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Incredibly self-righteous response, that by structure of argumentation illustrates that you're not actually curious to receive a serious response to your question about the differentiation between Jews and zionists in antizionist circles, but that you are just aiming to "demask" what you already assumed are antisemites. Despite the dishonesty of your intention in your question, I'll walk you through it.
The meme itself is ridiculous - statements like "everyone does this and nobody does this" are automatically an incorrect statement and, and pertaining this statement in particular -nobody wants to support Jews- it's factually untrue. Speaking in the case of Germany, but also many other western countries, there are plenty of initiatives, civil and otherwise, supporting jewish communities, speaking out for their protection, and also initiatives of government-linked institutions in support of Israel. Now, this is where it gets tricky, because by way of (legal) definitions, at least in Germany, the differentiation between antisemitism and the opposition of zionist and Israeli political interests has been blended, and that on purpose. For example, to gain German citizenship, you have to agree in the citizenship test with zionist talking points, presented and labeled as support and protection of Jewish life.
It might feel to you like nobody wants to support Jews, it's valid to have such a feeling, especially being influenced by zionist rhetoric that continually re-iterates that everyone's out to harm Jewish people. Historic persecution of Jews, especially through particular groups, but also political and religious movements using them as scapegoats throughout history has created profound trauma, generational trauma, for Jewish people. I'm not trying to discredit the impact of that. But zionists prey on that trauma, and the still very real threat to Jewish communities and individuals today from certain political movements or ideologically motivated groups of people, which does in fact need to be addressed, to gain support for their hateful and divisive ideology. Zionism is an ideology, not a religion or an ethnic group or a cultural heritage. Zionists want Jewish people to feel isolated from the rest of the world to make them feel unsafe and hopeless and so that they will turn to zionism in the belief that is what will protect them. Zionists want to minimise the visibility of the support of Jewish citizens that does exist in the public, the "silent majority", to support this narrative. And memes like the one you made do exactly that! Erase the fact that support of Jewish people in the public exists. By creating memes like this, you are looking to divide, and looking to make Jews feel isolated. Instead of curiously inquiring the reason for these responses - people recognising this meme as zionist propaganda - you are looking to find "proof" that antizionists are in fact, secretly, antisemites.
The critical difference between Jews and Zionists is that Jews are an ethnic, religious and cultural group, and Zionists are people who believe in the ideology of zionism. Many, if not most, zionists are Jews. A Jewish person cannot change being a Jewish person, but they can change what ideology they believe in. But by blurring those definitions, by presenting zionism as a quality of Judaism, they purposely create the Illusion that being against zionist ideology means you're against Jewish people for being Jewish, which they cannot change, meaning they aren't accepted due to qualities they can change, meaning it is hopeless to gain support from those who oppose them, and minimising the responsibility Jewish people have to reflect on their own behaviour (like everyone else is responsible for), if they can just deflect to "oh you hate me cause I'm a Jew".
To illustrate that dynamic, I wanna tell you a story I personally witnessed a few years ago. At a music festival, a guy came up to a young pretty woman working as a barmade at the cocktail bar. He kept talking to her while she was working, distracting her from the customers, getting into her personal space over the side of the counter. She listened to him, and obviously, the whole line waiting for their drinks heard what he was saying and watched what he was doing as well. He volunteered the fact that he was Jewish, without prompting for it, and complained people constantly attack him for being a Jew, he ranted about several instances he claimed to have experienced just this weekend. He came really close to her and was holding up the line. The barmaid politely told him she has to work, to give her physical space, trying not to offend him. He ignored all that and kept talking, hitting on her as well. She politely said she has a boyfriend. The people standing around the bar grew more and more annoyed at his behaviour (holding up the line, not respecting the boundaries the barmaid was trying to set, and also whining about how much of a victim is in life) but nobody said anything. At some point a man who had been standing next to the bar with his friends for over an hour called out to him saying "Hey, please leave her alone and leave, stop holding up the line" and he said "she's chatting with me, don't get involved" and he said "she told you several times she doesn't have time to chat". The Jewish guy started to aggressively discuss with him, insulting him, and then said "you're an antisemite, you just can't stand me cause I'm a jew!" And the other guy shouted back "I don't care that you're a Jew, I can't stand you cause you're an asshole!"
To come back in circle, Jews are people who are responsible for their behaviour and their ideology just like everyone else. You can't act like an asshole and then claim the reason people oppose you is your ethnicity or religion. By putting the label "jewish" on what really is "zionism" Jewish and non-Jewish people are purposely confused to protect zionists behind the label of protection of Jewish life, and also to make Jewish people feel isolated and unsupported by non-jewish public. It is also used to suppress public opposition of zionism under the guise of protecting Jewish life.
Protecting Jewish life is of high importance, as Jewish people deserve to live in peace and freedom just as every other ethnic or social group (just as much, meaning not at the expense or detriment of other groups). Jewish zionists also have the power to change what they believe in and how they act and they are responsible for their beliefs and their behaviour, and are to be held responsible for them. At the same time, antisemitism, meaning the opposition of Jewish people based on their religion or ethnicity, is a very real issue that needs to be addressed as well, but it needs to be clearly separated from the opposition of the IDEOLOGY of zionism.
So the reason why I responded to your meme by mentioning zionists is not because I believe that Jews are by definition zionists or that the terms are interchangeable, it's because "nobody wants to support Jews" is a false statement used by zionists as propaganda to make Jews feel unsafe and isolated and push them towards zionism, and also because it's a tactic for zionists to claim their lack of support in leftist circles is not due to their ideology and behaviour, but due to them being Jewish. And we don't fall for this. You're the one who is demasked for spreading zionist propaganda.
everyone wants to punch nazis but nobody wants to help the people nazis want to slaughter.
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Cockwarming mean Logan while he drink & smokes his cigar. Reader tries to get themselves off but Logan tells them to sit still. It’s torture because Logan is purposely teasing them (nipple play, cl!t play, etc) he loves teasing his girl 😉
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"Cut it out." Logan grunts, eyes fixated on your breasts, trying to gauge which one is more swollen and which one needs extra attention. He settles on the left, raising rough fingers to pinch at your sensitive nipple. He treats it like a plaything, something to fiddle with as he knocks back another sip of the stinging, harsh liquor he's drinking straight from the bottle. His fingers tug and squeeze mercilessly, and you rock slightly on his lap, begging him for more stimulation than just against your nipple.
He's focused more on his drink, and then he swaps it for a cigar and you watch, nearly drooling, as his eyes shut. He takes a long, low, sensual drag, lips exuding a breath of smoke that threatens to clog your lungs if you get too close to him. You rock again, bolder this time, and his eyes snap open, fixing on your own harshly.
"Stop moving." He lands a firm hand on your hip, fingers digging into your flesh roughly, as if showcasing the strength of his metal-coated bones, "If you can't stay still, you can't have anything."
There's little he could do besides push you off of his lap; you've been slowly worked open and eased onto his cock where he's holding you hostage. Still, you feel the ghost of rugburn on your knees and decide that obedience is the wisest course of action. You slow to a stop where you'd been desperately grinding on his cock, feeling your cunt burn with anticipation for more that you can't have. You feel like crying, a sob building in your throat that you try to speak around.
