#I'm probs gonna delete this
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You go to the racecourse and you see this, wyd?
Ft @littlepuppysj
#This is why I'm not allowed outside the house#frev#Is this technically?? Cosplay or reenactment? You tell me.#saint just#robespierre#Idk man prob gonna delete later#Pigeon irl
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gonna be more sporadic in posting from here on out, folks
#personal#blog stuff#we are taking some self-studies this year#so that's gonna gonna be fun for our terrible time management#on our way to get the worst burnout ever but#anyhow#yea a lot going on this year#i'm gonna try to figure out the doodle posting schedule#we're gonna aim for every week but it might be every other#we'll see#will prob delete this later#oh yea and fun fact our computer is being odd so we might have to find a new doodle app#anyways#(also on our way to get bullied possibly but that's just the way the cookie crumbles ig)
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Wait what do you mean I don't have to be nice to people I hate what do you mean people should get to want to know me have you met me? No I'm only good to compliment other people until they think I'm bearable company
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#im probs gonna delete this tmmw#what do you mean people should like me even if I'm not a people pleaser#irl drama#tech weeks making me feel like shit#the cast and crew are about to tear each other apart#also I feel like people treat me worse for being in the crew like… girl#I'm psychotic but that's okay
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the average wlw experience is never knowing if shit is platonic or not
#i am still screaming abt this. like i am on my period. i have to kick and complain abt things#like damn i really thought this woman was interested in me FUCKING DUMB FUCKING DUMB SJFUIFFKFJFKRKFJRIF#i am repeating she likeS A BOY IM NOT A BOY bc it's a bop. but also bc it lets all the shit out#frustrating shit#i guess i am into emotionally unavailable women#i'm prob deleting this one it's just too much lol#like i am so stupid i give up on reading people like. i cant read anyone for shit.#i def dont know how attraction works anymore like. absolutely forgotten#I AM ANGRY AT MYSELF SO ANGRY AT MYSELF IF YOU HAVENT NOTICED#god writing a fic tomorrow is gonna be so cathartic pls#boludeces y reclamos mios(?
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insane brain telling me to turn one of my oldest wip fics into an ask blog instead vs i dont wanna draw
#shut up luci#delete later#by one of my oldest i mean its a premise i've been playing with since middle school.#it is veryyyyyyy loosely a shimotsuma monogatari au for my bbygrls alice and sakura. loosely.#at this point the only real resemblance is the punk x lolita combo. entirely different plot and such#i've rewritten it so many times and even considered filing off the serial number to make it into an original story instead of fic#a couple scenes from my stageplay began their life as being part of this fic before i realized it matched my ocs better than iggypan#i havent touched this story in a while but i'm rereading some of it and i thought hm this would be a cute askblog premise also#however i dont feel like drawing all that but now im tormented with all the cute snippets i could show into their lives and the story#it might help me get the ball rolling on rewriting and polishing up to eventually publish#not to get anyones hopes up im prob gonna still take another decade on this fic#inb4 u can run an askblog without art. yeah i know that but art is my fave component of an askblog#inb4 no one sends asks anymore. i dont care i already know what asks i want to send to myself. but i would like to receive some others also
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sorry for being like this. it will happen again
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was talking with a friend about it earlier, but man. i really haven't felt good about my writing as of late. i want to believe it's just writer's block fucking with me, but it's been just. extremely difficult to get words down that i think are any good. and then that bums me out even more and makes it even harder to write and. aghhhhh.
#marine blogs#will prob delete later but.#point is this is where i'm at atm and why i'm really struggling to get new fic stuff out.#my friend was like 'i hope it passes. i know how important this is to you.' and i wanted to weep about that a little gonna be real
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I alr kinda knew a Massive part of my family is lgbtphobic but it just pisses me off to know how easily they're willing to admit it to my face when I'm like . so visibly queer 💀💀💀 they KNOW I'm queer . like.....?
