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Personally, I'd kill for a Starop fic/ onshot where Starscream finally manages to cut ties with Megatron and it's just fluff of Optimus comforting him and assuring him it was the right thing to do, that everything will be ok for the both of them
-💌 anon
i wanna scream at the top of my lungs
tfp starscream x optimus prime
i've been waiting for an excuse to write something like this! i already have a fic like this planned for my monsterformers continuity, but let's do one for tfp because i just really want starscream to stick it to this particular megatron.
title comes from "lost in the ocean" by glass animals.
contains: established relationship, starscream leaving megatron, implied abuse, angst, fluff, optimus being a supportive partner
the night sky stretched on endlessly over jasper, nevada as the town slept below. apart from a few busy establishments, the people had turned in for the night. the same couldn't be said for the autobots, who were living it up in the omega base, passing around high grade and celebrating a hard fought victory.
away from them, though, sitting on a cliffside, sat one bot in deep contemplation.
starscream looked a mess. though ratchet had patched up his injuries, he still had filth packed into his seams and a smear of energon along his jaw. his thick brows were furrowed in concentration, as if pondering some impossible question.
but one thing stood out above all else.
starscream was alive.
he couldn't believe it himself, the more he thought about it. sure, the evidence for him being alive was right there; he could see the sky above him, feel the ground beneath his pedes, hear the night breeze swirling around his wings. but he felt as if it shouldn't be real. this existence, this reality was obviously nothing more than the dreams of a dying bot, and they would fade any minute now as he joined with the allspark.
but they never faded, and he never died.
the planet turned. the stars above passed by. the night grew shorter. the world moved on.
but starscream still felt stuck in place. mentally, whenever he lost focus of his environment, he found himself back outside the nemesis, daring to look megatron in the eye while his leader held his fusion cannon to his head. he couldn't bring himself out of that standstill. how could he? he was about to die. how could he move on when he was staring death in the face?
the stars drifted by overhead like ships on a glassy black ocean. a lone car drove by on the highway far below. the world moved on.
the sound of heavy thumps tugged starscream out of his thought spiral. for a moment, he thought that megatron had come to finish the job, but he knew the sound of his leader's steps from anywhere.
former leader. he had to keep reminding himself that.
"starscream?" a familiar rumble of a voice said from behind him. of course. it was optimus, doing his team leader duty, as usual.
"what do you want?" starscream grumbled, pulling his knees closer to his chest.
"ratchet told me i'd find you up here," optimus said. he came up on starscream's right and took his seat at the cliffside. the two bots stayed quiet for a few moments until optimus broke the silence. "how are you feeling?"
"how do you think i'm feeling?" starscream snorted derisively. "i'm now public enemy number one of the entire decepticon legion."
optimus only nodded, and his silence allowed starscream some more time to vent. "i can't believe i did that. i can't believe i actually did that. what kind of glitchhead says something like that?"
"what do you mean?" optimus asked, turning to look at starscream.
"what are you- i told megatron to go frag himself!" starscream exclaimed. "no one does that unless they have a death wish!"
"starscream," optimus started to say, but starscream wasn't done rambling.
"i should be offline," he said bluntly, getting up and starting to pace back and forth. "i shouldn't even be here. i told him off, and now, the entire decepticon legion will come for me."
"starscream," optimus spoke up, but starscream had more to say.
"why am i still here?" starscream asked, shaking his head, optics turned skyward. "i don't even know how i'm still online! primus, optimus, he had his cannon to my head! i can still feel it! and yet i told him to his face to stick it up his aft! how am i still here? how am i still online?!"
"starscream."
the stern tone of optimus' voice made starscream jump. he fell silent as he looked over to his partner, whose face was now fixed in a hard countenance. after a minute's quiet, optimus' face softened, and he began to speak again.
"you're scaring yourself with things that never happened," he said. "there's no need to be saying that you should be dead, because you aren't. you survived."
"but why?" starscream asked. "i still can't process it."
"because you were right," optimus said, "and megatron knew it. you may have been his second in command, but you were also his tool."
"what do you mean by that?" starscream asked.
"he used you to instill fear in the others," optimus explained. "you were an example he would set to the other decepticons. he needed you to exert his authority over them. now, with you gone, he doesn't have that weapon anymore."
"how do you know any of this? you weren't even there to witness it," starscream huffed.
"because i know that side of megatron very well," optimus sighed. "i know how ruthless he can be. you are not the only one he has hurt."
starscream didn't say anything. he knew the history that optimus and megatron had once shared. of course optimus knew what megatron was like. arguably, optimus knew him better than anyone else.
"i suppose you're right," starscream mumbled after an awkward silence as he sat back down, knees curled to his chest. it was the closest thing to an apology that he could muster at the moment.
"this was a long time coming," optimus said.
"too long," starscream grumbled, resting his forehead against his knees.
"either way," optimus said, "you did the right thing."
"by what? running?" starscream barked out a laugh. "i just did what i've always done."
"starscream, i was there with you," optimus said. "i saw what really happened. i saw you stand before megatron and choose to live for yourself, rather than him."
"optimus, i could've offlined where i stood," starscream snarled. "he had his cannon to my head!"
