#I've dyed my hair many times im just unsure what to do now

[altruistic-meme]

bleach is gonna be part of the process no matter what, due to the fact my hair is black/brown lmao

my hair has been most of these at one point or another, also specific shades will be up to me but suggestions would also be taken if you wanna give them with your vote!

im also thinking I'll just dye my whole head, so it'll be all of my hair not just some parts

[fourwingedwriter]

An Incident - Part 2

AN: Hope this comes acrss well. Love these guys

First Part - Other things with them

CWs: drugged, reference to SA

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After reassuring her many times, Isabel relaxed into me and eventually fell asleep on me in the back seat of Eli's car. She's pale and clammy, obviously unwell.

"How's she holding up?" Damian asked, looking back briefly from the driver's seat to check on us as he waited for a red light.

Isabel had her eyes closed, discomfort etched across her figure. She had her head resting on my thighs like it had many times before, but it's not comforting this evening.

I brushed a hand through her hair, "I don't know. She's not actively dying but I hate seeing her like this."

I looked up to see Damian, knuckles white on the wheel and one hand gently holding Eli's. I can only imagine the feelings he's going through right now. I have no idea what happened to Eli, but my mind can only wander to the worst thoughts.

When had this happened? Had I known them yet? Who do I need to beat up?

"We're almost to your place. Are you sure you'll be alright? I can stay with you." Damian offered, obviously hesitant about the idea as he glanced reassuringly to Eli.

"I will be fine. Just keep your ringer on in case something happens."

Feeling Isabel tense suddenly, I look down to see her unfocused gaze tracked on my face. I lean down and brush a hand through her hair, mustering up a comforting smile, "Hi baby, I've got you. We're almost home."

She became more concerned, searching my face as she mumbled, "Wha- What happened?" Isabel tried sitting up more, only to be met with my hand keeping her down, "Who upset you?"

I nearly cried, tears welling in my eyes, "Just rest. It'll be over soon."

I didn't dare say more, my voice shaking too much.

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I sat up for hours after, thinking about what happened. The car ride had by far the worst of my life.

Eventually, I got up the courage to look away from Isabel for a moment and look at my phone. Damian had texted me about half an hour before.

[You two doing alright?]

I messaged back [yeah. Isa fell asleep again.]

He immediately read the message and started typing, [can we talk?]

I felt myself tense, not sure if I was ready for this conversation. I laced my fingers through Isabel's for comfort, typing back with one hand, [Yes.]

[I've got Eli here, he's making sure I dont get any information wrong but would rather I type it out. We've been meaning to tell you two for a while but... yeah.]

[Alright]

I was shaking, unsure what to do with myself as I watched him type. All I could do was watch in anxiety as he typed. I didn't think this night could get worse, but it was actively degrading before my eyes.

[Eli was sexually assaulted in our freshman year a few months before we met you. He was out alone one night and got drugged and carried off. We've been working through it for a while. There's not much else to say, I guess.]

I put my phone down, letting go of Isabel's hand and digging my nails into my arms. I could barely contain my emotions. The rage towards whatever asshole hurt my friend and the overwhelming concern for them.

I wanted to hug them so tight. I want to protect him against the world. Or, at least let Damian hold them while I go find the asshat that hurt Eli.

[Cassidy?]

[Cas you there?]

[Hey, are you okay?]

I picked up my phone and typed back with shaking hands, [yeah Im fine. Tell Eli I love him please]

[Alright. Stay safe please. Love you <3]

I climbed into bed and held Isabel close, not daring to fall asleep without making sure she was safe all night. Safe against the reality of the world.

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Tagging: @tildeathiwillwrite @whumperofworlds

[iyeonjuni]

bad hair day // chapter 16: pink (FINAL)

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as the festival comes to an end, y/n walks around the pitch bowing and thanking the staff and aims to find yeonjun amongst the crowd.

maybe it was because his hair was red y/n could spot the red haired boy instantly, thanking the staff around him as well. and it was like instinct, yeonjun’s head turned around to meet y/n, waving at him.

yeonjun jogged slightly towards them and grabbed their wrist.

“let’s go somewhere.” he smiles and pulls them along with them.

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they ended up at the school rooftop, looking among the skies slowly turning orange as the sun sets.

yeonjun walks to the edge of the roof to admire the view and y/n follows standing right next to him.

“so this is what it feels like, chasing your dream and doing something you like.” y/n speaks, “i never thought that making music would make me feel so much joy and watching someone you like perform it, makes it even all the more surreal.” y/n smiles as they look into the distance.

yeonjun looks at y/n eyes widened, unsure if y/n even caught on to the slight confession they made.

he then turns around to face y/n, calling their name slightly, slowly holding their hands and takes a deep breath before allowing himself to continue.

“i like you.” he confesses.

y/n couldn’t believe what they just heard, heart beating a little too fast for their liking.

yeonjun could sense their nervousness and slowly rubbed his thumb against y/n’s hand to soothe them.

“during this whole process, i fell for your passion for music production, your hard working attitude and just everything about you.” he continues.

as silence fills the air yeonjun starts growing uneasy, looking to y/n’s unreadable expression, he starts panicking.

“i’m sorry, i mean- you don’t have to accept me now but-” yeonjun is then interrupted.

“i like you too.” y/n spoke quietly, but yeonjun heard every single word loud and clear.

y/n lifts their head and now they are both looking at each other.

“i’ve liked you ever since you dyed your hair pink.” y/n laughs.

“that’s- that’s two years ago!” yeonjun’s eyes widened.

“yes i have liked you for a very long time, choi yeonjun.” y/n grinning now.

“but i understand, pink was my favorite too.” yeonjun jokes as he grins, now looking at y/n once again.

yeonjun stares at y/n’s lips and slowly leans in for a light peck.

y/n’s cheeks heat up, hoping yeonjun wouldn’t notice.

“so...I actually have a question.” y/n looks at yeonjun.

“what is it?” yeonjun tilts his head.

“you dye your hair a lot, how is your hair still so strong and so in shape?” y/n slowly reaches their hand to pat yeonjun’s red hair, and of course it's silky smooth.

“actually i've been asked this many times...to be honest, i actually don’t know.” yeonjun laughs followed by y/n’s.

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a/n: AAA and THATS IT!! sorry the ending isn’t so great 😔 but thank you so so sososo much for being on this journey with me for my first ever FINISHED SMAU. i would like to thank my friends and everyone who just hyped each chapter so much ,, it means so much to me and as well as those who liked and reblogged !!! im unsure whether i should make an epilogue tbh but we will see! and now for my next smau . it's coming sooner than you think :D ily all 💓

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