus did the dainty kiss 💋 it was the kiss of death ☠️. It was intentionally to trick me though. Bcz they don’t mean anything they say to me when it’s nice 👍. When I was nice to people it’s Bcz I was trying to be respectful. Even if I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if I’m going to like 👍 them or not. 6:01 am pt. Incubus tricked me. They are hurting my throat a lot, which was the trickiest move they last did Bcz that felt more romantic and intimate than the 💋 kiss. But it was very odd at the same time. But I was already hurt a lot by them so I needed to think 💭 more (left foot 🦶 pain 6:04 am pt) they keep giving me signs 🪧 of cancer ♋️ 69. 6:95 6:05 am pt. 6:96 6:06 am pt it felt as if someone put his/her mouth 👄 below my chin on my neck, (pain forehead bone 🦴 6:07 am pt) mouth 👄 open and slide the lips 👄 closed with out losing contact with the skin. It was weird. But now I know why they toyed with me incubus stuff in 2001 when I talked to Derek and “Brendan.” Bcz it was their excuse to toy 🧸 with me s*xually and emotionally. Boys will be boys. Back pain 😖😭sharp 6:11 am pt. They will touch whoever they want when they want. They own you like toy 🧸 inflatable dolls right shin bone 🦴 lower back hip? Bone 🦴 pain 😖😭😤🥵 and s/he rubbed that area that they bit into a minute ago 6:15 am pt. It was in the panty region some one (6:16 am pt 😖😭 right heel bone 🦴 pain) rubbed it in circles I think 💭 it was early 2022? Then I found the Adam Noah Levine picture with his hand 🤚 partially disappeared 👻 . I thought 💭 he was saying he was invisible. But now it feels like he’s biting into the bone 🦴 to make it disappear. 6:19 am pt. My eyes 👀 were closed for both occasions but they wanted me to believe it was him hence the picture. I posted it a few posts ago here. 6:20 am pt. Jordi died. He’s calling me his wife and himself incubus Bcz my (acid brain 🧠 skull 💀 pain 6:21 am pt again 6:22 am pt they did it a lot today) name transliterated is chavah with Greek letter nu. And eve did not follow directions 🧭 like other people Bcz this eve was not accostumed to hearing 👂 (right hip bone 🦴😖😭) him speak to me. But other people clearly hear 👂 him all their life? Why? Luck ?😖😭😤🥵😤🥵6:26 am pt. All this writing ✍️ or talking seems to lead no where. Except to kill me. 6:27 am pt.

6:29 am pt

I tried to put 10. They took out 7. 6:34 am pt

7:02 am pt Backstreet Boys song as long as you love me. Makes me think 💭 that incubus really means that. With Q. With garrido. With s*x offenders who are his friends. Etc. maybe 🤔 if that one guy who I think 💭 he was Jon benet Ramsey’s kindergarten teacher 👨🏻‍🏫? Didn’t really do it, and it was some one else more normal, then we still don’t know. It seems even if you’re a thief and murder he still likes/loves you more than me. He (acid throat pain 7:07 am pt) he let garrido keep dugard. Even though it was wrong. But garrido didn’t murder. 7:08 am pt. So maybe did that save him? He allowed himself to be caught with dugard in public. (Right hip bone 🦴 pain minute ago 7:09 am pt) 7:10 am pt. Incubus said in 2018? The purpose of life is to be a parent/apparent (definition?). . 7:11 am pt b4 that I think 💭 I might have been trying to get comfortable with the idea 💡 of giving him a child 👶 when he was trying? To trick me into thinking 💭 he loved 🥰 me. Probably b4 the Q thing happened. I (😖😭pain right heel 7:13 am pt) it might have (chest stabbing pain 7:13 am pt) b4 he started tearing away at hip bone 🦴. When I was 16 years old I feared pregnancy 🤰 Bcz I thought 💭 it would hurt too much. 7:15 am pt. I m not sure anymore about chronology (acid mouth 👄 pain 7:16 am pt. I figure that’s maybe the order of events. I have a lot of shame about year end of 2017 w/ Q stuff. But that was probably the worst thing I did to Q, besides not having the courage to detach from her sooner when I had conflicting feelings that I had hoped would go away. 7:19 am pt I told her to make as many friends as possible so she would not be alone if and when I decided to end our friendship. 7:20 am pt

8:41 am pt yup 👍 they’re still killing me. I asked them to stop 🛑 burning 🔥 me Bcz I’m so tired I think 💭 I’m going to die they hit me with more acid in my brain 🧠 . 8:43 am pt I can’t stand to do dishes w/o my butt hurting again! Right foot 🦶 arch pain = arch enemy? If you hurt me duh 🙄. 8:44 am pt he’s the dragon 🐉 and I’m chavah/hoshiana/hosanna = Jesus. Burning 🔥 butt stings 8:46 am pt. When I die it means more apocalyptic bowls heinous activities child rape human s*x trafficking. Incubus justified it. I will be dead ☠️ and he’s going to say it’s people’s fault it’s my fault 🤦‍♀️ Bcz he’s going to say I’m sitting 🪑 on the throne opening the scrolls 📜 releasing the horses 🐴. 8 billion people. 8:48 am pt. The signs 🪧 say it all. But then he is going to say forgive everyone yadda yadda. 8:49 am pt back and forth flip flop 🩴 fake outs. 8:50 am pt something on the tv 📺 about Disney land tax... acid brain 🧠 pain 8:51 am pt autocorrect pregnant pretty. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ why it’s saying that. 8:51 am pt I’m not pregnant 🤰. They did weird stuff to me when they told me that I was pregnant 🤰 last year they were pushing in my gut while I was sleeping 😴 and made my head flop back and forth (right knee sharp pain 😖😭 8:54 am pt) I forget how hard they were doing it if it hurt but I don’t like that they did that to me. 8:55 am pt they showed a lack of maturity and made me think 💭 they were trying to give me an abortion I guess. 8:56 am pt it might have been abusive but they’re good at taking away memory of pain. And they poured acid on my brain 🧠 after stroh and Maryka came out with news 📰. 8:57 am pt tummy ache 😖 diarrhea???? 😭😫😩 8:58 am pt

9:34 am pt

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now I’m having cold feet 🦶. That the incubus really messed with my mind. 9:39 am pt but I have my print. 9:40 am pt but is anyone really looking and interested? 9:41 am pt and joe blocked me on Instagram. 😞😖😭😭🥵😤🥵 9:41 am pt

[todayisafridaynight]

So, Ichiban’s mom isn’t Janel Monae (as in she’s not black)? If so saaaaaaaaad and missed missed missed opportunity.

if we're real with ourselves there wasn't ever really a chance ichi's mom would be anything but japanese- im more surprised at the fact she's alive lol