"I need more. It's been- it's been a long time, Logan, please, please will you just fuck me?"
Your begging is met with a faceful of smoke, one that you actually do choke on. Your body is wracked with a coughing fit, and it only makes your hole clench sporadically around Logan, bringing you closer and closer to an edge you'll never make it off of.
"That's the stuff." He decides, voice gruff and approving, and you squint up at his face, eyeing the cigar still pinched between his teeth as his lips move around it.
"Please." You lower yourself to his chest, ducking down and slumping against him in hopes that he'll take pity on your pleading gesture. Your nose longs to bury itself within his neck as he fucks you deep and slow, but you keep yourself contained hoping that he'll have mercy.
"Wait." He sentences you, "If you can hold off until I'm done with this cigar, then I'll take you into the bedroom and give you what you want."
"Here." You beg, "I- I'll take it here, I don't care!"
"After the cigar." Logan grumbles, his chest humming against your face with the words, "If you can wait, I'll take you against the fuckin' kitchen counter, for all I care. All you're getting now is a face full of smoke."
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Dear Daddy Long Legs - Chapter 7
Jason Todd x Fem!Reader
I'm also posting this story on AO3 which you can find here.
This is one of the first scenes I imagined when drafting this fic, so I've been very excited to share it with you guys.
Also sidenote: Y'all thought I was gonna leave out my other hyper-fixation? Have fun reading about these poor saps bonding over the Odyssey :)
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Chapter 7
The scrape of steel on steel jolted you awake. Immediately followed by a dull, throbbing at the base of your neck that sent a shock down your spine. You fell back with a small grunt as you closed your eyes once more. Starbursts painted the back of your eyelids. A train passed outside, rattling the framed pictures on the walls. It was a familiar sound that lulled you to sleep every night.
You would have remembered coming home. Right?
Carefully, you pushed yourself onto your elbows and tried again. The light on your nightstand was offensively bright. A searing prong shoved through both eyes would have been less painful than whatever this was.
“Too bright?” A voice modulator crackled. “Sorry. I’ll turn it off.”
Jesus Christ. This couldn’t be happening.
You opened your eyes despite the pain. It took a second to adjust to the darkness, but when you did, you saw him. Red Hood crouched by your head; his shoulders curled to appear less imposing which only worked insofar that he didn’t look like he wanted to kill you. It was still unnerving, having him this close. The scent of old leather and motor oil clung to his collar. You wrinkled your nose, overwhelmed.
He shifted back onto his knees, the gesture oddly shy. “Uh, hey.”
“Why are you in my apartment?”
“There was a hostage situation at Wayne Manor. You took a hit to the back of the head. I decided to bring you back here.”
His words took a second to fully sink in, but when they did, you ghosted your fingers along the soft patch of skin at the nape of your neck. It was tender to the touch—bruised for sure—but as far as injuries went, it could have been far worse.
Several memories resurfaced and slotted together like pieces in a puzzle. Mark flirting with you over a crate of booze, a knuckle tattoo, the crack of a gun, and fucking Brendan.
“I’m an idiot.”
Hood lifted his hand as if he might touch you, but he hesitated just before he made contact. You both stared at his outstretched hand, a heavy silence between you. His fingers curled as he let his hand fall. He cleared his throat. “None of this was your fault.”
“No, part of it was definitely my fault,” you admitted, “I wouldn’t have taken a blow to the head if I hadn’t drawn the shooters attention away from the target. I tried to play hero, and it backfired.”
“You did that on purpose.” His modulator pitched.
You doubled over, gripping your head in your hands. “Ugh.”
“Sorry.” He softened his voice for your sake. It only helped insofar that he wasn’t causing active distress anymore. “Why would you do that on purpose?”
“I don’t know. I didn’t really think. I just acted.” You groaned and fell back against your pillow. “Funny thing is, I should have been in class, but my boss called me in to train the new recruits.”
Recruits who ended up being members of a notorious gang. What had your life become?
“I should have told him to pound sand.”
“You skipped cl—” He stopped himself before he caused another pitch in his modulator. Instead, he fumed quietly, each breath sharper than the last as he curled and uncurled fists.
While this wasn’t your first lecture from him, his reaction surprised you. Hood didn’t strike you as the scholarly type—not that you claimed to know anything about him. For all you know, he could have a PhD in political science or medicine. Most of the supervillains in Gotham were well-known academics. The same could apply to morally gray vigilantes.
Finally, he said, “Why would you skip class? Couldn’t someone else take your shift instead?”
“Our veteran server quit, so it had to be me,” you countered sharply, “I’m also not in a position when I can turn down an extra shift.” With a quick wave, you motioned to your shitty studio. It wasn’t much, but you tried. He glanced around as if he were seeing it for the first time. You supposed there were more pressing things to focus on than your tastes in thrifted décor.
“Why would you bring me home? I should have stayed at the manor until the paramedics arrived?”
He fiddled with his gloved fingers. You clocked the bad habit soon after meeting him. Watching someone as comically large as Red Hood get nervous was oddly endearing, not that you were ever going to tell him that. He’d either die of embarrassment or shoot you for pointing it out.
“Your, uh, coworker mentioned you didn’t have family in the area, so I assumed you didn’t want to pay for an ambulance ride and an overnight stay at the hospital. And you’d probably hate it even more if Bruce Wayne paid for it given you…” He made a vague, flourishing gesture with his hands. “Well, considering the conversations we’ve had.”
He caught on faster than you expected. You never imagined the person who understood you was also the one who spent his nights dual-wielding guns whilst parading around Gotham. A bitter laugh crept into your throat, but you smothered the urge, knowing the effort would make your headache worse.
“Alright, you were right to make that assumption.”
“I bet you’re regretting skipping class, huh?”
You shot him with a narrow look that told him to drop it. “No need to rub it in. I didn’t want to skip.”
From the tension curling in his shoulders, you sensed he had more to say on the matter. The air fizzled and sparked between you as you waited for him to speak, but he resisted the urge. Good. You weren’t in the mood for another lecture, and he seemed to sense that.
“Besides, I think I’m already paying the price. This was a one-time thing and now, I’ll have to miss a few more days while I recover. I don’t want to fall behind on my readings and coursework, but here we are.”
Your temples throbbed, despite the reprieve of darkness. Focusing too long on any one thing made the room spin. It was nauseating. As much as you wanted to escape in a book, that wasn’t going to happen tonight.
“What are you reading?” he asked after a moment.
You motioned toward the stack on your kitchen table. Most of the books had been thrifted from the shop down the street. Your scholarship didn’t cover reading materials, and you balked at the prices at the school store.
“The Red Tent for my women’s history class and The Odyssey for my English class.”
“Which translation of The Odyssey?”
“Robert Fitzgerald.”
He made a small noise of disgust, amplified by the modulator. “He translated it well, I guess, but I prefer Emily Wilson’s take on the epic. It’s creative, but there’s a certain musicality to her prose that I admire.”
You… didn’t know how to respond to that.