"and yet you stood your ground," optimus continued. "you made him back down. that takes incredible courage."
starscream huffed and turned his head away. "the only reason he left was because you were there to kick his aft if he tried anything," he sneered. in a quiet tone, he added, "that's the only reason i could stand up to him at all."
"starscream, no one else could've done what you did back there," optimus insisted. "and there is no shame in having someone to support you. i couldn't have made it as far as i have in this war without the autobots by my side. none of us have gone through this war alone, and no one is expecting you to do so." he reached out and wrapped his arm around starscream's waist, an invitation for a hug. "though we all have our own battles to fight, it doesn't mean we have to fight alone."
starscream sighed and moved closer to optimus, leaning into his touch. optimus gently squeezed his waist and turned to kiss him on his temple.
"do you remember what you told him?" optimus asked. "right at the end?"
"of course i do," starscream snipped. he took a deep invent, then said, in a calmer tone, "i told him, 'you need me, but i will never need you again.'"
"you said the right thing," optimus reassured him. "you won't ever have to go back to him again."
"you know he'll come looking for me," starscream huffed. "he doesn't like it when his prey gets away."
"if he ever comes back," optimus began, but starscream interrupted him.
"when he comes back," starscream corrected him.
"if he ever comes back," optimus insisted, "we're here for you." he squeezed starscream's side and said, "i'm here for you."
starscream chuckled and laid his head on optimus's side. "i know you are."
optimus smiled and kissed starscream again. "i'm proud of you, sweetspark. i love you."
"the feeling's mutual, you overgrown sap," starscream smirked, which made optimus chuckle warmly.
"the others are inside awaiting your presence, if you'd like to see them," optimus informed starscream. "i have to say, they're rather impressed with your bravery."
"as they should be," starscream joked. "not many people have told megatron to shove his cannon up his aft and survived."
optimus shook his head and laughed as he rose to his pedes. he reached one servo out to starscream, who gladly accepted and pulled himself up. together, the two autobots made their way back into the base, ready to return to the party bulkhead had set up for them.
the stars turned as the night passed on. wispy clouds drifted by. insects flitted back and forth along the wind. the world moved on.
and starscream knew, deep in his spark, that he would, too.
#i'm so sorry this took so long!#i had to keep rewriting it because i wasn't happy with certain bits#but i think it turned out alright#my idea for this was that starscream got all the omega keys#but instead of going to megatron he defected and brought them to the autobots#idk i liked the thought#transformers#starscream#optimus prime#transformers prime#tfp starscream#tfp optimus prime#starop#starprime#starscream x optimus prime#fanfiction#maccadam#answering things
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Hi! Thou Shalt Not Covet got me craving for more and thinking... what do you think is the difference between Ga On and Yo Han's jealousy? When would they feel most threatened? Also, how far do you think they would go in terms of their possessiveness?
Would love to read more about that 🙃
Hi there 💜
I think the biggest difference is that Ga On's jealousy is more internal while Yo Han's is more external. Like, Ga On becomes introspective, picks everything apart, and overthinks things, trying to figure out why this is happening and, not so surprisingly, what he did wrong to make it happen. Because even if Ga On would be angry and probably pretty vicious, he'd still focus a lot on his own "blame" and start wondering why he's not good enough. All those abandonment issues would kick in and he'd come up with a number of theories and what he thinks are answers — but they're all just speculations.
And, because of that, I don't think Ga On would really lash out against Yo Han and whoever's making him feel jealous. Or, well, with words and such, sure — and clearly mark the boundaries if he and Yo Han are a couple and someone is encroaching on his territory — but not by causing physical harm. Ga On's jealousy is more bark than bite, basically. Because somewhere deep down he'd be convinced he's just not good enough and that's not a reason to hurt someone else over. It's Ga On's own fault for not being lovable enough, right?
So while he'd get snappish and rude, he'd never act on it in a threatening or malicious way.
Yo Han, on the other hand — oh boy.
I did answer an ask about how Yo Han would react if he ever had a reason to suspect that Ga On was cheating on him and all of that still stands. I think Yo Han would focus all his ire outwards, the jealousy becoming a weapon to hurt others rather than himself (as opposed to Ga On who internalises it all and ends up hurting himself rather than others). That's not to say that Yo Han wouldn't have some angsty moments where he bemoans the fact that he's a monster and, clearly, no one can love him, but those aren't his main focus.
His main focus would be making life difficult for Ga On and whoever's making Yo Han jealous. And as for whether or not Yo Han would go far enough to kill? Uh, I mean... that depends on the situation? x'D
Ga On? Never.
(though Yo Han might just lock him away and throw away the key)
The other person? He'd be tempted.
But it would have to be an extreme situation, I think. Because killing someone he perceives as a romantic rival would, in some ways, be an admission of weakness. It would mean that Ga On has an incredible amount of power over Yo Han and I don't think that he'd be willing to admit that Ga On's choices can influence Yo Han's decisions to that degree. Especially if he thinks that Ga On has betrayed him by falling in love with someone else. That would mean that Yo Han has to admit to himself that he's pining after someone who's not his — which would hurt his pride something terrible.
