#I'm so tired ya'll.

[tizeline]

Oh? What's that? Ya'll want the next part of TSAU's story? Well fuck you you're getting this fucking thing instead.

[morathor]

Pike and Scanlan getting married: I'm not into this but it's the end of the campaign. It's easy enough to let it go and move on. Pike indicating she and Scanlan are amicably divorced: The knowledge that it didn't work out adds a bittersweet angle to the marriage that actually makes me like it more now. Whatever the fuck Pike and Scanlan have going on now: This is a glorious disaster and I want like a million episodes of this.

[flowerakatsuka]

as of the 8th, kuroba is officially a whole year old! 🍀

i originally made them as a way to take a break from my previous hyperfixation on pokemon, but then immediately got pulled back in by the 2nd scarvio dlc dropping. i was into osmt back when it first when it first came out and had actually made an oc for it back then, but i didn't really feel connected to them anymore so kuroba was born! all i can say is that i'm really glad i decided to revisit them ( and osomatsu-san as a whole ) again once my interest in the dlc started to wane.

when i first started focusing on kuroba and kurokara more, i never expected the immense kindness and support everyone has shown me these past few months. i feel like i struggle to properly express how thankful i am for that, but i really am! every single sweet tag on my posts, curious ask sent my way, or beautiful piece of art has truly meant the world to me. it's been so fun getting to interact with new people and become mutuals with so many cool, wonderful people, as well as make some amazing new friends!

though i can be a little reserved and have a low social battery most of the time, i've really love getting to know all of you and share my silly goofy guys with everyone. so truly, from the bottom of my heart, i want to say thank you so much for making blog a little reprieve from my daily life. i really, really appreciate it!! 🤗💕✨

as a little bonus, i'll share my first osmt oc from 2017 AND the first draft i made of kuroba!

yume... i can't remember if i named her that on purpose or not. she was also created to ship with karamatsu, i've always had to bother that man. i had a short-lived rp blog for her, but i sadly never got to do much with her. kara having more solid lore for his high school days now was one of the reasons why i ended up scrapping her, but i would love to revisit her at some point. ( i've thought about her being one of kuroba's middle school friends from back in yokohama... )

aaaand here's kuroba's original design, they were originally gonna work at a konbini! i ended up reworking their design and concept more once i realized they ended up looking way too much like me lol. i'm pretty sure i decided to make kuro own a flower shop when i saw kara from the 2nd hesokuri wars' work set.

[makoredeyes]

6, Saint/Osiris/Felwinter

whooo! we got a soggy one!

#6 - on a falling tear

It... was time. Nestled securely between Saint and Felwinter as they three curled together on the couch as he was, Osiris thought it would have been easy to open up about what had transpired in the Pits of Luna and after. Instead, he was finding that repeating the tale of his pursuit of Xivu Arath and her High Celebrant, the loss of Sagira, and his subsequent enslavement by Savathun was quite possibly one of the most difficult endeavors he'd ever embarked on.

The telling was simple enough. He'd told the story so many times now he could speak the words without even thinking them, without hearing his own voice. He could almost say Sagira's name without his voice breaking.

Almost.

(no he couldn't)

What he could not take were his lovers' reactions.

Saint knew it all far too well by now. It had taken some time for him to get the whole story, Osiris forcing him to piece it together, and he thought that perhaps this was the first time the Titan had heard it all cohesively from start to finish. But he did know it, and he'd had his time to grieve with Osiris.

He lamented picking those wounds raw once more, but supposed Saint did own some of that pain by insisting he remain with him while Osiris fulfilled his promise to Felwinter to fill him in.

Those scabs, even rubbed raw and aching again, were old and at least somewhat healed over now. The pain dulled. Saint hissed and growled softly here and there as Osiris spoke, his arms firm around his side of the  Warlock, but he no longer carried the explosive rage he once had.

His fuse had burned down. The seeds of his ire had been sewn, and the fallout from his behavior had been mended between them. They had moved on as best they could for better or worse.

But Felwinter.

Felwinter...

Osiris could feel his body gradually tighten against his side. He was getting quieter and quieter. He'd surpassed the limits of humanity, and was now too quiet, too still to pass as a normal Exo. It'd been a long time since Osiris had seen him this rigid. He'd gotten so much better at blending in. Even his body got too cold, roaring fans the only sound from him at all.