Red Hood was the last person you expected to have an opinion on classical literature. Sure, it kind of made sense the longer you talked with him, but the vibes of tortured poet and rugged vigilante didn’t quite mesh in your mind. In fact, you were fairly certain this was all a concussion-induced dream. It just happened to include Red Hood.
And if this was a dream, like you assumed it was, there was no harm in playing along.
“You’ve read multiple translations of the Odyssey?”
“Duh. At least three in English, another in Spanish, and one in German. Hasn’t everyone?” He shoved off your bed and walked toward your kitchen table. “Comparison is a crucial element when it comes to translated works. People interpret language differently and it’s fun to read those different interpretations.”
He grabbed the book from your pile and flipped through it gingerly, almost reverent in the way he handled it. “Sing in me, Muse, and through me tell the story of that man skilled in all way of contending, the wanderer, harried for years on end, after he plundered the stronghold of the proud height of—”
“What are you doing?”
“Helping you with your readings. Take it from me, reading with a concussion fucking sucks.”
“Oh.”
Oh—that was the best response you could come up with?
You stared at your hands so he wouldn’t see your blush. An offer like that was, well, it toed a line. Which line? You couldn’t exactly say, but there had to be one given the Red Hood had offered to read to you so casually. The man was a walking contradiction of himself with the broad frame that barely concealed the raw awkwardness that lay beneath. It felt familiar, but your mind was too foggy to draw a connection.
This had to be a dream. You refused to believe anything else. There wasn’t a reality where Red Hood, or anyone for that matter, offered to read The Odyssey outside your dreams.
Fuck it.
Might as well test the bounds of your dreams.
“I don’t mean to sound ungrateful, but it’s kind of hard to listen with your…” You motioned toward his helmet. “The modulator is a little hard on the ears.”
He gave you a long look. It was moments like this you wished you could see the expression beneath. Maybe this was the line. Asking him to remove his helmet wasn’t just a risk to him, but to you as well. Anonymity to a certain degree protected you. You understood that, and yet you asked anyway.
“I’m sorry,” you started, “Forget I asked.”
A lot of things could have happened next. You shuffled through all of them in the span of a few seconds, none of which were all that pleasant. Him ducking behind the couch and laying flat on the floor was not one of the scenarios you pictured.
You sat a little straighter, only able to see his heavy combat boots sticking out from one end. “Uh… Hood?”
Several seconds passed before he said, “Is this better?”
There was no modulator this time. His words weren’t even muffled. His natural voice settled low in his chest, punching on the vowels and softened the consonants. A pleasant zing rippled through your blood.
The man had a prominent Jersey accent. While not uncommon for the area, confirming it thrilled you more than you expected. Another piece to the puzzle that was Red Hood.
The realization hit you harder than the gun had. You muffled a gasp in your palm. He removed his helmet... for you. You had no intention of seeing the man hidden beneath the mask. Knowing that he trusted you at all made you a little light-headed.
“Much better.”
“Right. Okay.” He paused. “Can I—not that I don’t, but can I trust you not to—”
“I promise not to look,” you assured him.
What went unsaid hung thick in the air and threatened to smother you. You settled on your side, pointedly ignoring the fact that Red Hood was laying on your apartment floor. As far as dreams went, this one was bizarre, but the thought of waking up and being forced to face reality hit harder than you expected.
Selfishly, you didn’t want it to end, and that frightened you.
“Now, where were we.” You heard the shuffle pages before he said, “Here we go. He saw the townlands and learned the minds of many distant men, and weathered...”
You closed your eyes to focus on the mental pictures he painted with words alone. His lilting voice read with the confidence of someone who’d read these passages a hundred times over. And maybe he had. It was easy to get lost in the story—in n the inviting warmth of his honeyed words. It wasn’t long before you succumbed to them like a siren’s song.
It was unclear when exactly you drifted off, but when you startled awake a few hours later, your apartment existed in the stillness of dawn. Thin strips of sunlight filtered through your blinds. You blinked blearily, a headache pressing down on your temples as you sat up.
As you peered around your apartment, deciding where the dream ended and reality began, you settled on the book left on your nightstand. The Odyssey. You grabbed it, flipping open to the spot that someone had marked with a crumpled Bat Burger receipt. It certainly wasn’t yours.
You flipped it over to find a hastily scrawled note on the back in red ink. Take it easy. Rest. Drink water. Pain meds as needed—just don’t overdo it. I left off on page 29, line 317. –RH
RH.
Red Hood.
Not a dream then...
All of it was real. He brought you home and watched over you until you woke up. He read books and had opinions on classic literature. He took off his helmet for you. Your flush bled down your neck and settled in your chest. That meant his damn accent was real too.
Fucked. That’s what you were.
Burying your face in your book, you flopped back on the bed. The knot at the nape of your neck twinged, but it failed to put you out of your misery.
If Hood knew what was good for him, he’d stay away. If you knew what was good for you, you’d do the same. So, you did what you always do with problems you didn’t want to deal with. It went in a box, and you tucked away in the far recesses of your mind to deal with on another day.
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I saw requests are open! Is it possibly for you to do a Senku x reader oneshot? Senku is totally pining after the reader (who also has a massive crush on him) and Gen has to shove Senku out of his comfort zone to get him to say anything to the reader!
OR (give you some options because I saw you have writers block)
A Senku x Reader oneshot where they are finally about to reunite after Senku wins the Stone war against Tsukasa! Fluffy and cute!
I hope giving you two ideas isn’t too much! You definitely don’t need to do both but I thought giving you a choice would help!
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pairing: senku x f!reader
a/n: I've decided to merge the two ideas together! Thank you for requesting!! I hope it's to your liking!
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Senku couldn't sleep, for countless nights, he would lay in bed, staring at the ceiling silently, thinking.
Ever since Gen had arrived back during the Grand Bout, he revealed something to him.
Tsukasa had taken [Name] as a hostage, purposely reviving her when he had no choice but to bury her statue when they fled the small camp he and Taiju made at the beginning and keeping her close.
"Poor [Name] is scared to death." Gen's words echo in his mind. "Save her Senku~"
He sighs, closing his eyes. "Wait for me, okay?" Mumbling quietly, he says.
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After the war with Tsukasa was over, the first thing Senku did was go over to the Tsukasa empire. On his search to look for the [H/C] haired girl, he walked among the place before stopping.
He looked up to see a figure poking their head out from the prison-like cave, like how Chrome said they held him in.
"....senku?" The voice called out quietly.
A shiver ran down his spine.
[Name] teared up upon seeing him running up the mountain to where she was being held.
Watching as he pants heavily, he quickly helps trying to get the prison open, sitting on a rock, sat [Name], nothing had changed. Seeing her like this reminds him of their life in the modern world.
"You're okay." Her calm expression is the same; the way she sits with her legs together, ladylike, and the gentle smile on her lips are all the same. "I'm happy."
[Name] is caught off guard as Senku walks over and stands in front of her, then suddenly, the two fall back from the rock, trapping the girl underneath him, his arms are wrapped tightly around her waist, face buried in her neck.
She's stunned before even saying a word; she feels his shoulders tremble slightly and then understands.