So, in the long run, while Yo Han is certainly capable of murdering someone he considers a romantic rival, I don't think he would. Because it's beneath him. He's not that interested or invested in Ga On.
(except yes he is — he's just a grumpy old man who refuses to admit it to himself)
As for when they'd feel most threatened, I think it would be before they get together or just shortly after they get together. Once they've been a couple for years and settled down, I don't think jealousy is going to be much of an issue for them. Because they'll both know that there's no way in hell either of them is stupid enough to throw away what they have, given how well-matched they are. They know there's no one else who can give them exactly what they need.
And, like, if they have kids? Fuck no.
Both Ga On and Yo Han would go: "No, he loves the kids and me too much to cheat" and that's that. I mean, sure, there might still be brief moments when they have to get a little possessive when a third party is being too flirty, but neither of them would actually think that the other is going to respond to that flirting and start straying.
(partly because I suspect that they have an unspoken agreement of: "if you do cheat on me I'll take the kids and spend the rest of my days making your life a living hell" but that sounds a lot less romantic)
But at the beginning? Or just after they get together? There would definitely be more to worry about.
And their weak spots are connected to their overall insecurities. So Ga On would be afraid that he's not good enough, not lovable enough, not smart enough, not experienced enough etc. He's not very glamorous or suave and pretty shy and clumsy about sex at first. He'd worry that he can't give Yo Han what he needs and that he'll eventually become a burden or that Yo Han will grow bored of him. He'd feel clingy and desperate and wonder if, just maybe, Yo Han wants someone more like himself — someone calm, rational, and mature. So just the usual abandonment and self-esteem issues cranked up to a toasty fifteen, basically.
Yo Han, meanwhile, would feel threatened at the thought of not being able to give Ga On the life and love he deserves. Yo Han is nothing if not self-aware and he knows that living with him is difficult, so he'd worry that someone might come along and show Ga On that he can find a better, sweeter, and kinder life elsewhere. Yo Han would worry that he's hurting Ga On by holding on to him and that, maybe, Ga On will realise that too someday and choose someone better. Someone who can love him and support him and care for him in a way that Yo Han can't with all his jagged edges. That was probably why he felt so threatened by Soo Hyun — she could give Ga On a life full of love and light and softness, whereas Yo Han can only offer darkness. And Ga On deserves better.
Again, it all depends a bit on the situation, though. Like, different insecurities rise to the forefront depending on where they are in their relationship and what the exact situation is.
But something like that, I guess?
I admit I've debated whether or not to write a fic based on that ask about Yo Han being jealous but goddamn it would hurt so maybe not x'D I don't like hurting myself (or Ga On) like that.
I've also toyed with the idea of writing Yo Han's POV of Thou Shalt Not Covet partly because I think it's hilarious just how confused he was there for a second. But that also means I'd have to write out Yo Han's thoughts and not all of them were pretty or kind. He's not a nice man — even less so when Ga On gives him such a perfect opening for some manipulation that will result in Ga On staying by his side >_>
So we'll see. It's not very high on my list of priorities right now since I have so many other projects I want to focus on.
Thank you so much for the ask! Please take care 💜
#Amethystina Replies#Anonymous#As I've mentioned before#Jealousy as a plot point isn't my favourite#But I'd argue that it's canonically important for these two#And I also admit it's going to feature in Who Holds the Devil#Because again#These two idiots#They're both pretty jealous people#I'm sorry it took longer than usual to answer this#These past couple of weeks have been a lot#But I'm trying to get back into the swing of things a bit#I might be able to post chapter 43 soon though#So there's that
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I think they’ve made Lucy look so stupid. It annoys me so much cause she was my favorite. Isabel, Noah, Nyla have allllll told Lucy UC work destroys your personal life yet Lucy is running around like she’s the exception. She’s not. It drives me nuts.
I'm not sure if you just needed to vent or if you wanted me to answer… But I respectfully disagree. I get not liking this storyline and how frustrating it can be or even how out of character it might seem. That's perfectly fine. But I personally enjoy watching this journey. While I do believe that in the long term, UC is probably not going to be a good fit for her and the life that she desires, I love watching Lucy finding herself and trying to figure out a way to have the career AND life that she wants.
Let's get back to why Lucy became a cop in the first place. I joined the Academy on a whim. I knew that my parents would hate it. But I had no idea how much I would love it. Being a cop is the first thing I've ever been serious about. (1.04) I guess I've been adrift since college, trying on different hats and different personalities, and nothing's felt right, until -- until this. But I don't think the time spent trying to find myself was wasted. You know, everything I've done so far, the profound and the foolish, has prepared me to become a police officer so that I can protect those who need it the most and from those who would do them harm. (3.10)
By her own admission, she spent years trying to find her place, to find a job where she could feel fulfilled… So now that she found it, is it that hard to believe that she would do everything in her power to follow through? I know that she is talking about being a cop in general here and not UC. But at the moment, UC is what she wants to do… and honestly, she owes it to herself to try. Maybe she won't like it. Maybe she'll decide that it is not for her after all. But this is something she has to try for herself and decide for herself. Not because others have previously failed or because others told her to do something else - which is what her parents have been trying to do from the beginning by the way. Hearing other people's stories are not the same as living that experience yourself. Sometimes you need to learn first hand. There's nothing wrong with that. She may be 30 years old, but she is still at the beginning of her career. She is still finding herself and exploring all avenues. As she should.
