#I'm so busy lately aghhh

[chiff0n-echz]

★More of those,,, Bad Sanses + Cross also coming up after my exams hehe

[konigsblog]

may i humbly ask for more of ur dominant soap writing orla 👐👐👐 thinkin ab college au delinquent soap where he gets partnered up with class valedictorian reader for a presentation,,, prim and proper reader inviting him into her home just for academic purposes, soap seeing how naïve + sheltered she was and their study sesh ending up with soap's cock ruining her virgin pussy, fucking her into her pretty pink bedsheets sjdjdj "you invited someone you barely know into your home bonnie, what'd ya think was gonna happen?" AURRR i love ur writing so much... scurries off to a corner to binge more of it

AGHHH i love you !! thank you so, so much i'm so glad you're enjoying my writing 🥹🥹 so sorry for answering this so late :( i get distracted and busy sometimes, but your idea is so... MFLFLDKMSMDM

he's so experienced, knowing exactly what makes you wet without fucking you before :( you're so innocent, nïave and sheltered, never having a thick cock pushed inside your tight virgin hole. you invited him over to study, to talk about who's doing what, and to revise over some notes. you could feel his gaze hardening on you, completely avoiding your stupid questions about the work and fucking his pretty, smart nerd so roughly :(

bent over the desk, meekly arching your back and wriggling your hips as he looms over you, gazing down at your tight ass. “nervous, bonnie?” he mocks, hearing you mumble and whine before easing inside your tight, unused pussy!!! you're so tight and wet around him, both large hands on your hips as he slams deep into you, calling you a dirty whore for wanting him to fuck you :( grr!! delinquent!soap who fucks so many girls, yet always comes back to you because you feel so tight around him :(

covers your walls in potent cum and gets you all dizzy and dumb, putting you into bed and leaning back on your chair, huffing at your panties and taking a pair for himself to cum all over :( “tight pussy gonna be drivin' me insane...”

[brummiereader]

Daisy! It's so good to see your writing in my notifications again ❤️!

You got me hun. I didn't realise at first what was happening, it didn't click until I was half way through. My heart 😭💔! This was an absolutely breathtaking piece of writing hun, hauntingly beautiful. You always write John so superbly ❤️. I am an absolute sucker for lovers sparated through the world of the living and dead. There is just something about it that always captures me. I can't tell you enough how much I enjoyed this 😍.

His trousers were smoothly ironed, a white undershirt covered his upper body and his hair was neatly combed, a sight that she hadn't seen in a while. This should have been my first clue. I got a small feeling something was off when she said she hadn't seen him looking like that in a while. But I brushed it off, thinking maybe because of the vendetta he'd been looking a bit scruffy lately. I honestly just loved this whole first part of them peeking through the curtains. Your descriptions were so on point, I felt I was there watching with them. You created such a peaceful atmosphere among the chaos and sadness, and instead of it feeling totally hopeless, it felt like a comforting warm hug ❤️.

He had noticed the dark circles under her eyes, the stress laced into the beautiful features of her face and the sparkle that was still missing from her eyes. Stunning Daisy. Again, throughout this whole wonderful story you have perfectly depicted the contrast between Y/N'S hopelessness and despair, and John's calm and soothing presence.

"I'm tired, John." She confessed quietly. “I know, darlin’ but you’ll get trough this. I know you will.” He tried to encourage her, trying to stay positive in a situation that seemed endless. My heart broke so much for her at this point. I can't imagine the torment she feels, being able to see and feel him, wanting to join him but unable to. Daisy, you have got me a little teary with this one 😢. Then went to visit Polly to ask her but she seemed too busy. He wanted to visit Polly 😩. Her asking him about his day, was so bitter sweet. She's trying to find some normality in her situation again 😭.

I love the light breather you gave us about the mischief they got up to at the bakery 🤭. He's always getting her into trouble, something I'm always fond of reading in your stories about him 🥰. Ah see, that’s when I knew you were the one. The most loyal woman I've ever known. 😩, you're gonna get me swooning over here!

Listen love, people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done.” John confided calmly, knowing his fate was laid in somebody else's hands the very moment he decided to follow his brothers' footsteps. Daisy! You have perfectly summed up the fate of all the Shelby family in this one line! They all live such a dangerous way of living, that they have almost zero control in how ends.

“You’re not doing them without me.” Aghhh 😭😭😭!! This broke me! So beautiful hun, so BLOODY beautiful ❤️! I can feel the love he has for her through the screen of my phone. This has to be my fave line, without a doubt. A small simple sentence, that holds so much hope and reassurance for her to continue on.

