#I've got that shit down

[umilily]

i really am the definition of wasted potential.

[fyllophobia]

seliph & ares commission, thank you!

[sxtystrs]

then... how much pink will eventually mask the blue?

[wildstar25]

MiqoMarch Day 11 - Loss

[cookinary]

POV: the human tupperware you put your son's soul in is being a little shit

[goldetrash]

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GIOVANNI IS JUST AN ANTI-HERO I CAN SIMP FOR HIM FULLY NOW

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[mbirnsings-71]

*sips my drink* God I love being a multishipper sometimes.

[catboyjughead]

figuring out markers slowly but surely

[tempests-bards-and-birds]

i've been trying to articulate why frieren hits me in the feels so hard for a while but i think i get it now (and i feel kinda dumb for taking so long to figure it out) - it's because of how gradually the weight of her experiences with the hero's party and emotions surrounding those experiences are built up, all while her own understanding of how to access the emotions that she would have felt because of those things but perhaps believed were pointless to try and grapple with is also slowly but surely developing.

from the very beginning, once she realises that she has well and truly run out of time with himmel, you can see the sudden weight of this loss drop on her in one moment of realisation and that she Doesn't Know how to deal with it - that the very thought of regretting something so wholly because she ran out of time - something that she believes she has an almost infinite stock of - is foreign; as the series goes on, though, and as you slowly understand that she does look back upon all of these moments that she had with him and the rest of their party with fondness, the weight seems to start to ease, if just a little bit at a time - while there is still grief for her friends, yes, she seems to be able to find more comfort in the fact that the times she spent with them were well-lived, at least to some extent; the fact that this is something that's built up over the whole story allows for this sense of gradual recognition of the past to be emulated for the viewer as well as frieren, and i think that makes it an even more effective story about grappling with the grief that results not necessarily from loss, but from the underlying fear that the loss was the definitive end of an experience that you were never able to get enough out of - because sometimes, the value of life can be found in the little things.

[every-sanji]

[telesodalite]

Been cleaning up and rearranging stuff a lot lately in preparation for moving, and I'm getting a bit emotional about my first TF figure/toy...

I've had this Jazz for like, 10+ years, and I used to take this guy everywhere. He's so scuffed from being dragged across driveways and playgrounds, and he sits and stands a bit wonky because the plastic cracked along one arm, and both his legs tend to pop off, and he doesn't really transform well anymore because of that. I forgot him in a drawer some years back, but nowadays he gets to sit front and center atop my bookcase ;-;

[alongtidesoflight]

i swear my stepdad is so illogical AND stubborn it hurts

[jichanxo]

commissioning @vos-videmus was a life changing experience. forcing you all to look at this immediately (please don't repost or crop out the watermarks. thanks 👍)

[autisticblueteam]

This has probably been said somewhere before, god knows I wasn't here for the peak discourse and discussion days, but sometimes I do find myself thinking about how fandom often oversells Daisy's meanness to Jon in s4, specifically, in service of the 'Jon surrounded by mean women' joke.

This isn't to say Daisy isn't mean or that she's not a mess—she's both and I wouldn't have her any other way—but frankly in s4 she really doesn't get on Jon's case that much. Sure, she joins in with the intervention about the live statements and she ribs him about moping, but these are not in any way on the scale of how Basira and Melanie interact with Jon on an episode after episode basis.

When she ribs him, it's rude and blunt, sure, but she's actively trying to get him out of his own doom spiral because she's just as concerned as she may be fed up.

And her role in the intervention scene is noticeably smaller and less aggro than the others. When she interjects, she's not particularly angry—she recognises he's hunting, puts together the details because she recognises the pattern, then actually speaks up in his defence at one point and only doesn't push it because it'd be starting an argument about her own problems with Basira that she doesn't really want to be having in that particular moment in time.

Like, Jon is very much making a point about Basira's hypocrisy that Daisy then makes a point of agreeing with! But to get further into that matter would mean having to rehash one of her own ongoing arguments with Basira, which would be both a distraction from the matter at hand and the kind of personal business a private person like Daisy would rather avoid dealing with in a group setting.

Her only contribution to the actual discussion after this point is where, after Jon starts suggesting that the Web might be controlling him into taking these statements, she says (unfortunately misattributed to Melanie on the transcript site, it is definitely actually Daisy saying it):

She tries to discourage him from following this line of thought, from trying to alleviate his guilt by blaming an outside force, because as we see in other conversations this season she's already accepted her own fault in her own actions rather than fall into blaming something or someone else.

Yeah, she thinks Jon should stop taking live statements, but this is a standard she's also holding herself to. And she's not beyond talking behind Jon's back (see: the planning stages of the Ny-Ålesund trip, or her and Basira running off without warning in Rotten Core). But at no point in s4 does Daisy actually get truly angry and spiteful with Jon or cut him any less slack than she's cutting herself. And ymmv on said slack, I suppose, given she is expecting herself to die, but sometimes I see posts where it feels like people have decided 'well, the joke is that all the women are mean to Jon in s4, so clearly Daisy was also mean to Jon in s4' without actually thinking back through her actual behaviour.

She may be blunt and gruff and sometimes fail to think ahead, after all she's still Daisy Tonner, and Jon understandably still finds her difficult to truly lean on both because of who they both are as people and because of their history, but she actually kind of is in Jon's corner for most of s4 and I think that gets lost in the fanon shuffle sometimes.

[iwanttobepersephone]

So, my mom was telling me how much free time I have, and I was like, "I have no freetime wth do you mean?????" And I just wanna see if this is like. A normal way to think of things?

Things I need to do:

Finish reading icebound land

Make a whole lotta art that I promised people

Research study abroad programs

At least one Dutch lesson a day

Keep my room clean

Talk to my friends so they know I love them (and so I don't go insane)

My math homework

Keep myself clean (showers, finally brushing my teeth after months, etc etc) so I don't go insane

Eat at 7pm

Various things I enjoy as to not go insane

All from 6pm to 9 pm, every day, after being at school from 8 am to 3:30 pm and then The Public (teen center) from 3:30 to 5:30, and I need to be in bed by 9:30 and asleep by 10:00

So, basically, I'm "on the clock" from 7 am (When I start getting ready for school) until 9 pm, with no breaks

But yeah no I totally have free time. Yeaup

[good-to-drive]

It's competitive but I think my favorite Conan anecdote is when he told his therapist "Everyone hates me, they think I have no talent and they wish I would just go away," and his therapist said "That's called negative self-talk and you have to realize it's just the depression talking" and Conan said "Self-talk? I'm just quoting my latest review!"