He was the opposite of Saint in this regard. He processed pain and rage so much differently. It frightened Osiris just a little: not for himself, but for Felwinter. What would his beloved do, now? Osiris wasn't sure but he worried about it.

"Osiris..." Felwinter's soft voice cut through his ruminations, and a gentle hand on his chin lifted his gaze. Osiris looked up from where he realized he'd been staring down into his hands on his lap, twisted into tight fists. He'd curled up into a knot, knees pulled in tight, ankles tucked beneath himself. He didn't remember moving. His eyes stung, and he blinked, grimacing when a tear escaped. Felwinter's eyes narrowed in one of his subtle, concerned frowns, and he leaned in, catching it with a kiss before it ran off Osiris' cheek. Osiris' breath hitched and he looked away, pulling from his beloved's gentle grip only to come face to face with Saint, who met him with the same exact treatment. "It is over, Osiris," Saint said softly, laying another kiss, damp and salt-tinged, over his lips. "And we are here for you." Felwinter bent deep to press his face into the back of  Osiris' neck, mouthing warm skin there, and nodded, squeezing him firmly where he held him. Osiris' breath caught again, and though he began to sob in earnest, he smiled, nodding.

"I know," he gasped, wiping angrily at his eyes only for Felwinter to look up and catch one hand, kissing the wetness away from his palm. Osiris' breath shook, but he didn't pull his hand away, turning his face into more peppering kisses from Saint while Felwinter began to lavish each fingertip.

"Light, I know..."

It would be okay, he thought. They wouldn't allow it to be anything else.

[milevenstancyendgame]

Thinking about how you can see people assigned female at birth having been conditioned to sympathise with and excuse the actions of cis-males, while also internalising misogyny; in how much morally black and grey cis-male characters are idolised and pitied and swooned over, while female characters of any sort get routinely hated for existing.

[taamlok]

if you like origins so much why don't you marry it

[heckitall]

if you could transport yourself to the beginning of any tmnt generation and stay in it, BUT you had no memories of how the plot goes, which generation would you pick?

Man, my first instinct was the 03 series but than i forced myself to like. think it thru.

prolly the IDW iteration tbh

i think its got the good mix of found fam and gritty realness that me-me without info on tmnt would enjoy

[angelmush]

hi molly, you inspire me so much, thank you for being you. im about to move to a new city by myself for the first time and im scared. how did you build your life into one you loved? how do i meet people? i want so many things but sometimes they seem so far out of reach!! anyway, wishing you well and it always makes me happy to come visit your page and see you living life so fully :)

hello sweet anon!! sorry i am just getting to this, i was out of town for a few days and have been pretty offline in general lately. to be honest, i feel really really really underqualified to answer any questions about meeting people and making friends, as it is something that has never come easily to me, but i will do my best because i am SO excited for you!! moving somewhere new can be really healing!! i also want to gently remind you that social media-- even tumbr --is a highlight reel.

building my life into one i loved.

i think it's a few things.

it's a skill to find excitement about small things. delicious meals, nice weather, cute animals. being intentional about noticing and allowing yourself to feel excited about the little stuff does some kind of magic in your brain, and in appreciating your life in general. i am not naturally gifted at this whatsoever, but it's a muscle that takes practice to build, like anything.

i also dedicate a LOT of my free time to hobbies. right now it's mostly knitting, but often it's cooking and training my dog as well. watching movies and talking about them with people. spending time decorating the house. i'm very very very much a homebody, often to my detriment. it is monumentally difficult for me to take the first steps to leave the house to do things, even fun things, but once i do i am almost always better for it.

one sort of silly way i have helped to mitigate this, is that my girlfriend and i have started making seasonal bucket lists and magnetizing them onto our fridge. it turns it into sort of a game i guess, and it makes me feel accomplished to cross things off. we did really really well with ours this summer! we have three sections, small things (make smoothies, try a new dinner recipe, make a playlist), medium things (take the dog to the lake, see a movie in the theater, have drinks on a patio), and large things (go camping, go to pride, celebrate my birthday), etc. we just made our fall/winter one and i'm already sooooo excited for it!! it helped me to have a reason to leave the house while we were still getting our bearings in this new city.

