#I'm just so tired.
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Full disclosure I'm a couple episodes behind in WWW, so I'm not 100% on every thing that's being discoursed about, but I've seen enough that I just want to remind people/beg people to remember:
You are watching The Nuance Show, DMed by Mr. Philosophical Nuance and played by Notable Lovers of Nuance.
#I've just seen some real ice cold takes that seemingly want to strip all nuance out of wbn and like...my guy...it's The Nuance Show#worlds beyond number#might delete later this isn't that spicy but it's spicier than I normally get#I'm just so tired.#Also some of y'all have nerves of steel posting some of the shit you do knowing full well that Aabriya Herself lives here#discourse#wbn discourse#I don't think this is really discourse but it's about the discourse soooooo tagging it
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if you only think thin women are attractive, or you only ever reblog images of thin women, or you only mostly do, maybe investigate that
"oh so people aren't allowed to have types? or aesthetic preferences?" of course we are. but when our types align as strongly with western imperialist patriarchal ideals as traits like "white" or "thin" or "young" or "feminine" then we should probably like. dig into why we're attracted excusively to one or more of those things
in case it's. you know. the inescapable patriarchal propaganda making us complicit in the punishment of women who deviate from those demands
"how do i investigate that?" ask yourself questions when you find a thin woman attractive. what is it i am attracted to about this woman, other than her thin body type? ask yourself questions when your eyes slide over a fat woman with the same style or attitude of thin women you find attractive. what is it about her that makes her invisible to me? or what is it about her that awakens a feeling of negativity or disgust? or of camaraderie rather than attraction?
i don't expect this post to change anybody's preferences or actions. and i'm not making it to shame anybody. i'm just exhausted by the relentlessness with which thinness is championed and fat bodies are erased from existence and particularly from desirability, and i'm tired of the fact that i have to notice it every second of every day, while most everybody else is free from thinking about it at all.
#fatphobia is hell to varying degrees for everyone but as a fat woman. i am making this post about women#maybe expose yourself more to diverse body types and then we'll all calm down#i'm just so tired.#this is particularly painful when its fellow queer people.#we deviate from the norm! we play with gender expectations! except when it comes to the expectation of thinness.
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night shift is genuinely so exhausting tho. I don't have time to really do anything these past few days - I haven't been able to compile any more fundraiser lists because I've been either sleeping or at work - and it's happening again where I can't remember the last time I've showered
#I don't mind this terribly but I'm sure I don't smell great#I'm just so tired.#and I only have one day off tomorrow before a string of work and call#granted one of the days is only 5 hrs but ough#im definitely going to have to call out sick for one of these days bc I have a birding event until 11 and that is not enough sleep...#4 more weeks of this...#cor.txt
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me watching my favorite stand alone series get consumed by a dying franchise in an attempt to revive it (they believe it's going to draw in new viewers when im reality it's just going to deter fans):
#Words cannot describe how much i fucking hate the whole TVA bullshit Marvel has been pushing#Oh my goddd bro MOVE ON FOR THE LOVE OF GOD#I don't WANT deadpool in the MCU I WANT Gwenpool I WANT Jeff the landshark I WANT a funny movie I can put down when I'm done with it#I'm just so tired.#marvel critical#marvel criticism#rant post#deadpool
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I love you Jewish and Israeli people on Tumblr replying to these hateful idiots with long paragraphs explaining why they are wrong, explaining our history, explaining the complexity of the situation.
But if these people cared to read, they would have done so by now. If they understood nuance and complexity they would have by now. They are hateful and ignorant because they will not read anything longer than an Instagram infographic, if at all. We are not willing to shrink down and flatten out the situation but others are and that's why we're losing the biggest PR game of our life.
#not to be discouraging!!#sorry im such a pessimist#i appreciate y'all so much#i stalk you all you give me so much hope#I'm just so tired.#tired and מיואשת#כמה עוד אפשר
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man. all of my friends are in or have graduated college. those who aren't actively in college have jobs. I'm so disabled i can't get into college or hold a job but the government is still debating my case. i have literally nothing that give my life purpose or meaning. there is nothing fufilling. i can't even make this dress correctly. it's so hard hearing everyone talk about college and jobs because i can't do any of that. I'm a proverbial princess in a fucking tower here
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this winter already has me exhausted and i can't wait to sleep for half a century
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I feel like my writer's block is getting worse.
