#I've missed youuuuuuuuu

[anlian-aishang]

Levi with an (Episodically) Depressed S/O

Tags: levi x reader, angst, hurt-comfort, gn!reader Word count: 900

Levi invites you to shower with him, making the obstacle less daunting and much more attractive. In his black robe, leaning on your bedroom door, two towels slung over his arm indicate the knowledge that you will say yes and accompany him. The way that he looks, the low plea in his voice, how could you say no? 

It would be more accurate to say that he was bathing you, but he does not phrase it that way. Instead, he is humble, letting his actions speak louder than words. He does not tell you that he will shampoo your matted hair, does not flaunt how deliberately he exfoliates your limbs, he just does them for you. Some days, even just tipping the bottle or pumping some soap into your hand can seem mountainous. On those days, he sees those activities not as tasks, but as privileges. It is his honor to be the one looking after you in your most dire time. He would always prefer someone to take care of rather than someone to miss. 

Showering together not only ensures that you stay clean, but his company prevents you from those timeless sessions sat on the tile floor. At the moment you look refreshed but before you become sleepy, he jerks the handle to the left and halts the devastatingly relaxing rain. 

Always, your clean clothes are already folded atop the bathroom counter, waiting for you. Some times, you fail to remember that you did not put them there. Other times, you notice the sign of his relentless consideration, but are artificially silenced from expressing your gratitude. No matter in his mind. You are clean, clothed, and out of bed, and that’s already better than you were before. 

Without one complaint, Levi scoops your dampened towel and old clothes from the wet bathroom floor and drops them in the hamper for you. He has seen the piles that can amass, and if it were anyone else in any other circumstance, the clean freak would be quick to chastise, but any sight or thought of you disintegrates any instinct to discipline. You are sat in the living room, admiring the ivy that swirls around the balcony’s posts, thumbing the petals of the bouquet vased on the coffee table. White-gold rays move just a tad west to cast your figure in therapeutic light. You’re too tired to move away from the sun, and for once, Levi finds your fatigue favorable. As the morning temperature rises, he can see that your resting smile does as well. 

While you are entranced with the scenes of summer, Levi swiftly searches for and alleviates the areas you have left neglected. He dumps your sock drawer upside down and mends the pairs that you have discarded as singles. In your closet, he finds the clean pile and dirty pile and either folds it or washes it accordingly. Under your bed, on your nightstand, in your bedside drawer, he discovers the dirty dishes that have been missing the sink and returns them to their proper place. 

Between those tasks, he rolls his shoulders back or rubs the side of his neck and allows himself to sigh. It is difficult - not to bandage these tiny wounds - but to see the harsh bruises left by the illness. Sure, you were forgetful, and not quite as tidy as he was, but still - the mounds of laundry, hidden dirty dishes - this wasn’t like you. Levi lives for your joy - not the superficial smile, your peace - not the misleading silence. He lives for you - in sickness and in health. The times you forget your worth, that is when he whispers it in your ear. When the world is overwhelming you, he lets his touch communicate it. 

Once your space is in order, he can start to work on getting you to leave it. Rather than annoying reminders or obligations, he mindfully manipulates the steps of treatment into desirable invitations. Rather than Do you want to… or Would you like to…, his proposals are statements, taking the responsibility out of your hands. Concerts in the park this afternoon. Let’s go to the farmers market. Apple orchard just opened.

Or even less far away. 

Plants look thirsty, water them with me? Rain just cleared, read on the porch with me? Full moon tonight, stargaze with me?

To you, with me frames the activities, frames your presence as favors for him, and even in your lowest state, you are always keen to help him with anything. To Levi, it is no framing, your relationship is the greatest gift that fate has bestowed on him, and he treats you as such. It is in his selfless actions and his careful words, but it is more than that, traits you can’t quite categorize. The near flat, subtle smile you wake up to in the morning. The tight yet painless combs through your hair that leave you feeling divine. The low, calming timbre of his voice, decorated with a tender tone that he reserves for you. 

Even before the haze you’re in now, you’ve never been able to label those qualities of his, and instead settled: it’s just who he is. 

