#IDK IF MORE THAN LIKE 3 PEOPLE WILL REMEMBER ME BUT IF U DO HELLOOOOO
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Hellooooo it’s meeeeee, to no one’s surprise I still haven’t recovered from given and I don’t think I ever will u can ask @queenoftheknight that literally my heart hasn’t moved on.
So like I said in previous posts I wanted to talk about it so muchhh but the words never came since I consider myself to be someone that expresses better in person than text, but I’ll try so prepare cause this shit is gonna be long.
1. THE FUCKING OPENING OMG
I’m a very critical person when it comes to openings and for some kind of reason I was like ok let’s listen to it and haha when I was reading the lyrics my heart went 💔 cause everything is so accurate to the storyline, everything fits perfectly. If u haven’t heard the complete song pls do so, it holds so much feelings. I’m gonna share with u guys some of my favorites quotes
All the things u left behind, became my everything-> WITH THIS ONE I DIED OK I WAS LIKE OH OK BAI.
Rainy, sunny, cloudy, spring, summer, fall and winter, 365 days, u remain in all of them-> THIS ONE ASDGFHJ IS THE PART WHERE YŪKI’S GHOST HUGS MAFUYU AND THEN HE HUGS TIGHTER THE GUITAR, look I can’t emphasized how much that scene hurts me.
Even if I meet u in my dreams, it’s meaningless cause u are not here-> bruh I imagine Mafuyu saying this and X_X (this is from the extended ver).
I still hear it, it's still so real, ur heartbeat, it becomes a part of me, u become me, I become u-> I think I don’t need to say any words.
2. UGETSU’S AND AKIHIKO’S RELATIONSHIP
THIS PART MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS TO THOSE WHO HAVENT READ THE MANGA
I’m a die hard fan of Haruki and Akihiko, but when I saw that scene where Ugetsu turns back to scream at Akihiko to not go and stay with him, while crying, THAT HURT SO MUCH OMG. Idk why but I could feel his pain like, he was so used to them fighting, breaking up and then getting back together, but this time was for real, that was a definite goodbye. Don’t get me wrong they were toxic as hell and even physical violence was involved cause he punched Akihiko more than once (I think, if my memory is working), but yeah I feel bad for Uge :(
3. Yūki omg this guy
I don’t know where to begin with this guy, I don’t want Natsuki sensei to draw much about him cause he’s my ship wrecker ok. Like I’m a sucker for the bad boy style and everything and he was so caring towards Mafuyu BUT YEAH THE POINT IS I DONT WANNA SEE HIM CAUSE I DONT WANNA LOVE HIM MORE AND FEEL KIND OF GUILTY FOR SHIPPING RITSUKA AND MAFUYU.
But there’s something that tickles me, like imagine a 15 year old killing himself just cause he had a huge fight with his bf, and this is a very sensitive topic but I remember when Hiiragi was talking about him, he said Yūki was a moody person so I thought what if he suffered from depression or he wasn’t emotionally stable like that would destroy the whole fandom. So yeah Yūki bby reast in peace we love u❤️
I don’t wanna offend anyone, this comes from someone who struggles with depression, so yeah kisses💕
4. Ep 9
Do I really need to explain how much damage it made to my heart, for starters I’m not emotionally stable and this episode broke the shit out of me.
All I wanna say is that I lost it when Mafuyu starts to talk to Yuki (u know what I mean) and starts reminiscing the past and ASDFGHJKL , the part when he screams AHHHH woahhhh My emotions left my body, if this platform were more safe I would show u guys pics of me that day AND THE VN I SENT MY FRIENDS OH GOD IT WAS ME SOBBING.
5. Mafuyu’s and Ritsuka’s relationship
I loveeeeee them soooo muchhhh, but there are maaaany things I wanna say and I want to see if I’m the only one who thinks like this.
There are a lot of people who say that Ritsuka is a replacement for Yūki but I don’t see that, on the contrary I think Ritsuka is the one who’s helping Mafuyu to heal, to be able to express himself, to allow himself feel whatever he wants to feel.