"Isabel, Noah, Nyla have allllll told Lucy UC work destroys your personal life" All true. And yet, she is actively supported by people whose very own lives were destroyed by undercover work. Nyla has been mentoring her from the beginning. The same Nyla who teaches classes on how to learn from past mistakes. Who told Lucy on their first shift together to be better than her. And what about Tim? He obviously believes that she is different (his words), that this could have a better ending. Otherwise he wouldn't have bothered taking that leap of faith. And more than Lucy herself, he knew exactly what he was getting himself into. Despite his past and own issues, he has been nothing but supportive and encouraging since she graduated. Did he underestimate the toll it would take on him? Probably. Is he hiding his own feelings on the matter? Most definitely. But the fact remains that he still chooses to believe that they can make it work. It's no coincidence that the two main characters who had their personal lives so negatively impacted by UC work, are also the ones actively encouraging Lucy. I strongly believe that you are not bound by other people's mistakes and failures. Learn from it but don't stop doing something because other people failed. And that's what Lucy is trying to do.
"Yet Lucy is running around like she’s the exception." Is she, though? So far, ever since s4, she hasn't been in any rush to do undercover work. The only times she was pushing for a UC op, was when she volunteered Tim as a hitman and as Jake. Which is hilarious when you think about it. Since we mentioned Noah, here's what he said on the topic : she could have done more missions. Now, granted, unlike him, she is still a P2 so that might hinder her. It's entirely possible that she didn't get more opportunities. But when she got one, like in 5.07, she was still being cautious at first. And in 5.21, she didn't hesitate to call off the operation at the end. Not only that, but every time she meets someone who has done UC, she jumps on the occasion to ask them for their advices, for their different perspectives. And every time, those advices ended up with a 'maybe it can be different for you'. She is actually trying to learn from others so she can avoid making the same errors. That's not the act of someone who thinks she is better than everyone. Or who thinks she knows better. If anything, she seems to be taking her time : this has been her arc since s3. Even when she got accepted to the UC Academy, she went to see Nyla for advices. Sure, she was looking for some sort of absolution, but it's still telling that she went to her first.
"She’s not." How do we know she won't be the exception? Why do we immediately assume that she can't succeed when the premise of the show is about a 40+ years old man who decided to become a cop and succeeded? Everyone was telling Nolan he was stupid and naive too. And yet, here we are. So why Lucy couldn't be the exception as well? To show that there may be a way? In the end, it's a story. The writers can choose the ending they want.
Do I believe she would love the full undercover lifestyle? No. Not for long missions. I can't see her enjoying leaving her life and the people she loves behind… leaving herself behind. Not for a year. And not without taking its toll on her. But that doesn't mean I find her stupid for wanting to try out anyway. That's just my opinion though. Also, a career in undercover ops doesn't automatically mean going under. She could be a case officer. She could train new agents. She could do short(ish) missions. All of this could be a really good alternative for her.
Side note : I didn't touch on the logistics of long term undercover work on the show (or her being outed on a documentary) because, at the end of the day, no matter how complicated it could be, if the writers want her to do UC, they'll find a way. I just wanted to focus on Lucy's journey.
#I'm so sorry it took me months to answer you - but when I received your ask I was getting a bit tired of this discourse#and my thoughts on the matter are always a mess - I hope this actually makes sense#I just want Lucy to have everything she wants#ask & ye shall receive#the rookie#chenford#lucy chen
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Will the boys ever get separate bodies for ldr?
(I'm not sure if you meant to type lra or if you're referencing Love, Death, and Rollerskates ((goodness, which I need to read so badly)) but I'll answer like it's lra :3 )
Ohh a great question indeed! I wish I could answer, but I'm afraid I'll have to give the Brando Sando saying instead: you'll have to read and find out, my friend. Heehoo.
#i'm so sorry it took me forever to answer your ask#I forgor#but in the hypothetical situation they did have separate bodies that would make things a bit complicated in other ways#laughs like a silly gremlin jester#many of which could be explored in future chapters#googles how much weight can a roof built in the 1960's support#long road ahead#bubbie ask
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Could you draw Triumphant! Wilson in Terrorbeak form?
I imagine it’d be even more unholy than before
Love your don’t starve art this fandom is by far my favourite <3
i actually have old doodles of it but since they're old i made a bunch of new ones
technically it wouldn't make any sense for a triumphant terrorbeak wilson to exist but heyy still fun and he's slightly more spikier
hh original paper version :
#dst#wilson#dst wilson#Terrorbeak Wilson AU#wilson percival higgsbury#wilson p. higgsbury#triumphant wilson#i'm so sorry it took so long to answer this request#to the other asks in my askbox i see you but i'll take a hot bit before you get an answer
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Hey Vicó, I’m sorry you had a bad day. I was wondering if you have any modern Sejarcus headcannons you want to share? If not no worries, and I hope you feel better tomorrow!
