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The Fangkeeper
I've really been enjoying Tarkir: Dragonstorm's green mana centered take on the Sultai, and especially Kotis. I really hope we get to see him show up in a future story!
#doodeels#art#myart#fanart#mtg#magic the gathering#tarkir#tarkir dragonstorm#kotis#kotis the fangkeeper#i'm really proud of this one tbh#small artist#small artist support#sultai
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twiddle x Leon real??!🫢

Lightwork no reaction
#colorquest#cq#Colorquest leon#Leon cq#twiddle niddle#I'm really proud of this one tbh#I don't even ship these two#Why does it look so good#It's fine if you ship them obviously#epic gamer moment
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Schnoople's character Indigo drawn by me for Art Fight!
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They're going to beat you to d-
#TransformersOne#Maccadam#Soundwave#Shockwave#Starscream#|| I'm not too proud of this one tbh but I already put all the effort into it so.#|| Also had a really blurry photo of that .000005 second shot so all the small details are lost to me.
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So like, what if Sparkplug got upgraded and became the family dog or something? How do y'all feel about that idea? 👀✨
(Please do not repost this art without credit. Reblogs however are encouraged and appreciated!😁👍)
#Tfa oc#tfa bumblebee#tfa sparkplug#tfa bulkhead#tfa optimus prime#transformers animated#tfa#maccadam#transformers#my art#tf oc#tf fanart#This took several days of work to complete. Whew!#Really proud of that ref sheet honestly.#Tbh I'm not sure if OC is the correct tag for this. Since it's just different version of a character.#But he's a practically a completely new one in this case. Very different from his OG form. So I thought it fit??? Idk. Lol.#TFA oc: Sparky
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civilian in the mall
#the only thing the hex had achieved is to prevent them from dying from lethal forces#buuuuut idk man look at those infested parts and techrots around the mall i don't think you can really survive for long#unless the drifter brought whatever technology the tenno had that can cure the infested like neewa#or entrati was lying about that “techrot mutation made his vaccines stop working” part and they still have immunity#anyways. god this took long#i mean. i still made it in one night but still#also wow i draw female frame whaaaat when was the last time i do that... ok tbh i was kinda proud of that rendered piece of mirage i did#warframe#warframe scaldra#warframe techrot#warframe civilian#warframe drifter#warframe nidus#warframe saryn#my art#(i haven't got a name for them i'm just gonna call them civilian or civvie in the tags for now)
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From, "this is my first time playing as a goalkeeper" in episode 6
To, "he stopped it!" At chapter 283

The character development is astounding
#I'm just proud of gagamaru tbh#i really like him and he is one of the most underrated characters in the franchise#from being an aspiring striker to a prodigious goalkeeper#like he got one of the hardest roles in the field but he owned it#blue lock#bllk#blue lock spoilers#blue lock season 2#episode 6#gagamaru gin#bllk gagamaru
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I hope you never take advice from your friends
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#I'm really fucking proud of this one ngl#this is the first time i've made a graphic with actual gifs#and I think it turned out pretty damn good tbh#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 show#911 on abc#911 spoilers#buddie#911 on abc graphic#911 graphic#911 edit#911 show edit#buddie edit#evan buckley edit#eddie diaz edit#i can make things
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I HAVE CAPTIONS NOW!!!!!! :D
some happy-sounding mike wheeler angst:
song: carried away - passion pit
#i love when songs sound happy but then can be gut wrenching#i'm really proud of all the lines i chose to include in this one tbh#i got a good theme goin#and im starting to figure out ae now#mike wheeler#byler#my edits
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The end of a year-long personal project has finally come! 💖
I'm primarily an oil painter, but I love playing around with collage. This year, I challenged myself to make one artist trading card (mini collage) every week of 2024 to complete a full 52 card deck. My theme? A collage based on one song that I couldn't stop listening to that week. I've now got a full deck of artwork plus a banging playlist. ✨