#i'm at the point where i don't even want to write#my muse can come back anytime now okay thanks#nothing is coming out the way i want it to#and that's just making things worse#posting the cocat things made me feel significantly worse too so idk if it's good for me to keep up with them#i don't even know if anyone's reading them#i'd hoped that giving myself deadlines to get things done would boost my productivity#but all i do is stare at my wips like -w-#i'm just so tired.#i don't need a break. i took a break for like. a fucking month. what i need is to fucking WRITE goddammit
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re: last post
i think that's also part of why i'm kind of ready to go home. i didn't realize until last night i really felt kind of pressured to drink while i'm here and i don't want to feel that way anymore. and i know it's not gonna be super great once i actually turn 21 (especially since alcohol is much more accessible in the states than it is in sweden) and school starts back up (i go to a pretty big party school) but i think also being in school again i'll have more stuff to focus on besides behaving around alcohol. i'm gonna be working pretty hard in the fall so i'm hoping that keeps my mind off drinking
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I love you Safety Wizard.
(Inspired by @keroascrazy)
#safety wizard#wizard#Tumblr wants me to use the wizardposting tag so badly and I'm tempted. It's a good tag.#Shout out to stackedbirds for sending me the safety wizard post. Beloved mutual and beloved supplier of good wizard posts.#I will make it an open secret that I love me some good goofy wizards.#Safety Wizard has a special pizzazz that just gets the gears turning.#I like to imagine Safety Wizard began their studies as a traffic wizard. Then took some courses in roadside hazard magic.#This sparked an interest in safety magic and resulted in an eventual change of major - but the outfit stayed true to their roots.#All that said and done; The original costume is really good and I hope OP keeps up the good wizarding work.#Remember that distracted driving is extremely dangerous. Do not drive tired or in altered states of awareness.#It is always morally correct to call a friend of ride service if you have even the smallest doubt you will be a safe driver.#And *please* wear proper PPE on your job site. Do not put yourself or other's at risk!
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why do I even leave my room when all I get told is what I did wrong every time
#what's the fucking point#personal#all I hear is 'u missed the dishes in the sink'#it was one fucking bowl#'sorry u can't have this but I bought u this random unrelated thing so u should be grateful'#fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you#I'm just so tired.#of everything. of everything I do being wrong#nothing I do is fucking good enough
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Kinda feel like there's some untapped meme/reaction image potential from old horror movie trailers...
#just saying#b movie#horror movies#50s horror#memes#reaction image#old horror movies#this is stupid#meme template#movie trailers#horror#schlock#exclamation points#i was bored#50s movies#why?#reaction meme#this is dumb#i'm so tired#why not
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make a cohost account, make a blue skies account, make a pillow fort account, make a artfol account, share your discord, make a back-up account, make another account, make another account, make another account-
#shitpost#pot dog#pot dot#doodles#sites just remain normal challenge impossible#i can barely manage having a tumblr and a twitter account to both post to#the prospect of making more accounts more places just because shit may go down in flames or threaten to do so is exhausting#i will remain here until the ship is at the very bottom of the ocean cause i'm so tired of extending myself for social media efficiency
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i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest
#bipolar 2#actually mentally ill#tw depressing thoughts#depressive episode#actually bipolar#bipolar disorder#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bdp#bdp vent#borderline things#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#borderline pd#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#living with borderline#just girly thoughts#thoughts#mentally tired#sick and tired#tired#im so tired#i'm so fucking tired
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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will the hunger ever end
#tma#the magnus archives#my art#jonathan sims#the eye#horror#kinda vent because i've been really exhausted lately#inspired by being so tired you're not seeing text anymore it's just scribbles and scribbles and unrecognizable splashes of ink#and my eyesight is getting bad too#i'm not doing good at the end of this semester really.........
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