hi grace!!! first tysm for your kindness, srsly, this is so nice of you <3 and ofc!! let me list some I've been thinking abt lately (and thank you so so so much for the ask, specially bc I love yapping abt sejarcus):
modern marcus to me is such a nerd, he will never admit it or let it show but he loves anything more related to nerd culture. I feel like he has tons of keychains (a lot of these sejanus gifted to him) and he plays a LOT of videogames. he would play league of legends (non-derogatory) and sejanus is just sleeping on his lap waiting for him to finish thr match and give him attention;
sometimes they take long to see each other, and a lot of times they watch TV shows together, so while everyone around them finished watching it, they'll be fighting for their lives to avoid anything related to whatever they are watching;
sejanus is a very much chronically online person, while marcus is mostly off the internet, so sejanus' favorite hobby is just laying next to marcus and showing him videos he saved earlier just to show him;
marcus is studying civil engineer, so he has a special hability developed after years carrying a scalemeter on his bag that consists on knowing the size of things just by looking. sejanus is never not impressed by it, so he'll randomly show marcus a random thing like a pen and go "marcus, what's the height of this thing?" and marcus will ALWAYS answer the exact measure;
I've already mentioned before, but on a more extended way: marcus started learning spanish for sejanus. he tried to keep it a surprise, and when sejanus discovered, he was crying. I still think he's a bit shy to try to speak, but he do understand sejanus very well, so whenever sejanus is upset or angry at something, he'll yap to marcus abt it in his native language (bc there's nothing more relaxing than angrily yapping in your native language, I swear) and marcus will be there listening;
sejanus can stay up until VERY late (both because of his insomnia and bc of him drinking black coffee every day two times for day), while marcus is the type of person who sleeps very early. sometimes marcus tries to suggest for them to go out and stay out until late, and sejanus go "are you really sure abt this?" bc, again, marcus really can't stay up for long. but marcus is STUBBORN, so he says that it's completely fine. it's 1am and sejanus is having to drive home with a marcus who barely can keep his eyes open.
on a more angsty way: sejanus takes more care of his mental health, but sometimes, he still goes into crisis episodes, and he's just unable to do anything. he feels so guilty bc it clearly makes marcus concerned, and a lot of times, marcus spends some days with sejanus to take care of him.
#I'm so so sorry it took me a bit long to answer#I'm fighting for my life to type things properly on my phone#but again tysm grace <33 take care!!!#my silly little posts#sejanus plinth#marcus tbosas#sejarcus#modern au
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Ooh, for the oc ask game, all of them! But that's a bit much so... could I ask about Concept and Design 4, and General info 11 and 12 for Marchosias?
I mean.. if you want to know more, you are always more than welcome to send more asks. I'm always happy to yap a bit 👉👈
-> to the ask game -> more about Marchosias
CONCEPT AND DESIGN 04 What do they look like? Do you have a picture/picrew of what you envision them to look like?
Yes, I have a few!! The chibi is recent & the last pic is the very first time I ever drew her to help me visualize her & it's not completely up-to-date anymore but I didn't get around to updating her demon form so yeah. It'll still look mostly the same tho!
The first two were drawn by the lovely @shootingstarrfish (thank you again, starr <3)
GENERAL INFO 11 Do they still have any objects from their childhood? What is their most vivid childhood memory?
Uuuhhh, do the scars on her back from having her wings cut off count...?
I have to be honest, I haven't thought too much about her childhood once she came to the Devildom, so I'm kind of falling flat on the object part here, though I do want to give her a little item that hold special meaning for her, Baal & Aym (my other two Obey Me OCs though those two ARE not fleshed out in the slightest, so send asks about them at your own risk), but I'm not sure what it should be exactly. Something small that she always carries around with her, so maybe some sort of self-made badge, or a special stone they found or something...? Maybe she could then wear it as an earring or a necklace or something... Still workshopping that one
& she doesn't really have much from the Celestial Realm because she was kind of supposed to get killed & then fled in a hurry, so yeah. The only thing she does still have is the blue piece of cloth in her demon form. I'm kind of torn on this one, but it's either the last remaining piece of her angel outfit, ORRRR it was originally Raphael's and he gave it to her when he helped her escape. And while she does not remember why it's so important to her, Maze made sure to incorporate it into her outfit
As for memories, while it's not necessarily the most vivid one (we know which one takes that price), one that she keeps coming back to is Raphael's attempt at befriending her, as well as some of the things he temporarily stole might or might not have brought to her without explicit permission before secretly returning them. For example, there was a book about astrology that she seemed particularly amazed by..... Just the few happy moments he gave her back in the Celestial Realm
THAT BEING SAID, she doesn't recognize Raphael in her memories anymore, so when they meet again he's just a stranger to her
GENERAL INFO 12 What is something they have experienced that has shaped them into the person they are today?
