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greenbirdtrash · 6 months ago

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Under attack again rn

#kers ramblings #i woke up to that and I'm fucking mad #literally heard one passing by and then it got blasted #I've had fucking enough for today #nevermind i hear ambulance sirens too rn #which doesnt mean anything good..

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papercupcoffee · 2 months ago

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Boredom got to me...

Art block has been killing me lately omfg

Anyways uh I drew Nightmare using lasso fill tool. It turned out better than I thought it would.

I love the lasso tool sm ISTFG it's amazing.

Nightmare belongs to @/Jokublog

YO @/Jokublog CAN I LEGALLY ADOPT YOUR AU :D (IM JOKING... I'm too obsessed with Dreamtale...)

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 1 month ago

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I think I need that "Wow, I haven't stubbed my toe in five months! I was then shot fifty-seven times." Audio again

#i want to put him on my blog because i have a lot to say. and. by golly.is it just too much than anyone needs.#yet another character for me to completely RUIN their ego and make them so much more worse than they already are.#see but i just realized last night that putting him on my blog would mean making a tag for him. And that is goingnto take a lot from me-#-to be putting stupid little hearts next to his name.#i was thinking about just posting like two pictures of him and being like “im not saying anything i think yall can connect the dots.”#but. but.hhhhhrhrhrggrgyryrg.I want to come home and immediately indulge in garbage about him until i go to bed.#This is so messed up!! maybe. maybe I'm just being mind controlled into this.#I'd say sorry for another new guy but i mean I've been doing this the past several months and yall havent known me long enough that-#-it is unexpected so really i suppose yall are here for it.#Depending on how long till i get my first 'task' of the morning at work depends on whether I'll makebthe dumb post about him-#-this morning for everyone to wake up to or later today for everyone to anxiously read like they're reading the news while eating.#It is actually so so so so bad. and i domt know why. i do not understand. i cannot wrap my head around what about him is-#-hitting me so badly. what is making him click. this wasn't even a 'the dam gates got opened' and i had a burst and chilled out.#which i thought what was going to happen. this is. this is like a constant stream of a running waterfall. okay.#Normally talk about particular F/Os with particular people cause blah blah embarassment or they followed me-#-and interacted with me because of a particular character(s) that I like.#but i wan.gh. i want to.ffffffjhhgghhhghhhhhhhhhhhg.d.deep breath.#i want to. talk about him. wherever i can. i like. i want to taint every image there might be of myself to talk about him.#maybe the problem is im trying to find rhyme or reason where there is none. logic and feelings are often two different drivers.#trying to find a 'why' when there is no 'why' to begin with because that would insinuate a cause and effect scenario.#Which is a scientific process and critical thinking thought path. which is brain stuff.#and this is all heart stuff. stupid. stupid heart stuff.#good morniny everyone. wishing you all well on your marry ways.#I NEED TO STOP DEAWING HIM. I've drawn him like fifty freaking times already.#normally itt takes me ages to work up drawing him.#oh fuck it fuck everything im changing my discord pfp im posting about him im going to go need to go into confinement.#i might feel slifhtly different whem i get home but it's fine it's fine i domt need to be scared it's fine.#it's my blog it's my dumb little discord pfp. I've literslly rattled my mouth off to someone about him and they-#-were nothing but a dear about it it's. fine I'm just. grtting in my head about it all.

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outlying-hyppocrate · 5 months ago

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hello beautiful world!! who is proud of me on this fine day!!

#random thoughts #good week!!#my brother had a nice day yesterday and i shall have a nice today and tomorrow. {:#worthy of celebration !!#also. my autumn grades came in. i am fucking living.#(mostly eights and nines out of ten ! ! ! ! ! !)#perhaps not good enough for the finest of colleges but i've still got some time. to work on it.#chemistry is the lowest and my only failing grade at a three.....#BUT THAT IS FINE.

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nobodybetterlookatme · 6 months ago

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I don't care if the texts are about what you're eating for dinner, I'll take all the crumbs I can get !!