Now I’m not gonna lie if deep down I thought so in very specific moments. For example on the infamous ep 9 when Mafuyu is talking to Yūki while he’s singing, he says: I see u everywhere and the scene is Ritsuka turning his back and then Mafuyu sees Yūki, and at that moment I was TRIGGERED also in a manga ch Mafuyu sleeps over at Ritsuka’s and feels like crying cause Ritsuka had the same clock as Yūki, LIKE WHAT ARE THE ODDS, but yeah I don’t think he’s a replacement ok, those were just moments of doubt :)
Well I would’ve loved if the author had put more time between Yūki’s death and the beginning of the story cause idk the exact time but it was less than a year, and within months I think is SO HARD to get over ur ex who just committed suicide because of something U SAID, which also happens to be ur first love, childhood friend, someone who stood by u in so many aspects of ur life (his dad getting arrested) AND OH LET’S NOT FORGET THAT U REALIZED THAT WHAT U SAID WAS WRONG SO U CAME TO APOLOGIZE BUT OHOH TOO LATE BRO, so yeah to be able fall in love in couple of months and get over all that trauma seems a little unrealistic but I won’t fight it cause I love them lots.
Ritsuka is literally the only person that can be with Mafuyu specially in this time and circumstances, cause like I said, simultaneously as Mafuyu is developing a relationship with him,he’s also trying to 1. Move forward and get over Yūki 2. Forgive himself and Yūki, which if u ask me doing those 2 things while being in a relationship, the other person has to be very patient and we can see that with Ritsuka so that’s why I think that he’s gonna be Mafuyu’s second and last love ❤️.
Special mention to the quote on the title: can’t say goodbye, I’m still drifting with your echoes.
I hope I can see our baby Mafuyu always like this cause my god this smol boi deserves pure and entire happiness after all the shit he’s been thru
I think I got a LOT out of my chest and if u’ve made it till here thank u so much, I love u and appreciate it to the bottom of my very very small fujoshi otaku heart
#given manga#given anime#rlly if u r reading this I love u#uenoyama ritsuka#satou mafuyu#mafuyu given#haruki given#haruki x akihiko#akihiko given
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Yeah true af and what’s even sincere mean in this world? I feel like they’re just a word to most of people who are insincere and don’t even feel guilty for that. I feel like even in my elementary school, I feel like they don’t want to be with me oh well. Oh- except my childhood friend who I always help her because she isn’t fluent in English and we were born from same country. It was a great memory tbh but it made me miss her more. (Actually I feel like I’m so used to missing people after (1)
After we part away except my ex friends I told you about otl. Idk if that’s good thing and like idk it just became a memory(?) idk how to explain it. Tbh I really hate being naive and suck at communication ever since I was little? And I’m still like that and I hate it (Well I kind of improve a bit) Idk why I’m talking randomly XD Have you try pudding or any food you tried for first time or want to try for first time? I still haven’t ate pudding and I really want to try that ;; I want to try (2)
Waffle cause I had one before and got stomach ache .-. Lol. I want to try gopchang which a certain member from certain group love gopchang a lot (3)
RIGHT its something thats totally distressing for me to see, and probably you too! Words are just the best concept and tool you can use to reach a lot of people in a constructive and positive way and they JUST WASTE IT??? for me it’s very hard to see because I sucked at communication too, I was autistic and I just...didn’t know how to do it and so I worked and trained very very hard and I worked my ass off to be well at it so it’s a skill thats dear to me, and when i see people who dont take it seriously and take it for granted its like....do you know that you are SOO lucky? I still hate it sometimes too but I promise it does get a lot better, I used to NEVER answer the phone and because I had to take a lot of phone calls for my mom when she was in the hospital i can pick it up like HELLOOOOO, the worst is when people ask you for information you don’t know tho....
THAT is sad to lose a friend and its even worse to lose a friend who is so similar to you and probably understands you better than anyone else does. I FEEL U ...i have friends from kindergarten I miss, I want to see if I can somehow find them on facebook and be like HEY IT ME, but I just assume they definitely would not remember me...except maybe the kid who had a crush on me and asked me to marry him LOL
PUDDING I love I find it is very good, when my mother was pregnant with me it was all she would eat basically so when I was born my nickname was Puddin’ haha I ALWays wanted to try Gnocchi because I hear its good but I just never have gotten around to trying it AND TONKatsu because Hyunseong loves it, I’ve have tonkatsu ramen and a little snack from Japan of it, but never the real thing
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