#I'm sad there wasn't yuuji tho

[justpendule]

It's the sales season in my country at the moment and I found these two 60€ figurines with a -70% discount so I bought them at 17€ instead. The GoodSmile Company's figurines are usually so expensive, I was really lucky!

[cruyuu]

Sukuita is so, SO good (ship it romantically or not) and has so much depth it makes me sad when certain people latches onto Yuji to spread their anti Sukuna agenda

Or latch onto kenjaku saying he deserved to live and die with honor, did you forget what he did to Choso and the women he raped???

It truly is, anon. It has practically everything you wish for and now that it's lowkey canon that hurting one will hurt the other, I don't know how more people haven't latched onto this ship. Like Sukuna's weird behavior wasn't enough, now add the fact that Yuuji talked with him, teased him about catching crayfish (for no reason), and even asked if he likes flowers. These two... I swear...

I'm not anti-Kenjaku tho, anon. I love them a lot but I also love Sukuna and I always say: if Kenjaku (who was also a piece of shit by our morals) can have a happy end, why can't Sukuna? It pains me that people are now cheering for him to die and aren't considering alternatives. Even I, who knows that he might die, cannot cheer completely nor wish for it. In fact, I wish that he survives.

[gojosbf]

Sorry, but I need to say something I've been thinking about for a while. I found geto's death forcing. 1.he loses to a boy with no experience and the power of ''love''. 2.he was stronger and had more knowledge and experience than the boy yuta. 3. It seems that the author just wanted to get rid of geto so that this annoying villain Kenjaku could come. 4. In my opinion, Geto is the best villain. I don't understand why the author didn't want to continue with him. 5. His death was forced because Saturo already had a change in character and personality. What I'm trying to say is that in the film, Satura is already different, he's no longer that immature young man. 6. the serious work was much more dramatic if geto had survived saturo blow he would have become stronger and returned as a villain again with sukuna. Sorry if it's big, but I have these doubts that such a good and well-constructed character had a horrible ending and very little.

I have mixed feelings about this anon but first I'd clarify things point by point for you and then give my opinion if possible

1. Yuuta Okkotsu has a special grade curse, the queen of curses Rika, the power of "love" you speak tho it might sound cliché does fit here well and it was explained in the manga that love is considered the most twisted curse (if you saw the movie you'd have seen that gojo said this line to him too).

2. Yes sure geto had more experience and knowledge but yuuta is an acclaimed prodigy, his cursed technique is mimicry, rika was so scaringly powerful even before she fully evolved, geto KNEW that if he absorbed rika he'd have everything needed to form his "ideal world". He wasn't just any nobody who managed to get lucky.

3. Okay now here there are two reasons and I am trying my best to find words to explain it, yuuta was meant to be the original mc of jjk, he is the op character. Geto wanted rika (as I mentioned in the previous point) to accomplish his dream so if geto won that battle the story as whole would've taken a very different turn, we wouldn't need itadori and the whole first years and their stories. Remember how I said yuuta was supposed to the actual mc? Yeah that's were gege actually made changes so he could make a better and elaborate plot.

4. Geto Suguru was infact an amazing villain, yes. But you've also got to understand that he was sympathetic towards jujutsu sorcerers, he'd never risk harming them (his own last words being "I never hated anyone from jjk high") unless they're in his way. He had to die because we needed someone who'd go all out, no mercy to anyone, no regard and sympathy for anyone and that's exactly why we needed someone like kenjaku, who was equally powerful, evil and not shy to bring hell.

5. Geto's death had nothing to do with "changing gojo's personality", that change already happened after hidden inventory and premature death arc. His death was an important decision for future plot points (explaining why yuuji was special, sealing the strongest etc).

6. This is where I fully give my opinion, sure Suguru would've come back as stronger and even more powerful villain but would he have achieved what kenjaku did? Geto Suguru that we knew would choose any other route than sealing Gojo, he literally did not even try to protect himself and gave gojo a chance to kill him (during kfc breakup), he never attacked jujutsu high until yuuta happened, he worked with rejected sorcerers and never paired up with evil curses like hanami, jogo and mahito. So, to put it simply it was important part of plot that geto first turned evil and then died, that shaped so many important arcs of the manga and it was well thought out for long run. Sure it's sad and frustrating but that was one good writing move on gege's part and there's no denying that.

