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PLAYING FAVORITES


Pairing: Dandy x reader
Relationship: romantic
Warning: no warnings surprising, are you guys shocked
Type: headcanons + drabble
It's no secret that he picks favorites
"Dandy, I appreciate the sentiment but..." you stare at the medkit in your hands, a confused look on your face as you attempt to understand just why he had given it to you. You definitely didn't need it, and you certainly had all your hearts intact. The only wound you had received during the last floor you had ventured into was a tiny scratch you had made yourself. Which had been a complete accident when you found yourself tripping over a capsule and onto the floor. "I don't need this..."
"Nonsense! Take it, free of charge! We don't want our greatest friend dying any time soon, do we?" He winked, nudging the first aid further into you. It seemed like he wasn't taking no for an answer.
"Hey, uh- I need one too." Oh god, Vee looked terrible. Normally, only one of her antennas would be bent. But, this time, it had looked like a twisted had tried to forcefully rip the other one off her head. And when that didn't work, decided to scrunch it up and tug at it until sparks came flying out of its base. The left side of her screen had been cracked, a long line running down from top to bottom with tiny strands breaking off near the edge. Just one look at her and it was almost obvious that she had lost a heart, and probably would've lost the last one had she not gotten into the elevator on time.
Dandy took one look at her, his smile never wavering as he spoke. Although, if you looked close enough, you could see the strain behind it. "Two hundred tapes."
Safe to say the others would catch onto this little trend after a while
He pretended he wasn't biased when it came to you
Acting dumb like there was no difference in the way he treated you, compared to how he treated everyone else
Sure, he would smile and wave, act nice just to keep the tapes rolling in
He was still their friend, he couldn't just be mean
But, he couldn't doubt how special you were compared to them
Day one he was practically at your beck and call, even before everything had turned to ruin
He knew things were different now, he knew you probably wouldn't let him do all the things he used to back when you didn't have to worry about the possibility of having some corrupted version of your friends tear you to pieces
But, he could still dream, couldn't he?
He couldn't help but indulge in fantasies every now and then
Letting his head rest in his hands as he watched you interact with the others
Sure, he would've preferred if your attention was on him
But, he could pretend he didn't mind sharing
Although, sometimes he wasn't so good at it
He'd miss the days when you'd let him just lay beside you
His head on your stomach as he'd pick at the floor beneath you both, mindlessly staring up at you in an almost dazed like look
The others used to tease him about it
About how well known his feelings for you were, and yet he never wanted to admit it
After all, what would happen if he did?
There were risks he had to consider when it came to telling you how he felt
And he never liked any of them
He almost preferred keeping them a secret, letting them fester inside until they were practically pouring out of every crevice in a desperate attempt to keep himself sane
Maybe you were the reason he hadn't gone crazy yet
But, if you kept your attention straying from him for a bit too long, there's a good chance he might just lose it
Make sure to talk to him every round
Say hello, tell him about the twisteds you encountered, share how you made a mistake when extracting ichor from a machine and almost run into a wall while trying to hide
Anything. Just anything.
He needs it.