Without a word, she slowly hugs him back, smiling against his hair. "... I missed you too." She mumbles for his ears alone.
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It's been a couple of weeks since [Name] returned to his side; Gen had noticed the way Senku would be around her. Asking for her opinions on his latest work, when they made bread, he made sure she was the last one to get it, giving her the larger portion left.
Upon seeing how happy she was eating it, he gave her his piece, claiming he wasn't that hungry and claimed they would make more now that they had a chief.
Gen had managed to catch [Name] alone, Senku, surprisingly not by her side. "Say, [Name], I've been meaning to ask. What is Senku to you?" He sat down beside her as she sewed up Senku's winter coat since winter was coming up.
She looks up at him before going back to work. "We grew up together." Gen hums at this. "My best friend." Her answer was....too vague for him, so he decided to push.
"Oh? Is that all? I thought you two were more than that." He thinks out loud, peeking over to see her reaction.
"Gen." The girl says, "I know what you're trying to do." She smiles. "If you're looking for a specific answer, all you had to do was ask. I have loved Senku for many years."
His mouth drops, and he expected her to deny or simply not answer.
"So straightforward." She just smiles at him before going back to work.
It took days for Gen to plan his next move; he saw the way Senku looked at [Name], so maybe he could ask Senku if he would think of the [H/C] haired girl.
Yeah, he'll ask and try to play matchmaking-
"Oh, [Name]? Yeah, I'm aware of her feelings for me." Senku says bluntly, picking his ear.
Gen is shell-shocked, staring at Senku like he has grown another head.
"What?" The green-white-haired boy says, clueless.
"You haven't done anything?" Senku blinks at Gen's words. "Done what?" The scientist says.
"Oh, I don't know—accepting her feelings, obviously!?! Gen shouts clearly annoyed at how blunt Senku was towards the girl's feelings in the first place.
"[Name] knows how I feel," Senku says like it's normal, very blunty.
Gen groans. "Senku, I don't think any girl would know what the boy she's in love with feels about her when you give her science rants."
"Can't you give her flowers or maybe something normal?"
Senku scoffs at this. "Back in the modern world, I would give her a lot of things." He says it like it's nothing, almost proud.
"Name one." Gen challenges him.
"I named a spaceship after her."
"Next."
"I took her to Africa to study Ebola with me."
"No, something more romantic." Gen looked like he wanted to just give up. None of this seemed like normal things to give to a girl.
Senku thinks a bit. "...I made a lipstick for her." He remembers that the brand she was using was running out, but they had discontinued it. She was sad about it and often went to the mall with her as she searched for an alternative.
So when she didn't like any of them nor did it suit her. He managed to sneak a sample of the remaining bit and spent a week trying to perfect it.
Seeing her so happy was worth it in the end.
"Anything else?" Gen asked him. "Surely that can't be the only 'normal' gift to her." The man sighs.
Senku stands with his arms crossed, the work he was working on, forgotten. His face deadpans as soon as he realizes what Gen means. Maybe he hadn't given enough to [Name], or maybe she thinks the feelings are one-sided.
"See what I mean." Gen sighs at Senku's dejected face.
"Don't worry, the great mentalist will help you," Gen says grinning.
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Senku glanced over at [Name], who was sitting. He made up an excuse to bring her here alone, and he wasn't sure where to go from there.
In his hand, a hairclip, one he'd made the day before. Gen had suggested it to him upon seeing how [Name] often moved the strands of hair from her face.
Gen watches from afar. He can't hear anything, but he sees Senku sitting down beside the [H/C] haired girl. His lips opened as he spoke to her before showing the hairclip.
[Name] smiles as she reaches for the item before Senku leans in and puts it in her hair, catching her off guard as her face heats up slightly, but she smiles at Senku.
More words are spoken, but Gen sees this as a sign to give them privacy.
[Name] goes to lean in the water to see her reflection, but Senku stops her; he brings out a small item and hands it to her. Flipping it around, the girl sees that it is a mirror; smiling, she checks where he puts the hairclip and smiles even more , thanking him.
She looks surprised at his words, seeing him bashful as he confesses, giggling at this. She rests her head on his shoulder, closing her eyes, "That's not true; I like when you go on about what you're passionate about; I love seeing that sparkle in your eyes." She confesses. "So don't think your actions are any less."
Senku wraps his arm around her as they sit there. No more words are needed between them since they both know the depths of their feelings.
The next day, Gen goes over to see how things went, going over to Senku, only to stop when he sees the two closer than ever.
Matchmaker Gen's job is over.
#thelonestarinthesky#dr stone#dr stone senku#dr stone x reader#ishigami senku#senku#senku x reader#senku x y/n#x reader#drst x reader
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I'm glad Nexus took action as soon as they could! 🙏 (They do not moderate/work on the website during the weekend)
After the deletion of the "Alternate T-Bug" mod, EKT decided to remove all of his catalogue (with the exception of the Unique Eyes update) and made the following statement:
"Due to the apparent lack of brain activity within the Nexus moderating team and their clear inability for logical thinking in any capacity, I have chosen to remove all my mods except the unique eyes mod because people rely on it. I don't want to submit and share my art on a website that not only solicits but encoruages and works alongisde bullies and ideologues, clearly the moderation team is not fit for the task and I don't want to share the same space as them. The moderation team either does not do their job properly or are deeply biased, either way there is an issue too severe for me to be okay with it."
He since made another comment:
"I am going to bring my mods back up, the reason for this is because the vile people that brigaded, harassed and mass reported me actually are dumb enough to think that it resulted in all my mods getting taken down, there is no world where i am letting those low lives have that sense of satisfaction. Bunch of insane bigoted ideologues projecting their disgusting twisted world views onto everything they see."
Reminder that EKT made, published and defended a white T-bug mod, which goes against Nexus' File Submission guidelines, shielding himself behind his "artistic vision" - you can check the original' post and the multiple reblogs/replies for more context
EKT's mods were used by a lot of people, and his choice of words in his public statement is obviously on purpose; many people are being manipulated into thinking he's the victim of an harassement campaign
Don't hesitate to let people know what he did, with proof
In the meantime, over the public -KS- Modding Community Server
EKT is calling for an actual harassment campaing against SweetMage, trying to get them to be banned from Nexus and Tumblr
Thanks to the people who provided the screenshots They gave me permission to share them here
The server owner has been made aware of the situation
As a final note I'll only repeat myself: - Warn your friends, your chooms and the general public, make them aware of the situation, don't let them get manipulated into defending a racist/colorist mod - Take note of who's actively participating in this ordeal, took preview pictures, endorsed the initial mod, left comments and who are now supporting EKT
Hey, can y'all report this mod that whitewashes T-Bug?
This mod not only lightens her skin but makes her nose and lips smaller as well as other changes to her face. On top of this the modder has been deleting every comment calling this out and has now taken to calling commenters "internalized racists" for having a problem with it.