[trashexplorer]

BLCD Review: Saezuru 7

Title: Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai 7 (囀る鳥は羽ばたかない 7)

Author/Artist: Yoneda Kou

Shop: CD + Manga

Release Date: 2021/07/28

Cast:

Hatano Wataru + Shingaki Tarusuke

Okitsu Kazuyuki

Masuda Toshiki

Ookawa Tooru

Ueda Yuuji

Satou Takuya

Miyake Kenta

Ito Kentarou

Nara Tooru

Synopsis: Adaptation of the 7th volume of the series.

Review Proper

I'm not sure what's gonna end first: the series or my fucking life.

As much as I love Saezuru, it's gone on for so long that it's starting to get old literally and figuratively. You know, I wouldn't even be mad if Yoneda Kou ended the series by killing Yashiro off in 6. 7 is still well-written to a point and the BLCD did deserve to rank second AGAIN in chil-chil 2022, but I'm not sure about the future of this series (it wasn't nominated in 2023 tho which is one of the few good things about 2023's).

I say a lot of things, but I'm still invested in vol. 7 & 8.

I don't know who I'm jealous of, BUT THAT SHOULD BE ME! This scene is in vol 8, not 7, but I wanted to include it anyway.

I do agree that Saezuru portrayal of the whole yakuza deal is the realest 'cause happy endings over there are quite rare, but this isn't a novel that comes out in one go. Doesn't help that June is ass. I've heard from several friends who've read the latest releases that it feels like it's lost its way and that just makes me sad. I'm still hopeful tho.🤧

As I've already stated, this placed second in 2022's awards. I mean, it's Saezuru. Frontier doesn't spare a penny for it lmao. All the major characters are voiced, and they managed to bring the A-listers back again. Sometimes, I forget that Saezuru is actually based on a manga whenever I listen to the BLCDs 'cause the production is just that good.

Shingaki slayed as usual. I've said this many times before, but no matter how bad or how well he does in another role, he will always be Yashiro. I just came from Tsunaida and we're in the middle of a Rei event in Nu:carnival, so I would expect myself to adjust to Yashiro, but I didn't need any of that lmao. Yashiro is truly Shingaki's magnum opus. I'm not at all surprised that he placed 3rd best seiyuu for Yashiro. Deserved.

Speaking of Nu:carnival, I will forever be obsessed with Yashiro's relationship with the other characters aside from Doumeki. Nanahara's voiced by my one true love, Okitsu, but like Yashiro, I love him for his character and not his voice. It is nice having the other veterans in here with him, too. The slut trio is complete with Daddy Complex SatoTaku, Boss Ass Chaser Okitsu, and Damel in Distress Shingaki. #BLESS I want Kamiya to end up with Nanahara.

I haven't heard Wacchan in years HAHAHAHAHA. His Doumeki is still amazing as always. My issues with the story aside, I'm really looking forward to his "break" in vol. 8. EEEEEEE

Special mention to my Ryuuzaki and Miyake Kenta who made their comebacks here too. I missed him so much! LMAO

The BLCD is pretty accurate to the... magazine at least, but June does sell the translated tanko (fortunately). Like the previous installments, reading the manga while listening to the BLCD was so smooth because it was so accurate. Now 7 does end in a cliffhanger, so I don't really advise listening to it if you still don't have 8. But if cliffhangers aren't an issue for you, then break a leg!

[ren-rambles-often]

Thanks for answering my ask. I love reading your answer. You have no idea, how happy and excited I feel when you said, "It's okay to ask again because I love talking about my fav ships".

Because I have been blocked by someone, and before they block me they said that 'I asked too much and it's annoying.' I was like, 'If you mind, please just say that and I will stop asking for sure, I thought you don't mind', but they still block me...

So, if you don't mind, can I ask, what do you think are Gojo and Yuuji’s greatest personality strengths and weaknesses? Why? What do you love about their dynamic? Sorry if you've answered these questions before.....

P.s

If you want to answer the questions above with Drarry, Ereri or MikaYuu's dynamics, I don't mind....

Thanks if you want to answer @readreactrant and sorry for my long ask.

hihi dnana, super sorry I took so so long to get to this one in particular, I got backed up with work and school haha. And I'm so sorry to hear that, they definitely blew it out of proportion and that's kind of a bit immature on their part. Rest assured I love getting asks and hearing opinions, they fuel my yaoi passion (✷‿✷)

I'd love to answer for the other ships but I think I've only got energy for Goyuu rn lol. And damn am I gonna have to rack my smut filled brain for this one. I've never really been taken by any of the jjk characters cuz on the first watch, to me it was just like any other shonen. Reading a lot of what the fandom had to say over the last few years has definitely changed my opinion.