The easy thing would be to say "that time when Marchosias & Raphael were kids and he cut her wings off when he was technically supposed to kill her <3" but like. Her brain shut off any memory of that
.........so instead, we're blaming Lucifer & say when he decided to tell Maze about everything that transpired back in the Celestial Realm & therefore brought all her memories back <3
But yeah, not only learning that she is technically a fallen angel, but also having Lucifer explain to her that she was seen as less of an angel because she was born with 'the signs of demonic marks' caused her entire world view along with her self-view to just. Crumble. And causing her to just spiral for a while. If it weren't for others like Mephisto, Baal, Aym, Solomon and Barbatos, she would have probably completely lost it
Speaking of Mephisto, he was the one that ultimately got her to slowly warm up to the idea of properly processing and accepting what happened. & the way he did it was by kicking down her door and throwing parfait after parfait in her face while sitting there in silence because he knew that she'd need to be the one to willingly talk about what had happened herself. And so he decided to bribe her into letting him stay by giving her parfaits, plus he knew the silence would eventually drive her insane enough to where she would start talking about something. Didn't have to be about what had happened as long as Maze would start returning a little to her old self again
#sorry this took a bit!! i got ask 4 & 12 twice so i was trying to figure out how to juggle answering both ahhhh#general info 11 gave me some ideas btw so thank you for asking that one purple rose 👀#that's the beauty of character ask games tbh <3#anyway if you want to ask more then please ask!! i'm always ready to yap!!#obey me#mel's oc marchosias
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Hello again! I wanted to ask about the sub-au where Robert breaks free of the hivemind. Because when I think about all I can see is Robert living in a survival horror game trying to avoid the hivemind, while the mind in question is just going "pspspsps Here Robert! Come back boy!"
sorry about the delay, I saw the ask, started to think of a reply, and then completely forgot about it. whoops.
AND NOW IT'S BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOR A MONTH
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sorry brain got eaten by Work
ANYWAY:
SO
YOU AREN'T. WRONG?
So it's shakily set for just after Sean joins the Hivemind fully, Robert and Kim both have a touch of it but haven't joined entirely
Robert notices that Something Isn't Right about how Sean is acting around Legundo, and Legundo tries to calm him mentally.
But Robert Knows that it's false
and so he tears the Hivemind out by the roots
unfortunately (for him), he doesn't kick out all the power from the Hivemind when he does, so he's abruptly Very Mortal with a great deal of NonMortal energy
fortunately (for him), he gets very very lucky. the power latches on to his desire to be Free of the North and changes him.
the other main option, the one that happens more frequently? is the mortal with too much power simply. burning up. burning out. trying to contain a power they really aren't meant to hold.
and so Wings burst from his back, as the power swirls itself into its own opposite. and Robert becomes a Creature. Not a Being, not a hivemind. not yet. but a Creature. A human changed by the holding of power beyond their limits.
Robert becomes a Creature of the South, of Warmth and Sun and Growth instead of Snow and Ice and Cold. He screams as the power changes him, as the power breaks free into wings, vines and flowers and southern plants growing, draped over and through and around them
He shudders and looks, wide-eyed, at the table before him, at Legundo and Sean and the knights with eyes sparking green.
He takes a deep, shuddering breath.
And turns to bolt for the window.
He's out the window before the others could react, some small remnant of the Hivemind's massive pool of knowledge letting him use his brand-new wings to escape.
and so he runs. he runs for the forest, finds a safe place to set up camp. and his fire lights easily, the cold seemingly reluctant to touch him.
and, eventually. Legundo appears. alone, in body, to talk to him. it... goes. they manage to talk, for a few moments.
but Robert does not trust Legundo. and so, when The King In The North says something in just the wrong way. he runs. he flies. he heads South, towards warmer territories. all still belonging to the North, for He had conquered fairly and won the Throne, but where Robert could more easily live away from people until he could rescue his king.
Eventually, he is found, or heads back north, or both.
And Legundo sends Sean to talk to Robert
He pulls most of His power away from Sean, doesn't touch the bond that holds Sean to the Hivemind, but otherwise removes most of His touch
and Sean. Sean manages to convince Robert that he genuinely doesn't mind.
how much of his thoughts are still somewhat influenced by that bond? well. that depends on the author! :)
And so, with Sean having convinced Robert that he's okay with this, Legundo now gets to treat Robert like a feral cat he's trying to bring home
eventually, Robert agrees, and a Tie forms between the North and the South
and Robert has his King back (kind of)
and the North has the oh so interesting Creature once more with him
and now he has the time to teach him, to help him grow from Creature to Being
#sky posts#sky reply#sky writes#sky does fanfic#hivemind legundo#scenario smp#I'm so sorry this took so long#I started to answer then it went in drafts and I got Ate by the holiday rush#I promise it won't take 2 months if you ask me another question /lh#I also didn't expect to slide into fic-bit in the middle of my summary but oh well#hope you have fun with this!
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Does Karmic conviction follow the law of Sprite Inheritance™️ if so, can we have some examples of shared sprites?