LMAO yeah okay here you go. And upon reading them this morning it wasn't that funny so idk why I was laughing almost hysterically last night about it ahskalslal

#not snz #he's so right i did sound insane lmao #i always manage to forget how weird i get when I'm overly tired ahskalsl #in my defense i was texting my fire coworkers like this too ahskalslal #six of them texted me to make sure i survived my drive home and a few texted me later in the evening to make sure i was still alive #i got progressively weirder the longer the day went on lmao #passed out at like 11pm which is unheard of for me #it's 10am now and honestly i still don't feel like i slept enough #vaguely headachy and still kinda tired #i know migraine hangovers are A Thing but I've never had one so maybe I'm just going crazy fr lmao #at least i don't have to do anything today #also several people i know said to drink caffeine??? like will that not make it worse?????#the most caffeine i consume is maybe a cup of black tea and that's not even everyday #it just makes me so tired lmao and doesn't caffeine make headaches worse #i think the coworkers are just trying to fuck with me idk #i am kinda hungry tho i barely ate yesterday bc i was nauseous af #maybe food will fix me #partner posting

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get-fatter-kitty · 7 days ago

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I think if I'm eating outside I should just get a bit more any time I see someone having any sort of reaction 💖

#I love being big enough that it regularly happens 💖#'I've had nightmares about being that fat.' real thing overheard today 0 fucks about trying to not be heard either lol #Nearly begging me todouble everything at least #...I am way too fucking turned on by being such a fat pig I'm impossible to not notice #(I think I've heard variations on what looks like someone telling their daughter 'if you eat that junk that's what you'll end up like'#I hope at least one of them learns they're a feedee one day for that <3 #mother's loudly insulting their daughter's weight? deserve them deciding to get fat instead

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dogboy-dyke · 3 months ago

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ah I might not be able to make rent this month 🙃

#My roommates gi payment didn't come in today like it was supposed to so I have to pay the whole thing by myself #I have 1000 and my parents were able to spare 300 but I'm still 100 short #My roommates parents won't give them anymore money because they keep having to ask for more because they're unemployed and irresponsible #with money #I've never had this happen before because usually even if my roommate can't pay I have enough from my job but because we were off a #couple weeks for Christmas and New Year's I only had about 30 hours worked on my last paycheck #God fucking damnit If I hadn't gone grocery shopping yesterday I would have been able to pay 🤦#Anyone have any advice? I guess I'll just call my landlord and beg for an extension #It's the first time we've been short so hopefully he'll be decent about it #vent

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crabussy · 9 months ago

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I cried so hard while writing all of that. headache now. worth it. I'm so glad other people care about this just as much as I do. let's never give up hope ever

#listen to my gibberish boy #AND LIKE. I SLEPT 8 HOURS. I'VE HAD ENOUGH WATER. I'VE BEEN FOR A WALK I'VE TALKED TO MY FRIENDS AND WHANAU TODAY #this isn't the product of me being overemotional. this is just how much this topic means to me #I just start crying whenever I think about it too hard #I'm so glad other people haven't given up. I'm so glad I get to devote my life to species that would otherwise have no hope of surviving #I am going to learn the FUCK out of these university courses #and in 40 years time I will see more birds than I ever did growing up #in 40 years we will have too many takahē to individually name #in 40 years I'll be 58 and I'll be walking on a coastal trail and I'll see pīwakawaka and tūī and kerurū and I'll think to myself #hey! I did that! they're alive because of me!!#CRYING AGAIN. HAVING A TIME WITH THIS ONE I GUESS

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lord-shitbox · 2 days ago

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🙁

#shitboxposting #damn it would seem. im doing bad.#self care helps a little but not enough to feel worth the effort they cost me #I've literally fucking. had a hard time enjoying music of all things holy shit. everything doesn't sound as good as it usually does #yeeeeowch yeah uh. mmmm.#mm yeah . mmmm. yuh oh #i got out of bed to go to class & check my work on a quiz today!!#spent the rest of the day lying in bed . that's a really really bad sign for me usually #mmmmm. mmm #rats.#yeah uhh. ive had to try not to cry a few days in a row that's not too good [bad.]#whatever not actually thinking of killing myself yet so it still counts as fine

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hewhobreathesfire · 20 days ago

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I'm not afraid to admit I cried a little bit when I was laying on the sidewalk temporarily stunned. and I kept crying while speed walking to the bus stop a few blocks away. that shit hurt so bad, on top of an already miserable morning.