Gojo and Yuuji were definitely the first two characters that stuck out to me most in the series, (mostly bc of that almost kiss but oh well (✿ ♡‿♡). They both definitely oozed main character energy and I never completely saw Gojo as just the 'super powerful sensei' there always felt like there was more to him and when story began to focus a bit more on him I wasn't totally surprised.

Overall he's a commanding presence, and enigma in his own right and I admire how much he cares for his students. I wouldn't call him a perfectionist because of he was many of the adult characters and megumi wouldn't have so much of a issue with his attitude. But his definitely to be the strongest definitely stems from some deep drive to be what the jujutsu society needs him to be. And that I think is one of the sadness things about him.

Which is kind of where Yuuji kind of comes in. Like any regular person after watching jjk 0, I couldn't help but look for parallels between Yuuji and Geto. Not purely because of their connections to Gojo but because of their personalities which are quite similar. But where Geto's WAS a quiet kind of optimism and support Yuuji is more open, more rooted in the world around him. I'm not particularly fond of happy-go-lucky toxic positivity protagonists but there's about Yuuji that doesn't quite reach those extremes. He's kindness and slight hero complex is what leads him to assume the weight of the world his shoulders but the very admirable thing about him is that he doesn't break, no matter how weak he is in the face of it all because, undeniably, unlike other protagonists, you can't trust plot armour to work for him. All you know is that Gege doesn't want him happy.

What draws me to them as one of the best ships in the show tho, aside from the yummy teacher/student dynamic, is how cute the look together. Sue me but there's something inherently attractive about their color pallette and height difference. They're so funny and goofy together and Yuuji's ability to match other's energy and brighten the atmosphere is definitely something Gojo deserves to have around more frequently. Similarly I think Gojo's experience with Geto can help him reach out to Yuuji in times the younger male needs to understand not everyone can be saved. There's also this personal thing of mine where I view them as, Yuuji admires Gojo's strength, Gojo sees Yuuji's potential as someone to stand with him at the top (not like Yuuji gonna be topping in any other aspects of ya know what I mean).

All in all, it just makes me so happy seeing the two of them together, there's a lot of potential their dynamic and personalities leave up to exploration. Being teacher and student I also think there'll be a lot of nuance to their relationship if they did fall in love.

Thanks for coming this far, I'll probably edit this later but my brain feels so fried right now but really wanted to answer this ask cuz I've been lazing around trying to find an answer to "Why DO I like goyuu". The truth is tho, you don't need a reason to want to see two characters together.

BUT a ship is always nicer when their personalities and height difference go great together, I don't make the rules ¯\(◉‿◉)/¯

Thanks for the ask dnana and I'll hope I'll be able to do the other ships some other time but I hope my answer satisfied you ( ◜‿◝ )♡

[earthtodora]

man I'm really enjoying all this Yuji analysis, I love this boy so much and there are definitely more sides to him than a lot of people realize. this isn't meant as disagreement necessarily, I just like what u have going on with the asks rn and wanna throw some thoughts in there, but regarding Yuji snapping at Hana and Angel I think it's actually a big sign of growth from him at the point in the story that it happens. Yuji is definitely someone with a lot of feelings and I think he does get overwhelmed by them and act out but not always fully understand his own reasoning, but throughout the story he also spends a lot of time pushing things down for the sake of others, trying to fit into a role and be what everyone needs, and berating himself when he's not able to perfectly fulfill that role.

after Shibuya his whole "I'm a cog" mentality is a kind of trauma response with him regressing to an extent, trying to isolate himself and trying not to allow himself to feel, because he's still trying to play a role and he doesn't think those things fit that role. I don't think he really processes what happened to Nobara until around the time they're staying in the hotel, once he's been able to spend time around people he cares about again, especially Megumi, and remember why he wanted to save people in the first place - he's just having to accept that he couldn't and still can't save everyone. him lashing out a bit at Hana out of fear that she might replace Nobara is Yuji starting to let himself really feel things again. I think he probably acted kind of harshly because it overwhelmed him and he didn't even really get why he was so upset when he said it, and once Megumi pointed out that it's not like him he understood and reflected and said "oh shit my bad I'll apologize." it's just a very human thing to do I guess, and my point is that it's really important that Yuji has started allowing himself to be human again at this point, not a cog with a sole purpose or someone playing a part that no one can actually reasonably live up to. it's a big step towards the self actualization we see in him towards the end of the story and him realizing that the way he feels and cares for people is actually one of his biggest strengths. it really makes me wish there had been more time given to show us that month of training because it definitely wasn't an instant change and I also think Choso probably had a big influence on Yuji during that time but that's a different conversation lol