#kiln talks#non horror / slasher#personal posting lately which I'll probs delete later I'm just annoyed bc my sister refuses to fully side w me#like she knows my family targets me when it comes to that n she claims she loves me but the first thing she'll fucking do is#try and explain to me that that's just how their generation was raaaised n that they're fine with me blah blah blah#like yea I know I'm not stupid. do u believe them? do u think I deserve to live? do u think I should change? do u thunk.#whatever I'm gonna go eat bread
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How we feeling about kissing Oli before dying, gang? This is to all the angst addicts out there, I gotchu!!!!
#story snippet#I'm probs gonna delete this later cuz I'm gonna start hating on it nd edit the shit out of it#but for now?#oof ouch bonkies#ik this ain't a lot but it's honest work
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i am filled with rage
#was gonna go to the beach tomorrow#but now i'm NOT#and i wasted so much time today getting ready#i'll get over it in a few hours so it's not a big deal really#but MAN#i wanted to go beach#i'll prob delete this later lol anway#rambles
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this is mostly in jest but heads up i might not post official art besides small doodles for a while because my drafts ran out and these past two weeks have genuinely been destroying my mental health so I don't have the capacity to do anything seriously art-related right now
#personal#random#blog stuff#might join a magma but i think that might be it#i have one small witch eclipse doodle but after that i'm gonna have to restock#and i unfortunately can't cuz my brain went kaput after a 17-page essay and too much stress on top of fasting#i'm a little under the weather as a result cuz my immune system took a hit from lack of sleep and sudden decrease of food#and also the idiots i'm forced to interact with have been stressing me out so#that combined just kinda ruined my ability to draw#i have a break coming up soon so i should be able to come up with something by then but#if i don't here's why#that's why i opened up art requests for whoever wants to do that#cuz i don't really have the ability to come up with stuff rn#i'll still be on tumblr cuz i like it here but#no non-doodle art this week and prob none next week too#so uh yea sorry bout that#anyways#will prob delete this later#(also sue and salty i absolutely love your aus they are very dear to me)
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How many blogs do u have?
3
jeweled-blue-eyes: main blog
jeweled-green-eyes: art side blog (it's starting to collect cobwebs!)
sharper-than-a-serpents-tooth: sorta back up blog for wmmap related stuff in case this one gets deleted
#third blog is prob gonna get forgotten#I'm incapable of posting on multiple blogs#but a perfect summer storms self deletation made me fucking paranoid#better safe than sorry#answered asks#anon
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Taylor I downloaded Little Red Book and made an account for you 🤣🤣🤣
#rwrb rambles#taylor zakhar perez#alex claremont diaz#I'm never gonna use it myself#probs gonna deleted after he goes back to the states
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Sorry I'm aliveeeee. I spent too much time thinking and not enough drawing :')
#Today I wrote a concerning fic about Englsnd being in love with himself in science class#according to my friends the fic is '😟'#which to me that means it's really good :)#but I need it to be an 'are you ok? 😰'#We were lesrning about asexual reproduction. Guess what the fic I wrote was inspired by.........#Dw he just splits like a bacteria#Actually he just throws himself through a mirror#It did have a pretty sad ending though I didn't write it yet. Probs gonna be like 10 chapters long#and I'm deleting my fic on ao3 and reuploading when I make proper art about it. The way I uploaded it was a mess....#I'm also thinking those FrUK fics from a certain ao3 author and AAAA I love their work I want to draw fanart#There's too many things I want to draw#it's too overwhelming#rambles
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For some reason I feel like I don't belong in art spaces because I feel so untalented compared to everyone else. People will post beautiful art, while I'm just over here making a mundane art piece again.
#i know I'm good at art#but sometimes I look at other people's art compared to mine and think “Who would want to enjoy mine when everyone else is so much better?”#idk dude#vent#?#i guess#prob gonna delete later
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#joke poll mostly im prob taking him no matter what i'm just bored#took him to one of those spongebob raves earlier this year and that was fun#i am in a MOOD i just poured myself something to drink and i'm trying on a bunch of clothes to see what the rave fit™ is gonna be#anyways now is a good time to send asks#crow#delete later
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