“Wait for, me, will you?” A small smile appeared on his face. “I will, love. I promise.” then you did it again with this line 😭❤️! I really, REALLY appreciate the fact you didn't have her imagining it all. Even if you did, but didn't write it, I love the fact you ended it this way. For me, John was with her, and he'll be there until she joins him.

LoDaisy, I have to say, this is one of my favourite of your works ❤️. Words cannot describe how much I loved this. Like I said, I adore this kind of prose, and this masterpiece has made It into my top favourites of stories I've read on Tumblr. I won't forget this story, and I think I'll often come back to read it again. Beautiful hun ❤️😘!

Shadows

John Shelby x female reader

A/N: It's been a loooong long while but I'm back and actually wrote a little something, inspired by the gif below. I hope you guys like it!

Warnings: Angst, grief

Word count: 1242

The sun softly crept trough the window, projecting the shadows of the textured curtains of Johns’s old Watery Lane bedroom on both his and (Y/N)'s faces as they peeked trough the side of them. The streets were eerily quiet and the tension of the ongoing vendetta was palpable.

"How long have you been in here?" John asked while he kept his eyes on the street. "Since last night, orders of your brother." (Y/N) answered. "I'm not allowed to leave under any circumstances. Probably until they say it's safe." She sighed as her eyes fell on John's relaxed frame. His trousers were smoothly ironed, a white undershirt covered his upper body and his hair was neatly combed, a sight that she hadn't seen in a while. "I wonder if it ever will be." She added softly.

"You know he wouldn't do this for fun, love." John replied as he moved his eyes from the streets to meet hers. "Probably for the better, eh?" She shrugged at his question that somehow sounded more like a statement. "I'm not too sure about that."

They held each others gaze for a while until she looked down at the floor, resting her body against the wall. He had noticed the dark circles under her eyes, the stress laced into the beautiful features of her face and the sparkle that was still missing from her eyes. He stepped closer, reaching for her hand and pulling her into his chest, safely wrapping his arms around her back. “I got you, you know that.” He mumbled against her hair before he pressed a kiss to the side of her head. He felt her arms find their way around his waist while she let her head rest against his chest, a soft sigh escaping from her lips.

“I missed you so much.” She whispered, her hands resting on his back. He kept quiet for a moment, feeling a pang of sadness in his chest from her words. "I missed you too." He replied, the tip of his fingers running up and down her back. "I'm tired, John." She confessed quietly. “I know, darlin’ but you’ll get trough this. I know you will.” He tried to encourage her, trying to stay positive in a situation that seemed endless.

“Can you please tell me about your day?” She quietly asked, longing for something quite normal in their turbulent lives. “Well…” He started. “I went home because I hoped I’d find you there but I didn’t. Then went to visit Polly to ask her but she seemed too busy. After that I came here.” He chuckled, the sound vibrating trough his chest, making her feel at ease.

“I haven’t been home in a while.” She disclosed, her hands grabbing onto his shirt. “Couldn’t settle anymore.” She felt his fingers gently run trough her hair while he pressed another kiss on her head. “I’m so sorry.” A wave of guilt washed over him.

“No, please, you shouldn’t be sorry.” She assured him as she closed her eyes for a moment. He held her close while his eyes wandered around the room. Memories of the past years slowly entering his mind one by one. “Do you remember the time we were caught stealing from the bakery a few streets away?” He asked, trying to lighten up her mood. She lifted her head to look at him, a small smile visible on her lips. “Excuse me? We? It was you who did it and I got caught while I was innocent.” She chuckled softly, getting a grin back from John in response. “It was even worse when my parents found out.”

He chuckled. “Hadn’t seen you in weeks after that.” He remarked, a smirk on his face. “I just accepted my fate and didn’t want to snitch on you.” She smiled at him. “Ah see, that’s when I knew you were the one. The most loyal woman I've ever known.” He winked at her before pressing a soft kiss against her lips. She gently cupped his face in her hands as her eyes scanned his face.

A few minutes in silence went by until she spoke up. “Do you think this will end well?” She asked, bringing up the vendetta again. “Of course it will.” He spoke up, not too sure if it would but not wanting to fuel her worries more. “We will win.”

His words caused a cold shiver to run down her spine, she held his gaze before slowly shaking her head. “We’ve already lost.” Her voice was quiet, almost too scared to speak the words out loud. Her hands dropped down to hold onto his waist. John took a deep breath while he put a strand of hair behind her ear. “You did not. You have to keep going.” His soft blue eyes tried to assure her.