Click below to see what I was listening to, or check out the whole playlist I made for it! 💖
1. A Change is Gonna Come - Greta Van Fleet
2. Eat Your Young - Hozier
3. Coffee Cold - Galt MacDermot
4. Burning Down the House - Paramore
5. Understand - Hippo Campus
6. Bambi - Hippo Campus
7. How to Build a Planet - Kansas Bible Company
8. No Instructions - The Happy Fits
9. Hard Times - Paramore
10. Oh! Darling - Florence Welch
11. Supersonic Rocket Ship - The Kinks
12. Too Sweet - Hozier
13. Take Me to the River - Lorde
14. OutRight - Wild Party
15. Stupid Love - Lady Gaga
16. Femininomenon - Chappell Roan
17. Good Luck Babe - Chappell Roan
18. Holy - Frightened Rabbit
19. Curse Me Good - The Heavy
20. Street Player - Chicago
20. Eye Know - De La Soul
22. HOT TO GO! - Chappell Roan
23. THE BADDEST - Joey Valence and Brae
24. August - flipturn
25. Busy Earnin' - Jungle
26. The Staunton Lick - Lemon Jelly
27. Slow Sipper - The Dip
28. SOS - Timothy Fleet and Wayne Murray
29. ode to rashaan - berlioz
30. Abstract (Psychopomp) - Hozier
31. Scars - The Crane Wives
32. Nobody's Soldier - Hozier
33. Girls - The Dare
34. Star Trek Theme (Main Title) - Alexander Courage
35. Alien Blues - Vundabar
36. enknee1 - hemlocke springs
37. Six Below - flipturn
38. The Moon Will Sing - The Crane Wives
39. Arcturus Beaming - The Crane Wives
40. Concrete - Dolores Forever
41. Introduction to the Snow - Miracle Musical
42. The Bottom of It - Fruit Bats
43. Visitor - Of Monsters and Men
44. Black Water - Of Monsters and Men
45. Space Cadet - The Technicolors
46. No. 1 Party Anthem - Arctic Monkeys
47. Piece of Me - Britney Spears
48. Nobody Sees Me Like You Do - Yoko Ono, The Apples in Stereo
49. Too Close - Sir Chloe
50. DENIAL IS A RIVER - Doechii
51. Teddy Picker - Arctic Monkeys
52. Blue Hair - TV Girl
#myart#collage#music#I'm really proud of myself for sticking with this project tbh#and I really do love some of these#not sure what I plan to do with them yet#hozier#chappell roan#the crane wives#arctic monkeys#(<just tagging the ones I know have several)#personal
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❝ And KENDALL needs to stop talking back to me after everything I say! ❞
#WOE INAUGURAL TRASH BLOG REVIVAL KENDALL KNIGHT GIFS BE UPON YE!!!!! IT'S ONLY RIGHT OFC PEACE AND LOVE ON PLANET EARTH 💖🕊️🌍#i hope this atones for all the immediate shitposting i did right outta hiatus;;; the shitposting will continue though but still#i'm not even capping i have so many random solo kendall gifsets that i never posted. the chokehold this man and his eyebrows had on me 🐕#also heck it why not i'm leaving the embarrassingly unhinged og (2022?) tags i had for this post as well here are They:#TOP TEN DEVASATING INCIDENTS THAT GOT ME HOLLERING HE'S MY BABYGIRL FR DOT GEE EYE EFF!!!!!!#THAT 3RD GIF SPECIFICALLY GOT ME ACTING UP SOME KINDA WAY;;; PURE ATTITUDE ALL WRAPPED IN SASSY FLANNEL DIMPLY BITCH BOY UGH HE'S SO VERY !#'Chill pill!' bro was so proud of getting the last word that gustavo made sure it ended up on his gravestone 💀💀💀#brb omw to be kendall knight's b-b-b-b-b-boyfriend <3 that's what that song was about right he's looking for a one so babyyy imma be that#idk if this is any good it's my first time attempting gifs in gīmp and i have zero idea .-. the filter is babygirlifying ken good tho#but it also looks like some fever dream mf sequence which um. isn't too far off from what my subconscious mostly looks like tbh :^/#i prolly shoulda grided this bUT DANGIT I SPENT TOO LONG ON THIS AND MY MANS BEAUTIFUL FACE DESERVES TO BE APPRECIATED IN 4KHD SOZ LONGPOST#if it looks like a mushy grainy dithering mess with 4 pixels across the boards that's on tumblr so pls click on it hopefully it's better???#btr#big time rush#kendall knight#kendall schmidt#s02e08: big time guru#all my btr episodes are locked away and i can't fact-check if that's the right one so i really hope i'm remembering it right ༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ#edit#tvedit#gifs#gifset#btrgifs#rusher#mine#turn that thing big time!#my rusher besties aren't really on tumblr but imma use their friendship tags anyway bc. i Love them sm 🫶 kenny is liz hehe#stop it forever#big time eps#tv gifs
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That's Why She Calls Me Mr. Fantastic
Summary: Reed evolved.
A/N: This is based on my favorite canon from the comic book. I have been thinking of this since I first read FF, but I have always respected Reed too much to write it. The casting was the tipping point for my poor little coochie. I haven't read FF in a long while and I should go back, honest to The Maker (IYKYK).