#woke up on time. got dressed + ate and was ready to go with a solid half hour until I had to leave #so I decided to set an alarm for 20 minutes and be warm and cozy in bed instead of risking flashbacks by sitting on the couch #however sleep me (asshole. I suspect its the same part that has caused issues like this before) turned off the alarm when it rang #and fell asleep again #I woke up with barely enough time to make it to the bus stop #and then I fucking fell! everything hurts!#I was late for class and couldn't log in because my instructor shares her screen which can't be moved from the login screen.#which was completely covered #and she straight up said that I could “just watch” and to suck it up (the latter was said differently but that was the gist)#just watching a practical skill demo is useless! I couldn't even take notes because those are all in a document I needed to log in to access #so. yeah. its sucked today. it's sucked so badly #one of my friends felt so bad for me that she bought me lunch because she wanted to do something nice for me ;-;#it was. by the way. incredible. the cafeteria + kitchen staff make some really tasty shit #today it was. a rose sauce over risotto + arugula + roast beef #easily the fanciest thing I've eaten in recent memory. the portioning was generous as well and it was just. holy shit #I forget that I do actually enjoy “real food” when it's not prepared by my mother with an undiagnosed ED who kind of forced her ED onto us #the longer I am free of her the more willing to try “healthy” food I am becoming. healthy food doesn't inherently taste bad.#it's a lesson that's taking time but I'm getting braver #anyways. that was a highlight for the day. it's not even 1 PM yet.#I also got praise from an instructor for answering a theory question in a way she hadn't heard from a student before and was impressed with #so that was also nice.#I'm home now and I'm gonna try to loosen the muscles around my left tm joint so it'll eventually go back in #if my jaw is still out like this tomorrow.. I'll have to get medical attention. this happening after so many years of my jaw behaving #bodes ill for the frequency of future subluxations #🥴🔫

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tjerra14 · 2 months ago

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one thing I don't have an explanation for and will never get used to that somehow, the worst smell I've encountered in a day will stay with me for a lot longer than and long after I was exposed to it

#today it was teeth so rotten my brain went back down a memory hole to all the times i had to peel rotten brussel sprouts in my childhood #god i hate that smell so much #idk.#i don't even think it's as much about that particular smell than what it came to mean to me #like. food bank. the fucking embarrassment of it. the way the people there treated us. how they kept all the good stuff for themselves #and left us with the rest asking us to thank them for their generosity because 'at least you've got some food'.#you know. goddamn rotten brussel sprouts #i've seen enough of those to last me a lifetime #wow. this is some surprisingly deeply ingrained hatred for one (1) bad smell #anyway. the dog will be a lot happier and healthier without those teeth #and i'm generally staying away from netfuls of brussel sprouts these days #not that i don't like them they're okay to me. just. no.#it's like bathroom bananas #rant over #....i'd REALLY like to know why my neurons keep firing that way hours later tho. where is this coming from

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vettelcore · 1 year ago

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people with outdoor cats be like: yes my cat came back home half dead, caught hiv, is full of parasites and sometimes has gone missing for weeks but i don't care bc at least the cat is free and not locked inside like selfish people do!!!