I'm trying to not clog up your inbox with this too much but also a thought on Yuji and Sukuna: one of the things I like about Yuji as a protagonist is that while he is very easy going and forgiving he has very clear limits, and Sukuna has trampled all over them multiple times. my point in saying that is that I do think during their talk in Yuji's domain that Yuji does feel the same sadness for Sukuna as he would anyone with such a bleak mindset, because that's the person Yuji is, I don't think his show of compassion, the attempt to reach Sukuna and offer himself as a vessel again, is as genuine as it comes off. maybe it's my itfs brainrot jumping out lmao but I think that whole thing is less evidence of some kind of all encompassing compassion on Yuji's part and more a show of the fact that he simply loves Megumi (and everyone else but again, itfs brainrot) enough that he is willing to give Sukuna this out and to allow someone so awful to live in his body again just to resolve things as peacefully as possible and avoid more damage and strain to everyone else and especially to Megumi's body.

that's just my opinion tho!! again, not intending to argue or anything, I just liked the discussion and wanted to throw my thoughts in. sorry if I didn't make sense or if I missed anything in your previous asks or replies, I have had like 2 hours of sleep and I'm about to go back to bed lmao

oh, hi anon! i really love all your thoughts and perspective on yuuji's character. i can definitely see how his actions and reactions make sense within the context of his character development, and it's great to have this sort of a discussion.

i agree with everything you said about yuuji's character development and the way he starts letting himself feel things again, and it makes sense that, at the end of the day, yuuji's strength is his ability to empathise and love so deeply. and the fact that choso played a huge role in this process is a very important detail that is often overlooked.

you see, this is exactly why i love analyzing jjk characters - their actions can be interpreted in so many ways, and their motivations are complex and multi-faceted. i think we are both right about the same character, even though we've drawn slightly different conclusions. and that's the thing about fanfic and analysis in general - i don't see it as an either-or situation. the cog mentality is an important plot point for yuuji's arc, but then again, his character arc is about self-discovery, and finding his own identity outside of his grandfather's wishes, breaking out of his old role, and becoming more aware of his surroundings and his feelings. now whether this would make him more compassionate and less likely to hurt others is up for interpretation, and it's my personal HC that it would, as i have mentioned in a previous answer, but, again, there are no right or wrong opinions about this.

regarding sukuna, i do agree that his compassion towards him in 265 is defintely laced with the desire to protect his loved ones. when i first read this part of the manga, i did feel a lot of conflicting emotions, because i was worried that gege would try to redeem sukuna and/or make yuuji forgive him. but getting to the "sukuna. i loathe you" part (still giving me fucking feelings, goddamn it) was very much a relief. and again, it shows yuuji's maturity that he can remain civil and even show sympathy towards sukuna, without actually forgiving him.

however, in 268, megumi is saved and sukuna is defeated and reduced to ashes, and yuuji, once again, tries to help him. i think that's the true moment where yuuji extends his empathy towards sukuna, because, by this point, there is no benefit or personal gain from saving him, and yet yuuji still chooses to do it, as a show of compassion.

another thing is the buddhist motives that gege very purposefully chose for this story, and how yuuji embodies them - during his "awakening", he symbolically reaches the nirvana, or a state of pure bliss, and this is where his kindness comes from. the whole idea behind buddhism is selflessness and compassion towards other living beings, and, in a sense, yuuji becomes a living embodiment of the teachings of buddha, by choosing to show love and forgiveness, even to the most wicked and ruthless person, and choosing not to hate. after 265 came out, i made a little analysis on how i think yuuji's domain expansion represents the nirvana.

now my main reason for having the HC that post-awakening yuuji would become more empathetic is not because of his kindness or his compassion, but because, after the awakening, yuuji's emotional state is no longer as unstable, and he can deal with his feelings in a much more mature way. he's also no longer under the pressure of having to fit into his grandfather's role and expectations, so there is less of a need for him to repress his feelings, or act impulsively and make rash decisions.

all this being said, it is not a case of "yuji is an asshole, or yuji is an angel", it is more of "yuuji can be both at the same time, and his emotions can be volatile, as they are for any human being".

thank you for sharing your thoughts, and i think we mostly agree on the same things. and yeah, i'm a sucker for discussions like these, and i'm glad to be able to engage in a conversation like this! <3

[ilovebokutokoutaro]

Chapter 5

It had been a month since everything happened, the first day after that was a chaos, everyone was a mess screaming questions at you, but it died down soon, the first week you were kept in the hospital where you got to know the two new first years.