#I'm so sleepy right now and it's only 5 pm where I am#(almost 6 pm)#man I had such a cool title for this but it was too dark for the more fluffy theme of this post#maybe i'll use it next time#I'm not good at titles if you can't tell#dandys world#dandy's world#dandy dw#dandy dandys world#dandy's world x reader#dandy dw x reader#x reader#dandy x reader#dandy dandy's world#I'd grammarly this but im too tired#I apologize for any mistakes
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Self portraits cuz I really like how this one turned out and it's been a while since I last posted traditional art :3
#me core#therian tag#self portraits#traditional art#artists on tumblr#brazilian artists#dogkin#transmasc#creeps dni#i'm a minor#btw in case you can't tell the weird shape behind me is a tail and the inverted triangles on my hair are ears I'm a dog therian#the are also a reference to myself I'm starkin#should i tag this too?#otherkin#starkin#catkin#spiralkin#TF YOU MEAN THAT'S NOT A THING 😭😭😭#fairykin#vampirekin#you can't really tell but I'm#ghostkin#btw ignore this unnecessary amout of tags lmao just playing with the tags#i too sleepy to even care#my art#my sketchbook#yippee#transgenderism#personal stuff#mike does art sometimes
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awkward way to have a convo but okay
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#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#a dollar and 75 cents#pose i've had stuck in my head for a hot minute with side effects like Radiation Poisoning so i have to dispel and now the effects are just#like. a little bit that way kfjsshfvh#//anyway got this all done today isn't that sick !! think you can tell from the lack of cleaned lines for some spots and the Confusing#things but yea :D#//also i meant to work on a totally different canvas than this but uhhh this happened somehow lmao#Also i Do try to do fanart sometimes i'm being so honest right now. because i think things are cool more often than i lead people to think#UT i'm super bad at staying on task so i always end up drawing completely unrelated ocs. it's like a superpower Jhfsjfvsj#This Time though i can blame the really bad brain fog though :33 i forgot. i thought. i did something else. ceaser said that i believe#//but anyway yea these two.. definitely got a thing [energetic but vague gesturing] goin on. don't like whatever it is bc it's funkin with#my brain chemicals in a jazzy way and i can't take more psychic damage from them rn dude i've already got the worse-than-usual brain fog bu#Yea hfsjfhbvhsgjf#/why isn't vernor here? because she's a well-adjusted and routinely concerned party she doesn't need the extra trauma thank you Jfsjfvbhsf#i'm gonna give her a tea party though. she's earned it#gonna be the kind with tap water and ice cube tea cakes But! it Is a tea party lmfsvhfh#//anyway Yeaaaah i'm sleepy tired now. sigh!#wanted to finish this movie i have here and then rewatch tangled but i now just want to sleep. there's to-OH tomorrow's saturday let's go#but YEA i gotta sleep. fingers crossed i do that hfshvhf#and yepyeayee Toodles !! night :3 :D
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martha, i'm coming home sweetie--
I'M BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING!!
#BIG wip big big wip but i made myself laugh so i'm sharing it asdfgh#the muse list is also a wip bc i'm too sleepy to tell you if there are other muses i wanna write#i know there are but my brain is quitting on me i fear#btw it's a sideblog so i can't follow back! well i can but it'll be chiyo's unfinished blog so... that may happen uvu#get ready to ramble | ooc
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..someone hear me out on 1xshed actually
-sleepy but c00l anon
#🔨#inc#(technically it's not incest but i'm tagging it as such just for categorization reasons)#(i do love them as incest though. dadson beam)#sleepy but c00l anon#my favorite ship mentioned#people need to talk about it more ughh#to me the hatred is mutual (but you can tell who's the bigger hater) but they also can't exist without each other#not like soulmates or anything but also like soulmates#they're kismeses.#the ones that get it get it#in layman's terms: you and someone else hate each other so much that it's genuinely romantic how much you're devoted to that relationship#you hate the negative parts of them with your entire hearty and soul but are also violently (and i do mean violently) in love with them#and also you fuck nasty#i think that's an oversimplification trust it's more complex than that#what am i doing this wasn't supposed to turn into a lingo lesson#anyway. 1xshed woohoo#prosaken#proship#proshipper safe#proshippers please interact#darkship#darkshipper safe#darkshippers please interact
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It's still Friday where I am so 👀👀 for FFWF, who are some authors that inspire you? Are there any you consider to be good teachers, or have styles that you admire and try to emulate? What is it that you like about them?
I try to emulate Emily Henry so much I'm worried it's legally actionable. Which is crazy because I have hated every other contemporary romance book I have tried to read in the last five years. I actually own all her books despite having very few books in the house (I read a lot but it's from the library). I like the way she plays with common romance tropes but still indulges in them. I like her characters and the way they feel inside when they're in love. Sometimes when I'm stuck I'll just open one of her books to a random section and read a little and something in my brain will shake loose.
