#I'm so lazy

[idrinkoilalot]

DUDEE DUDEE YOOO UIOOO YOOI

they're slightly different due to my artstyle is starting to change but im not happy about my designs at all. I should change it all later, or idk I'm lazy tbh but dw

I think I'm keeping the design actually but I'm gonna change henry a little bit 💀

[cosmicanemoia]

LOVE ME TILL YOU LEAVE ME

Amelia Shepherd x Reader

SUMMARY

(Complete 19 chapters)

If we're not the ones who's left behind, we're the ones who's going to leave.

Dr. Amelia Shepherd finally found someone who's willing to stay with her for eternity and always chose to be with her. Dr. Shepherd might push this person away because she thinks they're just going to leave like everyone else does.

Dang! How the tables have turned. And how you prove her wrong.

Notes:

        This is my first take writing an original character x reader relationship. If you people want me to continue, please tell me, and if you have any suggestions, leave a comment. Sorry if there are a lot of grammatical errors. English is not my first language. Also, this is my first time writing for ao3, and I'm not very familiar with the terms often used by the usual writers.

P.S. I know this is not my first story on AO3 and on tumblr, but this is the first one I wrote, and I always forgot to post it.

P.P.S. Should I post every chapter here, too?

[goldenpinof]

i think we have a recording of Dan receiving a deliveroo notif during a preshow. someone tell me it was in Australia.

[orlandooo]

Vicky Krieps as Alma Elson

Daniel Day-Lewis as Reynolds Woodcock

Phantom Thread (2017)

Dir. Paul Thomas Anderson

[osakateto]

WIP bagginshield - 'one night'

[hirae-lith]

I made this OBM mc design last November in like. a day and I hate it now 😭 I love her hair and her silly vibes but I really need to redesign her uniform and casual fit...

[marameowmeow]

Hello! I was wondering if you're thinking about joining this year's Omovember. I'm not trying to pressure you or anything as pressure never bodes well for creativity. But I've seen you mention on ao3 you you're planning to re-write your previous (veryy well written btw) MHA fics this year? I was wondering if you're still up for that <33 Thanks so much for your time 🎀🎀

Yes i will! <3 <3 i want to so badly... writer's block is a helluva thing... but dammit i want to XD i really do, and i think this year i'm going to stop fooling around and do it. i just needed a little kick in the pants XD so... thank you!! <3 <3 and you're welcome!! <3 <3 i plan to see you guys in Omovember~ <3 <3

[chocolatepizzaaz]

creative block. . .

[moss-under-a-rock]

[amymbona]

Gonna go clean my room. Clothes are literally everywhere 😔😔😔😔😔😔

[smutpuppyy]

tagging posts is so hard 😔

[demigod215]

What do you mean I have to come up with motivations goals and flaws for every single character I write? Can't they do that themselves?

[isekyaaa]

I'm thinking about that other blog and why I don't have much actual interaction on there. And I know it's because I don't interact with others, nor do I really talk much about myself in general. I just have this feeling if I tried, no one would really care. And because I have this feeling, I never try. So I'm stuck in this lose lose situation where nothing develops.

But a part of me wonders why I care so much in the first place. Yes, I like attention, but I don't necessarily need it. I mean nobody ever interacts with this blog anymore but I still post on here regularly.

I suppose on some level I want some sense of community. But like I'm also aware of the dedication that comes with it and I'm not willing to give that dedication in the slightest. So yet another reason why I don't try. But I'm also scared of rejection which is another reason why I don't try.

All in all I'm a pain in the butt. LOL

[starrtoon]

I did NOT know that they had that kind of person on team with the Poison episode 😬😬 yikes.

I feel like there are a LOT of things that I could go on about it over (ya know...about the blatant blasphemy everywhere in it). The sympathetic lucifer story, the twisted Eden backstory, the angel's being Like That (I mean I guess you can look at it like "Some Christians act this way towards people because they think being Christian makes them better than others" but there is a better way to address that than the way this show is)....I fear that the day will come that they use a God/Jesus character and paint Him in a poor light while uplifitng Lucifer. I'm not sure if I would be more angry about that or sad/worried on behalf of the creators of the show.

I can see what feels like wasted potential in the more original aspects of the show. I feel like it could have been so much better if she had taken the original ideas/characters and the idea of redemption/forgivness and then placed them all in a fictional separate world that didn't include, as you said, the obvious blasphemy. I enjoy the music, the animation/art style (granted the pilot's animation was preferable).

....I feel like they were just trying to make St. Peter look like a stereotypical youth pastor. And one of the songs says "It'll take time to cover my vast multitude of sins" and I can't help but be like "that isn't hOW thAt WORKs"

I appriciate your response. It's good to see a lot of my thoughts were shared. I have difficulties pulling myself out of things when I get pulled in, so I've had some time to really think about the things that COULD have been good and the things that take away from it as a whole, what I'd have done differently, etc.

I've just taken to praying for the people who have worked on it and hoping they have the decency to not put "God" or "Jesus" on screen in the next season and make them awful. (Though I guess I did KNOW that they couldn't proceed with the show without taking a lot of things out the the Bible and twisting it around).

(I won't bother ya anymore with it btw. Some of it did just genuinely baffle me & I appriciate you taking the time to respond too me <3)

I'm sooo getting tired of media making satan 'misunderstood' lol. it got old fast, and there are some people who actually try to say the show is accurate 😭 I saw someone claim that it's true that satan wanted best for humans and that was why he was kicked from heaven. they clearly never read the Bible seeing that satan wanted to dethrone God.

yeah I could see they're trying to criticize Christians who basically do whatever they want (being hateful and evil in a different way) but still think they're going to heaven. but like you said, it coulda been done better than the show did lol

ikr, it had so much potential. and I do admit a few of the songs get stuck in my head from time to time, especially when a clip of the show appears on my tiktok FYP lol.

they probably took some doctrines from catholicism for that line XD don't they believe people will still go through some trails to pay for their sins even if they're saved? uhhh purgatory? lol

no problem! and oh gosh, yeah same, I hope they never add God/Jesus in it 😬 thankfully from the intro, it made it look like multiple angelic beings were technically the 'gods' who created earth. I'm sure they'd get a 'helluva' lot of backlash if they actually put Jesus in it.

also I don't mind if you wanna share more thoughts on the show or anything else. even if I take a while to answer asks, my ask box is always open 😊👍

[girlyriddler]

i need to read more comics to have a solid ground for selfshipping with comic!riddler but RAAAA

[lena-artz]

Heres Ezra for the rtc AU I created, he looks a bit basic but it's okay ^^"

(Just notice that I wrote "theit" insted of "their", just pretend it didn't happened!🥲)