Namely kugisaki nobara and itadori yuuji, you didn't understand why but you were still cautious about this itadori guy, just his aura had you shivering but then again you concluded it was just because he was the vessel of sukuna.

Even when young, sukuna had always kept in to your interest, but now that you knew he was right near you, you were more frustrated than you were enchanted or interested.

Right now, you were sitting with megumi, nobara and yuuji, chatting around you would lie if you said u weren't getting quite fond of them all. If only itadori wasn't a vessel- but no matter he interested you.

You had known megumi since you were very young, you lived as siblings even if he wasn't really open, you loved your little bit of freedom and peace with him, that you could never have with your brother.

Growing up, you had so many nightmares about a certain someone, you were insomniac. Barely sleeping ever, surprisingly enough your face never showed it, and you've been sleeping very well since that day you met eyes with sukuna, didn't mean you didn't have those weird dreams, they just weren't nightmares anymore.

"I'M NOT COMING WITH YOU ITADORI, TAKE FUSHIGURO." nobara screamed in between all the chaos. "I'm not going" fushiguro answered erking the already furious girl to which you sighed at their yelling.

"no need, I'll do it." You answered silencing the bickering between the three, a soft chuckle leaving your lips involuntarily. "You're literally a lifesaver y/n" nobara cried slumping back on the couch, a relieved sigh escaping her lips.

Both of them stated the drinks they wanted, which you noted down in your phone so as to not forget. "Let's go?" Itadori asked to which you smiled and nodded. Things were still awkward between you and him no matter how hard you tried.

Your heart pounded against your chest as you followed behind him. A sudden anxiety making your palms sweat. The pink haired boy was rather quiet, unlike when he was with the others, so bubbly and joyful, but he was awkward with you, not smiling, you'd catch him staring at you with sad eyes rather frequently but payed no attention to it.

"uh, um it's rather dark around here hahah" you laughed nervously, trying to ease the tension. "Lemme use you to get my revenge" you remembered her voice clearly, it was like an imprint left in your brain. And no matter how much you tried you couldn't help but shudder at the thought of her coming back, even tho she was almost you at this point.

"-/n are you okay, is it cold? You're shivering" you suddenly felt a hand on your shoulder making you jump, almost loosing balance. "H-HUH?!" you screamed to which itadori sighed, removing his hoodie to hand it to you. And you weren't going to lie but you were quite fascinated with his body, his shirt riding up his abs as he harshly tugged the hoodie off of him, his biceps flexing, you almost wished he'd slam you up against the wa-

'WTF ARE YOU THINKING OMG' you exclaimed to yourself suddenly blushing heavily. "Oh you're red- do you have a fever?" Itadori asked handing you his hoodie as he tried to touch your forehead to which you jumped back, laughing awkwardly "i-i-i'm fine dun worry" you grumbled to which he awkwardly giggled.

"wear it- i mean the hoodie" itadori said to which you nodded not wanting to say anything more. You quickly put the hoodie on and oh boy was it huge and very very comfy, making you melt down past your defense walls immediately.

"thank you" you whispered after a while, your cheeks still tainted red to which he just laughed amd nodded. At this point if itadori was a murderer you'd have been dead for a while by how blindly you've been following him.

"um..y/n, do- do you reme- ugh nvm" itadori grumbled adding to your comfusion as he walked rather fast making you almost run behind him to catch up 'fuck these short legs' you growled yo yourself. "Y-you're walking too fast itado-" you started but couldn't complete as you felt your foot twisting.

You hissed almost falling but were caught by two strong pairs of arms. You concluded it was itadori and blushed in embarrasment, "I'm sorry heh" you giggled sheepishly grabbing a hold of his arm to get back on your feet. But when your eyes traveled to his face oh you so hoped you had refused to come with him.

His face litered with black tattoos, his body felt and looked way more bulky.

Suddenly a memory flashed through your brain.

"whenever you're close to me i can feel myself getting way more powerful, it's as if i can break any bounds with you, not like I can't do it alone" the huge man before her grumbled. She sat beside him laughing at his antics, he had his arms wrapped around her so protectively, they looked happy, content.....in love.

You gasped loudly as you felt yourself being slammed against the nearby wall 'oh God this is totally not how i wanted it to be' you thought your body shivering as you felt the boy's head nuzzling against your neck. your eyes widening as he pulled you impossibly close.