@rowanisawriter got me to read Sally Rooney and I don't remember the last time a writer imprinted on my brain and sense of style so quickly. You'd think that wouldn't work with romance but she makes me think a lot about how to describe what's happening inside of my characters and how they're perceiving the people around them.
I really liked Brandon Sanderson after the Mistborn trilogy but I haven't loved any of his other works yet so the jury is still out. Jon Krakauer is a non-fiction writer but I've read almost all of his books ("Into Thin Air" is my favorite).
"Bird by Bird" by Anne Lamott was the most helpful book about the art of writing that I've read so far. "On Writing" by Stephen King is my next "book about how to write" that I want to read.
#thank you bestie#i actually just got the last henry book i didn't have on friday because i went to a bookstore that was having a going out of business sale#does this actually answer the question#i'm so sleepy i can't tell#i'm sending this out in the morning instead of like...2 am#m: asks
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I have a genuine question. correct me if I'm wrong but... if Izuku wants to stay a teacher, he has to work 5 days of the week from 8 am to 4 pm. And he's extremely exhausted after school... So the only time he has for the hero work is the weekends? Also there are so many other stuff like training camp, hero license exam,... it would take too much of his time.... So he has this billion dollar suit funded by his friends with hatsume and Melissa's time and hard work for 8 years.... Just to only use it for the weekends?
Because at the end of 430 it was implied as a really big deal but now it's just "oh I would only do hero works at the weekends but thanks for the billion dollar suit, it's great." if that's the case they should have given it to someone who works on a daily basis then? 😭
#It's 2 AM and I'm sleepy so tell me if I'm missing sth here#Since everyone wants to be so realistic for the ending then it is realistic that after work you're so exhausted and you can't even move#Specially if you're a teacher#At a hero school lmao#So the only option is the weekends#2 am rant time
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yuri i am reminded by your girls again and.
i.
flops on the floor pathetically
well i sure hope you didn't forget about her then >;) <3333
#ask#my art#fem!error#sorry i'm sleepy i can't open my eyes enough to tell if this is good enough to post but eh!#basic doodle be upon ya!!! hope you like her cause i think she does >:Dc#thanks for passing byy!! i think about them all the time sadly😔#no space in my head only girls taking over skeleton aus i'm afraid</3#anywas BYYYE i'm sleepin mimir all that funky jazz<33333
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talked to a vendor at the con today and when i mentioned miraculous, they said 'i just finished season five last month' to which i said, 'oh i'm sorry.'
first time ever someone was confused by that reaction
#let's go#talked to someone else#they said they'd only seen the movie#and i was like 'oh that's fine it's the better ending'#and the other vendor was like 'they're right'#i love miraculous but holy fuck i do hate it too#can't wait for it to make a return boom in a few years and everyone realizes lukadrien is the supreme ship just as what happened to zukka#wow that tag feels like so much more than 140 characters#is it 140#wait am i just now discovering tumblr eliminated their tag length no fucking way let me keep saying stuff most of the time the tag stops at#wooo false alarm y'all#that other tag is only 137 characters but i guess i used Big Letters#i am sleepy can you tell#i hope this doesn't appear in either fandom tag#just. Watching miraculous it's fine#it's a decent show#whatever#but once you begin an ounce of analysis#that's where it gets u#god i can't fucking believe it's only 9 months#i'm done ranting in tags i need to sleep
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I think I've fucked up
#i ranted to my girlfriend and i know she probably is just busy but my brain is screaming that i made her upset even though..#my rant was about my own situation and how i feel about it and then i apologized for complaining at her and said that i wasn't supposed to#and I'm worried she thinks she's not supposed to complain to me when i just meant that i don't like telling people about my shit#and i know she said i could tell her and that she wants to support me but she and my boyfriend are my first relationships#and i don't want to fuck up and i think i have and i haven't told my boyfriend about my diagnosis yet#and I'm scared I'll complain at him too when i tell him and i don't care that he's told me i can and should complain to him#i don't want to saddle them with my complaints#and i called out of work because of how I'm feeling from my diagnosis and that's what i ranted to my girlfriend about#and i'm terrified she doesn't want to date me anymore because my reaction to being diagnosed with one more thing is so fucking pathetic#and i just need to cry and scream and throw up and i can't do any of those things and i feel like everyone except her is telling me#it's no big deal when it is a big deal and i don't think i got it through to my therapist and I'm just freaked out and i don't want to cling#and and and I'm just. i hate existing right now#i feel like i shouldn't do what i want to at home because i called out from work and i know that's stupid but i don't feel like i deserve#nice things right now despite needing them and I'm just so tired but not sleepy and i feel like I'm going to have a panic attack and#i can't even do anything about it!