Not in the fandom and don't know who T-bug is? This is what she looks like in the game (top) vs in the mod (bottom):
I do not care to hear any "people can do what they want in their own game!" nonsense. Dont know why you'd wanna erase dark skinned black women in your own game but you do you, but this was posted publicly on the internet so Imma say something about it. Fandoms in general are often unwelcoming to black folks and creating, supporting, and condoning whitewashing only adds to that fact!
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my chap 4 death predictions as of day 26. i made this a few days ago and surprisingly, it stayed entirely the same even after the motive drop.
this is more vibes-based than anything. would ojima make sense as a killer? ....maybe? i don't know how though. i guess that he could be the victim and yanagi the killer, i think it could be either-or. my reasoning for this order specifically:
three words- maximizing tragedy factor.
hirojima and/or hayashigeki ain't surviving. one, or both pairs are gonna get broken up now.
ojima dislikes yanagi and actively holds a grudge against him for hurting hiroaki.
ojima was in absolute awe when he heard hayashi killed her abuser, he wished he could be stronger and able to fight back too.
ojima has said many times that he would never kill, so being pushed to murder/or killing by accident would be tragic as hell. pure drama.
i thought about mai as a victim for a second, but i don't see how ojima, or anyone could make a drop on her, plus they have their solidarity thing going on.
yanagi's death would be devastating for mai. here he was, always worried about her safety, when she should have cared more about his all along?
ojima's been a victim his entire life. him dying as a victim would be fitting and devastating, but also...eh. eeeehhh. i guess if he killed by accident/unwittingly, it would also make him a victim of circumstance.
yanagi's self-sacrificial to a fault. if you live to be of service to others, could you say that you would never die for someone?
i'm not too certain about ojima killer, i don't know how it could be compelling AND well-written. woah, an abuse victim being a killer, so original. he can't kill while he's dissociating, that would be bad and stupid. he also wouldn't kill on purpose because he simply dislikes someone. what i feel is just... ojima killer would bring a different kind of devastation than ojima victim. he's a very kind and caring person, the idea of him going against who he is like that hurts so bad. there would be an undertone of betrayal there. like, et tu, ojima? especially if hiroaki carries the trial again, and as he's putting the pieces together, he realizes that he has doomed ojima to death. that, to me, would be an entirely different type of agony than the one of ojima getting murdered. not to say that hiroaki wouldn't also be completely incapacitated by ojima dying as a first thing.
also, i thought about a scene like, hiroaki thinks the 'but i wouldn't do it!' argument is always invalid and never lets it slide. so, it would be quite funny if someone accused ojima in the trial and hiroaki was like '??? uhhhh, are you stupid? ojima wouldn't do it, he can hardly tell his left from his right' and ojima's like haaahhh yeah. anyway, i'm putting a pin in it, i dunno. i'm still very fond of the idea that someone will try to kill hiroaki and they will get killed by ojima instead. (thanks bronze-ocs!)
however, yanagi is DEAD dead. deadady-dead-dead-dead. i'm certain. my man's just gone. he's been going above and beyond this chapter, stretching himself thin to support many people and keeping up morale. and so far he's the only one who sort-of kind-of believes in monomoko. or at least, that she might be imprisoned and coerced, just like them. i can't see how he could make it to chapter 5. for him, either scenario works. him being a killer, after all the good he's done for so many people, after he's been trying his hardest to redeem himself and make up for his mistakes? especially killing someone as beloved as ojima? oof. unforgivable. ESPECIALLY because of his knight's vow. he was supposed to protect others, that is what he lives for, and ending someone's life...honestly, now that i think about it, yanagi killer might just give himself up immediately out of pure guilt.
yanagi victim works for the same reasons, he's been trying so hard, struggling, growing, devoting himself to hayashi, wada, and tamba, and he gets killed for it. pure tragedy. it's just fucked. either way, i strongly feel that he's not going to survive.
briefly about some others:
mai: i feel like she might be a goner too, but i'm not sure. i don't see either ojima or yanagi killing her, or vice versa. wellllllllll... anything can happen if it's an accident.....?
tamba: maybe? either she's dying here, or she's a survivor. i just don't feel very strongly about the possibility of her dying.
hiroaki: as substitute for ojima. but i don't think he will, he had JUST tried to kill himself. plus, there's a hell of a lot more evidence for ojima dying rn than him. and my biggest reason...ojima's death would devastate him more than his would devastate ojima. but still, i'm not ruling it out completely.
watari's worrying me, but i think there's a big likelihood she'll survive. i saw the hama killer theories, it would be unexpected and tragic ig, but i dunno. ken and wada are surviving. and that's about it, for now, i'll see how it changes in the upcoming weeks.
#tetro danganronpa pink#i just realized that with ojima and yanagi gone there'd be only reds‚ purple and brown left....#damn i need to throw this entire thing outta the window now#blakewords
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When you spend 20 years attempting to bring down the child slavery, murdering, human trafficking exploitation ring that stole your childhood, murdered your friends, and killed countless innocents only to have them rebrand as 'Noble Freedom Fighters™' off-screen.
#rip zevran's crusade against the crows >:(#when people said they wanted to be crows they didn't want devs to make the faction nice so we won't feel bad or conflicted about it#people wanted to be conflicted! they wanted to see the faction in all its glitz and glamour - then see what it hid beneath all the mystique#choose to play as a crow that loves the life/hates it/is undecided/etc...#but i'm sorry i forgot that this game doesn't want to do 'role play' options my bad#i will not stand for this zevran erasure!!!#they set up a schism with zevran's da2 codex entry - with other crows joining him!#have the antivan crows faced with a threat that challenged their outlook on why they fight#have the talons be the one to sell out antiva! in exchange for allowing their business to resume (have it be a sneaky reveal!!!)#their work has purpose and order to it so the antaam might agree! they're like 'babys first ben-hassrath!'#have Crows look around at their own home - see the vendor they bought fruit from disappear or the smiling old lady now cowed by grief#then have them decide to DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT#have a schism! have Zevran take in Crows who are unhappy - have them realize how shit the organization is!#boom! somewhat-noble freedom fighters! (they're doing their best okay)#if there were differences between different crow houses they needed to explain it better...let us talk to Lucanis! I want to know him :(#my art <3#dragon age#datv critical#datv spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#zevran arainai
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hey *throws toxic tragic kiburi x ushari au at you*
kiburi wants to become the leader of his float. a snake has some bigger ideas for him. ushari says that kiburi can become leader of the pridelands too, then crocodiles will finally be respected to his standards. ushari wants respect for all reptiles. kiburi doesn't mind that. he believes him.
the plan fails, and he has nothing but his friends now. kiburi finds ushari, who offers him something in return for keeping his life. kiburi should kill him, but he doesn't.
kiburi meets scar, who ushari has complete trust in. if he follows scar, he could rule someday. with ushari by his side, reptiles could finally be respected. trusting him is working in his favour.
the army never wins. kiburi can feel every bruise, cut and scrape that doesn't have a chance to heal. he can see the weariness in his float from fighting every day. the pressure is destroying them all. ushari never gains a single tear in his perfect scales. scar rants and rages about how the army isn't good enough. ushari never has to face scar's wrath. maybe he was wrong to trust him, but there's no turning back now, there is nothing else. and traitors are no better than dead.
janja turns against them. he survives their attempt to kill him and finds happiness somehow. there is no peace for the army, so they're sure he was never really one of them. kiburi doesn't feel any guilt. scar promises this is the last battle to win the pridelands. ushari is sure of it, so kiburi is too.
and he was right. the army wins the very moment that ushari's venom infects kion's mind. there is nothing that the pridelanders can do. for once, there is victory for the army. for once, there is peace.
fire quickly takes over every patch of land in sight. all of it is theirs. kiburi's float will never have to get another wound again. they will never have to go hungry again. they will never have to share again. they will never be unhappy again. kiburi is glad he trusted ushari.
until all the lands had nothing left. there isn't enough water. his float are gone. kiburi barely manages to get by. this is all ushari's fault. such a smart snake should have known better.
ushari tricked him. those comforting words of ruling the lands were all false promises. everything was a lie, it must have been. scar's reign meant nothing could survive. such a smart snake should have known that.
ushari betrayed him, so kiburi makes sure he brings justice.