"i-itadori, what are you doing?-" you asked feeling weird with the sudden skinship. "Y/n" he sighed against your neck, his voice was unrecognisable, it was definitely not itadori, a chill went down you spine as his hand traveled up to the back of your head.

He held you close, pushing your face in his chest sighing every so often. you stood there unmoving, you were more scared by the fact it hurt yet it felt so familiar, so comfortable, so....safe in his arms than you felt scared of the man himself.

"don't-" you tried to speak, as he leamed his face closer to yours, your nose bumping making you shiver, ypu had your eyes shut very tightly having no guts to see his face.

You did not realise you had tears streaming down your face untill his huge calloused hand wiped your cheeks ever so gently. Whether the tears indicated the fear or pain, you would never know.

"look at me" he ordered but it sounded more like a beg, his voice was stern yet so vulnerable. Slowly you opened your eyes, the sight making your heart burn against your chest, he looked at you so sadly it hurt.

As much as you felt the need to embrace the man you still wanted to run away and hode yourself from him forever.

The more you cried the closer he got. his lips brushing against yours, your eyes were lidded, vision blurry with tears that seemed neverending. "Don't" you whispered against him but your eyes traveled down to his lips, saying otherwise.

He leaned in closer but just before his lips met yours a vibrant black light radiated from behind you pushing him farther away, you body gave up sliding down the wall as you stared at the man struggling to get up before you in horror.

"y/n- I'm sorry- omg are you crying? I should've resisted more I shouldn't have let him come out, are you okay? Did he hurt you? Y/n? I'm sorry please answer me" you heard itadori ramble as he leaned down near you, trying to see for any injuries.

You sighed wiping your tears off, the feeling of longing bloomed against your chest as you stood up. "Get them the drinks and go back, I'm gonna head out for a walk" you whispered walking away from itadori.

It was scary, your legs still shaking, you could still feel his Arms around you, his breathe on your skin. You walked aimlessly reaching a ground completely isolated, you leaned against the wall breathing heavily.

Beforr you knew it you were sliding down against the wall, your knees coming up to your chest as you hugged yourself. You felt like you couldn't breathe, various memories of them flashing against your brain making you squirm tears spilling down your cheeks.

"y/n..." You heard a very gentle soothing voice, and there she leaned on her knees before you. Looking at you with so much pain you thought you were dreaming. "Help me please" she whispered, her hands cupping your face as she wiped your tears.

"help me please" she whispered again, closing her eyes as she leaned her forehead against your eyes. Your eyes were wide as your stared at her. "Please...." She whispered again making you choke back on a sob.

"I'll make it all better, so help me please" she said yet again almost begging you and you closed your eyes not wanting to look at her in fear you will indeed agree.

"I'll come back again.... next time i wish for an answer. I demand an answer" she growled fading away into thin air.

While You sat there sobbing

What is wrong with me?

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OMG I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY FOR THE LATE POST ISTG- online classes started and well yesh I've been hella busy, tired and demotivated. So matter how hard i tried i couldn't write anything my mind was blank af- so yeah I'm sorry 😭😭😭.

Thank you for reading🥺☺️. Reblogs and likes are always appreciated 🥰🥰💜💜

[0tivez]

I am feeling better now! Thanks for caring :D I also mention spoilers here as well :)

His death just, I don't know. It really did hurt. When he thought about all the books he bought and didn't read?? that hit so close to home. how many books did I buy but I never read?? That line made him so painfully human and tears. I'm in tears.

Another death that hit me hard was Junpei's. I think it was the fact that he could've been okay but wasn't. His friendship with Yuuji, the idea that maybe he could've joined the main 3 and be supported by Gojo in a Gojo way? I even read some hc that talked about a mentor!Nanami/mentee!Junpei relationship. And Ig I understand that idea that not everyone can be saved but I so desperately wanted him to be saved. He lived such a shitty life and then he got this? when things started to look ok, that they could get better he just- It makes me angry and sad :)

What I'm about to say is probably biased as fuck, but I genuinely dislike Sukuna. Idc. Modern AU/fanon Sukuna is fine and the way people write him as Yuuji's brother is cute sometimes. Canon Sukuna tho? I despise that bitch. I feel so much hatred for him you don't even know. Nanako and Mimiko's death hit me out of nowhere when I was reading bits of the manga. I was so angry, I wanted to punch a wall.