Like the sentiment that motivates his care: it’s what you deserve. 

// masterlist //

[khaleesiofalicante]

Alec stares at the two intruders in front of him as he throws his backpack onto the couch. “The fuck are you two doing here?”

“Regret giving us keys to your apartment, huh?” Jace smirks at him.

“I never gave you a key,” Alec points out incredulously. “You two literally broke in. That’s a felony.”

“Burglary is a felony,” Izzy corrects, twirling a strand of her hair. “Breaking and entering is a misdemeanor.”

“Love me a burn that is ice cold and educational,” Jace high-fives her. “Alec, buddy, sorry, but this is an intervention.”

“You two need to get the fuck out,” Alec hisses at them.

“We brought booze,” Izzy holds up a bottle of Jack Daniels.

“You two can stay,” Alec amends as he loosens his tie, popping a couple of buttons. “I assume this has something to do with my engagement?”

“Please stop saying that, it’s giving me a hernia,” Jace groans as he grabs the glasses from the kitchen cabinet. “You can’t just get engaged to a man you don’t know.”

“I know Magnus,” Alec huffs at that, moving to the kitchen too.

“What color are his eyes?” Izzy asks, following after him.

“How the fuck am I supposed to know that?” Alec demands.

“Don’t you look at him when you talk to him?” Jace asks in confusion.

“Eye contact is for sluts and psychopaths,” Alec informs them. “Look, I might not know the color of his eyes, but I know enough, okay?”

“You are making a mistake, Alec,” Izzy says seriously.

“No, Izzy, you made a mistake when you got that pixie cut,” Alec replies.

“Son of a bitch!” Izzy growls and tries to climb over the kitchen island.

“Siblings. Decorum. Please,” Jace waves a kitchen towel between them.

“Look, dickhead,” Izzy takes a big gulp of the whiskey and puts the glass down with a thud. “We’re well aware that Magnus is a hot piece of ass but-”

“Isabelle, watch your mouth,” Jace gasps, scandalized. “Magnus is going to be our brother-in-law.”

“I’ve said worse about your wife, shut up,” Izzy shoves him away. “You cannot marry him, Alec. Like I said, this will be a huge mistake.”

“So what? Why am I the only one not allowed to make mistakes?” Alec asks in annoyance.

“If you wanna make a mistake, then go get a fucking pixie cut,” Isabelle shouts loudly.

There is a moment of tense silence in the room before Jace clears his throat. “I hate to be that guy, Iz, but Alec can pull it off.”

WIP Wednesdays: Only Fools Rush In

[ghnosis]

queer ghestie PhD interview update

hello my beloveds

who here is familiar with Baldur's Gate 3? I've been relating to the Dark Urge character a lot lately, not because I am full of violent thoughts (but if the crown fits, y'know?) but because my brain feels full of holes.

for those of you who don't know, I extremely terribly overextended myself for two straight years and the resulting burnout has been, to put it succinctly, wild.

I'm going back through my email, and DMs, and other correspondence, to find those of you my brain full of holes missed.

all this to say -

December 2024 is going to be the absolute drop-dead last call for interviews.

if you have been wanting to reach out to me (or if I owe you an email or a DM back) please DM or email me now! if your cousin or partner or mom or dad or queer guncle or mutual has been "meaning to reach out" please tell them to do so. thank youuuuuuuuu ~ 💜

[aesrot]

Ily btw I miss you and I care about you a lot forever. I hope you’re well and I hope the days treat you kindly because you deserve softness… I love you

;-; man........ i love you and i miss you sososososo much and i've been thinking of like. bitb and the scream movies and i keep meaning to relisten and continue watching the movies so i can come scream at your inbox for ages but i never get to it bc life is life-ing </3 love you love you love youuuuuuuuu hope you have a good nice and cosy day <33333333

[gracieheartspedro]

i've already said so much in my reblog but seriously that ellie fic was GOOOOOD please make sure to tag me in any other ellie fics you publish.. can't miss out on another commentary reblog 🔥

i’ve already said it so much in my reblog, THANK YOUUUUUUUUU!!!! I will for sure tag you…. in the dedication at the very top of the fic 💕 I look forward to it!!