I wrote this for me and I'm sharing with you so I can find my people. <3 Let’s have some monsterfucking fun!
Pairing: Reed Richards x fem!Reader you’re not Sue but you are his long time partner. Do not comment about this, I do not fucking care, please let me be in peace with my little fantasy xD
CW: THIS FIC IS WEIRD. It is weird. I would love to keep this a surprise, since I think it would be more enjoyable this way, but: TENTACLE PORN. THIS IS TENTACLE PORN. All the holes, deep throat, pleasure dom!Reed, a fuckload of love.
English is not my first language and this was not proofread, so there may be a lot of issues. *shrugs*
It was hard to wake up beside Reed right after the accident. Nothing could prepare you to wake up to a formless warm mass of soft skin crawling over you, his face scattered all over the expanse of the bed. You remember screaming, and one singular brown eye blinking awake, over the mass, his mouth gasping all the way over the end of the bed. Where his feet should be, instead of…
In a heartbeat, the mass reformed, rippling in quick waves. You witnessed the mass - Reed’s body - bubbling, his face emerging close to your face, fully formed; his beautiful lips half parted, eyes wide in surprise.
You cried together that morning, arms around each other, unsure what would change for you both.
*****
Time passed, Reed’s humanity dripping away with every single second. You both moved forward, every day an adventure in exploration.
You watched him change: the way he moved, the way he talked, the way he behaved… With each tick of the clock, Reed became something else, slowly surpassing the limits of your imagination… and his.
Reed became more.
*****
“Morning.” Reed’s voice echoed on the shell of your ear, the warm breeze of his breath caressing the skin under your ear. “Don’t open your eyes yet, doll.”
Five fingertips gently tickled up your thigh, drawing small patterns on your skin.
“Can I get on my back, baby?” You sounded breathless and groggy, the world around you slow as molasses, your senses trickling into conscience.
“Of course.” Reed answered, lips pressed right under your ear. You rested on your back, sighing. The tickling sensation on your thigh made your eyelids flutter. A hand firmly grabs your jaw, fingers squeezing your thigh. “Eyes closed. Until I tell you to open.”
“Hmmm… ’m sorry.” You gasped, the hand sliding over your throat and squeezing gently. “I’ll behave.”
“I know you will.” Reed chuckled, tongue running over the side of your neck. His fingertips started moving again, gently whispering up your thigh. “You always behave… My good little doll.”
You counted his fingertips, trying to ground yourself, to keep your control.
One, two, three, four, five…
One, two, three, four, five…
One, two, three, four…
Suddenly, the feeling exploded all over your body, thousands of whispers over your legs, between your thighs, over your pussy.
“Reed!” You gasp, chest arching up. “Fuck!”
“We’re headed there. Here, a gift…” Reed chuckled, pressing an appendage against your lips. Warm, moist and pulsing, it slides into your mouth, silky smooth skin with the taste of precome. You moan, tongue exploring the familiar head. “I know you love sucking cock.”
You feel warm tendrils of soft skin wrapping around your ankles, gently raising and folding your legs, wrapping themselves around you until you can’t move. Spread open for Reed, you whine, fingers sliding up and down your folds, pulling your labia apart. Warm skin brushed up your spine; your body was lifted, your hips supported and tilted towards the ceiling. You try to imagine how you look, a pretty shibari scene where the ropes are made of Reed’s flesh.
The cock in your mouth pulses, pushing forward, dripping fluid right on the back of your tongue, down your throat. You tense, lips moving around Reed as you babble, confused by the onslaught of sensation, already lost inside your mind as he showered you with infinite touches.
“I love playing with you… My doll, so… pliable.” His lips brush against your ear, a desembodied tongue brushing against your clit, tracing circles. “…responsive.”
Something slippery, blunt and thick pressed gently against your asshole, testing your resistance, teasing in pulses. You whimpered and moaned around the heavy volume in your mouth; Reed moaned into your ear, an echo of your pleasure.
You felt so close to coming, all the stimuli he provided getting you insanely close to the pleasurable chasm, but not enough tip you over.
“Open your eyes, doll.”
Nothing could have prepared you for the sight: your body suspended in the middle of the room, hips higher than your head, an uncountable amount of tendrils wrapped all your body, all skin, all Reed.
You gasped, thick appendages invading all your holes, burrowing themselves deep into you; they stretched you much beyond your limits, triggering both your gag reflex and your orgasm at the same time, a scorching jet of liquid as Reed presses deep inside you. Reed somehow pulls your hair back, invading your throat even deeper, and you wonder for a brief moment if he could somehow high five himself inside you.
Of course he could.
