#I'm okay though

[daily-pat]

This one is about the stars and the moon and the sky above and every little thing oh so more apparent the farther you get away from home.

Inspired by the gorgeous work done in @/pond-child-edd by Neep.

[rogerdeakinsdp]

after waiting for an ambulance for 8 hours and spending the night in the er, i'm about to go home at 7 am

[maideninorange]

Sorry for vanishing guys. I'm still alive, just... taking a break from social media. My mental health has not been kind to me these past few months, and I found that I... Just haven't been able to reblog and do things like I used to on here. Not to mention college. College has been eating up a lot of my time.

I don't know why things are like this for me, but like this they are. I keep telling myself I'll come back one of these days, but so far nothing has stuck.

So yeah. TL;DR: I'm still alive, just gone dormant. I hope to be back one day for real though. When? I do not know. But someday.

[sachisei]

My sincerest apologies to all my active sideblogs for the unannounced hiatus of posts. Last week I was busy preparing and participating in our local festival. I touched some grass. Yes. Good shit.

Posts will be back next week, I promise. I can't do it this week cause I'm having all kinds of burnout right now. Sigh.

[compelledcurator]

Life update - Long - Rant, maybe ??

For a while I've been making post's promising to be back soon and while I have every intention of continuing threads and starting new things I feel like I should give a little insight into my life, as it looks now anyway. I will be vague but trigger warnings for mentions of mental health and such - I will tag these as well.

A big traumatic event happened, which I was hugely effected by. This trauma did not happen directly to me, I can't give any details there as it's not my place. However I was effected and have been trying to find ways to cope with the situation. I accept it's real now so that's a start a least.

I just want you guys to know where I am mentally and the kinda expectations I have going forward. I am in a better head space now, as I write this I have recently spent much needed time with my bestie, Got two tattoos, went on an adventure to the lake district and explored Bamburgh Castle.

I have a few acronyms under the neuro spicy umbrella which means from time to time I may need space but I usually bounce back. I love writing and I have loved creating threads, memes and interwoven stories, unfortunately I keep being blocked every time I sit down to reply or create I'm suddenly overwhelmed and I put it off again. While this could be usual writers block, I know it runs deeper and that's why I'm taking a moment to explain a bit better. Thank you for sticking around though while I'm fighting off these goblins.

My expectations is to return. I will stop promising when because I don't know when that'll be, I am trying and it will take time. I will continue therapy and maybe post little things to ease back in.

I'm sorry for such a long break, sometimes life just happens and we're left cleaning up the mess.

Sending all the loves <3

[sercphs]

So delaying those plans!

Hospital.

[absolutelynormalhumanbean]

America! Home of hating its citizens and medical debt !

[ttngummybear]

I threw out my back by sweeping at work.

My luck is ass.

[raccoon-queer]

y'all ever have one of those days at work where you're looking forward to the end of your shift not because you wanna go home but bc you wanna cry off the clock

[doodle-pops]

You’re my favorite blog on tumblr!

Me: Anytime someone compliments me🥹🥹🥰🥰

You are too kind and sweet, thank you 🥺❤❤❤

[fleurie3am15inspo]

*Me helping mom hammer something on top of a ladder*

Mom: be careful getting down

Me: this is how you do it with ✨elegance✨

Me:

[doveriandragoon]

...Oh. Oh no. Six parts, oh no...! It only hurts more, OH NO

"SURVIVING"

1 2 3 4 5 6

[artist-in-training-wheels]

VENT POST TW: Depressing

For context, in high school and college, too, I was referred to by some as a "beacon of positivity" because I tend to stay optimistic and on the bright side of life. Because of that, many of my friends come close to "the cliff" that I manage to talk back and away from the edge. I don't mind being that person- some of those people are my closest friends to this day... but it also reminds me that... if I were to get close to that cliff and "fall," a lot of the people I care about would follow after me and... it's hard... I'm thankful that some of my friends were checking on me throughout the day, and I feel better (and drawing this).

[anarcho-imposter-syndrome]

poetic justice is beyond overrated; if you list on etsy as handmade an urn which I earlier saw on amazon then I'm gonna kill you with a gun

[pandacommando]

Oh...

Oh dear...

[ix-c-999]

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One thing I've learned about life is that the only person who can keep you from killing yourself is yourself, and if you don't want to kill yourself, you have to make changes in your life and do things that make you feel as though life is worth living.

Doing things that make you not want to kill yourself is sometimes difficult and even dangerous. And not everyone will agree with the things you to do make life worth living. A lot of people will hate you for those things.

But at the end of the day, the best you can do is keep the particulars away from the people who'd hate you for them, and just keep trying to do things that keep you from killing yourself.

I had a particular thing in mind when I wrote this but then I realized it could apply to more than one thing from my life so I'm just going to let it stand as is, with the knowledge that i will not confirm or deny anything it's about.

If there is any TLDR to be taken away from this post, it's that you're allowed to do virtually whatever you need to do to keep yourself from killing yourself.