Your propaganda has fr changed me 🙏 I feel the same way about shipping I think. As long as you're not hurting anybody its all good! I will admit that sometimes I dislike shipping bc of reasons that might be a bit controversial?? I don't think I'd be able to explain them properly in an anon message. I do find it interesting to talk about shipping as a concept bc there's so many layers to the conversation imo and I find that kinda fascinating 😅 is that odd? lmfao. Still, as long as you don't harm anyone alls good!

I thought Gojo was 6'7, last time I checked, which actually kinda killed me a bit inside ngl. I refuse to believe it tho, it just doesn't make sense to me for some reason?? Although on some parts of the anime his hands look MASSIVE to the point it looks kinda odd if you think about them for too long...which is kinda weird bc why would u think about them for too long but in my defence it was a gif set and I was curious about the details :,)

Im so excited for Toji to be animated! I'm kinda scared that my expectations are too high bc of Tumblr and that I will get disappointed BUT im still hyped for everything new that's coming our way :D

I think its sadder for Levi to keep living on and even though I hate it I kinda like it in a way? I think people are always so scared to watch their favourite characters die but in this case Levi stays alive and its worse than him dying ig? I've never felt that conflict before, and its and interesting feeling + internal debate. Tbh a small part of me still thinks him not dying was bc the fandom loves Levi too much so he literally couldn't die or people would've rioted ,but you know.

Nothing makes me rage more than the way teenagers are treated in shonen. putting them through heart wrenching and traumatic situations, expecting them to act like adults just doesn't sit right with me and makes me want to scream. I loved Sasha so much, she was one of my comfort characters growing up until I drifted away from aot, and even though I should've expected it bc its aot it still hurt. Nothing feels fair in that manga/anime lol.

I'm all for reading your thoughts on Hanji though! She was a great character!

NANAMI BEING A WALL I NEED THAT SO BADLY TT

I- Im so stupid bc I just searched on google "geto shower scene" and I clicked the first link bc I thought google would understand but I- I was jumpscared by a pxrn site...

ANYWAY I ALSO NEED TO SEE THE ENDING!!! Secret is safe with me😌✨ I don't know how its gonna be and I'm scared of it bc I know im gonna get hurt. For some reason I think Gojo is gonna die and maybe Yuuji will stay alive. Its a weird hunch that just nags me tbh.

I don't think Im well versed to understand the berserk reference but I've watched Tokyorev's op and...yeah, its definitely an opening sequence the song tho 👀

Last time I checked my dash I got a bunch of spoilers for the manga and apparently things got spicy and people were freaking out it a bit...maybe that works as an incentive to continue reading it?? 😅

Also! Is the demon slayer manga any good?? All my friends love the anime but none of them have read the manga yet :(

also ff but the acronym for Chainsaw man always makes me laugh bc its kinda like a curse word in Spanish lmfao

HE DID SKATE TO A CRUEL ANGEL'S THESIS!!!! I THINK IT WAS IN 2018-2019. IF YOU SEARCH "YUZURU HANYU A CRUEL ANGEL'S THESIS" ON YOUTUBE ITLL DEF COME UP. He looks like he's having so much fun and it makes it even better. OH DID YOU WATCH THE OLYMPICS THIS YEAR??? I am heartbroken over a 27 year old man that doesn't know of my existence lmfaoo I'm also proud of the same 27 year old man but oh well, Yuzuru Hanyu makes me want to learn how to ice skate :,)

I wanna try Melon bread so badly bc it looks very sweet. Tempted to make it myself but my oven is breaking down! Fujimoto and Gege do sound like very cool people; I would like to have a conversation with them, think it would be interesting. csm (and I do chuckle every time I write the acronym) sounds/looks bizarre (I saw a panel of Aki and it looked...well, bizarre bc I don't know what other word to use, MY VOCAB IS LIMITED IM SORRY) and im curious as to how they come up with those concepts and storylines.

THAT NOBARA DRAWING IS SO GOOD does that mean that Fujimoto drew jjk fanart? 👀

I will def read look back asap! I like shorts stuff bc I can finish it fairly quickly :p I'll read it tomorrow if possible bc right now it is a bit late; I stayed up watching the new Euphoria ep and im very excited for the one coming out next week! I'll also try to read csm soon! I don't have much time mainly bc I suck at time management and I read too much fanfics apparently? I really need a detox from all my screens. Let me know if you liked god's lie as well!

ONE OF THESE DAYS I'LL TAG YOU I PROMISE! I think my anxiety has decreased quite a bit and im feeling more confident :D the water gun also makes the threat sound very funny im sorry TT

I hope you have a good day/night!