Your body tightened and trashed against his; Reed lets you ride your orgasm, pulling from you ever so slowly, until you are resting against the bed, panting, tears in your eyes. You blink slowly, then turn to Reed, your arms wrapping around his human form.
“Hey.” Reed said, softly, cupping your cheek and nuzzling your nose. He smiled gently, his lips brushing into yours. “You ok?”
“What came over you?” Chuckling, you kissed him, arms tightened around his large body.
“Scientific curiosity.” Reed says softly. “I watched a dirty video yesterday… Got some ideas.”
“I can’t believe it took you so long to find tentacle porn, baby.” You yawn through a smile, enjoying his surprised, dumbfounded look.
“Oh.”
You shrug, batting your eyelashes at him.
“I hope you enjoyed yourself.” You slide your hand over his chest, caressing him gently.
“I did. Maybe more than I should. Did you?” His big eyes were filled with expectation. You nodded and he beamed a giant, bright smile. “Good.”
“Pervert.” You chuckled, hiding your face against his neck.
“You chose me. What does that say about you, doll?” Reed gently rubbed your back, his breathing calming and relaxed.
Reed didn’t need to breathe anymore. Haven’t needed to for a long time. But after sex, while you were fucked out and exausted, he breathed. For your comfort. For your pleasure.
You looked up into his eyes, the dark orbs shining with mirth like the man he once was.
“I love you, Reed.”
He nodded and kissed you, deeply, his tongue parting in multiples and teasing yours, as an unnatural amount of hands held and caressed your body. Reed pulled back from the kiss and looked deep into your eyes, his voice low and rumbling, echoing some unknown dimension of himself.
“I love you.”
#maycore#mayb writes#I'm really proud of this one#but somewhat worried about sharing tbh#I hope you enjoy it#Share if you do#because i sure as hell will not tag it to be found#reed richards x reader#just this one or I will not be able to find it later
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Found you.
Blue hair Tomu has a special place in my heart, but I still made a white hair vers as well ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔっ✨

And here's what it'd look like if someone turned the lights on 🔦


#do we fw yandere tomu?#I know I do#named this one “WOULD.jpeg”#I'm really proud of the details I did in this one#i tried to draw his teeth more crooked and his nails all raw and bitten bc thats how I see him in my mind#I'm just trying to figure out the best way to actually translate that into art#I draw a lot of cute and sexy rhings but I actually like creepy stuff the most#I'm a big horror fan I just struggle with actually shading it the way I want tbh#I love Tomura the best when he's creepy/unhinged#this was very self indulgent sorry#I hope this isn't too different from my other stuff that it bothers people#anyways enjoy the meal#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#boku no academia#mha fanart#bnha fanart#mha shigaraki#bnha shigaraki#shigaraki tomura#Tomura Shigaraki#tenko shimura#shiggy#league of villains#lov#plf#my art#artists on tumblr
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I haven't posted any art in a hot second, so here's something I drew a few days ago and something I just finished 🫡


#The first drawing is part of my series of drawing azul as pics of idols (really just skz)#I'm so proud of that one bc I somehow drew him so pretty#Like huh#How'd I do that#And tbh I think the second drawing gave me more agony than the first 😭😭#Yes Azul in the second drawing has a bow and clips in his hair#And yes I have a full drawing of him with that but I'm sadly not as proud of that one jdkdkd#But you'll see it when I post the whole page#Anyways I still have a cough and slight colds + 10000000 assignments torturing me soooo#🏃#twisted wonderland#twst#azul ashengrotto#twst azul#☆ taruchi's drawings 🖌
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In case nobody knows, I'm a whore for Pebbla x Alpha angst, them trying to manoeuvre their relationship, and metaphors. So you'll have all of those in this, inspired by the lyrics :
"Let the impulse to love/ and the instinct to kill/ entangle to one"
from Say That You Will by Sleep Token. (Which I am also a whore for btw)
Tw : a lot of said metaphors are about biting, eating, teeth, blood and gory-ish stuff, so if that makes you squimish proceed with caution.
Pebble nearly startles when a warm hand splays between his shoulderblades. It's not the suddenness of the touch that has him tensing up, but its gentleness. He wants to sink into it, he really does, but his body doesn't seem to get the memo. Because Alpha is not gentle, not like this, not with Pebble. That's just not what they are, what their relationship is. They're mad dogs snarling with all they have, taking chunks of eachother whenever they orbit close enough, holding the torn out pieces between bloodied teeth like trophies to be cherished.
Except Alpha's hand doesn't push, doesn't scratch, doesn't dig or split skin to get to the soft, vulnerable parts Pebble keeps burried, the ones the fire ghoul is usually so keen on exposing to the garish light of day, clawing them out of their hidding places and running away with them crushed between his jaws.