Also sorry if you already answered this question, I do not mean to be a foolish fool 🥺
Omg, what a fun question!! Of COURSE it does, Klaus and Constanze are both heavily influenced by the von Karma family so it's really fun thinking about how that would show :,) Constanze is a model von Karma of course, so she gets her equivalents of the already shared von Karma family sprites. I like the idea of her having a bow that's kinda halfway between Edgeworth's and Franziska's curtsy hehe
And of course, Klaus and Constanze are siblings, so there's a lot of parallels between the two of them as well! I think I mentioned this somewhere before, but the most obvious thing they share is that both of them will appear around crime scenes in silly places looking for clues, and afterwards, they both have a patting-themselves-down-and-adjusting-their-cravat sprite :)
I imagine Klaus flipping through his sketchbook looks similar to how Constanze flips through her ring binder too! I also definitely would want Klaus to pick up something from Athena after spending a bit of time with her, since he looks up to her so much. This is my top choice for that
#ask#soapspeak#karmic conviction#TYSM FOR THE ASK sorry it took a bit to answer i had to get round to doodlin these lol#i think connie very directly models herself after franziska so there would be more parallels with her specifically than that#in my head her default pose is like. one arm behind her back bent at the elbow which is a bit of a parallel to fran's hand on hip#without being the same pose#I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS#god i haven't drawn connie in so long i forgot how a little bit. i'm sorry girl
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to Edward, sit down the cushion and we will carry you inside the palanquin with parted curtains and poles
Edward: *Curious and maybe slightly suspicious. Is this one of Bill and Ben's tricks? Better play it safe.* Oh my. Well, I certainly appreciate for the offer. But I'm quite happy right here, thank you.
#thomas the tank engine#ttte#thomas and friends#ask ttte dragons#dragons of sodor#asks#ttte dragon au#ttte edward#Admin: The twins have definitely traumatized him a bit with their tricks.🤣 Sorry bout that.#He has to be so cautious you know. They've done all kinds of pranks at this point.#Also#I actually had to look up what a palanquin was for this ask! I didn't know what those things were called before now!#So thanks for teaching me a new word!#Also I'M SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO ANSWER!😭#Stuff happened. Yeah. :(#I hope I did a good job answering this too. I'm still getting used to this ask blog thing.😅
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My friend!!!! my friend!!!!
Sprinting into your arms full speed, actually !!!!
I love you.
#Answered#ooc#heeeeeeeeeeeh i took a bit of a tumblr break due to reasons and then had a family trip#but i am home now and ready to spam tf outta people's dashboards w/ reblogs again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I'm sorry to the things i've missed and I have a bunch of stuff in my drafts to scream about !!!
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Is there anything you could say to yabureme to get him seriously distressed immediately?
images moments before disaster
#boku no hero academia fanart#eraser head#nomu aizawa#Yabureme Aizawa AU#shouta aizawa#it's mic talking btw#I took this a bit literally and chose an actual comic moment from way in the future#so...#Yabureme Spoilers#the first morning Yabureme wakes up in Tartarus (second capture) after intake and he's alone in his cell with Mic#who tries to (gently) explain to him why his eye hurts more than it did before#pal... my dude... my amnesia husband.... Dabi literally destroyed your eye and it had to come out I'm sorry#and Yabureme immediately realizes that he can no longer protect Shigaraki at full capacity#even though it's arguable that that part of his life is over... the programming won't let him acknowledge it yet#so he panics#and reacts badly#tw eye strain#but basically the short answer to this question is... implying that he can't fulfill his duty#it's not even a conscious distress but a... survival one?#like. your whole self realizing that your purpose cannot be fulfilled before your brain does. so your body reacts faster#panic attacks? lashing out? yeah...#first session of therapy starts a few days after this incident SKDFGKSDFG
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Make me write game 💕💕💕
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💕 Post vow renewal
Okay, so technically this is well over 9 sentences, but I do believe I only actually added about 12 (maybe a little more). Several parts of this section were already written, but I added in multiple spots to link pieces together and flesh out the scene, so I figured I'd offer the whole thing. I have not proofread it, though, so please forgive any awkwardness or typos because I'm sure there are plenty.
And then Buck's reaching, but Eddie's pulling away, shifting himself up and off of Buck's body, off of the bed, and Buck feels himself panic, a quiet plea of Eddie's name pulled from his lungs before he can stop it. But Eddie's there, still so close as his careful fingers strip away the last of Buck's own clothes, discarding them in some haphazard pile beside the bed as he murmurs gentle reassurances that have Buck sinking back into the mattress beneath him as Eddie works.
When Eddie finally, finally manages to strip them both down, Buck is lost, all thought swept away at the sight of Eddie bare before him. Before Eddie can find his way back, Buck is reaching for him, gentle fingers tracing soft skin that stretches over hard muscle, dipping into the divots of Eddie's abs before tickling back over his hips as Eddie crawls back up over him. Buck sighs into the feel of Eddie's lips trailing kisses back up to his mouth, whines softly at the feel of Eddie's skin against his own as Eddie blankets him once more, not a breath of space left between them once Eddie settles back in above him, petting gently through Buck's hair as he presses delicate kisses over the sensitive skin of Buck's face. For long moments, Buck lets Eddie play, gives him all the access he needs to explore, but when Eddie's mouth tickles over a particularly sensitive spot beneath Buck's eyelids, he can't help the way a quiet giggle bubbles out of him. It should be embarrassing—should leave him shying away—but he's not, can only smile bright and content, as Eddie shifts back just the tiniest bit, just enough to let his eyes trail over Buck's happy features, and then Eddie's smiling, too, and chuckling just a little, those eyes full of all that soft, hazy brightness Buck had never quite learned to read until this moment, and Buck is absolutely giddy with it when Eddie finally whispers "you're beautiful, sweetheart.”