#fuck#i fucked myself over basically#anyway#drink water you heathens
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#God gives his hardest shifts to his sleepiest employees#I'm the sleepy employee I haven't known peace since this guy realized I don't like scheduling days off just because#Like you can't tell me that you're giving me shit shifts since the 16 year olds are booking off weekends because YOU HIRED THEM :) YOU HAD#TO KNOW THIS :))#YEAG THEY'RE BOOKING OFF WEEKENDS AND TRYING TO GET OFF EARLY YOU HIRED CHILDREN FOR SHIFTS THAT GO ON GOR 7-8 HOURS A NIGHT#SIR#Sorry hi we're all having a good time :)#I love my job but I'd like. A weekend. One Saturday. Of peace. Hang out with my dad play some hollow knight give me partner a smooch perhap#I'm eepy :)/#Hope everyone's doing well haha goodnight :)
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wailing at the sky I'm tired ! ! ! ! ! !
#just me hi#ik i'm testy rn and i should take a nap but ouuhhrrr#consistently on drives i've been just. dropping energy like nothing#like on the way to wherever i'm good i'm floating it's great. but then on the way back it's just. Bleugh kfshv#and then my legs get tired cuz i can't stretch !! i'm dyinggg out here#hate being tired. hate being sleepy. wish i could banish the neepy forever tbh#however the awesome embrace of sleep is pretty good so i guess it's a trade i'll have to be content with. sigh#wah. blah. bloo. ouhrr#//anyway let me tell you abt smth really nice now hfhvbsh :>#so i was just sitting down last night doing.. smth i don't rember lol and my youngest siblings come over like ':3 we have something for you#which is immediately suspicious and i was measuring the level of child-safe violence they were going to be subjected to lmao; but i asked#what it was and they handed me this little paper bag full of little bracelets and beads and hair clippies ????#and the bag said 'we appreciate your existence' And had oath's little symbol on the front dude are you KIDDING ME#if it wasn't for the fact i did not want to scare them i would have cried. it was very very sweet and i wish i wasn't so flat irl kfvshg#there were 2 bracelets n one of them says 'space buddy' (tears in funkin eyes) and the other one says 'pink space'#'pink space' has the 'ace' part highlighted Do You Understand What They've Done To Me#dude. dude. [<- big wet eyeballs staring at the horizon]#i need to like. hbwauhhhhhhhh#i love them so ??? i need to explode them asap lmfshvg#/anyway putting this here cuz i don't wanna forget kfhghfs#i don't think leo reads these tags so Lmaoo 💥 get 'Unknowing of Things'ed loser#//okey i'm gonna go melt into a puddle of ice cream now#oouuuu here i go... toodles lol :3
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bad news; slept like Absolute Shit last night
good news; took a nap & feel great
even better news; marketing article extension GRANTEDDDDDDDDD 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
#silver jelly#tbh i hate so much when i tell someone i haven't slept well and they're like 'well i haven't slept since i was four years old' like ???#okay???? it's not a competition?????? i'm allowed to be sleepy????? hello ???????? your suffering isn't virtuous take some damn ambien?????#i mean this guy's an asshole; i know this.#also not an asshole thing but i found out today he's 37 and he'd never heard of a goldendoodle and fr i was gobsmacked i'm sorry.#like i 100% understand not knowing all the dog breeds; there's a LOT!! but he's an editor and our primary client is a dog trainer???#the last batch of articles for them were 'how to adopt a goldendoodle in [state]' ????#and goldendoodles are...........i mean they're not exactly cirneco dell'etnas or kuvaszs you know what i mean?#i think i saw goldendoodles every day in dc. plus it's like -- golden. well that must be golden retriever. quintessential dog right there#a real dog's dog. then; okay; 'oodle' gotta be poodle! everyone knows a poodle!#i feel like columbo rn scratching my head. never heard of a goldendoodle. learn something new every day i guess!#i wasn't a dick about it tho i said 'they're a real marvel if you haven't seen them. they look like little men!' and sent a pic.#i just can't let that stand tbh. you gotta see em.