No, Alpha only presses warmth in Pebble's aching back, in the quiet of the deserted greenhouse. The sun is kissing the horizon, bathing everything in gold, bouncing against glass pannels in a breathtaking ballet of light Pebble was too busy to notice. Slowly, he exhales, manually forcing his body to relax, and Alpha seems to notice, wrapping his other arm around Pebble's waist to drag him closer, until the earth ghoul's back is pressed against Alpha's front.
Even as he melts into the embrace, there's a part of Pebble that wants to bare sharp teeth, to take advantage of Alpha's unusual softness to sink them in this quiet moment, tear it to shreds until the fire ghoul bleeds out his unexpected warmth with eyes growing cold again.
Instead, Pebble traces the landscape of scars and ink on Alpha's forearm with dirt stained fingers. The fire ghoul's hand finds its way to the back of Pebble's neck, and for a moment, it twitches there. Like maybe, probably, he's battling with the same contradictory feelings, maybe he's this close to bite through muscles and sinew, chew bones until he can get to the marrow and all the secret sweetness it hides. In the end, though, the hand only caresses, and the lips that land on the notches of Pebble's spine are gentle, brushing sweat damp skin like it can quench the thirst Pebble knows rendeers Alpha's throat dry as sand, for the earth ghoul shares the same predicament.
There is no blood in this interaction, and though Pebble's parched tongue begs for a few crimson drops, he is seized by the sudden impulse to gorge himself full of the sweet honey that oozes from this moment. The sugary taste will only make the thirst worse, but for once, he'd like to crave it instead of the metallic tang of harsh words and clashing teeth.
Alpha keeps kissing up Pebble's neck, rocking them both back and forth. They sway like they never needed muzzles to be let around each other, like there is no effort behind the tendernes of the action. Pebble tilts his head back so he can rest it on Alpha's shoulder, eyes closed so he doesn't have to look at his face, incapable of predicting whether he'd be able to reign in the instinct to snarl if he let himself take in the fire ghoul's features.
Alpha's mouth is at the earth ghoul's jaw now, delicately scratching against stubble. A more insistant press almost has teeth digging in, until Alpha catches himself and let up with a shaky sigh. It's this unsteady breath, so out of character for the ever-confident fire ghoul, that has Pebble reaching out, tangling a hand in silky hair, twisting in Alpha's arm until he faces him, eyes still resolutely closed, even as Pebble gently tugs him down, even as he cautiously slots their mouths together.
Despite the hunger trapped behind his mollars, Pebble doesn't let himself sink the points of sharpened fangs in Alpha's bottom lip, instead licks the saccharine taste of tentative affection straight from his mouth. The fire ghoul follows his lead, not a flash of pain coming to turn the kiss around into something more familiar, something quick and rough that comes so naturally to them. For once, it's all hushed noise and light touches, a fragile moment in time carved in glass, so prone to be shattered by the slightest misstep.
They pull away, foreheads brushing, breaths mingling. Pebble finally opens his eyes. Only to be met by the embers of a four letter word that they never quite managed to fit between their bloodstained teeth, flickering in Alpha's mellowed down gaze. It feels like getting ripped open, still beating heart weakly pulsing under scrunity.
#anyone who spots the phantom of the opera reference gets a cookie#URRRRRRGGGHHH THEEEMMMM#i am so unwell about them in case that wasn't clear#also characters shifting the (unhealthy) dynamic of their relationship in an attempt to get the softness they secretly crave ???#yeah that's my weakness#tbh i'm pretty proud of this one#also i feel like you can really feel the sleep token + hannibal tv show influences on my metaphors in this#all that teeth talk#anywaaay I hope it's understandable#i had a lot of fun writting this#(i should be working. i am not. fuck it we ball)#pebble ghoul#alpha ghoul#nameless ghouls#the band ghost
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otomehonyaku writes ☽ a puppet loosely strung (Ruki × OC, paid commission)

☽ Contains subtle NSFW, first time, light gore, blood and bite play, choking, depictions of violence and copious amounts of Ruki thirstposting, as always. ☽ This commission, the stunning artwork and OC Koizumi Ira are all courtesy of @nemuinikoi! Please check her out because she’s insanely talented (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈) ☽ Full text under the cut.
