#I'm not crying yes I am
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[@kinslcyer sent]: Aemond wipes the tears from beneath Abby's eyes. "How long have you been having nightmares like this?" King and Queen verse combined two memes because they worked so well together. tw: loss of a child, night terrors, grief
The distress that shakes through her body is violent enough that the sobs themselves tremble. She shakes as if she were freezing cold, but it is fear that feeds her distress and it is fear that keeps her in the hold of the terrors that plagued her. Abrogail does not give notice to her husband's tender affections as her beautiful blue eyes are bright with fear and wide with terror. The answer is unsaid but hangs in the lack of immediate acknowledgement.
Aemond is not here long enough or often enough to notice that they plague her often.
The Dowager Queen would have the answer. His mother's quiet tones would say they plague her every night he is away from their home and their loving marriage bed. Would say she cries herself to sleep in the great, empty room until she goes to retrieve their daughter who does not understand where her brother has gone and why won't her parents fetch him. When little Celeste is not with her mother, she is with her grandmother. Never alone. Not anymore.
Aemond's hands are the warmest thing she's felt next to how Silverwing's scales feel against her cheek and slowly draw her back into the present, away from the horrors of the memories. She blinks and looks into Aemond's concerned gaze. His sapphire eye captures to low light from the dying fire and the fear and concern etched on her husband's face pulls another helpless sob from her, his name cracking on her voice as she leans into him. As if her fear has manifested her savior in the way it had not been able to do before before before.
"Aemond," she sobs against the warm skin of his shoulder, sounding so much like a little girl, like their lonely daughter, like the little girl who'd sobbed after her family had died. His grief and rage spurn him and Vhager to scour the Riverlands and beyond to find the man who sent the orders, and Abrogail would not deny her husband his grief even if they are paying the price again. His name rips from her throat again. Her thin shift does little to keep her warm, or disguise how thin she feels despite being heavy with child. This little one who will be born in joy and grief of equal measure.
Vhagar's lowing roar echoes through the night, followed by the lighter, mournful answer from Silverwing.
Accusations have been hurled between them until there's nothing left. Blame and rage are left for the likes of Rhaenyra and her monstrous husband, leaving their little family bereft of their first born and filling the space instead with anger and distance.
How long have you been having nightmares like this?
His fingers are pushing the tangled web of curls sticking to her damp cheeks and she finally, finally focuses on his face. Her fingers come up to trace his scar, cold and shaking down his jaw. So different from how she'd lay in his arms, sated and sweet and trying to memorize his features by touch alone.
"Too long," is her whispered, rasping answer.
Too long. Please don't leave again.
#{ fell for these ocean eyes ; you should see me in a crown } : king aemond verse#{ under blue moon i saw you ; so soon you'll take me } : aemond (kinslcyer)#{ in the crooks of your body ; i find my religions } : abrogail x aemond (kinslcyr)#I'm not crying yes I am#this is something I made specifically that you can either respond to or not so no worries!#*sobbing on the ground tbh*
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there being only 2 chapters left till the end of together IM NOT OKAYYYY! i’m gonna reread it all over again when it’s done but it’s the end of an era!
I know 😭😭😭
Believe me, I'll be a mess when I post the last chapter I can't even tell you. May have already shed a tear or two thinking about it. Someone will have to check on me 😂
However, readers like you have made the journey so enjoyable and worth it. Thank you for sticking with me 🥹
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I would like to thank Charles for making P3 so that Max’s P2 doesn’t hurt as bad
#lestappen#max verstappen#charles leclerc#dutch gp 2024#I guess I can add#lando norris#i'm not crying#but like#yes I am#good job Lando but also#f off#but also#lestappen podium#welcome back home boys#we missed you#also also#love how they just ignored Lando here#they knew that they were finally back where they belonged
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LADS IM FREAKING OUT my dear friend @cartoon-kitsune sent me a present and I was literally wearing this outfit when BAM. POPPY.