[endgame-steve-is-not-real]

BESTIE I'VE MISSED YOUUUUUUUUU

BESTIE I’VE MISSED YOU TOOOOOO<333

[wave2tyun]

Alex!!hiiii!!! Omg I've been seeing you post every now and then but I've been insanely busy lately:(( I have this very important exam series going on rn and it's been extremely stressful😮‍💨

Anyways I saw that you posted a teaser for that Soobin fic and it's dropping around the same time my exams are finishing so I'd love to be added to the taglist so I can tune in for it💪

Hope you've been well:))

OMG SAGE HIIII I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💓💖💞💘💓💕💞 i've actually been thinking about you recently, i'm so so happy to hear from you :(((((<3 you're gonna kill those exams i just know it!!!!1!1! i wish you the best of luck and i'll make sure to add you to the taglist!!!😼💕

[mvrtaiswriting]

☆ Put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. It's time to spread positivity ❤︎

AAAAHHHHH!!!!! i love you sm and i've missed youuuuuuuuu <33 thank you for this, it means the world 😭

[torydarixs]

Have we broken up? Why do we never talk anymore?

It's partly my fault too but i miss youuuuuuuuu

well i did delete instagram and im rarely active here except for queueing stuff so....

anyways how are you? i've missed you :(

[gojoest]

HAIIII AIIII I'VE MISSED YOU 😭❤❤❤ I hope you took the time to take care of yourself and do a little me time! (You deserve it you beautiful goddess ❤) that's not fair that happens to you when it comes to people being rude :( have you thought of turning off anon? Just curious! I want you to be safe! ❤ (I hope that didn't come off creepy 😭😓) STAY SAFE LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU

MOMO MY PRECIOUS 🥹🤍 i missed you too soo sooooo much but here i am *runs into your arms* 🫂

atp i think this person, who btw keeps harassing me even still, is mentally ill and incredibly passionate and determined to drive me off the app 💀 and yes i’ve thought about turning anons off (dw you’re fine!! 🤍) i only wanted to confirm one last thing before i do, and now i shall proceed so~

that aside, you are such a sweetheart and i love you lots, thank you for being you and for all the love and support you give 🥹🤍 sending hugs 🤗

[idyllic-ghost]

hiiiiiii beeloved i missed you!!!!! how have you been!!! i see you're doing a matchup thing so i thought it wiuod be a fun time to poke my head in and say hi! hello!!! air smooches in your direction!!!!!

can i get a matchup for either svt or txt? i don't know how much i have to describe myself to you since we know each other already <.< but i can give more details if needed. anyways! i love youuuuuuuuu (*≧∀≦*)

bonus: *slides you next to wonu* yeah that's my ship for you okie bye~!

- @aceofvernons

mini-event is closed!

i've missed u sm too !!!!! you match me with wonu??? THE HONOR😩 The obvious match for you would be Vernon, of course, but seeing as it is very obvious I'm going with my second pick for you! (i'm also sorry this one is so short, i'm in the middle of preparing for a seminar😭)

I match you with Huening Kai!

I think that the two of you are a little similar in the way you act towards people you love - you're both very sweet individuals, although I doubt he'd be able to beat you in a compliment battle (you're too strong😔).

I see the two of you continuously explaining new information you've found to each other, and intently listening to one another. You make each other feel seen in a way that doesn't make either one of you feel like you have to be someone you're not.

First and foremost, this is a deep friendship - like almost a twin flame kind of energy - and that sets the groundwork for the relationship. Being with him is like being on your own, but a little better.

[askinkiskarma]

POOKİEEE IT’S BEEN 16 DAYS WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUU

I hope you are doing well ♥️

pls comeback pookie I can’t do this anymore 🥺😢😖😭

HI POOKIE I'M HERE!!! how are youuu? tell me everything i've missed xx i miss everyone xx

[fuckyeahdindjarin]

CEEEEEEE WHAT THE HELL? WHAT THE HELLL IM SPEECHLESS dieter is such a pretty raccoon but your dieter has me scared for my sanity I LOOOVVEEEE YOUUUUUUUUU

He IS the prettiest racoon 😩 Thank you for this sweetest message anon, I'm so happy you enjoyed Anachronisms! I've missed this sexy mess of a man so much ❤️ More of him to come next month!