SUMMARY | A little while ago, @nemuinikoi approached me about commissioning an original short story from me featuring her OC Ira! I don’t usually do commissions for creative writing (since writing is quite a personal, subjective thing for me) but I couldn’t have wished for a kinder, lovelier and more patient first commissioner who just let me go wild with it (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)♡ Also, fear not: my fellow Ruki enthusiasts (even those not into OCs) will be able to enjoy this one hehe
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Please do not reuse or repost my writing elsewhere or translate my work into other languages without my permission.
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It was one thing to make sacrifices for the one you love. Parting with copious amounts of your own blood at their beck and call, however, felt a little excessive when you could not even be sure your love was reciprocated.
The moment I had laid eyes on the Mukamis’ eldest in the moonlit hallways of the academy, still oblivious to who and what he was, it was almost as if I knew that I would offer my body and soul to him if he so wished. Hair as black as night, sterling silver eyes, broad shoulders that narrowed into a slender, athletic body. A low, smooth voice that held such command that it surely left many women begging to be conquered by him.
Every part of Ruki was honed to perfection.
And yet the man had never spared me so much as a glance.
It was easier to admit in hindsight, but the attention I was used to getting as the academy’s—albeit infamous—modelling prodigy had left me vulnerable. I should have seen it coming. I could have known that Ruki was inhuman, purposely ensnaring me in his trap with his cold treatment because he knew I wanted him so badly. I could have realised that I would eventually have to pay for my morbid curiosity with my blood.
So, so much of my blood, flowing straight from my veins into his greedy mouth.
While I sincerely doubted that I lived up to Ruki’s expectations of a demure, obedient Eve, it had certainly made him hellbent on finding out how far my blood could take him.
I sat on the window sill in the Mukami mansion’s guest room, my feet propped up onto the narrow surface while I bathed in the light of the full moon. The page I had been trying to write on was now crumpled in my fist. Foolish as I was, I had hoped that a journal could be an outlet for my frustration, but to no avail. I tore the paper from its binding and tossed it to the floor with a grunt.
Rain beat tirelessly against the window. It was almost as though the weather gods were mourning my freedom along with me.
As obsessed as I was with Ruki, I hated being reduced to prey.
“The role suits you well, I assure you.”
The vampire spoke quietly from the shadows. The sound was like the low rumble of thunder after a flash of lightning, but it startled me all the same. Had I been thinking aloud? My head whipped around in the direction of Ruki’s voice. His eyes shone like beacons in the dark corner of the room.
I quickly regained my composure and scoffed at his remark. “What do you want?”
“Ira.” Ruki enunciated each syllable of my name with such restraint that it rooted me to my spot.
It was all I needed to know.
“Don’t—don’t come near me…” For a moment, I despised myself for sounding so weak, but the palpable tension in the air made my heart stutter.
There was always a certain intimacy in the violence Ruki inflicted on me—the kind I found myself craving in his absence. I felt like I might wilt if I went without it for too long. In some deliciously morbid way, I enjoyed challenging him. I enjoyed the way my spine intuitively straightened when he was near, anticipating his retaliation.
I realised it had been a few days since Ruki had last bitten me, and even a fool could tell that he was at the mercy of the full moon. The hunger all but radiated from him. I swept my legs over the edge of the window sill and turned to face Ruki directly, prepared to defend myself. My efforts backfired immediately.
I had inadvertently given Ruki an opening to step between my legs as though I was welcoming him with open arms. Was I? Did I lose control over my body that easily around him? Ruki closed the distance between us, seizing the opportunity immediately.
A lick of ice ran down my spine at his proximity. In my head, I shouted a string of profanities at myself in an effort to silence the little devil on my shoulder who was ecstatic at this turn of events. I needed to take my mind off of Ruki fast. Off of the feeling of his hips, clad in the woolly fabric of his uniform slacks, brushing against my inner thighs…
Well, shit. Ruki somehow always managed to get me exactly where he wanted me.
“Look at you, always so eager to be touched. It has been a while, hasn’t it?” Ruki loomed over me, twirling a strand of my amethyst hair between his fingers before brushing it behind my shoulder with a chuckle. “Well, worry not. Just for tonight, I will give you my undivided attention.”
I shot him a glare. “Get over yourself.”
“No use lying. Your pulse is all but screaming my name, little witch.” His voice was a lover’s caress, sweet and thick like honey. “I must feed. I would advise you to offer your blood to me yourself if you prefer it to be pleasurable.”
A tempting offer, but my sense of self-preservation kept me from answering. How dare he call me a witch?
In the blink of an eye, Ruki jerked my chin upwards with his hand and buried his face in the sensitive spot in the crook of my neck.
A familiar sharp pain made my vision go white. I stifled a cry.