I also realised that my asks seem to get longer and longer TT

-🥳 anon

aah sorry for the late reply!

ngl i wasn't as affected by junpei's death. it seemed so... set up? probably cause i read the manga before the anime and didn't get fooled by the opening, but i knew junpei would die eventually. i didn't feel much connection to him whatsoever, he was okay but definitely had more space to grow. he was a wasted potential, and that's exactly how he was supposed to be seen as. i really liked the scene where ijichi lets itadori go to save junpei, i found that scene so well made and choreographed. reminds you a little of geto, eh?

ngl even tho he's a rat bastard, i really like sukuna. yeah. i said it. i'm a hypocrite. he's sexy yeah but his "you were strong" to jogo before he killed him made me have at least a little respect for him. he's smart, i feel like he has a bigger plan than what fans theorize. he's such a well written villain too and it's a shame we never really got to see him since shibuya. i wonder what's his reaction to all this culling game stuff. i also believe he will play a big role on killing kenjaku somehow, if he already hasn't made a pact with him thousands of years ago. i dislike the fanon sukuna tho, idk. i like canon devil sukuna

shipping is basically a commercial material now. especially yaoi ships. i feel like mangakas specifically play on certain characters. i mean, c'mon, we all know how bnha and haikyuu got popular, right? it's a shame, if they don't make them canon, i feel like they are bullshit. tho i think jjk will be different, if stsg is real, we might get a confirmation somehow. it will be controversial but needed since gege already writes pretty controversial characters. i mean, c'mon, the song they put on geto's death scene was "this is pure love" are you fucking kidding me. i think tho, if they do indeed become canon, some terfs and incels will cry 'gege did it to pleasure girls and shippers boo' shut? the fuck? up???? my fucking god i hate anime community

one side of me blames me for thinking of healthy male friendships as romantic ones but i also can't blame myself if they're written to be understood that way. my friend told me that some ships in haikyuu were supposed to be canon so let's wish japan gets more comfortable with lgbt people so we can learn if gojo is a twink or not lol

i feel like gojo's hands could easily frame my neck..... just a thought...

i mean, isayama basically hates levi for his popularity so it must have been a tough decision to keep him alive lol

i like the pain, anon. i really do. evangelion, c'mon. i don't like it when they seem unbothered by their situation which is thankfully mostly the opposite. i love that everyone in aot is aware of how fucked up their lives are, just like how itadori switched his opinion on jujutsu lately. the whole 'im just a cog' convo is just incredible.

the least they can do is just stop putting sasha on every episode jesus fucking christ. i was so sad when kaya mixed gabi as sasha last episode

i'm so fucking in love with hanji. so much. her downfall from the cheery right arm to depressed yet still somehow positive commander was heart braking. i knew she was gonna die, i have read the chapter on pinterest. yet i still cried like a baby. so much. she was so close to her "happy ending" but was so, so tired. it was a suicide, no one can tell me otherwise. her sad face at the end with levi was heart braking.

don't get me started on her meeting with erwin and the rest tho my god i forgot about that FUCK-

anyways ahem

LMAOAWEDKJASLW NOT THE PORN SITE

i feel like the "either only one dies or everyone except for one dies" thing will be nobara idk she's definitely not dead, i don't think gege would kill her again. i think gojo will die tho, i wouldn't want him to be the only survivor. letting yuji alive would be too predictable, megumi might survive too. i think he will be the only survivor, tho i ALSO feel like he might switch sides once tsumiki is in the picture again. i guess we can only see as the story proceeds

the manga is good, i enjoyed the anime, not a huge fan. my friend says the next arcs are pretty solid, i only finished this season's arc. i should continue lol. the style is pretty... original. idk it's a solid 7 i would say so far

ooh im learning spanish whats the cuss word??

AAH i'll watch it asap. i love yuzuru, i couldn't watch the olympics. i need to see clips of it, he didn't win gold tho right? did he even compete? last time i checked during summer olympics, his status was still unknown

csm is so cool, you will be shocked with every panel lol. aki is so sexy

aah i need to catch up on euphoria soon or my friends will beat me up lol. i watch clips of it on youtube, i spoiled myself to death. it's so fun, i hope maddy gets the happy ending she deserves. her and fex are my faves so far

take as much time as you want babe, it's okay if you want to stay on anon all the time, don't be harsh on yourself <3 i'm fine as long as we get to talk to each other

good night/say :*