“It wasn’t supposed to end like this. It’s not fair. It’s not fucking fair, John. It could be anyone but they took you… like it was nothing.” She looked away, feeling the tears burning in her eyes but trying to blink them away. John grabbed both of her hands when he spoke up. “Look at me.” She bit her lip, trying to avoid his stare. "(Y/N)... look at me."

She looked up at him, her teary eyes reflected the sadness that had took over her body. "Listen love, people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done.” John confided calmly, knowing his fate was laid in somebody else's hands the very moment he decided to follow his brothers' footsteps.

“People like you? You're a good man John, you deserved better. You never belonged in this life.” Her voice trembled as she put her hand on his chest. “Your heart was way too good for that.” His eyes were locked on hers, not knowing what to say. "We were supposed to be happy. Together." She added as she felt a tear run down her cheek. She remembered how he bravely protected her when they attacked him, at their own home. Brave, fearless and strong, putting up a tough fight but it wasn't enough.

She remembered how she saw him fall, hit by bullet after bullet. She remembered the agonizing screams that left her mouth and the light that left his blue eyes. She did what she could but there was nothing that could've saved him.

“You have to remember that I’m always with you, even when you don’t see me.” He interrupted her thoughts while he gently cupped her cheek, slowly stroking her skin with his thumb. She sighed, the familiar touch giving her the feeling of security she so desperately needed. “Promise me that you keep going, yeah? Do the things you always wanted to do.” He gave her a smile. “It makes no sense doing them without you.” She quietly spoke.

“You’re not doing them without me.”

She wrapped her arms around him again, hiding her face in his chest as she took a deep breath. The feeling of his strong arms around her made her forget about the harsh reality for a moment. “I have to go.” He whispered. “Will I see you soon?” She wondered, slightly hopeful. He was quiet for a moment, a bit unsure of what to say. “You will.”

She slowly let go of him, taking in the sight of him again. “Wait for, me, will you?” A small smile appeared on his face. “I will, love. I promise.”

Tagging some people who might like it, obviously no pressure to read it if it's not your cup of tea! @brummiereader @call-sign-shark @peakyswritings @zablife @emotionalcadaver @runnning-outof-time @raincoffeeandfandoms

[iuwon]

AAH sorry for not writing in a while☹️ i’ve been rlly stressed with school work lol, i got an a in latin tho‼️ ALSO THE FROST MV AGHHH, first time someone didnt die😍😍

n e ways what have u been up to??

-with love, ur scorpio twin💌

MY TWIN HELLO HELLO IT'S NO PROBLEM !!! i missed you a lot AHHH <//3 but i've been so busy with school also that i couldn't be as active lately☹️☹️ OMG AN A???? HELLO????? AMFWEJDJGKASFKWEJ I COULD LITERALLY NEVER 😭😭 that's literally smart sexy energy right here and i'm not even joking at this point /gen i am a dumb shit and PROUD. literally at this point pls accept my ring 💍💍💍💍

YES THE FROST MV I WATCHED IT LIKE 589327985723 TIMES HOLY FAWK ,, KAI LOOKED SO GOOD ISTG I'M GETTING MF WRECKED.

i've been trying to survive 😻😻 i think I'll be posting a hc soon ??? it's so bad though HELPFJWEJGAJJ i wrote it so late last night. aLSO this is pretty late news but i dislocated my knee dancing to wap MAEFJWEW honestly that's the only thing that's been interesting about my week. also i have a 4 day break so !! i'm !! going !! to !! hibernate !!

HELP IM SO BORING IM GOING TO JUMP😭😭 HOW ABOUT YOU HOW ARE YOU WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO??

[thenighttrain]

Hi Leanne! Your triple conjunction between Sun, Venus, and Mars sounds pretty nice: it certainly balances the Venus/Mars energy!

Personally I would say that my fave natal aspect (from my birth chart) is Saturn trine Pluto. I think this aspect definitely offsets excessive Earth energy in my chart, since it involves 2 fire signs. Though like what you've said, I also quite like my Mercury-Neptune aspect!

And you're right! I find that Neptune tend to mesh better when it's aspected to a planet that's ruled by an Air/Earth sign + soft aspects (as opposed to a Fire/Water sign + hard aspects).

So this leads to my least fave natal aspects: definitely Mars square Neptune followd closely by Moon opposite Saturn. I think the latter definitely tracks with emotional repression. What about you?

That's valid! I do agree that the perspective in A Spindle Splintered is quite interesting - it's one thing that draws me to fairytale retellings: seeing how the author reimagines well known story from a brand new perspective.

If there are a few things that I've noticed with my 2021 reading it's that: I quite enjoy books that focus on the storytelling and books that are narrated from an interesting perspective.