No matter how many times Ruki bit me, it never felt the same. Never routine, no matter how inextricable the pleasure and agony. Today, however, it was clear that Ruki made it hurt just to spite me. His fangs ravished my skin, sinking in all the way to his gums while he drank deeply. I gritted my teeth. Soon after, his venom settled over me like a warm blanket, numbing the pain until an equally intoxicating jolt of pleasure made my legs clench around his hips, beckoning him closer.
Ruki tipped his head back to revel in the taste of my blood, a satisfied noise coming from deep within him.
The sudden sight of the column of his neck, stark white and on full display, awakened an unexpected, almost primal sensation deep inside of me.
It was an instant relief of pressure, like the snap of a bowstring that had been pulled taut for much too long. A dull ringing in my ears drowned out all noise around me, if only for a moment. Even Ruki’s ragged breathing faded to the background. That small stretch of his skin was all I saw.
Before I realised what was happening, my head tipped forward and my teeth found their way to Ruki’s cool flesh as if on instinct.
Part of me felt a little silly, like a milk-toothed child trying to bite into an apple for the first time, but that feeling ebbed away soon after I pierced his skin with some effort. It was unclear whether Ruki had gone into shock at the unexpected assault or, for some Godforsaken reason, simply allowed me to have my way with him, but I felt his body go rigid under my touch. My fingers curled around the collar of his uniform shirt to pull him closer as I drew blood. I barely suppressed a moan when the thick liquid pooled on my tongue.
The taste took me completely off-guard. It was not the metallic taste I was expecting, nor was it necessarily sweet, like he tended to describe my blood. It was strong. Heady, yet refined, like an aged wine. Even a slight bitterness that reminded me of a strongly brewed coffee, and a hint of spice that warmed me despite our differences in temperature. It nourished me. It felt like coming home.
Never in my life had I given thought to consuming another person’s blood, let alone Ruki’s—I was clearly at the bottom of the supernatural food chain—but it was difficult to imagine I could ever go on living without this. There was a hint of something familiar and yet I could not quite put my finger on it. Whatever the case, the blood of this damned vampire was undeniably my poison of choice. I already dreaded the strings I would have to pull to get more.
The flush of heat it sent through my body uncoiled my muscles and paralysed my senses to the point that all I could focus on was Ruki—my lips on his skin, our chests pressed together, his presence between my legs so close that I only now realised my skirt was hiked up. It was intoxicating, the way Ruki’s blood unravelled me.
I felt like I now owned a part of him, whereas up until this point, it had been a one-sided game of possession. Ruki had only laid his claim on me.
Well, not entirely, at least. Not yet.
In a bout of anaemia and under the debilitating spell of Ruki’s blood, my head pounded with a stronger desire than I had ever felt for him before.
The mere thought of Ruki claiming the last of my innocence made me weak at the knees. In all honesty, this was not the first time I fantasised about it. It had been before he had reeled me in like the deceptive, bloodthirsty creature he was—we were alike in that sense—but the fact that Ruki was inhuman only heightened the excitement. The proof of his own desire brushing against my lower abdomen certainly did not help, either.
Fuck. This was bad.
A hand cradled the back of my head, tendrils of my hair twisted around Ruki’s fingers while my tongue lapped at his skin. I took it as encouragement, but with one sharp tug, Ruki forced my head upright.
“What do you think you’re doing, Livestock?”
His derogatory nickname for me still irked me, but it went right over my head in the moment. I was still trying to blink through the blood-induced haze. “Almighty Mother of—”
Ruki yanked my hair again, making me cry out. The shock of pain it sent through my scalp called me back to reality but did nothing to dispel the heat spreading through me like a wildfire. If anything, it only fanned the flames.
I whimpered, my senses completely confused.
Ruki’s face hovered over mine. “Hold it. You should know better than to curse me. Explain to your master what you’ve just done.” Little puffs of his breath brushed against my lips as he spoke with enough authority to make me shrink in on myself. His eyes searched my face warily, almost as if he were at a complete loss; his pupils, though, were still dilated with hunger, the misty grey of his irises only a thin rim around them.
Had nobody ever bitten him before? It seemed implausible. You would think humans and creatures alike would claw each other’s eyes out to get a taste of this vampire.
My eyes trailed down to his neck again, fixating on the two small crescent moon-shaped indents left by my teeth. The skin was already stitching itself back together, but little flecks of his blood stained the collar of his shirt. It was a much darker shade of red than my own, almost black.
I felt a twang of guilt despite the desire flooding my belly at the sight of him, especially as dishevelled as he looked right now. “I-I’m sorry, I just—”
“I did not ask for an apology. Yet.” Ruki tightened his grip on my hair, urging me to confess my sins.