[sxpositive]

asdgjkjfds im less then 15 away from my next k

[khaleesiofalicante]

Daniiii it's been a while!!! :D How are you? Are you drinking enough? Are you able to rest? Are you having fun with all your projects? I hope so! 🤗

I can finally congratulate you on finishing LBAF! I'm so sorry I've missed so many times when your ask box was open ugh I'm so late 😭 I wasn't sure you were comfortable with private messages so I wanted to wait but it was bothering me that I didn't get to say it to you 😖 So here, bravo bravo!! 🥳🎉

Did you realise you had written 542,542 words for this story? (the number itself is funny haha... You didn't do it on purpose did you 👀) Like it's longer than Les Misérables. It's longer than LoTR's first book. It's almost as long as War and Peace. How the hell you managed to achieve that in a few months is beyond me (did you sleep at all??)

And I saw you wanted to write a 4th part so I guess the gang story is not totally over yet hehe :D

Congratulations again, I know it was a very important project for you so I hope it brought you everything you wished for 🤗

Your february project was also soooo good! I didn't know every character so I couldn't understand everything but I still loved to see the different points of view and how all the personalities were expressed through the letters. It was a very nice project 🥰 (I'll read it again after reading all the TSC books to fully enjoy every detail hehe)

And now you also wrote the whole fake dating au akakajajj nothing stopping you anymore omg 😆 (but remember to rest too when you need to okay?) I was very very excited by this project was and I saw it wasn't that long so I'll try to make time to read it soon! 🤩

You don't write a lot of short stories are you? How did you like writing this one? Was it specifically something you wanted to try or did it just happen to be short this time?

I really hope you're enjoying yourself right now :) I know I am, reading all the snippets you are sharing. Thank you so much for giving us all of this, it's priceless 🤗💕

I probably wrote too much already so I'm gonna stop haha 😆

I wish you a great weekend, enjoy some tea and eat some fruits as a treat for yourself okay? I hope you can fully enjoy the day ❤️

MARIE BABY!

I'm doing well. I haven't had tea in three days though because I drink a specific type of tea and I am travelling so I don't have it here with me sigh. But I am eating a lot of yummy food so yay!

Thank you! Finishing LBAF was a big milestone for me. I didn't realise the number omg. How cool is that huh? Also you comparing the length of LBAF to legendary books. I am emotion. I did sleep. Not more than usual lol. I have to say LBAF mostly wrote itself.

The February project was so fun! I'm glad you like it! Please read what you want and when you want! And thank you so much for all the love and support you show me ❤️

Funnily enough, when I started writing (in school) I only wrote short stories. It's how I began my writing journey. I don't know if the fake dating au constitutes as a short story because it's still pretty long lol. But I basically wrote it ahead of the divorce au. I want to give my readers something nice and fluffy and fun to read (in one sitting) before having to go through the process of waiting for angsty chapter updates every week. No other reason at all :)

Thank you for checking up on me. I love youuuuuuuuu. Hope you having a great weekend too 🥰🥰🥰

[titansaints]

oh my god I almost missed your birthday wtf?!!??!?! happy birthday!!! i hope this year, despite all the madness going on in the world, is improved and at least better than the last. I hope you got or get some nice gifts, and I hope that you had a nice day 🧡💛 I'll be making you something in the coming days when I have the time off of work. mwah mwah

my mom got me a pad of scrapbooking paper that i've wanted for months but never asked for explicitly bc it has witchy vibes so that's damn good. i got a set of my favorite gel pens too??? i'll be doing a test of them in the coming days. AND i got a sephora gift card so i'm hoping to get better foundation and contour to work on more masc contouring in the future. :3 AND LISTEN HERE MY DUDE ITS ALREADY BETTER BECAUSE I HAVE YOU AS A FRIEND GOING INTO IT. i love youuuuuuuuu!