#not my best writing but#this au came to me and i HAD to write it out#for full disclosure i was inspired by I'm Your Man by Mitski <3#“i'm an angel you're a dog” but it's kiburi being entranced by ushari and doing all the hard work in the army#“you believe me like a god i destroy you like i am” but it's the army believing in scar's cause even when it's destroying them#in kiburi's case because ushari tricked him into the army#“one day you'll figure me out i'll meet judgement by the hounds” but its kiburi realising he was tricked all along#obviously its scar's fault not ushari's but kiburi believes that ushari MUST have known#so the angst is in that ushari DIDN'T know this would happen. he was tricked too#but kiburi is in so much grief and rage that he thinks ushari did this on purpose. so he goes after him to kill him#gosh that lyric is so vivid to me i wish i could draw amvs ANYWAY CONTINUING-#“you believe me like a god i betray you like a man” but its kiburi confronting ushari. he really did believe him like a god#but kiburi thinks ushari turned against him. ushari doesn't understand#he thinks that they've both been betrayed by scar . which is mostly true but not in kiburi's eyes#so he tries to attack ushari and in defense ushari bites him thus they both betray each other 👍#tlg you are not immune to my dark angst AUs#fueled by mistki songs apparently 😔🙏#still not over kiburi x ushari apparently#tlg au#kiburi x ushari
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Adam has been home for hours, and he was still in his work clothes. Since seeing those beautiful sun flowers Charlie and Lucifer brought him, he's been drawing up plans for his garden.
How couldn't he plan his garden around them their absolutely gorgeous, and they are even more special because of Lucifer and Charlie.
He smiled, thinking of Lucifer.
Adam: Oh god...
Adam buried his head in his hands when he felt his heart flutter at the thought of him. He can't start crushing on him- not again. He remembered the embarrassment of confessing to Eve. What a shot in the heart that was.
And besides, Lucifer's hurt. He's recovering from a horrible relationship, even after all these years. He definitely wouldn't want to get in another one... especially with Adam of all people.
Adam: Fuck- You're an idiot Adam... always falling for people that do nice shit for you... what a fucking loser...
Shutting his book, Adam walked to his kitchen and turned his stove on. He should make some dinner.
Thank god it's the weekend tomorrow. He can finally finished unpacking then get on to his garden.
Looking up, Adam smiled when he saw Lucifer moving around his house.
He's... adorable.
Groaning, Adam leaned against his bench and put his head in his hands. He fucking hates feelings.
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Flicking through pages of one of the plant booklets Charlie brought home, Lucifer hummed at the different plants.
This is making him want to get out in the garden. But, maybe the backyard. Away from the road. That's a good idea.
Maybe he could plant some sunflowers, too. The small ones, though.
Looking out the window, Lucifer was shocked to see it was nighttime already. Where did the day go?
He did his routine, was shutting and locking all of the windows and shutting the curtains. But when he got to the front door, he heard a soft knock.
Slowly opening it, he smiled when he saw Adam.
Lucifer: Evening, Adam.
Adam: Hey, Lu! I uh- sorry I didn't come round earlier- I wanted to thank you and Charlie, but the day got away on me- oh! I brought you a few things!
Lucifer chuckled when Adam knelt down and picked something up.
Adam: So- because you helped my garden- with the best flower ever in my opinion- I wanted to return the favor! So, this is a begonia- it's good for hanging pots- or window pots. I wanted to get you something that you didn't have to go out of your comfort to care for. And-.
Lucifer grabbed the pot and smiled at the little sapling. He has no idea what a begonia is, but it sounds beautiful.
Adam: I-I made too much dinner again- I swear I'm not doing this on purpose! I'm just... my eyes are way bigger than my stomach.
Adam handed Lucifer another container of food, and the blonde could already smell it. His mouth was watering so much.
Adam: It's a ramen kinda thing. A poor man's ramen.
Lucifer chuckled: Sounds delicious.
Adam: Oh- and you can hold onto the container you'd like, I'm sorry that I made you leave your place to give it back- I didn't even think.
Lucifer: It's... it's okay, Adam. It was a good push... actually.
Adam: A push? I don't want to push you, Lu- oh god. I'm sorry. Fucking idiot- you hold onto it, okay? I'll grab it next time I bother you. I'm sure I'll bring you more food at some point.
Lucifer wanted to laugh at how much Adam was panicking. Did he always look so ridiculous when he panicked? Surely not.
After forcing some of Charlie's cookies on Adam, they waved goodbye to each other, and Lucifer started his routine all over again.
Snuggling into bed, he turned on the TV and started eating the food Adam brought.
He's never had ramen before, but he couldn't believe how good it was. Or maybe it was good because Adam cooked it.
Glancing at the windowsill, Lucifer smiled at the small pot plant Adam gave him. It's a nice way to flex his green thumb after all these years.
Lucifer: ...How sweet...
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⚠️This deals with Agoraphobia, anxiety, depression, and mentions of domestic abuse ⚠️
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Adam: Well that's the last of them.
He looked around his new home and smiled, this place was so much better than his last home and a third of the price too.
They were practically giving it away.
There was his lawn mower that was on the truck still.
Adam went out to put it in the garage when he noticed his neighbor, a short blonde man getting his mail from his box. He was better looking than his last neighbor.
Adam waved: Hey!
Lucifer jumped as he grasped his mail, he looked over and saw a handsome brunette standing in the driveway across the road smiling and waving.
Lucifer: O-Oh, hi!
Adam: Names Adam, I just moved in.
Lucifer: N-nice to meet you! I'm Lucifer, I hope you like it here.
He wanted to be polite and welcome his new neighbor right, but he could already feel the cold tendrils of anxiety start to slowly crawl through his skin trying to wrap around him like a vice grip.
How long has he been outside? His heart started to beat a little hard with each moment he's not back in his home. He could die! He's not safe he needs to get back!
Adam: Yeah me too.
By the looks of it he already likes what he sees.
Lucifer nodded, he could feel the tremors starting in his hands the palms getting sweaty.
He needs to go.
Lucifer: I-It was nice to meet you Adam! B-But I need to get going.
Adam: Oh okay, maybe we can hang out sometime?