“I… bit you and… drank your blood without your permission.”
“So you did. And?”
If I did not own up to my desires, we would be going round in circles for hours until I did. Emboldened by Ruki’s blood in my system, I leaned in a little closer, the tips of our noses brushing. “You taste better than I expected.”
“Is that all?” Ruki let out a scornful laugh. “I appreciate your honesty, but you have no idea what my blood will do to you, do you?”
Fine. Two could play this game.
“I think I’m well underway, actually,” I breathed, a conspiratory smile on my lips, “and I think we might be able to help each other. It’s just as obvious what my blood does to you. Want me to play your little Eve? Let me drink from you more often.”
“Don’t get ahead of yourself,.” Ruki’s hand closed around my chin and forced me to look him in the eye. “You’re sorely mistaken if you think the two of us are on equal footing. I own you.”
Did Ruki feel threatened by me? The corners of my mouth twitched, my smile growing a little wider with the realisation. All it had taken was a few drops of his blood on my tongue. Maybe that meant that, one day, I might get him on his knees for me if I worked hard enough.
I made a show of running my tongue over my lower lip, savouring the last traces of his essence. The taste elicited a soft hum from the back of my throat.
“Humour me,” I taunted.
“Oh, believe me,” Ruki cooed, dipping his head so I could feel his breath hot against my ear, “I will ruin you.”
My shirt buttons were flying across the room faster than my mind could process.
Ruki all but tore my uniform apart to expose my upper body. He took a brief moment to appreciate the marks of his ownership that were already dotted across my chest before closing his mouth over the peak of one of my breasts.
It was one of the few patches of skin that had been left unharmed—possibly for this occasion, I realised. I cried out at the white-hot sting of his fangs penetrating me deeper and deeper, and yet the slightest flick of his tongue had me buckling my hips against his.
The act of drinking blood tended to be pleasurable for both sides to begin with, but this unusually forward approach had me cursing under my breath. I clawed at the lapel of Ruki’s uniform, arching desperately into his touch. I caught his sharp inhale when my nails accidentally grazed the marks my teeth had left in his neck.
Interesting. I thought to tease him with my newfound knowledge of this weakness, but his teeth struck me again before I got the chance.
Ruki’s hands soon found their way to my bare thighs. Long fingers inched up the length of them all the way under the hem of my skirt, leaving goosebumps in their wake. A wry sense of dread formed in the back of my mind. As much as I wanted him and as drunk as I was on this delicious concoction of his blood and his venom, I had not considered the possibility that he would take me up on my provocations. My cheeks burned at the prospect.
At last, Ruki’s fingers hooked under the lace trim of my panties.
"This is your first time," he whispered feverishly against my skin, simply stating the fact, while he peppered kisses all the way from the fresh cuts on my breasts and past my throat until his lips reached the shell of my ear. I could feel the deep red stains he left on me along the way. "I am going to hurt you, but you aren’t exactly opposed to that, are you?”
Losing my virginity to this man seemed nothing short of terrifying, but the ache in my lower abdomen demanded relief. Lust dictated my every move, my every word.
The slightest shake of my head was all it took.
In the span of a breath, my panties were reduced to tattered scraps of fabric on the floor. The chill of the air hit my burning skin. I whined against the cold, but was cut short when Ruki’s fingers found the apex of my thighs.
Nothing else mattered.
Through half-lidded eyes, head tipped back against the window while his fingers pleasured me unabashedly, I clung to Ruki’s hungry gaze as though it was my anchor to this very world. I watched in awe as he raised the same two digits to his mouth and hollowed his cheeks to relish the unfamiliar taste. It struck me as a little odd when his jaw tightened around his fingers, though before I could give it any thought, he thrust them between my lips. The fresh, rich blood on my tongue sent me into a frenzy once more.
Tears pricked in the corners of my eyes while Ruki claimed my innocence with such ferocity that it stole the air from my lungs. Skin on skin, teeth on bone, each other’s blood on our tongues. We were both drunk and delirious. It was impossible to do anything but surrender to my senses. The world became blurry around us. Ruki was all I knew.
Ruki pressed his forehead to mine after what felt like eternity, our laboured breaths mingling and the scent of iron heavy in the air. Stars plagued my vision and my head spun even after I had come down. Being with Ruki was almost like being on a never-ending carousel.
I was glad to still feel the shape of his mouth on mine in a deep, demanding kiss. It chipped away at the remains of my consciousness.
“You insufferable woman,” Ruki chastised, his voice no more than a whisper. “You haunt me, Ira.”
Good enough for me, I thought, smiling triumphantly against his lips before I let the darkness take me.
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