WE MATCH??? THE HAIR AS WELL this was not planned I can't. I can't believe how gorgeous she is or how funny it is that I'm literally the same colours rn THANK YOU SO MUCH KIT ;A;
also...
SHE BIG
#i LOVE HER AAAAAAA#also it's a one off commission dw lads we don't bootleg WH#BUT OH MY GOD AMAZING#Welcome Home#Poppy Partridge#I'm weeping crying sobbing my crops are flourishing#I am gonna hug her all day no more work just Poppy#(the jumper says Yule Got This bc im. cringe ok)#(I dress like a kid's TV presenter yes yes I've been told)
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Oh god, oh fuck, oh no; the parallels between Jean at the beginning of tsc panicking and telling Wymack "I want to go home" and Jean at the end of tsc falling apart after finding out his baby sister has died, telling Neil the same thing.
"I want to go home."
He is only nineteen
#i have so many thoughts about this#but unfortunately the brain fog is BAD#I want to write a whole essay on this and how 'home' meant different things#like how home with the ravens was a nightmare but it was familiar and he knew he would be punished for leaving#but home with the trojans meant somewhere he can rest. somewhere he was starting to feel safe. people that care about him#maybe I'm wrong#maybe he meant home as in marsaille with his little sister#where yes his parents were awful but he could still hold Elodie's hand in his own and read her stories and protect her the best he could#I don't know if I'm making any sense but w/e#aftg#tsc#tsc spoilers#jean moreau#in conclusion: I am crying
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The way Hades has set up an elaborate system to channel light from the world above, down into the underworld just for Persephone ���😭
#hades#persephone#blood of zeus#boz#hades and persephone#his love language is acts of service#the time and effort to make that for her what a show of love#i'm not crying over them... yes i am
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ANDREW GARFIELD and FLORENCE PUGH
at the Toronto International Film Festival 2024 for "WE LIVE IN TIME".
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#we live in time#premiere#toronto international film festival 2024#tiff 2024#florence pugh#andrew garfield#he looks so good#he looks 🔥🔥🔥#the curl on the forehead#🥺#they so cute together#it's happening#yes!#world premiere#i'm screaming#i am crying#every minute counts#like 💀💀💀#released#the press tour of we live in time will be explosive#almut & tobias#tobias and almut#tasm peter parker#sincericida
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Queen Charlotte: a Bridgerton Story (2023)
#brimsley x reynolds#sam clemmett#freddie dennis#bridgerton#brimsley#reynolds#queen charlotte#queen charlotte a bridgerton story#crying sobbing#they have more chemistry in one finger#than THAT couple in their sex scenes#yes I'm not saying their names I'm tired#YOU KNOW who I am talking about
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Now we're putting Astarion in Situations™
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#the boy really went through it in the foundry lmao#p.s. I'm going to start doing a M-W-F schedule next week#we're approaching endgame and I'm creeping up on my backlog so I want to make sure I have enough time to make some of these longer comics#yes I am already crying about approaching the end of the journey don't worry about it :''''''''''')#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act III spoilers#steel watch foundry#croissant adventures#tav#astarion#steel watch#comics
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I'd like to think that we ruled the world for a short moment in time.
femslash february day 1: POWER
#hetalia#indchu#nyo india#nyo china#femtalia24#yes I am ONE WEEK LATE to DAY 1 of femtalia#I’m so embarrassed I am never promising anything again I am a fool I'm so sorry#but indchu…. god they’re amazing…. literally crying as I go thru their history#the real Silk Road pair don’t @ me#kikidoodlez
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I'm going to cause you to always get 700% error or more on your labs...somehow
#is this about how i was off by an entire order of magnitude? Yes. I have no idea what I did wrong but I am going to cry.#I'm good at the class too I know what's happening I'm just bad at bench chemistry
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i just know elita dies in the next film and if by some miracle she doesn't it's going to be bee's cannon event.