i also have limited my social media time more recently on all apps except tumblr and pinterest to 15 minutes per day total. this helps me feel so much less frantic and it's easier for me to stay present than it used to be.

i also started taking medication! it's been a really big piece of the puzzle for me, personally. it helps my baseline be significantly more resilient and regulated and stable. it isn't a singular fix, but it opens up more space for that joy.

as far as meeting people goes, i will let you know when i figure it out LOL. im someone that needs a lot of quiet alone time to function and so i spend a lot of time with myself. i am still learning how to make the bridge from casual friends to a deeper and more meaningful friendship with the people ive met since moving here last august, and it's been a very clumsy imperfect process.

i'm sure this probably wasn't all that helpful haha it felt disjointed to write, and like i said, i am severely underqualified to give advice on this topic. but these are a handful of things i think have helped me in the last year, so hopefully there's something you can take from it!! wishing you all the luck and joy and wonder on your endeavors!! you can send me an ask anytime!! <33

[mochicorvidian]

Made some Lavender Sans fanart since they deserve more appreciation and love

Lavender(Naturetale) belongs to @naturetale-official

[cxpperhead]

His pale chest rises and falls gently, so slowly and quietly that he appears more like a statue than an actual living, breathing being. The occasional flicker of movement in his eyes is the only sign that point to Copperhead being alive, his serpentine eyes perpetually open behind their clear scales as is known with all snakes. He's asleep, though vigilant even in rest, the assassin posed ready to strike in the event trouble crosses his path during this time.

[splatoondetective]

Sorry I haven't been active I just got back from a LONGGGGG road trip, so i didn't have access to the internet all that much :[

I'll get back to answering questions now that I'm back

Thought I did drew some koopaling pictures while I was there, I can post them if you'd like to see them :D

[wildflowercryptid]

i need to go to bed, but i'm filing the concept of terapagos!florian in my idea cabinet for kinda fucked aus i wanna explore at some point.

[taylorsabrina]

can i say something controversial about the summer i turned pretty?

[bapydemonprincess]

Ok, why the fuck does it matter to you or like, anyone that Sebastian is male? He is male in the manga. And that's all. That's the point. He's a butler. He's not a governess or something like that. He literally said he chose the proper form for an Earl and it was a butler. So he's a man in this, and he likely would not care or understand this whole trans agenda or genderfluid. Lol you people just love adding to things that just do not need anything added.

Are you still here, Anon? Hello?

Alright, hey, look listen, I'll tell you something. Something reaaally cool and special okay. Something, that might open your eyes..........

It's okay to make up stuff about canon characters from media that you like.

No one is gonna come bust down your door or mine for thinking a little outside of the information and plot provided by the story about like what these characters do behind closed doors, ect.

It's okay- and even smiled upon for some authors and creators -to expand the universe of this media we enjoy.

Maybe.

Just maybe.

You should try it.

You know, if you want to. No one is gonna force you to do THAT, just so long as you, you know, try to RESPECT other people making up harmless fucking headcanons about THEIR favorite characters in the same media in the process.

OKAY??????

[glaivenoct]

Tagged by @jazzraft , my beloved, like a couple weeks ago or smth??? I dunno, I'm tired in many senses rn and have no concept of time. Lazy Thursday activate.

3 Ships I Like: NyxNoct, Vashwood, Nanago (Honorable mentions; Twiyor + Shiguang)

First Ship Ever: Taylor/Jackson from Flight 29 Down.

Last Song You Heard: When My Devil Rises by Man With a Mission

Favorite Childhood Book: Winnie The Pooh + Magic Treehouse series

Currently Reading: Eighty-Six Vol. 1 by Asato Asato

Currently Watching: Kuroshitsuji & Mashle (Rewatching for the dub since I found out Aleks Le voices Mash & Ray Chase voices Rayne)

Currently Consuming: despair, idk

Currently Craving: A house. Relief for my achey hands. Cash tips from clients at work. Aguas frescas.

Gonna tag @astormrollsin @revenantghost @dustystarlite @oftincturedwords but ofc, no pressure, only if you wanna~ + anyone else that wants to do it <3 <3

[taamlok]

el oh el @ non-lesbians who think their opinions on the treatment and/or depiction of lesbians matter literally at all