Lucifer gave a tight smile: Y-yeah.
He waved again to be polite and tried not to run back to his house, his therapist said it was good for him to be out as long as he could stand it.
Pushing himself a little each day. Today him reached his limit.
Once his front door was closed and locked behind relief washed over him, he's safe now nothing can hurt him. He hugged his mail to his chest, he needed to sit down.
Lucifer went over and placed everything on the coffee table. He tried to remember his breathing exercises.
Adam seemed very nice, maybe he'll send Charlie over when she comes to give him a proper greeting.
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Adam tilted his head as he watched his new neighbor go into his home, if he didn't know any better he would say the man was panicked. Did he do something? He knows his personality can be a little brash at times but he thought he was being polite.
A man that lived beside him came out for his mail as well.
Adam: Hi! Umm, I'm new here.
Alastor: Oh hello! I'm Alastor, I guess that makes us neighbors.
Adam chuckled: Guess so. Umm, if I may ask, is the man that lives there okay? I didn't intend to upset him.
Alastor looked over at Lucifer's home and rolled his eyes.
Alastor: Getting the mail was he? Don't worry about it that man's afraid of his own shadow. I wouldn't waste my time, he never leaves his house.
Well that sounded a little dramatic.
Adam: What?
Alastor leaned on the fence: Oh yeah, Mr. Morgenstern over there never leaves his house. Rumor has it that his wife used to beat the fuck out of him in the home but it was worse when they were in public. Apparently she'd just humiliate him and others would join in making things worse. He was never free of her but at least in the home he could be alone.
Adam was horrified to hear that: Dude, the fuck, is that true?
Alastor shrugged: Not sure. All I know that is true is she left him nearly 8 years ago and he's become some kind of hermit that never leaves the damn house. His daughter Charlie, sweet girl you'll likely meet her, comes over from time to time.
Adam looked over at Lucifer's house, that couldn't all be true right? Maybe some was and the rest is telephone gossip extras?
Him and Alastor parted ways, he had to put everything away in his house. All the while his mind kept going back to the handsome neighbor across the way.
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AND IT'S COMPLETED! Last chapter finally posted!
The Torchwood team manages to get themselves dumped into the middle of the Korean War and have to struggle their way through injuries, medical staff, time anomalies, demon hunters, and more general confusion than even they're used to dealing with on the regular in order to find a way home.
Meanwhile the MASH crew get a bunch of British spooks who just may win for being the weirdest patients they've ever had, and that's saying a lot.
#torchwood#mash#mash 4077#fanfiction#normally i only post when i start a new fic but by god i've been working on this one long enough that i want to celebrate finishing it#i am very satisfied with how it turned out and it was beyond fun to write - i really needed something this kooky when i started writing it#and going through afterwards to edit and get all the pieces lined up was an excellent way to unwind#and against all expectations there are actual people reading it? which stuns me? i thought this was going to be a For Me Myself And I sort#of crossover#so to everyone who has ALSO been reading and commenting: thank you - you sustain me you're magical people i am giving you all little kisses#also the number of people who only know one of the franchises or the other... wow i'm so flattered you'd try reading a whole crossover for#series you don't even know#hopefully it was easy enough to follow even without knowing hte other show bc both of them have such bigger cumbersome casts...#for anyone interested who is a MASH Exclusive sort of person - they finally show up in chpt3#it takes a minute for them to get there but i promise you that they do and they get to cause all sorts of problems on purpose
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Is your patience with me running out already?
#johnny's silly rambles#i have more honest things to say but I'll try and wrap them up in a poem instead haha🥲#in short my self-destructive tendencies are just provocation through my passiveness and someday it will fire back#I'm not doing it on purpose but i have to work against that and I'm failing so hard and I'm sorry😭#i fear losing the good things that i have now#I'm sorry i think I'm being super cryptic rn but idk how to say things
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this series' batshit production makes it impossible to figure out what the fuck is going on at any time ever....
Does it make sense that Deluge is supposed to be taken at face value and that totheark does know that Alex is watching the channel? Does it make sense that Advocate is a warning that Brian is in immediate danger from Alex? I'm trying so hard to fit the pieces together and they will not fit. I hate to keep coming back to the "totheark is completely full of shit" conclusion but I'm struggling to make it make sense any other way.
for one, WHAT is totheark waiting for in S1 if they already know where Alex is and are watching him closely enough to know that he's started watching the Marble Hornets channel? If the whole point of them antagonizing Jay is that they need Jay to lead them to Alex, then how could they know that Alex is watching the channel? Are we supposed to take this at face value and believe it? Or is it just totheark playing mindgames with Jay in order to get what they want?
for two, again, if totheark already knows where Alex is and are watching him closely enough to know that he's about to make a move against Brian, then what are they waiting for??? The moment Tim/Brian cross paths with Alex in S2, they are starting physical confrontations with him left and right -- if they know where he is and know he's a threat in S1, then why are they fucking around and sending videos to each other instead of kicking Alex's ass? Do we know for sure that this video is intended to be warning of a threat against Brian himself? Is this video supposed to be telling Jay that if he doesn't pony up and follow the tip he got to Brian's house, the evidence he's looking for won't be there anymore? Jay's constant recurring conflict in S1 was that he wanted to go out to these locations to get answers but also he didn't, because that's scary, so he kept hesitating and hemming and hawing until totheark put the pressure on him and he caved, so maybe that's it? Or maybe it's just more of totheark fucking around with Jay -- "framing" Alex to make it seem like he had some hand in something happening at Brian's house?
Like, I keep trying to make the first two seasons of Marble Hornets make sense in line with the third. Alex's whole goal is to kill everyone and then himself, right? And it's common interpretation that that has been his plan from the very beginning. So if he had a gun by Entry #16, why doesn't he use it against Tim in Entry #35? Why doesn't he grab it to use it in Entry #45? If he lured Jay out to the Rosswood area with the 04-04-10 tape in order to kill him, why doesn't he do so immediately in Entry #35? Why does he let Jay stalk him for months before finally trying to kill him if that was supposed to be his plan the whole time? If totheark had been watching Alex from the beginning, then why do they spend so much time fucking around with Jay instead of Alex in S1? Why don't we see any footage of Alex filmed by totheark? If Alex and Brian are already squaring up with each other in S1, then why is anyone bothering with Jay at all? i don't getttttt ittttt!!!!! make it make sense to me!!!