#i cannot fucking stress this enough PLEASE do not let your cats roam outside freely if you care about them #if they're used to going outside leash them!!!!#the amount of cats we get at the clinic who come almost dead/with horrible wounds bc they're allowed to be outside is insane #not to mention how many run over cats i see where i live #they could get attacked by other animals too #like its just not worth it #we had to put down a cat today after the owners found her almost dead with an INSANE infection bc she had ruptured her intestines #her hip was shattered too #looked like probably some asshole kicked her #and the owners were like oh we had just buried one of our other cats the other day after she got attacked by another animal #and im just standing there like ?????? and that's normal to you??????#oh but at least the cats can climb trees though 🤪#remember the dude i talked about a while ago who brought his cat in honestly the worst condition I've ever seen?#covered in poop vomit piss and fuck knows what else?#that had a colony of cats all infected with FelV bc he refuses to vax them?#yeah this woman was a family member btw #thank FUCK he didn't come today because that would've been a shitshow #all things considered at least this woman seems to be... not absolutely fucking insane? i guess?#but anyway she kept saying how it was sudden! and how the cat was perfectly fine last night!#oh my gOD that cat had maggots eating her from the inside that doesn't happen overnight #cats are tough and will hide a lot of pain but can't you just tell the truth???#you either didn't care enough to bring this poor baby earlier or you just noticed now what had happened to her

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leejeann · 3 months ago

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girl help I've reconnected with an old friend that some of my more depressing songs are about and I will now take those to the GRAVE before I ever show her lmaooo

#and by ''take them to the grave'' i mean release them under my pseudonym and refuse to elaborate if she ever hears them #(.....it's been long enough she maybe probably would assume it's about someone/thing else BUT-)#bookmark- off kilter- CIDAAP- my beloved original songs that are also just yearning on main oh dear #sorry i've had a rollercoaster of a week #and today is the first time we've just like casually chatted in dms all day in literal years #And so I'm just looking at my song WIPs folder like oh no oh fuck but it's also like objectively really funny #Anyway!#lee speaks #she messaged me again as I typed this help this is so weird what

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ayakashibackstreet · 3 months ago

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Um, okay, can people who have 'men dni' in their bios not interact with me in turn? Just... uh... ale to ty dzwonisz??

#I generally speaking don't interact with people I don't want to interact with?#unless it's a job or something but tumblr ain't that #I'm literally a man. I'm literally a fucking man I'm sad to report.#so... okay??? I'm not supposed to interact but *you're* interacting with me?? weird behaviour on your part ngl #I know it's probably a mistake but it kinda came across really silly #anyways I did that person's job for her and blocked her so that I don't break her DNI? I guess? lol #for the record this is normally no biggie for me but I've had a kinda rough day and my lights are off so I can't journal #soooooooo you're getting my unfiltered bullshit <3 #yayyy like the old days <3 <3 <3 #I've done enough of biting my tongue today so I'll at least spill some kinda vaguely rude things on tumblr there we go.

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babisawyer · 3 months ago

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I'm gonna be honest I think iron flame is cruel and unusual punishment.

#🐇#I liked the first book just fine. I had issues with it but I finished it in like three days #iron flame has taken me like six months and I'm only 200 pages in and I feel like I'm literally being tortured #the constant made up drama between violet and xaden is ANNOYING and POINTLESS holy shit! she just wants to be mad!#every time she sees him it's like god he's so hot why am I mad at him again??? like what are we doing here #and just the lore is fucking annoying. I feel like everything gets explained so many times that I just sort of black out and I don't retain #any of it at all so half of the time I'm like huh????? whenever they're in their little war classes #it feels like she goes 'wow it's been five pages since I've talked about wards better bring that up again'#and even if it it foreshadowing I'm so irritated with having to hear about it over and over again that I don't even care lmao #there's literally a picture in the front of the book to explain the military formation and still that does nothing to help me. I don't know #what the fuck she's ever talking about and it's brought up so often #like I feel like I'm being gaslit on a lot of levels. I'm really good at understanding/remembering lore with fantasy and these books make m #feel like my brain simply doesn't work. and to see everyone having actual tantrums over the onyx storm release today??? these books are NOT #good enough for any of you to be acting like this. filming yourselves crying in target! honest to god!#I started reading these because of the dragons obviously and now I'm trapped. I'm trapped I can never leave. don't read fucking fourth wing #head my warning don't do it!!

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