Speaking of Sleeping Beauty, the other retelling that I've read in 2021 is Malice by Heather Walter (thanks for recommending me this 💖). I certainly found the perspective of the evil fairy intriguing (love the moral ambiguity), but some parts felt a bit unresolved.

P.S. oh yeah, I definitely struggle to get into books when I'm under a lot of stress: I usually wait until I'm less busy to read an anticipated release.

Fingers crossed that the upcoming October releases are good! (there are certainly quite books with promising premises)

i think so too! saturn trine pluto sounds like one of the nicest saturn aspects. but oof, mars square neptune must be rough and also moon opposite saturn. my least fave is 100% my moon conjunct saturn, i read an interesting (and very accurate) post about moon-saturn aspects and really related to it! so i relate to u about being emotionally repressive. also i don't like my sun/venus/mars opposite pluto

books that focus on storytelling are so good! admittedly i haven't read that much lately, nor have i found anything that good but hopefully i will soon. malice was definitely interesting and i enjoyed it, but i see what you mean about some parts feeling unresolved! and same aghhh i need to read all the october releases and hopefully at least one of them is good 🤞🤞🤞

[towerfandoms]

oh wow it was really nice of your teacher to bring sushi!!! sushi is so good tho 🤤 oof now i kinda feel like having some ;-; I'm glad you didn't have much hw.

Chan is the sweetest :') he makes me cry and scream at the same time xD When he's says that stuff that warms your heart and makes you feel special i melt but then he goes on stage and oof 🥵🥵 hekdiwhsgs i suffer. Oh oh do you have a favourite song?-🌸

OMD I AM SO SORRY THIS QAS SO LATE-

i really want sushi 😭😭😭 it slaps so so so hard

NOW YOU GTO ME MORE IN MOCE WITH CHAN. I WAS LOOKING AT TWITTER POSTS AT STUFF HE DOES AND AGHHH HES SO CUTEEE <3333

I THINK BACKDOOR RN SHIT THAT STUFF BE FIREEEE

What about you ???

man this has been such a busy week 😭😭😭 so many tests. and now christmas exams are soon.

send help pls

anyways nb how you doing <333

[magicklore]

I wanted to do nanowrimo this year but I've been so busy studying that I'm 4 days behind! Better late then never but AGHHH

[taesthetes]

Hola! It's the crush anon back again after some insane drama, a whole ton of homework, and some quality crush time to rant about :) things have been pretty rough lately. It turns out that I'm obvious af about my crush and he always knew that I like him, and now my entire life is a mess. I also have another huge dilemma which I will send in another ask bcs this is too long already help

crush anon- (I’m so annoying ranting about my crush all the time) but now i have a huge issue. WHAT THE HECK IS LOVE BECAUSE IDK I FEEL LIKE IM IN LOVE WITH MY CRUSH? i’m so confused. I’ve liked him for ages and now I feel a lot different around him. I get scared when he’s sick and doesn’t come to class & when people talk about him I always feel v protective. all I WANT IS TO GET A 4.0 GPA BUT IM SO CONFUSED AGHHH

hey, petal!! i’m really sorry for the late response– i’ve been busy with all my classes and tired from all the socializing. but omg, if he knows that you like him and he said maybe when people asked if you two are dating, so obvioUSLY HE LIKES YOU BACK AND YOU TWO ARE MEANT TO BE, I’M SCREAMING ALL OVER AGAIN. I LOVE MY OTP 💗💗

and you’re not annoying at all!! i love hearing about you and your crush, it makes me so happy alkjdhfalksjdkfl buT I DON’T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS EITHER, I’VE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE AKDSFASDDF hmmm it’s like seeing the waiter coming with your food after an hour wait for a table and a 45 min waiting period for the food to cook? i feel like being in love is finding someone that makes your life even better and happier. your life is already complete in itself, but the person you’re in love with will add that silver lining to it :) aljkshfdlajsk but you sound like you really like him a lot, perhaps even love him. i’m rooting for you, petal!! and same, all i want is a 4.0 gpa too.. why are boys so distracting?? i hope you’ve been doing good and having a nice week, petal! 💘

[nestorquik]

HELLO!! I have bad service where I am so I'm not very active and it sucks, how has ur day been?

Aghhh I’m sorry I’m responding to this a day late!! I had a busy day yesterday and had two grad parties!! But rn I’m at breakfast with my friend @teenagedreamqueen who is leavin for Germany in like 2 hours and she’ll be there for 3 weeks :-((

[princettegil]

Stop touching your face. Stop touching your face! STOP TOUCHING YOUR FACE!!!