#N posts stuff#the more I engage with this series the more I feel like I'm just proving to myself over and over again that#Alex is more like Tim than anyone gives him credit for; and Alex was either acting w/o cognizance of himself in college#or he DID do that all on purpose BUT then forgot about it afterwards.. and either way#he doesn't really want to do anything but keep his head down & keep himself and Amy out of it for the first 2 seasons#if we're supposed to believe that Alex has already killed Amy then why is he wasting time before trying to kill Tim/Jay/Brian?#He had ample opportunity to take out all 3 in s2 and he Doesn't.#if we're supposed to believe that Alex is already working to try to kill everyone in s1 then why is he still hanging around Amy anyway?#Alex's whole thing is that he wants to Contain the spread right? So shouldn't he have already pulled away from her?#&if Alex already knows that Amy is out of the picture then what does he spend all those months getting endlessly harassed for?#I feel like the only way you can make it make sense is that Alex was being genuine in asking for help finding Amy#and spent those months genuinely trying to look for her before Jay traipsed in and fucked everything up on a major level#does anyone have a better argument? Does anyone else see something I'm missing here?#(FTR when I say 'popular interpretation' I'm arguing primarily against the NightMind Explained series#since that seems to be the most popular one and one frequently recommended to people trying to get into MH.)#mh lb#marble hornets#i'm not Trying to rob Alex of any agency in the series; I'm not on a 'he didn't do anything wrong :(' kick here i'm really trying#to figure out what's going on. like WHAT is the argument for what he's doing for the entirety of s1 and s2#if he wants so bad to kill everyone but won't even try until it's been like. a FULL year and a half after Jay first started the channel?#AND THEN a full TWO years pass between his attempt to kill Jay and Jessica and his reentry into the series in Entry 64#and that's Just the phone call telling Tim & Jay to leave the tunnel. he doesn't show up in person for another 4 months.#IF we're supposed to believe that he's been hunting everyone since the BEGINNING then WHAT is the hold up? ????
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I'm honestly obsessed with Mr. Xiao. He may be my favourite (very) tertiary character ever. I love everything he adds just by being how he is in the context of the worldbuilding and sidequests of the Xianzhou. Arguably something similar happens with master Huaiyan
#The beginning and the end#No but really I love him. I'm taking pictures of Mr. Xiao like crazy this is stupid. I have over a dozen now xD#But it's all so intriguing? The potential of the vagueness of barely knowing him?#And still how telling and meaningful and fitting it all is? Goodness did they include all that on purpose?#Am I reading too much? Is HSR really this careful with details?#The first thing Mr. Xiao tells us is that he *guarantees* he'll fix whatever we need#and that it would be good as new‚ which has echoes of the 'arrogant craftsman'#Then he is silent and stubborn. He doesn't want to beat around the bush or engage in idle chat#And the fact that Mr. Xiao was the one proposing the renovation of the market seems to be so fitting#of someone who once studied under Yingxing? Yingxing‚ who against all odds was able to do what he did as a short life species#Yingxing‚ who liked to go beyond expectations in his crafts‚ beyond what could be done#Mr. Xiao being open to change‚ and change brought over by short life species‚ makes so much sense#It also works in a symbolic way I think. Mr. Xiao as one of the last remnants of that period that is lost to tales#Yet accepting and encouraging the change#And still in his shy stern stoic demeanour he gifts us the object that tells a story about that which was and that which made him who he is#I don't know... Every detail around this character is so well integrated and serves as culmination or terminus of so many stories#I like him a lot as stupid as it is to be so fond of such a fleeting character haha#Mr. Xiao#I talk too much
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ughhhhhhhhhhh why am i so prone to complaining
#seeing a youtuber i like making a redesign of hazbin hotel!#shes nice and shes just giving her opinions on the designs but although i wanna see what she has to say and how she'll do them#im getting rlly mad#rlly and unnecessarily mad#i want to see the vid and i will but ill just let this here coz i cant shut up#rambles#i see what shes saying about charlie's design#the princess and the hellish part dont pop up at all against the concierge motif#i will say that#edit: she does have a point. i like charlies design in the show better but shes got valid points. also vaggie IS a bit shallow.#i love vaggie but#she needs more development#i mean. i also see WHY: vaggie was an exorcist and if she was like. born in heaven instead of a winner as some theories say#then her only purpose of existence was to serve heaven and adam. we see she still has these issues like in episode three when she feels lik#she failed charlie she is very upset and we see her saying that if she doesn't help charlie she has no worth#or smth to that effect#but she does need more development i feel#hazbin hotel#edit 2: the body type thing is VERY true i love viv's work but she does need to work on her problem with super thin characters#vaggie's redesign is looking good. she looks more knight-y which fits but i think it went a little too far#if it was in the show it would be way less subtle and we wouldn't have that chocking reveal with her past as we did. but it looks very nice#im liking the vaggie redesign better than charlie's#edit 2.5: ok im calmed down im not mad anymore#i just disagree with some specific points#edit 3: YES. vaggie's moth motif IS not rlly showing lavender im happy you went more far with that.#i'm really liking vaggie's redesign thank you#edit 4: ok she IS critizing all the red (and more things surrounging it which she makes good points in)#but i don't really see a problem with the red. it's fine to me. weird#um she didn't do angel. what a shame#last one: alastor design criticism i agree alastor's design is SHIT
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Thought about Damian and Dick's dynamic for too long and now I need to level a city block
#ramblings of a lunatic#yes I'm still having comics brainrot just lesser now (after 1 (one) issue of a comic I didn't like lmao)#I'm specifically thinking about. is it issue 6?? of the joshua williamson robin run with damian#and the bit where dick gives him a special escrima stick Alfred made for him with ''against the world'' carved into it#and how he purposely lets damian escape and does the whole fake ''ohh nooo he's escaping someone come help *wink* routine''#I'm gonna combust!!!!#you could fix batman comics (/j) to me by just splitting the fam up a bit#you have two batgirls and two robins rn right?#well send damian and steph to bludhaven where they can team up with dick (ala the grant morrison run but dick is still Nightwing)#and then let cass and tim be bruce's supporting cast!!! less juggling to do and allows for more in-depth exploration of specific dynamics#also solves the issue of damian complimenting dick excellently but not having the same base-level rapport with bruce#just have damian finally conclude that he doesn't want to be batman and that him as robin doesn't work when he's with bruce#something about the idea that robin takes care of batman as much batman takes care of robin and that's not really bruce and damians dynamic#and as for Steph in bludhaven- she's colleged aged now! let her go to college in bludhaven#let her have the fun balancing act adventures from her solo series and again tackle her feelings of being an outsider#(also re-establish her and damians friendship. i miss them </3)#where's jason you ask? in space
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Oh haha yeah I'm definitely feeling better <- he is not talking to people
#i'm not doing it on purpose i just. have so much on my mind and i wish i didn't#god what i would give to see everything slow and stop again. for the world to slow down again. i know it won't#it's like. i feel like i should be doing more. looking for more jobs looking more doing more#getting 5 billion little pieces of paper that say i can type fast or i have excellent diction or whatever#it's like. i can't objectively tell how much i'm doing. i can only feel the subjective part of it and i know that part is super skewed#bc like. raised as a trophy child and all that. i feel like. if was doing better or enough then i wouldn't be so uncomfortable#and it doesn't work like that!! no one has money and everything is expensive and i'm not doing anything uniquely wrong but like.#i could be doing more and is it not foolish of me to do more when the opportunity presents itself? or am i running myself into the ground?#i feel. well i'll be honest i don't feel very good. this has been a rough month for me#at my current rate i'll financially make it through april but it might be a tight squeeze#and i dont even WANT to be worried about money like. getting by is fine and not a mark for or against me#but like. i don't know. tossing these thoughts out here to get them out of my head.#shai speaks
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