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open to mutuals | she's a lil rascal ♡
" oh, i'm trouble? " her laughing eyes crinkle at the edges, and chiyo leans forward to prop her chin upon her palm. the smell of fresh coffee wafts from her cup, warming the artist from the inside; quiet, relaxed music lazily drifts in the background, creating an atmosphere that nearly has her eyes falling shut. it feels perfect. this morning feels perfect with them.
" y'gotta elaborate on that, " she presses and curls her free hand around her mug to bring it to her lips. " i've been an angel this morning. "
#okay i did stare at the screen for a hot minute before i finally managed this and i can't tell you why she's there for breakfast#you tell me -- maybe they're besties and had a sleepover#all i know is my sleepiness transferred to chiyo and sleepy chiyo is so cute and clingy and soft but still just as silly and mischievous#i just love her a lot okay :' )))#gimme a soft lighthearted morning i'm holding my hands out so politely uvu#i had to be there to be loved | interactions#man i gotta go to bed now
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Gotta say, telling people about my issues helps put things into perspective and make me more sane about things
but good luck getting enough trust out of me to talk about anything
#Vio's Personal#Maybe I lose enough sleepy to rb things tomorrow jknjk maybe not#Anyways. Big thinks I'm having in the meantime#I like to not tell anyone anything for 8 months at a time and then be impressed that when I finally do I#am like 80% less ready to tear my life apart#This is because 1. I trust like 2 people enough to talk to about life#2. If I say a negative thing this is clearly a detriment to everyone I love (by making them sad)#But being Forced to come to terms with the ol idea that an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure#that said I still can't discern what's gossip and what isn't#I have been deciding lately that on top of avoiding it for being sin#I actually am coming to hate it myself#which is good but also hrm. What to do when you're seeing it... idk#The inciting incident for this realization was awhile ago btw#don't think you can pin down a timeframe. I'm intentional about those kinds of things
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birthday cake
#you know those dreams where you have a kid and you raise them#so maybe i've never known grief but#when i was sixteen i dreamt i had a little brother#i was eight again and holding my sister's hand as we watched the door of the delivery room with sleepy eyed stares#she's four and holding her jellycat with me because i insisted i didn't need one because i was eight#it's midnight in germany. i'm holding my knees waiting#waiting#someone comes out and tells us it's a boy#i saw the joy in my father's eyes#i felt it in mine too#i watched him through the glass of the observing deck#he was new and he was beautiful and they'd called him alistair and i loved him#he grew to love cats and rockets and know all the lyrics to all the queen songs and be good at maths#he had my sister's eyes and my hair that was always grown out#he hovered on the doorway of my bedroom#his shadow was a permanent fixture in the landscape of my childhood room#he ate a lot of sugar but refused to eat chocolate#because he knows i can't have it#he played the violin because sherlock holmes did#his jokes are awful#but we laugh anyway#my sister and i taught him to swear and swim and play the piano#when i woke up i felt an inconsolable grief knowing that i was sixteen again and he never existed#everyday i'm forgetting his face little by little#so if dreams really are different universes then he's twelve today and i'm at home and i've just made his birthday cake
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