There's so much behind it—Eddie's words so full of the delicate devotion he's shown Buck from their very beginning, and Buck can't quite help the way his smile turned to a quiet gasp that escapes him at the awe in Eddie's voice. Finds himself reaching up, tracing careful fingers over the frame of Eddie's face, letting his touch come to rest at the cut of his jaw. And then Buck's urging him closer with those gentle fingers, guiding Eddie in for a soft press of a kiss that doesn't go further, but lingers, the both of them breathing the same air for long moments after they part, and Buck lets his gaze wander over every delicate feature his eyes can reach.
When he meets Eddie's eyes, he feels flayed open—like Eddie can see every complicated part of him he tries his best to hide. “Make love to me,” Buck pleads, whisper quiet, and for a moment he feels silly and cliché. But Eddie's eyes only soften, a sweet adoration Buck knows well suddenly settling into a whole new context he'd once expected he could never have.
Eddie doesn't answer, really, not in words, but his eyes study Buck's features like he’s something precious, and he presses his body closer than Buck think should be possible, leaving every inch of Buck singing with a sweet pleasure unlike anything he's ever felt before because it's Eddie, and he thinks maybe Eddie's touch is everything he's been searching for.
Eddie dips in to kiss him, then. A sweet, searing kiss that's over too soon and has Buck whimpering as Eddie shifts to mouth at the curve of his neck. Buck hopes he might leave traces there, marks Buck might get to keep even after he leaves Eddie's bed.
“I'll give you anything you want, Buck,” Eddie promises, then. Whispered words he hides in the crook of Buck's neck that leave Buck gasping and clinging tighter. “Anything at all.”
"Eddie," Buck whines, and it's desperate. A sweet, delicate, broken sound that trips over his tongue and catches in his throat that has Eddie smiling against the curve of Buck's neck, and Buck whines again as his breath hitches. "Eddie, I want you. Please. Tell me-tell me you want me, too."
"Sweetheart," Eddie presses into Buck's skin, lets his lips form gentle, reassuring kisses that linger as he pulls back, just far enough to catch Buck's eye, lets the fingers of one hand stroke through Buck's hair and then trace delicately over the birthmark at his brow, as he studies Buck's face, "of course I want you. I’ve never wanted anyone the way I want you.”
For a moment, Buck's quiet, trying his best to blink away the overwhelming emotion that settles over him at Eddie's words. But then he's reaching, sinking his own fingers back into Eddie's hair, hand cradling his neck. Then, near breathless, “How do you want me?”
“Forever.”
Make Me Write
#i feel long-winded here but whatever i'm fond of it#thank you!!#spotsandsocks#asks answered#the post vow renewal fic#fic snippet#my wips#wip ask games#make me write#also sorry this took so long—it got away from me a little bit
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Hey kevin why do you look so freaked out,,?
#He didn't seem to want to answer that-..#oh what is this#oh#spooky month#spooky month fanart#spooky month kevin#.. sorry it's been a bit..#uhm-..taking pictures of the manor wasn't.. a good idea.. took me a bit to get my phone back and to make sure my fingers were healing right#haha long story!#I'm alright don't worry! This happens a lot. Especially when I talk to Ignacio!#He's a bit explosive.
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Yara, let Ace draw you XD
Yara: "...This is really good, Ace."
Ace: *laughs* "What, you expected me to be as bad at drawing as Luffy?"
Ask Yara (or any of my OCs) anything!
#oc: bravada yara#ask yara#my ocs#my art#asked and answered#i was tempted to draw a bad stick figure but then i thought that would be too obvious lol#and ace has really beautiful neat handwriting canonically#so i decided he can draw a little bit XD#sorry i know this is ask yara but ace kinda took over XD#though if people want more questions directed at him (or both of them) i'm down lol#i haven't posted these for awhile because of school shit but i'm through that now!#i just think ace would very much be a total simp for his significant other lol#so i'm drawing inspiration from that here
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Slaps a bat sticker right across his mask and dips out.
Oh, Batman just not just do what he thought he did. Roman had braced himself for a punch, to wake up in custody and await the arrival of his lawyer as per usual but this time, Batman had done... something else. He'd touched him, Roman had felt that, but whether it was to fake him out or get him to stop yelling for all of two seconds had worked and Roman was steaming mad about it. "You wanna fight? You wanna fight some more, Bats!? Come back and take these cuffs off, you f-" He descends into an unintelligible rant of English, Italian and curse words in every language he knew of as the GCPD guards assigned to him struggle to keep him from flying off after the now out-of-sight vigilante despite already being in handcuffs, and none the wiser as to the bat-shaped sticker now plastered proudly on his face.
#bruz3r#Sorry this took a moment to answer I have been busy these last couple of days!#Fucking SCREAMED when I got this ask from you btw#I'm sorry it's a little short but I just think it would be so funny that Roman has no idea there's a sticker on his face#Facial nerves are a bit fried underneath all that burnt flesh and mask material you know?#People are going to be snickering at the sticker and he's just going get madder and madder about it lol
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