#I'm prepared honestly#Am I still going to cry? God yes of course#I'll have to take a sabbatical from life#especially if it is rotb universe adjacent BECAUSE HWERE IS SHE (i dont think so but still)#WHAT IF IT'S BOTH#😔😔😔#mother dies and her son becomes siri#I'm using humor to cope can you tell#well maybe not bee's if he keeps up this influencer act because camera man immunity#transformers one#elita one#elita 1#tf one#tf one elita#transformers#tf one b127#b 127#tf one bumblebee#tf bumblebee
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the rendering here accurately reflects my post-round 7 mental state: a mess
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#alien stage#ivan#till#mizi#alnst#fanart#myart#doodle#round 7 destroyed me and this scene especially sent chills down my spine#i was crying to at least 3 diff ppl earlier today when i watched the mv#vivinos quite literally owes me therapy#something about this scene and ivan looking at till and till not looking at ivan even after round 6#sick and twisted and evil#copypasting my exact live reactions: the way till snapped out of it bc of mizi and how he immediately went to her despite the situation#at that point idt his mind was on the competition it was almost like he was seeking relief?? to me at least??#and yes i saw the post that pointed out how each of them died smiling bc they were seen by the person they cared about most#i am devastated#also shoutout to a certain someone bc now i'm on the ivantill unrealized rather than unrequited love train#it's so painful
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"I can fix him" I can accept him as who he turned out to be and take the blame for every atrocity he will ever commit because he was the literal sun shining over me and I will do anything for him to smile again
#HEAD IN HANDS#WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS#somebody shoot me#every backstory just keeps getting sadder and more painful please don't#ah yes ofc it happens when it's raining#y'know i am starting to hate this thing bc i'm crying and it's. so early still#wind breaker#jo togame#choji tomiyama#idk what the shipname is but they are gay
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This Is How You Lose the Time War, Amal El-Mohtar & Max Gladstone / S02E13: Doomsday, Doctor Who
#YES i'm reading tihylttw again YES i am crying about it YES i am seeing the parallels#tenroseedit#dwedit#this is how you lose the time war#tenth doctor#rose tyler#to quote sasha: bloody doomsday#dw#also an additional note: PLEASE forgive my alt text i did my best but idk how to describe things
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Fanfic authors, please, I implore you, from one writer to another, DO NOT DELETE YOUR WORKS. Change the account ownership, make a different pseud to put it under, anonymise or orphan them, it doesn't matter, just please, please, PLEASE, do not delete them. Please. Even if you think they're badly written, or out of character, or a decade old, or 'cringe', or whatever, there will be some poor schmuck out there who loves what you've written and will cry over its deletion because they forgot to download it. - Sincerely, some poor schmuck who loves what someone wrote and has spent the last ten hours trying to track it down because he forgot to download it.
#ao3#wattpad#fanfiction#archive of our own#fanfic.net#I don't know any more fanfic sites I'm sorry#writing#fanfic writing#No seriously please DO NOT DELETE YOUR WORKS#I've just spent the last ten -- yes. Ten. One zero. Ten -- hours trying to track down this one fic#I'm about to go pull up the wayback machine#If I can see through my tears of course#Please don't delete#What you write is amazing and important and yeah. sure. sometimes it might not be the best thing you've done#sometimes it might be 'cringe' as hell#But please please please it will mean the world to someone anyway#Okay I'm shutting the fuck up now#Go continue procrastinating your latest WIP#I know you motherfuckers#(I *am* you motherfuckers)#I am also now crying#My hopeful traverse into the wild depths of the wayback machine has come to naught#The fic I seek is forever lost to the void of the internet#Reddit or Discord are my only options#Oh Gods. What has the world come to?#I am now crying again for a different reason because THE FIC HAS BEEN FOUND#I AM SAVED#THANK YOU DISCORD PERSON#HOLY SHIT
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